I am a survivor! surviving sexual abuse

[edster1973]

this for some strange reason made me cry and it braught back a lot of child hood things that happend to me that I had repressed for so long.. thank you for this healing experience

Blessed Be

Dominique

[myblueart]

I'm so sorry that those things happened to you... and i'm sooo glad that this video could be healing for you too...

blessings right back to you!

Tania

[incestrecovery]

This is a powerful and healing video for me. The symbolism of the shadow in the shape of a cross cast by the lighting is brilliant. The message of courage to overcome injustice is inspiring. The colors of innocence and blood hit home and the cleansing cathartic. The drumming music drove me to a more primitive zone for deep healing. Thank you so much for sharing this transformative work of art.

[myblueart]

I'm so glad... it means a lot to me when I hear that this vid reaches others, sooo much to me!

did you get to see part 2 yet?

it is very different from the first one... but they go together.

many many blessings to you!!!

[SuicideFriendly]

It's amazing how the worst evil and the greatest good can live inside the same man. I am amazed and strongly impressed with you that you were able to forgive him. It shows the strength of your character even after what you have been through.

Peace

[WhileUact]

See the ending reminds me of the horror movie Carrie and the pigs blood while all others are laughing but here you voice your story so i see your point about the intensity.

[opalmirror]

In this life we are asked to be survivors over and over again. We can't make pain go away forever, the best we can do is find healthy ways to work through it and share our experience and our newfound understanding. Eventually our lives will end in pain but there is so much joy and sharing on the way there, there is no need to rush it. Thank you for sharing the wisdom you gained at your expense. Thank you for surviving to bring a message of personal power, love, and compassion.

[nitehawk57]

You are a survivor!

God Bless:)

*****

[myblueart]

thank you!

blessings back to you!

[DavidRayDog]

Wowzer dude!!

This is quite awesome!

[myblueart]

thank you so much. it was totally intense to do, but healing too!

[enjoythevoyage]

PS-I just made this video a favorite and shared it with my friends!;-D

[myblueart]

thanks!!

and thank you for sharing it. My hope is that it will bring some goodness, somehow, some way...

:o)

[enjoythevoyage]

This is so very deep and so very true! It is very hard to forgive, but we ,ourselves, are the primary beneficiaries of our forgiveness for others!  To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you. ~Lewis B. Smedes

5 profound stars!

[myblueart]

thank you very much!

yes, we are prisoners when we chose to hold hate...

blessings to you!

[twish1999]

I feel incredibly proud of you

[myblueart]

thank you so much! I'm proud of me too! it was such a huge HUGE thing for me to do! very risky in a way... but i'm tired of holding that secret for a bunch of men who need to protect their power.

[LeSaMilano]

I will only echo what others have already said - WOW. So very powerful and stunning. Off to see part 2. :)

[myblueart]

thank you so much.. I'm always so glad to hear when it reached someone!

[sweetqueento3]

WOW! I understand & LOVED this!

And as the comment states below~

incredible & powerful!

[myblueart]

thank you very much sweetqueen!

[malzyk]

Wow ... I'm at a loss for words. That was truly powerful. Your use of symbolism is incredible.

[myblueart]

thanks so much, i worked really hard on it, so I'm really pleased that it has made an impact!

:o)

[lolaknows]

That was very powerful.

[myblueart]

thanks,

and thanks for watching too.

Part 2 also turned out pretty good, they go together, but could also be viewed separately as well. I usually do paint as my art medium, but I'm really enjoying making videos too!

[lolaknows]

I did watch the second part also. You're amazing.

[myblueart]

thanks!  I was proud of those 2 videos... :o)

[rcmoonpie1967]

that was intense! liked the tribal touches and the power the music brought into your art =)

[myblueart]

thanks so much. yeah, I really liked the effect the tribal voices and drums made, it felt right too.

[GoretexRobo]

wow

[LordTempist]

How can anyone harm a child and still consider themselves Human?

Very powerful symbolism. I like it.

[myblueart]

thanks, probably one of the hardest, but most important art pieces I've made... and possibly the most rewarding too.

yeah, its hard when we loose ourselves so badly that we harm those who are innocent, especially when it is intentional... hard to comprehend.

thanks for watching.

[Illuminatta]

Wow. I like the changes!

[myblueart]

thanks Toni!

It was A LOT of work! but it was worth it!

:o)

[ButterRivaLs]

You are flying! And you can't be silenced now... You are an amazing woman, an amazing artist. You survived! And now look ... you are flying!

I'm *so* glad I'm here watching you fly.

Hugs, Angela [smiling]

[myblueart]

thank you Angela!

I'm glad you're watching too, thank you. I realized in order to truly do the art I want to do, I needed to do this. I don't know where it will take me... but thats ok!

[thizizliz]

Wow is right. I am not surprised at your story - there are things that you've said that indicated that or something similar. Congratulations on taking your life back. On taking charge of you and your world. Well done!

[myblueart]

thanks! Yeah, I was beating around the bush a bit before huh! lol! thanks for paying attention!

[ahavah23]

Brava! Thank you for the honor of being part of your process. You are a courageous and talented woman. Mazel Tov.

[myblueart]

thank you! and thank you for watching!

[Tinkerlove13]

Wow!

[myblueart]

thanks for watching tinkerlove!