i see a beautiful soul in the picture... i wish we were in high school together ... i imagine we would have been good friends... i was born in 1961.... when were your born? no matter... just hugs and happiness from yaya
Oh, thank you, Erica. Yes, I could write the book on what DOESN'T work. You were so right in your video when you compared what we go through with soldiers coming back from war. Too, at least with my family, I turned out to also be the collateral damage.
Of course, I am so happy now that I did survive because I met you and you are such a wonderful friend. Much love, Christina
Thank you so much, Diana. I guess that since I am putting myself out there by discussing trans issues at all that I should open up about what happened because so many people seem to take comfort in knowing that others went through similar experiences, many worse than mine, I'm sure.
Too, I'm hoping to do a lot better with the whole closure concept, though I know it never fades entirely. Hugs, Christina
Yes i do remember flash cubes, they were expensive!
This is such a sad story, i see the pain in your eyes in the photo your mother took but you have risen above all that and are now a beautiful woman with a beautiful heart and soul
Yes, time does soften, though I would never have believed then that it would. At the same time, the softening mostly applies when the memory is not brought to the forefront. I was caught off guard when "Beginning" resurrected the pain in vivid detail, thereby delaying those videos that followed. I was better prepared this time & believe that making these is helping Time with cleansing & closure.
Thank you so much for commenting & for the kind words contained within. Hugs, Christina
i see a beautiful soul in the picture... i wish we were in high school together ... i imagine we would have been good friends... i was born in 1961.... when were your born? no matter... just hugs and happiness from yaya
YaYaJuke 2 years ago
1959.
And someone like you as a friend in high school would have been absolutely wonderful. I'm glad to know you now.
Hugs from me, Christina
meldenphire 2 years ago
I love you, girl!
Neferkit 2 years ago
All my love back. Thank you. Christina
meldenphire 2 years ago
Oh, thank you, Erica. Yes, I could write the book on what DOESN'T work. You were so right in your video when you compared what we go through with soldiers coming back from war. Too, at least with my family, I turned out to also be the collateral damage.
Of course, I am so happy now that I did survive because I met you and you are such a wonderful friend. Much love, Christina
meldenphire 2 years ago
Such a Heart Felt Story Christina, you were such a beautfiul child and I could see the pain in your eyes also.
Huggs
GrannyMaesPlace 2 years ago
Thank you so much, Diana. I guess that since I am putting myself out there by discussing trans issues at all that I should open up about what happened because so many people seem to take comfort in knowing that others went through similar experiences, many worse than mine, I'm sure.
Too, I'm hoping to do a lot better with the whole closure concept, though I know it never fades entirely. Hugs, Christina
meldenphire 2 years ago
Hi Christina
Yes i do remember flash cubes, they were expensive!
This is such a sad story, i see the pain in your eyes in the photo your mother took but you have risen above all that and are now a beautiful woman with a beautiful heart and soul
I applaud you and admire you
x hugs x
twish1999 2 years ago
Thank you so much. I just want people to know that they aren't alone, that I went through the pain also, and that it is possible to survive and go on.
Yes, flash cubes were expensive, especially when you consider that you had to keep buying them.
Again, Trish, thank you. It has taken me all these years to find the understanding that I wanted so desperately then. Hugs, Christina
meldenphire 2 years ago
Yes, time does soften, though I would never have believed then that it would. At the same time, the softening mostly applies when the memory is not brought to the forefront. I was caught off guard when "Beginning" resurrected the pain in vivid detail, thereby delaying those videos that followed. I was better prepared this time & believe that making these is helping Time with cleansing & closure.
Thank you so much for commenting & for the kind words contained within. Hugs, Christina
meldenphire 2 years ago