I don't have a paragraph's worth of things to say, but you're a complete stranger to me and I can honestly, honestly say that I love you for your strength. There are people who love you, people who you effect without even knowing it.
"When you're going through hell, keep going" -Winston Churchill.
Thank you for your comment. I am a member of a different church, but I fully agree with what you're saying - by staying close to the Lord, I will get through these tough times. My belief in God definitely has been very important in my fight for peace and recovery.
Honey, there absolutely is hope. Seek out Jehovah's Witnesses and study the Bible.They can help you see that there is hope for you. You can be happy as God intended for you to be. There are bright things ahead for anyone who simply seeks to know God's will for them. Your beauty is in your heart. Study with Jehovah's Witnesses. Learn how you can be worthy of your own love -by pleasing a truely loving God--Jehovah.
I can really relate to your desperation. I wish I had the courage to leave you a video response. I abuse my prescription medication to blot out my feelings as well. I know I shouldn't do it but the feeling of being completely out of it is such a relief compared to the anorexic torture that is always in my head. I really feel for you. I know how hard the struggle is. I am happy that you have your dog. I also have one that provides so much comfort. Take good care. *hugs*
Hi, it took me a LONG time to build up the courage to make videos, so don't worry if you're not ready yet. You're still very much a part of the YT community. I appreciate anyone taking the time to watch my videos and comment - it really does mean a lot to me. If you ever want to chat about the medication abuse (or anything else), then just drop me a wee note and I'll get back to you. Please remember you're not alone.
Pets are so therapeutic I honestly do not now how I would have coped at times without my golden retriever Benson! They just know when ur down. I went thru a similar thing for a wedding. I was very very underweight and despite it being summer my mum forced me to cover my arms in the hope ppl would not notice my thinness too much. This just reinforced my self loathing. u did better than me apptmt wise atleast you got to yours! I made an excuse last week to get out of going and avoid confrontation.
Hi, thanks for your comment. I went to my appointment today - I hope you manage to turn up to your next one. I know how hard it can be. You're in my thoughts. Sending you hugs of thanks and strength,
I don't have a paragraph's worth of things to say, but you're a complete stranger to me and I can honestly, honestly say that I love you for your strength. There are people who love you, people who you effect without even knowing it.
"When you're going through hell, keep going" -Winston Churchill.
Just keep going. You'll be okay.
letsgotocalii 1 year ago
Thank you for your comment. I am a member of a different church, but I fully agree with what you're saying - by staying close to the Lord, I will get through these tough times. My belief in God definitely has been very important in my fight for peace and recovery.
painfulsoulbleeding 2 years ago
Honey, there absolutely is hope. Seek out Jehovah's Witnesses and study the Bible.They can help you see that there is hope for you. You can be happy as God intended for you to be. There are bright things ahead for anyone who simply seeks to know God's will for them. Your beauty is in your heart. Study with Jehovah's Witnesses. Learn how you can be worthy of your own love -by pleasing a truely loving God--Jehovah.
delivererofhope 2 years ago
Good on you hun:) I went to mine this week! courage and strength to you lovely:)
Chelsea xxx
anawings 2 years ago
I can really relate to your desperation. I wish I had the courage to leave you a video response. I abuse my prescription medication to blot out my feelings as well. I know I shouldn't do it but the feeling of being completely out of it is such a relief compared to the anorexic torture that is always in my head. I really feel for you. I know how hard the struggle is. I am happy that you have your dog. I also have one that provides so much comfort. Take good care. *hugs*
sugarfreejello 2 years ago
Hi, it took me a LONG time to build up the courage to make videos, so don't worry if you're not ready yet. You're still very much a part of the YT community. I appreciate anyone taking the time to watch my videos and comment - it really does mean a lot to me. If you ever want to chat about the medication abuse (or anything else), then just drop me a wee note and I'll get back to you. Please remember you're not alone.
Love and hugs,
Claire
painfulsoulbleeding 2 years ago
Pets are so therapeutic I honestly do not now how I would have coped at times without my golden retriever Benson! They just know when ur down. I went thru a similar thing for a wedding. I was very very underweight and despite it being summer my mum forced me to cover my arms in the hope ppl would not notice my thinness too much. This just reinforced my self loathing. u did better than me apptmt wise atleast you got to yours! I made an excuse last week to get out of going and avoid confrontation.
anawings 2 years ago
Hi, thanks for your comment. I went to my appointment today - I hope you manage to turn up to your next one. I know how hard it can be. You're in my thoughts. Sending you hugs of thanks and strength,
Claire
painfulsoulbleeding 2 years ago