You have been through so much in such a short time. Gees... Losing a parent is bad enough but then to see a friend lose their child in such a horrible way? double gees..I'm sure you were great support for your friend even though you were in the middle of grief yourself..That probably helped you in having to be so strong for your friend..Your step sister is unbelievable.. :(( On another note, so glad that you and William got to go away for a weekend and that you had so much fun!!! xoxo
My solution to birds eating grass seed, first make sure to cover it with some dirt, stomp on it a bit, water it, and then scatter some leftover hay (like from halloween or thanksgiving) on it. After a couple of weeks gently rake up and dispose of the hay and enjoy your new grass. ;)
Yay for the smoke machine is on at your place LOL. Pretty nails, but that blister is gross. Next time wear a glove, you can't fuck up the hands girl. I am sorry that there was so much going on that was awful. I really hope your mind gets the rest and the healing that it needs. Wait how do you get a sunburn in Michigan? haha. I am glad you did a vlog because I was wondering how you were. Have a great day!!
Sorry you've been through so much these last months. Lossing a parent or a child is always life changing in some way or another. I feel for your friend, i can not begin to imagine what they are going through. Blessing to you!
Happy to hear you and William were able to get away from it all for a moment.
My guts hurt when you told everything about your friend's daughter and the train... Take whatever time you need to get feeling right again. Grief takes as long as it takes.
I am sorry for your loss. Like I said before a year last January my Granddad died of stomach cancer. My Grandma and Granddad didn't want everybody stressed about arrangements and paying for the funeral so they arranged it and paid for it a few years ago. My Grandparents raised me so it was like losing my Dad.
Don't get me started on parents dying and family members being dicks about it. We have to pay for my best friend's mom's cremation.He has two half brothers one is building a 2nd house.
OUCH damn that sore looks painful, I have some peonies on the side of the house.... a really light pink and midpink.. love them. I think I want to get some dark purples and other colors
I have totally been gone from youtube as well, but hey your makeup looks really nice today! and I'm so sorry about your losses. I know how you feel when my life is in chaos or busy I don't feel like vlogging.
Jesse this made me cry due to the fact that as you know TJ has leukemia, in remission right not THANK GOD but how much of a blessing is this. Please let your friend know how appreciated it is in the name and life of her daughter. God Bless their family! I pray you have continued strength to help your friend find peace and acceptance. It is nice to see you and you look fantastic in that orange. HUGS xoxo
LOL I could just see you out there getting rid of the birds in your PJ. Is the birbs eatting the grubs, or the seeds? I understand what you mean about the death of your father. I am still going through things with my dads passing, and he has been gone almost a year now. Sorry to here about your friends little girls pasing that was very sad to here.
Those daisy's are gorgeous! You have had more on your plate lately than anyone should have to bear. I am praying that things all settle down for you and you have some quiet and HAPPY times. I'm glad you and William got away for your weekend. You needed some decompressing time. You guys are in my prayers.
You have been through so much in such a short time. Gees... Losing a parent is bad enough but then to see a friend lose their child in such a horrible way? double gees..I'm sure you were great support for your friend even though you were in the middle of grief yourself..That probably helped you in having to be so strong for your friend..Your step sister is unbelievable.. :(( On another note, so glad that you and William got to go away for a weekend and that you had so much fun!!! xoxo
mysteryglo 9 months ago
Hugs girlie.... I know you've been through so much. So glad you and hubby were able to get away. Hugs and Smooches!
imperceptibleme 9 months ago
My solution to birds eating grass seed, first make sure to cover it with some dirt, stomp on it a bit, water it, and then scatter some leftover hay (like from halloween or thanksgiving) on it. After a couple of weeks gently rake up and dispose of the hay and enjoy your new grass. ;)
rubyslipperzzz 9 months ago
Yay for the smoke machine is on at your place LOL. Pretty nails, but that blister is gross. Next time wear a glove, you can't fuck up the hands girl. I am sorry that there was so much going on that was awful. I really hope your mind gets the rest and the healing that it needs. Wait how do you get a sunburn in Michigan? haha. I am glad you did a vlog because I was wondering how you were. Have a great day!!
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Sorry you've been through so much these last months. Lossing a parent or a child is always life changing in some way or another. I feel for your friend, i can not begin to imagine what they are going through. Blessing to you!
Happy to hear you and William were able to get away from it all for a moment.
BTW Your eye shadow is stunning in this vid!
darlynn12 9 months ago
My guts hurt when you told everything about your friend's daughter and the train... Take whatever time you need to get feeling right again. Grief takes as long as it takes.
My thoughts are with you.
mehquig 9 months ago
I am sorry for your loss. Like I said before a year last January my Granddad died of stomach cancer. My Grandma and Granddad didn't want everybody stressed about arrangements and paying for the funeral so they arranged it and paid for it a few years ago. My Grandparents raised me so it was like losing my Dad.
Don't get me started on parents dying and family members being dicks about it. We have to pay for my best friend's mom's cremation.He has two half brothers one is building a 2nd house.
Goobian 9 months ago
OUCH damn that sore looks painful, I have some peonies on the side of the house.... a really light pink and midpink.. love them. I think I want to get some dark purples and other colors
sunsetlover 9 months ago
I have totally been gone from youtube as well, but hey your makeup looks really nice today! and I'm so sorry about your losses. I know how you feel when my life is in chaos or busy I don't feel like vlogging.
jellybean4501 9 months ago
Hate to tell you after the fact, but with milky spore you don't have to do all that stuff to get rid of grubs. And it's not poisonous.
Myk63 9 months ago
Wear those boo boo's like a badge of honor, you are a hard workin woman now:-)
No parent should ever have to bury a child, my deepest sympathy to you and the family.
Gerbera Daisies.
You cant choose your family, lets hope she doesnt reproduce!
HUGS
1DRock37167 9 months ago
Jesse this made me cry due to the fact that as you know TJ has leukemia, in remission right not THANK GOD but how much of a blessing is this. Please let your friend know how appreciated it is in the name and life of her daughter. God Bless their family! I pray you have continued strength to help your friend find peace and acceptance. It is nice to see you and you look fantastic in that orange. HUGS xoxo
WackaDoodleFreeZone 9 months ago
Glad you and William got away for a few days, very sad time for you,
I feel for your friend and her husband, losing a child must be the worst thing in the world.
longcara 9 months ago
I've missed you
twish1999 9 months ago
Jessie !!! Soul-sistah !! So happy to see you again your grub-diggin' sexah woman!
hugs, Chris
bugsinrug 9 months ago
Sorry to hear about everything you are going through.. The orange looks really good on you.. Hope everything will go better for ya..
celesteglitter 9 months ago
Well, I'm glad you're back Jessie! Sorry to hear those terrible things happened. Unbelievable.
Fightdog 9 months ago
"Hey, youtube! Everybody's dead!"
I hope this streak is over.
Being hit by a train is tragic. I can't imagine seeing your child killed. That poor man.
SugarInHisBlood 9 months ago
LOL I could just see you out there getting rid of the birds in your PJ. Is the birbs eatting the grubs, or the seeds? I understand what you mean about the death of your father. I am still going through things with my dads passing, and he has been gone almost a year now. Sorry to here about your friends little girls pasing that was very sad to here.
hartrose33 9 months ago
Those daisy's are gorgeous! You have had more on your plate lately than anyone should have to bear. I am praying that things all settle down for you and you have some quiet and HAPPY times. I'm glad you and William got away for your weekend. You needed some decompressing time. You guys are in my prayers.
Hugs!
AmethystButterflyGrl 9 months ago
Really sorry to hear about all of the losses. Hugs.
binsk 9 months ago
Gerberas? I love them.
binsk 9 months ago