I had a friend who tried to kill herself in the school bathroom. It made me so mad. Also my older sister is an alcoholic and she tried to kill herself once. I'm afraid my sister will die by having the alcohol kill her or by taking her own life some other way.
i've been suicidal for years and have tried a couple times to kill myself my family has even told me to go for it. but the thing is all the help places did for me is drug me to the point i couldn't even think on my own. There is a reason someone what's to kill themself, and that problem needs to be delt with straight up. If you know someone suicidal, please, don't let them be drugged, it only kills them more and more.
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Suicide shouldn't even be an option. There are so many videos on here that are for Suicide Prevention, and I keep watching and re-watching them. I'm not going to get into my personal experiences, but suicide is selfish.
suicide is not the solution to all your problems step back LOOK at people like me I am suffering I know how it feels my daughter took her life Dec 08 We the family who are left suffer the pain and the anguish the heartache and the loss I made a video on my profile talking about what is like and what happens to the loved ones you leave behind .
We will forever be asking ourselves what if !!! if only !!!!! And most of all WHY?????
I lost my daughter to suicide 10th december 08 you will never realise how much pain your family and friends if you take your life please think there is always a solution if you let people help you
I understand the pain,My lil brother took his life this past February. And the guilt and sorrow I have is almost unbearable some days. I am a 26 year old woman that for the first time ever is afraid to sleep in the dark because the only thing I see in the darkness is my brother hanging. Its terrible and I urge anyone that is considering suicide to please please please think twice about the ones you are leaving behind!!!
i am very sorry about your loss. i hope god gives u the strength to get through this. it is a terrifying experince and an awful thing to have had happen. it could have been prevented if ur brother was offered the right support. please talk to some body, like breavment helplines about how this is effecting u or u could talk to me. u have to understand that the peoson that commits suicide it is not easy for then either. may god give u strength. love u and thinking of u and ur family. XXX
Thanks for your thoughts,I def need them.... Its trully crazy wat little resources there are for the survivors of suicide in my area :( I really do feel helpless and a very strong sense of guilt. I mean I was in the room right below him when he did it. Ya know I am his big sister I should have seen this coming and I should have been there to help him but he never gave any "signs" He didn't leave a note or anything so we don't even know why he did it!
if u commit suicide,ur hurting ots of ppl and i mean even ppl tha don't even know you,just think of it,wha is ur future,ar eu positive or negeative?think positive and no harm will come to anyone stop suicide its not the way its not even a choice its a want to many ppl god putted us on this planet so we can all live together in peace and harmony.he wanted bonds to grow.
Oh my god people this is so sad to see all these comments! I am not even kidding, I know dears, I have been there at the age of 14, and 13. I alsmost died one day sfter being so low and depressed. Depression comes from traumatic experiences, brain chemicals or stress. But it DOES get better with age and time, you all are so young, and middle school and even some high school SUCKS but reaslly people grow up later on and see that they're JERKS! I didnt believe so back then BUT IT IS TRUE!
No chronic stress can cause chemical imballences in the brain. Chronic stress can be triggered by jerks in school, thats just one example. Depression has many causes.
i'm not suicidal it's the fucking world that's homicidal. Bush why can't you see i am in this world for my own selfish means of vicarious life through sin and blasphmey. alls i want to do with my life is party, drink smoke pot have fun. break and enter urban explore, drive 100mph, rob a bank or two... why won't you let me live?!?? you want me dead. medicatided soley because i cannot exist as myself among these sheep WHHYYYYYYYY?!??!? it was the spatulas motherfucker all the SPATULAS!! WHHYYYY?
If your family is what's important to you, then you are not alone. Stay alive for them 'cause it sounds like they really care about you. Just hold on.
Honestly, I love Eva, but I think "Give Unto Me" would have been more respectful to the matter 'cause "So Close" is a one of their brighter songs, not suitable to such a serious subject.
I feel like this alot no one sees me and i wonder if i am nothing i am alone most of my life and idk anymore i wanna die but there is one person that is the only thing that save sme but i dunno if its strong enough people call me names and shit i dont wanna do it anymore
i feel the same way. I have only one person in this world that could ever save me. But sometimes i dont think its enough. I feel like i need more people to care. But ive recently realized that that's all i really needed...just one person to care. I think about cutting every day..i used to cut twice a day. But my boyfriend has helped me through...all i needed was someone..just one person to talk to..only one.
Suicide is so simple, yet so complicated. The agony of those left behind never leaves them. Cleaning up the mess never leaves your mind. Depression, lonelyness, missunderstanding of sexual orientation - there are so many reasons. Your ability to cope is outweighed by your pain. There are medical treatments to help you cope - you must at least try. . . Take small steps, talk to your friends, family, or someone.
Don't give up, kalthra. It would hurt so many people. Everyone you ever know or will ever know. This simple fact is what keeps me alive every day. I have to live for one person, and one person only. If I gave up, I know they would too, and I couldn't bear to have harmed them in any way.
people have no idea what it feels like to be depressed it worse than any kind of physical pain imagine feeling that no1 in the world has use for you that if you died people whould not give it a second thought that your frineds are only your friends because they puity you that when you look in the mirror you tink how can someone love me?
can u people stop acting like your the onley ones who know how it is,what are you gaining in this??? its fucking hard,and i know many have been through this,i lost 3members in my family of suicide and 2 friends...jay do i get the top pittying prise!??
you frakers should keep your mouths shut! if you have never felt like you had to die, or cut you arm, you don't know what it is really like, all you know is what the shrinks say...
i had a friend (someone i loved) kill himself, and i told him. "if you do it..so will i" and he did it. i'm still here because i dont want the people i love to go through the same pain i went through. so think
talk to someone before you do it. Suicide is a peramante solution to a tempary problem. All problems eventually will work them selves out. Yes life is hard I also suffer from depression actually bi-polar and I have my ups and downs. I have had it since 1991 finally diagosned correctly in 2003. So I can honestly say I know where you are coming from. Many of a time I felt the way you do right now. However I found a Higher Power and relied on Him to get me through the hardest of times.
If you take your life... do it in a state of good conciousness. If you're drunk or drugged out you can't truly decide if you want to end your life. If you are sober enough, and you life hangs by the tiniest thread, you may be surprised to find how much you actually want to live and continue... even if it is misery. Been there, done that.
you're quite moronic zachary102000 - Committing suicide shows no signs of weakness. It's disgusting how you refer people who suffer from clinical depression is weak. You've never been through it so I suggest you shut up and don't you ever assume that you know how it's like. Piss off.
i saw a documentary/movie on peopl who jumped off the golden gate bridge in san fransisco and one of the people who jumped didnt die and he told his story on camera. He said the very second after he stepped off the bridge he wished he hadnt walked off the bridge.
my close family friend jumped off the golden gate bridge. It was one of the saddest things I have ever been through. R.I.P. John Skinner. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
i hate myself and i want to die. life is pitiful, fuck society fuck the people who fuck up other peoples lives, burn in hell. hell is better then this piece of shit so called civilization. wish me luck all i have is a noose, i wish i had a gun. hah i'll be on tomorrow.
Why can't i kill myself? the USA Consution says: "the right to life liberty and the persuit of happiness"
What if my happiness is for me to be dead? Suicide is illgal is some states, so what they stop me, so since i broke the law they will take me to jail?
its all that i want..its all that i need..i feel so alone!! i don´t wanna live anymore..thi is all an illusion!! all this crazy a nd insane world must die! and so do I..
suicide huh...i watched my best friends body die... he wuz already brain dead but they tried and tried...but he wuz gone...life is about one thing stayin happy....
I don't know how the hell you can attempt suicide and fail. There are so many fool proof methods for killing yourself that the statistic regarding suicide attempts must definitely be complete bullshit. If you want to die but are so stupid that you are incapable of doing so then do you really deserve the privelage. I think at that point you should have to just put up with living.
this was trully a hard vdo to watch. being a ministor i have had to deal with this more then once.. people getting tired of being slamed and put down due to there love of the Goddess... i have subscribed to your vdos.. please feel free to do the same. i am allways open for ideas.
.. i can onli imagine how hadit is for people tu lose sum one they luv.. i no a couple people h u i luv try commit suicide.. i cry evrytime i think about how close i was tu losin them jus lyk that!!
oneslty i agree with jimmer002 if u talk like that i thing u dont diserve to live. seriously guys its hard on ppl if u were under pressur of teasing or any thing for that matter u would consider ti ur selves! so dont judge them, if any thing judge urselves for beiing complete dicks!
Wise words. I work at a hospital and I see kids-little kids with burns and all kinds of debilitating illnesses. You know what? They are some of the most pleasant kids children you'll ever meet. Now if a 18 year old boy with MS can find the will to live and take care of himself, i'm sure that sad rich emo boi can make it through his(her) little phase. If you have use of all your limbs and good health and you STILL think that suicide is the answer, then the world is better off without you.
not everyone can handle it. and not everyone deals with the same thing. and not every suicide victim does it because of any reason. sometimes it's just an overwhelming urge not to live.
I so agree Moogle. I have very little reason to be severely depressed and suicidal, yet it consumes me. Which only makes it worse, when I already hate myself enough. Here I am suffering with depression and suicidal ideation with little to no reasoning. Fighting to hold on another day...
I've thought of suicide...But I know there are way more people who have it worse....starving, no home , nothing... and yet here i am with my computer, TV, video games, house and I still think of suicide...
I'm glad to see that this issue is being addressed by some. I found out first-hand the reality of someone in pain, pushed to this point.
It's too late for him, but if you're going through problems, just know that there is always someone who is willing to help you through this difficult time. Life is precious and fragile...don't shatter yours and everyone around you. Take care.
There is people in third world countries that live with nothing, they have little food and water, there relatives are dead or dying, and their being oppresed by their country.
When I see some douch 16-17 year old teen that spends all the money they get from their parents at "Hot Topic" complaining that "they have nothing" or "My life is a void"..... Those are the ones I hate...
once i thought about comitting suicide but at least i had good friends who i hung on to I had been bullied a lot at school so I was really depressed. Suicide is serious and Irapenuns you are a F-ing fag who deserves to die getting squred by a 22" sword through your ass and die over a period of three daysyou will die painfully. You Faggot have a lot of problems.
(If you havnt been able to tell i STILL have my own problems and i still thnk that Irapenuns is a retarded ass!!!
suiicide sucks i know everything about it..and i know lots of people that wanted to do it, including me. even my girlfriend wanted to die because of problems at school and at home..suicide is sometimes mutch closer as many people think.. and the powerless feeling sucks if somebody you know wants to do suicide..and Irapenuns, you dont know what you are talking about..but if your lover, if you ever get one..wants to die.. you will talk really diffrend!!
You're absolutely right. Let dysmo get jailed with a bunch of violent sociopathics and let him get fucking raped a couple of times, shit..just ONE time is far more than enough to shatter a person's confidence and psyche!
What you guys have to remember is that DEPRESSION IS A MENTAL ILLNESS that KILLS people everyday just like physical illnesses do. Cultural trends and attitudes in social circles have nothing to do with this sickness. People don't wear black or listen to Emo music because they want to die, and people who really do attempt suicide don't do it because it's cool.
ahahaha Evanescence and all their fans are depressed little fucks who walk around in black and with a frown on their face. they conjur up on myspace and wear their depression on their sleeve. wipe that shit off your face. its a real illness, nothing to be proud of, motherfucker.
haha evanescence and all their fans are depressed little chumps who walk around wearing black with a fuckin frown on their face. its a real illness you know? its not something you wear on your sleeve, motherfucker.
do who ever wants to die: people are fighting for their lives in the hospital and here you are wanting to die... stay alive for me... cz if no one wants u to live, i do... even tho you dont know me and i dont know you... i care about u
Suicide awarness? whats there to be aware about? these idoits get depressed, they kill themselves cuz they are too selfish to think about others. The End.
honestly to all you jack ass fuckers, a friend of mine committed suicide last week, and i come to these videos to try and help me morn... honest to god, i dont even want to think about how cruel of a person you could be to make fun of such a serious matter, how much pain people must be in to think that suicide is the only way out .... my god... seriously please have some compassion
it hurts when it happens to someone you know, but to be honest, it's annoying that a lot of people is struggling to be alive each and every single day, and people like your friend, who i don't think has the same problems as children in irak, or africa, didn't aprreciate the fact that he was actually lucky to have a nice life, with problems but still a nice life
Yes but you also don't appreciate how down someone who contemplates (or commits suicide) must be feeling. Maybe from the outside compared to someone in Irak they did have a nice life, but things don't always look the same from the inside as on the outside. It's a persons perception of their life that's the issue, if their perception is that they'd be better off dead to them that's extremely serious even if to everyone else they look fine.
some people can't help but be depressed. how unfair would you find it if you spent your whole life past adolescence in terror of social interaction... or unable to find what should be pleasant - pleasant? Or think money/security will make you happy only to still feel the same way when you get it.
im in the same situation but think of it this way..if u were to kill yourself people would end up going through even worse pain then u feel and if u really care about the people around u, you wouldnt wanna put that on there belt cuz obviously u know how it feels to hurt..i hurt to so does almost everybody u see..things get better
Honestly, Im not gonna diss on suicide, but I believe that people who commit suicide is a thing of escape for depression. For the love of god people, find a outlet for your depression.
Its really really hard to find a way out for a depressed. If you haven't have depression You don't Understand. Its almost impossible to get help. You almost can't get help by yourself. You need someone..
Suicide is a trivial thing, it is very selfish, everybody can have one best friend, it only takes some reaching out, parents are fine, psychiatrist, anything works, doesn't have to be a peer, ending your life will make the lives of other ten tiems worse.
That's an over simplification of what suicide is. Suicide is a result of wanting to escape from depression. When it's just a medical condition. Imagine if you lost the ability to feel happy, and even though you had the best life possible with the best of friends and the greatest family, you still couldn't find happiness. On top of that, everyone told you, you were being ungrateful. I 'doubt' making a best friend or 'reaching' out would increase levels of seratonin in your brain.
its selfishness in both ways. see both point of veiws b4 u judge. yes its selfishness to loved ones still alive, but its selfishness cos for the ones that love u, they say they want the best for you and yet they want u alive for there own selfish being, we want whats best is bull, if they did, then they would let us die, cos we want that, thats the best we want for ourself, to end our pain
"Why would you want to die?" That's an ignorant question and doesn't have just one answer. People who take care their own lives are usually in tremendous pain and feel that all hope is lost. Suicide is selfish-it's the person doing whatever he/she can to end the suffering of the self and it is not our right to declare them right or wrong. If you've never been in so much pain to have thought about suicide, lucky you, but you shouldn't speak on something you don't know anything about.
ahh boohoo for those poor kids....I guess being a spoiled white kid from the suburbs is too much to handle nowadays, huh? What, mommy and daddy don't understand you cause you wanna listen to "punk" music and wear black? suicide is so emo. The less of you the better....
Ever think some can't help it?! EVER THINK SOME HAVE POSSIBLE BRAIN MENTAL ISSUES?! There are some things that people keep secrets and never tell a soul, why? because they can't help it!
It sickens me to know people like you with such little understand and not looking deeper into it before commenting comment and say such shit...I really wish people weren't so damn heartless and cruel with bullshit comments like that one there!
nice vid... i agree with techne... if suicide rules.. why aren't you dead yet? *deep inside of wrarmatei.. he's calling for help... and he's begging to be let out.. he's hurt by this video but maybe that's all he needs right now... to be hurt so he can see**
just becuase ur lucky and have ur own way of dealing with shit in ur life dosn't mean that u can say that suicide is gay because most pple who suffer fron depression cant deal in that way with it and u need to understand that
so basically there are two sides of this story.... either pple think suicide is weak or pple think that if ur that depressed then u cant help taking the only way out just to get rid of the pain. me? ive seen both sides. a year ago i would agree with the first point of view but now i am classed as a manic depressant and have slit my wrists countless times just becuaes my life has got so fucked up since then.
i take i none of you have ever had a family member or close friend commit suicide. its a serious thing, and its unsympathetic people like you who drive people to hate themselves, to think they are worthless, to make them want to end their lives.
You cant blame anyone for what they want to do to themselves but themselves....alright and yes I have had a close friend do it..and its not my fault his mommas fault his daddys fault no one but his you can think for yourself and respect yourself
Shadowkitties right, Evanescence is a great band, and we should be commenting about the video and bullshitshi'ite's right too, only pussy faggots committ suicide. I think that's what this video is talkin' bout , ya know joe?. Fukc evanescence, there music is a joke, Watch lonelygirl15! Bree is "a vision of ultimate cunt!"
I can't get over how retarded some of the people commenting on this subject are. If you have nothing to bring to the table, shut your mouths. The only topic to discuss in regards to you fools is retroactive abortion, cause you're all prime candidates. For my view on suicide, watch my vid "Invertation".
Nice video...and a lot of these people commenting are so immature...we're supposed to be commenting on the video, NOT what we think of people who commit suicide. It's a horrible thing and should not be joked about...
some of that was too much
XGRIMYONEX 9 months ago
nobody cares when u kill urself when ur old, thats why i gotta do it now. while im still young.
tastings4life 1 year ago
For anyone out there, if you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you. I know what it's like to go through depression.
virgin4life23 1 year ago
@virgin4life23 are you suicidal ?
XGRIMYONEX 9 months ago
@XGRIMYONEX Why do you ask?
virgin4life23 9 months ago
@virgin4life23 im too scared idk if i could but im always depressed
XGRIMYONEX 9 months ago
@XGRIMYONEX What are you scared about? Message me if you'd like, if you don't want to tell me here. I'm here for you <3
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TedDGPoulos 1 year ago
I had a friend who tried to kill herself in the school bathroom. It made me so mad. Also my older sister is an alcoholic and she tried to kill herself once. I'm afraid my sister will die by having the alcohol kill her or by taking her own life some other way.
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@XxXUndeadLenoreXxX im the same way
XGRIMYONEX 9 months ago
i've been suicidal for years and have tried a couple times to kill myself my family has even told me to go for it. but the thing is all the help places did for me is drug me to the point i couldn't even think on my own. There is a reason someone what's to kill themself, and that problem needs to be delt with straight up. If you know someone suicidal, please, don't let them be drugged, it only kills them more and more.
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PeaceProfit 2 years ago
Suicide shouldn't even be an option. There are so many videos on here that are for Suicide Prevention, and I keep watching and re-watching them. I'm not going to get into my personal experiences, but suicide is selfish.
megpaul 2 years ago
suicide is not the solution to all your problems step back LOOK at people like me I am suffering I know how it feels my daughter took her life Dec 08 We the family who are left suffer the pain and the anguish the heartache and the loss I made a video on my profile talking about what is like and what happens to the loved ones you leave behind .
We will forever be asking ourselves what if !!! if only !!!!! And most of all WHY?????
nikol2004 2 years ago
Suicide is the only way for some poeple and i just wish i had there courage
i attempeted but failed beacuse of norfolk police and i hate them for it
margrie1 3 years ago 3
I lost my daughter to suicide 10th december 08 you will never realise how much pain your family and friends if you take your life please think there is always a solution if you let people help you
nikol2004 2 years ago
i'm so sorry for you...
haarspange2 2 years ago 2
I'm Sorry :(
Branflakes19 2 years ago
I understand the pain,My lil brother took his life this past February. And the guilt and sorrow I have is almost unbearable some days. I am a 26 year old woman that for the first time ever is afraid to sleep in the dark because the only thing I see in the darkness is my brother hanging. Its terrible and I urge anyone that is considering suicide to please please please think twice about the ones you are leaving behind!!!
mxangel93 2 years ago
i am very sorry about your loss. i hope god gives u the strength to get through this. it is a terrifying experince and an awful thing to have had happen. it could have been prevented if ur brother was offered the right support. please talk to some body, like breavment helplines about how this is effecting u or u could talk to me. u have to understand that the peoson that commits suicide it is not easy for then either. may god give u strength. love u and thinking of u and ur family. XXX
suicidal78688 2 years ago
Thanks for your thoughts,I def need them.... Its trully crazy wat little resources there are for the survivors of suicide in my area :( I really do feel helpless and a very strong sense of guilt. I mean I was in the room right below him when he did it. Ya know I am his big sister I should have seen this coming and I should have been there to help him but he never gave any "signs" He didn't leave a note or anything so we don't even know why he did it!
mxangel93 2 years ago
i really do hope u could get through this. ifu need to talk please mail me and i will be here to listen to you.
love u XXXX and thinking of u.
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434375 3 years ago
if u commit suicide,ur hurting ots of ppl and i mean even ppl tha don't even know you,just think of it,wha is ur future,ar eu positive or negeative?think positive and no harm will come to anyone stop suicide its not the way its not even a choice its a want to many ppl god putted us on this planet so we can all live together in peace and harmony.he wanted bonds to grow.
gaarachiXkairi 3 years ago
WTF WHY u used this beatiful song on this?
khryzalids 3 years ago
Oh my god people this is so sad to see all these comments! I am not even kidding, I know dears, I have been there at the age of 14, and 13. I alsmost died one day sfter being so low and depressed. Depression comes from traumatic experiences, brain chemicals or stress. But it DOES get better with age and time, you all are so young, and middle school and even some high school SUCKS but reaslly people grow up later on and see that they're JERKS! I didnt believe so back then BUT IT IS TRUE!
KimIsMissing 3 years ago
Its not fair to make the assumption that everyone has depression because of some jerks in school.
ginnyismyhero 3 years ago 2
No chronic stress can cause chemical imballences in the brain. Chronic stress can be triggered by jerks in school, thats just one example. Depression has many causes.
KimIsMissing 3 years ago 4
Thats my point. You made it sound like people only have depression because of bullies...
ginnyismyhero 3 years ago 2
OH lol sorry I sound reatarted sometimes.
KimIsMissing 3 years ago
oh fuck yes. the last day by evanescence. my fav song. im a super fan of evanescence. awesome vid.
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i'm not suicidal it's the fucking world that's homicidal. Bush why can't you see i am in this world for my own selfish means of vicarious life through sin and blasphmey. alls i want to do with my life is party, drink smoke pot have fun. break and enter urban explore, drive 100mph, rob a bank or two... why won't you let me live?!?? you want me dead. medicatided soley because i cannot exist as myself among these sheep WHHYYYYYYYY?!??!? it was the spatulas motherfucker all the SPATULAS!! WHHYYYY?
sethsevaroth 3 years ago
If your family is what's important to you, then you are not alone. Stay alive for them 'cause it sounds like they really care about you. Just hold on.
FantasmaLuna666 3 years ago
Honestly, I love Eva, but I think "Give Unto Me" would have been more respectful to the matter 'cause "So Close" is a one of their brighter songs, not suitable to such a serious subject.
FantasmaLuna666 3 years ago
whats this song cus i love it?
thanks xxx
stefsweet666 3 years ago
The name of the song is So close by Evanescence
4anuxca 3 years ago
i love the music i can add it to my soundtrack to slit my wrists to
iluvlucie225 3 years ago
it would hurt your friends at school your family and everyone around you..... and possibly mentally scarr them... dont do it ok?
Nentendo64 4 years ago
I feel like this alot no one sees me and i wonder if i am nothing i am alone most of my life and idk anymore i wanna die but there is one person that is the only thing that save sme but i dunno if its strong enough people call me names and shit i dont wanna do it anymore
Roadrunna456 4 years ago
i feel the same way. I have only one person in this world that could ever save me. But sometimes i dont think its enough. I feel like i need more people to care. But ive recently realized that that's all i really needed...just one person to care. I think about cutting every day..i used to cut twice a day. But my boyfriend has helped me through...all i needed was someone..just one person to talk to..only one.
evilduckielover 3 years ago
Suicide is so simple, yet so complicated. The agony of those left behind never leaves them. Cleaning up the mess never leaves your mind. Depression, lonelyness, missunderstanding of sexual orientation - there are so many reasons. Your ability to cope is outweighed by your pain. There are medical treatments to help you cope - you must at least try. . . Take small steps, talk to your friends, family, or someone.
Regalcourt101 4 years ago 2
Don't give up, kalthra. It would hurt so many people. Everyone you ever know or will ever know. This simple fact is what keeps me alive every day. I have to live for one person, and one person only. If I gave up, I know they would too, and I couldn't bear to have harmed them in any way.
iSIForLife 4 years ago
hving ur best friend killing thmself is fucking worse
mayar13 4 years ago 3
people have no idea what it feels like to be depressed it worse than any kind of physical pain imagine feeling that no1 in the world has use for you that if you died people whould not give it a second thought that your frineds are only your friends because they puity you that when you look in the mirror you tink how can someone love me?
keepitreal4000 4 years ago 8
can u people stop acting like your the onley ones who know how it is,what are you gaining in this??? its fucking hard,and i know many have been through this,i lost 3members in my family of suicide and 2 friends...jay do i get the top pittying prise!??
twisted709 4 years ago 5
you frakers should keep your mouths shut! if you have never felt like you had to die, or cut you arm, you don't know what it is really like, all you know is what the shrinks say...
AntiPornUnionGroup 4 years ago
i had a friend (someone i loved) kill himself, and i told him. "if you do it..so will i" and he did it. i'm still here because i dont want the people i love to go through the same pain i went through. so think
pinksmything2013 4 years ago
It is time for me to die
razorvol 4 years ago
i want to go Suicide i think im going too. I cant handel life its too hard
Lalalagirl14 4 years ago
talk to someone before you do it. Suicide is a peramante solution to a tempary problem. All problems eventually will work them selves out. Yes life is hard I also suffer from depression actually bi-polar and I have my ups and downs. I have had it since 1991 finally diagosned correctly in 2003. So I can honestly say I know where you are coming from. Many of a time I felt the way you do right now. However I found a Higher Power and relied on Him to get me through the hardest of times.
Help4Depression 4 years ago
Nice of you for trying to help but if she had someone to talk to she wouldn't ever consider it.
thejasondean 4 years ago
Lalalagirl,
If you take your life... do it in a state of good conciousness. If you're drunk or drugged out you can't truly decide if you want to end your life. If you are sober enough, and you life hangs by the tiniest thread, you may be surprised to find how much you actually want to live and continue... even if it is misery. Been there, done that.
procyoncmi 4 years ago
here here
armord2tehcore 4 years ago
i want you to continue your life lala girl you can live on
keepitreal4000 4 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
if you do it, you are weak, and deserved every bit of it
zachary102000 4 years ago
so fucking what?...you're dead..yu dont care
jackwalsh996 4 years ago
you're quite moronic zachary102000 - Committing suicide shows no signs of weakness. It's disgusting how you refer people who suffer from clinical depression is weak. You've never been through it so I suggest you shut up and don't you ever assume that you know how it's like. Piss off.
summerstudios 4 years ago 10
Whats the name of this song?
BitchMovee 4 years ago
i saw a documentary/movie on peopl who jumped off the golden gate bridge in san fransisco and one of the people who jumped didnt die and he told his story on camera. He said the very second after he stepped off the bridge he wished he hadnt walked off the bridge.
patr70 4 years ago
my close family friend jumped off the golden gate bridge. It was one of the saddest things I have ever been through. R.I.P. John Skinner. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
pulpfiction00 4 years ago
and now youll never consider suicide as a viable option. see, these suicide victims are sacrificing themselves to save us from killing ourselves.
h7opolo 4 years ago
i hate myself and i want to die. life is pitiful, fuck society fuck the people who fuck up other peoples lives, burn in hell. hell is better then this piece of shit so called civilization. wish me luck all i have is a noose, i wish i had a gun. hah i'll be on tomorrow.
defaultuser11432 4 years ago
my best friends mom committed suicide for her daughter. it was very sad. the funeral was like ahh just really sad i miss her..R.I.P Georgia Peterson
19921466 4 years ago
Evanescence sucks
this is stupid if i kill myself im going to be in hell but if don't ... this is my hell
jinifi 4 years ago
Why can't i kill myself? the USA Consution says: "the right to life liberty and the persuit of happiness"
What if my happiness is for me to be dead? Suicide is illgal is some states, so what they stop me, so since i broke the law they will take me to jail?
imacoony 4 years ago
its all that i want..its all that i need..i feel so alone!! i don´t wanna live anymore..thi is all an illusion!! all this crazy a nd insane world must die! and so do I..
jakinhalee 4 years ago
There are all sorts of reasons why teens commit souicide some of the most obvious are money problems poverty and just hopelessness of any future
friendhope 4 years ago
This music would make anyone comment suicide!
js1971cat 4 years ago
suicide huh...i watched my best friends body die... he wuz already brain dead but they tried and tried...but he wuz gone...life is about one thing stayin happy....
kingofthejugle 4 years ago
I don't know how the hell you can attempt suicide and fail. There are so many fool proof methods for killing yourself that the statistic regarding suicide attempts must definitely be complete bullshit. If you want to die but are so stupid that you are incapable of doing so then do you really deserve the privelage. I think at that point you should have to just put up with living.
WereAllDevo72 4 years ago
SOLUTION:
If you're depressed kill yourself.
THE END
johnstangg 4 years ago
difficult to see...but i was just wondering what the song was in this video?!?!?
freakfinalfantasy 4 years ago
To help you out, the song is called Origin, by Evanescence
Eternityxx 4 years ago
this was trully a hard vdo to watch. being a ministor i have had to deal with this more then once.. people getting tired of being slamed and put down due to there love of the Goddess... i have subscribed to your vdos.. please feel free to do the same. i am allways open for ideas.
goddess bless your path and your way.
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pegasus12162 4 years ago
My uncle commited suicide, if someone REALLY wants to kill themself there is nothing you can do about it.
negemjiN 4 years ago
.. i can onli imagine how hadit is for people tu lose sum one they luv.. i no a couple people h u i luv try commit suicide.. i cry evrytime i think about how close i was tu losin them jus lyk that!!
cadillacluva 4 years ago
it was good but i dont think we need the bloody arm to get the message across i loved it you made me cry
TinyDancerSam 4 years ago
you guys are such douchebags.
mollyeatspaper 4 years ago
oneslty i agree with jimmer002 if u talk like that i thing u dont diserve to live. seriously guys its hard on ppl if u were under pressur of teasing or any thing for that matter u would consider ti ur selves! so dont judge them, if any thing judge urselves for beiing complete dicks!
nickter666 4 years ago
People are under pressure every day. So, instead of pulling the pussy way out, why not owe up to whatever you fucked up and deal with it?
warnut 4 years ago
Wise words. I work at a hospital and I see kids-little kids with burns and all kinds of debilitating illnesses. You know what? They are some of the most pleasant kids children you'll ever meet. Now if a 18 year old boy with MS can find the will to live and take care of himself, i'm sure that sad rich emo boi can make it through his(her) little phase. If you have use of all your limbs and good health and you STILL think that suicide is the answer, then the world is better off without you.
Broyale26 4 years ago
not everyone can handle it. and not everyone deals with the same thing. and not every suicide victim does it because of any reason. sometimes it's just an overwhelming urge not to live.
bhowden 4 years ago
last two people who commented are complete cunts! you dnt have the right to live you self centered faggot, fuck off and die u fat cunt
jimmer002 4 years ago
who? me?
NevrTooLate228 4 years ago
Honestly, if your dumb enough to even consider suicide. Chances are you don't deserve to live.
warnut 4 years ago
idiots dont deserve to live
becca715 4 years ago
if youre cruel enough to say tat, chances are you will make someone consider suicide
NevrTooLate228 4 years ago
me?
nickter666 4 years ago
drink? not for me...i rather use a razor.
imacoony 4 years ago
id rather drink the pain away
strapping 4 years ago
I so agree Moogle. I have very little reason to be severely depressed and suicidal, yet it consumes me. Which only makes it worse, when I already hate myself enough. Here I am suffering with depression and suicidal ideation with little to no reasoning. Fighting to hold on another day...
mnetrucker 4 years ago
I've thought of suicide...But I know there are way more people who have it worse....starving, no home , nothing... and yet here i am with my computer, TV, video games, house and I still think of suicide...
MooglePanda 4 years ago
I'm glad to see that this issue is being addressed by some. I found out first-hand the reality of someone in pain, pushed to this point.
It's too late for him, but if you're going through problems, just know that there is always someone who is willing to help you through this difficult time. Life is precious and fragile...don't shatter yours and everyone around you. Take care.
watch?v=zT1e5wZ5QtI
heratikx 4 years ago
Alright... this is retarded... just follow me...
There is people in third world countries that live with nothing, they have little food and water, there relatives are dead or dying, and their being oppresed by their country.
When I see some douch 16-17 year old teen that spends all the money they get from their parents at "Hot Topic" complaining that "they have nothing" or "My life is a void"..... Those are the ones I hate...
Darrisbob1 4 years ago
wow
retardamber 4 years ago
once i thought about comitting suicide but at least i had good friends who i hung on to I had been bullied a lot at school so I was really depressed. Suicide is serious and Irapenuns you are a F-ing fag who deserves to die getting squred by a 22" sword through your ass and die over a period of three daysyou will die painfully. You Faggot have a lot of problems.
(If you havnt been able to tell i STILL have my own problems and i still thnk that Irapenuns is a retarded ass!!!
gargantuan747 4 years ago
suiicide sucks i know everything about it..and i know lots of people that wanted to do it, including me. even my girlfriend wanted to die because of problems at school and at home..suicide is sometimes mutch closer as many people think.. and the powerless feeling sucks if somebody you know wants to do suicide..and Irapenuns, you dont know what you are talking about..but if your lover, if you ever get one..wants to die.. you will talk really diffrend!!
MarcoClappers 4 years ago
That really is a good video... hope it works... to many teens are commiting suicide...
tinkerbellXsora 4 years ago
good video))) what song is that?
GothikAnn 4 years ago
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Commiit suicide already you faggots.I will laugh at you and piss on you're corpse.
Irapenuns 4 years ago
(Irapenuns) You are one low life piece of sht. Its obvious you have your own prob's.
fold2me 4 years ago
i have a vid on suicide. this reminded me of it.. cool vid!
Davidscave 5 years ago
dysmo just doesnt understand that depression isnt something to fuck around with.or insult others on the subject.
HollowedLibras 5 years ago
You're absolutely right. Let dysmo get jailed with a bunch of violent sociopathics and let him get fucking raped a couple of times, shit..just ONE time is far more than enough to shatter a person's confidence and psyche!
DogSeeker1987 5 years ago
What you guys have to remember is that DEPRESSION IS A MENTAL ILLNESS that KILLS people everyday just like physical illnesses do. Cultural trends and attitudes in social circles have nothing to do with this sickness. People don't wear black or listen to Emo music because they want to die, and people who really do attempt suicide don't do it because it's cool.
Good vid...
Xiansiempre 5 years ago
fuk u dysmo, so what ppl are goth/emo atleat we aint preps or ppl who try to be gangsta so HA
gothica81894 5 years ago
ahahaha Evanescence and all their fans are depressed little fucks who walk around in black and with a frown on their face. they conjur up on myspace and wear their depression on their sleeve. wipe that shit off your face. its a real illness, nothing to be proud of, motherfucker.
dysmo 5 years ago
haha evanescence and all their fans are depressed little chumps who walk around wearing black with a fuckin frown on their face. its a real illness you know? its not something you wear on your sleeve, motherfucker.
dysmo 5 years ago
do who ever wants to die: people are fighting for their lives in the hospital and here you are wanting to die... stay alive for me... cz if no one wants u to live, i do... even tho you dont know me and i dont know you... i care about u
19beautifulamazing 5 years ago
thnanks
mayd0n 5 years ago
sad fact but.. you must search help before u commit it.. by the way anyone knows name of the song ?
mayd0n 5 years ago
its called the last day
holyhellguyzzz13 5 years ago
Suicide awarness? whats there to be aware about? these idoits get depressed, they kill themselves cuz they are too selfish to think about others. The End.
USMCInfantry 5 years ago
Maybe they believe no one else will care that they're dead, that they're doing people a favour.
deutschy 5 years ago
well then they're stupid.
USMCInfantry 5 years ago
Each to their own I guess, you think they're stupid, I think they're extremely desperate...
deutschy 5 years ago
honestly to all you jack ass fuckers, a friend of mine committed suicide last week, and i come to these videos to try and help me morn... honest to god, i dont even want to think about how cruel of a person you could be to make fun of such a serious matter, how much pain people must be in to think that suicide is the only way out .... my god... seriously please have some compassion
bestdancer01 5 years ago
it hurts when it happens to someone you know, but to be honest, it's annoying that a lot of people is struggling to be alive each and every single day, and people like your friend, who i don't think has the same problems as children in irak, or africa, didn't aprreciate the fact that he was actually lucky to have a nice life, with problems but still a nice life
Ebrika 5 years ago
Yes but you also don't appreciate how down someone who contemplates (or commits suicide) must be feeling. Maybe from the outside compared to someone in Irak they did have a nice life, but things don't always look the same from the inside as on the outside. It's a persons perception of their life that's the issue, if their perception is that they'd be better off dead to them that's extremely serious even if to everyone else they look fine.
deutschy 5 years ago
hey, suicide is a little foolish, for one, who the hell knows where the spirit goes?.
Hell, Heaven, whatever, how can we be so sure that these places exist? Why risk such a thing?
Life is the most valuable thing any creature has...
mallet18 5 years ago
some people can't help but be depressed. how unfair would you find it if you spent your whole life past adolescence in terror of social interaction... or unable to find what should be pleasant - pleasant? Or think money/security will make you happy only to still feel the same way when you get it.
pharcyde99 5 years ago
the only way I see to end my suffering is suicide... unrequited love is the most painful experience.
XnargothX 5 years ago
im in the same situation but think of it this way..if u were to kill yourself people would end up going through even worse pain then u feel and if u really care about the people around u, you wouldnt wanna put that on there belt cuz obviously u know how it feels to hurt..i hurt to so does almost everybody u see..things get better
urham 5 years ago
I´m full of sorrow,
I´m so sad,
I´m full of pain,
You were so bad.
gothic0gazaneo 5 years ago
Snape killed Dumbledore, pg. 566.
You kids have nothing left to live for now. Cry a river, build a bridge and ge...no, just jump off of it.
matthewhack2 5 years ago
my best friend killed himself on New Years Day.
MrsAngelOfDeathLaLa 5 years ago
i tried to kill myself by o.d.ing
hotkid804 5 years ago
i lost my boyfriend to suicide
roxie100055 5 years ago
Honestly, Im not gonna diss on suicide, but I believe that people who commit suicide is a thing of escape for depression. For the love of god people, find a outlet for your depression.
SaintRazi 5 years ago
Its really really hard to find a way out for a depressed. If you haven't have depression You don't Understand. Its almost impossible to get help. You almost can't get help by yourself. You need someone..
Someone who will help you.
Axelliten 5 years ago
like i said, try and find a outlet, paint a picture, dance to a song, chat on the internet do something.
SaintRazi 5 years ago
guys i dunno wat to do i really want to go wat the best way to
sweethunny200 5 years ago
I've tried a couple times and everytime someone saves me it gets easier to try it again
izzymcgoth 5 years ago
i was either going to hang myself, start my parents car in the garage or drink to death (alchohal poisoning)
widowsXpeakXfreak 5 years ago
cowardly... COWARDLY... BULL FUCKING SHIT.. have u auctually lost anyone to suicide? do you know how FUCKING painfull it really is?
mashmeloz 5 years ago
hmm why do i suspect broyale is a jerk?
triggerboy 5 years ago
i am thinking about suicide ...
jurgita000 5 years ago
me 2
widowsXpeakXfreak 5 years ago
Suicide is a trivial thing, it is very selfish, everybody can have one best friend, it only takes some reaching out, parents are fine, psychiatrist, anything works, doesn't have to be a peer, ending your life will make the lives of other ten tiems worse.
StormWarrior11 5 years ago
That's an over simplification of what suicide is. Suicide is a result of wanting to escape from depression. When it's just a medical condition. Imagine if you lost the ability to feel happy, and even though you had the best life possible with the best of friends and the greatest family, you still couldn't find happiness. On top of that, everyone told you, you were being ungrateful. I 'doubt' making a best friend or 'reaching' out would increase levels of seratonin in your brain.
magnumquest 5 years ago
thankyou, for once someone sees the point.
child2demented 5 years ago
its selfishness in both ways. see both point of veiws b4 u judge. yes its selfishness to loved ones still alive, but its selfishness cos for the ones that love u, they say they want the best for you and yet they want u alive for there own selfish being, we want whats best is bull, if they did, then they would let us die, cos we want that, thats the best we want for ourself, to end our pain
child2demented 5 years ago
also they are selfish cos they want us to suffer, nobody can help us, its a state of mind for us to get over or to end
child2demented 5 years ago
"Why would you want to die?" That's an ignorant question and doesn't have just one answer. People who take care their own lives are usually in tremendous pain and feel that all hope is lost. Suicide is selfish-it's the person doing whatever he/she can to end the suffering of the self and it is not our right to declare them right or wrong. If you've never been in so much pain to have thought about suicide, lucky you, but you shouldn't speak on something you don't know anything about.
Childlover 5 years ago
ahh boohoo for those poor kids....I guess being a spoiled white kid from the suburbs is too much to handle nowadays, huh? What, mommy and daddy don't understand you cause you wanna listen to "punk" music and wear black? suicide is so emo. The less of you the better....
Broyale26 5 years ago
Ever think some can't help it?! EVER THINK SOME HAVE POSSIBLE BRAIN MENTAL ISSUES?! There are some things that people keep secrets and never tell a soul, why? because they can't help it!
It sickens me to know people like you with such little understand and not looking deeper into it before commenting comment and say such shit...I really wish people weren't so damn heartless and cruel with bullshit comments like that one there!
sakuramitoshi 5 years ago
amen to that!!!
DontLabelMeEmo 5 years ago
no, sometimes parents hit thier kids or completely neglect them.
DontLabelMeEmo 5 years ago
nice vid... i agree with techne... if suicide rules.. why aren't you dead yet? *deep inside of wrarmatei.. he's calling for help... and he's begging to be let out.. he's hurt by this video but maybe that's all he needs right now... to be hurt so he can see**
Trinityx808 5 years ago
just becuase ur lucky and have ur own way of dealing with shit in ur life dosn't mean that u can say that suicide is gay because most pple who suffer fron depression cant deal in that way with it and u need to understand that
frankie2442 5 years ago
so basically there are two sides of this story.... either pple think suicide is weak or pple think that if ur that depressed then u cant help taking the only way out just to get rid of the pain. me? ive seen both sides. a year ago i would agree with the first point of view but now i am classed as a manic depressant and have slit my wrists countless times just becuaes my life has got so fucked up since then.
frankie2442 5 years ago
what is this song?
clisman87 5 years ago
what is this song?
clisman87 5 years ago
yeah, fucking right... think this vid helped me...
Igelior 5 years ago
ummmmm, suicide sucks and all.. but that video was kinda, off.. just a few people crying, i didn't get it.
Smann54 5 years ago
marilyn manson knows more about suicde than evanscene who knows more about ex-boyfriends..
Hatethehater 5 years ago
....who cares this isn't about either one! Its about the awareness video, theres no competition in bands =\
sakuramitoshi 5 years ago
i take i none of you have ever had a family member or close friend commit suicide. its a serious thing, and its unsympathetic people like you who drive people to hate themselves, to think they are worthless, to make them want to end their lives.
sheona101 5 years ago
You cant blame anyone for what they want to do to themselves but themselves....alright and yes I have had a close friend do it..and its not my fault his mommas fault his daddys fault no one but his you can think for yourself and respect yourself
RayneMaker84 5 years ago
Shadowkitties right, Evanescence is a great band, and we should be commenting about the video and bullshitshi'ite's right too, only pussy faggots committ suicide. I think that's what this video is talkin' bout , ya know joe?. Fukc evanescence, there music is a joke, Watch lonelygirl15! Bree is "a vision of ultimate cunt!"
coreygee86 5 years ago
I cant read the text on it but I find it really sad, I think more people should be aware of those showing suicidal behaviour.
xBORNxKILLERx 5 years ago
hah see...they guy is lashing out...agression its quite pathetic isnt it?
afreakin12gauge 5 years ago
I can't get over how retarded some of the people commenting on this subject are. If you have nothing to bring to the table, shut your mouths. The only topic to discuss in regards to you fools is retroactive abortion, cause you're all prime candidates. For my view on suicide, watch my vid "Invertation".
CathmenB 5 years ago
Nice video...and a lot of these people commenting are so immature...we're supposed to be commenting on the video, NOT what we think of people who commit suicide. It's a horrible thing and should not be joked about...
shadowkitty87 5 years ago
I dont think enough people kill themselves. Wtf is your problem ppl, hurry up!
Spontanyus 5 years ago
you need to be fucking slaped
NarutoFanFreak573 5 years ago
this is a great video..
Kayleigh27 5 years ago
Hell yeah Reokushin.And they should get thier corpse pissed on too.
Irapenuns 5 years ago
I bet you're fat.
DDDowney 5 years ago
Nope.
Irapenuns 5 years ago
You sure? You seem like the fat angsty type.
DDDowney 5 years ago
Not really.Awww it's flattering how much you think you know me hehe thanks :)
Irapenuns 5 years ago
video-awesome.
InfinityLies101 5 years ago
If you're stupid enough to commit suicide, you deserve death, ontop of that, you deserve a painful one
Reokushin 5 years ago
FUCK YOU, CUNT!!!
socialmoon 5 years ago