I was just wondering. Why do some of the photo's, front cover for example, appear to be CGI/Animae-like. Either that or they were airbrushed to a point that was extremely over the top. It makes you look like a fake doll in the pictures.
I am just wondering because you are so beautiful and you don't need that. Like a said it makes you look like your not a person.
I'm not trying to be mean, I just want to know why you decided to edit the pictures that way.
I am so happy to see how lovely the calender came out after all your hard work, its really was lovely!! I am so happy to been a part of the lovely jewels you featured of my designs! Thank yo u for that, @niftyvintagenecklace
your great and your calender is so nicee i bought it and i cant stop luking at ur pics thank you for putting in such hard effort and getting this done for all of us ur the greatest
@TanisR1995 you know- i respect you for being honest, but i really do not respect you for saying she doesn't do anything about her condition, and seriously? CAN YOU READ? she responded to someone 2 weeks ago about what and how she "does something" about her condition... really. its so immaturish of you to say that... try having her severe condition for one week- you'll understand how she feels... she's had this since she was 6. imagine how hard it is for her to make these videos and post them...
Jemma dear I am so getting your calender and will promote it on twitter and to my friends, I'm a huge fan of yours and I really want to support you, I'd like to know how can I send you something, gift or ..etc that if you are okay with it too, thank you beautiful, take care and please don't stop making your videos
Thats sad :( i feel bad for her. I dont know anyone that has that illness or even heard of it. But anyways im glad i discovered you on youtube i love your voice :) especially for the gladiator cover song !
Your amazing and I'm proud of how well you do considering your agoraphobia, I think your very brave ♥ keep up the amazing voice- can't wait for your album ! xx Big Fan ♥♥♥
Your a lovely person and a beautiful girl, you have become a voice for agoraphobia, no one else talked about it, and you should be so proud Jemma, well done on your achievements despite your disorder, you are a true inspiration xxxx
@BeAuTiFuLlXxXLIFE Not that shes the thing you called her because shes not, but she is a 20 year old WOMAN, not a child, she can do what she wants, and anyone who judges her.. well that says a lot more about them than her doesn't it :)
@BeAuTiFuLlXxXLIFE If you knew how much courage it took this girl to do this, and she did it all on her own from the photography to the modelling to the styling, you wouldnt be saying this. She doesnt like the way she looks and it was a HUGE step for her to make a calendar. Shes NOT selling herself either, if youre going to mock this girl for taking a step towards getting better then shame on you, its not a slutty calendar its a very nice one and im a girl! It was a very personal thing for her!
@BeAuTiFuLlXxXLIFE You CLEARLY dont understand agoraphobia, its an ILLNESS it doesnt just take courage and confidence to leave because sufferers CANT LEAVE, shes been housebound for 3 years. Also she ISNT a s**g and how dare you say that, you havent even seen the calendar, so id apologise now if i were you before you get a hoard of people commenting you! Shes clothed and the most revealing pic is the one on the front, you havent even seen the images! Sad girls who have to say nasty things!
@mizlilybeez She doesn't only have panic attacks, panic attacks are just one of the many horrible symptoms she has daily from her illness agoraphobia, shes been completely housebound for nearly 3 years and has not only agoraphobia, but severe anxiety, body dysmorphic disorder, depression and more. But yes she's amazing a true inspiration in that she doesnt give up and is trying to conquer her confidence issues and live her dreams :) xxxx
@sandypookielove NO ONE was holding the camera for the video footage when i was taking my shots i balanced my iphone on my cupboard myself,simple, iphones automatically focus, yes and the camera itself WAS NOT moving i did that effect in imovie! For the last time NO ONE HELPED ME, no one was even in my room when i took these photos and its the last time i shall say it. I put my everything into this calendar, it took over every day for about 6 months, i did everything on my own.
@chickychang1 She ISNT half naked at all, the front cover is the least clothes and inside she is wearing full clothing, Im getting a bit annoyed with people saying stuff like this about her. Look on all the other singers/models calendars they are nearly all fully naked. Jemma is FULLY CLOTHED inside the calendar! x
@LordJonathan420 They??? Who? Did you even listen to the video JEMMA TOOK THE IMAGES HERSELF, she even goes into detail how she took the images using her camera, a tripod a backdrop and lighting in her own bedroom, she even put videos of her taking the shoot images in this video!!
I really hope you respond to this as im really curious(: the disorder that you have, what exactly are you afraid of? havent you been out your house AT all? how do you like do everything? x x x
Wow, I read an article in an online paper about you, I didn't know your work but gratz on the effort and strenght you have, I hope you'll be able to walk outside one day and have some nice houseparty.
GJ with the calendar. When will I hear you sing a cover version of a George Michael song? His big hit Outside, prehaps. You do realize you are your own limitation, right?
Is that a Sennheiser microphone, in white color? I guess typical male, primarily interested in tech-stuff but I like mic's and I need it to get my singing into the software. One can use the girl as someone to sing to if a love song. Hm, what else is in there, I wonder about miss June and miss July what's on for the summer-months? Cause I'm planning to put the best ones in my Studio-room as reminder why we do this.
@RaiCoss Yeah someone who has only had ONE boyfriend in her whole life and been with him for over 5 years is a hoe... NOT. Stop throwing your incorrect terms around online and do something useful with your time. This girl is not a hoe, the complete opposite so go and judge someone else.Idiot.This girl hates the way she looks to a huge extreme, thats why the calendar was such a big thing for her and was so hard for her to do, she also did it all on her own,don't judge people its a horrible trait.
@RaiCoss How dare you say that about her! Bother to watch the video or take the time to read her blogs or talk to her before saying such disgusting things, take your horrible language elsewhere. This calendar is not just a calendar to her,this girl is doing an amazing job of trying to conquer her biggest fears and confidence issues from home despite being completely housebound with severe agoraphobia. She is neither cheap or a hoe so think before you speak. She is also FULLY CLOTHED.
i have 100% faith you will succeed you phobia. when this day arrives, you will be a star just like the artist you sing their songs. believe, with time you will be able to even do concerts. however, good things come to those who wait (and work). take care :)
If people say negative things about your calender just don't listen to them, laugh at them because their just jealous that you are doing so well with the things you want to do, for example your singing (which is amazing) and obvs the calender. I hope one day that you will overcome your phobia!! I know your calender will do extremly well as you are beautiful :)
In all honesty I don't think you can make a calendar with 'sexy' images and not expect pervy comment.s I mean latex outfits are not exactly conservative. I'm starting CBT early Jan just wondering how you found it Jemma? I have heard really good things but I'm a little scared too.
Even tho the music you make isn't my style, i really respect your honesty, about your phobia (as you might call it) and all the hard work you put into it doing every solo. most be very hard teaching yourself all those skills, So stating that. you are a strong person eager too learn. put that in use and face your biggest fear. if you can come this far,.. you can do this even tho it might be very scary. seek professional help
@oxide112 Thank you for your kind words, as for seek some help, over the years i have had every therapy possible for agoraphobia in my home. I have seen drs, gateway workers, been through the whole mental health system, hypnotherapy, psychiatrists, even past life regression therapy, EFT, NLP, cognitive behavioural therapy, specialists in agoraphobia, specialist methods, breathing techniques, i even listen to hypnotherapy tapes every night hoping it will help and i will wake up normal.
I suffer the Klinefelter syndrome, The hardest thing for me, leaving aside the physical sequels and its consequences..is the Psychological disorders, but life has brought me into circumstances that Ive been broken so many times that its almost become natural to me now...You know, I'm gonna make it..Cause, I have nothing left to lose..and you should do the same..you are admirable, much love!
Woah, this calendar looks amazing. You are such an inspiration - you're beautiful and genuine and above all, courageous for creating this calendar. Complete respect for you.
Sorry, I commented on one of your other videos and forgot to say, you should try one of the ending themes from LOTR like "gollum's song"-Emiliana Torrini or "may it be"-Enya. Also wow you're from the UK I thought you'd be from the US dunno why maybe because of the density of US video makers. Anyway I'm blabbing and have a laboratory report to write so I'll shoosh now and wish you well (again).
@Jemmahixon I know what you're probably thinking. Why is it me who gained this problem with agrophobia and not some nasty woman? 1. The lord is testing you others he gave up testing ages ago and you passed them all, being so nice. 2. That was the only thing to equalise the good from bad ( the good being your incredible voice and outstanding voice).
@AuroraWhispers Thats why im not getting one :P It looks like an Amazing calender but (NOT SAYING IT LOOKS SLUTTY OR HALF NAKED CAUSE IT DESNT !!) but its not the type of photos i would have :P
Hello my name is Jenny and I love your voice, you're awesome! Obviously I love your calendar:) You should come to Spain! It is possible that what I write is rare but in my defense I will say that is because the translator ;)
niftyvintagenecklace or vintagetoygal/etsy.com if you are interested in seeing more Cute Hello Kitty necklace creations like the one Jemma is wearing! Beautiful video!! I can't wait to get my calender too, such a huge accomplishment for you ! Good job xoxo
I give you props girl... U do it all on ur own and especially having to go through all that must be hard but ur killin it ur awsome talented beautiful and productive keep it up ur awsome...
Beautiful!!! I love the calender and your songs you are so adorable! I love all your jewelry and hair accesories too! Can't wait to hear more in the future about you!
I love your hair. :') It's gorgeous. I WANT IT. :')
Btw, i've just been reading through the comments that people have been saying to you and tbh, i think they're a bit extreme. I know that you must be proud of yourself. And tbh, i'm proud of you too.
I find it amazing how you do all these things in your condition. You really are an inspiration. :')xxx
im not trying to be rude i just want to learn. since you cant go outside what do you do all day? btw you're so pretty and i know you dont believe it but i wish i looked like you :) love your voice btw :)
@jimmbi Have no idea "how man have asked her to marry them" close to impossible to know but what IS possible to know is if oneself have asked her to marry. I haven't yet so I'll do that now: Jemma will you marry me? ..If yes:) what are you going to wear? What would be nice, classic, edgy and should/must it be white or could white and silver be fine?
WOW ALL THESE HATERZ ARE SO FUCKIN LAME OMG I WISH I COULD HAVE 5 MIN WIT THEM IN PERSON LMAO CUZ I WOULD SHUT THEM UP REAL QUICK DATZ REAL TALK BUT LUV U JEMMA
@dropbeazz no, no i get it. i've a phd in psychology and i know for a fact that 90% of the time, "victims" of mental disease are autoproclamed "deseased" only couse they don't have the courage of facing theyr fears :)
Well done babe! You've did amazing!! I'm very proud to see you're doing so well and challenging yourself and setting goals which are hard to reach and topping them :-) Much kudos to you :D
@Jenniferosey Actually, it makes more sense than you might think. When people have a problem with fear of something they often have a fascination with it too. I don't think someone making a calendar of themselves makes me think "wow..there's a confident person". It makes me think "there is someone who is very conscious of their body image". Looking for approval, trying to face your fears...there are all sorts of possible reasons why an insecure person would do this.
Well done Jemma , i bought one from Australia , i love your music and how you try and to succeed in a difficult stage in your life , im supportive ! <3 x
I know you have BDD and i know you dont think you are beautiful no matter what anyone says, but regardless of what you think, i think you look amazing and i know that wont change how you feel about yourself but its my honest opinion. As for the bullies on here you should be ashamed of yourself for the rude things you have written about Jemma, some people have no manners. Rock on Jemma! xoxox
Jemma you are amazin, no matter what any haters want to say, your fans and family know you are an amazing person with a heart of gold, you show people they dont have to give up on life if they have a mental illness and you should be VERY proud of that! As for anyone calling you horrid terms they really know nothing about you and their comments dont even deserve to be read. Chin up. The fact youve done this all on your own is amazin! You are really something special.
Lady Gaga struts around in nothing but underwear no one bats an eyelid,Rihanna grinds on stage,Xtina sings "Dirrty" in leather chaps while getting wet in water,Beyonce,Cheryl Cole are usually half naked.Singers pose for mags in less than underwear daily and produce calendars which they pose practically naked in.Jem works hard to release a calendar which isnt even half as revealing as the people mentioned and gets slated.Grow up people you want to see "slutty" just turn on any music channel!
Very impressive jemma :) and for me you look stunning just beautiful, wish you the best with this and just keep going on you are an impressive performer and a nice person.
@RedHawkHiddenFace Idiot, this girl isn't slutty, people throw around the most disgusting terms these days. Do you know what the term actually means? Its term applied to an individual who is considered to have loose sexual morals or who is sexually promiscuous. Jemma has only had one boyfriend in her whole life who she has been with for over 5 years and shes still with him. That is not a slut! You chose to throw your disgusting terms at the wrong girl,Jem has extremely high morals, how dare you!
Everyone should perhaps calm down a little bit? :) Jemma is gorgeous and has made a stunning calendar...I'm not a "Calendar" kind of guy myself..but hey, if I was I can't think of many people I'd rather see every day for a year!
As for the haters...ok..it IS kinda unusual that someone with confidence problems would want to do this...but frankly it's Jemma's business and if she wants to make a calendar and people want to buy it (and they WILL!) .it's a free country!!!!!
Congratulations! It looks fabulous and you look fabulous!
You are a true inspiration to many people i think its hard for some people to realise what you are going through everyday. But you are able to perform and show the world your talents!
Thank you so much for doing the calendar, its great and roll on 2012. You look stunning and its obvious to see your going from strength to strength. All the best and take care.
@jemmahixon I am truley not trying to tell you how you feel or judge you and i did watch the whole video. But i do find it hard to believe that someone poseing the way u have, doesnt like the way they look even a bit , that is just my opinion. Im not jealous or trying to make you feel bad about your self, for my own gain beause i think it great what your doing and showing other people with BDD and agoraphobia to be more positive. That is just what i think, but i am happy for you and your success
@ur1dreamgirl There is no point trying to even explain illnesses like BDD to people like you, because you are plain ignorant. You have no idea what its like to suffer with an illness like that and you sit there judging away and by the way adding to her issues. Well done. You have no idea. They say ignorance is bliss!
@Jenniferosey But the calendar is my way of taking the first steps to try and overcome some of my confidence issues.You may not understand this, but its something that only other sufferers could understand and even then they couldnt know how i feel about myself as an individual. You cant tell how someone feels about themselves by looking at them, from a video or an image. Mental illnesses and confidence issues are far deeper than that. But i am proud of myself for making my calendar x
@Jenniferosey If you think I like how i look in my calendar? You couldn't be more wrong,I dont like how i look in the images,I dont look at it and think i look nice, i look at it and pick out everything i hate about myself, which is pretty much everything.I see my calendar next to all of these models calendars and i feel so out of place having mine amongst theirs because i dont look anything like those beautiful models.
@Jenniferosey but illnesses like BDD and agoraphobia are mental,you cant see them from the outside but they are very real for sufferers like me. When i sing or am in front of a camera being creative in any way, performing,i feel like a different person, almost confident not in my looks but in myself a little more,I can be someone else for 3 minutes. However in every day life i am a very unconfident anxious agoraphobic who hasnt left her home at all in nearly 3 years now. So please dont judge x
@Jenniferosey I dont have confidence in the way i look, it probably didnt help being bullied.But having BDD is hard,we all have days where we look in the mirror and dislike what we see but i have an illness which causes me to see a completely distorted reflection of myself.I dont see myself as "pretty" and i feel that people mock me or feel sorry for me when they say you are pretty" because i dont see it. People think they can tell if someones confident by looking at them...
@Jenniferosey Did you watch my video? I have severe BDD, i dont like the way i look to an extreme and id change it all if i could. I dont see myself as "pretty" and no ones opinion will change that. I wanted to release this calendar to try to begin to take the first steps towards overcoming my BDD and try to gain confidence, for me this calendar is my way of saying i dont like myself, but this is me and i cant change me. So please dont speak about how i feel about myself you have no idea!
i love how you take the time to reply to most comments.I have a question if you dont mind but do you have some kind of work out that you do cause you look good
@leekaiwei School?!? She's 20 years old nearly 21 shes already done her education. Shes done her GCSES and A Levels and ive heard her say that she wants to sit more exams from home like maths and a few more.
@MisssLauraaaX I don't think its anyone's business,I wouldn't ask anyone else that question as its very personal, but i don't think you're trying to be offensive, my parents support me money wise and always have done, i live with them. I am very grateful being brought up the way i have been and they will carry on to support me in that way, but i don't want to live off my parents forever so i set up my own business so i could start to gain my own independence and some of my own income from home x
Well done Jemma, it looks beautiful! I suffer with bad anxiety myself, it's how i came across your channel in the first place actually. Although i'm not completely housebound, i understand how difficult it is and how naive some people are when it comes to understanding how difficult it is to suffer from this. Wish you all the best, never give up hope that we can beat this! :) xx
I have suffered from agoraphobia and panic attacks myself and it is not something I would wish upon my worst enemy cause its horrible. I dont suffer from it anymore thank god, I luckily got well and without any medicin too. So thankful for that. But it makes me sad to hear that you havent been outside for three years:( You seem like such a sweet person and you are really talented so its a waste that you cant participate out in the world. Do you get any help to get better?
@ThaSpiderInternetsho I did everything for the calendar myself, i don't have any deals with anyone :s i did it all on my own, i am a self styled, self represented artist, and everything i do to do with my music and calendar i have done on my own with no help. I did it all myself from my bedroom i did the photography, styling, concepts and modelling on my own. You dont need to be signed to make one.. If you watch the video you will hear how i did everything on my own. x
@jemmahixon ok i undestand and i wish u could do it for me because my camera doesn't do what urs does and i did what tha whole video and it was good and tha calender looks amazing! how did u get it published and made ?
I love this! You're so strong! One day you will be able to go outside again, travel around the world and sing to everybody, I just know it. And when you do, come to Norway, will ya? ;)
JEMMA DNT LET THESE DUMB ASS HATERZ GET TO U BY REPLYING TO THERE STUPIDITY CUZ UR SO TALENTED ND BEAUTIFUL I LOVE U SO MUCH ND CARE ABOUT U HOPE U GET WELL SOON SWEETY ALWAYS UR NUMBER 1 FAN HEHE
@dropbeatzz I removed the comment because after i read it over, i realised my point came out all wrong and i sounded like a complete dick, so for that i apologize.
And yes i do know what its like, my sister has a very similar condition, and i have to look after her.
I was just wondering. Why do some of the photo's, front cover for example, appear to be CGI/Animae-like. Either that or they were airbrushed to a point that was extremely over the top. It makes you look like a fake doll in the pictures.
I am just wondering because you are so beautiful and you don't need that. Like a said it makes you look like your not a person.
I'm not trying to be mean, I just want to know why you decided to edit the pictures that way.
JoJo54696 1 week ago
I am so happy to see how lovely the calender came out after all your hard work, its really was lovely!! I am so happy to been a part of the lovely jewels you featured of my designs! Thank yo u for that, @niftyvintagenecklace
niftyvintagegirl 1 week ago in playlist Jemma Wearing my necklace designs!
your great and your calender is so nicee i bought it and i cant stop luking at ur pics thank you for putting in such hard effort and getting this done for all of us ur the greatest
missjennifer9 1 week ago
I think you are realy good singer.
Wojpawlo 1 month ago
just read ur interview in reveal magazine
GlamourBlackout 1 month ago
R u rich
Ryanne211 1 month ago
Hi my name is Alissa u need to sing new York
Ryanne211 1 month ago
WoW, taking pic by ur own is really difficult 0_0 anyway good luck with selling the calender
even though im not big fan for these stuff like posters or calenders but i will purchase one for supportiing ya.
suggestion: make these images as posters and sell 'em
good look my dear
alipiece 1 month ago
it's so bad to have a life in your room...
shaw2324 1 month ago
PLEASE do a cover on Love The Way You Lie Part 2!!
like so she can see it :)
OhhEmmG33 2 months ago
@TanisR1995 you know- i respect you for being honest, but i really do not respect you for saying she doesn't do anything about her condition, and seriously? CAN YOU READ? she responded to someone 2 weeks ago about what and how she "does something" about her condition... really. its so immaturish of you to say that... try having her severe condition for one week- you'll understand how she feels... she's had this since she was 6. imagine how hard it is for her to make these videos and post them...
doodoobirdie 2 months ago
Jemma dear I am so getting your calender and will promote it on twitter and to my friends, I'm a huge fan of yours and I really want to support you, I'd like to know how can I send you something, gift or ..etc that if you are okay with it too, thank you beautiful, take care and please don't stop making your videos
IAmTriple333Three 2 months ago
@TanisR1995 There is a video interview where she got help form A doctor
AppleGuitarGuy 2 months ago
Thats sad :( i feel bad for her. I dont know anyone that has that illness or even heard of it. But anyways im glad i discovered you on youtube i love your voice :) especially for the gladiator cover song !
gokunumberone 2 months ago
Thats so awesome!Jemma!Thanks so much for sharing your calender!;-)
akasha6876 2 months ago
Your amazing and I'm proud of how well you do considering your agoraphobia, I think your very brave ♥ keep up the amazing voice- can't wait for your album ! xx Big Fan ♥♥♥
get8away8baby 2 months ago
Your a lovely person and a beautiful girl, you have become a voice for agoraphobia, no one else talked about it, and you should be so proud Jemma, well done on your achievements despite your disorder, you are a true inspiration xxxx
xiluvgagax 2 months ago
@BeAuTiFuLlXxXLIFE Not that shes the thing you called her because shes not, but she is a 20 year old WOMAN, not a child, she can do what she wants, and anyone who judges her.. well that says a lot more about them than her doesn't it :)
xiluvgagax 2 months ago
@BeAuTiFuLlXxXLIFE If you knew how much courage it took this girl to do this, and she did it all on her own from the photography to the modelling to the styling, you wouldnt be saying this. She doesnt like the way she looks and it was a HUGE step for her to make a calendar. Shes NOT selling herself either, if youre going to mock this girl for taking a step towards getting better then shame on you, its not a slutty calendar its a very nice one and im a girl! It was a very personal thing for her!
emmyjaye1 2 months ago
@BeAuTiFuLlXxXLIFE You CLEARLY dont understand agoraphobia, its an ILLNESS it doesnt just take courage and confidence to leave because sufferers CANT LEAVE, shes been housebound for 3 years. Also she ISNT a s**g and how dare you say that, you havent even seen the calendar, so id apologise now if i were you before you get a hoard of people commenting you! Shes clothed and the most revealing pic is the one on the front, you havent even seen the images! Sad girls who have to say nasty things!
emmyjaye1 2 months ago
She looks AMAZING! Beautiful work doll, I wish you could be a model!
But where did you get/ how did you make those gorgeous outfits!?
I'm stunned lol
theRipVanZombie 2 months ago
Ah you are so pretty :) trying so hard to over come your panic attacks, you are my hero :) xxx
mizlilybeez 2 months ago
@mizlilybeez She doesn't only have panic attacks, panic attacks are just one of the many horrible symptoms she has daily from her illness agoraphobia, shes been completely housebound for nearly 3 years and has not only agoraphobia, but severe anxiety, body dysmorphic disorder, depression and more. But yes she's amazing a true inspiration in that she doesnt give up and is trying to conquer her confidence issues and live her dreams :) xxxx
emmyjaye1 2 months ago
@sandypookielove NO ONE was holding the camera for the video footage when i was taking my shots i balanced my iphone on my cupboard myself,simple, iphones automatically focus, yes and the camera itself WAS NOT moving i did that effect in imovie! For the last time NO ONE HELPED ME, no one was even in my room when i took these photos and its the last time i shall say it. I put my everything into this calendar, it took over every day for about 6 months, i did everything on my own.
jemmahixon 2 months ago
Why is she half naked in each pic of the calendar?? But im still getting it :)
chickychang1 2 months ago
@chickychang1 She ISNT half naked at all, the front cover is the least clothes and inside she is wearing full clothing, Im getting a bit annoyed with people saying stuff like this about her. Look on all the other singers/models calendars they are nearly all fully naked. Jemma is FULLY CLOTHED inside the calendar! x
emmyjaye1 2 months ago
@LordJonathan420 They??? Who? Did you even listen to the video JEMMA TOOK THE IMAGES HERSELF, she even goes into detail how she took the images using her camera, a tripod a backdrop and lighting in her own bedroom, she even put videos of her taking the shoot images in this video!!
dropbeatzz 2 months ago
I really hope you respond to this as im really curious(: the disorder that you have, what exactly are you afraid of? havent you been out your house AT all? how do you like do everything? x x x
elliemortonxxx 2 months ago
Wow, I read an article in an online paper about you, I didn't know your work but gratz on the effort and strenght you have, I hope you'll be able to walk outside one day and have some nice houseparty.
Good luck ;)
klaas2804 2 months ago
GJ with the calendar. When will I hear you sing a cover version of a George Michael song? His big hit Outside, prehaps. You do realize you are your own limitation, right?
Mamonar 2 months ago
Is that a Sennheiser microphone, in white color? I guess typical male, primarily interested in tech-stuff but I like mic's and I need it to get my singing into the software. One can use the girl as someone to sing to if a love song. Hm, what else is in there, I wonder about miss June and miss July what's on for the summer-months? Cause I'm planning to put the best ones in my Studio-room as reminder why we do this.
rawstarmusic 2 months ago
Cheap ho
RaiCoss 2 months ago
@RaiCoss Yeah someone who has only had ONE boyfriend in her whole life and been with him for over 5 years is a hoe... NOT. Stop throwing your incorrect terms around online and do something useful with your time. This girl is not a hoe, the complete opposite so go and judge someone else.Idiot.This girl hates the way she looks to a huge extreme, thats why the calendar was such a big thing for her and was so hard for her to do, she also did it all on her own,don't judge people its a horrible trait.
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RaiCoss 2 months ago
@RaiCoss How dare you say that about her! Bother to watch the video or take the time to read her blogs or talk to her before saying such disgusting things, take your horrible language elsewhere. This calendar is not just a calendar to her,this girl is doing an amazing job of trying to conquer her biggest fears and confidence issues from home despite being completely housebound with severe agoraphobia. She is neither cheap or a hoe so think before you speak. She is also FULLY CLOTHED.
emmyjaye1 2 months ago
Do you like watermelon?
Skate4Cookie 2 months ago
Well impressed mate ;)
etaylor1993 2 months ago
TITS OR GTFO
jergen07 2 months ago
@jergen07 Don't be so disrespectful this girls battling with an illness and trying to get over many confidence issues
emmyjaye1 2 months ago
i have 100% faith you will succeed you phobia. when this day arrives, you will be a star just like the artist you sing their songs. believe, with time you will be able to even do concerts. however, good things come to those who wait (and work). take care :)
karlmarkzer 2 months ago
hey girl, lots of strength, and i hope one day you can overwin all your fears
ananushi 2 months ago
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azerty534 2 months ago
You are a true inspiration Jemma - well done doing this project alone! B
TheKnightimeProject 2 months ago
If people say negative things about your calender just don't listen to them, laugh at them because their just jealous that you are doing so well with the things you want to do, for example your singing (which is amazing) and obvs the calender. I hope one day that you will overcome your phobia!! I know your calender will do extremly well as you are beautiful :)
ginor51 2 months ago
wow !
Just2BeWithHer 2 months ago
The Sun brought me here, and I'm glad it did..... i WILL get this .. best calender i will ever. own :)
ROCKETMAN595 2 months ago
In all honesty I don't think you can make a calendar with 'sexy' images and not expect pervy comment.s I mean latex outfits are not exactly conservative. I'm starting CBT early Jan just wondering how you found it Jemma? I have heard really good things but I'm a little scared too.
TheSadieJanie 2 months ago
Must...have....calendar..... I err, need to know dates and stuff....*cough*
pyrotekniks63 2 months ago 3
Even tho the music you make isn't my style, i really respect your honesty, about your phobia (as you might call it) and all the hard work you put into it doing every solo. most be very hard teaching yourself all those skills, So stating that. you are a strong person eager too learn. put that in use and face your biggest fear. if you can come this far,.. you can do this even tho it might be very scary. seek professional help
oxide112 2 months ago 7
@oxide112 Thank you for your kind words, as for seek some help, over the years i have had every therapy possible for agoraphobia in my home. I have seen drs, gateway workers, been through the whole mental health system, hypnotherapy, psychiatrists, even past life regression therapy, EFT, NLP, cognitive behavioural therapy, specialists in agoraphobia, specialist methods, breathing techniques, i even listen to hypnotherapy tapes every night hoping it will help and i will wake up normal.
jemmahixon 2 months ago 10
I LOVE YOU.XXX
Dannyy802 2 months ago
wow i would destroy you.. absolutely gorgeous
GrimeNick 2 months ago
I like your vids jemma. You re very talented and beautiful. Hope you keep up the good work and become even more famous. Take care :)
karlmarkzer 2 months ago
I suffer the Klinefelter syndrome, The hardest thing for me, leaving aside the physical sequels and its consequences..is the Psychological disorders, but life has brought me into circumstances that Ive been broken so many times that its almost become natural to me now...You know, I'm gonna make it..Cause, I have nothing left to lose..and you should do the same..you are admirable, much love!
DerekNorthChannel 2 months ago 15
:)
MeganHarrt011 2 months ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Woah, this calendar looks amazing. You are such an inspiration - you're beautiful and genuine and above all, courageous for creating this calendar. Complete respect for you.
beccicool 2 months ago
Sorry, I commented on one of your other videos and forgot to say, you should try one of the ending themes from LOTR like "gollum's song"-Emiliana Torrini or "may it be"-Enya. Also wow you're from the UK I thought you'd be from the US dunno why maybe because of the density of US video makers. Anyway I'm blabbing and have a laboratory report to write so I'll shoosh now and wish you well (again).
ratchet600 2 months ago
@Jemmahixon I know what you're probably thinking. Why is it me who gained this problem with agrophobia and not some nasty woman? 1. The lord is testing you others he gave up testing ages ago and you passed them all, being so nice. 2. That was the only thing to equalise the good from bad ( the good being your incredible voice and outstanding voice).
InazumaElevenFreak 2 months ago
You Are So Beautiful Girl
jmcnallyua 2 months ago
You're such a nice person! Your calender looks amazing but my parents might question this seeing as I'm a straight female haha. Well done! <3
AuroraWhispers 3 months ago
@AuroraWhispers Thats why im not getting one :P It looks like an Amazing calender but (NOT SAYING IT LOOKS SLUTTY OR HALF NAKED CAUSE IT DESNT !!) but its not the type of photos i would have :P
FillionDollarSmile 2 months ago
Hello my name is Jenny and I love your voice, you're awesome! Obviously I love your calendar:) You should come to Spain! It is possible that what I write is rare but in my defense I will say that is because the translator ;)
JenyMartin95 3 months ago
niftyvintagenecklace or vintagetoygal/etsy.com if you are interested in seeing more Cute Hello Kitty necklace creations like the one Jemma is wearing! Beautiful video!! I can't wait to get my calender too, such a huge accomplishment for you ! Good job xoxo
niftyvintagegirl 3 months ago
I give you props girl... U do it all on ur own and especially having to go through all that must be hard but ur killin it ur awsome talented beautiful and productive keep it up ur awsome...
kauaibangahz637 3 months ago
That hello kitty necklace is AWESOME
MrDropthecash 3 months ago
Beautiful!!! I love the calender and your songs you are so adorable! I love all your jewelry and hair accesories too! Can't wait to hear more in the future about you!
sparklelee75 3 months ago
Hi Jemma, I was wondering, What is your microphone called?
WildAndFreexo 3 months ago
I love your hair. :') It's gorgeous. I WANT IT. :')
Btw, i've just been reading through the comments that people have been saying to you and tbh, i think they're a bit extreme. I know that you must be proud of yourself. And tbh, i'm proud of you too.
I find it amazing how you do all these things in your condition. You really are an inspiration. :')xxx
JodieTWx 3 months ago
I want to buy it but my girlfriend would never let me have it lol
YTMusicReview 3 months ago
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YTMusicReview 3 months ago
Well done to you , you really do put 100% into everything!
MrPickup31 3 months ago
@MrPickup31 yeah heff will be calling fo sure!
stefkova1234 3 months ago
Hi JEMMA!
On wich program you make that glowing letters? :D
Raqel453 3 months ago
im not trying to be rude i just want to learn. since you cant go outside what do you do all day? btw you're so pretty and i know you dont believe it but i wish i looked like you :) love your voice btw :)
zsofi1234 3 months ago
you are still aperson you don't want to be rape by your fans lol"
esara6 3 months ago
@esara6 That was so inappropriate
emmyjaye1 3 months ago
@emmyjaye1 everything is inappropriate in a way"
esara6 3 months ago
@esara6 weirdo hater!
sparklelee75 3 months ago
@sparklelee75 I'm not a hater I'm just trying to get her point a view
esara6 3 months ago
Congratulations on taking some steps towards a healthier you!
LivinInFuture 3 months ago
Barbie flexes into positions more naturally
BeyondWrittenWords 3 months ago
Jemma how many people have asked you to marry them?
jimmbi 3 months ago 3
@jimmbi Have no idea "how man have asked her to marry them" close to impossible to know but what IS possible to know is if oneself have asked her to marry. I haven't yet so I'll do that now: Jemma will you marry me? ..If yes:) what are you going to wear? What would be nice, classic, edgy and should/must it be white or could white and silver be fine?
rawstarmusic 3 months ago
WOW ALL THESE HATERZ ARE SO FUCKIN LAME OMG I WISH I COULD HAVE 5 MIN WIT THEM IN PERSON LMAO CUZ I WOULD SHUT THEM UP REAL QUICK DATZ REAL TALK BUT LUV U JEMMA
sexycrystalicous 3 months ago
How do you stay fit and healthy?
I was just wondering because i know you can't leave your house and all that so you're unable to go out for walks or jogging.
Well done on the calender by the way!
Love it! :))
COD33333 3 months ago
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COD33333 3 months ago
You're amazing :) But one downfall-- you never reply to fans :( Just those haters. And you're worth so much more.
klw199614 3 months ago
@dropbeazz no, no i get it. i've a phd in psychology and i know for a fact that 90% of the time, "victims" of mental disease are autoproclamed "deseased" only couse they don't have the courage of facing theyr fears :)
Klonni3 3 months ago
Hey Jemma take it easy :p , the people talk "write" only because have mouth :p (fingers)
nekosamurai1976 3 months ago
Wow that calendar is a must-have!
rawstarmusic 3 months ago
you pose very well :)
sugarymist92 3 months ago
Well done babe! You've did amazing!! I'm very proud to see you're doing so well and challenging yourself and setting goals which are hard to reach and topping them :-) Much kudos to you :D
TheSadieJanie 3 months ago
@Jenniferosey Actually, it makes more sense than you might think. When people have a problem with fear of something they often have a fascination with it too. I don't think someone making a calendar of themselves makes me think "wow..there's a confident person". It makes me think "there is someone who is very conscious of their body image". Looking for approval, trying to face your fears...there are all sorts of possible reasons why an insecure person would do this.
stu1002 3 months ago 3
u sexy adn i know it
lasosya 3 months ago
@jemmahixon: please check your inbox, need to talk to you :)
GentlemanAOfficial 3 months ago
Wow you did a great job! Amazing photos! U're gorgeous Jemma=)
VestyAlex 3 months ago
dang it
fububoi 3 months ago
Whoa, you did all your own photography?!
I checked the link, and the calendar looks outstanding! Good luck with your sales, and I hopefully I can purchase one for 2012 =]! x
KryptoBeatz 3 months ago 10
Well done Jemma , i bought one from Australia , i love your music and how you try and to succeed in a difficult stage in your life , im supportive ! <3 x
KaneNicholson 3 months ago 3
not to be rude but do you have a BF
zero937 3 months ago
@zero937 she does have a bf
Rosiehh076 3 months ago
@Rosiehh076 not a best friend a boy friend
zero937 3 months ago
@zero937 Jemma Does have a boyfriend :)
Rosiehh076 3 months ago
@Rosiehh076 oh then i guess im to late lol
zero937 3 months ago
@Rosiehh076 not a best friend a boy friend
zero937 3 months ago
I know you have BDD and i know you dont think you are beautiful no matter what anyone says, but regardless of what you think, i think you look amazing and i know that wont change how you feel about yourself but its my honest opinion. As for the bullies on here you should be ashamed of yourself for the rude things you have written about Jemma, some people have no manners. Rock on Jemma! xoxox
xiluvgagax 3 months ago
Jemma you are amazin, no matter what any haters want to say, your fans and family know you are an amazing person with a heart of gold, you show people they dont have to give up on life if they have a mental illness and you should be VERY proud of that! As for anyone calling you horrid terms they really know nothing about you and their comments dont even deserve to be read. Chin up. The fact youve done this all on your own is amazin! You are really something special.
thabeastybomb 3 months ago
Lady Gaga struts around in nothing but underwear no one bats an eyelid,Rihanna grinds on stage,Xtina sings "Dirrty" in leather chaps while getting wet in water,Beyonce,Cheryl Cole are usually half naked.Singers pose for mags in less than underwear daily and produce calendars which they pose practically naked in.Jem works hard to release a calendar which isnt even half as revealing as the people mentioned and gets slated.Grow up people you want to see "slutty" just turn on any music channel!
emmyjaye1 3 months ago 12
Very impressive jemma :) and for me you look stunning just beautiful, wish you the best with this and just keep going on you are an impressive performer and a nice person.
Orelus18 3 months ago
I bet it took a lot of work lol you look very great lol girl I love you
acalvord93 3 months ago
wow...she s amazing...please y-t put jemma on 1 lin every body have to see her.
humourcolore 3 months ago
So when your alone, your okay in front of the camera but if your on a show or when there's other people then you would become another person?!
2CarmenLiu 3 months ago
how much is the calender to ship to atlanta ga,,, 30046 zip code rossco_cabel@yahoo.com
decm67 3 months ago
how much is the calender to ship to atlanta ga,,, 30046 zip code
decm67 3 months ago
Sllluuuuuuuuuuttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Imagine that in a high pitch voice like Peter in family guy saying guilty:
RedHawkHiddenFace 3 months ago
@RedHawkHiddenFace Idiot, this girl isn't slutty, people throw around the most disgusting terms these days. Do you know what the term actually means? Its term applied to an individual who is considered to have loose sexual morals or who is sexually promiscuous. Jemma has only had one boyfriend in her whole life who she has been with for over 5 years and shes still with him. That is not a slut! You chose to throw your disgusting terms at the wrong girl,Jem has extremely high morals, how dare you!
dropbeatzz 3 months ago 5
Everyone should perhaps calm down a little bit? :) Jemma is gorgeous and has made a stunning calendar...I'm not a "Calendar" kind of guy myself..but hey, if I was I can't think of many people I'd rather see every day for a year!
As for the haters...ok..it IS kinda unusual that someone with confidence problems would want to do this...but frankly it's Jemma's business and if she wants to make a calendar and people want to buy it (and they WILL!) .it's a free country!!!!!
stu1002 3 months ago
Congratulations! It looks fabulous and you look fabulous!
You are a true inspiration to many people i think its hard for some people to realise what you are going through everyday. But you are able to perform and show the world your talents!
Simply amazing! ^^Nuff Said^^
S4dko 3 months ago
Thank you so much for doing the calendar, its great and roll on 2012. You look stunning and its obvious to see your going from strength to strength. All the best and take care.
SilverStripe82 3 months ago
put light make up is enough... looks more natural....
minamanimo 3 months ago
its good to see you back x
Gencturk92 3 months ago
Well done, looks fab!! x
paniniheaney 3 months ago
This has been flagged as spam show
@jemmahixon did u get out of that house, already?
Klonni3 3 months ago
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Klonni3 3 months ago
I love your accent!:D And well done for making the calender on your own!
sarahLcthatsme 3 months ago
oh and u should make VLOGS even if they are just in your house it would be interesting to see ur day to day life :) x
PokerFace91x 3 months ago
do u wear extensions? x
PokerFace91x 3 months ago
@jemmahixon I am truley not trying to tell you how you feel or judge you and i did watch the whole video. But i do find it hard to believe that someone poseing the way u have, doesnt like the way they look even a bit , that is just my opinion. Im not jealous or trying to make you feel bad about your self, for my own gain beause i think it great what your doing and showing other people with BDD and agoraphobia to be more positive. That is just what i think, but i am happy for you and your success
Jenniferosey 3 months ago
@Jenniferosey I agree with you!
ur1dreamgirl 3 months ago
@ur1dreamgirl There is no point trying to even explain illnesses like BDD to people like you, because you are plain ignorant. You have no idea what its like to suffer with an illness like that and you sit there judging away and by the way adding to her issues. Well done. You have no idea. They say ignorance is bliss!
dropbeatzz 3 months ago 2
@dropbeatzz I agree with you! Well done with your comment. People are so rude. They don't know what it's like unless they've been through it x
xdottigirlx 3 months ago 2
@Jenniferosey But the calendar is my way of taking the first steps to try and overcome some of my confidence issues.You may not understand this, but its something that only other sufferers could understand and even then they couldnt know how i feel about myself as an individual. You cant tell how someone feels about themselves by looking at them, from a video or an image. Mental illnesses and confidence issues are far deeper than that. But i am proud of myself for making my calendar x
jemmahixon 3 months ago 13
Wow I think it's amazing how you did it all on your own! Props to you :)
missypoo2u 3 months ago
@Jenniferosey If you think I like how i look in my calendar? You couldn't be more wrong,I dont like how i look in the images,I dont look at it and think i look nice, i look at it and pick out everything i hate about myself, which is pretty much everything.I see my calendar next to all of these models calendars and i feel so out of place having mine amongst theirs because i dont look anything like those beautiful models.
jemmahixon 3 months ago 8
holy shit ur fine ;)
biunzRS 3 months ago
@Jenniferosey fuck off faggot, shes hot and ur jealous.
biunzRS 3 months ago
gosh your so beautiful and i can't wait to get my own Jemma Pixie calendar.
vuethengmin 3 months ago
Very well done with creating your calendar. I hope it is a great success! :)
Marchawc 3 months ago
@Jenniferosey but illnesses like BDD and agoraphobia are mental,you cant see them from the outside but they are very real for sufferers like me. When i sing or am in front of a camera being creative in any way, performing,i feel like a different person, almost confident not in my looks but in myself a little more,I can be someone else for 3 minutes. However in every day life i am a very unconfident anxious agoraphobic who hasnt left her home at all in nearly 3 years now. So please dont judge x
jemmahixon 3 months ago 9
@Jenniferosey I dont have confidence in the way i look, it probably didnt help being bullied.But having BDD is hard,we all have days where we look in the mirror and dislike what we see but i have an illness which causes me to see a completely distorted reflection of myself.I dont see myself as "pretty" and i feel that people mock me or feel sorry for me when they say you are pretty" because i dont see it. People think they can tell if someones confident by looking at them...
jemmahixon 3 months ago 8
:) i must buy this x
EmilyyJanee91 3 months ago
@Jenniferosey Did you watch my video? I have severe BDD, i dont like the way i look to an extreme and id change it all if i could. I dont see myself as "pretty" and no ones opinion will change that. I wanted to release this calendar to try to begin to take the first steps towards overcoming my BDD and try to gain confidence, for me this calendar is my way of saying i dont like myself, but this is me and i cant change me. So please dont speak about how i feel about myself you have no idea!
jemmahixon 3 months ago 13
i love how you take the time to reply to most comments.I have a question if you dont mind but do you have some kind of work out that you do cause you look good
AlexanderBrandonLy 3 months ago
Gorgeous!
u1s1m1c 3 months ago
i'm curious what do you do about school?
leekaiwei 3 months ago
@leekaiwei School?!? She's 20 years old nearly 21 shes already done her education. Shes done her GCSES and A Levels and ive heard her say that she wants to sit more exams from home like maths and a few more.
thabeastybomb 3 months ago
@thabeastybomb oh awesome. bad choice of words then. what did* you do about school.
leekaiwei 3 months ago
Can i ask a personal question? i'm not being rude, i'd just like to know where you get the money from to get all this fab stuff! x
MisssLauraaaX 3 months ago
@MisssLauraaaX I don't think its anyone's business,I wouldn't ask anyone else that question as its very personal, but i don't think you're trying to be offensive, my parents support me money wise and always have done, i live with them. I am very grateful being brought up the way i have been and they will carry on to support me in that way, but i don't want to live off my parents forever so i set up my own business so i could start to gain my own independence and some of my own income from home x
jemmahixon 3 months ago
Well done Jemma, it looks beautiful! I suffer with bad anxiety myself, it's how i came across your channel in the first place actually. Although i'm not completely housebound, i understand how difficult it is and how naive some people are when it comes to understanding how difficult it is to suffer from this. Wish you all the best, never give up hope that we can beat this! :) xx
1abbie4 3 months ago
This has been flagged as spam show
So you are a SLUT i see.
6arig 3 months ago
I have suffered from agoraphobia and panic attacks myself and it is not something I would wish upon my worst enemy cause its horrible. I dont suffer from it anymore thank god, I luckily got well and without any medicin too. So thankful for that. But it makes me sad to hear that you havent been outside for three years:( You seem like such a sweet person and you are really talented so its a waste that you cant participate out in the world. Do you get any help to get better?
Tweepoo 3 months ago
wow. you absolutely have so much talent.
omier2 3 months ago
I love the calendar! :P Thus the reason I purchased one, As you can by the 1st picture at the end! <3
TheGregoryPartridge 3 months ago
and how do u get ur own Celander anyways ? and ur getting deals and stuff !!
ThaSpiderInternetsho 3 months ago
@ThaSpiderInternetsho I did everything for the calendar myself, i don't have any deals with anyone :s i did it all on my own, i am a self styled, self represented artist, and everything i do to do with my music and calendar i have done on my own with no help. I did it all myself from my bedroom i did the photography, styling, concepts and modelling on my own. You dont need to be signed to make one.. If you watch the video you will hear how i did everything on my own. x
jemmahixon 3 months ago
@jemmahixon ok i undestand and i wish u could do it for me because my camera doesn't do what urs does and i did what tha whole video and it was good and tha calender looks amazing! how did u get it published and made ?
ThaSpiderInternetsho 3 months ago
i don´t have a credit card :-(
19poison85 3 months ago
can i get one free and how is ur health doing Jemma and how have u bin?>
ThaSpiderInternetsho 3 months ago
I love this! You're so strong! One day you will be able to go outside again, travel around the world and sing to everybody, I just know it. And when you do, come to Norway, will ya? ;)
CreazyGirlz 3 months ago
You are just wonderful Jemma ;)
MissNuffelchenNepi 3 months ago
JEMMA DNT LET THESE DUMB ASS HATERZ GET TO U BY REPLYING TO THERE STUPIDITY CUZ UR SO TALENTED ND BEAUTIFUL I LOVE U SO MUCH ND CARE ABOUT U HOPE U GET WELL SOON SWEETY ALWAYS UR NUMBER 1 FAN HEHE
sexycrystalicous 3 months ago
@dropbeatzz I removed the comment because after i read it over, i realised my point came out all wrong and i sounded like a complete dick, so for that i apologize.
And yes i do know what its like, my sister has a very similar condition, and i have to look after her.
In no way was i trying to abuse her...
xCoxydon 3 months ago
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xCoxydon 3 months ago
ooo i must buy one xxx
AmyJones921 3 months ago
你是在家裡拍照還是去照相館拍照?
royencia38 3 months ago
Stefka Pavlova - Is she Russian? )
openCoderChannel 3 months ago
u r so beautiful
charlieprince310 3 months ago
@charlieprince310 Shhhhhh. Don't judge her.
mizskayla91 3 months ago
OMG! Jemma! Hi. :]