First of all, you are quite hilarious. And, I get what you're saying because I'm there too. It's moments like these when I really truly believe eating disorders are a mental sickness.
google 'biting anorexia' by lucy howard-taylor. brilliant book which i think would really really help you. not sure if it's out in the uk though? (it's australian) if not i will personally send you a copy.
everything you said in this video is so fucking familiar to me. & it's horrible. seriously, look at yourself. you're in an awful, awful place. you deserve so much better than this.
I don't have bulimia or anorexia but - disgustingly - I wish I did. I've got stuck dispising myself and feeling so physically inferior to everyone else I can't have a conversation with someone without thinking they're just humouring me - I binge eat and then don't have the guts to throw it up.
I do absolutly understand how you feel about the addictive side of it though - only cause I feel so similarly when I want to cut myself.
its a pretty normal feeling, we all greed what we want and see. it just feels kind of psyco cause what u want is diferent.
apart from what this video is about, i really like how u talk and tell ur stories, u have like this gravity towards u.i mean even if u narrate a chess match i would listen to it and like it :)
First of all, you are quite hilarious. And, I get what you're saying because I'm there too. It's moments like these when I really truly believe eating disorders are a mental sickness.
raganmae 1 year ago
*hugs & love*
google 'biting anorexia' by lucy howard-taylor. brilliant book which i think would really really help you. not sure if it's out in the uk though? (it's australian) if not i will personally send you a copy.
everything you said in this video is so fucking familiar to me. & it's horrible. seriously, look at yourself. you're in an awful, awful place. you deserve so much better than this.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx katie
kayteeee99 1 year ago
On Youtube, you can make 15 min. videos now.
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
I really fucking love you - you're hilarious.
I don't have bulimia or anorexia but - disgustingly - I wish I did. I've got stuck dispising myself and feeling so physically inferior to everyone else I can't have a conversation with someone without thinking they're just humouring me - I binge eat and then don't have the guts to throw it up.
I do absolutly understand how you feel about the addictive side of it though - only cause I feel so similarly when I want to cut myself.
xxXxSiLeNcExXxx 1 year ago
its a pretty normal feeling, we all greed what we want and see. it just feels kind of psyco cause what u want is diferent.
apart from what this video is about, i really like how u talk and tell ur stories, u have like this gravity towards u.i mean even if u narrate a chess match i would listen to it and like it :)
L0statMidNight 1 year ago
I'm a good girl. I had already watched the first video. Gold stars for me :D
Now I feel like a stalker, because keep waiting for new vids
Innergoth333 1 year ago