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  • Im kinda afraid of death because theres so much i havent done and i dont want to be in a black void for eternity but what scares me the most about death is if i will ever see my loved ones again and if so how?

  • I fear fear itself.

  • I DONT FEAR LIFE AND DEAD,I FEAR EVIL,CUZ IT DOESNT SCARES ME :(

  • You're beautiful and incredibly cute. Thanks for the video. Some interesting insights.

  • You should read (or watch the movie) The Secret by Rhonda Byrne if you haven't already! It's all about the Law of Attraction. But this painting is beautiful. Just as the rest :)

  • i'm not afraid i'm not afraid to take a stand everybody everybody come take my hand

  • i'm not afraid i'm not afraid to take a stand everybody come take my hand

  • In death, you never existed, your lost like tears in rain.

    People dont want to be... "Nothing"

    Sadly thats the fate of all "Living" things, we turn to a eternity of nothingness.

  • kick my butt please..

  • awesome!

  • i'm not afraid to say it but i AM afraid to die.... like i'm really scared... but this video is so peaceful..

  • Poetic and healthy wisdom. Welldone and thank you!

    Peace be with thee.

  • i fear god.. and i hope he forgives my sins

  • Only after learning HOW to die, can you then learn HOW to live life to the full.

  • Wow thats weird for me because

    i see death pretty much every week

    or near death experience i see

    this every week because iam a

    paramedic

    cool job Huh

  • "I am afraid my people will find me and burn this world to ashes. like they did to mars. what you don't think it became a dead world for no reason did you? NO I DID IT!"

    I am not from this world I got stranded 60 years ago and I still look as good now as I did then! oh yea baby yea!

  • im afraid i may die,get mugged,gays and being attacked

  • i fear the evil tails doll in my sega saturn O_O

  • "im not afraid to die, but living is such a scary thing to do" its from a manga its pretty true tho, u never know whats going to happen tommorow or later

  • i dont fear nothing....NOTHING!!

  • eh? you dont fear noting? then you fear everything! son of a...

  • my greatest fear is if i hear footsteps in the dark down a hall than seeing a knife thrown at me than nothing

  • Weird crud flare my fear of dying. Like laying down in the dark, or like... being in the tub. My mind runs so much, that I find myself cringing and talking to myself. It's... the worst feeling in the world. These panic attacks go away after a little while, but they come at me hard.

  • damn i kno how u feel

  • I have a fear of being assaulted.. Everytime I get out of work at night or something else.. I predial 911 on my cell before leaving.. ans look evrywhere as Im walking... I have my keys in hand and then when I'm getting in the car I check the back seat. Yeah.. that crazy! I dont know how I got like that because it is somewhat recent. Like a few years and no I've never been abused by anyone. oh well I guess I'll have to deal with it.

  • Raimbow color

  • i always loved the quote

    "do not be afraid of death, be afraid of the unlived life."

  • really sweet (well, the cookies too).

    cheers from rio

  • Will you?

    You're awesome Val.

  • I remember being in a car with my mom aunt and cousin. I must have been 7 and for some reason, was thinking about how long people live for. I remember a wave of adrenalin, and I realized we, die.

    I started crying and my Aunt asked me why I was crying and I didn't I thought she would laugh at me for saying such a thing. In reality, when you die, your don't know because your dead. But for the 1 to two minutes before death, you know what it is and that scares me. I don't believe in an afterlife.

  • Love you Val !

  • I don't believe in a after life, and im cool with that. When you think about it, living forever is actually more scary. I don't care about death. When it comes, it comes. Then you don't have to care about this retarded planet anymore.

  • wat kind of accent is that is she form the us

  • Sounds Russian or Ukrainian. My mom's from Russia and she sounds like that.

  • actually i think its colombian i have a friend and she sorta has that accent its not as strong as hers tho...

  • The one good thing we can do in this life is fight the evils in this world like Globalism and allow the next generations to have freedom. Expose the lie of 9/11 and such. Don't allow Obama and the other globalists to start the New World Order.

  • are YOU afraid to die? thats the question

  • i think im weierd some relatives died and i wasnt sad at all my mom went to the Doc and they said she had cancer for some time now and sometimes i wish i was dead

    i think i lost my feelings :(

  • I'm gonna clone you and marry you and have a beautiful life.

  • cuz...

    she is gonna kick ur *beeeep* aahhaha

  • I'm not afraid dying. I'm afraid of living

  • Val I think you are an amazing painter and will go far never stop. And remember life is a banquet and most poor suckers are starving themselves to death so live live live!

  • Val I'm asking ... Please, lol

  • i used to be like that, but now i just couldn't care less lol

  • i not gonna die im a bugsicle :D

  • hmmm.... I welcome death =D

  • Been close to death a few times, so it doesn't scare me anymore. Knowing so intimately that it's a certainty makes me feel alive now. Tick....tock.....tick.....tock :)

  • awesome! i enjoyed watching this

  • That was VERY philosophical! Best video ever! I'll think about a good way of dealing with fear.

  • I am afraid of failure, and of being weak. I guess I'm also afraid I won't be able to have children, cause it's my dream to have kids and give them a happy childhood since mine sorta sucked.

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  • @Wllay, you're gay, so what. As you get older you realize that life isn't high school and that you really don't have to give a shit about what random people think. If their you're friends, they'll understand and support you. And as for finding a partner, it's exactly the same as finding a straight one: clubs, bars, interest groups, dating lines, through friends and the ever wonderful chance encounter to name a few. The future is only as bleak as you want to see it.

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  • to be honest, people already know you're gay. it's 2008, not a huge deal anymore.

  • I love your intro.

  • Bring the object of your fear in front of you, either physically or mentally, and really examine it.

    Investigate it. What is it that really scares you about this thing / thought?

    For me, it's spiders. It's their size and their legs when they move.

    If I see one, after initial shock and swearing, I generate 'loving kindness' towards it.

  • i think im in love

  • We will all die sooner or later. But I believe there is a God and that he sent his son Jesus to be a sacrifice for us so that we might have eternal life.

    If you never think about death because you don't want to think of what might be after death, then consider Jesus. What do you have to lose? :)

    God bless you.

  • P.S. Jesus is the best fire insurance you can get. :)

  • i'm afraid to fart cuz it might be a phantom gravy blaster

  • "The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, worry about the future, or anticipate troubles, but to live in the present moment wisely and earnestly." -- Buddha (or Buddha's ghostwriter) :)

  • I'm afraid of heights... and of swimming in the middle of the cold shark infested ocean... and of sick people who cough a lot and spread their germs and stink.

  • wow ahmazing paintings

  • As usual, Well done Val! You always have that special way of telling a story of your works of art! Thanks again for a very nice video! Hopefully I'll be around yet for next weeks video! PS; That scares me if I won't be! "Razz" Until we meet again,...Take care Val!

  • Looks like this Val IS a guru of "How to" with all these featured "attractions" :)

  • u look rlly distant and beautiful at 2:45 - 2:47

    idk y, and i'm not hitting on u, but wow, i rlly love ur vids =)

  • wow man, I agree with u

  • bit of a dark painting Val may i suggest ??? manuka honey hehe Much success

  • She's russian and i bet you her real name's Valentina it's a common russsian name

  • The only reason we die, is because we accept it as an inevitibility...

  • We are all going to die one day and this is your only life so if you want to do something then do it.

  • I am not afraid to die, I don't fear death. Excelion333, how do you know that they might not be a second life???? Who knows maybe we get another chance, even as an animal of our choosing.

  • everything well val, does one year that i didn't see their videos because i was studying for the university and i didn't have time, of I lived a little but I got, I found interesting that you have entered in an apartment that seems larger than the other, I will feel an idea, because you doesn't make a new introduction with the same music but with new images.

  • Hah, I dare you to kick m ass!

  • death and family dying scares the beeejeeeezus outta me :(

  • WHAT IN THE HECK IS EAT YOUR COOKIES!

  • Very accomplished philosophical musings. :)

  • this pain it's single and remebar me my mother . val your brush it's a magic wand . kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

  • You got featured again, yay!

  • I am from a box under my studio table

  • Its true!...she usually comes out when someone flashes the Val signal or she's extremely happy such as right now :)

  • you are amazing

    keep doing your thing

    ignore the negative comments here

    they are just haterZ

  • will you kick my butt yourself haha

  • you have beautiful breasts

  • My God! You Are Simply Beautiful! Nice Videos and Paintings. I cant quit Watching You !Cute!!

  • cool

  • your videos are very good. it definitely made me keep watching and i think after watching quite a lot of your videos i might start drawing again. Inspiring ey?

  • I definitely only attract the opposite of what I desire.

  • You're definitely not alone on that one :\

  • That looks like cola...

  • can't help but ask -- are you Lebanese? Maybe Egyptian? In any case, you are fun to watch...and you are very cute also...I wish you well --- and that you continue on...

  • "For the living know that they shall die: but the dead know not any thing, neither have they any more a reward; for the memory of them is forgotten.

    Also their love, and their hatred, and their envy, is now perished; neither have they any more a portion for ever in any thing that is done under the sun."

    Ecclesiastes 9:5,6

    But you are right, there is nothing to fear. Jesus will return. He promised!

    Check out Luke 21, and Titus 2:13 (King James Version/Authorized Version highly recommended.)

  • thats your answer? thats what you cling onto? jesus? please........ "he promised!" lol did he now?

  • A Brawler eh? Good stuff, I'm a bit biased toward Melee, but Smash in general is some good stuff. (Yes, I'm aware that there are many people who do not believe in Jesus, and that is definitely their own choice to make, though I feel he has been extremely misrepresented to most people.)

  • Living life to its fullest and letting your family know how much you love them NOW is the best way to deal with the prospect of loss.

  • I admire your intelligence. At first I thought you were Latin but I'm not sure with the accent. Congratulations on all your great episodes. Your so funny!!!!!

  • your pretty...

  • 1 John 4:18

    18) There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

  • Your scaring me ! ;-D Seriously - great video and painting.

  • You won't kick my butt unless I ask you to? Wow I didn't know I could request something like that. Ok, please kick my butt. ^_^

  • Very good.

    And do not worry, I will not worry.

  • Thanks for the advice :D With any luck I may live through my ordeal and then be able to ask you to please beat me up one day ;P

  • ego is the fear's grip ,let the Light in ,life is only in the Now ,the moment :] [: love the painting Val !

  • « heavens burger with secret ingredients »

    « dont fear to die, just fear my burgers »

    « eat burgers like theres no tomorrow »

    « eat your burger before you get cold »

    ....... :P

  • lol i like the last one.

  • lol thx... I like the one she made much better actually, don't change anything Val :)

  • « eat your burger before you get cold ?>> oh my!

  • haha... u like it bc we have the same sense of humor... you should be worried :P

  • lol I know ! I just hope we're gonna end up in the same clinic :D

  • How do you do those fine lines?? i love the way you paint!! i am learning from you!!

  • Eew the title! :P

    I read The Secret a while ago, I guess you read it too? It was good, a bit exaggerated but i like the basic idea of it.

    I'm actually not afraid of much, or maybe I am but I don't think about it so i don't know what it is, that's good i guess :)

    Beautiful painting!

  • Hi Val! I'm a painter too. I totally related to this topic (fear). Even before I saw this is video, I decided this was my year to face my fears. Thanks for talking about it.

  • what tittle would be good? I dunno- I was in such a serious mode that wanted to lighten things up... maybe too much?

  • Basically, I'm afraid of what I cannot control......usually that affect ones I love. But my motto is It will get better or it won't and things could always be worse

  • really?

  • for really?

  • but for realz?

  • Come soothing death, come sweet repose. Death has no sting. I can see this where my life is now.

  • the natural lite coming into your studio makes things so rich looking. I'm a little afraid of you going away. Everything I allow myself to like goes away.

  • Hare Kṛṣṇa

  • im afraid of running into the subway doors as there closing, as well as spiders on my ceiling. i manifest them on my ceiling though! gaa

  • wow your titles are getting more and more...extravagant ??

  • ahh - the title of this video is horrible! please change it, val!

  • I think that's your best painting so far. Interesting subject too.

  • thanks :)

  • i just love your style!

  • ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ thanks!

  • kick my butt too!!nice painting:-)

  • be aware! :P

  • I heard somewhere not to fear death since its the dash between the dates on your gravestone that's important and it's what you do with that dash...(since nothing's written in "stone" :P)

    I thought ohhh....how "deep" :P

  • Then I thought, who is this "Val"?

    ...Why Its that girl who has a gift of taking a serious topic and making it fun to watch :)

  • I swear not to recall *where* I heard this: Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.

    Maybe someday I'll remember. Great painting BTW.

  • Very true...hate leads to suffering.

  • At the Highest level there is no Fear. At the highest level we control our thoughts and can focus on what ever we want and bring it into manifest. 5 Stars. Peace.

  • The HD really shows off the colors and textures, like the painting is right in front of us!

    In some ways I've definitely become more fearful about things, so yes, please kick my butt. ;-)

  • thanks for watching it HD ♡

    I know... I do fear a bit more fearful now than 10 years ago :(

  • Dear Valentina, thank you for this great episode. Your painting is very cool. Thanks.

    Also I wish you : Happy Birthday! Happy birthday and lots of love!

    Cheers

    ssmmiillee :D

  • holy crap! I been fearing my comprehensive test (for my masters degree) which is freaking Feb 26th! Your timing is amazing. I will not fear my test!

    I don't care what anyone says, you are a good kid, Val.

  • i have something better then a pill His name is J E S U S!!!!

  • oh wow.. most wonderful video...:)

    and i love the painting.........:)

  • awhh.. thanks soooo much!

    ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

  • thank you...

    and thx for taking the time to put it up in HD.. 

    makes it so so much better..............

  • ahhhhhh- urrrrrrrrg- just noticed I picked the wrong picture of the painting. Please see the video in HD instead of the picture. I will add a new pic to my web. This one is blurry,colors and textures look dull and :((

  • Ohh, I think it's a pretty blur :)

  • Nice video, again. I like the use of those vibrant colors, like the bright orange.

  • Yeah, cookies beat the dickens out of pills. Far worse to fear living than to fear dying, hey? Death is nothing at all to sweat, we all do it so it can't be too tough.

    I like this painting a lot; choice of colors, content. And I am enjoying watching your work develop over-well-the years.

  • cool video.

  • mikma was here

  • I fear the day when mikma might not be here :/

  • I really enjoyed how we saw little details of the painting before the final product, because close-up it seems like such flowing chaos and far away it's one coherent message. I guess life is a lot like that :)

  • nom nom nom nom

  • im not afraid of anything for myself but someone i love being hurt or somethin i cant controle does kind of scare me... what is up with all the death talk though with all my subscriptions? did someone important die over the weekend?

  • "There is nothing to fear, except fear itself." (Winston Churchill)

  • Great man. We need someone like him in this day in age.

  • Beautiful painting Val. I love the look in her eyes.

    Perhaps worse than the fear of death, is the fear of living.

    Death we cannot avoid,

    however, truly living, is to come out of ones shell and reach for all the life you can grab. Some people are unable to do this because of fear. :)

  • You are so loved...

    Every week, I find beauty and humor here, and I eat a cookie while watching in honor. Thanks

  • Oh, and about fear. I heard once that fear is necessary; as long as the fear is a counselor, not a captor. It was my fear of dying that helped me quit smoking, for example.

  • murphymagick -- That's a good point, but I think there's a difference between being afraid of things that are out of our control and being rational about the likelihood that our current behavior may bring about unpleasant results which, if they don't kill us, can seriously ruin our quality of life. Your good judgement in quitting smoking would fall into the latter category, which I think is what people mean when they say that "fear" is necessary. (Plus, think of all the money that you save!)

  • I discovered your videos recently. You and your videos are stimulating for the left and right brain. Beautiful, thought-provoking, "feisty" and playful. Thank you for your videos!

  • awh...

    No, thank you for watching :and taking time to post a comment :)

  • Worry is a down payment on a debt you may never owe.

    gx

  • I ain't afraid anymore :p.

  • great painting

  • thanks  so much!

  • The thought of boogers in my burgers is kind of unpleasant, but I eat soy burgers, so that would be kind of strange. What's even scarier, though, is burgers in my boogers. How did they get there? Who made those tiny little burgers? Do they live in my head? Oh wait....... I don't have any boogers. Heh-heh. (You believe me, right?) So problem solved! No worries!

    Beautiful painting.

  • Okay, a slightly more serious comment...

    When it comes to dying, the way that I look at it, before I was born, I didn't exist and it didn't bother me at all, so why worry about it? It's a little harder not to worry about losing people you care about, though.

  • But then you really gotta think about the WAY your're gonna die. Are you gonna go through a lot of suffering and pain when you die or is it gonna be in your sleep and painless?

  • LTNO18 -- Why do I need to think about that? Worrying about things that are out of our control won't change what happens. It will only make us less happy now while we wait for something bad to happen later.

  • I used to eat lots lots of soy burgers :)

  • "Used to eat"?... Is there something that I should know about soy burgers?! :D

  • aww i love ur videos.

  • what medium was that painting..

    oil?

  • Introspective on the darkside, not my cup of tea.