this song....this song...is my fucking kryptonite....this song not only destroys me, build re builds me every time I hear it....bless you otep...bless you
@DudleyVanKlamm Dude, ever hear of an opinion? Just because someone doesn't like what you like doesn't reflect on them as a person. Music is personal.
Personally, I believe this video is exemplary of the struggle between alterity, and identity within the modern condition and it's reality principle. The Self as it were being "buried alive" under the skin; by the false consciousness, and constraints of it's environment; and by the image, or the mask of the self. The narrative isn't negative or pessimistic, but instead the madness is hermeneutical or a stage of positive disintegration..
I personally dont like this song cause the whole time shes screamin i hate my life, its annoying how shes repeating it like 8 times. but other than this particular song, theyre a true hardcore band, which is hard to find. i wouldnt buy their CD, but theyre very talented. :)
I think it's an interesting portrayal of severe depression, schizophrenia and psychosis triggered by severe childhood trauma. Or a magnificent metaphor for internal suffering.
She's not whining about life, this song is about how she felt whenever her father sexually abused her when she was young. I like Otep because their music isn't just screaming and making noise for nothing like most other metal bands.
For the non believers asking the wrong questions....OTEP is poet inverted. If you dont believe me take it from the mouth of our leader herself. BLASPHEMERS
How I've discovered Otep and this album: I saw a commercial for Opeth on TV and thaught that it sounded nice. So, I went to the store and bought Opeth's CD. After listening to it, I was like "Omg this is shit". After being pissed that I had lost my money, I remembered seeuing another band named Otep near Opeth's CD. So I went back to the store and said that I got confused and bought the wrong CD. They argued a bit but they let me exchange the CD. That's how I got into Otep. Best lie ever :)
@REALNassshole you deserve to be shot in the face for that comment towards OPETH. obviously you dont have an ear for great music otep is good but opeth is far more better. opeth is possible one of the best bands out there for the fact that they are great musicians who just dont play extreme all the time. they are masters of guitar. the lead singer has a awesome voice singing and growling. and have excellently crafted solos and compositions.
@FrOSTy349 You deserve to be shot in the face for being so close-minded about other people's opinion. Not every1 has the same taste of music and you can't argue with that fact. fagget. Must be from New Jersey.
@strangeling354 There's a difference between saying all people from X country are Y and saying all people from New Jersey are assholes because it's a fact and not an opinion
@FrOSTy349 not everybody shares our love of otep. its not right to say they dnt have taste in music and should be shot in the face. its very close minded, and im pretty sure otep herself wouldve approve
@REALNassshole Yea rite man, OPETH is an amazingly talented band who's music is far more difficult and practiced compared to OTEP, however I love Otep very very much for there music as well, But Opeth is far more talnented so you can't sit here and spout off about how you bought there cd and thought it was "shit", If anything that just makes u a mainstream music listener who can't stand anything thats not constantly screaming
@docbeetle I don't care. It's my opinion and not a fact. And it's not because a song is harder to play than another one that it's automatically better. Now fuck off
i fuckin love this band, Otep Shamaya is an amazing singer nd song writer. whos gives a shit if shes lesbian or not..what matters is that shes a fucking awesome vocalist in a sick ass metal band. anyways the bass is soo dank in this song. = ]
Who gives a flying fuck if she's gay, bi straight or abstinent for that matter.... She is seriously fucking hardcore and has an amazing voice and blows a good many of the guys out of the water with her voice... So, who cares if she's into twat or cock?
@XxItalianIcexX I sing along with Otep too. In fact, I do interpretive dance and reenact/sing in my own way, capturing the beautiful essence of her poetry.
3:20- 3:37 is the best part of the song, in my opinion. Otep's songs are always so good, they have lots of meaning, unlike most modern music. Otep's music should be more popular worldwide.
@jmsting101 cause we someone goes through something hard it's stuck in your head it's like a tattoo never goes so singing about your pain makes the best songs cause ppl. can relate to it and OTEP ROCKS
these lyrics resonate well into your brain by the 4th out of a 30day stay in the hospital & the nausea & pain of chemotherapy & bmt is in no way subsiding by the compazine , zofran , or dilaudid. nausea - pain - cancer is why i hate my life... fuck it.
Being a new to listener to womyn who sing Black Metal; she is quite amazing and belts it out better than some of her male counter parts. And she is hot, which helps too!!
Fucking amazing i love this band!
ImOteps1Fan 11 months ago
нормальная такая девчушка :)
karlson47 11 months ago
Great
SaricchiaFI 11 months ago
WHY THE FUCK IS JUSTIN BIEBER THE BACKGROUD?!
johnlennongal 11 months ago
god otep is so sexy.
Muffinmanlj 11 months ago
FUCKING EARGASM
richie56ify 11 months ago
Sounds so pained. Freaks me out
Jazzy459 11 months ago
personaly, i think she's hot. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i'm cool with her
tahoeterry 1 year ago
Life does suck sometimes, we all hate life at some point in our life
danedwalsh 1 year ago
I pretty much like my life :D , but I really love this song !
Rock on Girl!
Sudiunasinis 1 year ago
tout est relatif rien n'est absolu, désolé aristote tete de linotte, otep c'est l'absolue perfection!
soupertimor 1 year ago
i hate my life.
mzmarley100 1 year ago
this song....this song...is my fucking kryptonite....this song not only destroys me, build re builds me every time I hear it....bless you otep...bless you
MissSulfar 1 year ago
I can live my life by the words of otep
SOTEP666 1 year ago
17 People love their lives.
slimfitdimwit 1 year ago 2
@slimfitdimwit And why exactly is that a bad thing?
Dragon55092 11 months ago
My favorite Otep song.
SpaceCadet1982 1 year ago
OPETH is shit?
You need to return your hearing aids and get some that work properly.
OPETH and OTEP are both outstanding.
You are not.
DudleyVanKlamm 1 year ago
@DudleyVanKlamm Dude, ever hear of an opinion? Just because someone doesn't like what you like doesn't reflect on them as a person. Music is personal.
CrownedWithLaurels 1 year ago
BASH HEADS!!!!!
myexecutedlife 1 year ago
This has to be one of the most sincere and primal vids I have seen.
MacHamish 1 year ago
Personally, I believe this video is exemplary of the struggle between alterity, and identity within the modern condition and it's reality principle. The Self as it were being "buried alive" under the skin; by the false consciousness, and constraints of it's environment; and by the image, or the mask of the self. The narrative isn't negative or pessimistic, but instead the madness is hermeneutical or a stage of positive disintegration..
kutthroat84 1 year ago
I personally dont like this song cause the whole time shes screamin i hate my life, its annoying how shes repeating it like 8 times. but other than this particular song, theyre a true hardcore band, which is hard to find. i wouldnt buy their CD, but theyre very talented. :)
xXwhatTOnameMEXx 1 year ago
venoms version is better in my opinion
WolfofAncients 1 year ago
great song its a little creepy but i love it
girllovesrock2021 1 year ago
this kind of music triggers white kids to do school shootings lol
100PETEDAHEAT 1 year ago
I think it's an interesting portrayal of severe depression, schizophrenia and psychosis triggered by severe childhood trauma. Or a magnificent metaphor for internal suffering.
nonameG6 1 year ago
FAVorite band.
MrDrums28 1 year ago
15 will have to dig their own graves and be buried alive
trejo598 1 year ago
vevo...why is there a chick with phones stuck to her face in my background, shame on you.
TheUnwillingDonor 1 year ago
why is lady "gagag" in the background?
stupid vevo
3onamatch 1 year ago 10
@3onamatch Mine has Michael Jackson...wow...lol
llron1west 11 months ago
@llron1west mine had that fagget justin beiber i just wish someone would kill him already
TheTrujuggalo 11 months ago
@TheTrujuggalo he already died on csi but sadley he lived
myedwardslove 11 months ago
For someone who was hurt so greatly she shows that you can overcome anything. In my eyes, a great role model!! <3 Otep!
KaylaSoulHunter 1 year ago 2
She's not whining about life, this song is about how she felt whenever her father sexually abused her when she was young. I like Otep because their music isn't just screaming and making noise for nothing like most other metal bands.
vim92 1 year ago 4
...Also This Fucked Up World
filth69ify1 1 year ago
I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! and Thats The Fucking Truth.
filth69ify1 1 year ago
14 people accidentally missed the like button :)
PsychoticAnchovies 1 year ago
14 people need to be buried alive. wait, only 14? I can do that myself :D
kaonous 1 year ago
this is good ambient music...i dig
pslipy 1 year ago
i love this group lol =D
i can have her and a guy at the same time ;D
just saying lol
fallenangel9592 1 year ago
i am lesbian for her!
unieka 1 year ago
who ever runs youtube plz put 'hate' cause thats what those people really are ..haters!!
devilslittlehelper98 1 year ago
@devilslittlehelper98 oh i meant the dislike bar
devilslittlehelper98 1 year ago
wow so this is Opet, Shiiitttttyy.
Mrwizard031 1 year ago
just gotta love this !!!!
FUCKYEAH for growling !!!!
rikpoldermaniac 1 year ago
Damn... I heard this 1st while still in prison. Sound much better on this side of tha fence :)
DeathEmbracer1 1 year ago
I'm telling you all, Otep is a bad fucking bitch......GOD the way she growls....oooooooooh the chills running all over my body.............
coitinsforyourocky 1 year ago 3
@coitinsforyourocky u didnt like it?
devilslittlehelper98 1 year ago
@devilslittlehelper98 YESSSS....I LOVE OTEP AND THIS SONG.....When I used the word "bad", I meant 'good' bad, come on, now!!
coitinsforyourocky 1 year ago
absolutely love when she rips her shirt <3
TheUnwillingDonor 1 year ago
i so wish i could do that! shes amazing =) <3
TheUnwillingDonor 1 year ago
id suck her pussy all day long l0l!! :P
TheSlipknotGurl 1 year ago
I fucking love this song!!
ImOteps1Fan 1 year ago
Shamaya Shamaya....sigh...i love you girl...
i love this voice it's so hypnotizing!!!...damn!!
Shehdginger 1 year ago
She can belt like a fucking man i love it XD and man shes hot (no hommo)
mydinosaurisfred 1 year ago
god damn she is so sexy
EMOKIDBFMV69 1 year ago
i love this song
EMOKIDBFMV69 1 year ago
i forever bow to every single female growler/screamer. they are so much more badass then dudes.
phetisgirl 1 year ago 3
SHE'S FUCKING HOTT IN THIS VIDEO
princeofevil6662 1 year ago
???????? WTF????' IT IS??????
KE MIEEDOOOOO!!!1
moonmixa 1 year ago
one of her way better songs. my personal fav.=)
Luburone 1 year ago
boring..
DIMETALL 1 year ago
otep is fucking sexy, i will marry her one day<3
ScaryKidScaringKidsz 1 year ago
to bad she is lesbian id fck her anyday :)
idontcare9353 1 year ago
powerful video
terahdave 1 year ago
For the non believers asking the wrong questions....OTEP is poet inverted. If you dont believe me take it from the mouth of our leader herself. BLASPHEMERS
deathralley 1 year ago
@XxXScreamoRiderXxX otep is the name of the founder of the band, otep shamaya
Hacks98 1 year ago
00:00
M1s0ry 1 year ago
There's nothing wrong with her, & that was just a movie.
KaseyCakes790 1 year ago
i would get a sex change to fuck her.....and i am pretty sure there are others like me who would do the same.
gundamfanatic420 1 year ago
i love this music forever!
Suicidevail 1 year ago
This is what taylor momsen is going to be like in 10 years, which is not an insult at all.
KaseyCakes790 1 year ago
@KaseyCakes790 kinda funny to think that little Cindy-loo Who is going to turn out like this. This is preferable, though.
johnny22233323 1 year ago
How I've discovered Otep and this album: I saw a commercial for Opeth on TV and thaught that it sounded nice. So, I went to the store and bought Opeth's CD. After listening to it, I was like "Omg this is shit". After being pissed that I had lost my money, I remembered seeuing another band named Otep near Opeth's CD. So I went back to the store and said that I got confused and bought the wrong CD. They argued a bit but they let me exchange the CD. That's how I got into Otep. Best lie ever :)
REALNassshole 1 year ago 54
@REALNassshole Well played, sir. Well played.
twisted13jesus 1 year ago
@REALNassshole ROFL omg now THAT is a happy ending story XDDD hahaha
sakura2390 1 year ago
@sakura2390 Been following Otep since :)
REALNassshole 1 year ago
@REALNassshole you deserve to be shot in the face for that comment towards OPETH. obviously you dont have an ear for great music otep is good but opeth is far more better. opeth is possible one of the best bands out there for the fact that they are great musicians who just dont play extreme all the time. they are masters of guitar. the lead singer has a awesome voice singing and growling. and have excellently crafted solos and compositions.
FrOSTy349 1 year ago
@FrOSTy349 You deserve to be shot in the face for being so close-minded about other people's opinion. Not every1 has the same taste of music and you can't argue with that fact. fagget. Must be from New Jersey.
REALNassshole 1 year ago
@REALNassshole not all people from new jersey are assholes. you just told someone to be "open minded". practise what you preach, m'kay? just sayin'.
strangeling354 1 year ago
@strangeling354 There's a difference between saying all people from X country are Y and saying all people from New Jersey are assholes because it's a fact and not an opinion
REALNassshole 1 year ago
@REALNassshole wow are you wrong!
kylegaser 1 year ago
@FrOSTy349
lmao youuuuu couldnt be more wrong.....
OTEP dominates!
NoraWillEatU 1 year ago
@FrOSTy349 not everybody shares our love of otep. its not right to say they dnt have taste in music and should be shot in the face. its very close minded, and im pretty sure otep herself wouldve approve
phetisgirl 1 year ago
@REALNassshole Yea rite man, OPETH is an amazingly talented band who's music is far more difficult and practiced compared to OTEP, however I love Otep very very much for there music as well, But Opeth is far more talnented so you can't sit here and spout off about how you bought there cd and thought it was "shit", If anything that just makes u a mainstream music listener who can't stand anything thats not constantly screaming
docbeetle 1 year ago
@docbeetle I don't care. It's my opinion and not a fact. And it's not because a song is harder to play than another one that it's automatically better. Now fuck off
REALNassshole 1 year ago
8 assholes ;p
sweet88tears 1 year ago
I soo agree shes hot as hell
babyg4567 1 year ago
staying bi ;)
1victoriag 1 year ago
@1victoriag
Agreed
crisellebriggs1992 1 year ago
Best Musical Artist i have ever seen live....so Brilliant!
MentalLice17 1 year ago
when i first heard this song i didnt know it was a girl til my boyfriend told me i was blown away......shes awesome live to <3
inkednjabbedchic 1 year ago
@inkednjabbedchic me too but i was at ozzfest, her nose started bleeding
kjergaard420 1 year ago
i don't hate my life, but i lov this song :)
sparklemycitybabyx3 1 year ago
The 8 people that said "dislike" need to have their heads bashed.
Reeneenayx 1 year ago 65
@Reeneenayx
Agreed. They do need their heads bashed into a deep concrete wall with spikes.
crisellebriggs1992 1 year ago
@Reeneenayx -clicks on dislike- id like to have my head bashed...even tho i love this song...one lie wont hurt
maam31 1 year ago
@maam31 I'm very horny chick want to sex chat?
orderofthemordsith 1 year ago
@orderofthemordsith Yes please, and I'd like to pay for it too.
I want to live out my text fantasies, you must pretend you are Stephen Hawking
Do not ask questions.
IamTheRealSolidSnerk 1 year ago
Rewelacja !!!
re5et 1 year ago
i fuckin love this band, Otep Shamaya is an amazing singer nd song writer. whos gives a shit if shes lesbian or not..what matters is that shes a fucking awesome vocalist in a sick ass metal band. anyways the bass is soo dank in this song. = ]
unieka 1 year ago
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unieka 1 year ago
otep is awesome... :D
FictionVII 1 year ago
Reminds me of a horror movie
keepruvthknight 1 year ago
lesbian or not
i like the song
E fuCK you pra voçês -.-
xD
muito bom *--*
i lov it
bii4fly 1 year ago
best song ever~~
fireshadow2000 1 year ago
Who gives a flying fuck if she's gay, bi straight or abstinent for that matter.... She is seriously fucking hardcore and has an amazing voice and blows a good many of the guys out of the water with her voice... So, who cares if she's into twat or cock?
resarie85 1 year ago
@resarie85 That`s fucking right!!!!
jenia19may 1 year ago
i know better for me lesbians rock
Sajeco666 1 year ago
You guys know shes engaged right?
JackSkellingFrost 1 year ago
She is amazing. her voice is amazing. her lyrics and talent are as well. i love her!
becca182fbtw 1 year ago
such deep feelings.... i love it
ChrisandLisa4ever69 1 year ago
Dude I know she is a lesbian but for being a gay guy I am turned on by this song
IAmNadir 1 year ago
@Mxyzzptlxy There Fuckin Nice To
EMOKIDBFMV69 1 year ago
she have monster boobs :)
Mxyzzptllxy 1 year ago
@annayoyoy100 hells yeah!
EMOKIDBFMV69 1 year ago
she is so freakin awesome
annayoyo100 1 year ago
does anyone else like blasphemy against Jesus?
Ravennevermorepoe 1 year ago
kickass
EMOKIDBFMV69 1 year ago
She is one of my inspirations too! I sing these songs aloud. They are so poetic, unique and unusual, but so poetic!
sevrinaanastasia 1 year ago
i like this sing because it descibes how i feel every fucking day
cryinrainemo 1 year ago
shes my inspiration, i sing along with her
XxItalianIcexX 1 year ago
@XxItalianIcexX I sing along with Otep too. In fact, I do interpretive dance and reenact/sing in my own way, capturing the beautiful essence of her poetry.
sevrinaanastasia 1 year ago
she's amazing...
Gaaragirl188 1 year ago
She's such a talented writer..
PisceanAmazon 1 year ago
It's just so ... raw. She's amazing.
blackisntdarkenough 1 year ago 2
i think everyone has a side like her.
Somewhereorelse 1 year ago 3
I'd go lesbian for her.
MichelleisaBell 1 year ago 122
@MichelleisaBell Me too, too bad im not a woman. xD
konoha1993 1 year ago
@MichelleisaBell yeah ill try that too *hands wigs out*
Kbone28 1 year ago
@MichelleisaBell lol who wouldn't?
Landon123richard 1 year ago
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unieka 1 year ago
@MichelleisaBell ME TOO¡¡¡
metalothers 1 year ago
@MichelleisaBell Saaaaame :D
MiiSceneRomance 1 year ago
@MichelleisaBell lol i was on her blog the other day and she put "its flattering but gay/lesbian isnt a direction" XD lol
sakura2390 1 year ago
@MichelleisaBell I would too lol
Howmuchdoesittake 1 year ago
@MichelleisaBell I AM lesbian for her. She's damn fine.
babycapri1990 1 year ago
@MichelleisaBell ugh who wouldnt! :D
IfightBitches 1 year ago
Such an amazing song, one of my favorites. Otep is gorgeous as well. Beautiful singer, beautiful song.
FuckYou406 1 year ago
preach! sekhmet lol
maddnesskru 1 year ago
she is a true poet!!!!
twistedvintage2 1 year ago 2
i hate my life!!! fucking awesome song, this music is all i got sometimes :)
tokiofever101 1 year ago 2
first song i ever heard by them. my favorite metal video:)
bonniebjunior 1 year ago
sick fuckin song
koRnclown6661 1 year ago
this is what courtney love forgot to do: kick ass.
prozacpacman 1 year ago 2
@prozacpacman fuckin A!
kwit2869 1 year ago
Damn she is hot!!!
redladybugz 1 year ago
@redladybugz ikr! I wish I looked like her :(
risycat 1 year ago
I can't wait to see herr...............
Veronicarae08 1 year ago
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JosiahSCooper 1 year ago
@JosiahSCooper
they should inthis album Joey Jordison from Slipknot
enemy01211 1 year ago
@enemy01211
the drummer from Otep already made the best of it
JosiahSCooper 1 year ago
3:20- 3:37 is the best part of the song, in my opinion. Otep's songs are always so good, they have lots of meaning, unlike most modern music. Otep's music should be more popular worldwide.
MangaManiacsXD 1 year ago 2
why is it that the deepest scars that cause the most pain also inspire some of the best music?
jmsting101 1 year ago
@jmsting101 cause we someone goes through something hard it's stuck in your head it's like a tattoo never goes so singing about your pain makes the best songs cause ppl. can relate to it and OTEP ROCKS
dropxdeadxbarbie123 1 year ago 2
these lyrics resonate well into your brain by the 4th out of a 30day stay in the hospital & the nausea & pain of chemotherapy & bmt is in no way subsiding by the compazine , zofran , or dilaudid. nausea - pain - cancer is why i hate my life... fuck it.
kannibees 1 year ago
I HATE MY LIFE TOO! maybe i should go bury myself alive
stealthreaper918 1 year ago
she should like,get a shower
logansibley22 1 year ago
@logansibley22 after you do too. ;]
RiotROXX 1 year ago
@RiotROXX
but i do:)
logansibley22 1 year ago
fuck yeah i ove this dike
hotdogjobgod 1 year ago
SEEN THEM LIVE ROCKAPALOZA 2010
jbigforever 1 year ago
I hate my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
guzzyguzano 1 year ago 3
I HATE MY LIFE
ivanking777 1 year ago 2
Damn this song gets me so pumped up! i fxckn love it & OTEP xD
GiaSEVENx 1 year ago
She has firepower.
Wetcorps 1 year ago
brutal¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡
fernaharday 1 year ago
Haha, so cool Joey Jordison (Slipknot) did the drums on this album, you can really hear it too in this track for example! He's a genious :)
TheDigiDrummer 1 year ago
i came :)
jucker1797 1 year ago
Being a new to listener to womyn who sing Black Metal; she is quite amazing and belts it out better than some of her male counter parts. And she is hot, which helps too!!
SeducingEyes 1 year ago
@SeducingEyes blackmetal? Dude.. crazy :S
It's numetal you know :p
tixan 1 year ago
Otep is great. She's brilliant. A musical genius! MWAH! I LOVE YOU OTEP!
spagerbot 1 year ago
ugh fuck. :) turn on.
theagonist15 1 year ago