things will get better, just hang on in there, your not alone with your feelings, you will get through it and come out the other side, better and wiser and happier, all the best. from england uk
Hello, my heart goes out to all who are depressed. Nayomee you are getting stronger, worth checking out your early vids! Its the challenges that make us stronger,they are our greatest teachers. Lifes flow is likened to that of a river, when we travel with and dont fight the rivers currents, regardless of how strong they get, we continue on our path, if we get stuck on the river bank know that the only way to get off is to let go. Let go of the illusion of control and you will be free. Peace
HI Naomee, just wanted to share my experience and success with beating depression. Its still an ongoing battle but the waves of life a balanced and no where near as rough.These are in no particular order, all of them are very important and need each other to work properly.
1) No alcohol or drugs!
2) Exercise daily, as hard as you can
3) Meditation/relaxation every morning 10min minimum
4) 5-10 breathing, count to 5 breathing in and ten breathing out
@riceburnagtv To clear your mind using your peripheral vision.Sit down with your arms outstretched in front of you,hands facing inwards and your finger tips touching, slowly move them back while twinkling your fingers around.Keep staring straight ahead and move outstretched arms/fingers level to your shoulders or until you can only just see them out of the corner of your eyes when staring straight ahead, you will feel your mind clear.It takes a little bit of practice but it quietens bad thoughts
@nayomee77 forget counting the umms, I was too distracted by how you never smile ! Your so pretty, I dont understand why your so serious!... You'd be oh so much prettier if you'd smile more... Dont make me track you down and tickle you.
Darling, I have been there....you fell in love, you made the man your whole world, you both bonded. You made him your God, and He changed his mind about you, trust me but not his heart. He the man that is loves you but He is going to deny it till the day he dies. Give up on him. Jesus will never let you down, get close to Him. Look for a man that has a heart and can't hurt you, always respect that man love hopefully will come.
Hi naomi, i've posted a comment on one of your other video's and i'm actually really depressed, i have no friends and my family aren't there for me, and i'm not able to look after myself, i'm pretty much neglecting myself and my emotions are all over the place. i can relate to everything your saying, having borderline personality disorder is like hell and i just feel so alone, and watching your video's is the only comfort i'm getting in knowing that someone else has felt the same pain
@Audiboyuk Hang in there...I am alot like you too...no real friends and no family...Only God has stuck with me and I have discovered He is really mostly enough but I am older now...it's harder when you are younger...just know there are many people are there like you. You are not alone.
@Audiboyuk Hang in there...I am alot like you too...no real friends and no family...Only God has stuck with me and I have discovered He is really mostly enough but I am older now...it's harder when you are younger...just know there are many people are there like you. You are not alone.
I think you are a very beautiful and brave person! Keep posting videos. And there's nothing boring about your videos, Nayomee! :o I know that I at least am very interested in hearing how your doing now and then. Good luck with everything.<3
Naomi, I experience so much pain watching your video, pain because there are so many that experience life as you and I do, and yet there are so many more people who chose not to accept, not to understand the source of our pain. Please find a supportive counselor, get into a DBT group, reach out when you feel the need to self harm, call someone when you are suicidal. Most of all, try to let someone into your life so that isolation isn't your only companion. Please
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Id hit it, Id def wear a ruber, but ya Id rally that, lol then shoot ya to my homies after, sorry just got that look, the I love to fuck any 1 any place any time look, so call me
" hanzojinn" you are an insensitive pig. don't put comments in places where you don't know whats going on, people like you are the problem in the first place, loser!
i was so sad when i watched your other videos and it made me cry a lot :( Made me want to hug you a lot. You're so beautiful, good luck with the future :)
WOW this girl is really fucking annoying....I hate how people whine about being suicidal.....shut up and just kill yourself already ....and make sure you do it right.
I would give up so much to be with a person like you. I can only hope. You are so very beautiful and I love listening to you. You should get out some maybe try some odd jobs to meet different people. I am 22 and my lover is 30. You remind me of her only she is a total achoholic biatch, an alchoholic for 9 years. My point is that you are SO SO Very Much WORTH LOVING and there are so many people to meet that see this too. Please for all that is beautifull do not deny yourself and others your love.
public self conmiseration is just pathetic and psychopatic,CREATE something,make some SENSE instead this low life shit.Sorry?i dont know who i am for forgive you,neither what you ve "done".
I,m only 13, and your vidios made me cry, I wish I could just hold you, and tell you that you are a person, a life, and needs lots of love, talk to me anytime, I know i,m young , but a really care
well there is a good reason for you to fear people, because people are evil and aggressive, violent and sadistic, pervert and dirty, and they love to crush your ego the first chance they get without feeling any guilt or remorse, in fact they blame all of their shitty behaviors on you who is shy and hates her own self. so dont be shy and self-loathing with such evil pervert creatures called "humans".
I have been dealing with anxiety issues for most of my life. The thing I hate the most is being asked why I don't have a girlfriend. People just don't understand that it is not easy for me to go out much, let alone talk to women. Tired of hearing that I am a nice guy, good looking guy, bla bla bla. Anxiety is no joke, I am now 37 years old and realize that anxiety has ruled my life. Have been on different drugs so not sure where to go from here. The constant stress is a killer.
Invoke Yahuwshua you will feel better..you were tricked into partying as I was and you need to heal pretty anglo sister of mine...get away from the toxic and around the intelligent.....
Hi SO what kind of things did you do to piss your husband off if you dont mind me asking, i knew a women who had bipolar and her husnand divorced her because she flip and buy 3 thousand worth of clothes she didnt need and shaved her head etc.
Shakespeare said: Life is a stage and the men and women are merely players. Each men, in his time, plays many parts
You are in control of creating your own character on the stage of life. Why would you create a depressed character, if you dont like playing it? your break up, is a bitch, but see it as Act 2 of the play that is your life. the Nayome with Drew, is not the same without, so dont keep playing that part. Recreate yourself and youll find its more then helpfull... its fun!
@IMnotSAS Religion won't save u from much..maybe temporarily. I'm a Christian. I don't need religion. And even then God doesn't promise to heal us of all our physical or mental problems immediately here on earth..eventually yes. Not to say God can't do that.. of course he can.
@IMnotSAS i think it's great that we live in a country where we can have any religion we want. however i disagree. I'm atheist and honestly after choosing atheism i feel less stress and fewer worries. I'm completely happy not having a religion.
@IMnotSAS if u dont!? thats crazy it doesn't do anything for you? It's all made up it can't help you in the real world. Show me some evidence other than some paper found
@IMnotSAS religion doesn't meant anything. I think you mean to say relationship with God. religion means nothing without love. She is completely right in her response to you.
Without religion you dont have anything, whats stops you from becoming an animal when you have no moral compass? all laws eminate from religion. Love is abstract and can not be used as an excuse.
you look like a fun down to earth chick, just remember you only live once so if u have things you want to do do them, dont listen to the lemmings of the earth who think working 38hour working weeks is a life...remember life is what you make it.
I have suffered with similar problems. There is a social anxiety/phobia clinic at the University of Sydney. They run some effective courses. I'm assuming you're Australian. If you live in the Sydney area you should give it a go. I'm going in next week for an assessment.
dont let the comments get to you.some people are just not very empathetic. I really like your videos because i really feel that i am not alone.You look really great
I really admire that you've got the courage to put these videos up
:) I really hope that your life gets better, you deserve to be happy. When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on in the first place. What seems like the end may be just a beginning. Just because today is a terrible day, doesn't mean that tomorrow won't be the best day :) Just keep your chin up and always look for a reason to smile. :)
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If you don't like life and your so depressed because your husband left you. Simple solution just go and kill yourself you be doing all of us a favor. I hate people like you who complain about there life experience who fucking cares.
Nayomee, what I really respect and admire about you is that you have the guts to express feelings that nobody else would dare show. People like you have shown that nobody, and I mean NOBODY, is truly alone with these feelings.
You look so much better in this video then your last ones. I hope you are getting on top of things, I'm an aussie and live in Brisbane, send an emial I'm happy to listen if not help.
Stay strong, yuur family and friends love yuu, look to them for comfort, I recenlty lost my friend, I'm grieving but I know that if I hurt myself, I wouldn't only hurt myself, I would hurt my loved ones. Remember that.
Hi There, I was watching alot of your life here. It is sad about what happened. Where do you live? Do you have a church home to attend. I feel for you and hey love your Aussie accent. (am I correct). You are never alone. Jesus loves you try the Bible for change and get involved with something u like.You are a nice girl and I believe you can make it through in life...have you organized your room yet?. In Christ...
i've never seen ur videos until today and i have to say that im very sad for u but like jkmoto46 says the lord gives us power of authority and depression is not a gift from God it's Satan who wants u to feel out of control..u can do it girl! i have faith in u.
Oh yeah one more thing I have learned. You have the power to control your peace. When you feel Satan trying to steal your peace tell him To leave you alone. Speak to them with the Authority. Jesus gives us this authority. Also when you feel anger or suicidal thought cast them down to satan where they belong. I know this to work. Please never forget this.
Jesus loves you. Please read his word and let him help you. I am now off all meds. except Stattera for ADD. I have peace now. Please understand that you are being tortured by the evil that is in the world. U dont deserve it. I will pray 4 you. I promise you this Jesus will Fix you.
Jesus says " come to me all ye heavy laden, and I shall give you rest." He also says " I am the way the truth and the light"
I have battled depression and Suicide since I was a teenager. I am now 32 years old. I have seen many many psycologist, and psychiatrist. I turned my life over to Jesus. I read the Bible 3 times in desperation for Help. I was changed and given a new life and Heart! I now have a peace in my heart I never Had. I want to tell everyone about him. It has been 3 yrs of peace.
There is hope in Christ. We are all sinful and all live in a sinful world. But Christ came to bear your sins and burdens on the cross. Turn to Christ. "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, so that He may exalt you in due time, casting all your care upon Him, because He cares about you." - 1 Peter 5:6-7 "Come to Me, all of you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." - Matthew 11:28
No time for bad thoughts in your life, only good. Laugh, live, love, only, and always"
Always remember YOU are a beautiful woman. God, that alone, I'd be jumping for joy. Stay STRONG! Try to remember, there ARE always people worse off than us, and they want to live.
You ARE strong, you must be to have gone through all this, that and the other thing dear. I so wish I could take away ALL your pain with some simple words. I wish it were as easy as saying, "When you think bad thought, delete them from your head, right there and then, and think of good times you have had and want to have, something funny too. Something you wish you could do and start planning on how to accomplish that.
Please hang in there. I can empathize with you because i found out that I have bipolar and I might also have BPD so please know that you're not alone. If you ever wanna talk, I'll listen.
wow! i would usually be mean in a comment like this but you seriously need help! you seem lost in a sense and extremely depressed. depression is not a joke i lost a friend to suicide. all i no is that your beautiful... this is from a guy... and you seem like you deserve a better life good luck ill pray for ya
They are now hanging in my apartment so I can see my progress. They help me all the time. Let your had choose the colors, not your brain. Look at all the different colors. See how you progressed.
You have a lot of things going for you, even if you can't see them right now.
It takes a lot of time and a lot of hard work, but now I have learned to love every day.
Keep working, and you will be just fine!
If you ever want some one to talk to, I don't mind e-mailing with you.
I've been where you are. I've watched a couple of videos of yours and I do have to say, when I was feeling like that, I sure sisn't have the courage to make videos about it. You have courage and you have strength!
In on of your other videos you asked for some suggestions. Somethings that really helped me were trying to remember my dreams. I talked about them with my counselor and we decoded some parts of them. I drew pics of really impactful dreams.
hi there. I was wondering if you have had much success getting past the depression and insecurities etc. If so can you do a video lettings some of us know how you get through what methods you have discovered etc. thanks
life will get better, life is full of ups and downs but don't lean on crutches like other substances. get involved in some volunteer activites, they can be helpful in redirecting your energies and finding new adventures, new people,& new opportunities. good luck
"this too shall pass." its been said that the only certainty in life is change. you get the flu & then you're fine. we have hardships & they are resolved. you can take great comfort in knowing that everything passes. since there are no exceptions-NONE-it means if you fail, you'll bounce back. if you lose a love, there will be another. know that, whatever it is, however hard it seems, it too will pass.
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"this too shall pass." its been said that the only certainty in life is change. you get the flu & then you're fine. we have hardships & they are resolved. you can take great comfort in knowing that everything passes. since there are no exceptions-NONE-it means if you fail, you'll bounce back. if you lose a love, there will be another. knowing that, whatever it is, however hard it seems, it too will pass.
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Remember, you always have a choice. Never give up on yourself. Suicide only brings more sadness to the world, and I know people like you who are strong enough to go through years of torment can overcome depression and quite possibly help others in similar dire straits. I would really like to talk to you, dynamically, over messenger maybe? We don't even have to discuss what's wrong if you'd rather not, but I feel that maybe we can both learn from each other.
So when you're moving and doing paperwork and getting your life in order, remember that you didn't fail at anything. Don't harm yourself out of punishment or because you hope it will solve the major issue at hand. I believe you are a genuine person. Don't be sorry for not making videos or responding to posts or what not, because to be honest you already have enough on your mind. You've dealt with a lot for a very long time and I think people like you deserve medals for perseverence.
It's extremely rare that you can replace even 10% of what you lose in life that you become inconceivably attached to. You can't replace, but refill your life with other joys yet to come. You need your time, so take it. Don't feel like because you have so much to do, you have to rush through it all. Problems are easier solved in smaller portions, take small steps at a time and pace yourself. It's easy to fall into the trap of trying to get everything over with so as to not deal with it anymore.
When you self-harm, I believe it's to substitute the emotional pain you dread. It seems readily logical, but in your current state, it doesn't manifest within your reason that covering a problem with another brief pain, won't give way to a solution. Acceptance takes time, a lot of time, and the more you hate what has happened, the more difficult it is to accept the fact that it did and move on from it. You lost so much happiness, and in the void of it, you feel empty.
Hello. I want to say first off that, although a lot of peope are depressed in this world, everyone's problems are different, so I'm in no way attempting to give you some fix-it-all-in-one-shot advice like I kind of think professional help tries to give sometimes. It's no question that you are beautiful, but it cannot be enjoyed if you feel like you do within. One of the most difficult things to do in life is cope with something you cannot change, yet wish you could beyond all reason.
your beautiful!! whatever you do, dont change the way you look! your amazing!! Ive had depression for a long time, I read through your profile and its its like reading my own personality, I promise you, things will get better!! x
me and my husband were watching videos on borderline personality disorder when your video popped up. We saw you crying and we were very concerned about you. We hope you are feeling better since then. Hopefully you will find a nice place to live by your parents home and make new friends to talk to. Consider staying in therapy...and don't be so hard on yourself. There are people who care about you.
you are beautiful. i hope you are not one of those people who dont see your beauty. cause that would be a shame, u are lovely.
anyway. what do you do? go walking, hiking? go out? movies? music? anything that helps happiness? when you do these things are you sad or do you get happy but it is shortlived?
i really hope.. dear god i hope!!! that somehow you will... find something, somewhere, someone, or all of these that make you the happiest you have ever been.
i was clinically depressed and i think it was leading to my mum dieing when i was young and everything with my family, but i am really trying so i know how hard it is xx
I am going to be harsh but nonetheless you may realize that it's true sooner than later. For those of you who may really want to stop crying about your depression and open up to an exciting life where you feel deep satisfaction on the inside, please check the equanimity meditation of (Shinzen Young). This is NO! New Age bullshit, instead, it is very practical as youll begin to realize. Also keep in mind that meds are to a large extent amphetamines! Phramaceuticals make a lot of money from them.
Please stay away from alcohol and stuff like that. It's been said before but physical activity is such a high. I'm in much worse shape than you. I never had anyone. But alcohol and stuff would have killed me. Like it did to my friends who never made it to thirty. Being hated and constantly beaten up somehow gave me the strength to go on despite those who wanted me dead. And some who still want me dead. Don't give up. please.
you are just for yourself,life is shit for some people,you are just feelling shit because some prick left you.many people have bigger problems,they are ill or there is a war or abuse ,hunger.look around you people have a problems.help someone and you will help yourself
you do not believe in love, do you? if one day you find the love of your life, you marry him/her and then he leaves you, how would you be? I would be like her ..
Hi Nayomee, I've watched some of your videos, and I see that your need to put your personal life on display is a symptom of your BPD. I am sorry for your suffering, and I am sorry that Drew cut you out of his life. I am sorry for all your pain. But the way to heal is to look at all of this as learning what not to do (such as drinking and dramatizing). Continue your therapy. Love yourself for the goodness inside. I've lived for yrs with a BPD person. Nightmare! Be well!
i hope all is ok.. i just watched all ur videos.. at least i think its all of them.. this seems to be the latest one.. and i just wanted to see how ur doing? I know u dont really kno me.. i came across ur vids by chance and you seem so sweet... :)
nayomi, you are looking better if that meansd anythin. and take it from someone who's been to rock bottom. it does get better. it seems like forever, but it does happen. i found love again, and it was worth the wait. he accepts me, medicatioons and all, accepted my daughter as a his own and is patient as job. there is someone there for you and you will find him. keep your chin up.
Don't hurt yourself. You are too beautiful.
Mutleytech 1 week ago
you're pretty......
Hottielvr 2 weeks ago
best valantine wishes
MrRatchet101 2 weeks ago
things will get better, just hang on in there, your not alone with your feelings, you will get through it and come out the other side, better and wiser and happier, all the best. from england uk
MrRatchet101 2 weeks ago
i hope you get better
hypnocil10 1 month ago
your a good source of company for other borderlines! : ) keep strong
missdarkangelxxx 2 months ago
Hello, my heart goes out to all who are depressed. Nayomee you are getting stronger, worth checking out your early vids! Its the challenges that make us stronger,they are our greatest teachers. Lifes flow is likened to that of a river, when we travel with and dont fight the rivers currents, regardless of how strong they get, we continue on our path, if we get stuck on the river bank know that the only way to get off is to let go. Let go of the illusion of control and you will be free. Peace
joinery11 2 months ago
HI Naomee, just wanted to share my experience and success with beating depression. Its still an ongoing battle but the waves of life a balanced and no where near as rough.These are in no particular order, all of them are very important and need each other to work properly.
1) No alcohol or drugs!
2) Exercise daily, as hard as you can
3) Meditation/relaxation every morning 10min minimum
4) 5-10 breathing, count to 5 breathing in and ten breathing out
5)Clear your mind using peripheral vision
riceburnagtv 2 months ago
@riceburnagtv To clear your mind using your peripheral vision.Sit down with your arms outstretched in front of you,hands facing inwards and your finger tips touching, slowly move them back while twinkling your fingers around.Keep staring straight ahead and move outstretched arms/fingers level to your shoulders or until you can only just see them out of the corner of your eyes when staring straight ahead, you will feel your mind clear.It takes a little bit of practice but it quietens bad thoughts
riceburnagtv 2 months ago
You're a wonderful person, hope you're doing alright.
DJSeasho 3 months ago
How many times did she say UM in the video?
siespanol101 3 months ago
@siespanol101 Ummm I dunno..why don't u count?
nayomee77 3 months ago
@nayomee77 forget counting the umms, I was too distracted by how you never smile ! Your so pretty, I dont understand why your so serious!... You'd be oh so much prettier if you'd smile more... Dont make me track you down and tickle you.
artsmith1972 8 hours ago
Darling, I have been there....you fell in love, you made the man your whole world, you both bonded. You made him your God, and He changed his mind about you, trust me but not his heart. He the man that is loves you but He is going to deny it till the day he dies. Give up on him. Jesus will never let you down, get close to Him. Look for a man that has a heart and can't hurt you, always respect that man love hopefully will come.
dogcomb47 5 months ago
Listening...
kquinn59 5 months ago
Hi naomi, i've posted a comment on one of your other video's and i'm actually really depressed, i have no friends and my family aren't there for me, and i'm not able to look after myself, i'm pretty much neglecting myself and my emotions are all over the place. i can relate to everything your saying, having borderline personality disorder is like hell and i just feel so alone, and watching your video's is the only comfort i'm getting in knowing that someone else has felt the same pain
Audiboyuk 6 months ago
@Audiboyuk Hang in there...I am alot like you too...no real friends and no family...Only God has stuck with me and I have discovered He is really mostly enough but I am older now...it's harder when you are younger...just know there are many people are there like you. You are not alone.
prodigal1978 5 months ago
@Audiboyuk Hang in there...I am alot like you too...no real friends and no family...Only God has stuck with me and I have discovered He is really mostly enough but I am older now...it's harder when you are younger...just know there are many people are there like you. You are not alone.
prodigal1978 5 months ago
She is not beautiful at all
evodevo2010 7 months ago
I think you are a very beautiful and brave person! Keep posting videos. And there's nothing boring about your videos, Nayomee! :o I know that I at least am very interested in hearing how your doing now and then. Good luck with everything.<3
AnAngelzDaughter 8 months ago
nayomee77, you are too freaking kool. i think you`re awesome. i suffer from the same stuff you do. please take care.
invisible250 8 months ago
Naomi, I experience so much pain watching your video, pain because there are so many that experience life as you and I do, and yet there are so many more people who chose not to accept, not to understand the source of our pain. Please find a supportive counselor, get into a DBT group, reach out when you feel the need to self harm, call someone when you are suicidal. Most of all, try to let someone into your life so that isolation isn't your only companion. Please
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AwwwMuffinz 11 months ago
Id hit it, Id def wear a ruber, but ya Id rally that, lol then shoot ya to my homies after, sorry just got that look, the I love to fuck any 1 any place any time look, so call me
whiteboypatrickkelly 11 months ago
I know.Same shit everyday.Some people are so unlucky in life.
bunji666 1 year ago
" hanzojinn" you are an insensitive pig. don't put comments in places where you don't know whats going on, people like you are the problem in the first place, loser!
freeyrmind79 1 year ago
i was so sad when i watched your other videos and it made me cry a lot :( Made me want to hug you a lot. You're so beautiful, good luck with the future :)
HipHop4alivin 1 year ago
hang in there kid
rob73069 1 year ago
WOW this girl is really fucking annoying....I hate how people whine about being suicidal.....shut up and just kill yourself already ....and make sure you do it right.
hanzojinn 1 year ago
I would say check out the book on this site google it and go on (the wind is my mother) its a really good book.
Yukonbutterfly 1 year ago
I just love you!!
TOVALOVIS 1 year ago
damn you are a pretty girl.. you shouldnt have a problem fidning a man
popper504 1 year ago
has anyone told you your a beautiful person?
LivNLaff882 1 year ago
I would give up so much to be with a person like you. I can only hope. You are so very beautiful and I love listening to you. You should get out some maybe try some odd jobs to meet different people. I am 22 and my lover is 30. You remind me of her only she is a total achoholic biatch, an alchoholic for 9 years. My point is that you are SO SO Very Much WORTH LOVING and there are so many people to meet that see this too. Please for all that is beautifull do not deny yourself and others your love.
7255202 1 year ago
public self conmiseration is just pathetic and psychopatic,CREATE something,make some SENSE instead this low life shit.Sorry?i dont know who i am for forgive you,neither what you ve "done".
ghostintheshellhot 1 year ago
I,m only 13, and your vidios made me cry, I wish I could just hold you, and tell you that you are a person, a life, and needs lots of love, talk to me anytime, I know i,m young , but a really care
gurlscarter8 1 year ago
well there is a good reason for you to fear people, because people are evil and aggressive, violent and sadistic, pervert and dirty, and they love to crush your ego the first chance they get without feeling any guilt or remorse, in fact they blame all of their shitty behaviors on you who is shy and hates her own self. so dont be shy and self-loathing with such evil pervert creatures called "humans".
utbord 1 year ago
nayomee77 where are you, you can cry and induce a crush and then leave, thats childish.
IMnotSAS 1 year ago
I have been dealing with anxiety issues for most of my life. The thing I hate the most is being asked why I don't have a girlfriend. People just don't understand that it is not easy for me to go out much, let alone talk to women. Tired of hearing that I am a nice guy, good looking guy, bla bla bla. Anxiety is no joke, I am now 37 years old and realize that anxiety has ruled my life. Have been on different drugs so not sure where to go from here. The constant stress is a killer.
jwatters72 1 year ago
omgg hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii =) i luv waching u cuz i am going through sum samee shit god bless sweet heart.
SexyBianca333 1 year ago
I wish I could meet more people like you who would understand this disorder.
nhbmartialarts 1 year ago
Not trying to be rude or anything but nayommee could you do another crying vid? its kinda cute!!! real cute.,
IMnotSAS 1 year ago
We virgins are the ones that should be depressed, not you! At least you're not virgin and experienced sex before. What about us poor virgins?
Patrick19833 1 year ago
people only breakdown like this when they lose hope, hope is the key, have hope!
set a goal and go about achieving it.
IMnotSAS 1 year ago
Invoke Yahuwshua you will feel better..you were tricked into partying as I was and you need to heal pretty anglo sister of mine...get away from the toxic and around the intelligent.....
chuckyskeys 1 year ago
you bible thumpers are everywhere aren't you
madkam1 1 year ago
@madkam1
im not a christian, woo hoo!
IMnotSAS 1 year ago
Hi SO what kind of things did you do to piss your husband off if you dont mind me asking, i knew a women who had bipolar and her husnand divorced her because she flip and buy 3 thousand worth of clothes she didnt need and shaved her head etc.
thanks.
IMnotSAS 1 year ago
why do you feel alone? do u have a desease or something?
ThouChosenOne 1 year ago
you dont seem so sad but hysteric
caminid 1 year ago
Shakespeare said: Life is a stage and the men and women are merely players. Each men, in his time, plays many parts
You are in control of creating your own character on the stage of life. Why would you create a depressed character, if you dont like playing it? your break up, is a bitch, but see it as Act 2 of the play that is your life. the Nayome with Drew, is not the same without, so dont keep playing that part. Recreate yourself and youll find its more then helpfull... its fun!
Loupland 1 year ago
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You will never be trully happy if you dont have a religion darling.
IMnotSAS 1 year ago
@IMnotSAS Religion won't save u from much..maybe temporarily. I'm a Christian. I don't need religion. And even then God doesn't promise to heal us of all our physical or mental problems immediately here on earth..eventually yes. Not to say God can't do that.. of course he can.
nayomee77 1 year ago 8
@IMnotSAS i think it's great that we live in a country where we can have any religion we want. however i disagree. I'm atheist and honestly after choosing atheism i feel less stress and fewer worries. I'm completely happy not having a religion.
sociopathpsych 1 year ago
@sociopathpsych
You do have a religion, only because you dont belive in God doesnt mean you dont worship something, infact you are worshippibng your own desires!
IMnotSAS 1 year ago
@IMnotSAS No. I don't have a religion. The easiest way to piss off an Atheist is telling them that they're really not atheists.
sociopathpsych 1 year ago
@IMnotSAS absolute rubbish.
ohdoshutit 1 year ago
@IMnotSAS if u dont!? thats crazy it doesn't do anything for you? It's all made up it can't help you in the real world. Show me some evidence other than some paper found
racketer 1 year ago
@IMnotSAS religion doesn't meant anything. I think you mean to say relationship with God. religion means nothing without love. She is completely right in her response to you.
danilove1985 1 year ago
@danilove1985
Without religion you dont have anything, whats stops you from becoming an animal when you have no moral compass? all laws eminate from religion. Love is abstract and can not be used as an excuse.
IMnotSAS 1 year ago
@IMnotSAS
I'm happy since I'm an atheist - believe it or not!
HesseJamez 1 year ago
@IMnotSAS lol that's pretty funny. Not true at all.
DanJXXX 1 year ago
you look like a fun down to earth chick, just remember you only live once so if u have things you want to do do them, dont listen to the lemmings of the earth who think working 38hour working weeks is a life...remember life is what you make it.
creepske 1 year ago
R you still deressed? i am
Honey96Chick 1 year ago
I have suffered with similar problems. There is a social anxiety/phobia clinic at the University of Sydney. They run some effective courses. I'm assuming you're Australian. If you live in the Sydney area you should give it a go. I'm going in next week for an assessment.
075AA1 1 year ago
never give in, do not ever become religious.
kill the jews!
wtf is this depressing shit? kill yourself bitch.
ThrashTillDeath322 1 year ago
@ThrashTillDeath322 you dont understant it im sorry for you :/
Steelhammer15j 1 year ago
@Steelhammer15j omg i can't believe it was me who typed that,
i think i meant, get fucked you religious dog, i hope you die of cancer in the next 12 months
ThrashTillDeath322 1 year ago
dont let the comments get to you.some people are just not very empathetic. I really like your videos because i really feel that i am not alone.You look really great
Mickayish 1 year ago
I really admire that you've got the courage to put these videos up
:) I really hope that your life gets better, you deserve to be happy. When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on in the first place. What seems like the end may be just a beginning. Just because today is a terrible day, doesn't mean that tomorrow won't be the best day :) Just keep your chin up and always look for a reason to smile. :)
RhonnieRach 1 year ago
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If you don't like life and your so depressed because your husband left you. Simple solution just go and kill yourself you be doing all of us a favor. I hate people like you who complain about there life experience who fucking cares.
MentalHeadGoth 2 years ago
Nayomee, what I really respect and admire about you is that you have the guts to express feelings that nobody else would dare show. People like you have shown that nobody, and I mean NOBODY, is truly alone with these feelings.
agwoodliffe 2 years ago 3
we can heal from this!!
Good for you.
HardeyLeone 2 years ago
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poor fucking you!
bl0tch 2 years ago
your hot--fucz off--you have nothing to be deperssed about- try being ugly- then piss in your beer
videomeatballs 2 years ago
You are brave and beautiful!
vincevince801 2 years ago 22
hugsssssss best wishes =)
FlorBunbury 2 years ago 3
You look so much better in this video then your last ones. I hope you are getting on top of things, I'm an aussie and live in Brisbane, send an emial I'm happy to listen if not help.
keleigh79 2 years ago
Stay strong, yuur family and friends love yuu, look to them for comfort, I recenlty lost my friend, I'm grieving but I know that if I hurt myself, I wouldn't only hurt myself, I would hurt my loved ones. Remember that.
LautnerCullenLover16 2 years ago
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ur alone.......go to hell
Darkninga1 2 years ago
Hi There, I was watching alot of your life here. It is sad about what happened. Where do you live? Do you have a church home to attend. I feel for you and hey love your Aussie accent. (am I correct). You are never alone. Jesus loves you try the Bible for change and get involved with something u like.You are a nice girl and I believe you can make it through in life...have you organized your room yet?. In Christ...
atupele73 2 years ago 2
i've never seen ur videos until today and i have to say that im very sad for u but like jkmoto46 says the lord gives us power of authority and depression is not a gift from God it's Satan who wants u to feel out of control..u can do it girl! i have faith in u.
bssperez78 2 years ago
Hey hun,
I'm marrried and things aint goin to good i know what you are goin through x
MegaBabygirl2005 2 years ago
Oh yeah one more thing I have learned. You have the power to control your peace. When you feel Satan trying to steal your peace tell him To leave you alone. Speak to them with the Authority. Jesus gives us this authority. Also when you feel anger or suicidal thought cast them down to satan where they belong. I know this to work. Please never forget this.
jkmoto46 2 years ago
Jesus loves you. Please read his word and let him help you. I am now off all meds. except Stattera for ADD. I have peace now. Please understand that you are being tortured by the evil that is in the world. U dont deserve it. I will pray 4 you. I promise you this Jesus will Fix you.
jkmoto46 2 years ago
@jkmoto46 get fucking you religious dog, i hope you die on cancer in the next 12 months
ThrashTillDeath322 1 year ago
Jesus says " come to me all ye heavy laden, and I shall give you rest." He also says " I am the way the truth and the light"
I have battled depression and Suicide since I was a teenager. I am now 32 years old. I have seen many many psycologist, and psychiatrist. I turned my life over to Jesus. I read the Bible 3 times in desperation for Help. I was changed and given a new life and Heart! I now have a peace in my heart I never Had. I want to tell everyone about him. It has been 3 yrs of peace.
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brik9r 2 years ago
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There is hope in Christ. We are all sinful and all live in a sinful world. But Christ came to bear your sins and burdens on the cross. Turn to Christ. "Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, so that He may exalt you in due time, casting all your care upon Him, because He cares about you." - 1 Peter 5:6-7 "Come to Me, all of you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." - Matthew 11:28
tinkertail 2 years ago
Stay strong,you are not alone..
georgebush666 2 years ago 2
Continued:
No time for bad thoughts in your life, only good. Laugh, live, love, only, and always"
Always remember YOU are a beautiful woman. God, that alone, I'd be jumping for joy. Stay STRONG! Try to remember, there ARE always people worse off than us, and they want to live.
Pegbur 2 years ago
You ARE strong, you must be to have gone through all this, that and the other thing dear. I so wish I could take away ALL your pain with some simple words. I wish it were as easy as saying, "When you think bad thought, delete them from your head, right there and then, and think of good times you have had and want to have, something funny too. Something you wish you could do and start planning on how to accomplish that.
Pegbur 2 years ago
wow maybe youtube should set u on a date:(
thiemann98 2 years ago
stay well my good friend
xesiria 2 years ago
my heart aches for you. please stay strong.
42sune 2 years ago
Please hang in there. I can empathize with you because i found out that I have bipolar and I might also have BPD so please know that you're not alone. If you ever wanna talk, I'll listen.
Donnyboy1984 2 years ago
Hun I saw your wedding video, you are way to good for that fool k :)
69bodean 2 years ago
Really.....you are wright.
pavolkl 2 years ago
You are loved!
Tyinkiaro 2 years ago 3
hey....
you look more happy now you have moved...
snapshotchic 2 years ago
very good looking woman
i would rate her about...9.5 out of 10
MadMAn12gauge 2 years ago 2
did anyone tell you that you are beautifull?
reddragon7600 2 years ago 19
@reddragon7600 i did once when i raped her as a kid
racketer 1 year ago
Maybe having a room mate is good for you. Doing it alone is too hard.
YogiToad 2 years ago
like, i said, its wat u need, its a treasure thats there u just have to have the willingness
brainpilot 2 years ago
i cant massage u???
brainpilot 2 years ago
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if u really seek happiness ur answer is *islam* stop reading and watching the news, READ, it may be a blessing
brainpilot 2 years ago
wow! i would usually be mean in a comment like this but you seriously need help! you seem lost in a sense and extremely depressed. depression is not a joke i lost a friend to suicide. all i no is that your beautiful... this is from a guy... and you seem like you deserve a better life good luck ill pray for ya
jptmba1512 2 years ago
They are now hanging in my apartment so I can see my progress. They help me all the time. Let your had choose the colors, not your brain. Look at all the different colors. See how you progressed.
You have a lot of things going for you, even if you can't see them right now.
It takes a lot of time and a lot of hard work, but now I have learned to love every day.
Keep working, and you will be just fine!
If you ever want some one to talk to, I don't mind e-mailing with you.
Jasmin
XiasiaDeigo 2 years ago
I've been where you are. I've watched a couple of videos of yours and I do have to say, when I was feeling like that, I sure sisn't have the courage to make videos about it. You have courage and you have strength!
In on of your other videos you asked for some suggestions. Somethings that really helped me were trying to remember my dreams. I talked about them with my counselor and we decoded some parts of them. I drew pics of really impactful dreams.
XiasiaDeigo 2 years ago
hi there. I was wondering if you have had much success getting past the depression and insecurities etc. If so can you do a video lettings some of us know how you get through what methods you have discovered etc. thanks
cjunk351 2 years ago
life will get better, life is full of ups and downs but don't lean on crutches like other substances. get involved in some volunteer activites, they can be helpful in redirecting your energies and finding new adventures, new people,& new opportunities. good luck
bongiwe 2 years ago
Good luck. You have done sooo well. :-)
evanmonaco 2 years ago
you're so pretty
i mean it (:
blue4penguins911 2 years ago
I've watched a couple of your vids and I will be praying for you..I live in Seattle, Wa. Jesus is real love.
SPEAKTRUTHINLOVE777 2 years ago
aw. honey, your so beautiful! i know it's really hard.. i've been there... :)
xKristyNightmarex 2 years ago
Helo, exusme, Id love to chat u, Ive been INto Depreison too, pls
u got some MSn or so system, tankss, take care, u Beutiful n
u dontr have to be ALone at alll, F
faridjabba 2 years ago
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hi nayomee,
{
"this too shall pass." its been said that the only certainty in life is change. you get the flu & then you're fine. we have hardships & they are resolved. you can take great comfort in knowing that everything passes. since there are no exceptions-NONE-it means if you fail, you'll bounce back. if you lose a love, there will be another. know that, whatever it is, however hard it seems, it too will pass.
}
phrases in the book written BY: richard carlson, ph.d.
Xoxo misaki
misakiinocian 2 years ago
hi nayomee,
{
"this too shall pass." its been said that the only certainty in life is change. you get the flu & then you're fine. we have hardships & they are resolved. you can take great comfort in knowing that everything passes. since there are no exceptions-NONE-it means if you fail, you'll bounce back. if you lose a love, there will be another. knowing that, whatever it is, however hard it seems, it too will pass.
}
phrases in the book written BY: richard carlson, ph.d.
Xoxo misaki
misakiinocian 2 years ago
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joshiboy12 2 years ago
Come to Yehshua the Messiah and follow him, he is waiting for you a long time. He is the Way, the Truth and the Life.
FoodForThe144000 2 years ago
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bigstee123 2 years ago
I'm sending you my E-mail and messenger information so, if you're interested, let me know. Take care of yourself and remember: Never give up
EmeraldParadox 2 years ago
Remember, you always have a choice. Never give up on yourself. Suicide only brings more sadness to the world, and I know people like you who are strong enough to go through years of torment can overcome depression and quite possibly help others in similar dire straits. I would really like to talk to you, dynamically, over messenger maybe? We don't even have to discuss what's wrong if you'd rather not, but I feel that maybe we can both learn from each other.
EmeraldParadox 2 years ago
So when you're moving and doing paperwork and getting your life in order, remember that you didn't fail at anything. Don't harm yourself out of punishment or because you hope it will solve the major issue at hand. I believe you are a genuine person. Don't be sorry for not making videos or responding to posts or what not, because to be honest you already have enough on your mind. You've dealt with a lot for a very long time and I think people like you deserve medals for perseverence.
EmeraldParadox 2 years ago
It's extremely rare that you can replace even 10% of what you lose in life that you become inconceivably attached to. You can't replace, but refill your life with other joys yet to come. You need your time, so take it. Don't feel like because you have so much to do, you have to rush through it all. Problems are easier solved in smaller portions, take small steps at a time and pace yourself. It's easy to fall into the trap of trying to get everything over with so as to not deal with it anymore.
EmeraldParadox 2 years ago
When you self-harm, I believe it's to substitute the emotional pain you dread. It seems readily logical, but in your current state, it doesn't manifest within your reason that covering a problem with another brief pain, won't give way to a solution. Acceptance takes time, a lot of time, and the more you hate what has happened, the more difficult it is to accept the fact that it did and move on from it. You lost so much happiness, and in the void of it, you feel empty.
EmeraldParadox 2 years ago
Hello. I want to say first off that, although a lot of peope are depressed in this world, everyone's problems are different, so I'm in no way attempting to give you some fix-it-all-in-one-shot advice like I kind of think professional help tries to give sometimes. It's no question that you are beautiful, but it cannot be enjoyed if you feel like you do within. One of the most difficult things to do in life is cope with something you cannot change, yet wish you could beyond all reason.
EmeraldParadox 2 years ago
you look really well and very pretty, just cheer up and get over yourself. you feel alone because you are alone. grow up
Louisramsden 2 years ago
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and your a moron dumb shit
josh111274 2 years ago
I seen your old video with you crying and saw myself in you.
I as well are on several meds and things are not any better...I have a hard time envisioning a future without my Rx's let alone a happy future.
I wish I could help you, but can't even help myself.
I relate to the meds, alcohol, suicidal thoughts etc. I know your situation is very lonely and painful.
I wish you all the best with your abstinance
spaceypunk 2 years ago 2
I think I'm in love
seed419 2 years ago
are you prepubescent?
don't worry, it'll pass. ;)
spaceypunk 2 years ago
You must have checked my age in my profile ;) Of course you would have.
seed419 2 years ago
I suffer from socialphobia and depression, and Ive had a lot of suicidal thoughts recently. Still I just dont understand cutting. Why do you do it?
Juoppohullu1 2 years ago
your beautiful!! whatever you do, dont change the way you look! your amazing!! Ive had depression for a long time, I read through your profile and its its like reading my own personality, I promise you, things will get better!! x
NUCLEARDOLPHIN 2 years ago
My God heal you, 'cause you need him most of all! keep the faith!!
princesskanell 3 years ago 4
me and my husband were watching videos on borderline personality disorder when your video popped up. We saw you crying and we were very concerned about you. We hope you are feeling better since then. Hopefully you will find a nice place to live by your parents home and make new friends to talk to. Consider staying in therapy...and don't be so hard on yourself. There are people who care about you.
tarajanesloan 3 years ago 2
i know all too well. suicidal drinking? kae-serah. gl to you.
DanAgainstTheRest 3 years ago
ok fair enough
thelaughingmonkey 3 years ago
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u just want attention
thelaughingmonkey 3 years ago
Who doesn't. obvoisly you do.... or you wouldn't be posting stupid comments and making an ass of yourself on Youtube.
OscarLimaMike 3 years ago 5
you are beautiful. i hope you are not one of those people who dont see your beauty. cause that would be a shame, u are lovely.
anyway. what do you do? go walking, hiking? go out? movies? music? anything that helps happiness? when you do these things are you sad or do you get happy but it is shortlived?
i really hope.. dear god i hope!!! that somehow you will... find something, somewhere, someone, or all of these that make you the happiest you have ever been.
DaniaVlogMania 3 years ago
I am glad you are getting better stay strong!
i was clinically depressed and i think it was leading to my mum dieing when i was young and everything with my family, but i am really trying so i know how hard it is xx
abbymck95 3 years ago 2
You look a lot better. =) Good luck, sweetheart.
HeathyG3eB 3 years ago 3
I am going to be harsh but nonetheless you may realize that it's true sooner than later. For those of you who may really want to stop crying about your depression and open up to an exciting life where you feel deep satisfaction on the inside, please check the equanimity meditation of (Shinzen Young). This is NO! New Age bullshit, instead, it is very practical as youll begin to realize. Also keep in mind that meds are to a large extent amphetamines! Phramaceuticals make a lot of money from them.
bragiborga 3 years ago
I have been recently praying for a girlfriend but I don't have one. :(
3000ryu 3 years ago
ps la neta.... aun te doi palo... si quieres te hago compañia gûerita... si te gusta o te falta una rica cojida.... :)...
Don`t cry beauty... smile... ;) que yo te puedo dar palo aun
DanBeatlesFan 3 years ago
Please stay away from alcohol and stuff like that. It's been said before but physical activity is such a high. I'm in much worse shape than you. I never had anyone. But alcohol and stuff would have killed me. Like it did to my friends who never made it to thirty. Being hated and constantly beaten up somehow gave me the strength to go on despite those who wanted me dead. And some who still want me dead. Don't give up. please.
novice8814 3 years ago
i love u girl 4get about ur husband u will meet who much better than ur ex husband trust me
yass088yass 3 years ago
i feel you nayomee... YOu cute..
tsegatare 3 years ago
you are just for yourself,life is shit for some people,you are just feelling shit because some prick left you.many people have bigger problems,they are ill or there is a war or abuse ,hunger.look around you people have a problems.help someone and you will help yourself
patrikhegemon 3 years ago
you do not believe in love, do you? if one day you find the love of your life, you marry him/her and then he leaves you, how would you be? I would be like her ..
Idsart 3 years ago
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you mistake the internets for someone who gives a shit whore. ya mardy cow. feck off.
twolaneblacktop3000 3 years ago
She's sad because her husband left her?
She hasn't really said that. Maybe she has?
BlackNoir 3 years ago
yea i have a thing 4 u 2
pepedicha 3 years ago
Keep up the good work....glad to see you on there...it reminds me of myself...I like you already :) Hope you will have a good day Nayomee
kitkatz00000 3 years ago
Hello riding a bike or running is good for lifting a depression.
rockontomm 3 years ago
what asshole marked this down? good comment rockontomm.
twolaneblacktop3000 3 years ago
I hope your doing ok, you havent posted a vid in a while. Dont worry you dont have to, I just wanted to make shure you are ok.
I hope your ok. keep going your such a wonderful person!!!!!
justme10111 3 years ago 3
I am in love with you can I talk with you
Blacklistedgang 3 years ago 3
Hi Nayomee, I've watched some of your videos, and I see that your need to put your personal life on display is a symptom of your BPD. I am sorry for your suffering, and I am sorry that Drew cut you out of his life. I am sorry for all your pain. But the way to heal is to look at all of this as learning what not to do (such as drinking and dramatizing). Continue your therapy. Love yourself for the goodness inside. I've lived for yrs with a BPD person. Nightmare! Be well!
joanofarcxxi 3 years ago
i hope all is ok.. i just watched all ur videos.. at least i think its all of them.. this seems to be the latest one.. and i just wanted to see how ur doing? I know u dont really kno me.. i came across ur vids by chance and you seem so sweet... :)
Tet1ana 3 years ago 2
ur so pretty.. :)
Tet1ana 3 years ago 3
You are pretty :)
weed42066 3 years ago 3
honey please tell me whats up so i can help ..
diggin69 3 years ago
its so good knowing that your OK
dont worry we all care for you
not just because youre a girl but because we all feel the same
minnela 3 years ago 2
nayomi, you are looking better if that meansd anythin. and take it from someone who's been to rock bottom. it does get better. it seems like forever, but it does happen. i found love again, and it was worth the wait. he accepts me, medicatioons and all, accepted my daughter as a his own and is patient as job. there is someone there for you and you will find him. keep your chin up.
wadyano 3 years ago 2
I smashed a glass over a naomi's head once ..! She was a bad bad girl ..!
arcadiancons 3 years ago