omg this is great thanks so much. and you made me smile. hey i dont know if your like aways busy? but i would love to just chat maybe randomly. im starting to see a therapist to begin this whole process im super stoked i just told my parents this month. thats kinda like blah!! but its working out. thanks for the videos. plus shinedown in the background auto Smilely lol
One thing I learned through the years is be true to yourself, play mostly with men and have no problems other than the fact get mad when you beat them
i'm sorry if this comes across as rude. it is not meant so. are you not worried that as your testicles atrophy from hrt that you become a risk for cancer. and now that you have to be on estrogen treatments, will you be succeptible to osteopeorosis.
i love how you say "i'm pretty good for a boy" i can totally understand the complex meaning in that... it's crazy how so much of masculinity seems to be caught up in this idea that there are two very separate playing fields for men and women... the whole throw like a girl mentality is ignorant and counterproductive. i really like your videos and your way of explaining your feelings.
what is it about that age. I just recently realize that I was trans and it was exactly that. I was sitting up really late one night and I finally cracked. I had to tell someone I knew I had to do this. I would have these super vivid dreams about being a woman and couldn't stand going out and having fun anymore because every time I saw a woman I had this intense jealousy and envy of everything she was. Hopefully that will go away as the transition gets underway! :D
I agree. Be who you are! But there are a few "bad Habits" we pic up because we are trying to be more "butch" BUT if this is who you are and you love you who cares! You are an inspiration. I'm a few years older than you and your vids help. I"m also a musician, but not as good as you. HUGS!
@lee5662 you are having less testosterone either cus of the use of estrogen or testosterone blockers.. so less testosterone less muscle.. muscle needs testosterone to repair itself and 'grow'.. just google it and ull find more about it.. it looks like you werent ready for hormones.. i might be wrong
@lee5662 whats your regimen? Until your doc increases your dosage, you may not see any changes for a while, but it is slowest if u r taking oral meds..
@OMGItsMe241 As opposed to injectable estro or even the patch works better but it can be bothersome. I took orals for 3 months and barely saw any thing. When my doctor changed me to injectable I saw results in the first two weeks!
@lee5662 more than likely it is because you are taking estrogen. remember, testosterone is what builds muscle. that is why we men take them when bodybuilding. you are becoming a woman. don't panic. if you take up some sort of weight resistance you should be able to keep some muscle.
@lee5662 I don't know much about trans people but I know Hormones affect people differently, nobody's body reacts the same. Same with anabolic steroids. Some people will change far faster and more dramatically.
You get points for Anberlin in the background xP
Also, thanks for being an inspiration. Might be transitioning soon, so your videos are a big help.
LANmineTFC 1 month ago
u r so cute!
BeauMeztli 1 month ago
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"what you like to do is not who you are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Thank you, you took the words from my mouth
bighalo2 3 months ago
To each their own. The wisest words ever spoken.
BFKate 5 months ago
very insightful.. thank you for posting and sharing this!
linosstari 7 months ago
I wish I was tall
TY **SLAP BUTT!** Now yous a beanie baby
Ty98ink 10 months ago
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KTevolved 11 months ago
Thanks for your input. The architect is pleased...
tatianabohorquez 1 year ago
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you are fucking disgusting! you are going to burn in hell for this. all of you who do this are to
nazifurer88 1 year ago
omg this is great thanks so much. and you made me smile. hey i dont know if your like aways busy? but i would love to just chat maybe randomly. im starting to see a therapist to begin this whole process im super stoked i just told my parents this month. thats kinda like blah!! but its working out. thanks for the videos. plus shinedown in the background auto Smilely lol
OhkaBeFree 1 year ago
your forehead is fine.
nojustsam 1 year ago
One thing I learned through the years is be true to yourself, play mostly with men and have no problems other than the fact get mad when you beat them
TheBeantownchica4u 1 year ago
I play ice hockey and don't let gender bother me
TheBeantownchica4u 1 year ago
hey
MrPonko 1 year ago
i'm sorry if this comes across as rude. it is not meant so. are you not worried that as your testicles atrophy from hrt that you become a risk for cancer. and now that you have to be on estrogen treatments, will you be succeptible to osteopeorosis.
55atras 1 year ago
I wish I had been born in 1992 instead of 1957.
ej18991921 1 year ago
you are gorgeous girl...your forehead looks fine to me... Spacey?? lol, that means you are a girl...lol
usrodeo4 1 year ago
I totally agree with your point. Sports ect. are not gender defined. I am a street racers....and I am going to transition sometime soon. :)
simplekilika 1 year ago
i love how you say "i'm pretty good for a boy" i can totally understand the complex meaning in that... it's crazy how so much of masculinity seems to be caught up in this idea that there are two very separate playing fields for men and women... the whole throw like a girl mentality is ignorant and counterproductive. i really like your videos and your way of explaining your feelings.
youcancallmethedude 1 year ago
Nice video :)
louphebe 1 year ago
Go for the boobs first. Get good boobs and they won't even look at your forehead.
GamertownUSA 1 year ago
what is it about that age. I just recently realize that I was trans and it was exactly that. I was sitting up really late one night and I finally cracked. I had to tell someone I knew I had to do this. I would have these super vivid dreams about being a woman and couldn't stand going out and having fun anymore because every time I saw a woman I had this intense jealousy and envy of everything she was. Hopefully that will go away as the transition gets underway! :D
SNIDERDC 1 year ago
For what it's worth, you're quite beautiful, and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
6672rock 1 year ago
Thanks this was very helpful
Maria29493 1 year ago
So true Sista! Stay beautiful!
blakwater777 1 year ago
I agree. Be who you are! But there are a few "bad Habits" we pic up because we are trying to be more "butch" BUT if this is who you are and you love you who cares! You are an inspiration. I'm a few years older than you and your vids help. I"m also a musician, but not as good as you. HUGS!
StephaniesVids 1 year ago
hi its dilan you frend ive been on hormones for 5 weeks now
why am i losing muscle mass from my body
lee5662 1 year ago
@lee5662 you are or you aren't? five weeks is not that long at all. I didn't notice any major muscle loss for half a year ish.
minorqback 1 year ago
@lee5662 you are having less testosterone either cus of the use of estrogen or testosterone blockers.. so less testosterone less muscle.. muscle needs testosterone to repair itself and 'grow'.. just google it and ull find more about it.. it looks like you werent ready for hormones.. i might be wrong
s412100000 1 year ago
@lee5662 whats your regimen? Until your doc increases your dosage, you may not see any changes for a while, but it is slowest if u r taking oral meds..
blakwater777 1 year ago
@blakwater777 oral as opposed to what?
OMGItsMe241 1 year ago
@OMGItsMe241 As opposed to injectable estro or even the patch works better but it can be bothersome. I took orals for 3 months and barely saw any thing. When my doctor changed me to injectable I saw results in the first two weeks!
blakwater777 1 year ago
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Because you are being mutated.
FollowMyDamnedLaws 1 year ago
@lee5662 more than likely it is because you are taking estrogen. remember, testosterone is what builds muscle. that is why we men take them when bodybuilding. you are becoming a woman. don't panic. if you take up some sort of weight resistance you should be able to keep some muscle.
55atras 1 year ago
@lee5662 I don't know much about trans people but I know Hormones affect people differently, nobody's body reacts the same. Same with anabolic steroids. Some people will change far faster and more dramatically.
ojideagu 11 months ago