It's almost been 14 years since my grandmother passed, and I still feel like she'll just show up.. but deep down inside I know she won't. I've trained myself to not cry, but sometimes I forget and shed a tear or two.. It has gotten easier.. Your fans are here for you.
I think that the saddest part of this is that someone, no some people actually disliked this video! Who would do that? What kind of cold, heartless person would seriously dislike a video like this? Her dad is dead, if you didn't like it or found it boring or something, don't say anything at all.
@angrysocks so how does karen's dad dying to get away from her have anything to do with my insensitive comments? he didn't die because of the shit i say. he died to get away from his trash bag titty whore daughter
@angrysocks you're right. part of being a woman is getting fucked. she obviously gets that a lot considering she has three kids. i don't have much of a problem with her making videos just as long as she cooks and cleans like a good bitch should. all in all she'd be a good catch if she cooks cleans, and takes it like a champ in bed.
@angrysocks well that's what i think, and i don't really feel that empty. women need to know their place. if i had it my way the niggers would be back in the fields, and there would be hispanic reservations for all the illegals.
@mnsc410 thats a horrible thing to say!!!! she had a hard time w/ this and u r being horrible. i cant believe that u would say/type something like that. shes a lovely person who is grieving the loss of her dad in her own way. if u dont like the vid or the person making the vid then DONT LEAVE A MEAN COMMENT and fight w/ peeps like me who care.
@MsMissoptimistic i'll admit it is horrible, but it isn't the worst thing said in human history. she's a successful person so she has to be able to take the good and the bad.
I feel for you! You even made me cry, and I'm a guy. I know exactly how you feel. You are stronger than you think. Most of us would curl up in a ball, but you pour your heart out on the internet! I know it's been a while since you posted this, but you give the rest of us strength by seeing how well you handle yourself. I'm sure it's therapeutic for you to share like this, but you are helping others too. Your husband is a lucky man and your kids have a GREAT MOM!
im so sorry, but always remember that we are here to help you when you need it! you will always have somone that loves you and never forget that. your father will always love you, no matter where he is.
im a very tender hearted person. but at my great grandpa funral i diden't cry possibly because i deiden't know him all that well and my granda planed his funral on my birthday (super right) but at my grandmas funral i and meny other people were crying so much i thuought we wold flud th place she was in... but just wanted to say that love you karen :)
god bless you. im so sorry for your loss. My dad passed away less than a year ago and my mom had him creamated. I know he is in heaven and not just in that box. Thats what makes it all worth while.
I find it amazing how you can talk about this on camera, I started to tear up watching this, I could never do this on camera without having to stop the video. Your an amazing role model for me and I hope I can be as strong as you when a loved one of mine passes. I'm so sorry for your loss and stay strong. -Amber
Sorry this is late. You are so awesome. I'm so sorry. Frank sounded like a nice guy. I wish I knew him. I can't watch this video again. I keep crying. I can't cry any more. My brother thinks I'm going crazy!
Funny thing: while you were trying to figure out what to say at the Tree of Life dedication... you said it :)
I know I'm late to the party, but I hope what you said at the dedication was exactly what you said in this video: the kind of person he was, what it was like to know him, and what he enjoyed about life. It all came straight from the heart, just as it should :)
I lost my Dad 14 months ago to congestive heart failure, stroke and kidney failure (all at once). He was 72. I cried, no balled, at the hospital. At first, my Mom didn't want the urn in the house, but she changed her mind. My brother created a slide show for the memorial. I created photo memory books for the family and gave them out this past Christmas.
it was so hard watching you in such stress ,, Some how some way during these times we have to find a way to cope and move on ,, don't be afraid of your feelings , just shows how special he was to you , so sad for your loss
Just watched your vid and all you need to know is that you are a very decent person a good mother and your Dad sounds like a good man.
I am English and we have a saying you will know 'keep a stiff upper lip' but it's impossible when it's Dad, like you say because the multiple-coloured memories always get you, Baby is beautiful Karen and God bless you.
Thank you for showing your true love for your father and I wish you nothing but fond memories of your father - especially in the knowledge that he's living on, saving the lives of others.
That's amazing that he was a donor. My mom recieved a liver about five years ago, and she's forever thankful for all of the organ donors out there, without them, she wouldnt be here today. I'm so sorry for your loss :( Five stars for being brave and strong through this....
we love you too! can't tell you how many of your funny vids have made my day! so thank you for that :) I don't know how it feels to have a parent pass away yet so i can only imagine what you're going through sweetheart.. just wanted to say though that its really a miracle that you got to at least get to know him for a few years after the two of you weren't in contact for whatever reason the first 13 yrs of your life. it's really great that you got to get some wonderful memories to cherish :)
I'm kinda new to your channel so I didn't realise you lost your dad recently. I lost my dad a couple years ago so I know how hard it can be but you're doing really well so I know he'd be proud of you. Keep your chin up and keep smiling.
im soo sorry and weres ure bf? can u make a vid with him and 5/5 u look amazing (and i just noticed you never stand in ure vids can u do a vid with u stading?) ily and thnx
im so sorry about your loss. My grandma died a couple months ago. She was on dialasis and she kept getting diseases and she just wanted to get off of dialasis. so she did and a couple weeks later she died...</3 dont worry tho he's in your heart. good luck<33
I know it doesn't help you much and I hate when people tell me 'sorry for your loss' but I just wanted to say that I know that you're in alot of pain right now . . . and the last thing you want to hear is that I'm sorry, but if you ever need anything- even to just to e-mail with, we don't have to talk about anything really I'm here to listen.
awe. im sorry about your father. he sounds like he was a great man. I know how you feel. my papa which is my grandad. he died 4 days before my birthday. that was really hard on me because he was my last grandparent and he was gone. but he was suffering from skin, brain and lung cancer. so i guess it was better that he didnt have to suffer for a long time. well i give you my best wishes.
Ahhh its ok mama, I went thru a hard time when I lost my uncle almost 3 years ago. Its not a day that goes by that I dont think about not having him around. I got my 1st tat in memory of him on my chest so he's close to my heart. We did everything together so I feel like im missing my shadow but life goes on. People dont stay here forever, life is hell so somethin has to be better than this, and I truly believe thats where he is. He does visit me in my dreams but not as often as i'd like
You should explain what he meant to you. Then you could tell the story of you finding out later but you couldn't have gone because you were pregnant... The donor story and he lives on by having helped some people live more decent lives. What you said in the video "My Dad" is all brilliant stuff. Hang on there. Good luck!
I am so sorry for your loss. My dad died june 07 from medical mal practice. I was really perplexed thinking about how after all of this time my dad has been gone, it hasn't gotten any easier. It has actually become harder. You aren't alone! You have that beautiful little girl to take care of so that is great incentive! <33
its good you do this u can get out everything you feel.things will get better with time..sometimes i wander why we live to watch the oneswe love die,,but hey its not my plan ,and im sure he has one.
I have been watching these little snippits of yours, as well as some of the other comments. I have to admire the courage you have just to lay it all out there, especially since anonymity can bring out the worst in people. As a new subscriber I'd like to say how touching it has been to be able to relate to even the most mundane trials, as well as the more profound ones. For what it is worth, you should know that most of the pain does go away. Come back soon. We miss you! xxxxxxxxoooooooo
Sorry to hear about your father. From what you've said, he sounded like a great guy. I hope that everything went well at the dedication ceremony and that you took some time to remember your great moments with him. Keep staying strong, and remember that there are plenty of people thinking about you, even though we might not know you directly.
Im very sorry that you lost your father. I never really knew mine so for you to be so close to him i can only imagine is the most horrbile pain you could ever go through. hope all went well at the dedication ceremony.
god bless you. i went from thanksgiving facts to this. what an emotional change. just know he will always live on in your heart and soul. you will carry a part of him forever. god bless you and your family.
I feel bad for you. I truly do. Many lives are brightened because of people like your dad. The people who are saved, the families and friends....Remember that your father is waiting for you when the time comes, and please I hope you can get better. :(
I am glad you at least had memories of him, and they were happy one. I feel terrible for your loss, I lost my dad a few years back, and it wasn't easy for me. Time does heal all wounds, but it dosen't mean that the scars will ever heal.
I trully feel bad for you, it really does suck losing a father, especially when he has tried to be active in your life.
@SailingAways If you don't come out with it, people can't help you. You can't rise above your own degradation by degrading others. But you can be degraded endlessly without pause. I just know that you would like the abuse.
I'm, of course, very sorry for your lose. I am posting to thank your Dad for being an organ donor and urge everyone to do the same. It's because of people like your Dad that my Dad is very much alive and doing so well. On December 16, 2007 my Dad received a heart transplant. Amazingly, he went home 6 days later and hasn't slowed down since. I'm sure your Dad did many great things in his life, but I can not think that there is anything greater than becoming an organ donor. Bless you all.
for those who insist on replying or acknowledging sailingaways comments you are doing exactly what it wants. the best way to infuriate those who act out in this way is to ignore them. once you lower yourself to their standards you become one in the same. scum of the earth hate to be alone and find company in creating misery and disdain.
Exactly! The best way to deal with them is to silently mark their posts as "Spam" when you see one, so that they eventually "disappear" & don't clog up the comments...
and i use the term " it " if you notice as it doesn't warrant anything more. as for the marking comments as spam ehhh, i don't bother. you can set preferences to not show comments with a high negative number.
Man that is fucking hilarious. The funniest fucking thing ever. U should be a fucking comedian. U will probably be much better at it than u are at being a fucking dickhead
Im so sorry to hear about ur father..I lost my little sister last dec.Its hard..and the 1yr is so hard.Big huges from Oklahoma..I promise its going to be ok..and when u miss him most..think of him and see his face and hear his laugh and know he's always with u..hugs doll..
It sounds like you know what to say. Just repeat what you just said here. Write it down and maybe polish it up a bit if you feel the need to, but it sounds like you got it covered. Just share your memories. :)
And remember, funerals are really for the living - those that are left behind. You are supposed to be with your family and friends and cry buckets. Believe it or not shared tears are good for you.
I'm so sorry for your loss :( Your dad sounds like a great guy. Thanks for sharing and being so honest - I think you could talk at the university like you did here and that would be fine. Hugs to you and your family
losing a parent is the hardest thing i have ever gone through. my sister and i still cry on a nearly daily basis over losing our mother. it is hard, will always be hard, and there ate times when you we cry for no reason. in time, things get easier, though the emotion of a parent's passing is never gone.
write often, live life to it's amazing highs, and know that things will some day find a balence.
I watched you "my dad" Video and you were crying and it made me nearly cry :'(
I don't watch you because I think you have big 'Boobs' I'm a straight female so I watch you because you make me laugh and you make my friends laugh to. you should try making some more WIG VIDEOS!!!! Wooh. sorry but I'm a bit crazy :P:P
G'day, hope you found the right words at your Dad's dedication ceremony. Don't know you or your Father but maybe you might like to talk about the most important lessons you learnt from your Dad in life. I'm sure that this is his greatest legacy. Cheers
"For every tear we shed over the memories of those we've lost, one more blessing is granted to their spirit in the world beyond this one..."
And I'm sorry I can't say or do more than tell you: "I'm sorry for your loss". But honestly, I don't know what it feels like to lose a father, so no, I don't know what you're going through or how you feel.
Just know that all of us who know you here on the internet are here for you 100% and pray for you too... :'(
I lost a friend and my uncle to cancer last year. I know it must be a lot different when you lose a parent, but I can relate to some things you said. For instance, my uncle had this real lust for life and he taught me a lot. Just 2 weeks ago I got his guitar and it was so nice to have it and play it (badly, FYI!), cause he used to teach me how to play it and he was a great guitar player himself.
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. But unfortunatly it's what you need to go through to mourn and THEN feel better. It'll take time, and sometimes you'll still cry over your loss. But just keep on remembering your wonderful dad and keep him in your heart :) It's all that matters!
My condolances to you and family. The loss of a loved one is never easy. My parents passed when I was 16 and 17 and I lost my wife last march. She too was an organ donor and It is nice to know she like your dad helped others.
Damn sounds like your talkin about my step-father. He passed away last year, miss him like hell . keep your head up there lookin down from heaven at us, wanting us to go on and remember the greatest things about them. They arent really dead when we keep there memory alive.
My most sincere condolences go out to you and your family. especially your next daddy - I feel a True and sincere warming in my heart for you, with all my heart and soul. May god blees you and keep the hope alive. If you want to speak to me one on one (because i feel your pain) we could talk about it. or I could come over to your house and share a heartwarming conversation with you, maybe by a fireplace ;) God bless you sweetie!
i felt the same way when my father died, so i talked about all of the great things we did fishing and doing stuff together. its hard but it made me feel a lot better about the loss
Karen, I love your all of your videos and you are immensely hot and make me all weak in the knees and laugh out loud. Don't let random idiots who only spew crap ever get you down. I'm a loyal fan and I hope you were able to put your dad's death in perspective for you and be at peace with it. Say hi to beautiful LuLu for me :) One of your biggest fans... ~A
BIG fail! She didn't know her own biological father died until 6 months later and now she knows- oh look, she's sitting as happy as can be, making videos abt him, and wearing more makeup than most girls would wear to a party! What a mentally-ill screwed up piece of SHYTE! I mean, this is her father's demise. Any other woman would be genuinely upset. Not this piece of trash, tho. God defo knew what He was doing when he gave this oinker her pumpkin face, pumpkin nose, wide bone structure!
It kills me and breaks my heart to see you crying and sad like this. You are one of the nicest person and sweetest person on youtube. In my life I lost a uncle, grandma, and aunt. This year I lost a friend and a my
you look like aylin from sirenia
Ivannnz 3 months ago
It's almost been 14 years since my grandmother passed, and I still feel like she'll just show up.. but deep down inside I know she won't. I've trained myself to not cry, but sometimes I forget and shed a tear or two.. It has gotten easier.. Your fans are here for you.
MaggotLlama 3 months ago
I think that the saddest part of this is that someone, no some people actually disliked this video! Who would do that? What kind of cold, heartless person would seriously dislike a video like this? Her dad is dead, if you didn't like it or found it boring or something, don't say anything at all.
Yopigirlblain13 4 months ago
This has been flagged as spam show
@Yopigirlblain13 maybe they don't like seeing her cry?
mnsc410 2 months ago
he probably died to get away from you
mnsc410 4 months ago
@mnsc410 Probably. He couldn't take reading stupid comments against his little girl coming from insensitive assholes like you.
angrysocks 4 months ago
@angrysocks so how does karen's dad dying to get away from her have anything to do with my insensitive comments? he didn't die because of the shit i say. he died to get away from his trash bag titty whore daughter
mnsc410 4 months ago
@mnsc410 A woman can be sexy and talk about sex without being a whore. Just because she's a tease doesn't mean she's a whore.
angrysocks 4 months ago
@angrysocks you're right. part of being a woman is getting fucked. she obviously gets that a lot considering she has three kids. i don't have much of a problem with her making videos just as long as she cooks and cleans like a good bitch should. all in all she'd be a good catch if she cooks cleans, and takes it like a champ in bed.
mnsc410 4 months ago
@mnsc410 I have a feeling you're going to live a very empty life if that's how you see women.
angrysocks 4 months ago
@angrysocks well that's what i think, and i don't really feel that empty. women need to know their place. if i had it my way the niggers would be back in the fields, and there would be hispanic reservations for all the illegals.
mnsc410 4 months ago
@mnsc410 thats a horrible thing to say!!!! she had a hard time w/ this and u r being horrible. i cant believe that u would say/type something like that. shes a lovely person who is grieving the loss of her dad in her own way. if u dont like the vid or the person making the vid then DONT LEAVE A MEAN COMMENT and fight w/ peeps like me who care.
MsMissoptimistic 2 months ago
@MsMissoptimistic i'll admit it is horrible, but it isn't the worst thing said in human history. she's a successful person so she has to be able to take the good and the bad.
mnsc410 2 months ago
I know how you feel:( I cried for MONTHS when I lost my cousin:"(
skippylala95 7 months ago
I feel for you! You even made me cry, and I'm a guy. I know exactly how you feel. You are stronger than you think. Most of us would curl up in a ball, but you pour your heart out on the internet! I know it's been a while since you posted this, but you give the rest of us strength by seeing how well you handle yourself. I'm sure it's therapeutic for you to share like this, but you are helping others too. Your husband is a lucky man and your kids have a GREAT MOM!
MrBklein31 10 months ago
im so sorry, but always remember that we are here to help you when you need it! you will always have somone that loves you and never forget that. your father will always love you, no matter where he is.
TayRoxfull 11 months ago
im a very tender hearted person. but at my great grandpa funral i diden't cry possibly because i deiden't know him all that well and my granda planed his funral on my birthday (super right) but at my grandmas funral i and meny other people were crying so much i thuought we wold flud th place she was in... but just wanted to say that love you karen :)
thebug707 11 months ago
He will forever live in your heart karen :) he really sounded like a wonderful man
noyourgayHD 1 year ago
i'm so sorry............ you will get through this, and i give you full support... and i think you should cry, it really helps
SierraOffline 1 year ago
This vid then old people..... it's painful
20MrBigmac 1 year ago
god bless you. im so sorry for your loss. My dad passed away less than a year ago and my mom had him creamated. I know he is in heaven and not just in that box. Thats what makes it all worth while.
zestyguy87 1 year ago
i never cried with a youtube video...until now!
Desahogada 1 year ago
A plaque with your name on it should be made i love me some red!
theDirtyGupta01 1 year ago
wow this is really deep
Wotan700 1 year ago
I find it amazing how you can talk about this on camera, I started to tear up watching this, I could never do this on camera without having to stop the video. Your an amazing role model for me and I hope I can be as strong as you when a loved one of mine passes. I'm so sorry for your loss and stay strong. -Amber
BamberAmber11 1 year ago
Sorry this is late. You are so awesome. I'm so sorry. Frank sounded like a nice guy. I wish I knew him. I can't watch this video again. I keep crying. I can't cry any more. My brother thinks I'm going crazy!
jsmippin 1 year ago
its very hard to cope with someone u lose but its life and life sometimes just sucks
stewma234 1 year ago
Youtube: The best way to talk about problems to totally random perverts who watch your videos.
Madman33434 1 year ago
@Madman33434 Youtubers. Insensitive jerks who need to be reminded every so often that the people they watch are just that- People.
Inhumantics 1 year ago
@Inhumantics Wow nice, I've been trying too tell people that and your the first person I see say that. Props.
Madman33434 1 year ago
@Madman33434 kinda have to agree
zestyguy87 1 year ago
This has been flagged as spam show
I feel so sorry for you!
ecoworldtv 1 year ago
What the heck? I've been gone way too long. Sorry Karebear! HUGE HUGS, SWEETPEA! LOTS OF LOVE
CaptAdams35 1 year ago
i'm sorry for your loss
Richmondtodd94 1 year ago
Funny thing: while you were trying to figure out what to say at the Tree of Life dedication... you said it :)
I know I'm late to the party, but I hope what you said at the dedication was exactly what you said in this video: the kind of person he was, what it was like to know him, and what he enjoyed about life. It all came straight from the heart, just as it should :)
triskalguilo 1 year ago 2
I'm sorry for your loss. I don't know if my dad's alive or dead, so at least take solace in the fact that you have closure.
redrounin 1 year ago
I lost my Dad 14 months ago to congestive heart failure, stroke and kidney failure (all at once). He was 72. I cried, no balled, at the hospital. At first, my Mom didn't want the urn in the house, but she changed her mind. My brother created a slide show for the memorial. I created photo memory books for the family and gave them out this past Christmas.
Take care, I love you.
beararms2001 1 year ago
pretty honest... :) sorry for your dad, not easy... you'll be fine... :)
Stefan5444 1 year ago
I feel for you, I couldn't imagine losing my father...and I'm so so glad that he was an organ donor.
femmefatale1990 1 year ago
it was so hard watching you in such stress ,, Some how some way during these times we have to find a way to cope and move on ,, don't be afraid of your feelings , just shows how special he was to you , so sad for your loss
levisnteeshirt 1 year ago
You are a cool mom!!!!!!!!!!!
nothingisgreener 1 year ago 5
Just watched your vid and all you need to know is that you are a very decent person a good mother and your Dad sounds like a good man.
I am English and we have a saying you will know 'keep a stiff upper lip' but it's impossible when it's Dad, like you say because the multiple-coloured memories always get you, Baby is beautiful Karen and God bless you.
jnmklo9 1 year ago
Sorry to hear about your father.
I lost my mother 2 years ago.
It's never easy no matter what age.
I'm enjoying watching
your other funny videos.
Try to keep a smile on your face.
Stu
guitar62751 2 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
You are so hot. Wish I would of met you in another time. Thanks for the videos. Love them. Check mine out. Let me know your thoughts. bye bye
jsontip 2 years ago
Thank you for showing your true love for your father and I wish you nothing but fond memories of your father - especially in the knowledge that he's living on, saving the lives of others.
Capricorn152 2 years ago
That's amazing that he was a donor. My mom recieved a liver about five years ago, and she's forever thankful for all of the organ donors out there, without them, she wouldnt be here today. I'm so sorry for your loss :( Five stars for being brave and strong through this....
squeakersdagreat 2 years ago
Awe you poor thing I don't know what I would do if my dad passed away. And for you to lose him so soon after finding him. Hang in there hon.
jacquelinebrayman 2 years ago
Amazing women! Very strong and BEAUTIFUL...ever considered becoming a comedian, what do u do for wrk aside from taking care of ur daughter?
chekhov21 2 years ago
It's great to see that people are still saying how sorry they are for your lost.
Rpatricklee 2 years ago
we love you too! can't tell you how many of your funny vids have made my day! so thank you for that :) I don't know how it feels to have a parent pass away yet so i can only imagine what you're going through sweetheart.. just wanted to say though that its really a miracle that you got to at least get to know him for a few years after the two of you weren't in contact for whatever reason the first 13 yrs of your life. it's really great that you got to get some wonderful memories to cherish :)
511wael 2 years ago
I'm so sorry for your loss..mine passed 5 years ago today. ): He'll be watching over you. Always <3
PS. I'm a redhead too ;D
meetbrooke 2 years ago
I'm kinda new to your channel so I didn't realise you lost your dad recently. I lost my dad a couple years ago so I know how hard it can be but you're doing really well so I know he'd be proud of you. Keep your chin up and keep smiling.
hachiman2012 2 years ago
im soo sorry and weres ure bf? can u make a vid with him and 5/5 u look amazing (and i just noticed you never stand in ure vids can u do a vid with u stading?) ily and thnx
aman692 2 years ago
aw i cried
CaitlinnPatrickk 2 years ago
I would hug you but I'm sure you're good.
criticalzen 2 years ago
my god,,you're lovely..
rusticoperezjr 2 years ago 2
you have a lot on ya mind
ya speak ha truth
btownkidd06 2 years ago
your dad was a wonderful artist :')
im so sorry for your loss...you will get throught this :)
arianapezeshkijonas 2 years ago 20
Your dad is dead?
eor42 2 years ago
It's all we can do to be here as much as we can during your time of need, you have brought joy to our life by letting us watch your amazing videos.
*sending you love from FL*
kiwicat333 2 years ago 3
i love you....
i really do
vjunloc1 2 years ago 3
This comment has received too many negative votes show
Damnim jacking off to this bitch she hot
jtgtjtgt 2 years ago
im so sorry about your loss. My grandma died a couple months ago. She was on dialasis and she kept getting diseases and she just wanted to get off of dialasis. so she did and a couple weeks later she died...</3 dont worry tho he's in your heart. good luck<33
nickis1inamillion2me 2 years ago 2
I know it doesn't help you much and I hate when people tell me 'sorry for your loss' but I just wanted to say that I know that you're in alot of pain right now . . . and the last thing you want to hear is that I'm sorry, but if you ever need anything- even to just to e-mail with, we don't have to talk about anything really I'm here to listen.
Lisa13245 2 years ago
awe. im sorry about your father. he sounds like he was a great man. I know how you feel. my papa which is my grandad. he died 4 days before my birthday. that was really hard on me because he was my last grandparent and he was gone. but he was suffering from skin, brain and lung cancer. so i guess it was better that he didnt have to suffer for a long time. well i give you my best wishes.
xxxemobabexxx1434 2 years ago 2
Ahhh its ok mama, I went thru a hard time when I lost my uncle almost 3 years ago. Its not a day that goes by that I dont think about not having him around. I got my 1st tat in memory of him on my chest so he's close to my heart. We did everything together so I feel like im missing my shadow but life goes on. People dont stay here forever, life is hell so somethin has to be better than this, and I truly believe thats where he is. He does visit me in my dreams but not as often as i'd like
Charmer4856 2 years ago
You should explain what he meant to you. Then you could tell the story of you finding out later but you couldn't have gone because you were pregnant... The donor story and he lives on by having helped some people live more decent lives. What you said in the video "My Dad" is all brilliant stuff. Hang on there. Good luck!
lennic95 2 years ago
Stop crying! We are here for you!
Nishiogima 2 years ago
Thank you!
budoracle 2 years ago
I am so sorry for your loss. My dad died june 07 from medical mal practice. I was really perplexed thinking about how after all of this time my dad has been gone, it hasn't gotten any easier. It has actually become harder. You aren't alone! You have that beautiful little girl to take care of so that is great incentive! <33
katiekins77 2 years ago
its good you do this u can get out everything you feel.things will get better with time..sometimes i wander why we live to watch the oneswe love die,,but hey its not my plan ,and im sure he has one.
lynnej1970 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
SEE how to not get your HEARTBROKE in my video CHEATIN ON ME
FonzoS100 2 years ago
I have been watching these little snippits of yours, as well as some of the other comments. I have to admire the courage you have just to lay it all out there, especially since anonymity can bring out the worst in people. As a new subscriber I'd like to say how touching it has been to be able to relate to even the most mundane trials, as well as the more profound ones. For what it is worth, you should know that most of the pain does go away. Come back soon. We miss you! xxxxxxxxoooooooo
rudafer69 2 years ago
Sorry to hear about your father. From what you've said, he sounded like a great guy. I hope that everything went well at the dedication ceremony and that you took some time to remember your great moments with him. Keep staying strong, and remember that there are plenty of people thinking about you, even though we might not know you directly.
justin09452 2 years ago
I bet Frank was really proud of you. Hang in there.
No worries, happy days, pleasant nights.
JMCastle50 2 years ago
i'm sorry. my dad died from cancer a few years back. it's always hard to lose someone you love. cherish those memories, they are precious.
evildeadTim 2 years ago
Comment removed
billydumont 2 years ago
i respect your spirit. you have a beautifull clean soul.
mzoltan14 2 years ago 2
My condolence , Karen. I know how it is to lose a parent. My dad died of a heart attack and I found him. Stay strong.
But also I've got to congratulate to your sweet little baby daughter.
Coyotefreak667 2 years ago 2
yOU'RE A strong lady..im sorry to hear about your dad..take care..and i so awesome-ly love each an everyone of ur videos
eraasurah 2 years ago
loosing a parent is one of the hardest things to go through. but you do survive and you can go on. it will get better..promiss :)
bgy482 2 years ago
Im very sorry that you lost your father. I never really knew mine so for you to be so close to him i can only imagine is the most horrbile pain you could ever go through. hope all went well at the dedication ceremony.
ftnyoko 2 years ago
what is this fuckin illuminaty symbol (pyramid with the eye) behind you? Are you a mason!!!!???
arxidamos13 2 years ago
your an idiot... thats just a design.... I see no eye...
l3urton 2 years ago 2
Looks like it might be a metronome. Not sure tho.
nataliemedia 2 years ago
god bless you. i went from thanksgiving facts to this. what an emotional change. just know he will always live on in your heart and soul. you will carry a part of him forever. god bless you and your family.
jaslene816 2 years ago 3
@jaslene816 I watched the videoes in the same order.. not a good idea. Laughing one minute and crying the next. We love you Karen!!
hmpayne 2 years ago
macabetroller. really? you are a loser. go to hell. she lost her father and you come up in her acting like an ass. go screw yourself.
jaslene816 2 years ago 2
I feel bad for you. I truly do. Many lives are brightened because of people like your dad. The people who are saved, the families and friends....Remember that your father is waiting for you when the time comes, and please I hope you can get better. :(
Horndrome 2 years ago 2
I am glad you at least had memories of him, and they were happy one. I feel terrible for your loss, I lost my dad a few years back, and it wasn't easy for me. Time does heal all wounds, but it dosen't mean that the scars will ever heal.
I trully feel bad for you, it really does suck losing a father, especially when he has tried to be active in your life.
dannyjingu 2 years ago
We miss you Sweetheart
SFCGMoney 2 years ago
sailaways ur a sick cunt just because u like been abused doesnt mean any1 else does go to prision if you want that shite happening to ya (NACKER)
kevinp12341 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Did you at least kept one of his dirty underwears at night to Sniff.
1#WACK PACK
SailingAways 2 years ago
@SailingAways What's your problem? Are you fighting that urge again? You can talk about it.
beggraker 2 years ago 2
@SailingAways If you don't come out with it, people can't help you. You can't rise above your own degradation by degrading others. But you can be degraded endlessly without pause. I just know that you would like the abuse.
beggraker 2 years ago 2
This has been flagged as spam show
No more PAPA for you Spricket hahahahaahhahahahaahahahaha
SailingAways 2 years ago
Comment removed
beggraker 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Where did papa first touch you besides your assss.
SailingAways 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Is that the room where you first banged your now death PAPA.
SailingAways 2 years ago
Clam the hell up clean the white stuff off your keyboard and stay at least 50 yards away from that playground you level 3 you.
beggraker 2 years ago
sorry for your loss!
perfumeelisabet 2 years ago
Seriously That Made Me Cry && Remember The Time When My Grandma Died ='(
But Thank You For Posting This & Sharing It =]
palwasha03 2 years ago
You are possibly the most gorgeous redhead ever. I love you.
waheshthegreat 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Your PAPA is gone how many whore's screwed him
SailingAways 2 years ago
you're such a jerk - "sailingaways"
lunchboxxy 2 years ago 2
@SailingAways Stop.
Horndrome 2 years ago 2
This has been flagged as spam show
I am jumping up and sown that you no longer have a PAPAPAPA
SailingAways 2 years ago
I am very sorry for your loss.
abercrombiepeeps 2 years ago
I'm, of course, very sorry for your lose. I am posting to thank your Dad for being an organ donor and urge everyone to do the same. It's because of people like your Dad that my Dad is very much alive and doing so well. On December 16, 2007 my Dad received a heart transplant. Amazingly, he went home 6 days later and hasn't slowed down since. I'm sure your Dad did many great things in his life, but I can not think that there is anything greater than becoming an organ donor. Bless you all.
cobalt222 2 years ago 2
for those who insist on replying or acknowledging sailingaways comments you are doing exactly what it wants. the best way to infuriate those who act out in this way is to ignore them. once you lower yourself to their standards you become one in the same. scum of the earth hate to be alone and find company in creating misery and disdain.
SmokeRises 2 years ago
Exactly! The best way to deal with them is to silently mark their posts as "Spam" when you see one, so that they eventually "disappear" & don't clog up the comments...
NoHiddenPath79 2 years ago 3
and i use the term " it " if you notice as it doesn't warrant anything more. as for the marking comments as spam ehhh, i don't bother. you can set preferences to not show comments with a high negative number.
SmokeRises 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Did he at least shaved his COCK
SailingAways 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
My condolences for your papas cacacacaa
SailingAways 2 years ago
4:22-5:00. To be honest I think that what you said there is a pretty good starting point for the ceremony. :)
I'm sorry for your loss.
kireinabotan 2 years ago
Lulu is adorable
RemTheMulatto 2 years ago
Best wishes to you and your family and my sympathies to you from someone who knows how it feels.
RomanoGiovanni 2 years ago
I'm very sorry for your loss, you have my condolences.
thefishel 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Did PAPA ever banged you from behind.
SailingAways 2 years ago
Man that is fucking hilarious. The funniest fucking thing ever. U should be a fucking comedian. U will probably be much better at it than u are at being a fucking dickhead
RemTheMulatto 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Did PAPA ever blew you away.
SailingAways 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
No more PAPA for you.lololol
SailingAways 2 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
Lower the camera please.
Pennys1 2 years ago
Did you say erie
ztrocki 2 years ago
yep, Erie, PA.
vclamp 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Nice blue shirt to match your BLUE BREAST VEINS
Nice blue shirt to match your BLUE BREAST VEINS
Nice blue shirt to match your BLUE BREAST VEINS
Nice blue shirt to match your BLUE BREAST VEINS
utub89 2 years ago
Comment removed
NoHiddenPath79 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
youre so HOT!!!
fezzard 2 years ago
(HUG)
stephaneph08 2 years ago
Im so sorry to hear about ur father..I lost my little sister last dec.Its hard..and the 1yr is so hard.Big huges from Oklahoma..I promise its going to be ok..and when u miss him most..think of him and see his face and hear his laugh and know he's always with u..hugs doll..
elegantmacabre 2 years ago
Karen,
It sounds like you know what to say. Just repeat what you just said here. Write it down and maybe polish it up a bit if you feel the need to, but it sounds like you got it covered. Just share your memories. :)
And remember, funerals are really for the living - those that are left behind. You are supposed to be with your family and friends and cry buckets. Believe it or not shared tears are good for you.
Tyro244
tyro244 2 years ago
I'm so sorry for your loss :( Your dad sounds like a great guy. Thanks for sharing and being so honest - I think you could talk at the university like you did here and that would be fine. Hugs to you and your family
ghostwritten87 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Show us your boobs.
Goodcat007 2 years ago
losing a parent is the hardest thing i have ever gone through. my sister and i still cry on a nearly daily basis over losing our mother. it is hard, will always be hard, and there ate times when you we cry for no reason. in time, things get easier, though the emotion of a parent's passing is never gone.
write often, live life to it's amazing highs, and know that things will some day find a balence.
cshinn13 2 years ago
I think people are really harsh to you.
I watched you "my dad" Video and you were crying and it made me nearly cry :'(
I don't watch you because I think you have big 'Boobs' I'm a straight female so I watch you because you make me laugh and you make my friends laugh to. you should try making some more WIG VIDEOS!!!! Wooh. sorry but I'm a bit crazy :P:P
from Becky XX
bubblebexyFUN 2 years ago
G'day, hope you found the right words at your Dad's dedication ceremony. Don't know you or your Father but maybe you might like to talk about the most important lessons you learnt from your Dad in life. I'm sure that this is his greatest legacy. Cheers
barito7 2 years ago
hi lil one she is so cute
corpsehumper1 2 years ago
R,I,P FRANK
corpsehumper1 2 years ago
stay strong my love
sexwithzombies 2 years ago
Don't be affraid to let your tears go...
"For every tear we shed over the memories of those we've lost, one more blessing is granted to their spirit in the world beyond this one..."
And I'm sorry I can't say or do more than tell you: "I'm sorry for your loss". But honestly, I don't know what it feels like to lose a father, so no, I don't know what you're going through or how you feel.
Just know that all of us who know you here on the internet are here for you 100% and pray for you too... :'(
Clysse 2 years ago 2
I'm sorry for your loss, I completely understand how you feel.
alifeinthelens 2 years ago 2
I lost a friend and my uncle to cancer last year. I know it must be a lot different when you lose a parent, but I can relate to some things you said. For instance, my uncle had this real lust for life and he taught me a lot. Just 2 weeks ago I got his guitar and it was so nice to have it and play it (badly, FYI!), cause he used to teach me how to play it and he was a great guitar player himself.
anarimbaud 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
this chick is so awesome!!!
you guys should watch: KITTIES
it is about kitties
(and naked people in bathtubs)
(no, not together you perverts)
its in my favourites
peace
theymightbegiants444 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
who is this chick? and why is she telling eveybody this?
kmodek 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
she's a loser with no friends and tells complete strangers her life story.
stingyzx 2 years ago
@stingyzx Duuuuude. You're one sad person. I hope they find a cure for haters soon. You people suck.
alexraggy 2 years ago 6
dude thats mean.
mentalshade 2 years ago
Comment removed
stingyzx 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
sorry, it seems true (fixed a typo)
stingyzx 2 years ago
why are you subscribed to her?
GenerationXeroFilms 2 years ago 3
This has been flagged as spam show
have you seen her rack? :p
stingyzx 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
seriously, this is stuff you tell friends and family, not complete strangers on the internet. GET OVER YOURSELF
stingyzx 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
nice tits
malylacha 2 years ago
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. But unfortunatly it's what you need to go through to mourn and THEN feel better. It'll take time, and sometimes you'll still cry over your loss. But just keep on remembering your wonderful dad and keep him in your heart :) It's all that matters!
lizziloo 2 years ago
My condolances to you and family. The loss of a loved one is never easy. My parents passed when I was 16 and 17 and I lost my wife last march. She too was an organ donor and It is nice to know she like your dad helped others.
funnyirishguy 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Why are you not doing porn? You would blow up quick.
PbNAphasia 2 years ago
that is so inappropriate!
lizziloo 2 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
i'm just being honest, on a money making stand point, she would blow up like I said before. The question is, do you want to be known as a porn star?
PbNAphasia 2 years ago
Ues jeavan is real ur just obviously nit a beliecer of God westvillian
jobros13579 2 years ago
Damn sounds like your talkin about my step-father. He passed away last year, miss him like hell . keep your head up there lookin down from heaven at us, wanting us to go on and remember the greatest things about them. They arent really dead when we keep there memory alive.
crimsonking666666 2 years ago
heaven isnt real
WestViewVillain 2 years ago
you have nice eyes
quadsportsuzuki 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
christ, are you just an attention whore or what?
stingyzx 2 years ago
she is
Flyingporkchops 2 years ago
P.S. Have some respect you low lifes.
caitnmeg 2 years ago 6
Comment removed
caitnmeg 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
YOU HAVE A SMELLY KUNT. CLEAN THAT SHlT YOU SMELLY BlTCH.
Neuroelectronic 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
My most sincere condolences go out to you and your family. especially your next daddy - I feel a True and sincere warming in my heart for you, with all my heart and soul. May god blees you and keep the hope alive. If you want to speak to me one on one (because i feel your pain) we could talk about it. or I could come over to your house and share a heartwarming conversation with you, maybe by a fireplace ;) God bless you sweetie!
billydumont 2 years ago
i felt the same way when my father died, so i talked about all of the great things we did fishing and doing stuff together. its hard but it made me feel a lot better about the loss
dzk004223 2 years ago
I think to be honest.. the things you said in this video would be perfect to say for that University thing :) Really honest and heart felt.
<3
lilanza 2 years ago 4
Yeah I agree. Karen you should just tell the University the same things you say to us, it'll all be okay. :)
bluewolf130 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
Nice big boobs
acidglow 2 years ago
Karen, I love your all of your videos and you are immensely hot and make me all weak in the knees and laugh out loud. Don't let random idiots who only spew crap ever get you down. I'm a loyal fan and I hope you were able to put your dad's death in perspective for you and be at peace with it. Say hi to beautiful LuLu for me :) One of your biggest fans... ~A
alexdevin 2 years ago 2
hi can u tell us on a video your age please
santitheking 2 years ago
This has been flagged as spam show
BIG fail! She didn't know her own biological father died until 6 months later and now she knows- oh look, she's sitting as happy as can be, making videos abt him, and wearing more makeup than most girls would wear to a party! What a mentally-ill screwed up piece of SHYTE! I mean, this is her father's demise. Any other woman would be genuinely upset. Not this piece of trash, tho. God defo knew what He was doing when he gave this oinker her pumpkin face, pumpkin nose, wide bone structure!
TheGreenTea3 2 years ago
It kills me and breaks my heart to see you crying and sad like this. You are one of the nicest person and sweetest person on youtube. In my life I lost a uncle, grandma, and aunt. This year I lost a friend and a my