Drugs are bad if you have mental health problems...PERIOD! I know this from vast experience but its your body so do what you want i say! Its theoreticaly a free country...Just not such a good idea to be taking drugs with bipolar imo, done me no good, I was taking all the drugs for 10 years and im sure im a lot worse for it!
you shouldn't call people who do meth or coke retards. First, that's a really offensive and cruel word. Second. I did crystal meth for two years back in 2002 and I'm not what you said people who do it are. It wasn't a good decision i made to do it and I'm not proud of it. Sure it had its good times, but it just worsened my problems and at the end of the day, it just wasn't worth all the bad shit that came with it. I stopped by myself and i've been clean for 6 years.
Wow, i thtink you talk a little faster then me when manic ahha, and yer i have changed over past year, people are saying its not for the better but, shit happens, lifes a bitch,,, haha
as for the self-awareness of my own personal changes in my life, i have undergone a lot of changes concerning my spiritual growth as a martial artist. i use to be ignorant and self-focused when i started out as a martial artist. now i have learned to be more humble and the arrogance i once had has been exchanged for confidence. i am on a journey to find peace and happiness. it's a journey that i've been on for a few years now, and i will continue on its paths until i find it.
hey serena. it's nice to hear that you are doing well... bipolar depression is not an easy thing to live with. you are very strong minded to be able to go off the medication you are on and still feel good about yourself. i'm also glad to hear that your grades are good. keep your mind on your studies, and don't give up on yourself, no matter what. drugs seem to be your escape... i can say the same thing about martial arts. i have found myself and confidence through my training. take care, serena!
with that said among the people that know me personally and in my work life i am considered very intelligent. i've been plant manager of a metal cleaning service. i currently work for the board of education and i operate a youth center.
i don't condone the use of drugs because a lot of drug stories have a definite conclusion, but i do laugh when i hear people talking about drugs in absolutes. to quote bill hicks "i had a great time on drugs".
cant argue that you aren't bipolar. i can tell your on an upswing. try not to fall to hard when you crash.
start feeling down just watch this for yourself. and remember you are beautiful and expressive as well as interesting enough to have caught my attention.
on a side note i started smoking pot at twelve drinking at thirteen and from there became known for the absurd amount of drugs i would do. i was very suicidal and would take supposedly lethal doses of xtc, coke and lsd party or not
I understand that you guys are trying to say I was manic, yes I will be honest I didn't get much sleep the night before and was on a bit of rampage. I am now way better though. I sometimes need to breath lol. Guess I wasn't doing that much in this video lol.
@Serena93 I think you were just expressing how you felt. You gotta watch the sleep part though. Getting enough sleep is essential. I guess I need to be taking my own advice, ;)
Hello :) well first of all you are definatly manic right now (on this vid) and i'm glad to see that you kinda survive without the meds as for myself, you asked what have change since last year, well i'd say that i'm learning to live with bipolar a bit more then earlier and especialy realised that the only way to survive bipolair is by having a good life hygene like your sleep partern, taking fresh air and getting in shape, avoiding stressfull situation as much as possible and try to avoid any
kind of addictive things like drugs, alchool, gambling, compulsive buying etc. but sadly even knowing these things don't make me nesseserly put them in practice all the time and i totaly understand your point about drugs and stuff but still i think that us bipolar are stuck in those Addictive things more then anyone else and we need to find something to keep us alive and operational. For you it's the pot, for me it's internet/Mmorpg(gaming) whitch is simply our way to escape from reality i guess
serena your acting weird and childish. Your language is bad. kick the weed and get back on your meds ok. weed affects serotonin production and serotonin is a vital function for many roles.
Hear my advice cause I am type 1 bi polar and spent 15 years on cannabis.
lol alot of people get stupid on weed. some people react different. now maybe you are one of the people who react positive on weed. i for one....had both a bad reaction on my life smoken it but then i have also had a positive and oddly enough it does increase brain activity in some people. thats why doctors are researching it ...it does have pro's and cons like everything els ...but it really depends on the persons body. and what els is in the weed?
You`re a Bi-troller. So you got "bi-polar.. wooohahahaha,.Shouting at the top of your lungs,"I`m fucking smoking weed" Fail.
Honeybowtie 3 months ago
Drugs are bad if you have mental health problems...PERIOD! I know this from vast experience but its your body so do what you want i say! Its theoreticaly a free country...Just not such a good idea to be taking drugs with bipolar imo, done me no good, I was taking all the drugs for 10 years and im sure im a lot worse for it!
RibNSpicY 10 months ago
you shouldn't call people who do meth or coke retards. First, that's a really offensive and cruel word. Second. I did crystal meth for two years back in 2002 and I'm not what you said people who do it are. It wasn't a good decision i made to do it and I'm not proud of it. Sure it had its good times, but it just worsened my problems and at the end of the day, it just wasn't worth all the bad shit that came with it. I stopped by myself and i've been clean for 6 years.
onebeforedinner 1 year ago
Stop speaking so highly of yourself little ignorant girl.
PolarityArt 1 year ago
will u please message me...
MattMac21 1 year ago
Wow, i thtink you talk a little faster then me when manic ahha, and yer i have changed over past year, people are saying its not for the better but, shit happens, lifes a bitch,,, haha
crazddrifterr 1 year ago
i'd rather fail in school, then slowly kill myself : /
ellye73 1 year ago
just be careful. ur very amazing person, and as long as you keep a strong mind, the other drugs won't get you.
ladysavethewolves1 1 year ago
and yeah my goals changed 100% that's what I'm aware of
Zangetseu 1 year ago
smoke weed all you want it's less addictive then even legal drugs
Zangetseu 1 year ago
as for the self-awareness of my own personal changes in my life, i have undergone a lot of changes concerning my spiritual growth as a martial artist. i use to be ignorant and self-focused when i started out as a martial artist. now i have learned to be more humble and the arrogance i once had has been exchanged for confidence. i am on a journey to find peace and happiness. it's a journey that i've been on for a few years now, and i will continue on its paths until i find it.
ShawnOkinawa 2 years ago
hey serena. it's nice to hear that you are doing well... bipolar depression is not an easy thing to live with. you are very strong minded to be able to go off the medication you are on and still feel good about yourself. i'm also glad to hear that your grades are good. keep your mind on your studies, and don't give up on yourself, no matter what. drugs seem to be your escape... i can say the same thing about martial arts. i have found myself and confidence through my training. take care, serena!
ShawnOkinawa 2 years ago
watch?v=o1HtfQZXl6U
ledairship 2 years ago
with that said among the people that know me personally and in my work life i am considered very intelligent. i've been plant manager of a metal cleaning service. i currently work for the board of education and i operate a youth center.
i don't condone the use of drugs because a lot of drug stories have a definite conclusion, but i do laugh when i hear people talking about drugs in absolutes. to quote bill hicks "i had a great time on drugs".
wewillmakeittogether 2 years ago
cant argue that you aren't bipolar. i can tell your on an upswing. try not to fall to hard when you crash.
start feeling down just watch this for yourself. and remember you are beautiful and expressive as well as interesting enough to have caught my attention.
on a side note i started smoking pot at twelve drinking at thirteen and from there became known for the absurd amount of drugs i would do. i was very suicidal and would take supposedly lethal doses of xtc, coke and lsd party or not
wewillmakeittogether 2 years ago 2
I understand that you guys are trying to say I was manic, yes I will be honest I didn't get much sleep the night before and was on a bit of rampage. I am now way better though. I sometimes need to breath lol. Guess I wasn't doing that much in this video lol.
Serena93 2 years ago
@Serena93 I think you were just expressing how you felt. You gotta watch the sleep part though. Getting enough sleep is essential. I guess I need to be taking my own advice, ;)
Donnyboy1984 2 years ago
Hello :) well first of all you are definatly manic right now (on this vid) and i'm glad to see that you kinda survive without the meds as for myself, you asked what have change since last year, well i'd say that i'm learning to live with bipolar a bit more then earlier and especialy realised that the only way to survive bipolair is by having a good life hygene like your sleep partern, taking fresh air and getting in shape, avoiding stressfull situation as much as possible and try to avoid any
Elistios 2 years ago
kind of addictive things like drugs, alchool, gambling, compulsive buying etc. but sadly even knowing these things don't make me nesseserly put them in practice all the time and i totaly understand your point about drugs and stuff but still i think that us bipolar are stuck in those Addictive things more then anyone else and we need to find something to keep us alive and operational. For you it's the pot, for me it's internet/Mmorpg(gaming) whitch is simply our way to escape from reality i guess
Elistios 2 years ago
you would make a good mentor for younger kids
iona407 2 years ago
you make some good points and youre very honest other people would learn alot form your experience.
iona407 2 years ago
we are continuously changing. I think we only notice the changes when we are looking back on things.
samsonality 2 years ago
u seam manic.
samsonality 2 years ago
serena your acting weird and childish. Your language is bad. kick the weed and get back on your meds ok. weed affects serotonin production and serotonin is a vital function for many roles.
Hear my advice cause I am type 1 bi polar and spent 15 years on cannabis.
thebarnyrumsveldshow 2 years ago
lol alot of people get stupid on weed. some people react different. now maybe you are one of the people who react positive on weed. i for one....had both a bad reaction on my life smoken it but then i have also had a positive and oddly enough it does increase brain activity in some people. thats why doctors are researching it ...it does have pro's and cons like everything els ...but it really depends on the persons body. and what els is in the weed?
heavenlycharm86 2 years ago