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  • I have been anorexic for 3 years, and its pure hell. I am so damaged and broken. But i dont know how to stop.

  • I am in the beginning of my ed...i am not sure i should keep this up but I can't keep food down or I feel anxious and worried...i hate food...i hate my body...i just want this to end and to be perfect...i wish i had never gotten like this...i wish i could find happiness inside me.

  • @taylormadediva2009 Same :(

  • @taylormadediva2009 same..ive had ednos and bulimia fer three-four years.........message me if u want to talk

  • i really need to lose weight but i really dont know where to begin if u can help me inbox me please i need to lose alot of weight

  • @MizzTaken4 EAt healthy and exercise! COME ON PEOPLE IT IS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE.. it doesnt have to get to this point!

  • fuck model magazines.

  • I'm anorexic since I'm 11, now I'm turning 18 and I'm recovered. It was hard but keep strong the fight is a fight to live!

  • This is fantastic. Wishing you all the best. How are things for you now? xx

  • I eat every 3 hours and I'm thinner than I ever was from starving myself. My body no longer stores extra fat because it is not scared of being starved. Please read : How to Create Your Ultimate Body and Keep It! - Tiffiny Hall

  • im bulimic,ad i know ths causes bad causes for ur teeth, but if i wash them afetr purging, does it prevent the teeth form getting bad faster?

  • I heard that if a someone keeps making themselves sick all the time then they will eventally start throwing up for no reason all the time even when they have stopped purging is this true

  • Don't know this problem. I know being ridiculed by my father and students. I know what harm this does. There is a positive way out to change for the better. Hope we all find it. It seems to be a personal quest. One alone must find the answer. I guess after one hears all what they consider crap, and decides to go for it by themselves, they'll make it. I found out when I was 50 years old. But I found out and I know the score.

  • I´m so cold. Want to eat. I just can´t.

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  • Very brave beautiful woman

  • nO,yOu'll never be recOvery at all°! it's sOmething that never gO away

  • Why would you want to ruin your body to make your body look better?

    Makes no sense!

    DONT DO IT!

    Fight it, dont give up, and dont stop.

  • You can never recover from this but can try to live. It is like a drug and always will be. Even if you are NOT practicing and going through the motions the demond is ALWAYS in the back of your mind. Take it hour bt hour if you need.

  • omg... so sad video, i really understand you.... i remember.... now i am 2 years ok... i hope you will be too... <3

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  • zldz zuper el video :D

  • Its not just the girls who have anarexia or bulimia, its the girls who over eat so they can escape there problems.

  • @Kerlimka nope both EDS and OBESE have the same issues, lack of self control, self discipline and low esteem. They suffer just like you, and they hurt too

  • it's as if she's in mind, and can hear everything I think..why the hell won't this fucking eating disorder kill me?????????

  • i need a mia buddy anyone?

  • Where did you get alot of the quote pictures for this ?

  • Where did you get alot of these pictures ? Like the one with the quotes.

  • i rlly want to recover.

  • i have bulmia but am fat , i hope if i had anorexia so it will be easier to lose weight and beas i want , i wish if my bonz can be shown as in those pictures

  • @noonoo99 i love bones too..

  • @noonoo99 I know you feel that way now, but anorexia isn't any better than bulimia..they are both lethal. The only way you won't feel fat-no matter how much weight you loose-is if you learn to appreciate your body. I'm still trying to get there, and it is incredibly hard...but I am determined to one day love-like-the way I look. Keep strong, don't give up!

    I'm praying for you,

    If you ever need to talk, or just someone to listen, message me :)

  • The sad thing is I realize how bad for it is for you but the more i know the more i cant help but to do it. Do you think maybe im slowing killing my self?? I think deep down I do but i can't stop. I want kids not now i'm only 16 but in the future. But I don't think i want to be around long enough to get that chance, I don't think i will be around this eating disorder is killing me and no one knows it.

  • wat song is this?

  • @Alisarxo Dameged by plumb :)

  • I'm thinking about being like this

  • don't do that

  • @KirstyCotton2 no!you DO NOT WANT THIS! its a living nightmare that will forever haunt you!

  • @KirstyCotton2

    well its 2 months since you've posted this

    but if you start you're about to get yourself into some crap that you're going to regret.

    its not cute.. its not fun.

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  • I am a guy and I am suffering.

  • @niamtxiv I'm very sorry... There are a few great support (not condeming, just support) sites. If you want the name of the one(s) I like most you can PM me. Best of luck either way.

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  • @niamtxiv I am so sorry...it is such a hard thing to deal with everyday..stay strong, and don't give up...recovery is possible if you never give up. I'm praying for you.

  • Hey :) What Song Is This !?!

    Its Awesomeeee x

  • i believe its Damaged by Plumb. [:

  • This is the best video ever.

  • it's the best video ever......is the one which shows the best how anorexia fells like!thanx:*

  • Cant get over it still , thou I havr gained weight and now hate how I look more so the I ever have!

  • FYI, this song isn't about anorexia or bulimia. But if it helps you overcome either, so be it.

  • superchic[k] - stand in the rain...best song ever

  • I also watch it every day, gives hope!

  • i watch this everydayy

  • WHATS THE SONG? Thanks.

  • The song is Damaged by Plumb.

  • i have recovered also, i was 7 and half stone at my wosrt piont, and now it's been half a year and i'm a healthy 10 stone. i did it! you guys can too.

    god bless and stay safe!

    xxx

  • how many pounds are in a stone!?

  • 14lbs in a stone.

  • Basically, when no one is there for you, when no one understands you, Mia and/or Ana are there. That's how it is for me, anyway.

  • thats exactly ture. I recovered and everything, even got rid of my label of ana, but the second I started feeling alone and when people stopped being there for me ana and mia were there! So yeah you're comment rings true

  • Exactly. I hear a voice in my head whenever i get through binging. its like it says "you want to be perfect, right? I know you want to be better than this, and u CAN be better than this."-(after that i gotta purge..) Mia's there for me. :( wow i sound crazy..

  • thats exactly how I feel.

  • @Xalindrah yeah that is true... and also if youre a binge eater the food is there for you when no one else is

  • I hate this disease

  • I'm on the other side and don't know how to help the one I love from hurting herself with this

  • there isn't much you can do, i have an ed and my bf tries to get me to eat all the time though, and goes mad if i don't. but then he sits there and goes on about all these beatiful women on the telly who are stick thin. all you can do is support her in what she wants to do, show her you care, but don't force her into things she doesn't want to do. she will get better when it she is ready :) x

  • She might be dead before she's ready. That's the only concern.

  • i just recoved 6 monthes ago. i used to weigh 60 pound. now i weigh 110. recovery is possible. i hope all you who struggle wit this get the help you need.

  • your anorexic?!

  • I'm not hungry- "you aren't hungry, you're starving"

    I wish i could say We need to talk Im falling again. So Alone. No going back.

  • females aren't the only people to suffer . and please know that you have a problem at any rate with throwing up.

    ...this road only leads to emptiness and depression.

    JUST KNOW this is a battle...between hearts and vanity.

    so pound the world in the face with a solid right hook, and cradle your heart...your beautiful baby *heart*

  • I've never been anorexic or bullimic, but I feel everyone's pain. Sorry if anyone had to suffer through it...

    As for the song, I love the song and all, but it seems to fit the theme of abuse more. I suggest listening to the song "Courage" by Superchic[k], because it talks about starving yourself. :]

  • im bulimic.. i started throwing up and my parents didnt know what was wrong with me because i didnt tell them... so they thought i was sick and did alot of painful tests to see why i was throwing up.. when i tried to stop i couldnt. everytime i'd eat i'd hav to throw up.. i didnt need to try. and things get bad... you get so insecure about yourself and you think . but it's terrible. your throat gets ulcers and tears and then the blood comes up. it makes me cry to think i did that at one point.

  • I know what you mean.

    I'm not bulimic but I throw up sometimes

    and I didn't know my mum and sister knew.

    my mum was so worried and took me to the doctor

    And I was so scared the doctor would say "she's bulimic" or something like that.

    My sister on the other hand told me "you are bulimic right?"

    I was so mad and sad, and shout to her.

    I stop to throw up for 2 weeks so she wouldn't suspect.

    it worked, one day she told me "I'm sorry, it was stupid what I said"

  • What's sad is, they say the eating disorder, is hidden, from everyone, everyone goes, PRO ANA AND PRO MIA.

    To those who suffer it's not okay, to me it's not a weight issue it's the fact of hiding what I've eating and what I've done as a person.

    I will throw up with the use of my stomach and find myself happier after I'm done, I will pick to eat or throw up, your pictures and what not, are not okay to me.

    I have this stomach alsur so I don't pick what I throw up it comes up.

  • i was anorexic but im slowly going back to it and i am trying to fight this but im failing..its too hard and i dont want god to help me on this one cause i know i can do this on my own

  • you can do this. Keep strong. just keep fighting- i've recovered twice.

  • It doesn't help me to know that recovery didn't work for the first time.

  • I was anorexic/bulimic for 5 years and I had a heart attack because of it. After my heart attack, I was so afraid of what would happen to my body if I stopped restricting/purging, but I knew I needed to stop.

    It has now been over 5 years since I last binged or purged and I want all of you to know that it IS possible to be thin without starving/purging.  You have to stop the black and white mentality of good and bad and focus on a middle ground. I love you all because I know your pain.

  • i wanna try it..but beside that..im afraidd..somebody help me please..

  • want to try what?

  • DONT.

  • im bulimic and its the wrong way to go. expesially when u start vomitting blood. u need to stop but its too hard to pull urself back. dont even try. not even anorexia. i even went thro that

  • i'm anorexic and this video is so true. i want a concave stomach so bad. ugh. it makes me cry.

  • This is so true...You loose yourself because of anorexia...That;s what happened with me...Now im going in therapy because of that but it doesnt help at all...You have to want to get better but I dont..thats what anorexia does the most important thing in your life is not living its to be skinny even tough you know it will never be enough..

  • 2:30. that is the saddest image ever.

    it's devastatingly true.

  • I agree x

  • yes it is

  • hu sings this??

  • plumb if i am correct.

  • plumb

  • i agree, concave tummy is fantastic

  • I'm having therapy for anorexia at the moment.

  • me too....

  • MystericPoptart, People Like You Really Annoy Me.

    Anorexia Isnt Just A Diet Where People Want To Die. Past A Certain Point, It Becomes A Mental Illness Where People Cant See The Difference Between Being Too Thin And Being Fat. You Cant Just Go Up To Someone And Say "Your Too Thin" And They Run Home And Eat Chocolate. You Honestly Think People Would Just Not Eat For Months On End Just For A Laugh, Fully Aware Of What Theyre Doing?

  • No, its not worth it.

  • Wow, That was intense.

    It really touched me.

    Good video.

    The song is actually by Plummet though..

  • behind my smile, a broken heart.

    behind my laugh, im falling apart.

    sick of crying,

    tired of trying,

    yeah im smiling..

    but inside im DYING

    so true♥

  • iv been though some of this..but i still am not at wat i want to look like ...i want to starve and control my pain

  • good luck with that :)

  • thanks....?

  • erm beauty isnt how skinny you are. think of urself as a rose. the less u drink( eat) the more wilted and ugly you get. and your just destroying yourself if u cant except yourself for your weight i am very sorry im 13 and weigh 110 and i am NOT fat.

  • You need to write that down somewhere tomboysarah, God forbid this happens to you, but if it does you'll look back on it someday and think, "Why can't I think like that again..."

    Trust me, it's more than weight. More than food. More than exercise. It's a psyschological problem in which victims lose their full control, but for some reason think they still have it.

    I remember when I was like you, and didn't care what I ate or what I weighed... I'd give anything to have that back...

  • .. yes i understand that also, losing controll is something we all, are acustom to. yet we normally maintain it, and gain it back,

    understanding that these people are not in that controll chills me.. i mean.. it just seems so stupid.. to not see yourself falling apart... i know i sound terrible for saying that but.. its true, and ty for commenting on my post, i really needed something to take my mind off the world, and well.. ty for saying that also. i only want people to be happier -sarah

  • You can't control pain by starving. If you try it that way, it will only kill you....Starving is just papering over the cracks.

  • I feel like I can relate to the slideshow. Sometimes I just wonder what the point of everything we do is...... it hurts. ='(

  • these girls are so beautiful i want to look like that so bad

  • This song is by a Christian band called Plumb and the song is called Damaged...but this is a different version of the song. I like the album version better. I miss listening to this band. I know I have their CD's hidden away somewhere.

  • I want to be skinny so bad it hurts

  • i like this song!!!!

  • This is Steven McLachlan's new single, "Winner takes it all/Show me heaven with all profit for the eating disorder charity BEAT on channel: stevenmclachlan .

  • It's by Plumb. Bonus track on "Chaotic Resolve" album.

  • Anorexia and Bulima is horrible...I mostly blame the media about it... I remember when I was 13 and I walked into a store with my mom. I hated magazines I hated shows on tv. I always played video games. Until when I went into the store I saw some pictures of skinny girls beautiful...flawless. Then I started to be more negative about myself..and yet still I am trying to lose lots of weight. They must ban the media! It's putting down girl's and boy's confidences!

  • People are so cruel, the skinner you are the better they treat you. In my industry the woman are all thin and beautiful, they wouldn't have their jobs if they wern't but what you see on the outside does not reflect what is felt on the inside. Expecially if society shows you what "perfect" should be, you want to fit in...not knowing that you can die trying...mentally then emotionally, then physically. Conform or die...why can't I just be me...and have that be ok?

  • I agree that the skinnier you are, the better people treat you. I used to be a lot bigger than I am now, and I lost so much weight and a lot more people notice me and talk to me now, and I even get more attention from guys. I truly believe that if I were to gain all the weight back, no one would like me anymore. It's sad how that works.

  • well, thats really sad, and you have some right, but maybe now you are just more selfconfident and thats the reason of inner treatment :)

  • You do realize... Your killing yourselves to look a certain way, right? You say your so strong yet you fell for what the magazines and articles say and got sucked in by what everyone else thinks of you and how you should look, trust me I know I used to "Ana" in my opinion I wasted most of my teenage years just so I can achieve "The perfect body" I'm sorry to say but none of you will ever reach perfection, we all have flaws.

    Grace~

  • MysticPoptart, these problems that people have have nothing to do with that. That was very cruel. These problems are rooted from other things, and they do not want to be the way they are. As it says, they want it all to stop. They need help with it, and they say they are strong, probably because they are alive, and fighting, with serious issues inside of them. They are strong, because many people don't know they have them. They are strong, because they are usually very amazing people.

  • society makes people think they need to look a certin way to get far in life. some people are not happy with themselfs and feel unbeautiful. they may not realize at first that they are slowing killing themselfs. anorexic and bulimic pretty much take over you and your body. its hard to overcome. i agree that no one can ever be perfect but teens are easly influenced. why is it only skinny and pretty people get to be models and on tv and mag. our society is messed.

  • True, the society is messed up. But eating disorders are much more than girls just looking to be thin to look like models... at least, it's become a stereotype to think that and I hate the way people have started to judge people with eating disorders. As if they're brainless people just trying to look like those stupid models that don't really have any use...

    People can have trouble with their body, have emotional problems, etc... there's a lot more involved in eating disorders!

  • Great song to choose for this video.

  • omg! i luv this song.

  • Plumb - Damaged

  • its sooo sad but sooo true

  • Omg song lyrics at 3:26. What song is that from! It's gonna drive me insane! Great vid tho. I used to be at that point. But not anymore. Thank God. Litteraly.

  • Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes :)

  • thank you so much it was killin me! not really but i still wanted to no... lolz ty tho!

  • The song is by the Artist "Plum". It is called "Damaged". She is actually a Christian artist. You would love her song "cut". She has a lot of fantastic songs! Her first album is called Candy Coated Sugardrops, long name but it is sarcasm as you can see by the lyrics from this song. She has several albums out :)

  • The meaning be-hide this video is?

  • Ive Had Bulimia Like 6 Times But My Mates Saved My Life. ii Thank Thm For Itt

  • people say im thin,

    but i want to be thiner.

    i try to stop eating but

    i can't,

    because my parents watch me every five

    seconds!

    what can i do to get thiner!?

    PLEASE I NEED HELP!

  • go to the gym or run.. when ur done ull feel great :)

  • you are a fuck tard. anorexia is a mental illness, NOT a choice! Get a healthy diet, and STICK TO IT!

  • Eat something more healthy.) Like stick to salad and water.) celery and peanut butter or carrot sticks.) Something healthy.

  • how much i must weight ( being ana ) if i`m 156cm ????

  • take the bmi test . then you'll see . if er underweight, normal, overweight, or obese . i took it . i'm underwieght so i'm special : )

  • Becareful because what the lord gives, he can also take away. I have been 0/2 116lbs for years, even after having 2 kids. That was normal and healthy for my height. Then I was rearended in a car wreck and the medicines they put me on made me gain 50lbs in a month, literally instantly. So do not gloat or take for granted your size because you will change and it realy hurts people to hear you say that.

  • this made me cry so much. its how im feeling now and almost everyday

  • graciass thanks!!!

    kiss

  • name this song???

    plisss

  • the name of the song is:

    Damaged by Plumb

  • Wow the choice of images on this video is really well selected. They really put across a point. Hopefully it can help people.

  • um just thought id let you know that this song is actually about a girl getting raped as a child and trying to get over it

  • THat duznt really matter. The lyrics can pertain to either subject matter. Ya there is one part in the song about the man who "was stronger" but i think the song works great.

  • omg. This makes me cry cause every day i see people come in to my office cause they want help to live a normal life and i cry seeing those teens like that.♥

    I wish people would think before they do stuff.

    Listen2yourheart♥(check out my video)

  • I wish i could have such a skinny,beautiful legs..

  • its hard :(((

  • Is this music Fefe Dobson?

  • Its worth it...

  • WOW. i love this. its POWERful

  • nice video I have it asweell it is hard

  • i cried when i watched this, i have to go through this every single day, it's like you typed my thought out

  • ay do u hava email plz if u do i neede to tlk to u

  • i love this video....

  • Plumb - damaged???

  • plummet - damaged

  • Wow, that was great. Beautiful song, as well!

  • wow everything u said there is true. i have an ed and its hard i put on an act so no one knows whts rly happening wit me

  • 01:25 explains it all!!!!!

  • whats this song called?

  • powerful pix

  • its like, like you tell someone but they forget it, you, anyway. like, you tell someone you're bullimeic and anorexic, and they forget and still hurt you even more. It just does not make any sense.

  • wow... This is so true. I can totally relate right now.

  • I'm 13 and I was diagnosed with Anorexia & Bulimia when i was 12. If you want to talk about anything please feel free to talk 2 me xx write me a comment or something xx i'm happy to help xx

  • ditto!

    Have a great day!

  • hay can i hav ur email

  • needed more thinspiration....

    So addicted to the video......

    this is really me and my life!!!!!

  • AGREE!

  • This is the best video that I have seen. OMG!!! I relate to all of it.... 0154 is so lovely. ( so jealous ) but on my way!!

  • It's amazing what people become obsessed with. Here there are people who have the LUXURY of being able to eat and there are kids (and others) from impoverished nations literally dying for food because they have none. Unbelievable. Here's a tip, stop buying magazines if they make you feel so badly about yourself and get busy, go volunteer. Just realize that there are others going through worse and then eat and digest your food for crying out loud. Btw - it's realiZe not with an S. Stay in school.

  • actually it depends where u come from on how u spell realiSe =P

    And i totally understand ur comment but for some ppl straving seems to be the onli way out, the onli way of control...u dnt realise ur wrong until its too late.

  • i always think of that, and believe me, if i could switch places with one of those children i would. but i cant. so i starve here.

  • when im depressd i cant eat

  • hi

    what is the name of the song?