My Free, Unfiltered Thoughts

[BecauseAlexWasBored]

You say that a therapist will only repeat what you already know. Actually, that's only a tiny bit of their job. The biggest part of your job is literally helping you work on yourself, not just telling you that you should work on yourself. They actually do help. They don't just make diagnosis. In fact, they prefer to avoid diagnosis.They want to fix problems, not symptoms.

[moiveguru17]

maybe being friends with your ex's isn't a good idea... well being friends with the ones that cause you pain or make you feel worthless isn't a good idea. its okay to not be firends its okay to not be in their lives its okay to move on and be happy we love ou hopw you geel better

[viojoe11]

Omg the more I watch your videos the more you look and sound like Shane Dawson

[ShootTheMoonTV]

bipolar disorder. been there, got treated. now i feel soooo much better. on the other hand, maybe you do just need is introspection. good luck :)

[TEDEBAGOS]

wow your really at war with yourself....i know exactly what your going through im trying to establish my self as a person in this world and im not going the direction i want to go in

[VeronicaIsNice]

"I'm a fickle bitch."

[TheOpenDoor13]

1:25 "I want to have an open door" Well,, you can have me! (look at my name, hahahah) :D

[cheetahkoala2]

question. so what if you've been single your entire life? cept for bout three days which was like last year.

what if you don't know what to do anymore, cuz you can't find that one person who loves you for who you are?

19, single entire life, still virgin {{{which probably has no relativity but yea lol}}}

searching a long ass time, with no luck whatsoever . . .

what would you do??

[Samlynde]

I love you.

[presleyisafreak]

i have that shirt :]

[Michiyo8581]

epic ring tone

[ShayneSkyeSama]

666likes. 

[alibear0016]

I have only just started watching your videos and they're so inspiring and some funny. I don't see how people dislike your videos but whatever to them. Your truly a great guy!(:

[msfruitychick]

luv the ring tone ^_^

[MultiTinkerbell56]

lovin the shirt

[MamiiYankee]

I've totally realized that.

[SarahShutUp]

I really think you should go see a phycologist. If I was one, I'd give you sessions for free. lmfao.

[Marysewable]

God im lonley 1 bf 0 friends how am i suposed too deal with saddnes when if hes not there no one can help me n im just laying on my bed crying n screaming his name

[Ladygator3]

im 13 and i feel ur pain and i love to love...not sex...im a virgin i mean snuggley and stuff...lol I was emotionly abused by exs...love u Greg (Onision) <3

[omgsheslezbo]

( liked it when when sky called <3 )

[XxSceneMuchxX]

THIS IS ME AND MY RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW. but I can't leave. I'm in love. I'm depressed and totally unreasonable.

[WraithKillrz]

Dood. I dunno if you care about the ppl who leave you negative comments,

But just ignore them.

I don't want to say i know what you are going through,

But i can relate to and understand it.

[sparta300ish]

onision..u make like a billion onisionspeks videos a day!! i love you but tone it down a bit lol

[TheBeckyblue4]

but the thing is about been single when u have been single ur whole life u get pretty alony soemthing when u see other couples

[lovepuppy205]

Haha, the phone scared me, because you aren't that loud so i have my headphones up, reasonably loud. The ringtone was LOUD.

[Crazy86Girl]

thats totally me, I'm usually always emotionally attached to the person that I'm with. and that ends up braking my heart. :/

[StonedOffMyAss420]

random ADD moment

[01mymomma]

LOL the Target thing made me laugh xD that was funny haha "I just..randomly...decided to advertise..Target - anyways..." xD

[TheAlina808]

im sorry, i only liked her cuz of you. I always disliked her.

Love you, braaah.

[B4tm4n44v4r]

It's so freaky, we are so alike. All you talk about, that's me, I know how it feels to be so fucked up and don't understand what's wrong, or why it's wrong. I have a bf though, and whenever I talk about breaking up, he stops me, because he knows I don't mean it, and that's the kind of person you need to find. Ofc you have to be single and figure yourself out before you can take that step, but I really hope you find that kind of person.

[vickybaby199619]

I agree with the relationship thing. Lik just recently before my birthday me and my friend had a huge fight like thing only because she was obsessed over her relationship. She completely forgot about all of the people who care andwhen she was with us she only talked about him. I just don't understand it...

[piquantes]

what is his ringtone?

[PurpleX96]

Kay, so I just have to say: Aside from everything you said in the video, I LOVE YOUR RING TONE. :D

[WERK2313]

First love your self

[Lioness9885]

the counselor would most likely take you back to where these issues started to help you heal

[tourniqut]

I gat neurosis =D

[LearnLifeLong]

It seems like you have worked through a lot in this video and all the things I would have said, you ended up thinking of anyways.

[therachelmira]

Only sith deal in absolutes. ;) It's a good thing you realize that's a problem. That's the first step to fixing it!

[wonderfulfreakshow]

i love ur ringtone :O may i upload it :3

[grabbe24]

your sooo cute

[BlockDuuuuude]

I'm glad I'm not the only one who calls Target "Tarje'" (or however one would spell that?) :D

[MImimadnesslover]

@BlockDuuuuude lol i always say "Tarje" too!

[awesomeannie123]

I am glade u and sky are still friends

[friendlyschizo]

epic ending.

[DeathBySuiside]

@friendlyschizo my thoughts exactly lol

[friendlyschizo]

@DeathBySuiside "that's skye. I have to go blow shit up with my mind now. goodbye leo." *epic metal music* wwwwwoooooooooooooooooosh -flies away wearing sunglasses and a goth coat-

[DeathBySuiside]

@friendlyschizo wtf! lmao!

[friendlyschizo]

@DeathBySuiside lol that's how it ended in my head.

[DeathBySuiside]

@friendlyschizo oh lol i was so confused haha

[friendlyschizo]

@DeathBySuiside yup ^_^ thank you for subscribing to me lol

[DeathBySuiside]

@friendlyschizo your welcome :D

[friendlyschizo]

@DeathBySuiside ::D

[paige90star]

everyone is normall untill you know them

[artehaleychoke]

@paige90star too true

[shwatislove]

@paige90star Not always true.

[MizMizzy]

om nom nom!!!

[juliesan42]

maybe you just need to stop talking to exes and take a hiatus

[LaughLoveMusiK]

But a counselor can guide you, can give you the steps, show you the quickest and most long-term effective way to heal, darling.

[Bleachfan0797]

:)

[cinnawaffls]

Onisions love life lately (which appears to be his only life now) is one big facepalm....

[TheProjectMJ]

Broke up with his ex wife got w/ shiloh

Broke up with shiloh, chased after his ex wife.

Got rejected, found Adrienne.

Dumped Adrienne, ran back to his ex wife, and told shy she MUST marry him if she am indeed pregnant with his child.

Called her a liar and ran back 2 Adrienne repeatedly calling her and harassing her to get on the flight he booked to LA for her.

Realized Adrienne wont answer her phone and ran back to his ex wife once again.

This is a pattern that will continue until he explodes

[NonSane43]

@TheProjectMJ Hm, I liked that blog. I'm assuming you read Shiloh's blog cause you just copied the exact words she said.

[TheProjectMJ]

@NonSane43 Yeah it's an awesome post!

[lacey77799]

Onision, we are so much fucking alike. i watch your videos for advice, because i can relate. I love you to death. <3

[FateStation]

You don't need to become someone else. You don't need to change. Be who you are. Yourself.

[KiteValentine]

@FateStation A real psychopath who likes to rape women and destroy their lives ?

[FateStation]

@KiteValentine Hey uh, why don't you keep your untrue thoughts to yourself, k? Great.

Have a nice life. ;)

[KiteValentine]

@FateStation That's true, he even admitted it himself :)

[FateStation]

Why is it called a "failed" relationship when more than 90% of marriages end in divorce? Shouldn't they be called "Normal relationships"? "Average relationships"? "Attempted Relationships"? Anything but "failed", because if that's how we think than everyone is a failure.

[idaott]

A councillor won't just tell you to figure it out you lnow, he/she is supposed to help you figure out how :)

[Sarapika28]

just b your self. u will find someone who loves u for u and ur imperfect perfectness. and someone who u love to. I believe in u..

[Sarapika28]

try guys. (being so serious ) go fuck a man

[Shanedawsonluvr11493]

@kitevalentine STFU,u just like starting shit don't you?

[ADizzyPanda]

do you have tattoos on your wrists?

[TheMangos27]

@ADizzyPanda yea. one says love and the other im not sure :]

[curlysuesap]

@ADizzyPanda Remember and Love since @TheMangos27 didn't know :)

[wawa03238]

I want your shirt...

[AdiPaige]

I went through this. I believe you have the ability to change yourself into whoever you want to be, but you have to truely want to do it yourself

[LoveIsMyWeapon1234]

Target just ran out of thoes t-shirts. . . hmmmmm wonder why!

[PurelyDanni]

ohhhhh way to delete your shes right video

[SerenaImara]

i luv ur ringtone

[myoblivion123]

I like how you are real serious untill you talk about you're shirt and that get serious again...:3

[GoddessAriana]

Aww, I was really jamming to your ringtone but now it's gone =(.

[umki55es]

@GoddessAriana Aww, so was I. :3

[Rospandan]

well.. aren't people being selfish when they talk to you then? what about you? how you fuckin feel? you have the right to feel sad or confused, it doesn't have to be anybodys fault, not yourse and not anybody elses.. youre just gonna have to deal with this.. we love and support you :) <3 you onision

[Aalina995]

liking the shirt

[Jetloveshane]

I have the same probleme

[Watermelnz]

Onision have you ever throught that maybe going to a Therapist is the best thing to do, and that they might NOT say something everything else is saying? i mean, They will diagnose your level of BPD and actually let you know what state your at and EXACTLY what you can do to help it. I know that you trust your Fans, but we arent all doctors, and the ones that "are doctors" usually arent.

[AfterNoonCrashers]

@Watermelnz Im a Doctor :D

[Watermelnz]

@AfterNoonCrashers "Doctor" ;)

[allevis]

epic outro music XD

[KatieMaii6432]

The best thing to do is nothing :/

[animalpart]

awesome T shirt :D

[Skullwannabe]

FiggleB

[Skullwannabe]

Figgle bitch... XD

[saligari666]

stop bitching and eat some meat fagot

[MsEpicPopsicle]

I have gone down that road, I never got upset. That was my problem, I became unemotional and detached, letting the person in less and less. I had to look in the mirror and for a while I only put myself down building the hatred I had for myself. Over time and a lot deep thinking I decided instead of looking at all my flaws and putting myself down, to pick myself up. To feel more, not bad things but good. Opening up to let the goodness inside me out. I think your the same, I hope I helped.

[AfterNoonCrashers]

@MsEpicPopsicle I got down roads too :D

[salzinchen]

dont stay single go out on a datre but with a boiy , girls are hurt easier than boys , also ur not gay but try it it will help ur ego

[ACSeason]

@salzinchen ?

[salzinchen]

@ACSeason well maybe it wont hurt him then ??

[ACSeason]

@salzinchen it just seems abit weird considering he's straight

[salzinchen]

@ACSeason i know but maybe it would still help??

[beetbybit]

the thing about counselors though is that they will give you usable strategies to get to a stable place in your life. Most people do know what they need to change but fail time after time when they try to change all on their own. Just consider it ...

[AfterNoonCrashers]

@beetbybit My moms a counselor :D

[thewindtheend]

let go of your ego

[Liiimes]

My bestfriend for like... all high school time ( my last year ) ''dumped'' me for her boyfriend. It sucks, but if she come backs to me, im not going to... ''take her back''.

[Agussssssssia]

uh girls are useless, how about shane dawson? i know theres something special between the two of you ;)

[ACSeason]

@Agussssssssia really?

[Angelkat24]

i love your shirt :)

[itbemaggie]

This is how you are as a person, you said so yourself you've been this way. You'll find someone just like you or someone that is willing to put up with it. In every relationship you're going to have tears. Dont stop searching for that girl.

[jennyjones0]

I hope you give yourself time to heal but despite all that has happened the important thing is that you can see where you've gone wrong and what you need to do to improve your life, plus you're smart and will make it! xx

[missEffy1]

I WANT THAT SHIRT!!

[punkymaus]

wow...that was really interesting. I think you're on the right way...:)

[yopeeps101]

The ringtone gave you awesome exiting music XD

[MizzElissa]

Continued... We don't ever raise our voices at each other. A big part of it is that we both have a love for video games. That was the thing that got us together, and it's one thing that we both still love, but now there are so many things that's keeping us together. Anyway, I believe that you'll find the right girl, and all these ex girlfriends of yours are just shaping your preference for the right girl that will come along.

Love you, Greg <3

[AfterNoonCrashers]

@MizzElissa Raise your glass :D

[MizzElissa]

Greg, I'm positive that the right girl is out there for you. My boyfriend was in kind of the same position as you with most of his ex girlfriends. He spent way too much money on one girl because she couldn't drive and she didn't have a job, so he had to drive almost two hours to see her. Him and I never had any intention in dating each other, but it happened and we've been together for almost two years without any fighting. We get over our problems very fast. -

[ilovevampires66]

I'm glad that you finally realize ^^

[suckerlove23]

honestly, a true psychologist wouldnt tell you those things. A shitty one would, yes, but a true psychologist would look deeper into your issues and try to see why you are the way you are. Saying "dont be in a relatonship" is only fixing the surface, its a cheap fix. What I would do (even though I only have a BA in psychology) is to figure out why you feel the need to be in a relationship all the time, why are you so "black and white". You need to look at other factors, starting at childhood

[hhhhhhhh677]

Everyones insane when you get to know them

[IDEASFROMELLIE]

My therapist says that's my problem too, only seeing the black and white and no other option

[6MarilyN66]

you might be getting a epiffany soon :o finally~

[123Shelbi]

no matter what the religion... it can have great healing powers. Also... I totally agree that being in a relationship isn't the best right now for you... it seems to only cause pain because of the emotional state you're in right now. I hope you work things out Greg, (:

[dothackninja]

Ya, I've noticed couples like that... But it's not always a bad thing

[PLproduction1]

Yeah ur videos are kinda like ur life extreme and black n white too.

[Frida708]

I LOL'ed at the end.. xD

[Frida708]

Ikr...

[mogumunarok]

why did you take down she's right? huh?

[kat399]

At least your reconize and admit to it.

[BrookeMartiification]

i have never seen such a smart, intellgaint, funny awesome person. ur videos make me laugh, and some are deep and really get to me. i have learned a lot about love, life and myself from you. thank you.

[aoiaou]

The fact that you and Skye are talking again makes me so happy :) and your ringtone is awesome.

[WhatsUpPuddingCupp]

I'LL KEEP WAITING FOR YOU GREG!!!!!!!

Lol.

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

[DiscountmakeupDiva]

You really need to understand greg that love make people crazy. stay away from a relationship for at least a year. get to know your self for once.

[ErikaResponding]

you of all people deserve love. Good love. Not squirrely squirrel love. you need some time for now, but don't give up. Take it easy. Measure your relationships with every person you meet and friend you make. Learn what type of person you are most compatible with. It may or may not be someone just like you. You got the right idea. Because you are brilliant, despite what doubts you may think. Peace.

[ChrisEllerbeck]

Epic ringtone!

[LavenderFoxCat]

My senpai has that shirt :D

[0rchids303]

You should stop blaming others. I could see why all your relationships failed. You're beyond annoying..

[XGamezOnlyX]

@0rchids303 nonconstructive feedback is nonconstructive.

[Zickino167]

@0rchids303 Same to you, cuntfuck.

[0rchids303]

@Zickino167 Aw, u mad? Someone's negative opinion regarding a random youtuber can't make you sleep at night? Poor you.

[Zickino167]

@0rchids303 First you're hating, and now you're trolling?

Wow, that's like smoking crack and drinking liquor at the same time.

Who the fuck said I can't sleep at night? I surely do sleep at night.

Don't try to troll me, as the fact is that you will fail.

Don't even bother to reply to this, as I will counter your message, and you will be pissed.

Goodbye.

[Noggrim]

Well, I think counselors might help you find the root of your 'problems', for example, your black and white mentality. They know how people's minds work, and I betcha they can give you an idea as to how to work on those things. :D HAVE FUN TALKING TO SKYE!! <3

[MissSammybieber]

Love the ringtone Greg

[punkyt0ast3r]

<3



[daddytech]

You over evaluate everything i think. i appreciate that you care enough about others to worry about what they think but sometimes you just have to just focus on getting happy with you and let everyone else be until you have YOU straightened out and happy with yourself you need a solitary vacation with no internet no phones no tv no nothing just a sort of spiritual quest to find yourself

[regowicz]

Dear Greg, I just want to say that ... I understand how you fell right now about the extreme right or wrong thinking ... I was feeling like that for a most part of my life, and it made me really misarable, right now it seems to be ok cuz I'm in a health relationship for 2 years. Get better soon Greg.

[Lueyslove4eva]

So many ppl are telling you what you need to do, and trying to help you. But you don't seem to be taking the advice. Maybe you should see a professional. They may tell you what we have been saying and what you have been telling yourself. But look at were you are. That's not working out too well for you now is it. It may help, you never know.

[PinkSweetLollipop]

epic ringtone.

[Lueyslove4eva]

that's not really true... and its not that good an idea to keep an open door to the past. the past is the past, and those relationships ended for a reason. uk how we say dont start a new relationship? well... that's cause all your PAST ones weren't good for you. You should just stay single Greg. Just until your more grown up, because you are very childish, and i don't mean your video craziness. You just need to grow up, and lose that extreme mentality.

[ihyokin]

Dear Onision,

Shut up. We're sick of hearing about this.

All the best,

~Hyokin

[CarsAllLinedUp]

@ihyokin roger that.

[Squizznot]

The ringtone totally made me dance at the end of the video =)

[Kissobelle]

I just checked on here and there's like a bajillion new videos and I'm so lost ;-;

[cupcakebuddies100]

@Kissobelle me too! ;o

[mizzpipedream]

but how can you change your behaviour or solve your problems alone, when they´re ocurring towards others in first place?