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  • Are you Strikes sister!? LOL.

  • Whether or not any damage came from the use could depend on whether or not you took pure MDMA or MDA (as I am not familiar with the source or method of how you ingested said substances), and if not what other substances involved. From personal experience, I've never felt that I've had any psychological or physiological damage whatsoever after usage.

  • I had a friend that did MDMA. Ever since then he never seemed the same... Always sent me emails saying weird stuff, he committed suicide a year later.

  • would any permenant damage be done from doing mdma 2 twice within 3 weeks?

  • I love lookin at ur videos ur so interesting;)

  • Burnout Zombie Girl...

  • magicman1455 lolwut??

  • Nab cake

  • I would recommend taking: N-acetyl-L-Tyrosine instead of taking JUST L-Tyrosine itself. As N-acetyl-L-Tyrosine is twenty times more water soluble than L-Tyrosine by-itself. Thus, increasing your absorption of the amino acid, L-Tyrosine. I also take 5-HTP, love it. Good video..!

  • She needs to get nailed on a few rolls....

  • yeah i think the damages are more psychological damage... like i had developed a social disorder when i was 16 and ive been off E and it feels like its going away but a party this weekend is gonna get me fucked up for the first time in 3 years im thinkin about not doing it actually... P.S. Your videos are addicting lol

  • give me some ecstasy and i would have a great time with that chick

  • ecsasty puts holes in ur brain if u keep doing it but who gives a fuck

    i love e pills

  • you're both wrong.

  • no it dont

  • this video is living proof that the over use of drugs and psychedelics turns you into a babbling idiot

  • i agree, so true

  • Drew?

  • sorry...got a better idea....get 1.5 gr of ketamine ...put it in a chinese bowl and put it in microwave for 30 sec and immediately open it,put ur hed in,and take a deep breath ...as deep as u can....did u? good ...bye...

  • she's never seen MDMA in her life...lol

    go kidd...go take some datura ...u'll feel beter ;)

  • she has a shitload of videos, done more than you'll ever do

  • She was dating one of the main producer of LSD for the entire globe, and you think shes never seen ecstacy? ROFL

  • you sound pretty nervous there...anyways on the topic at hand, it is my opinion that anyside effects of MDMA aer soley based on the person usin it...i know people well into there late 50 that had used MDMA for a well number of years with no "long term damage" either mentally or physically and they are now in law enforcement jobs. so if there is any damage is simply cause your brain can not take it and you should stop immediately. but if not then go ahead and enjoy.

  • Haha im so fucked up from doing e and MDMA,

    I started to get panic attacks, anxiety, bipolar disorder, and im alwasy depressed, I failed a year of school but i did E for about 4 months straight every weekend. Bad decision, Id suggest to use it only a couple times in your life, dont take alot of that shit in. And also, now I get feelings that life isnt real at all, so yeaa, just tryin to help :P been clean for a year now.

  • @mrcampbellsoupc

    If you feel that life isn't real you have likely reached a higher level of consciousness, author Sam Harris used MDMA to achieve this. It might help you to learn about it consciousness, perhaps life isn't real, thoughts are just a reality.

  • Does anyone know where i can get 5-htp?

  • u can get 5 htp anywhere online, or in alot of head shops, pretty much anywhere that will sell herbal xtc or salvia

  • health food shop

  • take 5-htp restores your serotonin. My friend she has eaten over 80 pills and she takes so much 5htp after and shes fine.

  • my brain is pretty fucked up from it

  • Mdma spends a lot of serotonin that's it. There's no fact's/proof that its damage brain.

  • I have had one ex-girlfriend and two friends that ended up in Neurological hospitals between 1991-1993 with the same symptoms. An incredible migraine that you can feel like a punch in slow motion. when it hits you, feels like you have been hit over the head with a phone book,also vertigo, everything moves. These where solid people who raved from friday till monday. The doctor said we don't really know whats wrong with you. We dont know what was in the pills, what was mixed in the pill

  • I'm sorry about your friends. Anyway legal drugs like tobacco is way dangerous than pure mdma. It seems government don't care about this.

  • Thing about MDMA is that it hasn't been around long enough and certainly hasn't been mainstream long enough to really truly know what it does long term. Wouldn't be surprised if it's carcinogenic. MDMA I find to be the most intense pleasurable feeling possible, even greater than cocaine and opiates. There's no way something THAT good can have no negative longterm side effects

  • ugly bitch doesn't know shit

  • LOCA

  • yur ugly

  • Yep...MDMA...is a fantastic drug. I love it...and wish i could do it more.

    But the fact is..it does brain damage. ALOT of non-permanant brain damage.

    She is correct....it takes about 1.5years for your brain to heal itself. In fact, it was about a year ago when i quit...

    It gave me bipolar disorder. And about a year later...my brain is almost fully recovered.

    I wake up...on a daily basis...and realize...my brain recovering.

    Yes, its bad...but you recover about a 1.5-2 years later.

  • BRAIN=FRIED

  • Finally, someone with some common sense.

    More people die from Aspirin each year in American than die from all "illegal" psychedelics and MDMA across the entire planet.

    Drugs like MDMA, LSD, mescaline, etc. are perfectly fine when used in moderation and responsibly. They aren't toxic. They aren't going to kill all your brain cells.

    From some of the responses in this thread I think some folks here probably HAVE lost all their brain cells. Most likely from alcohol which is state sponsored...

  • Don't peg me as a straight edge prick, or whatever you may, but to say any drug is perfectly fine is a bit arrogant and uneducated, don't you think?

  • aqua ocean...get serious, damn. Science determines whether a particular chemical is neurotoxic, not your opinion. Sheesh, that's kindergarten level. Anyhow, the psychedelics (which do not include amphetamines, imho) are about the least toxic materials known. The LD50 levels of them make them far safer than aspirin, for example... And i mean mescaline, psilocybin, LSD, and DMT (the primaries), although various derivatives probably exhibit similar toxicity or lack thereof actually....

  • You still seem damaged.

  • opinion. She doesnt just post these videos for fun, there for educational purposes. There about harm reduction, and if you do choose to use entheogens you should study what your getting yourself into, and talk to someone who is an expert on entheogens. Stay safe, and have a good trip :D

  • Okay some of you guys don't even know what your talking about. MDMA = your own decision. Yes it kills braincells and yes it releases large amounts of serotonin, but so do most other entheogens. Its not any better or any worse then all the other entheogens out there. Its a personal choice whether or not you take it and how much you take. Every person experiences MDMA in a different way, and all have different side effects whether there good or bad. This girl knows what shes talking about, in my

  • Since when does Ecstasy kill brain cells you dope?

    It doesn't. Neither does weed. Neither do any other drugs besides maybe huffing paint fumes.

    You people need to get educated before you start running your mouths about what drugs do and don't do.

  • ok, half the stuff she talked about in this video she made up. unreliable reference. o yeah, and this chic use to hang out with murders and the DEA

  • oh yeah...its PHEN - ETHYL - AMINES, btw

  • Terrence McKenna mentioned the dendritic spikes that are destroyed by MDMA...depending on a person's nutrition/health level, and frequency of use, i think there can be problems, or relatively few...but still some.

  • I think a lot of it has to do with the meth that they have to lace it with to keep it all together, i'm not sure why they can't just sell it on the underground market in powder/liquid form.

  • Who is this girl and where does she get all these fucking drugs... Erowid Drug nerd girl... how odd

  • all i know is i took it a couple of times several years ago and i loved it. i can still feel flashback effects when i listen to techno music.

  • yal are dumb. its damaging. get the fuck over it

  • I agree with this guy!

  • A few points:

    1. If you use drugs responsibly you'll probably never suffer any harm whatsoever. Using E every weekend and being an E-tard is not responsible use of ecstasy. If your brain somehow did get friend, you deserved it.

    2. Most side effects and "harm" stemming from MDMA use is actually not from the MDMA at all. It's from all the crap that got put into those "MDMA" pills that wasn't actually ecstasy.

    Ecstasy is perfectly fine in moderation and when it isn't adulterated.

  • mdma alone will probably turn out to be absolutely horrible in ways you obviously don't understand. this drug directly affects the levels of serotonin in your brain, what literally makes you happy or alternately, ready to jump off a fucking building. would you risk altering that permanently?

  • If you are happy, you don't want to kill yourself. Think logical dude...

  • You are an idiot. Sorry, but it's true. Do some F'ing research. MDMA is PERFECTLY SAFE FOR YOU WHEN USED IN MODERATION!

    People die because their pills are adulterated and have shit like speed in them. Then they go out on the dance floor and slam it all night w/o drinking any water. Then they get heat stroke and die.  None of which is MDMA's fault. MDMA doesn't burn holes in your brain. It doesn't permanently mess up your serotonin levels. Wake up and learn the truth, please.

  • Dude that is so true man..

    i always cary water with me and dance and then chill for a while..

  • too bad your serotonin is not gonna be back to normal for about 8 years.....your brain isnt gonna "mend itself"

  • They've never been able to prove or disavow if your brain heals or retains damage.

  • you are fucken retarded bitch get it out of here

  • 5htp helps

  • Thanks 4 all the info! love all the Vids! keep it coming. =D

  • just give up hope.. you did the drug and now you pay the price.. you cant reverse the damage.. take it from a scientist not a youtuber

  • XTC sucks it gives me hella hangovers, im sticking to weed, acid, and shrooms

  • i would love to do drugs with this girl ,would be very comforting incase of bad trips ;)

  • Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucking true!!!

  • Does anyone have a general rule for how often one can take MDMA without loosing the magic and without brain damage????????????????????????­????????????????

  • max every other month

  • look up "ecstacy rising" its a great documentary on mdma

  • AGREED!!!

  • Yep, ive used alot of MDMA in my life.

    MDMA causes more brain damage then any of the other drugs ive used.

    Its been about a year, and my brain has been recovering/healing itself.

    MDMA should be a choice, but get the facts straight first.....it damages your brain.

  • stfu iregent pric.

  • WHYYYYYY OHH WHYYYY are you intentionally spelling those the wrong way....

  • Depending on how often you use it.

    I've yet to see any significant problems with my well-being, and I've been doing it for nearly 6 years.

  • How often do you do it?

  • Once a month.

  • Over use of MDMA can damage your brain, but not if you use it once a week, after taking mdma your brain needs to build up enough vitamine to restore your serotonin transmitters.

  • once a week is over using, im sorry but its even gonna take away the magic, the sparkle that makes it so marvelous, because your serotonin receptors need a while to recover, thats why u get less effects. 3-5 times a year is not too bad

  • saratonin takes 21 days after you take mdma to restore back to normal. and even after taking e it only takes away 4-5% of saratonin levels

  • nono ho capito una sola parola.. cmq l'mdma è buona

  • the problem with adding up studies together is that some studies that are funded by the Federal government are only used to find the Negative side effects of a certain drug... and one of the problems with these studies is that

    1. they involved animals - animals are completely different from humans and what might affect a rat or a monkey in a negative way might have no effect at all in humans and vice versa

    2. they use huge or unreal amounts of the drug which a regular user is unlikely to do

  • Mescaline is a great euphoric psychedelic that shares some properties with MDMA without nearly as many side effects or damage.

  • YES. That IS true.

  • i want what she is on. it must be strong to end up like that ! ! shooting up coke & MDMA together never got me to where she is ! !

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  • Jiminijac I can straight out tell that you have never tried MDMA...

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  • fixing mdma brain damage is out of the question? errr theres no such thing as mdma brain damage.. mdma doesn't give you brain damage. the sh|t that people cut pills that have mdma in them with might.. but mdma wont. and your little rant was nearly impossible to read it barely makes sense! before you go knocking mdma or the people who take it.. go back and get a primary level education and then come back so we can at least understand your semi-literate bullshit.

  • You sound like your a fucking retard. Your spelling shows as if you had taken like 5000G if what you are saying is so "true".

    Grow up kid

  • MDMA works by increasing serotonin, which is a natural neurotransmitter. Same thing with pot and nitrous, just on lower levels. Sure it kills brain cells, but so does alchohol, sleep deprivation, stress, and life itself.

    Woop-de-fucking-doo

  • i guess you have no idea what your talking about, im sorry

  • You need to take off your glasses for atleast one of your videos

  • thanks for the information

  • NeuroSoup, I appreciate your research, input, feedback and personality. thank you.

  • i thought you were a crack whore for a moment.

  • MDMA is tripy as long as i am all there mentaly. i'm good lol

  • shut the fuck up. omg just cause u read fuckin like every book in the library and forgot one because u were rolling doesnt mean its long term damage.

  • Stop presenting yourself as an intellectual. You are a girl who did acid with an old hippy way after his time and wrote a book about it.

  • crap.. go read some stuff on the internet. This is so boring...

  • I give you five stars,i jsut started watching your videos.I watched like five in a row,i liked your other mdma video.You explained exactly how i felt on it too.I know about the damage,i always read stuff before taking drugs if i take any ofc.Anyway keep on the good work

  • if this girl did MDMA, i speedball 5 times a day.

  • Here's a way to protect your brain. Don't take ecstasy in the first place.

    You probably sound smart to people who don't know much about brain chemistry, but what you are messing with is very fragile. On another note, MDMA would never help for PTSD because PTSD is tied to the amygdala which ecstasy has nothing to do with. If anything, MDMA would worsen PTSD symptoms by lowering serotonin levels and causing anxiety/depression.

    There is no medical basis for legalizing this substance.

  • bs!!

    stupid!!

    ughh waste my time

    u r not a professional!!

    so dont pretend u are!!!!

  • Another educated idiot talking out of her arse. Stick to cooking and cleaning luv.

  • MDMA is a similar amphetamine to Meth. Only J's who don't like to be labeled with the Meth crowd get mad about this and try to defend this toxic man made cocktail.

  • MDMA can be linked with amphetamines in the ecstasy pills, but that's about it. MDMA isn't like amphetamines or meth. still, i don't support drug abuse.

  • ???

  • you have no idea what you are talking about

  • dude, she's the biggezt junk aroun... sho knows what she's talking about

  • biggezt junk aroun? She has no idea.

  • wow it dident damage you your just fucken stupid

    i think it was the acid that damaged you

    all it did to me after the comedown is made me tired but thats normal

  • u'r cute

  • mdma is safer than pills for sure, I used to take it alot and did notice myself turning into a little bit of a slug, 2 years down the line I feel alright, Slight loss of memory but who knows could be the ganja lol.

    I wouldnt listen to this girl shes very strange, eat mdma once in a while

  • video was really drawn out but very informative. I have used 5-htp quite a bit after using adderall to study and it help a good bit. Also works well a few days after rollin. Thanks for the great info.

  • MDMA is very similar to meth. I think altered drugs should be illegal (heroin, cocaine, meth, pcp,etc) while naturally occurring substances should not be illegal (opium,pot, coca plant, kratom, salvia) How can you ban a tree or plant. You don't even belong on planet Earth if you want to ban a naturally occurring plant or tree.

  • What are you 12? You logic sounds like a manifestation of a 12 year old mind.

  • LSD should be an exception, if not, well at least we still get shrooms, thats natural

  • MDMA is NOTHING like meth you simple minded fool.

    Meth is a central nervous system stimulant, MDMA is serotonin trigger and serotonin reuptake system.

  • MDMA is a CNS stimulant, and an amphetamine. Chemically, its meth's cousin.

  • haha i do mdma all the time

    i rave twice a weekend

    and pop a lot of them

  • I used to do MDMA/Ecstasy every weekend for a few years and theres no doubt that it is noticeably damaging to the brain, definately a drug that should be used as minimum as possible..

  • you'd be better of just topp'in yrself girl ,no one would shag you......

  • I would.

  • I would.

  • Did you take known pure MDMA ?

  • this is why i smoke weed. i smoke one day and the next day my brain feels fine. it doesnt fuck ur shit up

  • yup

  • You need to experience getting knocked the fuck out. You stupid tree hugging bitch. you voice is soooo annoying, if i were you i would see a speech therapist

  • Does it matter if your brain heals or not? we're all gonna end up 6 feet under sooner or later. Life is short.

  • dont u just hate her?

  • u all dont kno shit about shit

  • i found your experiences of drug experimenting very interesting

    are you planning any videos describing your sexual experimentation

    id be intrested

  • SORRY TO TELL YOU BUT YOUR BRAIN DOES NOT HEAL OR MEND ITSELF AFTER DAMAGEING IT FROM DRUGS. GET THE FACTS FROM DOCTERS WHO HAVE STUDIED THIS, I HAVE. Obviously the best way not to fuck it up, is not over repeated drug use.

  • This videos not actually that bad.

  • Speaking from experience 4yrs of weekend use of ecstacy,Had a significant effect on my mental and physical health.I became over weight, un-motivated and serverely paranoid.I lost my ability to think clearly & wasnt thinking rationally for 4yrs.Its not until you stop taking the drug, than your brain repairs the damage that you see how bad you had become

  • what makes you so sure that it was the drug, maybe its just you

  • Maybe the fact that i havnt taken mdma for months now, my overall well being mentally and physically has changed drastically.I now feel and look great ,which all has to do with not taking drugs.

  • That is positive. Alcohol can do the same damage to people. I can prove that without a shadow of a doubt. I would beware of taking any X these days as with any drug.

    X has been around for 20 years so they should know the effects by now.

  • unfortunately mdma does damage your brain, butt this is HIGHLY dependent on dosage and frequency of use. basically wat im saying is that if either you siv mdma through your brain in huge amounts or u do it every other day, your brain is going to cook, but if you leave it about a month inbetween each use and you keep the dose below half a gram (my first time lolol) AND you top up on 5-HTP AND you take antioxidants/neuroprotectants before during and after taking mdma you should be quite alrite =]

  • do you think you could do a video with your glasses off

  • Wow, how smart you are, posting an educational video on YouTube.

  • Thing is from the info around me and personal experience i would have to say that ingesting powerfully mind altering substances does in many cases when repeated often appear to lead to painful overall experiences and at least in my case and cases i have read about like my own users tend to report what are generally thought to be negative mental/physical consequences to one degree or another.Whether these problems can be used to futher ones advancement toward a better final state i think so...

  • what does em dee em ay do?

  • its extacy

  • makes you feel like a fucking fountain of greatness. i highly suggest doing actualy MDMA and not a meth bomb or stacked with coke

  • It does seem to be damaging but i don't know of any other way to cause such feelings of almost overwhelming bliss without feeling there is a real risk of causing an equally intense unpleasant experience.Yes i sense definate problems expressing myself and fear i may have lost large areas of potential in terms of intellect as well as paranoia and memory defects to name the first things that spring to mind and yet i wonder how much of this is psychosomatic and caused by suggestion and bad lsd trips

  • I saw on house that they have pure Dopamine, I want some of that stuff.

  • I love EcStAsY!!!!

  • 4 grams a fucking night??! I found half a gram was way enough first time & i know you build a tolerance so you must have had to be doing a hell of a lot of mdma. It's fine on occasion but don't go overboard with this stuff!

  • oh my good friend molly...its been awhile!

  • I love you dream woman.

  • your brain dosent fix itself

  • hmmm i know a way to protect your brain...DONT DO FUCKING DRUGS dumbass

  • so are we not suppose to breath air either? because that kills 100% of people. dont be a narrow minded douche. maybe you shouldn't drink pop anymore because caffeine causes more damage to your brain than lsd. get some facts

  • I know, these people think illegal drugs are so bad when they're out there fucking taking prescription drugs, drinking coffee, fucking eating McDONALDS.

  • you can't relate caffine to things like mdma, ketmine, lsd tbh

    i'de love to agree with you but i can see why they don't agree with it

  • MDMA and LSD are both really non harmful unless used for long periods of time. Cause they use MDMA in presciption drugs, and found out LSD didn't really do much to you either, it made you loving and careing, so they say...

  • actually you can relate to them because caffeine kills more of your chromosones that LSD does. LSD is one of the safest drugs that you can take.

  • bullshit acid is the worst drug for messing up your brain you pleb

  • you sir are wrong. your another person that believes all the propaganda bullshit about how bad lsd is for you and its one of the safest drugs you can take besides marijuana. why dont you get your facts straight before you bring your narrow minded ideas in here

  • what are you talking about? what's safe about lsd? there is no safe or unsafe drug. all drugs can do damage if taken by the wrong person, or the wrong dosage, or the wrong frequency etc. marijuana can cause lung cancer and trigger psychosis in those who have that tendency. at the same time there are people who smoke 20 joints a day for most of their life and don't suffer any visible damage. sweeping generalisations like yours are just as bad as the other guy's nonsense.

  • Its not LSD's fault if you take it and your not stable enough to handle it mentaly. Thats like blaming a car for crashing when your the one driving it. Obviously it effects people differently. What I'm saying is they have done studies on it and if you take a safe does in the right environment then it is actually very safe. I have taken over 30 hits now and I have a different outlook on things and dont feel any negative effects. So if you want to talk shit on that then do what you'd like.

  • listen son, nobody claims that driving a car is always safe. but claiming lsd was safe is like comparing it to water. anybody on this planet can drink water and they won't have any serious side-effects. there are people however, who do experience serious and sometimes lasting side-effects from lsd. I have been taking lsd for some time as well and never had any negative experience but that doesn't mean lsd is a generally safe drug.

  • compared to other drugs like meth, cocaine, mdma, heroin, LSD is GUARANTEED safer than those. Dont try to down grade me by calling me son either. people know there bodies and mind state. i didnt just one day decide to take acid i researched it for months before i took my first hit so if someone is nieve enough to take it all of a sudden without knowing facts then thats not the drugs fault. people should know what the effects could be. case closed.

  • Thats highly questionable. Someone might do cocaine once and be fine, but take acid and get permanent mental problems.

  • or somebody could do cocaine once and have a heart attack or overdose or become addicted.

    psychotic breaks from LSD are extremely rare, and usually only occur in those who have taken too much, too often.

  • I'm talking about 'just once', especially since I dont know about the statistics of addiction. But I think its safe to say that the risk of overdosing on cocaine your fist time is smaller than the risk of having a mental breakdown from your first tab of LSD.

    Not that I'd ever advocate coke over acid, just making a point.

  • Actually the first time I did acid it was a very peaceful time because I had no idea what to expect. So it was rather soothing to trip for my very first time. And if its your first time doing coke you would actually have a BETTER chance to overdose because you dont have any tolerance built up with the drug so a 1/4 of a gram could kill you if your the right person. And im also not talking about taking 15 hits of acid im talking about 1-3 a regular dose. anymore than that is like doing an 8 ball

  • they have also done studies that people that are mentally harmed from lsd had the condition previously and it brung out more when taken the drug so you cant blame lsd for fucking people up. cocaine is the number one drug related to hospital visits so the facts are against you. im not trying to argue with you on this because you dont seem to be starting stuff im just giving facts in a kind manner.

  • By the way, you won't know if lsd will fuck you up until you try. Thats the problem.

    That being said, I'm sure lsd heals a lot more people than it fucks up. I'm an acid fan, dont get me wrong.

  • i see where your comin from. i just try to stay away from non hallucigens unless its weed or pills. but hey its good to discuss something with someone without getting into an arguement.

  • 1/4 gram? c'mon... it think there's more people with latent mental problems out there (=the people who shouldnt be doing acid) than people with such ridiculous sensitivity to coke.

    Like I said to the other guy, I'm just talking about a 'one time' deal- and I'm pretty sure that those hospital visits are people who took their habit too far, not first time users.

  • and i did not call LSD "safe" i said its one of the SAFEST DRUGS you can take, there is a huge difference you comparing it to drinking water when i put it in the same category as meth and heroin.

  • yes you said it was the safest drug as well as canabis you can take and that people who think otherwise are being influenced by propaganda...maybe resin an weed are safe but acid and skunk are certainly not...

  • Talking about weed not acid. I don't think they're in the same category.

  • and i know this because i have seen it affect my friends one of which now thinks people are inflicting voodoo on him and has recently come out of a mental hosptial and is on medication, this is from weed, a weaker form of acid...so dont be a pla