No sympathy nobody likes me my mom don't let me go to the mall that's some bullshit! it's a beautiful world for a jackass? It's not an adiction it's stupidity....
I wish I had not have started aspesally with how young I am. I've told a few of my friends that I know I could trust but they act like it no big deal. My brothers best friend was a cutter but she stoppt . I told her and she helped me and after that I had a lot of hope that I cood stop but slowly with bullying and not getting to tok to her anymore I started again. I have yet to quit I I want to talk to someone about it. I can't bottle up my emotions forever!!! :",(
@lilGM1 aww i know how u feel but u will manage to quit self harming and i know its easier said then done but there is a way to get out of this. message me whenever u like i am here if u wanna talk
I have hundreds of scratch marks and scars all over my body and I can't stop. My mom thinks that it's just a bad habit I picked up and she always yells at me. I've only just started using misc. sharp objects... I don't cut very deep with them like I do with my nails but it's only going to get worse, I realize. And lately I've been using really inobvious things to cut like nail clippers, car keys and tacks... And I have no one who understands me. I always refuse to go out with my friends because
i stopped cutting for about 6 months...then i got kicked out of my house and thats when it started up again...i feel so alone in this..my mom knows that i used to do it and she blows it off...no one understands me(thats in m head)....but i know many of you do...i hav over 400 cuts on my body and i cant stop...the worst part is that i have been cutting for 4 years and im only 13....i remember the reason i made that first cut...it was on my ninth birthday and my parents were fighting because ny d
my mom says she doesnt understand cutting....she says i should have had my ass kicked the first time i did it.... :/ she doesnt understand how serious it really is.
Im really young and cut but not alot but it is adicting i want to stop but i cant i have no one to talk to i have a best friend who self harms to but i cant talk to her cuz we are in seperate classes and im lucky if i see her in the hall but i dont get to talk to her
I'm sorry I already cut and my parents don't know my mom would bitch me out that's
When I started cutting was because of her and my brother no one nos how I feel I'm alone my mom screams at me everyday so I did I'm like u I know my body and limits my 3 best friends no but they don't under stand well one does but my sister went through this but her dumb ass mom moved her away do I started cutting I'm sorry and I want my mom to hurt like I do when she finds out I struggle to hide the cuts on my w
Omg I no exactly how u feel I used 1 cut all the time and one of my friends did 2 and my parents found out and it's very hard 4 me cuz I always get those urges 2 cut again cuz i was addicted but I can't other wise my mom is threatening 2 take me 2 the hospital, a therapist,and rehab and get all these people in our house but I don't want that and I just don't no wut 2 do but my bf is helping be get through it cuz he used 2 cut 2.
i cut myself with a pecial sharpner blade and man when u find the best one out their u bleed to death i was in the hosptail and sence then i cant stop at all
im 13 i cutted for 3-3 years i cut everyday mostly 6 times a day and yes it feels good feels like ur free but its bad i feel everything u feel ppl who have just started plzz stop all u do is get addectided and u cant stop and u cut more and more
im 13 and last year for about 8 months i cut about 2-3 times a week maybe more some weeks less well u know it varied and it took tht one first cut to ignite everything and it was the worst thing i have ever done and if i could go back to that day maybe i would but ive learned from it ive been clean for atleast 5 mnths now this video made me cry and i dont know how to explain it but well i understand for those of you who do but please stop i know its hard ive been thru it<3 just try tostop.
I wrote a song about my friend that was cutting called Brea’s song. To see me perform it live copy or type (mason Bellamy Cedarville) in Youtube’s search window (I can’t post a link). THANKS!
~~PLEASE spread the word if you like it (Facebook, Twitter, ECT)! I want hurting kids to know their value and see it!~~ “YOU ARE A DIAMOND YOU’RE NO LONGER COAL”
Please don't cut, it's the worst mistake I've made and I hate having to hide my scars and having ppl whisper behind my back or make judgements about me if they see them.
I've never cut into the skin, only scraped across but the pain and adrenaline is still there - thats all i needed. But lately ive been aching too try but i wonder if i make that first cut/scar then how do i turn back from being me? And then the stress of worrying just makes me want to even more. I feel like pulling my hair out, drowining in my own tears in the corner of a room and i wouldnt wish that upon my worst enemy. "/
wow iv never been a self harmer but I have to say what a great video as you tell people that they can get over this illness. im glad your on the road to recovery, i just hope you continue to grow in strength and to not fall back into doing it again. good luck!!
Again, another video than warns of being "Triggering". I ask again, does this imply that if I watch this, I will reach for the scissors and start carving myself up? Come on, really? Boo hoo, something nasty happened in my life, lets chop bits of myself off and have a good cry about it. Fuck you, people deal with shit everyday and we don't all resort to weak minded infliction of pain upon ourselves. Grow up.
@teas926 really? REALLY? first of all your the one who needs to grow up.Why did you even watch this in the first place? Huh? What lead you to this video? This video is for people going through a hard time. Not for people like you who like to go on to random videos, and make comments that make other people feel like SHIT! Have a nice life you stupid asshole.
@teas926 You're implying that everyone who cuts had like one bad time in life. Cutting turns into an addiction and can get to the point where the bleeding excites them and releases a certain high to release every issue. I used to cut for the last 5 years. I am 16 now and have been cut free for 8 months. Don't judge like a book without the facts. You don't know everyone in the world. It's immature sad and pathetic. People do it to forget...Mostly forget about being bullied or abused
@xXDinousarDinoXx What could an 11 year old child possibly want to harm themselves for? Its strikes me as a fad that kids think its cool to be different blah blah, that gets out of hand. And why would you dig up a comment I made over 3 months ago anyway.
@teas926 Your comment like stood out and you don't know anyones background story so don't even judge. You can be a cutter at a younge age or an old age but it shouldn't matter to you the age but the fact that you decided to pretty much tease people who do this sort of thing, and honestly it sickens me.....
@xXDinousarDinoXx What sickens me is the fact people use THIS as a coping method for their problems. We all have difficult times in our lives, as have I. What I didn't do was think that by harming myself it would help. Simple logic prevails and your argument is moot. How could someone possibly come to the conclusion that: Repeatedly cutting a chunks out of my arm with a sharp object = helping me with my situation.?
@teas926 That's the thing.... Some people use it as a cope to escape and others use it to forget. I really honestly don't know how to explain it becuase I don't read other peoples minds, but I do apologise for pretty much PMSing...I just get upset when people post comments that are negative....
What are the things that ppl feel when they cut and why do you do it in the first place? I'm just curious. My answers to my questions is 1. Release and 2. To make myself feel better for a while.
Myself permanently. That was continuing on from my last comment. If you are wondering why they are 16hours apart it's because I got my iPod confiscated.... Mum ur such a bitch.
I cut, I've been through the Christchurch earthquakes and that sort of triggered it, I hate going into libraries because that is where I waz when it happened and I love books. Ive cut myself probably 50 times on my forearm but I cut over my scars tk save space. I told a teacher at skol, she sent me to a councillor but I waz only there once so I started cutting again within a few days.... Please help me... I am ashamed of myself and have started cutting deeper, I am worried I will end up hurting
I hate to admit it, but I have been hurting myself for about 2 years ago, and a few times, it got so bad, I burnt my self with cigarettes. I just can't stop. It's a addiction, and if you just start, don't do it. It will only drag you soul down deeper!
@CryingKat Yea I use to cut too; I know what it's like...it's just like an addiction to drugs; almost impossible to quit, but not quite impossible. I hope you find the stregnth to quit; you can do it, I believe you can <3 if you ever need someone to talk to about it, feel free to message me, I'll try to help :) 10 months clean.
it was a little triggering, i deff cried and cldnt stop staring at my scars.... my whole body is completly covered with them from my ten year addiction that still hasnt stopped. idk if it ever will for me. ur video deff moved me and i just wanna say thank you for sharing ur story, it takes alot of guts. good for you girl
it was a little triggering, i deff cried and cldnt stop staring at my scars.... my whole body is completly covered with them from my ten year addiction that still hasnt stopped. idk if it ever will for me. ur video deff moved me and i just wanna say thank you for sharing ur story, it takes alot of guts.
this video is really triggering to me, i started cutting myslef about a month ago, i have cuts all over my legs really deep. but at first i did it with a knife on my arm which were only scraches. and then one day at school i cut my bottom of my leg pretty deep, me and my bestmate both selfharm and find it soo hard to stop!! but some reason it makes me feel sick when i dont do it. im trying to stop and i havent done it in a week. my family knows about it so i cant do it like i used to :(
I tried to and i told my friend. she helped alot because she was a SI. she said to draw pictures of things that make you happy in your arm and wrist. it helps!
just to feel the razor one more time..cutting makes the pain go away its an addiction that you don't want to give up. always apart of one, no matter what.
Iv been cutting since i was 12 and im 17 now and nothing has helped at least your parrents got you help mine threatend me and told me to quit and that was it and now im only MORE secretive about it and its worse then ever
Been there. Been back. Been distant. Been close. I think I discovered love can rescue anyone and everyone, but also that I am not receptive to love in any form. It's a dangerous contradiction, really, but there are some mistakes we never stop paying for. Sometimes, we just need to remember. Visions of leaves dancing in the wind, and we are soothed, and the credits roll.
I hate when you try to find help and all people do is judge you, some people will just never understand how complex this is and how some people can't deal with inner pain.
I dont know what to do.....i have always lived with being put down and hurt. ive been called worthless and a piece of crap. when honestly all i want is someone to understand! please....someone help me.. ive almolst committed suicide...and i feel closer to it every day.
I cant watch all of your video. Sorry. Its making me worse and a little triggering although I am already triggered. That's probably why I searched for your video. I have had a really really bad day. I know I shouldn't cut. I lost my family when I done that and I have a girlfriend now who know's nothing. She would hate me. Its hard especially in the summer when you got to wear jumpers :( I hope your okay now. I stopped for a while but feel so rubbish today :-( I don't know what to do any more.
I wish i saw this video before i started cutting, now i as much as i try i can't go a single day without turning a blind eye against a razor, or even something sharp...
But luckily, I have a best friend that, like me, self-harms. We're the only other people that know that about each other. He's helped me a lot. I'm glad to have a friend that understands. I don't know what I would do without him. :')
My parents yell at me a lot my dad comes 1 a week but thats the good thing :) today evryone was sad and they told me that my brother yelled at my sempai(someone you look up to) and she stared crying,my friend (who was hated) was told that she can come back, my other friend also cryed,she was telling me that she thinks i was abandoning her everyone of my friends was sad they said that i have to stop beening her friend (my friend who was hated) so then they know that i cut myself today I stabed m
self harm is the answer to many peoples problems and i use it as a way of coping with things that dont go right. i currently still self harm and it is a big part of my life as i have to try and hide all my cuts from my parents. god if they knew they would be mad at me and would be so dissapointed. but i cant stop because of what they will say, it too hard to stop now. i dont think ever can and it set to ruin my life
self harm is the answer to many peoples problems and i use it as a way of coping with things that dont go right. i currently still self harm and it is a big part of my life as i have to try and hide all my cuts from my parents. god if they knew they would be mad at me and would be so dissapointed. but i cant stop because of what they will say, it too hard to stop now. i dont think ever can and it set to ruin my life
I just recently stopped cutting and I caused one friends to cut also. Ever time I think of her it made the urges worse. Every time I get a urge I watch videos like this one so I know I'm not alone. This one helped me the most. My parents also don't trust me at all ever sense they found out so I know how you feel
I went through alot of the loss of trust with my parents as well from my cutting I cut from i think it was 7th grade until 6 months ago...& i believe this 6 month span of not cutting has been my longest of quitting (i'm a sophomore in college now) I don't see myself starting again just don't resent your parents for getting you help it sucks they took you away from the things and people you love most but they just didn't know how to help and hopefully you will be reunited with your friend.
I started self injury Age elevin i started and before i knew it i was adicted but so far its not that bad i just get fucking pised when people judge and dont give a fuck at time
I started self injuring not long ago because I was bullied even by my own friends one calls me a slut all the time which I'm not I haven't had my first kiss yet she calls me it because I used to like to wear tank tops and then she got guys to call me a slut I felt so alone I though of death many times I told my 2 closest friends and the 1 told me to text or call her when I wanted to hurt myself I did but she never answered I dont know what to do I don't want to get up in the mornings I eat all
this us amazing I was a self injurer since I was I'n 4 th grade becuase i was physicaly abused at a youbg age by a boy i liked and ever since ive been suffering of unspoken loves that get me depressed im bullied every day at school i have the worst self esteem i believe i am fat and ugly and i am betrayed by my bestfriend everyday and now i am I'n 8 th I quit two weeks ago because a friend told me he'd stop if I stopped so I did cuase I can't hav ther blood I'n my hands I go day by day with
I currently self harm. There's a boy I have fallen inlove with.
It took alot of courage, but one day on the bus, I looked him in the eyes and rolled back my sleeves. He looked at my regrets, then rolled back HIS sleeves.
I looked at him with shock reflected in my eyes. He then took my arm and cradled it, looking at my cuts repeating over and over "you shouldn't be doing this to yourself"
I stopped because of him. My cries to God have been answered. He truly sent me an angel -3
I just wanted to congradulate you on an amazing video. It was a very beautiful video and I bet it must have been really hard of you to create it. You're a survivor!:) We are all very proud of you for making it this far. Thank you for reaching out to others to tell the truth about SI.
It was very triggering video (aint that the best kind?(;) which made it very intense to watch.
Oh and I LOVE towriteloveonherarms! Its changed my life!-3
I cut my wrists everyday I'm n 10 grade started at 7th grade on the 3rd day of middle school an my teachers n parents n my best frien don't know I cut but almost got caught a time or two arrg!! I can't stand life anymore I've got money I could just buy sum rope hang myself!!!
@aguinemongeenizo I know what you meen i would a lot just like to kill myself and be alone but tell you the trouth it makes me sad to think that because there is no going back at all no mater wht you do and i wouldnt be able to be with my dad and he would be sad and all in all i really would regret it and wouldnt want to its just that some times i can get a little to much caried away. But would all of you people, who ever you are and what ever you do please dont kill yourself PLEASE DO NOT
People on here can be so mean people who don't know anything about cutting and there putting there comments here should go to hell.... I know...... I cut in the past and i know how hard it is ever day is a battle to keep from cutting so when people sit there and judge that gets me so mad its like they think they know everything well newsflash to people who do this..... YOU DONT KNOW SHIT WE GO THROUGH HELL SO STOP FUCKING JUDGING US .... BECAUSE WHERE NO YOU.... YOUR NOT PERFECT EITHER - F U
Ik how it feels to qo thru all this pain and torture, trust me, if anyone needs to confide in somone, im amazinq with advice, ive stopped 4 of my friends from commitinq suicide, just email me, tbr33zy247@aol.com please , toqether we can stop self harm. Im here for anyone in need.
Please know that there is another organization that helps with these issues. It isn't ad well known but it helps very well this is the group called Youth 2 Youth. They deal with self-harm drugs and alcohol issues and many others. Please, contact TWLOHA OR Y2Y they help anyone.
I comment as a current recovering cutter, on my body I still have raw cuts and scars reading " death, love, perfect, and pretty." those words were the words I never heard without triggers. My life got turned upside down.
See.. People who cut their wrists are almost saying something while doing it it's called "Help me" they think they're alone, ignored, mistreated so they cut their wrists so they would get that help
I cut to. I am fostered. My mum got depressed and i had got taken away from her. My dad left one me and my uncle commited suicice. My granda died on my birthday. I moved school and im getting bullied. I was abused and everyybody says they hate me and im anoying. Ive been to so many families. 4 families. I feel so uloved. To everybody who cuts youre not alone
I'm glad I didn't know about cutting when I was a teenager. I know I would have done it if I knew it was an option. Instead, I'd hurt myself by running until I couldn't breathe anymore. I wrote a lot of poetry which was a release for me. I felt your pain through this video. Trust me, it will get better though it may always hurt some. Keep fighting. We are women. We are strong!
I self harm. I am fostered. I have been with 4 families. One abused me. My granda died on my birthday and my uncle commited suicide. I am bullied and i have moved school twice. My dad left on me and people hate me. People say they want me dead. I feel so unloved. Thats what caused me to self harm
@batatala My friend always told me that pain is just weekness leaving the body. I have never harmed myself, however i have never felt unloved and unwanted as u have stated. I have always been interested, and wondered why people self harm. My reply to you might not be releveant; however ur comment helped me realize how much pain someone else can acquire; a pain in which i will not understand. I do hope u the best of luck, whoever u are behind that username and this msg your life is worth living.
To all who it may concern: Please, if you are really having trouble in life, please, please talk to me. We have all been there, beaten, broken, lied to, kicked aside, but im here with my testimony to be there as a friend and a caring person who wants to hear about all of your struggle's if you are only so willing to trust me to talk to me :) I'm not a judger, because who am i to judge when ive been here myself? I'm am your friend, a caring soul who wants to talk to you :) God bless
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Oh cool MrHaydenater has got jokes ... What r u some fucking reject from the terminator ? Wait ... Let me guess " You'll be back " ... Act you age not your shoe size which is a 2 ??? U do know what they say about a mans dick & shoe size don't ya ? Sorry your so tiny dude ... As for my username I'm all WOMAN that could kick your ass anyway but I won't stoop to your dick or I mean shoe size dude ... Later Terminator ... I mean MrHaydenater
I was a self Harmer I grew up having the shit beaten out of me and no friends I'm afraid to tell my mom I was adopted so I only gave one parent which caused alot of the bullying or abuse Watever u prefer after changing schools my depression only got worse but I stoped the cutting now I cant stop thinking bout doing it Plz message me and tell me
What to do my depression medication won't work they won't even sell it to a 13 year old so just Plz message me w/ awnsers
@bondservant4Him You do realize this was 2 years ago and your comments on it now don't really matter much anymore. And seriously what if she doesn't believe in "god" ?
Videos like this were on good morning Amercia...but I love cutting! I LOVE IT! :D It feels like getting high, only cheaper. Lol, maybe I lost my sanity because I have no girlfriend or boyfriend. OH WELL! *cut*
I am going through alot right now ... I must admit the pics r real graphic but yet they spoke to me .... I started as a teen ... sewing needles ... safety pins ... but I didn't do it all the time & not as deep ... I used to also bruise myself purposely & just say I got in a fight .... now I will be 40 married with 3 kids . I'm cutting again .... with knives .... not all time but u know the rest . I could really use a true friend email me @ azzkicker1@hotmail.com .. hope to hear from u soon
I am going through alot right now ... I must admit the pics r real graphic but yet they spoke to me .... I started as a teen ... sewing needles ... safety pins ... but I didn't do it all the time & not as deep ... I used to also bruise myself purposely & just say I got in a fight .... now I will be 40 married with 3 kids ... I'm cutting again .... with knives .... not all time but u know the rest . I could really use a true friend email me @ azzkicker1@hotmail.com .. hope to hear from u soon
I am going through alot right now ... I must admit the pics r real graphic but yet they spoke to me .... I started as a teen ... sewing needles ... safety pins ... but I didn't do it all the time & not as deep ... I used to also bruise myself purposely & just say I got in a fight .... now I will be 40 married with 3 kids ... I'm cutting again .... with knives .... not all time but u know the rest .... I could really use a true friend email me @ azzkicker1@hotmail.com .. hope to hear from u soon
I am going through alot right now ... I must admit the pics r real graphic but yet they spoke to me .... I started as a teen ... sewing needles ... safety pins ... but I didn't do it all the time & not as deep ... I used to also bruise myself purposely & just say I got in a fight .... now I will be 40 married with 3 kids ... I'm cutting again .... with knives .... not all time but u know the rest .... I could really use a true friend email me @ azzkicker1@hotmail.com .... hope to hear from u
I am going through alot right now ... I must admit the pics r real graphic but yet they spoke to me .... I started as a teen ... sewing needles ... safety pins ... but I didn't do it all the time & not as deep ... I used to also bruise myself purposely & just say I got in a fight .... now I will be 40 married with 3 kids ... I'm cutting again .... with knives .... not all time but u know the rest .... I could really use a true friend email me @ azzkicker1@hotmail.com .... hope to hear from u
If you guys ever need someone to vent to or talk to definitely hit me up. Your not alone, because im here to care about you. If you want someone to talk to that will NOT judge you because who am i to judge? im still human, and feel the sting of life everyday, so once again please, send me a message to talk to me
@xxstarxshine- yes parents raise you andtake care of you, but there really are parents that honestly dont qive a shit abt their kids, it makes me sick, not all parents do, but some rly dont care, so u cant rly speak for everyone here. Not tryna start and arqument, just tryna state a fact..my parents are like that, they focus on my other two half brothers more than me, ive run away, qotten in trouble, juss to try to qet their attention, it hasnt worked at all...they only qrounded me n thats it..
Coming from a 22-year-old who cut as a teen, it was the stupidest thing I ever did in my life. I feel terrible that I hurt my parents that way. Being older & married now & having gone through college & working full-time, I know what it's like to have to pay for the roof over my head & the food in my belly. Your parents did that for 18+ years for you! Grow up and quit complaining that they are bad parents or in your business, because taking care of you is what they have been doing since day one!!
@emobabe3456- im a 17 year old whos stuck between a step dad and an easily controlled mother, they both treat me as if im not meant to be here, im in the process of movinq out to my qirlfriends house, ive thouqht abt cuttinq MANY times, and ive tried it three times, ive been in your position, the best thinq to do is to follow your heart, if ur rly for it, qet emancipated, do what u have to do to keep your body from qoinq thru so much more pain than it needs. This video has helped me realize tha
@naruto777ism,@emobabe3456,@thatcrazygingerchick, i know you feel like your parents are just in you business to bug you and get all in your shit the truth is they've spent X amount of years taking care of and loving you. and to see their most prized possessions hurting in such a way i'm sure is killing them inside, thinking its their fault, etc. but just know you wont know what it feels like to love a child until you have one. and when that happens you'll feel dumb you ever questioned them
@thatcrazygingerchick. i'm only 21 but im also a father to a beautiful 3 year old girl.. to hear you say stuff like that is just crazyparents have all the right, they birthed you. raised you, fed you changed you, put you in a house with food and a bed. so theres no need to be cutting yourself or saying your parents have no room to say something when their daughter is inflicting pain to help with her emotions.. i dont know your parents but i know that ill love my girl no matter what. talk to them
you all have it good.. i get where you're all coming from,my life was messed up from square one but you wont find me in the bathroom cutting myself up. my dad was paralyzed from the neck down when i was 6 months old. when i was 18 my dad died from cancer only 3 weeks after he told me he had cancer for the first time. i had just had my daughter months prior, i fell in a slump shooting opiates(which i understand is a release like cutting), inflicting pain for a return. i also quit shooting up
i just have to say the vidoe was amazing....but to all of you that are complaining that your parents get involved in ur bussinss i just have to say(ITS OUR JOB).as a parent i want my kids to make their own choices and learn from their mistakes,but i WILL NOT stand around when they are geting hurt.weather they are doing it to them selves or someone is doing it to them.i will protect my kids with every thing in me.so just remember when we do get involved it because we love you,not bc we r noisy
I'm just gonna say cause its true... Most of you guys probably got it good. Wayy better than anyone living in a third world country dealing with famine, poverty, civil war and corruption. When was the last time you worried about food? Or water? Hygiene? Place to sleep? Internet access?
Just be grateful what you have and seriously... Stop self-harming -_- Go meditate or something
I am only twelve. I cut a lot. I am so used to the pain, it just dosent hurt. I am stuck between 2 abusive parents, i am thinkinq of livinq with my boyfriend.... but idk...
parents have no right, they constantly say "it's your life I'm going to let you make your own mistakes" but they won't butt out of our fucking bussiness. I fucking hate my mom.
My dad flipped out. :( he threw the tv remote at me and my mum when they saw. I cut myself on my hips, and I reached up and they saw. It was re worst day of my life
its ok hope you will never cut again because i did once and everyone around me was hurt that i did and everything changed that day no one trusted me any more so if you think its funny dont try it you will regret it onnce you start you wont stop so dont start be smart :)
this is nearly my life except my parents dont have clue. ive been clean for 2 years but i feel its coming back again... its like a drug. im a drug addict in that respect.
@HUTCHmachinimaFANBOI Don't say stuff like that. Of course people care about you. I hope you're okay, I know how you feel I've had suicidal thoughts too.
i am the same ... dont worry i know how it feels to just feel alone ... and i am legally blind too ... i would never let my mom know :S it would ruin her and we dont have the money for treatment :/
@tessie your not alone. People care about you. I've been in your postition before. It's tough. If you ever need any help email me. And tht goes to anyone else too. tayhilton92@yahoo.com
I cut. This is the first time I've said anything about it. i really needed to get it off my chest. No one knows. I cut my thighs so no one will find out. I don't know if anyone would ever care enough to try to find out whats wrong with me anyways. I am addicted. I don't really want to stop like everyone else does. I'm afraid of people finding out..and i realize that I'm telling everyone on Youtube but no one knows me so it's okay... Anyways sorry to waste your time just needed to tell someone
i used to cut, i stopped for 6 weeks and 2 days, but last night was just 2 much 4 me 2 handle, i hope i can last longer, my best friend in the whole world a.k.a my brother and his girlfriend has helped me out alot, if it wasnt for them, i wouldnt be posting this comment, they stopped me from suicide
I used to cut, until I realized I was just looking for attetion. Sure I had problems (my girlfriend of 2 years who I had been going out with since freshman year had died, and I was battling constant depression), but I realized that sitting around cutting myself wouldn't make it any better. As much as it may hurt to say it, a lot of people are doing this subconsciously for attetion. I suggest you re-evaluate your problems to see if you really need to do this, or are just doing it to be cool.
if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advise.
My story is exactly the same.. starting off hardly bleeding.. getting worse. geting addicted.. finding a friend.. not alone.. teacher finding out.. telling parents.. being the worst day of my life.. except my parents didnt care.
tbh i dont think you ever recover.. trust me.. like you said its hard to stop.. but even when you do, you still have the scars. yea they may fade.. but.. chances are youre gona think about it forever
Kill yourself lol
Svartalfgeist 6 days ago
I posted in this about à month ago. I have stopped but i wanz to Cut So Bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lilGM1 1 week ago
No sympathy nobody likes me my mom don't let me go to the mall that's some bullshit! it's a beautiful world for a jackass? It's not an adiction it's stupidity....
MyBeefInYoTaco 3 weeks ago
I wish I had not have started aspesally with how young I am. I've told a few of my friends that I know I could trust but they act like it no big deal. My brothers best friend was a cutter but she stoppt . I told her and she helped me and after that I had a lot of hope that I cood stop but slowly with bullying and not getting to tok to her anymore I started again. I have yet to quit I I want to talk to someone about it. I can't bottle up my emotions forever!!! :",(
lilGM1 1 month ago
@lilGM1 aww i know how u feel but u will manage to quit self harming and i know its easier said then done but there is a way to get out of this. message me whenever u like i am here if u wanna talk
eveathome24 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
eating disorders are NOT a type of self harm. I says that right in the DSM
xXSecretFlameXx 1 month ago
i can understand you. my hair and skin is too light. two weeks ago dyed my hair in black. now it looks good.
zivatony23 1 month ago
I have hundreds of scratch marks and scars all over my body and I can't stop. My mom thinks that it's just a bad habit I picked up and she always yells at me. I've only just started using misc. sharp objects... I don't cut very deep with them like I do with my nails but it's only going to get worse, I realize. And lately I've been using really inobvious things to cut like nail clippers, car keys and tacks... And I have no one who understands me. I always refuse to go out with my friends because
kaulitzrockersixx 2 months ago
i stopped cutting for about 6 months...then i got kicked out of my house and thats when it started up again...i feel so alone in this..my mom knows that i used to do it and she blows it off...no one understands me(thats in m head)....but i know many of you do...i hav over 400 cuts on my body and i cant stop...the worst part is that i have been cutting for 4 years and im only 13....i remember the reason i made that first cut...it was on my ninth birthday and my parents were fighting because ny d
aneqllbabii101 2 months ago
my mom says she doesnt understand cutting....she says i should have had my ass kicked the first time i did it.... :/ she doesnt understand how serious it really is.
xxxJasperlynxxx 2 months ago
parts were really blurry but your story is really inspirational.
FlutePlayer777 2 months ago in playlist self mutilation
If i dont have anything sharp when i get the urge i will dig my fingernail into my skin but all i can make is a small skin wound
lilGM1 2 months ago
Im really young and cut but not alot but it is adicting i want to stop but i cant i have no one to talk to i have a best friend who self harms to but i cant talk to her cuz we are in seperate classes and im lucky if i see her in the hall but i dont get to talk to her
lilGM1 2 months ago
I'm sorry I already cut and my parents don't know my mom would bitch me out that's
When I started cutting was because of her and my brother no one nos how I feel I'm alone my mom screams at me everyday so I did I'm like u I know my body and limits my 3 best friends no but they don't under stand well one does but my sister went through this but her dumb ass mom moved her away do I started cutting I'm sorry and I want my mom to hurt like I do when she finds out I struggle to hide the cuts on my w
SweetPeaSavhanna 2 months ago
How did you stop bleeding before it started?
zivatony23 2 months ago
You're lucky your parents cared enough to help, mine know and they tell me that they don't mind me cutting =| xx
BrunetteButtercup 2 months ago
eating disorders are declared not self harm, its an addiction to being skinny....just says.....from
~a cutter
LittleRed611 3 months ago
Im loving all the anime!
Borinklover 3 months ago
Omg I no exactly how u feel I used 1 cut all the time and one of my friends did 2 and my parents found out and it's very hard 4 me cuz I always get those urges 2 cut again cuz i was addicted but I can't other wise my mom is threatening 2 take me 2 the hospital, a therapist,and rehab and get all these people in our house but I don't want that and I just don't no wut 2 do but my bf is helping be get through it cuz he used 2 cut 2.
TheKAS68 3 months ago
does it really feel good when you cut your skin up? i never did any of that shit so this concept is shocking to me.
ColdMorningStrangler 3 months ago
I ised 2 try and break my bones but i found out that it wasnt worth it
mcr72710 3 months ago
i cut myself with a pecial sharpner blade and man when u find the best one out their u bleed to death i was in the hosptail and sence then i cant stop at all
eMoknifes 3 months ago
im 13 i cutted for 3-3 years i cut everyday mostly 6 times a day and yes it feels good feels like ur free but its bad i feel everything u feel ppl who have just started plzz stop all u do is get addectided and u cant stop and u cut more and more
eMoknifes 3 months ago
im 13 and last year for about 8 months i cut about 2-3 times a week maybe more some weeks less well u know it varied and it took tht one first cut to ignite everything and it was the worst thing i have ever done and if i could go back to that day maybe i would but ive learned from it ive been clean for atleast 5 mnths now this video made me cry and i dont know how to explain it but well i understand for those of you who do but please stop i know its hard ive been thru it<3 just try tostop.
mylittlepoohbear 4 months ago
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I wrote a song about my friend that was cutting called Brea’s song. To see me perform it live copy or type (mason Bellamy Cedarville) in Youtube’s search window (I can’t post a link). THANKS!
~~PLEASE spread the word if you like it (Facebook, Twitter, ECT)! I want hurting kids to know their value and see it!~~ “YOU ARE A DIAMOND YOU’RE NO LONGER COAL”
mysoteria7 5 months ago
very moving :’(
aeolianwaveform 5 months ago
Please don't cut, it's the worst mistake I've made and I hate having to hide my scars and having ppl whisper behind my back or make judgements about me if they see them.
whatevertitle 6 months ago
I've never cut into the skin, only scraped across but the pain and adrenaline is still there - thats all i needed. But lately ive been aching too try but i wonder if i make that first cut/scar then how do i turn back from being me? And then the stress of worrying just makes me want to even more. I feel like pulling my hair out, drowining in my own tears in the corner of a room and i wouldnt wish that upon my worst enemy. "/
milky5208 6 months ago
wow iv never been a self harmer but I have to say what a great video as you tell people that they can get over this illness. im glad your on the road to recovery, i just hope you continue to grow in strength and to not fall back into doing it again. good luck!!
678mayhem 6 months ago
you sound like a pathetic emo whore
rabidsnakebite9 6 months ago
Again, another video than warns of being "Triggering". I ask again, does this imply that if I watch this, I will reach for the scissors and start carving myself up? Come on, really? Boo hoo, something nasty happened in my life, lets chop bits of myself off and have a good cry about it. Fuck you, people deal with shit everyday and we don't all resort to weak minded infliction of pain upon ourselves. Grow up.
teas926 6 months ago
@teas926 really? REALLY? first of all your the one who needs to grow up.Why did you even watch this in the first place? Huh? What lead you to this video? This video is for people going through a hard time. Not for people like you who like to go on to random videos, and make comments that make other people feel like SHIT! Have a nice life you stupid asshole.
bambixcountry 6 months ago 6
@teas926 You're implying that everyone who cuts had like one bad time in life. Cutting turns into an addiction and can get to the point where the bleeding excites them and releases a certain high to release every issue. I used to cut for the last 5 years. I am 16 now and have been cut free for 8 months. Don't judge like a book without the facts. You don't know everyone in the world. It's immature sad and pathetic. People do it to forget...Mostly forget about being bullied or abused
xXDinousarDinoXx 2 months ago
@xXDinousarDinoXx What could an 11 year old child possibly want to harm themselves for? Its strikes me as a fad that kids think its cool to be different blah blah, that gets out of hand. And why would you dig up a comment I made over 3 months ago anyway.
teas926 2 months ago
@teas926 Your comment like stood out and you don't know anyones background story so don't even judge. You can be a cutter at a younge age or an old age but it shouldn't matter to you the age but the fact that you decided to pretty much tease people who do this sort of thing, and honestly it sickens me.....
xXDinousarDinoXx 1 month ago
@xXDinousarDinoXx What sickens me is the fact people use THIS as a coping method for their problems. We all have difficult times in our lives, as have I. What I didn't do was think that by harming myself it would help. Simple logic prevails and your argument is moot. How could someone possibly come to the conclusion that: Repeatedly cutting a chunks out of my arm with a sharp object = helping me with my situation.?
teas926 1 month ago
@teas926 That's the thing.... Some people use it as a cope to escape and others use it to forget. I really honestly don't know how to explain it becuase I don't read other peoples minds, but I do apologise for pretty much PMSing...I just get upset when people post comments that are negative....
xXDinousarDinoXx 1 month ago
What are the things that ppl feel when they cut and why do you do it in the first place? I'm just curious. My answers to my questions is 1. Release and 2. To make myself feel better for a while.
whatevertitle 6 months ago
"cutting can cause a life of loneliness and pain"? That's what causes it in the first place. To feel something. Anything.
Singitlouder14 6 months ago
i cant read it ....
thedevilsangles1 6 months ago
Myself permanently. That was continuing on from my last comment. If you are wondering why they are 16hours apart it's because I got my iPod confiscated.... Mum ur such a bitch.
whatevertitle 6 months ago
I cut, I've been through the Christchurch earthquakes and that sort of triggered it, I hate going into libraries because that is where I waz when it happened and I love books. Ive cut myself probably 50 times on my forearm but I cut over my scars tk save space. I told a teacher at skol, she sent me to a councillor but I waz only there once so I started cutting again within a few days.... Please help me... I am ashamed of myself and have started cutting deeper, I am worried I will end up hurting
whatevertitle 6 months ago
I stoppedddd :D been clean 4 3 monthes blaze dd your reading this i kno i barly kno you but thanks 4 helping me quite and i love you
screamogurl73 6 months ago
hi guys, i was clean for a few weeks, i cut last night though, and i still want to do more
i've been cutting for 6 years now, on the 8th marks a 2 year anniversary since my first hospitalization and it is hell to handle
selfinjuring 6 months ago
once you start it's hard to stop it, but it is possible! I've got help for it and I'm so much happier now! so if you can, stop it!!!
mandyXbaudoin 7 months ago 10
I hate to admit it, but I have been hurting myself for about 2 years ago, and a few times, it got so bad, I burnt my self with cigarettes. I just can't stop. It's a addiction, and if you just start, don't do it. It will only drag you soul down deeper!
CryingKat 7 months ago
@CryingKat Yea I use to cut too; I know what it's like...it's just like an addiction to drugs; almost impossible to quit, but not quite impossible. I hope you find the stregnth to quit; you can do it, I believe you can <3 if you ever need someone to talk to about it, feel free to message me, I'll try to help :) 10 months clean.
notme1131 7 months ago
it was a little triggering, i deff cried and cldnt stop staring at my scars.... my whole body is completly covered with them from my ten year addiction that still hasnt stopped. idk if it ever will for me. ur video deff moved me and i just wanna say thank you for sharing ur story, it takes alot of guts. good for you girl
xctxthexundeadx 8 months ago
it was a little triggering, i deff cried and cldnt stop staring at my scars.... my whole body is completly covered with them from my ten year addiction that still hasnt stopped. idk if it ever will for me. ur video deff moved me and i just wanna say thank you for sharing ur story, it takes alot of guts.
xctxthexundeadx 8 months ago
this video is really triggering to me, i started cutting myslef about a month ago, i have cuts all over my legs really deep. but at first i did it with a knife on my arm which were only scraches. and then one day at school i cut my bottom of my leg pretty deep, me and my bestmate both selfharm and find it soo hard to stop!! but some reason it makes me feel sick when i dont do it. im trying to stop and i havent done it in a week. my family knows about it so i cant do it like i used to :(
DJDannie772 8 months ago
@psyphormer
you know NOTHING
candyapplecarnage 8 months ago
I tried to and i told my friend. she helped alot because she was a SI. she said to draw pictures of things that make you happy in your arm and wrist. it helps!
thetwihardforlife 8 months ago
just to feel the razor one more time..cutting makes the pain go away its an addiction that you don't want to give up. always apart of one, no matter what.
94ENVY 8 months ago
Iv been cutting since i was 12 and im 17 now and nothing has helped at least your parrents got you help mine threatend me and told me to quit and that was it and now im only MORE secretive about it and its worse then ever
cutter5815 8 months ago
Been there. Been back. Been distant. Been close. I think I discovered love can rescue anyone and everyone, but also that I am not receptive to love in any form. It's a dangerous contradiction, really, but there are some mistakes we never stop paying for. Sometimes, we just need to remember. Visions of leaves dancing in the wind, and we are soothed, and the credits roll.
1stone2cast 8 months ago
i am proud of you its very difficult to say that you cut :) if you want to talk im here
lilfoot90 8 months ago
very sad :-(
lindseyll78 8 months ago
I hate when you try to find help and all people do is judge you, some people will just never understand how complex this is and how some people can't deal with inner pain.
SamAndKristinParty 8 months ago
I dont know what to do.....i have always lived with being put down and hurt. ive been called worthless and a piece of crap. when honestly all i want is someone to understand! please....someone help me.. ive almolst committed suicide...and i feel closer to it every day.
mysticchick0808 8 months ago
I cant watch all of your video. Sorry. Its making me worse and a little triggering although I am already triggered. That's probably why I searched for your video. I have had a really really bad day. I know I shouldn't cut. I lost my family when I done that and I have a girlfriend now who know's nothing. She would hate me. Its hard especially in the summer when you got to wear jumpers :( I hope your okay now. I stopped for a while but feel so rubbish today :-( I don't know what to do any more.
is0lateds0ul 8 months ago
I cant stop either :/
lilaiez 8 months ago
I wish i saw this video before i started cutting, now i as much as i try i can't go a single day without turning a blind eye against a razor, or even something sharp...
explosionhype 9 months ago
I've felt like cutting before but I haven't. You're very brave to put this on here.
joesgirl88 9 months ago
When she said triggering, she wasn't kidding. :/
But luckily, I have a best friend that, like me, self-harms. We're the only other people that know that about each other. He's helped me a lot. I'm glad to have a friend that understands. I don't know what I would do without him. :')
XxconverseforeverxX 9 months ago
mysterygrl, you are so brave to put this video up.
Keep recovering.
greengal111796 9 months ago
You're beautiful♥
I feel the same way...
You dont know what you're getting into when you make that first cut...
Stopping is a long term thing........
Theres always hope♥
JustAnotherTradgedy 9 months ago
This is beautiful. <3
SavannahMaira 9 months ago
My parents yell at me a lot my dad comes 1 a week but thats the good thing :) today evryone was sad and they told me that my brother yelled at my sempai(someone you look up to) and she stared crying,my friend (who was hated) was told that she can come back, my other friend also cryed,she was telling me that she thinks i was abandoning her everyone of my friends was sad they said that i have to stop beening her friend (my friend who was hated) so then they know that i cut myself today I stabed m
fireadriana 9 months ago
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self harm is the answer to many peoples problems and i use it as a way of coping with things that dont go right. i currently still self harm and it is a big part of my life as i have to try and hide all my cuts from my parents. god if they knew they would be mad at me and would be so dissapointed. but i cant stop because of what they will say, it too hard to stop now. i dont think ever can and it set to ruin my life
eveathome24 9 months ago
self harm is the answer to many peoples problems and i use it as a way of coping with things that dont go right. i currently still self harm and it is a big part of my life as i have to try and hide all my cuts from my parents. god if they knew they would be mad at me and would be so dissapointed. but i cant stop because of what they will say, it too hard to stop now. i dont think ever can and it set to ruin my life
eveathome24 9 months ago
I just recently stopped cutting and I caused one friends to cut also. Ever time I think of her it made the urges worse. Every time I get a urge I watch videos like this one so I know I'm not alone. This one helped me the most. My parents also don't trust me at all ever sense they found out so I know how you feel
cutteralways7 9 months ago
I went through alot of the loss of trust with my parents as well from my cutting I cut from i think it was 7th grade until 6 months ago...& i believe this 6 month span of not cutting has been my longest of quitting (i'm a sophomore in college now) I don't see myself starting again just don't resent your parents for getting you help it sucks they took you away from the things and people you love most but they just didn't know how to help and hopefully you will be reunited with your friend.
flubber420 9 months ago
It's hard to stop it but it has been 2 months since i have cut. So far so good. Wish me luck please.
brownie1398ja 10 months ago
I started self injury Age elevin i started and before i knew it i was adicted but so far its not that bad i just get fucking pised when people judge and dont give a fuck at time
SuperCydel 10 months ago
I started self injuring not long ago because I was bullied even by my own friends one calls me a slut all the time which I'm not I haven't had my first kiss yet she calls me it because I used to like to wear tank tops and then she got guys to call me a slut I felt so alone I though of death many times I told my 2 closest friends and the 1 told me to text or call her when I wanted to hurt myself I did but she never answered I dont know what to do I don't want to get up in the mornings I eat all
annar963 10 months ago
this us amazing I was a self injurer since I was I'n 4 th grade becuase i was physicaly abused at a youbg age by a boy i liked and ever since ive been suffering of unspoken loves that get me depressed im bullied every day at school i have the worst self esteem i believe i am fat and ugly and i am betrayed by my bestfriend everyday and now i am I'n 8 th I quit two weeks ago because a friend told me he'd stop if I stopped so I did cuase I can't hav ther blood I'n my hands I go day by day with
MissEni97 10 months ago
I currently self harm. There's a boy I have fallen inlove with.
It took alot of courage, but one day on the bus, I looked him in the eyes and rolled back my sleeves. He looked at my regrets, then rolled back HIS sleeves.
I looked at him with shock reflected in my eyes. He then took my arm and cradled it, looking at my cuts repeating over and over "you shouldn't be doing this to yourself"
I stopped because of him. My cries to God have been answered. He truly sent me an angel -3
ScarredWrist 10 months ago
My name is lesley and I also cut
I just wanted to congradulate you on an amazing video. It was a very beautiful video and I bet it must have been really hard of you to create it. You're a survivor!:) We are all very proud of you for making it this far. Thank you for reaching out to others to tell the truth about SI.
It was very triggering video (aint that the best kind?(;) which made it very intense to watch.
Oh and I LOVE towriteloveonherarms! Its changed my life!-3
Smile! You are beautiful
lesleycchao 10 months ago
I cut my wrists everyday I'm n 10 grade started at 7th grade on the 3rd day of middle school an my teachers n parents n my best frien don't know I cut but almost got caught a time or two arrg!! I can't stand life anymore I've got money I could just buy sum rope hang myself!!!
aguinemongeenizo 10 months ago
@aguinemongeenizo I know what you meen i would a lot just like to kill myself and be alone but tell you the trouth it makes me sad to think that because there is no going back at all no mater wht you do and i wouldnt be able to be with my dad and he would be sad and all in all i really would regret it and wouldnt want to its just that some times i can get a little to much caried away. But would all of you people, who ever you are and what ever you do please dont kill yourself PLEASE DO NOT
SuperCydel 10 months ago
People on here can be so mean people who don't know anything about cutting and there putting there comments here should go to hell.... I know...... I cut in the past and i know how hard it is ever day is a battle to keep from cutting so when people sit there and judge that gets me so mad its like they think they know everything well newsflash to people who do this..... YOU DONT KNOW SHIT WE GO THROUGH HELL SO STOP FUCKING JUDGING US .... BECAUSE WHERE NO YOU.... YOUR NOT PERFECT EITHER - F U
pws1212 10 months ago
It's hard to hide my scars especially with olive skin they stand out i'm slowly breaking this habbit
Thesmartlet1 10 months ago
Ik how it feels to qo thru all this pain and torture, trust me, if anyone needs to confide in somone, im amazinq with advice, ive stopped 4 of my friends from commitinq suicide, just email me, tbr33zy247@aol.com please , toqether we can stop self harm. Im here for anyone in need.
madgamr62 10 months ago
Please know that there is another organization that helps with these issues. It isn't ad well known but it helps very well this is the group called Youth 2 Youth. They deal with self-harm drugs and alcohol issues and many others. Please, contact TWLOHA OR Y2Y they help anyone.
JoshRamsaysGirl1 10 months ago
I comment as a current recovering cutter, on my body I still have raw cuts and scars reading " death, love, perfect, and pretty." those words were the words I never heard without triggers. My life got turned upside down.
JoshRamsaysGirl1 10 months ago
this moved me to tears, but you should try telling my parents how to acted. they say its a faze :/
einhpetsstephanie 10 months ago
well this should probably tell everyone out there to think before they act, shouldn't it?
gspbirel56 10 months ago
See.. People who cut their wrists are almost saying something while doing it it's called "Help me" they think they're alone, ignored, mistreated so they cut their wrists so they would get that help
Throwedcat 11 months ago
its addicting aftr the first time :( wish i could stop
lovinlife4her 11 months ago
I cut to. I am fostered. My mum got depressed and i had got taken away from her. My dad left one me and my uncle commited suicice. My granda died on my birthday. I moved school and im getting bullied. I was abused and everyybody says they hate me and im anoying. Ive been to so many families. 4 families. I feel so uloved. To everybody who cuts youre not alone
batatala 11 months ago
I'm glad I didn't know about cutting when I was a teenager. I know I would have done it if I knew it was an option. Instead, I'd hurt myself by running until I couldn't breathe anymore. I wrote a lot of poetry which was a release for me. I felt your pain through this video. Trust me, it will get better though it may always hurt some. Keep fighting. We are women. We are strong!
Jounevel 11 months ago
I self harm. I am fostered. I have been with 4 families. One abused me. My granda died on my birthday and my uncle commited suicide. I am bullied and i have moved school twice. My dad left on me and people hate me. People say they want me dead. I feel so unloved. Thats what caused me to self harm
batatala 11 months ago
@batatala My friend always told me that pain is just weekness leaving the body. I have never harmed myself, however i have never felt unloved and unwanted as u have stated. I have always been interested, and wondered why people self harm. My reply to you might not be releveant; however ur comment helped me realize how much pain someone else can acquire; a pain in which i will not understand. I do hope u the best of luck, whoever u are behind that username and this msg your life is worth living.
GotPepsi 10 months ago
If your thinking about cutting yourself you should either cut your jugular so you die, or run into an oncoming train either will do just fine
gotwoody1 11 months ago
@gotwoody1 self injury isn't a failed suicide attempt...
somekindamillie 11 months ago
@gotwoody1
shut the hell up you cold hearted monster
candyapplecarnage 8 months ago
To all who it may concern: Please, if you are really having trouble in life, please, please talk to me. We have all been there, beaten, broken, lied to, kicked aside, but im here with my testimony to be there as a friend and a caring person who wants to hear about all of your struggle's if you are only so willing to trust me to talk to me :) I'm not a judger, because who am i to judge when ive been here myself? I'm am your friend, a caring soul who wants to talk to you :) God bless
DopeCoozie2 11 months ago
ANYWAY ... If u don't have anything intelligent to say LITTLE BOY .... Which MrHaydenater thinks otherwise ... Then SHUT THE FUCK UP ... This is for people that r going through some heavy shit & fucked up people like u gotta come on with your stupidity , harshness , hate , & judgement ... Keep hating cause u bitchies & assholes r making me famous ... Lmao
Littleazzkicker 11 months ago 19
Oh cool MrHaydenater has got jokes ... What r u some fucking reject from the terminator ? Wait ... Let me guess " You'll be back " ... Act you age not your shoe size which is a 2 ??? U do know what they say about a mans dick & shoe size don't ya ? Sorry your so tiny dude ... As for my username I'm all WOMAN that could kick your ass anyway but I won't stoop to your dick or I mean shoe size dude ... Later Terminator ... I mean MrHaydenater
Littleazzkicker 11 months ago
I was a self Harmer I grew up having the shit beaten out of me and no friends I'm afraid to tell my mom I was adopted so I only gave one parent which caused alot of the bullying or abuse Watever u prefer after changing schools my depression only got worse but I stoped the cutting now I cant stop thinking bout doing it Plz message me and tell me
What to do my depression medication won't work they won't even sell it to a 13 year old so just Plz message me w/ awnsers
Denaroma 11 months ago
There is one thing that can truly save man from depression, hate, all pains and suffering. If you would like to know, email me: vitaliy9905@yahoo.com.
I will be glad to help anyone.
vitaliy9905 11 months ago
ROFL =)
420xhope 11 months ago
turn to God
bondservant4Him 11 months ago
@bondservant4Him You do realize this was 2 years ago and your comments on it now don't really matter much anymore. And seriously what if she doesn't believe in "god" ?
MrHempmanX 11 months ago
@MrHempmanX im just trying to help
bondservant4Him 11 months ago
@MrHempmanX im just trying to help
bondservant4Him 11 months ago
@bondservant4Him there is no god
7purpleflyingunicorn 9 months ago
@bondservant4Him what god? if god was here he wouldnt let crap like this happen to people
mythicman4545 9 months ago
Videos like this were on good morning Amercia...but I love cutting! I LOVE IT! :D It feels like getting high, only cheaper. Lol, maybe I lost my sanity because I have no girlfriend or boyfriend. OH WELL! *cut*
HearTheFear13 11 months ago
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I am going through alot right now ... I must admit the pics r real graphic but yet they spoke to me .... I started as a teen ... sewing needles ... safety pins ... but I didn't do it all the time & not as deep ... I used to also bruise myself purposely & just say I got in a fight .... now I will be 40 married with 3 kids . I'm cutting again .... with knives .... not all time but u know the rest . I could really use a true friend email me @ azzkicker1@hotmail.com .. hope to hear from u soon
Littleazzkicker 11 months ago
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I am going through alot right now ... I must admit the pics r real graphic but yet they spoke to me .... I started as a teen ... sewing needles ... safety pins ... but I didn't do it all the time & not as deep ... I used to also bruise myself purposely & just say I got in a fight .... now I will be 40 married with 3 kids ... I'm cutting again .... with knives .... not all time but u know the rest . I could really use a true friend email me @ azzkicker1@hotmail.com .. hope to hear from u soon
Littleazzkicker 11 months ago
I am going through alot right now ... I must admit the pics r real graphic but yet they spoke to me .... I started as a teen ... sewing needles ... safety pins ... but I didn't do it all the time & not as deep ... I used to also bruise myself purposely & just say I got in a fight .... now I will be 40 married with 3 kids ... I'm cutting again .... with knives .... not all time but u know the rest .... I could really use a true friend email me @ azzkicker1@hotmail.com .. hope to hear from u soon
Littleazzkicker 11 months ago
@Littleazzkicker lol azzkicker1 you seem like such a sympathetic, friendly young man..........who kicks azz lol
MrHaydenater 11 months ago
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I am going through alot right now ... I must admit the pics r real graphic but yet they spoke to me .... I started as a teen ... sewing needles ... safety pins ... but I didn't do it all the time & not as deep ... I used to also bruise myself purposely & just say I got in a fight .... now I will be 40 married with 3 kids ... I'm cutting again .... with knives .... not all time but u know the rest .... I could really use a true friend email me @ azzkicker1@hotmail.com .... hope to hear from u
Littleazzkicker 11 months ago
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I am going through alot right now ... I must admit the pics r real graphic but yet they spoke to me .... I started as a teen ... sewing needles ... safety pins ... but I didn't do it all the time & not as deep ... I used to also bruise myself purposely & just say I got in a fight .... now I will be 40 married with 3 kids ... I'm cutting again .... with knives .... not all time but u know the rest .... I could really use a true friend email me @ azzkicker1@hotmail.com .... hope to hear from u
Littleazzkicker 11 months ago
If you guys ever need someone to vent to or talk to definitely hit me up. Your not alone, because im here to care about you. If you want someone to talk to that will NOT judge you because who am i to judge? im still human, and feel the sting of life everyday, so once again please, send me a message to talk to me
DopeCoozie2 11 months ago
I don't understand, ooo I'm depressed, I think I should add injury so I'm in pain also! it just doesn't make sense
tit0pei 11 months ago
@xxstarxshine- yes parents raise you andtake care of you, but there really are parents that honestly dont qive a shit abt their kids, it makes me sick, not all parents do, but some rly dont care, so u cant rly speak for everyone here. Not tryna start and arqument, just tryna state a fact..my parents are like that, they focus on my other two half brothers more than me, ive run away, qotten in trouble, juss to try to qet their attention, it hasnt worked at all...they only qrounded me n thats it..
madgamr62 11 months ago
Coming from a 22-year-old who cut as a teen, it was the stupidest thing I ever did in my life. I feel terrible that I hurt my parents that way. Being older & married now & having gone through college & working full-time, I know what it's like to have to pay for the roof over my head & the food in my belly. Your parents did that for 18+ years for you! Grow up and quit complaining that they are bad parents or in your business, because taking care of you is what they have been doing since day one!!
xxstarxshinex 11 months ago
@emobabe3456- im a 17 year old whos stuck between a step dad and an easily controlled mother, they both treat me as if im not meant to be here, im in the process of movinq out to my qirlfriends house, ive thouqht abt cuttinq MANY times, and ive tried it three times, ive been in your position, the best thinq to do is to follow your heart, if ur rly for it, qet emancipated, do what u have to do to keep your body from qoinq thru so much more pain than it needs. This video has helped me realize tha
madgamr62 11 months ago
this is so gay
PerfectEuphoria2 11 months ago
Somebody wasn't molested enough...
camarocomputer 11 months ago
@naruto777ism,@emobabe3456,@thatcrazygingerchick, i know you feel like your parents are just in you business to bug you and get all in your shit the truth is they've spent X amount of years taking care of and loving you. and to see their most prized possessions hurting in such a way i'm sure is killing them inside, thinking its their fault, etc. but just know you wont know what it feels like to love a child until you have one. and when that happens you'll feel dumb you ever questioned them
dylon424 11 months ago
@thatcrazygingerchick. i'm only 21 but im also a father to a beautiful 3 year old girl.. to hear you say stuff like that is just crazyparents have all the right, they birthed you. raised you, fed you changed you, put you in a house with food and a bed. so theres no need to be cutting yourself or saying your parents have no room to say something when their daughter is inflicting pain to help with her emotions.. i dont know your parents but i know that ill love my girl no matter what. talk to them
dylon424 11 months ago
you all have it good.. i get where you're all coming from,my life was messed up from square one but you wont find me in the bathroom cutting myself up. my dad was paralyzed from the neck down when i was 6 months old. when i was 18 my dad died from cancer only 3 weeks after he told me he had cancer for the first time. i had just had my daughter months prior, i fell in a slump shooting opiates(which i understand is a release like cutting), inflicting pain for a return. i also quit shooting up
dylon424 11 months ago
i just have to say the vidoe was amazing....but to all of you that are complaining that your parents get involved in ur bussinss i just have to say(ITS OUR JOB).as a parent i want my kids to make their own choices and learn from their mistakes,but i WILL NOT stand around when they are geting hurt.weather they are doing it to them selves or someone is doing it to them.i will protect my kids with every thing in me.so just remember when we do get involved it because we love you,not bc we r noisy
brandygrandon 11 months ago
I'm just gonna say cause its true... Most of you guys probably got it good. Wayy better than anyone living in a third world country dealing with famine, poverty, civil war and corruption. When was the last time you worried about food? Or water? Hygiene? Place to sleep? Internet access?
Just be grateful what you have and seriously... Stop self-harming -_- Go meditate or something
FloydIV 11 months ago
Isnt this the song for the SPCA commercials.......GREAT VIDEO THO
BugzBunniee 11 months ago
I am only twelve. I cut a lot. I am so used to the pain, it just dosent hurt. I am stuck between 2 abusive parents, i am thinkinq of livinq with my boyfriend.... but idk...
please help me...
Emobabe3456 11 months ago
parents have no right, they constantly say "it's your life I'm going to let you make your own mistakes" but they won't butt out of our fucking bussiness. I fucking hate my mom.
ThatCrazyGingerChick 11 months ago
My dad flipped out. :( he threw the tv remote at me and my mum when they saw. I cut myself on my hips, and I reached up and they saw. It was re worst day of my life
95Talulah 11 months ago
this is really sad i loved it tho.........i have BADBAD BAD self-injury haits
14gothlove 11 months ago
i fucking hate how parents get involved with our lives its like STAY THE FUCK AWAY ITS NONE OF YOUR DAMN BUSINESS
naruto777ism 11 months ago
kate your beautiful
limetime221 11 months ago
its ok hope you will never cut again because i did once and everyone around me was hurt that i did and everything changed that day no one trusted me any more so if you think its funny dont try it you will regret it onnce you start you wont stop so dont start be smart :)
1133brandon 1 year ago
@kearweli the song is 'pain' - by three days grace
XxTorquayGymnastxX 1 year ago
What song is playing in this video?
kearwali 1 year ago
how did u stop the bleeding so ur parents didnt see?
rosiep16 1 year ago
this is nearly my life except my parents dont have clue. ive been clean for 2 years but i feel its coming back again... its like a drug. im a drug addict in that respect.
sionv2009 1 year ago
I used to cut I haven't for two years in may now. was hard work stopping but its possiable - I used to watch your video a lot i hope your alright! :)
theoneandonly8919 1 year ago
No 1 knows no 1 cares I am hussy another suicidle person to evrybody
HUTCHmachinimaFANBOI 1 year ago
@HUTCHmachinimaFANBOI Don't say stuff like that. Of course people care about you. I hope you're okay, I know how you feel I've had suicidal thoughts too.
SprinklesMonkey12345 1 year ago
It's so hard I nearly cut myselfin in front if my I Kant stop it's too hard ro
HUTCHmachinimaFANBOI 1 year ago
i am the same ... dont worry i know how it feels to just feel alone ... and i am legally blind too ... i would never let my mom know :S it would ruin her and we dont have the money for treatment :/
brittamy4 1 year ago
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bringontherain47 1 year ago
Thank you(:
I love this. I self harm, and I always felt so alone.
Horselover1089 1 year ago
this seems like story but im only a few chapters through :(
MoeDynasty 1 year ago
i used to be suicidal adn i used to cut all teh time.. Untill i met him(:
He changed my mind adn now i cant imagine life without him
AndySixFan4Ever 1 year ago
@tessie your not alone. People care about you. I've been in your postition before. It's tough. If you ever need any help email me. And tht goes to anyone else too. tayhilton92@yahoo.com
myY2Kworld 1 year ago
hey i am alone in this plse and i what to leave for good
lustforpian211 1 year ago
I cut. This is the first time I've said anything about it. i really needed to get it off my chest. No one knows. I cut my thighs so no one will find out. I don't know if anyone would ever care enough to try to find out whats wrong with me anyways. I am addicted. I don't really want to stop like everyone else does. I'm afraid of people finding out..and i realize that I'm telling everyone on Youtube but no one knows me so it's okay... Anyways sorry to waste your time just needed to tell someone
Tessie2277 1 year ago
@Tessie2277 awhh *hugs* even though I don't know you,i've been through the same thing and trust me things will get better
spiderwebsxX1 1 year ago
@Tessie2277 hey , your not on your own buddie <3
T3CHNOID34TH 1 year ago
@Tessie2277 I'm the same, I cut myself, not one person know but my wanna be emo friends does, she cuts but not as bad as me, I understand your pain
KatJason5 1 year ago
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oh my god! it was like watching my experience...very well worded
stacyann8888 1 year ago
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oh my god! it was like watching my experience...very well worded
stacyann8888 1 year ago
oh my god! it was like watching my experience...very well worded
stacyann8888 1 year ago
oh my god! it was like watching my experience...very well worded
stacyann8888 1 year ago
oh my god! it was like watching my experience
stacyann8888 1 year ago
@Dude11191 great pass time XD
sceneteen4life 1 year ago
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i used to cut, i stopped for 6 weeks and 2 days, but last night was just 2 much 4 me 2 handle, i hope i can last longer, my best friend in the whole world a.k.a my brother and his girlfriend has helped me out alot, if it wasnt for them, i wouldnt be posting this comment, they stopped me from suicide
Jeffnumber1fan09 1 year ago
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Jeffnumber1fan09 1 year ago
i used to and i thought on suicide but then one day this girl i was friends with is now my girl
me and her one day will get married i love her so much
xboxlad11 1 year ago
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DearlyBelovedCECE 1 year ago
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AndySixFan4Ever 1 year ago
... Maybe you should show your parents this video <3 ..
Or just one of them, if you feel closer to just your mum, or just your dad ... :)
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MarinaLawrence 1 year ago
I cut my ankles more hideable. I'll occasionally cut the wrist so my bracelets cover it. I need to talk to someone very bad.
TheSugarhi 1 year ago
I know how u feel! And it was gana be 2 weeks 2 marro. The he had to do that to me and I couldn't control myself :,(
britty12ful 1 year ago
I used to cut, until I realized I was just looking for attetion. Sure I had problems (my girlfriend of 2 years who I had been going out with since freshman year had died, and I was battling constant depression), but I realized that sitting around cutting myself wouldn't make it any better. As much as it may hurt to say it, a lot of people are doing this subconsciously for attetion. I suggest you re-evaluate your problems to see if you really need to do this, or are just doing it to be cool.
MANSOURI09 1 year ago
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if you suffer from self injury & want some help on recovering or just want to talk about it. there is a formspring set up to where you can freely & anonymously talk about you suffering. its helped many people & it can help you if you'll let it. just go to formspring . com & search with name "selfinjury101" it'll pop up & you can freely ask questions and advise.
birdiebeliever 1 year ago
I dont cut...I masterbate lol.
Dude11191 1 year ago
You have a best friend, and parents that care. Sorry about everything else. l:
ShaneDawsonIsSexy100 1 year ago 24
My story is exactly the same.. starting off hardly bleeding.. getting worse. geting addicted.. finding a friend.. not alone.. teacher finding out.. telling parents.. being the worst day of my life.. except my parents didnt care.
MsEllen1995 1 year ago
tbh i dont think you ever recover.. trust me.. like you said its hard to stop.. but even when you do, you still have the scars. yea they may fade.. but.. chances are youre gona think about it forever