my heart is still beating #2

[TH3WR4TH0FG0D]

@DAROMSninja lmfao true though XD funny shit

[zechert]

ewwwwwww

[silenceatmidnight]

y dont you have any ribs

[MeYouDisgust]

im not trying to be offensive, but i can't help but ask what would happen if you got punched in the chest. It seems very dangerous to live without ribs

[UselessCDs]

@MeYouDisgust also not trying to be offensive, but what the hell you think will happen? ill die or something

you live with constant danger around you all the time so one more thing wont do much difference, its not like someone wants to punch me in the chest that often

[ringu217]

i love 2 watch the gentle pumping of ur heart...it must feel awesome putting ur hand on ur chest and feeling blood rush thru its valves

[DarioSwampy1]

whats the red line ? pectus surgery ?

[UselessCDs]

@DarioSwampy1 a scar

[Hyurachan]

That's actually really amazing to see! To visibly see your heart beating in your chest. x3

[SelinaLoveHurts]

OMG xD

[TheVaginaKiller]

holy fuck wtf is this shit lmfoa wheres ur bone ? LOL poke ur hearth man ~~~

[TheMrAwesomeDx]

@TheVaginaKiller hey, fuck you, its not funny.

[DAROMSninja]

Damn son, cut those finger nails

[UselessCDs]

it was filmed 3 years ago, i cut them probably a million times since then

[shapiers1]

u have sternum?

[UselessCDs]

@shapiers1 nope

[CaptainCrunchOwns]

Why was your surgery so different than the typical ravitch?

[danbond1982]

I had this surgery back in 95 and then again in 97. Both times they stuffed it, the whole area still has no feeling. You can still see my heart beat, without the costal cartilage (which never grew back) my sternum is way off center and now over the top of my heart. If it doesnt stiffen up get stuck into the weights man the more mass you can create over it the less it moves, i wish someone told me this earlier my shirt use to bounce along with my heartbeat lke crazy now its bearly noticable.

[slyrocks3]

It looks like it hurts!

[shapiers1]

it does how long you operated?

[DAROMSninja]

Man I think you need to go back to the hospital, something doesnt look right, your chest is there to protect your heart, but yours looks like its vulnerable.

[FUTUREMOM]

Can you put a stethoscope on it and transfer the sound so we can hear if it's any different without the ribs and sternum? Thanks.

[kitty3309]

I`m just wondering why they didn`t put a bar in? I`m waiting for similar surgery and they said after 6 weeks the cartalidge they cut out will re grow so the heart will be protected again.

[UselessCDs]

dunno actually..

after 2+ years i dont even care that much, aint bothering me in anything right now so im not worried

[OriginalWolly]

wait its still like that or has it healed?

[UselessCDs]

a lot less, can still feel and see it quite easly but a lot less from the time in the video, scar almost invisible from a distance

[OriginalWolly]

so is your chest bone gana fully grow back?

[UselessCDs]

dunno actualy

[hdhproductions7]

why is it like that?

[Fionanw2]

did you really try to commit suicide?

and yeah what would happen if someone punched you there?

xx

[DarthMink]

what was to procedure? i have pectus excavatum but i havnt heard of having ribs removed to fix it, was yours causing you problems?

[UselessCDs]

yup

[ThumbsOfPain]

thats the ravicht procedure i strongly recommend nuss instead of the ravicht

[OriginalWolly]

why, this one only takes 6 months to heal and nuss takes years

[UselessCDs]

its not |=

[ablahblah38]

y r u holdin ur camera?

[UselessCDs]

yup, in front of a mirror

[LuMiNuSs]

thats sooo cute! I wish I could lay on ur chest and feel it. :]

[UselessCDs]

lol, thanks, i met someone who did that

[LuMiNuSs]

D: wat a lucky bitch

[reds48]

what would happen if someone punches you there?

[enjoiskaterlizard123]

wat happend

[UselessCDs]

i tried to commit suicide and failed

[KingBroilly]

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

YOU TALK MUCH BULLSHIT COMMIT SUICIDE:D

if someone really wanna kill himself he just needs to jump "BEHIND" the train :D

[UselessCDs]

ok cool

[Fionanw2]

are you serious?

xx

[juanwizzle]

Man The surgeons dont give a fuck!!!

[UselessCDs]

about what?

[WeAreBullets]

Wait, howcome it looks like you have no sternum and that your heart is just under your chest surface? what is your complication, im interested, i have some issues too.

[UselessCDs]

i have no sternum |=

look at the other videos and read the descriptions, im not at home now so i dont have time to explain..

[NinetailsBankai]

lol, I think you have the same camera as me. :D

[UselessCDs]

Powershot a620? i want to get the a650, but then again, i also want to get a new LCD, and a PS3, and new keyboard and mouse, and a new Tablet, and a new mp3 player, and paint my room...

man, im gonna need to find a new job after i come back from thailand |=

[NinetailsBankai]

well, i'm not sure if I have a powershota620.

but.... it looks pretty similar.

its canon.

thailand i see.

i have some thai blood in me. XD

[UselessCDs]

it is a620

i think im gonna get the a650, the large screen appeals to me and the prices now are realy low in israel..

[NoTouchieMe]

scary :O

[splashums]

i have this. I think its cool you can show it off and not feel ashamed. I'm ashamed and want to be more like you. You are one of my heros.

[elmoro78]

i had the same procedure as yours back in 1991. im aware of other technics (as you said nuss procedure) wich are kinda different, but it is hard to explain.

it takes maybe several years to the chest nerves to recover sensibility. im not fully pleased with the results i must say.

[UselessCDs]

yeah, but i got used to it

and im probably going to undergo another surgery that will add struts or something like that (still on stand-by about it, waiting for the hospital to call and inform us when will it be)..

[elmoro78]

i got used to my chest also.

i think the surgery could be good for you, so good luck!!

And for those who think the surgery is too painfull, i went through that,and  I don't think its impossible to handle.

[UselessCDs]

its not the surgery that's painful, but the firts 2 days you spend at the hospital after the surgery that can feel like hell :P

[Mitchell8899]

i had complications and that pain was sustained over 6 months and rehashing itself again now under my right arm so I will have to get the bar removed early. However results are great, dramitically more cardio and looks good, but to undermine the agony is in my opinion injustice :P

[DarkLab101]

ouch, u poor thing. glad to see ur ok though, it could have been worse...u never know! :)

[richo170]

o no, i have the same problem, i don't want a scar though! Did the operation hurt?

[eastridinfili]

wow thats scary...but hey gotta go through whatever to achieve the male quality

[alyssaloo]

dude thats wrong, I'm getting the ravitch done in jan for pectus e. *shivers*

[watloia]

Wow,thats a huge scar! I have this shit too,and i been operated a year ago,but my scar is much shorter than yours... They use Ravich on you,right?

Hey,glad to see that you are taking it well.

[UselessCDs]

not ravitch, please read the description cuz it a bit different from common procedures..

[boxtop24]

i had pectus carinatum also, and had ravitch procedure to fix it, you can see my heart beat in my chest too but for me its more that the skin above the sternum moves, nice to know i'm not the only one lol i thought i might die or something

[UselessCDs]

i had pectus excavatum, but its cool to know there's someone like me out there :)

[sesshomaru808]

Can u make a video of it pounding, Im jus curious on how would it look like. But i still think its cool.

[UselessCDs]

um, its pretty hard, i dont get to go swimming a lot latly and last time i brought a camera my dad had problems filming with it ><

ill try to bring a cam next time ill go swimming..

[sesshomaru808]

Wow thats really cool. Hmm how does your heart look when its beating fast? that would be cool to see.

[UselessCDs]

its pretty crazy when its beating fast, its more like "HOLY SHIT ITS GONNA EXPLODE!!!!" :P

when i go for a swim its pretty intense when i walk out of the sea and its beating like crazy and ppl are like O____O

[juju0128]

That's so funny. I bet their eyes DO look like that!

[KRnFckXXX]

wait. i have pectus excavatum too.. well you had but you get what i mean.. but what do they do exactly in the surgery? cuz i was told that i dont need it cuz its minor but it might get worse. how is the surgery?

[UselessCDs]

i didnt have a common procedure, search google for pectus excavatum repair or information about the nuss procedure..

[joshuas613]

wow dude i was thinkin of havin the nuss procedure...

is this temporary or permanent the ur rib caged is removed?

[UselessCDs]

depands on my progress

BTW i didnt have any of the normal procesures so dont be worried if you thought that ur result will be like this (i know ppl may get scared to be like this but personally im not scared from my condition..)

[mkuelen]

i think its cool that your so confident. awesome man.

[UselessCDs]

thanks :)

[bonobo24]

I have pectus carinatum, the reverse to that

which is harder to correct and a lot harder to explain to friends with shocked faces when they accidentally bump into it or something

[UselessCDs]

it sounds like it would be harder to correct, how do they correct it anyway?

i know a kid with it and it seems those who have carinatum is not affected mentaly by it as the one's with excavatum..

[avp715]

yay

i had the nuss procedure done and it went great- it was only painfull for like 5 days and now im almost back to normal

the only bad thing is i cant feel the right side of my chest above the bar- apparently there was some nerve damage that will take years to heal.. did you have any of that?

[UselessCDs]

look under the scar, see the 5-4 dots? draw a line across them, from that line to the scar i cant feel a thing :)

[avp715]

wow how long has it been since the surgery?

and what was it for anyway?

[UselessCDs]

please read the comments..

PE repair, its not a common method of doing so and its kinda different from the common procedures..

[avp715]

KJSKDJAH gahhhh that video is seriosly disturbing...

i seriously hope that dosent happen wit hthe nuss procedure

[UselessCDs]

that happenes with none of the procedures..

i had a different kind of surgery than the normal ones...

[Missingno000]

dude good lcuk i would be scared of getting hit in the chest.

[paco903]

i admire you, for having the big balls of dealing with that. I'm so weak that i would probably be complaining about it all the time.

[UselessCDs]

i was probably more scared than you think :)

im also a weak person on stuff like that (probably the most radical thing ive experienced ever) but the letter informing me about the surgery arivved less than a week befire the surgery so i didnt realy had even the time to get horiffied or something like that about it,

[UselessCDs]

it was all in the state of theory after i did the tests and suddenly a letter arives informing me that im goung into surgry in less than a week, and everything happened so fast that i didnt had a chance to look at the seriousness of it :)

my father was also amazed that i went and had the surgery knowing my personality in this situations :P

[FieryFang]

so if someone were to punch you in your chest your a goner

[UselessCDs]

gee, ya think?

im aware of that, and all of the people who surround me are aware of that, and 90% of the time im protected by friends who realy care about me..

[diegohakspiel]

dude, that's horrible, I have pectus as well, but i kind of like mine, Well I hated it when I was youger, but I guess you grow and accept yourself. and anyway i already had a heart cirgury, so by any chance i'm having another one. the bad part is not the cirgury, but the recovery, and the excess of protection you receive from your family. but any way hope you enjoy your new life, and your new scar. for some wierd reason girls like to see scars.

[UselessCDs]

i enjoy my 'new' life really well...

i dont 'use' the surgery and scar to gain attention, cuz all in all im still me, i just enjoy telling people that i had my ribs removed and see if the believe me, and if they dont, i can prove them wrong :)

[NinetailsBankai]

what is your "new" life though?

[UselessCDs]

pretty much the same..

although i dont do extreme things i did before or any severe moves (mostly with my right arm)cuz that hurts me a little..i do get a lot of attention from everyone i meet and basicly always keep away from danger :P

[NinetailsBankai123]

oh.

i guess u lik the attention right? and protection. lol. =P

[UselessCDs]

i dont realy care if i get attention or not, i just like to tell people about the surgery and let them touch my chest before seeing it (i put their palm on my shirt and let them feel before i tell them what i have under there...pretty much everyone who does that get shocked and open their mouth)

i mostly do that when im with friends just so we can laugh at the reaction of people

[NinetailsBankai123]

dis is kinda random but do u liv in the u.s?

[UselessCDs]

nope, israel.

[Unholyxi]

can u feel ur heart beat cuz i have pectus carinatum like i told u lol but right now my heart is like in my lower left rib cage and its weird like every time i go to sleep i can feel that shit......

[UselessCDs]

i dont feel anything in that area yet its like a dead area to me for now, but when i sleep on my tummy (lol) i can sorta feell it..

[chucky1400471]

amaizing

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[jsjadednight]

ahhh slicha ivantee

[0Suicidedoll]

does it hurts??

[UselessCDs]

nope, cant even feel that area yet.

[nikidizzi]

WERE U MISSING SOME RIBS IN THAT AREA?

[lukehell]

dude thats scary lol

[btccfan2002]

at points, it seems like you are straining to breathe. is that an afteraffect of your surgery? what's the deal with that?

[UselessCDs]

im holding my breath just to let you see how i can make the area go in and push out

im breathing normaly and even better since before the surgery my ribs apllied pressure on my right lung and now my lungs actualy have room to stretch and basicly i can breath normaly..

just wanted to show how sick it looks when i over inhale and hold it in lol

[tchycrdia]

THANK YOU!!!

[xaiury]

I've counted about 135 beats per minutes near the end!

Simply the best thing ever. Thank you!!! ;)

[juju0128]

THANK YOU!!!!