while i was suicidally depressed and struggling with cutting a year ago I made this video off of some secrets off of SBS that people could relate to.... This song though totally puts me at comfort when I'm feeling those feelings of doubt. I am strong.
this song is like one of the songs that i love and speaks to me for some reason. the first time i heard this song it just spoke to me and i dont know exactly why at first but once i got to know it better it means a lot to me now! i actually get how the girl feels in this video she felt the same way as me at first. im just glad i heard this song(: i love it and will never stop
I probably would cut but I'm to chicken to use a knife and am kinda a dipshit and can't figure out how to cut w/ a razor. I use a ruberband instead. If anybody ever wants to talk or something u can message me. Even tho I'm kinda tecnolagy challenged I could prob figure it out. Lol
I absolutely love this song. Sometimes that's the only a person has; A Knife. Sad, huh? If anyone feels like doing cut, I want you to know that I am here and that there are other people who deal with the same problems as you. I am here.
This song is amazin'. <3 Sometimes cutting seems like the only escape from life, the only way to feel again. You can't talk to anyone about it because you're embarrassed and ashamed of what you've done; yet you can't help but do it over and over again. It helps you get away from the horrors of reality. To know that you're really alive. To know that you can still feel. It helps you cope. I know what it's like. And to anyone else who feels like this; Chin up, things can only get better dudes<3 :3
I know my comment is in black & white like everyone else's. Same font, nothing special. BUT, Juuuuuuuuuuuuust in case anyone out there in the world reads this, I just wanna say stay strong. Things get tough, bad thoughts take over. Feeling alone, unwanted, no one listens. Yeah, I know the feeling. It hurts. But whoever you are, out there, if you're going through ANYTHING tough right now, you WILL get through it. don't hesitate to message me. I'm always free.(:
I'm cutting myself, because it feels like no one understands me. I'm going trough much and i don't see how this is ever gonna be good. I'm thinking about commiting suicide :( I can't take this anymore.
@kleinmonstertjex No idea who you are but I definitely can't ignore this. Cutting really isn't the answer, and everyone, at some point in their life, feels like no one understands them. But truth be told, everyone goes through some kind of crap all their life. Don't kill yourself, besides it being stupid it solves nothing. If you actually feel this depressed message me and just talk about your issues and I won't judge. You're not alone (lol that was cliche, but still)
@kleinmonstertjex Cutting won't help your problems, nor will thinking about suicide. I know how corny this may sound but it get's better, it can't get any worse, it can only go uphill from here. I hope you don't actually do commit suicide, because the people that love you will only be devastated.
I understand bbz. Im going through the same as you, well not what your going through. But what your doing, I think of suicide also. and I cut also. its jsut so addictive. Its like a depression pill. Its a temporarily good feeling. Your NOT alone. Trust me.please dont kill yourself. Think about the people around you, how they would feel. Thats the only thing keeping me alive. Please, dont kill yourself. Your stronger than you think you are.
@xAllylawlz Hey, don't even think of suicide. No matter how shit your life is; there's gotta be someone who loves and cares about you. Don't even think about letting them down and giving up on all of them:) I've been through a lot of shit in my life, and it still hurts now, but believe me; it does get better. I've been there and when you hit rockbottom life picks you up. I can't say anything about cutting, because I cut too. But suicide sucks ass. Chin up bro<3If you ever need to talk inbox me<3
@kleinmonstertjex Dude, don't you dare even think of suicide. I know I don't know you, but I don't care. No matter how shit your life is; there's gotta be at least someone who loves you and cares about you. Don't give up on them. Don't even think of suicide; It's cowardly, and I'm sure you're not a coward. Think of all the people you'd be leaving behind and hurting if you abandoned them like that. You've gotta have something to live for. Never give up bro<3
@kleinmonstertjex I know what it's like to be at absolute rock bottom and to feel as if no one understands or cares about you; but trust me dude, it will get better. I know it sounds shit cliché, but it's honestly true. You just gotta be patient and give it time. Chin up bro, stay strong<3 If you ever need to talk then just message me on here, I'm always willing to listen and help. When I was down I used to wish there was someone who would listen to me;So I'll be here to be that person for you<3
I am upset really I cant believe it like really who I thought was my sister is dating my ex and she knew I love him so much and getting into a fight with my parents saying i would go to foster care and leave them they didn't care! I feel so alone and unwanted :(
@PookieeForeverNLove3 i may not no you but i know what you going through, and if you need to talk to some one im always on youtube and ill always listen
finally me and my dad talked bout bullshit in life but whats hard is to show you have been cutting for 3 years and he doesnt see it the question is will he still love hime if i show him what his daughter has been doing?
sigh im tired of keeping this bottled up so hate on me if you want i ran away from my abusive father and neglecting mother when i was 13 and have been cutting and staving eveer since now i live with my fiance at the age of 16 and he helped me SO MUCH i stoped starving but havent stop cutting all together because as much as i hate to say im addicted but he loves me no matter what so to everyone out there even if life seems hopeless keep fighting cause there is always light at the end of the tunel
i was gonna cut today, i felt the urge, i have so much bullshit in my life with 2 parents always going at it. but then i heard this song, and i know i wont cut<3
i havent cut since Easter weekend last year but its still a really hard struggle. i still wish someone would have been there to halp me put down my knife...
So my best friend and my sister told the school and I got sent to a hospital for "mental" kids. I'm still depressed and the anti-depressents aren't helping a whole lot. I missed Valentines Day and the Valentines dance at school. I think about self-harm so much, but I don't actually do it cuz my sis will tell. I have 100 cuts in all. All up my arm and I started to on my leg but I never got to actually get very far. I still want to commit suicide and all and everyone's telling me it gets better</3
people that dont understand why people cut make fun of them and makes them cut more personaly no one would understand why caused they dont feel the pain that they feel everyday i would know i was/am a cutter and it makes e sick when people make fun of them for it like if u agree.
this reminds my of my friend...she's not happy with herself, I wish she was happy...she started cutting at the age of 9....i wish i could help her but its gettin so much worst shes bulimic and bipolar ...she tried to kill herself so many times shes on suicide watch....it scares me...and the fact tht shes actually branded herself.."fat""ugly""stupid""worthless" i dont want to loose her..but i think i already did....i wish tht like in this song...shell find the right guy to help her i really do i
This reminds me of a friend, that is never happy, she's my best friend but she's not happy with herself, I wish she was happy, because she's my best friend... And I would do anything to get her world happy to back to normal. <3
@hannahbanana09091 LOL. sorry to break it to you, babe, but it's really not. If you were a Hawthorne Heights fan you'd know it isn't. It's Between The Trees. At least you know now. :)
i cut like crazy, i blame my brother for my depression, and my ex told me that he wanted to help me stop cutting, but since i met him, my cutting's gotten worse, my parents and brother always talk crap about gays, but im bisexual...they dont kno,,, i dont think ill ever tell them...but the part that makes no sense at all, some people would kill to have my life, i admit, im spoiled and i take almost everything for granted, i get almost everything i want..but compared to my brother, im nothing
It's funny that even after a year of being clean (no cutting), I still get these overwhelming urges. I think this song is so powerful because anyone who's ever self-injured knows how difficult it can be.
I'm glad I found relief but then my dad thought he was a worthless piece of sh!t threatens to kill him and takes my knives. Someone tell me there will be a happy ending?
@TheCrazyzombie15 well so hes thinks hes a useless piece of sh*t,well this could go one way or the other.just try to make your father relize how much he mean to you,show him how much you love him, and tell him everything goood about him and that killing your self is a permanent soulution to a temporery problem.
But then I had to move away from my best friend at the end of the year and that was the hardest thing Ive ever done. My parents had sent me to go live with my aunt because they didnt want me to be around her anymore&that only worsened the depression. I cut almost all summer...but then something happened& I started to not do it as much. Before I knew it I was on a 4month streak...until a couple of nights ago. Now Im falling back into the depression&I dont have my best friend anymore to help me</3
@IJustWantToBreathe thanks so much for posting ur story....i don't feel that alone now...i'm here if you ever need someone :) or even if u don't just message me k? my name's Fatima =)
@IJustWantToBreathe wow you've really gone through a lot of hard things. i cant even imagine. it must be tough. im praying for you!! wish you the best! hang in there things will get better! dont give up! if you ever wanna talk feel free to message me. God bless!
@IJustWantToBreathe Thanks for having the strength to post your story, it's really touched me. Feel free to message me if you ever feel like you need someone to talk to. :) My name's Sara. :) Hang in there. I really am here if you'd like to talk. :)
@IJustWantToBreathe I may not know you but I know how you feel. I never cut. Didn't have the balls to. But what I did was drink & pop pills. I've been bullied since I was in 3rd grade. All because I'm "different" than the other girls. I've been abused in all ways possible. I used to live with my sister & my nephew. My nephew was the only one keeping me alive. But then I had to move. It killed me. I've tried to kill myself 3 times.
@IJustWantToBreathe The last time (which was about a month or so ago) I got in a fight will my parents. I was sitting there, on the floor, with a bottle of pain killers, tears rollin' down my cheeks. Then the phone rang. It was this girl I've been liking for awhile. She told this little poem that was a bit dumb but it still made me smile.It went like this, "Teary, teary go away. Don't let anything ruin your day."
@IJustWantToBreathe & that day I realized, there are people who care, people who want me to live. I don't know you but I am here for you. Ever need to talk, message me. Just know this, you are not alone. Stay strong.
I've gotten so far down that I seemed to always be watching the blood run down my legs and when that didn't work, I'd burn myself.My family grew to be my enemy&I couldn't stand being around them.We were always fighting, which resulted in more hidden scars.When I met my best friend,I found out we were the same...we both had family issues&we both cut. As the year went on,our friendship grew stronger&we tried to help eachother get away from the unhealthy addictions we both shared.&it was working...
I've been hit,kicked,slapped,tripped,choked,and been called all the names in the books by the bullies from my past, starting in 4th grade and lasting until 7th...even though I've moved two times within those 4 years.I fell into deep depression in 7th grade,I started cutting and growing more distant from my family and friends.I've used all sorts of methods to try to cope with the mental scarring of my past:cutting,smoking,fighting back,almost committed suicide 4 times..by the time I hit 9th grade
everyones like"my friend who wants me to quit sent me this"i want you to know how lucky you are that your friends care </3 I've lost my BEST friend from cutting.she thought it was stupid and it wouldnt solve anything. ik it is,and ik it doesnt, but for the time being, it helps. well now someone told the school counselor, and the only way she won't tell my mom is if i start seeing her every day :'( i can't put my mom through that, so im seeing her, but only bc ik how much it would hurt my mom :'/
This song has helped me though my cutting. I have over 1,000 scars on my body. And I'm not just putting that number out there, I really have more than that.
@JTillo522 I know you do not know me and I do not know you, but I care about you. I'm not just saying this, I'm completely serious. Keep listening to the song if it helps, whatever it takes. If you wanna talk, let me know. lol not saying you have to, just if you want to. You're stronger than you think, that sounds soooooo cliche, but shit, I promise you, it's the truth. <3
My story doesnt have to do with cutting.Cause I dont.But sometimes I feel like I need to.My reasons vary.Most is because of the names Ive been called.For example, slut,fat,and emo. And I am the kinda person who is shy when they first meet someone.But I got all out crazy when I get comfortable with you.Im also the kinda person who laughs when the teacher says duty.So why are people targeting me?
I'm A Cutter. I'm 12 And I Have Been Attempting Suicide For 3 Years. When I Was Supposed To Be A Kid Having Fun, I Was Sitting Alone In My Room Writing Dark Poetry. I Have Been Unhappy Since I Was Very Young, I Would Say 6. I Need Help.:\
the I love my knife... It makes me happy...like people say it mAkes it feel like it takes all the pain away.. I'm 14. I cut. I wish to die. So please kill me now.
@savannahmusiclife Tell your mum or dad or whoever that there was a neighborhood cat that you where playing with and the thing scratched you for no reason. Cats are moody. Thats what I say.
Hello.. just to prove my stupidity I was serching every where for this song and found out I put in the wrong band.. but I just got my first razor it is one of the trapizoid ones with the two little scoops ontop before I was using and earing :) I then relized it was a stupied idea to do it on my wrist because I live in arizona... summer is right around the corner.. and my 100 pound 15 year old body can only handel heat for so long with a jacket on.... I hope they dont leave big scares... :/ fml.
@savannahmusiclife How about your stomach? and wear a tankinni. Instead of a bikkini... I am not saying that you should cut. I'm just saying, if your going to od it. That would be a good idea...
To all of you commenting about killing yourselves or cutting yourselves, read this. I know you want out. I know you just want the pain and hurt to stop. I know that it's hard, and it may seem like your life is over, but I say it's not. You need to realize that your lives have value, and you were created for a reason. I want you to keep holding on, and if you need anybody to talk to, talk to me. I care. I know what you're going through. Please don't give up, and please keep hanging on.
@NilyProductions I can't. My freiends are all commiting suicide, or cutting. Soon, I will be ALL ALONE! I can't take it! On Tuesday my friend is going to kill himself... I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!! No one understands! I can't tell his parents. It'll make it worse. He is tricky, and there is accually not way to take care of this. I am trying to convinvince him to wait till after Wendsday so I can see him one last time... I don't want to say good bye! Its not his time! Thats why I cut....
@Amber1563 maybe you should break the pattern and try and help them and/or tell someone. letting your friends kill themselves is not the right thing, if yu love them, you'll help them.
@kittenfondler27 I have, You don't know him... He is super tricky. If I told someone, and they send him back to Revindell, (A place where he stayed for about a week for couseling) then all it would do, is make him suffer and stay on this earth longger than he needs to. He wants to die. There is nothing I can do about it. I have saved 3 people from suicide. He is going to do it... There is nothing I can do. His paretns don't care. His sister doesn't care He wants the pain to stop
I'm 14, I cut, I've tried suicide countless times. Since I was 12, actually.
I can't wear anything without a jacket, unless I wanna make a dumb excuse about my dogs scratching me. I have marks around my neck from things I've attempted suicide with. I have asthma, & it's getting worse from the attempts.
i remember this song coming on the radio when i was cutting...i was ready to die but this song made me stop and just bawl like a baby... i <3 these people
TWLOHA is helping me get better and I hope i stop cuz its not good and ppl make fun of u and shit....
but i had alot of shit happen to me past years and i just wanted to die... well i still do but i just wanna try to stop caus i no stuff will get better
thanks TWLOHA for being here for me ..
and if anyone ever feels like this message me and we can try to stop together cuz i no if we put our minds to it we can stop !
i started in 6th grade im in 8th now its an on and off thing for me my friends are alot of help bc they try to help me stop and if it comes to it they give me permions they are like family to me[: more family then my REAL family if you see my life or alomst all the peoples life that cut you would understand they have a reason to even for druggiess... i admit if i could be id be one like my mom v.v
This used to be my bestfriends song, till she commited suicide. Now, it seems like its my song. I love you Erin Deanne. Together since 3rd grade, & I promise i'll never forget you. See you soon babygirl. <3
I was a cutter for 4 years. My bf didn't care. I met a guy who did. He said "If you cut, so do I." The other night, I cut again for the first time in months. And so did he. This song reminds me of the greatest love of my life. I love you Jacob. You know that. You saved me. I love you so much. Thank you for saving me yet again.
Dragon kitty I know how you feel. I started cutting when I was ten. I'm 20 now and still cut at times. I also suffer from bilemia and depression. Life is hard. Key is too find some good friends to help you through. Someone you trust to always be there.
I started cutting at nine, now I'm fourteen and my wrist is filled will scars and my ex gf's initials. Everyday I do nothing but cry. I was to the point where I attempted suicide five times. I'm trying to stop and really I just want advice from anyone on how to stop. Anyone please help.
@DragonKittyRawrMeow ive been clean 4 months now :) its hard at first and the only thing i can say is dint try and do it on your own! tell someone you trust about it and then you have someone to lean on when it gets really hard. i still struggle every day but i find comfort in music and also i walk for miles and miles till thos feelings go away. i really hope this helps. you can always pm me if it reallt helps :)
I've been selfharming for a little over 3 years now. I started when I was 11 and since then I've attempted suicide 3 times. Im trying so hard to stop. One night I almost gave in and relasped, but then I found this song. It saved my life. And anyone out there that thinks Im doing this for attention, FUCK OFF. You have no clue what I go through, so you have no right to judge me.
@333DontHateMe hey oh my goodness youve gone through so much! I'm so glad that you are trying to stop! hang in there friend! If you ever wanna talk i'm here. wish you the best! Hope youre doing well!
i used to cut cause i hav heart murmer and every time i yawn i stop breathing i cracked my head wide open when i was only 5 then recracked the same spot when i was 8 and i got made fun of so i decided to start cutting but then i found the LOVE OF MY LIFE sierra is tht girl i love her alot i stopped cutting cause i met her im proposing to her this summer
@mustardheinz exact same goes for me. TWLOHA gave me hope. I've only been clean for a couple days, but im still trying. Anyway, good for you for having the strength to try and fight.
I stopped cutting for my parter, for my mum and the rest of my family. I can relate too anyone here, the song lyrics " The deeper you cut the deeper I hurt" Is true you're not just hurting yourself lovelies you're hurting everyone that loves you. So too all you cutters out there, draw a butterfly on your wrist or wherever you cut yourself, and every time you cut you hurt that poor butterfly.
Remember there is always someone out there who cares, I care. <3
i Can relate, i just got out of inpatient at Swedish American for suicide and cutting, i have for about a year i did it again the night i got out. im back there but only for a parcel so i get to come home at night, i havent done it for about 2 days...
This song I can really relate to. It's got me through a lot.. I really just wish I had a friend to open up to though :( Check my video about my self harm story and inbox me, if you want a friend
guys somone loves you :) stay strong and believe me the feeling you get after being clean for months is amazing! i care about you guys! pm me if you want to i'll listen! thanks <3 xxx
havent selfharmed for about 3 or 4 months now :') its not been easy and it still isnt. eachday i battle feelings but knowing i have friends who care helps abit, i never self harmed in what people would call the "normal" way. it was rare for me to actually cut myself (not that i never did it, but it was still rare" i pulled my hair out and scratched my arms. i alos pulled my eyelashes out. (i have hardky any lashes on my right eye :L) but being strong for this long is a BIG achievement.
I cut myself tonight... before tonight, i hadnt cut for about two weeks, but today i went to see my friend at a secure unit for mentally ill young people.. :'(
Ok all you people that say we cut for attention! It's not alright! Cutting releases endorphins wich are a natural high and it feels good. We all have our own "sick ways in relieving pain some of our is by cutting some drink etc so stop the steryotypes
This song reminds me of my boyfriend and I. I promised him to stop cutting myself forever. He's the only reason I haven't cut too deep. I love you Maverick.<3
@colonelpride I agree life's a bitch and I often want to let go but I don't. Suicide is a terbile mistake. It leaves behind so many scars. My school district has had two suicides one of wich was an old friend of mine. I hadn't talked to him in two years and the last thing I told him was terrible I'll regret for the rest of my life I want to take it back so bad. Don't ever forget your value in life, you're perfect, perfectly yourself if you even need to talk messge me.
@colonelpride I know that feeling. I've attempted suicide 3 times, but I finally decided it wasn't time to let go. It isn't time for you to let go either. You're important, and unique, and the world needs you in some way or another. Weather you know it yet or not.
@colonelpride I'm 20 I attempted suicide when i was 16 . it isn't the right way to go about things. i promise you that. Ask for help. reach out to a teacher or pastor someone anyone. call a suicide help line. things will get better. i still have bad days but you can get thru this. if you need someone to talk to message me on here.
@colonelpride I'm in the same boat as you are. I'm 13 almost 14. I cut. I want to commit suicide so many times. But I'm not brave enough to do it. So I stay to the blades, and the burns.
people dont cut themselves for attention. people cut to let out pressure , to let out memmories and pain in general. if cutting helps them get through it all and breath in then who are you to critisize and comment.. check your life before you start trying to make life descicions for others if cutting is their out thats them everyone has a different 'out' dont like it dont partake keep to your self beause in the end you dont know the situation you dont feel the pain... who are YOU to judge
To all the cutters and suicidal and Clinically depressed teens...i'm doing a report on these feelings...to teach kids that this isn't a joke...if you would be willing to help me Plz inbox me... i will keep this anonymous and no personal info will be needed.TY...Btw i am not gonna try to "force help" im not gonna "report you" and im not trying to offend or make fun of anyone because i know this isn't funny
It all started.. Last summer, I met this boy at a football game. Then we lasted for two and a half months. He broke up with me and my only choice was too cut. It was like giving my pain away. Then there was another boy, his name was Tayvon. He made me feel like I was the happiest girl on earth. He made me stop cutting because I had relief in his life. Then he was talking shit about me behind my back during the relationship so I started cutting again. Then I dated his be
Everyone i get close to dies, my boyfriend was my everything, and now he's a thousand miles away, and i can no longer call him mine. valentines day has turned into singles day. i've been cutting since 7th grade. i've been emotionally and physically abused. my parents found out i've had sex and cut off my entire life. i dont see the point in life anymore, its not like anything will get better,
@AlexCheerBaby101 hey dont think of life that way never let anyone put you down ur life will turn around sooner or later if need someone to talk to message me because i helped my friends stop im sure i could help you,what age are you now?
theres someone out there for you and you just need to find them <3
People don't cut themselfs cause they want attention. They want to escape their pain. Everybody deals with problems on their own way, don't forget that... Physcal pain to forget about mental pain :(
@CrystalSnow42 I sent you a message. just click on your account name on the top right of your youtube account and then under it click on inbox and you'll find my message. if you want to reply to comments just hover your mouse over the comment and on the right of the comment there will be a box that says "reply" click on that and you can reply to their message. hope you're doing well and i hope things are going alright for you! i wish you the best!!
My boyfriend left me to days ago to go out with my best friend she don't even like him she said it just to make her look big she's has 29 bfriends since primary
A new name for people that ccut theirselfs: BODY CUTTERS I get called that cause I cut my self even over silly things like if I fail ob a test I'll go home get a bottle and smash it on my leg I dodo that last time and I'm not afraid to say it IM A CUTTER AND I ENT HIDING IT :-)
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while i was suicidally depressed and struggling with cutting a year ago I made this video off of some secrets off of SBS that people could relate to.... This song though totally puts me at comfort when I'm feeling those feelings of doubt. I am strong.
letusdoitforjohnny 1 hour ago
this song is like one of the songs that i love and speaks to me for some reason. the first time i heard this song it just spoke to me and i dont know exactly why at first but once i got to know it better it means a lot to me now! i actually get how the girl feels in this video she felt the same way as me at first. im just glad i heard this song(: i love it and will never stop
destinymarie1431 4 hours ago
I probably would cut but I'm to chicken to use a knife and am kinda a dipshit and can't figure out how to cut w/ a razor. I use a ruberband instead. If anybody ever wants to talk or something u can message me. Even tho I'm kinda tecnolagy challenged I could prob figure it out. Lol
xxAlwaysandforever07 6 hours ago
I absolutely love this song. Sometimes that's the only a person has; A Knife. Sad, huh? If anyone feels like doing cut, I want you to know that I am here and that there are other people who deal with the same problems as you. I am here.
xXCaptGigglesXx 8 hours ago
This song is amazin'. <3 Sometimes cutting seems like the only escape from life, the only way to feel again. You can't talk to anyone about it because you're embarrassed and ashamed of what you've done; yet you can't help but do it over and over again. It helps you get away from the horrors of reality. To know that you're really alive. To know that you can still feel. It helps you cope. I know what it's like. And to anyone else who feels like this; Chin up, things can only get better dudes<3 :3
xxSnowy96xx 11 hours ago
I know my comment is in black & white like everyone else's. Same font, nothing special. BUT, Juuuuuuuuuuuuust in case anyone out there in the world reads this, I just wanna say stay strong. Things get tough, bad thoughts take over. Feeling alone, unwanted, no one listens. Yeah, I know the feeling. It hurts. But whoever you are, out there, if you're going through ANYTHING tough right now, you WILL get through it. don't hesitate to message me. I'm always free.(:
--sincerely, random kid.
oceansidekid4 1 day ago in playlist Underground. 3
Yeah I can't do this... to many bad memories...
xxxDayDemonxxx 1 day ago
omg im gonna cry......
NINGARWAR 1 day ago
@WerewolfDreams thank you
kleinmonstertjex 1 day ago
Cutting urself is never the answer, there is always a better alternative. Your not alone.
Snooganz21 1 day ago
H sj s
Snooganz21 1 day ago
I only stopped cutting because my boyfriend helped me through it.
RachhVonMonroe 1 day ago
I'm cutting myself, because it feels like no one understands me. I'm going trough much and i don't see how this is ever gonna be good. I'm thinking about commiting suicide :( I can't take this anymore.
kleinmonstertjex 1 day ago
@kleinmonstertjex No idea who you are but I definitely can't ignore this. Cutting really isn't the answer, and everyone, at some point in their life, feels like no one understands them. But truth be told, everyone goes through some kind of crap all their life. Don't kill yourself, besides it being stupid it solves nothing. If you actually feel this depressed message me and just talk about your issues and I won't judge. You're not alone (lol that was cliche, but still)
WerewolfDreams 1 day ago
@kleinmonstertjex Cutting won't help your problems, nor will thinking about suicide. I know how corny this may sound but it get's better, it can't get any worse, it can only go uphill from here. I hope you don't actually do commit suicide, because the people that love you will only be devastated.
mirandarunsxc 1 day ago
@kleinmonstertjex
I understand bbz. Im going through the same as you, well not what your going through. But what your doing, I think of suicide also. and I cut also. its jsut so addictive. Its like a depression pill. Its a temporarily good feeling. Your NOT alone. Trust me.please dont kill yourself. Think about the people around you, how they would feel. Thats the only thing keeping me alive. Please, dont kill yourself. Your stronger than you think you are.
xAllylawlz 1 day ago
@xAllylawlz Hey, don't even think of suicide. No matter how shit your life is; there's gotta be someone who loves and cares about you. Don't even think about letting them down and giving up on all of them:) I've been through a lot of shit in my life, and it still hurts now, but believe me; it does get better. I've been there and when you hit rockbottom life picks you up. I can't say anything about cutting, because I cut too. But suicide sucks ass. Chin up bro<3If you ever need to talk inbox me<3
xxSnowy96xx 11 hours ago
@kleinmonstertjex Dude, don't you dare even think of suicide. I know I don't know you, but I don't care. No matter how shit your life is; there's gotta be at least someone who loves you and cares about you. Don't give up on them. Don't even think of suicide; It's cowardly, and I'm sure you're not a coward. Think of all the people you'd be leaving behind and hurting if you abandoned them like that. You've gotta have something to live for. Never give up bro<3
xxSnowy96xx 11 hours ago
@kleinmonstertjex I know what it's like to be at absolute rock bottom and to feel as if no one understands or cares about you; but trust me dude, it will get better. I know it sounds shit cliché, but it's honestly true. You just gotta be patient and give it time. Chin up bro, stay strong<3 If you ever need to talk then just message me on here, I'm always willing to listen and help. When I was down I used to wish there was someone who would listen to me;So I'll be here to be that person for you<3
xxSnowy96xx 11 hours ago
This song stops me from thinking about cutting/suicide when im sad. i used to think about that all the time before i heard this
Spiritstarnum1 1 day ago in playlist Emo Tunes
I am upset really I cant believe it like really who I thought was my sister is dating my ex and she knew I love him so much and getting into a fight with my parents saying i would go to foster care and leave them they didn't care! I feel so alone and unwanted :(
PookieeForeverNLove3 2 days ago
@PookieeForeverNLove3 i may not no you but i know what you going through, and if you need to talk to some one im always on youtube and ill always listen
mimiges11 2 days ago
i'm tired... of everything, feeling unwanted
MrSjAsPeRwHiTlOc1000 2 days ago
finally me and my dad talked bout bullshit in life but whats hard is to show you have been cutting for 3 years and he doesnt see it the question is will he still love hime if i show him what his daughter has been doing?
skoolgirls35 2 days ago in playlist Favorite videos
@skoolgirls35
Yes he will. I had to tell my dad last month. Parents are usually more understanding than you imagine :)
rosy48842 2 days ago
@rosy48842 yet my parents are diffrent im not close to them at all
skoolgirls35 2 days ago in playlist Favorite videos
it's such a burden lifted to stop cutting. there are many out there and i'm just glad i'm not alone, this songs helped me realize i'm not alone...
chellarae9516 2 days ago
I have a hoodie that says "To write love on her arms" and I where it everyday. this is my theme song.<3
Dinosaurs038 2 days ago 6
sigh im tired of keeping this bottled up so hate on me if you want i ran away from my abusive father and neglecting mother when i was 13 and have been cutting and staving eveer since now i live with my fiance at the age of 16 and he helped me SO MUCH i stoped starving but havent stop cutting all together because as much as i hate to say im addicted but he loves me no matter what so to everyone out there even if life seems hopeless keep fighting cause there is always light at the end of the tunel
werewolfsister224 2 days ago
.... reminds me of me...
XxAvrilBlackXx 2 days ago
i was gonna cut today, i felt the urge, i have so much bullshit in my life with 2 parents always going at it. but then i heard this song, and i know i wont cut<3
rawrawrdragon 2 days ago in playlist Favorite videos 2
i havent cut since Easter weekend last year but its still a really hard struggle. i still wish someone would have been there to halp me put down my knife...
loveajc 3 days ago
Beautiful song <3
andysixxobsessed 3 days ago
My friend just sent me the link to this and i'm crying. I'm a self harmer myself and this is beautiful <33
EliseL96 3 days ago
So my best friend and my sister told the school and I got sent to a hospital for "mental" kids. I'm still depressed and the anti-depressents aren't helping a whole lot. I missed Valentines Day and the Valentines dance at school. I think about self-harm so much, but I don't actually do it cuz my sis will tell. I have 100 cuts in all. All up my arm and I started to on my leg but I never got to actually get very far. I still want to commit suicide and all and everyone's telling me it gets better</3
xStarlessNightzx 3 days ago
@xStarlessNightzx i'm so sorry.. i do that too.. just listen to music to help.. i do all the time... i haven't cut in a while...
XxAvrilBlackXx 2 days ago
people that dont understand why people cut make fun of them and makes them cut more personaly no one would understand why caused they dont feel the pain that they feel everyday i would know i was/am a cutter and it makes e sick when people make fun of them for it like if u agree.
BleedingMelody1 3 days ago in playlist my favorite songs
this reminds my of my friend...she's not happy with herself, I wish she was happy...she started cutting at the age of 9....i wish i could help her but its gettin so much worst shes bulimic and bipolar ...she tried to kill herself so many times shes on suicide watch....it scares me...and the fact tht shes actually branded herself.."fat""ugly""stupid""worthless" i dont want to loose her..but i think i already did....i wish tht like in this song...shell find the right guy to help her i really do i
StormIvys 3 days ago
@StormIvys and it doesnt help thts shes suffering from depression...either </3
StormIvys 3 days ago
I. Love. This. Song. <3
MichellesAGirl1996 3 days ago
This reminds me of a friend, that is never happy, she's my best friend but she's not happy with herself, I wish she was happy, because she's my best friend... And I would do anything to get her world happy to back to normal. <3
asianpeacebunny 4 days ago 4
i know this so well...so pretty
steeltree9 4 days ago
This is not Hawthorne Heights. Just saying.
LAURENNNNvideos 4 days ago
@LAURENNNNvideos yea it is..lots of ppl say that but it actually is.
hannahbanana09091 3 days ago
@hannahbanana09091 LOL. sorry to break it to you, babe, but it's really not. If you were a Hawthorne Heights fan you'd know it isn't. It's Between The Trees. At least you know now. :)
LAURENNNNvideos 1 day ago
i fell off the wagon and started again feel weak but cant stop. tried so hard but the past few days aint been easy
scrubzfan 4 days ago
I didnt think anyone understood. I guess they do.
ABelieberNamedAbi 4 days ago
Its not with closed eyes she cries, it the blood flows as she cries <3
jules14lovesyou 4 days ago
i cut like crazy, i blame my brother for my depression, and my ex told me that he wanted to help me stop cutting, but since i met him, my cutting's gotten worse, my parents and brother always talk crap about gays, but im bisexual...they dont kno,,, i dont think ill ever tell them...but the part that makes no sense at all, some people would kill to have my life, i admit, im spoiled and i take almost everything for granted, i get almost everything i want..but compared to my brother, im nothing
jules14lovesyou 4 days ago
reminds me of the not so distant past
nightbloodyknife 4 days ago
It's funny that even after a year of being clean (no cutting), I still get these overwhelming urges. I think this song is so powerful because anyone who's ever self-injured knows how difficult it can be.
RichardBelzerLover 5 days ago 3
I'm glad I found relief but then my dad thought he was a worthless piece of sh!t threatens to kill him and takes my knives. Someone tell me there will be a happy ending?
TheCrazyzombie15 5 days ago
@TheCrazyzombie15 well so hes thinks hes a useless piece of sh*t,well this could go one way or the other.just try to make your father relize how much he mean to you,show him how much you love him, and tell him everything goood about him and that killing your self is a permanent soulution to a temporery problem.
MAGICDOG101 5 days ago
anybody who is a cutter understands the meaning about this song
IstiInsaine 5 days ago
But then I had to move away from my best friend at the end of the year and that was the hardest thing Ive ever done. My parents had sent me to go live with my aunt because they didnt want me to be around her anymore&that only worsened the depression. I cut almost all summer...but then something happened& I started to not do it as much. Before I knew it I was on a 4month streak...until a couple of nights ago. Now Im falling back into the depression&I dont have my best friend anymore to help me</3
IJustWantToBreathe 5 days ago
@IJustWantToBreathe thanks so much for posting ur story....i don't feel that alone now...i'm here if you ever need someone :) or even if u don't just message me k? my name's Fatima =)
makinmesmile96 5 days ago
@IJustWantToBreathe wow you've really gone through a lot of hard things. i cant even imagine. it must be tough. im praying for you!! wish you the best! hang in there things will get better! dont give up! if you ever wanna talk feel free to message me. God bless!
SwitchfootIsai 5 days ago
@IJustWantToBreathe Thanks for having the strength to post your story, it's really touched me. Feel free to message me if you ever feel like you need someone to talk to. :) My name's Sara. :) Hang in there. I really am here if you'd like to talk. :)
Paramania15 5 days ago
@IJustWantToBreathe I may not know you but I know how you feel. I never cut. Didn't have the balls to. But what I did was drink & pop pills. I've been bullied since I was in 3rd grade. All because I'm "different" than the other girls. I've been abused in all ways possible. I used to live with my sister & my nephew. My nephew was the only one keeping me alive. But then I had to move. It killed me. I've tried to kill myself 3 times.
OhToBeCountinued 5 days ago
@IJustWantToBreathe The last time (which was about a month or so ago) I got in a fight will my parents. I was sitting there, on the floor, with a bottle of pain killers, tears rollin' down my cheeks. Then the phone rang. It was this girl I've been liking for awhile. She told this little poem that was a bit dumb but it still made me smile.It went like this, "Teary, teary go away. Don't let anything ruin your day."
OhToBeCountinued 5 days ago
@IJustWantToBreathe & that day I realized, there are people who care, people who want me to live. I don't know you but I am here for you. Ever need to talk, message me. Just know this, you are not alone. Stay strong.
OhToBeCountinued 5 days ago
I've gotten so far down that I seemed to always be watching the blood run down my legs and when that didn't work, I'd burn myself.My family grew to be my enemy&I couldn't stand being around them.We were always fighting, which resulted in more hidden scars.When I met my best friend,I found out we were the same...we both had family issues&we both cut. As the year went on,our friendship grew stronger&we tried to help eachother get away from the unhealthy addictions we both shared.&it was working...
IJustWantToBreathe 5 days ago
I've been hit,kicked,slapped,tripped,choked,and been called all the names in the books by the bullies from my past, starting in 4th grade and lasting until 7th...even though I've moved two times within those 4 years.I fell into deep depression in 7th grade,I started cutting and growing more distant from my family and friends.I've used all sorts of methods to try to cope with the mental scarring of my past:cutting,smoking,fighting back,almost committed suicide 4 times..by the time I hit 9th grade
IJustWantToBreathe 5 days ago
This is The Way She Feels -Behind the Trees
SixBillionSecretLove 6 days ago
everyones like"my friend who wants me to quit sent me this"i want you to know how lucky you are that your friends care </3 I've lost my BEST friend from cutting.she thought it was stupid and it wouldnt solve anything. ik it is,and ik it doesnt, but for the time being, it helps. well now someone told the school counselor, and the only way she won't tell my mom is if i start seeing her every day :'( i can't put my mom through that, so im seeing her, but only bc ik how much it would hurt my mom :'/
minimags3008 6 days ago
This song has helped me though my cutting. I have over 1,000 scars on my body. And I'm not just putting that number out there, I really have more than that.
kittenveteto 6 days ago
The anger runs down both of her cheeks... </3
anna9938 6 days ago
*the blood flows as she cries
RRRagingJ 6 days ago
i hate how people call themselves emo because they cut themselves.
Amberisification 6 days ago
I cut. I have about 32 cuts on just one arm. I've got extreme depression. This song helps me when I feel the need to cut..
JTillo522 1 week ago
@JTillo522 I know you do not know me and I do not know you, but I care about you. I'm not just saying this, I'm completely serious. Keep listening to the song if it helps, whatever it takes. If you wanna talk, let me know. lol not saying you have to, just if you want to. You're stronger than you think, that sounds soooooo cliche, but shit, I promise you, it's the truth. <3
CharlieNem 6 days ago 19
@CharlieNem Thank you. Nice to know that at least someone cares about me. I shall hit up your inbox. Thanks again.
JTillo522 6 days ago
@JTillo522 anytime hun, the name's Allyson. :)
CharlieNem 4 days ago
My story doesnt have to do with cutting.Cause I dont.But sometimes I feel like I need to.My reasons vary.Most is because of the names Ive been called.For example, slut,fat,and emo. And I am the kinda person who is shy when they first meet someone.But I got all out crazy when I get comfortable with you.Im also the kinda person who laughs when the teacher says duty.So why are people targeting me?
PorkchopTheHobo 1 week ago
@PorkchopTheHobo Well..if your shy, people target you because they think your weak.. stand up for yourself(: who gives a shit of what others think
XxBrokenEmoKIdxX 1 week ago
@orangefanta88
I have been cutting since i was 11, I am 15 now and I'm sad to say I still do. This is going to be with you for the rest of you're life.
At least you can admit you need help. That is a huge step to take. :)
LexieEatsZombies7
p.s. wanna talk? hunt me down :)
Good Luck to you.
LexieE
LexieEatsZombies7 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
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fogpanda1 1 week ago in playlist Hawthorne Heights/To Write Love On Her Arms
@LexieEatsZombies7 I have been emo scince i was 6
fogpanda1 1 week ago in playlist Hawthorne Heights/To Write Love On Her Arms
I'm A Cutter. I'm 12 And I Have Been Attempting Suicide For 3 Years. When I Was Supposed To Be A Kid Having Fun, I Was Sitting Alone In My Room Writing Dark Poetry. I Have Been Unhappy Since I Was Very Young, I Would Say 6. I Need Help.:\
orangefanta88 1 week ago
I`d jjust like to say, this happens in real, life, 100 possible, girls, stay positive
3vilgrunt 1 week ago 48
@3vilgrunt Not only does this happen in real life, this song is my real life.
LonelyOleander 5 days ago in playlist Favorite videos
i like it when my dog bites me... is that bad?
mdahlson 1 week ago
my cat died today. when she was little i let her tear and bite at me when she would play, so this song has double meaning to me :P
lucyjunipurr 1 week ago
the I love my knife... It makes me happy...like people say it mAkes it feel like it takes all the pain away.. I'm 14. I cut. I wish to die. So please kill me now.
smileXemoXkid 1 week ago
i want to attempt suicide. i dont know whether or not i should do it... i have no one to talk to. i dont know what to do :(
AbbyMontgomery 1 week ago
@AbbyMontgomery Don't do it D; If you need some one to talk to I'm here. suicide is not the way :((
rainbowraveCcat 1 week ago
@AbbyMontgomery dont do it i tried and you hurt people you never knew cared i cry everynight now because how bad i hurt them
da1truedaredevil 1 week ago
@da1truedaredevil and your wrong youve got me even tho i dont know you im here for you anyways
da1truedaredevil 1 week ago
u r not alone please know this.
peacechick998 1 week ago in playlist Hawthorne Heights/To Write Love On Her Arms
oh ya and I dont have a cat and my dog dosent have razor this nails...... I am screwed!
savannahmusiclife 1 week ago
@savannahmusiclife Tell your mum or dad or whoever that there was a neighborhood cat that you where playing with and the thing scratched you for no reason. Cats are moody. Thats what I say.
Amber1563 1 week ago
Hello.. just to prove my stupidity I was serching every where for this song and found out I put in the wrong band.. but I just got my first razor it is one of the trapizoid ones with the two little scoops ontop before I was using and earing :) I then relized it was a stupied idea to do it on my wrist because I live in arizona... summer is right around the corner.. and my 100 pound 15 year old body can only handel heat for so long with a jacket on.... I hope they dont leave big scares... :/ fml.
savannahmusiclife 1 week ago
@savannahmusiclife How about your stomach? and wear a tankinni. Instead of a bikkini... I am not saying that you should cut. I'm just saying, if your going to od it. That would be a good idea...
Amber1563 1 week ago
To all of you commenting about killing yourselves or cutting yourselves, read this. I know you want out. I know you just want the pain and hurt to stop. I know that it's hard, and it may seem like your life is over, but I say it's not. You need to realize that your lives have value, and you were created for a reason. I want you to keep holding on, and if you need anybody to talk to, talk to me. I care. I know what you're going through. Please don't give up, and please keep hanging on.
NilyProductions 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
@NilyProductions I can't. My freiends are all commiting suicide, or cutting. Soon, I will be ALL ALONE! I can't take it! On Tuesday my friend is going to kill himself... I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!! No one understands! I can't tell his parents. It'll make it worse. He is tricky, and there is accually not way to take care of this. I am trying to convinvince him to wait till after Wendsday so I can see him one last time... I don't want to say good bye! Its not his time! Thats why I cut....
Amber1563 1 week ago
@Amber1563 maybe you should break the pattern and try and help them and/or tell someone. letting your friends kill themselves is not the right thing, if yu love them, you'll help them.
kittenfondler27 1 week ago
@kittenfondler27 I have, You don't know him... He is super tricky. If I told someone, and they send him back to Revindell, (A place where he stayed for about a week for couseling) then all it would do, is make him suffer and stay on this earth longger than he needs to. He wants to die. There is nothing I can do about it. I have saved 3 people from suicide. He is going to do it... There is nothing I can do. His paretns don't care. His sister doesn't care He wants the pain to stop
Amber1563 1 week ago
@NilyProductions Thank you. That comment meant the world to me :)
rosy48842 2 days ago
I'm 14, I cut, I've tried suicide countless times. Since I was 12, actually.
I can't wear anything without a jacket, unless I wanna make a dumb excuse about my dogs scratching me. I have marks around my neck from things I've attempted suicide with. I have asthma, & it's getting worse from the attempts.
I'm ready to let go..But I'm scared.
lifesucksthenwedie9 1 week ago
@lifesucksthenwedie9 Don't let go. Have you heard of the butterfly project? It helps (I also draw the butterflys over my scars) you should try it.
Amber1563 1 week ago
i remember this song coming on the radio when i was cutting...i was ready to die but this song made me stop and just bawl like a baby... i <3 these people
SylxxRawr 1 week ago
So i cut ... and
TWLOHA is helping me get better and I hope i stop cuz its not good and ppl make fun of u and shit....
but i had alot of shit happen to me past years and i just wanted to die... well i still do but i just wanna try to stop caus i no stuff will get better
thanks TWLOHA for being here for me ..
and if anyone ever feels like this message me and we can try to stop together cuz i no if we put our minds to it we can stop !
EmogirlAlyssa 1 week ago
@XxMissYouBabyXx I agree
sparkygurl123 1 week ago
My first thumbs up ty to the ppl that liked it god bless your soul
ravengirl1328 1 week ago
@ravengirl1328 i think it's stupid cause you were just trying to get top comment by saying "thumbs up" it's stupid.
XxMissYouBabyXx 1 week ago
Oh god I got thumbs up on one of my comments and I spelt a word wrong so embarrassing
ravengirl1328 1 week ago
i started in 6th grade im in 8th now its an on and off thing for me my friends are alot of help bc they try to help me stop and if it comes to it they give me permions they are like family to me[: more family then my REAL family if you see my life or alomst all the peoples life that cut you would understand they have a reason to even for druggiess... i admit if i could be id be one like my mom v.v
skoolgirls35 1 week ago
This used to be my bestfriends song, till she commited suicide. Now, it seems like its my song. I love you Erin Deanne. Together since 3rd grade, & I promise i'll never forget you. See you soon babygirl. <3
NormaJane130 1 week ago
I was a cutter for 4 years. My bf didn't care. I met a guy who did. He said "If you cut, so do I." The other night, I cut again for the first time in months. And so did he. This song reminds me of the greatest love of my life. I love you Jacob. You know that. You saved me. I love you so much. Thank you for saving me yet again.
DarkseerLuLu 1 week ago
Dragon kitty I know how you feel. I started cutting when I was ten. I'm 20 now and still cut at times. I also suffer from bilemia and depression. Life is hard. Key is too find some good friends to help you through. Someone you trust to always be there.
cdnt1234 1 week ago
I started cutting at nine, now I'm fourteen and my wrist is filled will scars and my ex gf's initials. Everyday I do nothing but cry. I was to the point where I attempted suicide five times. I'm trying to stop and really I just want advice from anyone on how to stop. Anyone please help.
DragonKittyRawrMeow 1 week ago
@DragonKittyRawrMeow ive been clean 4 months now :) its hard at first and the only thing i can say is dint try and do it on your own! tell someone you trust about it and then you have someone to lean on when it gets really hard. i still struggle every day but i find comfort in music and also i walk for miles and miles till thos feelings go away. i really hope this helps. you can always pm me if it reallt helps :)
elzloveshorses 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
@DragonKittyRawrMeow you're beautiful, perfect & people do care. It get's better, and you should be around to see it.
kathryngirl13 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
omg I cried through the whole song
I think emo chick are hot and I'm an emo chick
hihihi23ish 1 week ago
I've been selfharming for a little over 3 years now. I started when I was 11 and since then I've attempted suicide 3 times. Im trying so hard to stop. One night I almost gave in and relasped, but then I found this song. It saved my life. And anyone out there that thinks Im doing this for attention, FUCK OFF. You have no clue what I go through, so you have no right to judge me.
333DontHateMe 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
@333DontHateMe hey oh my goodness youve gone through so much! I'm so glad that you are trying to stop! hang in there friend! If you ever wanna talk i'm here. wish you the best! Hope youre doing well!
SwitchfootIsai 1 week ago
@333DontHateMe
da1truedaredevil 1 week ago
@333DontHateMe i know how it feels more than most people your story is the same as mine but i tried 16 times to die but it didnt work thankfully
da1truedaredevil 1 week ago
@ilovemileycyrus697 good for you. It's not the easiest thing but cutting is never the answer. If you ever need anything message me.
mustardheinz 1 week ago
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KirbyTheProwler96 1 week ago
i used to cut cause i hav heart murmer and every time i yawn i stop breathing i cracked my head wide open when i was only 5 then recracked the same spot when i was 8 and i got made fun of so i decided to start cutting but then i found the LOVE OF MY LIFE sierra is tht girl i love her alot i stopped cutting cause i met her im proposing to her this summer
xXDarkWolfSistasXx 1 week ago
Twolha saved my life. I've been clean for about a week now. I'm stopping for the people who care about it. It's not easy but I'll get through it.
mustardheinz 1 week ago
@mustardheinz exact same goes for me. TWLOHA gave me hope. I've only been clean for a couple days, but im still trying. Anyway, good for you for having the strength to try and fight.
ilovemileycyrus697 1 week ago
@SwitchfootIsai
ravengirl1328 1 week ago
I love this song because people can relate to it and it has a reason thumbs up if u think I'm wright and YOU can relate to it :-)
ravengirl1328 1 week ago 43
I wrote love on my arms too...
Nademalia1 1 week ago
@Nademalia1 me too :/
rockinchick1510 1 week ago
@rockinchick1510 but I stopped ^^
Nademalia1 1 week ago
I stopped cutting for my parter, for my mum and the rest of my family. I can relate too anyone here, the song lyrics " The deeper you cut the deeper I hurt" Is true you're not just hurting yourself lovelies you're hurting everyone that loves you. So too all you cutters out there, draw a butterfly on your wrist or wherever you cut yourself, and every time you cut you hurt that poor butterfly.
Remember there is always someone out there who cares, I care. <3
Demih303 1 week ago
i Can relate, i just got out of inpatient at Swedish American for suicide and cutting, i have for about a year i did it again the night i got out. im back there but only for a parcel so i get to come home at night, i havent done it for about 2 days...
ashlibarr 1 week ago
I can relate to this so much. I found someone just like the song.!! They don't know it yet.. Ive been clean for 8 months now. It feels good :)
MonstaGib 1 week ago
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This song I can really relate to. It's got me through a lot.. I really just wish I had a friend to open up to though :( Check my video about my self harm story and inbox me, if you want a friend
RevolutionaryPain 1 week ago
*part 2
guys somone loves you :) stay strong and believe me the feeling you get after being clean for months is amazing! i care about you guys! pm me if you want to i'll listen! thanks <3 xxx
elzloveshorses 1 week ago
havent selfharmed for about 3 or 4 months now :') its not been easy and it still isnt. eachday i battle feelings but knowing i have friends who care helps abit, i never self harmed in what people would call the "normal" way. it was rare for me to actually cut myself (not that i never did it, but it was still rare" i pulled my hair out and scratched my arms. i alos pulled my eyelashes out. (i have hardky any lashes on my right eye :L) but being strong for this long is a BIG achievement.
elzloveshorses 1 week ago
I cut myself tonight... before tonight, i hadnt cut for about two weeks, but today i went to see my friend at a secure unit for mentally ill young people.. :'(
breakinbenjaminlover 1 week ago
Thank God for this song. I've... cut myself before. This song is slowly helping, and I hope to God that it's helping other people to stop too.
AzashValim 1 week ago
They sound soo different
lovelovejun19 1 week ago
luv this song :P
BreannaTheBawss 1 week ago
Ok all you people that say we cut for attention! It's not alright! Cutting releases endorphins wich are a natural high and it feels good. We all have our own "sick ways in relieving pain some of our is by cutting some drink etc so stop the steryotypes
jordanhayess 1 week ago
This song reminds me of my boyfriend and I. I promised him to stop cutting myself forever. He's the only reason I haven't cut too deep. I love you Maverick.<3
awesomechic123 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
Why write love on your arms when you can cut it? </3
Dreamsong155 1 week ago
I'm A Cutter. I'm 13. I've Tried Suicide.
Giving Up Doesn't Always Mean Your Weak, Sometimes It Means Your Strong Enough To Let Go.
I'm Ready To Let Go.)':
colonelpride 1 week ago 36
@colonelpride I agree life's a bitch and I often want to let go but I don't. Suicide is a terbile mistake. It leaves behind so many scars. My school district has had two suicides one of wich was an old friend of mine. I hadn't talked to him in two years and the last thing I told him was terrible I'll regret for the rest of my life I want to take it back so bad. Don't ever forget your value in life, you're perfect, perfectly yourself if you even need to talk messge me.
PrankStarsMelandDar 1 week ago
@colonelpride No baby, It means you have been strong for to long.
MissZrinaStyxx 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
@colonoscopies same for me but I started cutting at 12
1secondhandserenade 1 week ago
@colonelpride yeah me to. Im ready to go home to god.
marine3200 1 week ago
@colonelpride Me and you both. ):
ThePaige212 1 week ago
@colonelpride I know that feeling. I've attempted suicide 3 times, but I finally decided it wasn't time to let go. It isn't time for you to let go either. You're important, and unique, and the world needs you in some way or another. Weather you know it yet or not.
Nightshadow077 1 week ago
@colonelpride don't let go. please.
kittenfondler27 1 week ago
@colonelpride I'm 20 I attempted suicide when i was 16 . it isn't the right way to go about things. i promise you that. Ask for help. reach out to a teacher or pastor someone anyone. call a suicide help line. things will get better. i still have bad days but you can get thru this. if you need someone to talk to message me on here.
mattison1526 1 week ago
@colonelpride I'm in the same boat as you are. I'm 13 almost 14. I cut. I want to commit suicide so many times. But I'm not brave enough to do it. So I stay to the blades, and the burns.
IlluminaudioIN 1 week ago
@colonelpride Do you have somebody to talk with?
I'm 14. And I'm just like the other SI/SH's.
Would you like to talk with me?
I'm there if you want to talk.
ToEveryEnemy 1 week ago
@colonelpride I'm here if you want to talk. I've been through plenty and I'm in the same position as you.
Breexrawrx 1 week ago
1sabrina101 - thank u for sayin something I wanted to
TheCrazyzombie15 2 weeks ago
people dont cut themselves for attention. people cut to let out pressure , to let out memmories and pain in general. if cutting helps them get through it all and breath in then who are you to critisize and comment.. check your life before you start trying to make life descicions for others if cutting is their out thats them everyone has a different 'out' dont like it dont partake keep to your self beause in the end you dont know the situation you dont feel the pain... who are YOU to judge
1sabrina101 2 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
To all the cutters and suicidal and Clinically depressed teens...i'm doing a report on these feelings...to teach kids that this isn't a joke...if you would be willing to help me Plz inbox me... i will keep this anonymous and no personal info will be needed.TY...Btw i am not gonna try to "force help" im not gonna "report you" and im not trying to offend or make fun of anyone because i know this isn't funny
thankyou for your help
lorena7247 2 weeks ago
This song describes me.
It all started.. Last summer, I met this boy at a football game. Then we lasted for two and a half months. He broke up with me and my only choice was too cut. It was like giving my pain away. Then there was another boy, his name was Tayvon. He made me feel like I was the happiest girl on earth. He made me stop cutting because I had relief in his life. Then he was talking shit about me behind my back during the relationship so I started cutting again. Then I dated his be
Hannahisjinxxifiedxp 2 weeks ago
Beautiful. Enough said.
ThethreeElectricals 2 weeks ago
Everyone i get close to dies, my boyfriend was my everything, and now he's a thousand miles away, and i can no longer call him mine. valentines day has turned into singles day. i've been cutting since 7th grade. i've been emotionally and physically abused. my parents found out i've had sex and cut off my entire life. i dont see the point in life anymore, its not like anything will get better,
AlexCheerBaby101 2 weeks ago
@AlexCheerBaby101 hey dont think of life that way never let anyone put you down ur life will turn around sooner or later if need someone to talk to message me because i helped my friends stop im sure i could help you,what age are you now?
theres someone out there for you and you just need to find them <3
davidb1323 2 weeks ago
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AlexCheerBaby101 2 weeks ago
People don't cut themselfs cause they want attention. They want to escape their pain. Everybody deals with problems on their own way, don't forget that... Physcal pain to forget about mental pain :(
THAngel01 2 weeks ago 2
i dont know how to reply to people im new to utube...
CrystalSnow42 2 weeks ago
@CrystalSnow42 I sent you a message. just click on your account name on the top right of your youtube account and then under it click on inbox and you'll find my message. if you want to reply to comments just hover your mouse over the comment and on the right of the comment there will be a box that says "reply" click on that and you can reply to their message. hope you're doing well and i hope things are going alright for you! i wish you the best!!
SwitchfootIsai 1 week ago
@CrystalSnow42 Kk, I'll send yu ah MSG,
HeadBeforHeart 2 weeks ago
My boyfriend left me to days ago to go out with my best friend she don't even like him she said it just to make her look big she's has 29 bfriends since primary
ravengirl1328 2 weeks ago
A new name for people that ccut theirselfs: BODY CUTTERS I get called that cause I cut my self even over silly things like if I fail ob a test I'll go home get a bottle and smash it on my leg I dodo that last time and I'm not afraid to say it IM A CUTTER AND I ENT HIDING IT :-)
ravengirl1328 2 weeks ago