I have boarderline personality disorder, depression, anxiety disorder, panic attacks, and an eating disorder and it has all ruined my life. Its taken over everything. But this video made me realize that in order for things to get better, i have to change it myself for the better... Thank you for making this-3
I have anxiety too. I also get panic attacks and I have depression. It stopped me from going to school half of 5th grade and half of 6th grade. I have panic attacks before I go on rollercosters, even talking out loud to a group of people makes me panic. Its been hard but I always say "Life is a dick, sometimes you have to walk around with it up your ass". Plus my medicine doesnt't help :/ Its tough but its not the end of the world. Love you Cristy <3
I have anxiety disorder and i cant go to my school( or somtimes public) without throwing up. this video inspired me to try my best to go back to school, now im back in school. thanks to you cristycakes. THANK YOU!
this video almost made me cry D,: It was a true wisely done. you are a master at cards. THE QUEENE OF MOVING SOME ONES HEART! <3 thank you so much for the power and strength put into this.
i can never thank you enough for everything you have done for me. to this day, i am a stronger better person because of who you taught me to be. although we are no longer friends i will never deny or ever again take for granted the person you were and the things you did for me. thank you for helping me fight the hardest battle of my life.
I know kind of how you feel I have social anxiety disorder so I can kind of relate to this. I've just been staying strong and trying to deal with it because know one really understands why I act certain ways because of it. I hate being in close compact crowds and I HATE talking to people I have never met before. I'ts kind of being giving me a hard time any tips on dealing with it a little better would be great. :)
Cristy this made me cry and to be honest I don't really know why. I think it was because I never let people see who I really am, I have a very hard time being around people because of my past I get panicky and I want to cry So I stay inside as much as possible and at school I stay as far away from people as I can. This video helped though, and I can honestly say I am going to make an effort to be around people more, Thank you Cristy. <3
I know Card video's are annoying, But I'm so glad you made this video, I have an Anxiety disorder to. It feels great to relate to someone like you who is obviously a strong person. I've finally pushed myself to get help, I understand how hard it is to make video's like this or even talk to a friend. On day, if I keep pushing myself,I hope I will be able to be strong and live my life without having to worry about it.
I completely understand and agree with you. I have a panic and anxiety disorder too, and at one point it did run my life. The anxiety would be so controlling that I just stayed at home, would have a panic attack if I went out somewhere. And it does get better, like you said, if you are willing to make the effort.
Oh lawd :o I have panic and anxiety disorder too, it's horrible. I'm trying to not let it get in my way but...:/. I absolutley hate it >.> but im going to make a change and not let it effect me c: this video really inspired me
Cristy you just inspired me to to come out to my friends & family about my OCD issue.
so hi, my name is Amber. i'm 15 and for the past 4 years, ive had a disorder called Trichotillomania. but my condition DOESNT define me, i'm still the corky girl that listens to loud rock music, eats alot of junkfood, gets A's & F's, gets her heartbroken, and goes to Walmart at midnight. Ive always been that girl, and that won't ever change.
Cristy ur beautiful on the inside AND out. plz dont ever change!
Awwh, Ive had anxiety since I was 5 years old and still suffer with it, even though I take medication for it and for depression. Anxiety and depression are a HORRIBLE combination, but I went to the doctor and cried my eyes out explaining to them everything and they gave me the meds for it, and Im alot better and stable now. :)
I get anxiety attacks and it almost cost me the most valuable thing you can have..my life.i always pretend to be okay around people but truth is on the inside im slowly dying.i have hurt myself before and this year I want to stop and be able to control these anxiety attacks :\
I love you Cristy, always stay happy. i wish i was your friend in real life, you honestly have no idea how much you would change my life. keep your head high <3
I have the exact same thing!! I have panic attacks wen I take long road trips! So I took a road trip not too far from where I live, but instead of taking the Interstate I took the back roads instead!!I came over my fear! I still have them time to time, but I know how to control it now!! I hope u feel better Cristy!! d(^_^)b
i had Anxiety sence i was 3 years old and my horses and my meds helped me get out of it i fianlly (SP)do not have to take meds for it but i will always need a horse in my life and i am sooo fine with that ohhhh and i am 19 now
I really really like what you said in the beginning about, ~some things may be smaller than others, but we still suffer~ etc.. I feel really strongly about that. Sometimes, when I'm upset about something "small," I compare my issue to those with major life problems and beat myself up about feeling sad. But it's all really relative and you still feel the pain regardless, and you can't help your own emotions- beating yourself up doesn't make it better.
Thanks for the inspirational words and for sharing your story. I have anxiety and depression...I always seem to get suicidal thoughts during this time of year but this helped me out:)
My twin sister has what you have right now. It is actually very scary for us since we don't know what to do to help her which scares me since I feel useless to help the one I am closest to. But she hasn't had an attack for 3 months I am guessing.
I am now a much more carefree and happy person. I focus more on the good things in life than the bad. If ANY of you feel you need more videos like these, PLEASE check out @deefizzy 's channel. He changed the way I look at things, and turned me into who i am today. And I will NEVER be able to thank him enough for that. -3
It's videos like these that help me get over hard times in my life. I still suffer from panic attacks, usually when I travel. But I AM trying to get over things like these. When i was in 6th grade my dad died, and my world just about ended, I used to be depressed, even suicidal at times. THANK YOU for this video, it means a lot.
I suffer from extreme social anxiety, panic attacks, depression and there are times where i break down and end up harming myself, even though i promise myself and others i will stop. sometimes i wish i never wake up. I needed this video today, thankyou for this. it's made me think about alot of things.
Thank you for this video. I have an anxiety and panic disorder and I don't find a lot of people who can talk about theirs. Anxiety almost ruined my life, too. I couldn't cope with school, and I almost failed 6&7th grades, which is bad because I know I'm in honors classes. It was really painful and even thinking about it just makes me feel bad. I finally got on Zoloft and that helped, I hope I can get off it some day. To anyone with anxiety: I know what it's like. But you have control.StayStrong.
I have bipolar, generalized anxiety disorder, PMDD, and also PTSD. I take alot of medications and I have been cutting for almost 4 years I stopped for almost 3 months and the relapsed 2 weeks ago and today I got pulled out of school to be home schooled so I could get better because I have been so anxious that I get sick almost everyday I go to school... so thank you Cristy you are amazing and you inspire me and this video was just what I needed... <3
The whole thing about it getting better really does depend only on one person. Yourself. Ive had my own experiences with depression and cutting myself, and sometimes I really want to start cutting again but, I know that it wont solve any of my problems. Ive had friends that were constantly in the dumps feeling sorry for themselves and honestly its their own fault why they feel that way. It really does get better, and it starts on your own accord. Awesome video Cristy, even with the cards :3
@JustBelivex100 That sucks. I took Zoloft and gained 40 lbs. I changed to Wellbutrin and have lost 20 lbs. it's really hard to lose it though. :( I hate having to be on meds.
I have depression. I finally realized, it's not just me out there, so many people suffer from things like this. My life was almost taken, and you don't know what it's like. No one does. But I'm so happy that people can push through and figure out, you're not alone <3
I used to have anxiety attacks all the time. I was in 6th grade at the time I was getting them and to the point where I was hallucinating and hearing things...out of curiosity did this happen to anyone else? It's all gotten better now, I didn't take any meds for it because I was on so many already... But yeah. I'm just curious really.
Last year I believe I got short term attacks. When I stopped being friends with one of the people i've trusted my whole life, it changed me. I would sit there, feeling like i didn't exist, like i meant nothing. Sometimes I would hyperventilate.I'm not sure though, my mother has a history of anxiety but I'm reluctant to get tested for a disorder. Either way, i did get better. New school,so I wasn't reminded and new friends.I'm actually glad it happened like that, because I became a better person.
I can't believe YOU would have anxiety! I have it and am currently taking medication and just started from a week ago. And am THANKFUL I'm finally on it and I've been wanting to be for the past 2 or 3 years! I can't really explain how hard it is because you and I can't live the regualar teenage life we want to! I'm only 13 which REALLY sucks. It affects me SO much, my friends and even parents don't understand that it's hard for me to go places. I now go to a therapist and she helps me alot! c:
I have mild social anxiety and random bouts of depression. I have good days a bad days, but luckily, since I have been trying harder to hang out with people (in a healthy way that doesn't leave me stressed beyond belief) I have gotten a lot better.
We have this in common..i have panic and anxiety disorders and i managed to make a difference for myself years ago, but this year i plan to make even more difference :) this video is very inspiring!
I realize everyone is saying this, but honestly, thank you from the bottom of my heart. This year I was diagnosed with severe depression and I'm only in middle school. I've been taking meds, but still no progress. This video made me cry, thanks so much. <3
I was diagnosed in 8th grade as well. I've seen a few therapists and psychologists, but i'm not in therapy anymore, and ive found the right antideppressent and i'm happier than ever :) it does get better.
hello cristy, i know to conquer anxiety disorder you have to push yourself to do things, did you find it better to push your self with people who suffer with the same disorder, or do it by yourself? :3
@DekuMushScrub I mainly did it on my own no one understood it because no one I knew could relate, my mom helps me so much. My old best friend got anxiety a year after I did, I was able to help her with it. It's so tough dealing with it alone, or even with help. People don't realize how hard the simplest things can be for others. I still have to push myself at times, but I'm better than I have ever been, I haven't gotten an attack in months now. I feel free.
@CristyCakes thats fantastic! It's great that you feel free, and you havn't had an attack, i'm seeing a therepist to help me through my anxiety, but she thinks im fine, and yet ive told her how i have been feeling and it's not any better when i first went to see her, it's been on and off, thank you for replying.
@DekuMushScrub Awh, to be honest I hated therapy, it only helps if you open up, and I guess it just wasn't for me. I wish you the best, just take baby steps, and remember a panic attack can't kill you.
ive been suffering the same thing for years. this video made me feel better. i always thought i was the only one because my friends didnt understand and they thought it was annoying. but thank you, your awesome((:
Thanks for making this video. I feel better that I'm not the only one who suffers from this disorder and that there are other people who do. I don't have too many people to talk to about this sort of thing and it's hard explaining it to people who don't know. It's hard to tell people why you can't do certain things without having a horrible anxiety attack. Lately however, I have found the strength to let go and try my best to fight against it. Best luck and wishes to you lovely Cristy. <3
All of my sibbling have been to the hospital and had a hard time at the age 15. My oldest sister amber had a sis on her orvery. It could of killed her. And my dad(who is completely old fashioned and a major jerk) pushed her to be better because she was "emo". My middle sister ashlee is a transgender(shes a girl who WANTS to be a guy) and shes a lesbien. She went to the hospitap because she was diagnosted with SEVRE animia. Shes 15 and my dads homophobic. Im only 13 :/
i know how you feel, i have anxiety disorders, when i was younger i would get sevre panic attacks so bad i had to have a deal with my school i could leave class if i needed to and i would have like four a day and they could last hours. i still have panic attacks just not nearly as many. I have really bad ocd and i have hypocondria. i work on it though, and im a lot better with anxiety then i used to be, you just cant give in or give up <3
I have really bad social anxiety. It's gotten so bad that I don't even leave my house anymore unless I absolutely have too. All of the friends I was able to make have left me. I'm home alone a lot since my care taker works most of the time. Sometimes I'm glad I'm alone, but mostly, I'm not very happy. I really hope I can get over all of my anxiety and be able to make friends and not miss out on all those teenager things. You make me feel like it's possible to be normal again. Thank you♥
I have OCD, which most people don't know is actually an anxiety disorder. I was diagnosed when I only 12 and I'm 17 now, I know how hard it is living with anxiety. It does get better. <3
@JustToWatchvids1 It's hard for me to explain myself when it comes to serious issues, I felt like this would be a better way. Sorry, I know they can be annoying.
I know what its like to go through that. I have anxiety disorder and clinical depression, and about a month ago I finally admitted it to myself after about a year and a half of denying it over and over again. I got help for it and am doing alot better, and I've noticed vlogging on here gets my mind off of things and makes me alot less stressed.
Thank you so much for making this video Cristy<3 I can really relate to it. I was diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorder when I was 8 years old and I am now almost 16. After years of different medications and counseling, I have made a lot of progress and am still learning how to live with these issues.
i know you feel, i got in first grade but one did not know why i act out like diffrent then the others, but i get it my self when i get older what is was, and i still get it some times, i don't have any medicine but i feel some times that i should have when it is the worst time, it's not easy, especially when know one get's it and can't undestan :/ big heart to you <3
PLEASE READ THIS!!!!! I started to have anxiety attacks after a really bad triggered Panic attack. I know that get to quickly understand your anxiety and why it's there and happening works. Remember your anxiety has already done it's worse to you the next time you have one can't be as bad as the last attack. Let the anxiety consume you. It's very hard and scary but,it's the only REAL way to get rid of it. I've done it and my anxiety is starting to disappear and the symptoms are less often.:)
I really thank you for making this video. Although I suffer with more than one problem, this video really helped me. I'm 13, and I suffer with depressions, anxiety and many more because people already bully me since I was 3 (seriously). In fact I'm a confident person, but still I'm not dare to show the real me. And the message in this video made me realise that I don't need to be afraid. Thanks again.
Stay strong girl! I know its hard. My mom has horrible panic and anxiety attacks, but I'm one of her safeties. My friend also does and I try my best to calm her down. I don't have this disorder, but I have seen what can happen. I've also seen how it can start. To all of you out there that suffer from this, stay strong, find a safety in someone or something. Try your best to control it, Cristy is a perfect example that you CAN change it. Just believe in yourself
i have this and it lead to me haveing agrophobia and i still havent been abble to get over it in all honesty at times i do and its amazing i live life and simple things make me happy like studying and gameing but i havent got past the worst of it yet
I have anxiety/panic disorder too & it's made my life HELL. I used to not be able to even leave my house & I would think about my life before, how I was so out-going & fearless.It felt like that life was gone & the old me was dead & replaced by this stranger who couldn't even go into a store! I was also very ashamed to tell people about my problem so I was always making up excuses to my friends/family why I couldn't go out with them but I've been on meds for 2 years & I've been a LOT better
This was a really good way to start my day. It helped me a lot. You are such an inspiration and a truly beautiful person inside and out. Thank you for making this.
I've been diagnosed with ADHD, Social-phobia, Insomia, Anorexia, OCD, Detachment disorder, Anxiety Disorder, Depression and ODD and worst of all bipolar. When I take an anti depressant it makes my bipolar go haywire and get worse. It gets so bad I do things without realizing i did them. Like i stabbed myself and didnt realize until my boyfriend freaked out. I started to tear up at the end of this video :/ i really hope things get better.
@OnyxAcidity That's awful my disorder is not that extreme but I do know how it feels :( it's like our brains are hard-wired differently than everyone else's and sometimes I just want to scream IT'S NOT FAIR but it seems like your boyfriend cares about you & that's great. I know it's tough but you just have to KNOW it will get better. I always think: I've already been at the bottom so the only place to go is up (even though I did spend a LONG time at the bottom!) I hope things get better for you
Hey, I know this is prolly a stupid question, but how did you start to like, try and stop your anxiety I guess? I donno.. I have social anxiety and it makes it really really hard to meet new people or anything at all >< I had to get pulled out of public school and do a half online thing cause it stressed me out to the point of refusing to go :/ I mean, I wanna be outgoing and stuff but I just cant seem to get myself to start talking to more people more often..
I have BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder) it gives me the WORST anxiety sometimes even lead to some panic attacks and depression basically BDD is when you think your ugly you see things apparently no one else sees and it stops you from going out cause you can't stand how you look because of it I had to quit regular school become home schooled and for a month and a half I went no where let not a single soul see me I've been to 9485394 psychologists I'm now on Prozac a anxiety pill hopefully it helps
This did come at a good time. I've been stressing about telling my dad about my tattoos and honestly, I just need to tell him. 2012 should be about change and I needed this to realize that change is hard but we all get through it if we're brave enough to fight our fears. I'm so thankful. You're a beautiful person, inside and out. :)
@Mojk483 In 8th grade, Yes, I've seen a few therapist and phycologists when I was younger, and I've been on several different anti-depressents, which all made me feel off, except for zoloft, I took that one the longest, but after everything I've been free of medicine for a year now and I'm very proud of myself. I hope your struggles with anxiety have gotten better since then!
@CristyCakes oh yeah, ive heard of zoloft. alot of my aunts were on it, i guess this disorder runs in the fam. ive never been on meds, but i am required to check in weekly with my school counsler, and have my mom check my body every now and then. im proud of you! you're a big inspiration, and i look up to you now ^_^-
@CristyCakes I was diagnosed with anxiety freshman year. It was so bad I could't even leave my house to go to school. I am now home schooled. But everything has gotten better since then. I can now go places and face my "fears." I'm glad I feel like i'm not alone :3 <3
i have anxiety, post- taumatic stress disorder and something else...
i was diagnosed last year.
its flipping hell, i almost killed myself. but i knew life would get so much better if i just toughened up, and carry on. i got medication and wow i feel so much better.<3
i still have anxiety attacks, but its not like everyday anymore.C:
please, everybody take my advice, and DO NOT turn to self harm to relieve stress/anger/anxiety, or any others. in the moment that youre doing it, u think it's working, but when you're done stand back and take a long look at yourself. ur not the same u any more, and it's living hell trying to get help to stop. instead of turning to that, find your strengths and talents, take ur time doing those things instead. "knives and pens" people, the song actually has a message, look up the lyrics <3
I kinda get what u mean. I was bullied when I was younger, I started hating my family, and on my high school orientation day i was called an emo reject. I think it's obvious I'm gonna b picked on in high school. But this video is inspiring, and I will take those words 2 the grave with me. Thank u, Cristy!
Cristy that was beautiful, it really made me think about a lot of stuff i have been through the last few weeks of 2011 that i regret but because i did something, it's all lost and gone now, thank you for putting this video up c: <3
My anxiety disorder caused me to drop out of sixth grade, in public school. I am currently preparing for college. And I am scared out of my mind, I havn't been in a real school in over six years! Still...I know I can do it and it's videos like this that give me even more confidence. One day this disorder will be part of past. Thank you for helping me and everyone else that's been affected by this video :) it means alot! :)
I used to suffer manic depression just over a year ago and lead me to taking a huge dose of pills that I luckily threw up because my body reacted to it horribly I'm glad I didn't die. I couldn't control my urges to self harm I had my friends say I was attention seeking and that only lead me to bigger issues.
Just know everyone out there, life gets better and you should be alive to see it. Don't think otherwise and please stay strong and positive. And thank you Cristy ♥
Thank you so much for this video, I'm in high school with this same problem. It's horrible being stuck in that "fear for your life" level of anxiety all the time, seeing that "I know first hand that it does get better" card was wonderful :) <3
This really just gave me hope and honestly i'm at my worst right now...Thank you Cristy.. Everything you just wrote on though's cards is true. This really opened my eyes, Thank you again<3
I understand where you're coming from. I had really bad anxiety for a long time... I was contemplating suicide at 10 years old. And then when I hit middle school it only got worse because I got picked on a lot. After I left public schools for homeschooling, I learned to deal with my anxiety. Took me 3 damn years to finally get over my anxiety, and now it's coming back because of all the school work I'm getting from this online course.
I'm hoping your disorder doesn't bother you anymore.
Thank you for making this-3 I go back to a normal school today (i was doing online) and I'm terrified! I have panic attacks and I didn't think I would be able to even go tomorrow. This video really helped me thank you-333
everything you have put there is true, thank you for being someone who finally said it. i suffer from this too it takes all that i am to be able to be around people, especially because i now to go university it is even harder. thank you
@MissEmoSceneBabiee Thank you for your support, I can relate, middle school was hell for me, I haven't been to a public school since then, I'm going to collage soon, it's scary. I hope you find the strength to go, we both can make it through if we just don't give up. <3
I have boarderline personality disorder, depression, anxiety disorder, panic attacks, and an eating disorder and it has all ruined my life. Its taken over everything. But this video made me realize that in order for things to get better, i have to change it myself for the better... Thank you for making this-3
MynameisPikachu100 4 days ago
D: My bf has anxiety.. and I worry about him all the time.. it worries me.. But, I know he's going to be okay.. :') I love this video and you. :3
Lylias2 5 days ago
I have anxiety too. I also get panic attacks and I have depression. It stopped me from going to school half of 5th grade and half of 6th grade. I have panic attacks before I go on rollercosters, even talking out loud to a group of people makes me panic. Its been hard but I always say "Life is a dick, sometimes you have to walk around with it up your ass". Plus my medicine doesnt't help :/ Its tough but its not the end of the world. Love you Cristy <3
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I have an anxiety disorder where almost 5-6 times a month I have panic attacks. It's scaryy.):
kayleear100 3 weeks ago
I have anxiety too :( But I Know How To Keep Things Better Because U Helped Me Under Stand More About How To make It Better ...
MerandaBoo12 1 month ago
good advice..today in science class i was really being me and be funny and witty..i'm usually quiet and calm..but why am i saying this? okay bye..
ciianmuffiins 1 month ago 2
Have you taken your angelbites out?:-)
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Cristy your sooo beautiful -3 I love you & I know how u feel :/
MikuHatsunexoxo 1 month ago
Awww this really helped<3 Thankyou so so much Cristy!!
HesperidesEpimeliad 1 month ago
ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS PAPERCUTS
MegaDooDooBrain 1 month ago 5
@MegaDooDooBrain I didn't get any! Haha, I hate those damn things!
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poor wee soul ... we all hope the best for you too Cristy xD
xLoveHugsPeacex 1 month ago
I like your vídeos
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I have anxiety disorder and i cant go to my school( or somtimes public) without throwing up. this video inspired me to try my best to go back to school, now im back in school. thanks to you cristycakes. THANK YOU!
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rachellalness 1 month ago
c: love the video, thanks for making it!
LuvvThatGurlxoxo 1 month ago
There are times where I can't sleep because I'm afraid of dying in my sleep... This video helps me understand that I'm not alone...
XxemmitehzombehxX 1 month ago
Your hand writing is the exact same as mine to the point where its creepy
NatalieIsaRainbow 1 month ago
this video almost made me cry D,: It was a true wisely done. you are a master at cards. THE QUEENE OF MOVING SOME ONES HEART! <3 thank you so much for the power and strength put into this.
sarandown 1 month ago
Evanescence! <3
MsSceneChic 1 month ago 2
<3 this so amazing, especially how such simple word can chnge someones whole life. Thank you Cristy <3
RAWRcupcake1904 1 month ago
These cards are supposed to be your secrets, not motivational cards starting with "You.."
just saying.
kyukyushaa 1 month ago
@kyukyushaa I'm a rebel..
CristyCakes 1 month ago 87
You have inspired me. I would write what my story is but I would rather not on youtube. But thank you Cristy. This really did mean a lot to me. <3
beccaliz17 1 month ago 2
this is really cute cristy. inspirational too ^-^ oh and i love your handwriting ^0^..x
XtheangelhasfallenX 1 month ago
This Video Left Me In Tears Love You Cristy ! <3
BiancaMichelle27 1 month ago
i can never thank you enough for everything you have done for me. to this day, i am a stronger better person because of who you taught me to be. although we are no longer friends i will never deny or ever again take for granted the person you were and the things you did for me. thank you for helping me fight the hardest battle of my life.
JillianOblivion 1 month ago
ok i know that this is off of the subject, but i would like to know wat your ethnicities are
Krisssyification 1 month ago
I finally came out as gay. I'd say that that is kinda taking a risk... ._.
InkBlinkTwice 1 month ago
I know kind of how you feel I have social anxiety disorder so I can kind of relate to this. I've just been staying strong and trying to deal with it because know one really understands why I act certain ways because of it. I hate being in close compact crowds and I HATE talking to people I have never met before. I'ts kind of being giving me a hard time any tips on dealing with it a little better would be great. :)
Chakita135 1 month ago
Cristy this made me cry and to be honest I don't really know why. I think it was because I never let people see who I really am, I have a very hard time being around people because of my past I get panicky and I want to cry So I stay inside as much as possible and at school I stay as far away from people as I can. This video helped though, and I can honestly say I am going to make an effort to be around people more, Thank you Cristy. <3
Justinbieberfan1588 1 month ago
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Melissoraus 1 month ago
I know Card video's are annoying, But I'm so glad you made this video, I have an Anxiety disorder to. It feels great to relate to someone like you who is obviously a strong person. I've finally pushed myself to get help, I understand how hard it is to make video's like this or even talk to a friend. On day, if I keep pushing myself,I hope I will be able to be strong and live my life without having to worry about it.
MCRforeverr 1 month ago
I completely understand and agree with you. I have a panic and anxiety disorder too, and at one point it did run my life. The anxiety would be so controlling that I just stayed at home, would have a panic attack if I went out somewhere. And it does get better, like you said, if you are willing to make the effort.
KoolCatCourtie 1 month ago
can someone explain to me what panic and anxiety disorder is
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maeleenanguyenxx 1 month ago
Oh lawd :o I have panic and anxiety disorder too, it's horrible. I'm trying to not let it get in my way but...:/. I absolutley hate it >.> but im going to make a change and not let it effect me c: this video really inspired me
Tacosforeveryone88 1 month ago
What exactly is anxiety disorder because I getbad anxiety and I wonder if I have that.
kenziekandy 1 month ago
@kenziekandy that's what I wanna ask, because I'm slow e.e lol i think I have it though
maeleenanguyenxx 1 month ago
Cristy you just inspired me to to come out to my friends & family about my OCD issue.
so hi, my name is Amber. i'm 15 and for the past 4 years, ive had a disorder called Trichotillomania. but my condition DOESNT define me, i'm still the corky girl that listens to loud rock music, eats alot of junkfood, gets A's & F's, gets her heartbroken, and goes to Walmart at midnight. Ive always been that girl, and that won't ever change.
Cristy ur beautiful on the inside AND out. plz dont ever change!
EmoHartzz 1 month ago in playlist Uploaded videos 2
If you dont mind me asking, how did your anxiety and panic disorder almost ruin your life?
Sorry if its personal
RainbowKandiKids 1 month ago
OH my god UR Jyust so liek amazing hoyly crap ereuitherxzdfnwejklntr I WANT TO HAVE UR ANHCNSJKBNR CHILDREN AND GROW UP WITH UU
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nyankitties 1 month ago
Awwh, Ive had anxiety since I was 5 years old and still suffer with it, even though I take medication for it and for depression. Anxiety and depression are a HORRIBLE combination, but I went to the doctor and cried my eyes out explaining to them everything and they gave me the meds for it, and Im alot better and stable now. :)
alyssa3636 1 month ago
I get anxiety attacks and it almost cost me the most valuable thing you can have..my life.i always pretend to be okay around people but truth is on the inside im slowly dying.i have hurt myself before and this year I want to stop and be able to control these anxiety attacks :\
newyutubeuser101 1 month ago
I love you Cristy, always stay happy. i wish i was your friend in real life, you honestly have no idea how much you would change my life. keep your head high <3
NyanCatRave 1 month ago 2
It NEVER hurts to talk about your feelings or issues
Bumblebot12 1 month ago
I have the exact same thing!! I have panic attacks wen I take long road trips! So I took a road trip not too far from where I live, but instead of taking the Interstate I took the back roads instead!!I came over my fear! I still have them time to time, but I know how to control it now!! I hope u feel better Cristy!! d(^_^)b
drew4thewin 1 month ago
i had Anxiety sence i was 3 years old and my horses and my meds helped me get out of it i fianlly (SP)do not have to take meds for it but i will always need a horse in my life and i am sooo fine with that ohhhh and i am 19 now
horselover502 1 month ago
I really really like what you said in the beginning about, ~some things may be smaller than others, but we still suffer~ etc.. I feel really strongly about that. Sometimes, when I'm upset about something "small," I compare my issue to those with major life problems and beat myself up about feeling sad. But it's all really relative and you still feel the pain regardless, and you can't help your own emotions- beating yourself up doesn't make it better.
So, I really loved that you said that too.
AbbyShaffer 1 month ago
My mom has really bad Anxiety problems, even just going to the grocery store freaks her out;.
SaarahScares 1 month ago in playlist More videos from CristyCakes
Thanks for the inspirational words and for sharing your story. I have anxiety and depression...I always seem to get suicidal thoughts during this time of year but this helped me out:)
lovelystoner1 1 month ago
My twin sister has what you have right now. It is actually very scary for us since we don't know what to do to help her which scares me since I feel useless to help the one I am closest to. But she hasn't had an attack for 3 months I am guessing.
xXxDreamxXxMomo 1 month ago
I am now a much more carefree and happy person. I focus more on the good things in life than the bad. If ANY of you feel you need more videos like these, PLEASE check out @deefizzy 's channel. He changed the way I look at things, and turned me into who i am today. And I will NEVER be able to thank him enough for that. -3
tacosmileyface 1 month ago
It's videos like these that help me get over hard times in my life. I still suffer from panic attacks, usually when I travel. But I AM trying to get over things like these. When i was in 6th grade my dad died, and my world just about ended, I used to be depressed, even suicidal at times. THANK YOU for this video, it means a lot.
tacosmileyface 1 month ago
I suffer from extreme social anxiety, panic attacks, depression and there are times where i break down and end up harming myself, even though i promise myself and others i will stop. sometimes i wish i never wake up. I needed this video today, thankyou for this. it's made me think about alot of things.
NicoleLynnDevi 1 month ago
Depression, anxiety, social problems, self loathe, self harm, pure hatred. And yet I still find room to smile. Inspirational. Thank-you.
SeizeTheDaySara11 1 month ago
Thank you for this video. I have an anxiety and panic disorder and I don't find a lot of people who can talk about theirs. Anxiety almost ruined my life, too. I couldn't cope with school, and I almost failed 6&7th grades, which is bad because I know I'm in honors classes. It was really painful and even thinking about it just makes me feel bad. I finally got on Zoloft and that helped, I hope I can get off it some day. To anyone with anxiety: I know what it's like. But you have control.StayStrong.
forensicbutterflie 1 month ago
I have bipolar, generalized anxiety disorder, PMDD, and also PTSD. I take alot of medications and I have been cutting for almost 4 years I stopped for almost 3 months and the relapsed 2 weeks ago and today I got pulled out of school to be home schooled so I could get better because I have been so anxious that I get sick almost everyday I go to school... so thank you Cristy you are amazing and you inspire me and this video was just what I needed... <3
JustBelivex100 1 month ago
The whole thing about it getting better really does depend only on one person. Yourself. Ive had my own experiences with depression and cutting myself, and sometimes I really want to start cutting again but, I know that it wont solve any of my problems. Ive had friends that were constantly in the dumps feeling sorry for themselves and honestly its their own fault why they feel that way. It really does get better, and it starts on your own accord. Awesome video Cristy, even with the cards :3
xXPosthardcorre 1 month ago
I was wondering if anyone on here took meds for depression and/or panic and gained weight and what medication did you take? Please answer. Thanks.
MoodyMaybe 1 month ago
@MoodyMaybe I took abilify and gained 30 lbs. in one month... and now I can't get the weight off without more pills....
JustBelivex100 1 month ago
@JustBelivex100 me too n i stopped taking the pill because of that and now my weight is lower and better contained.. i dont gain weight anymore.
ZombehPandazRawr 1 month ago
@JustBelivex100 That sucks. I took Zoloft and gained 40 lbs. I changed to Wellbutrin and have lost 20 lbs. it's really hard to lose it though. :( I hate having to be on meds.
MoodyMaybe 1 month ago
I have depression. I finally realized, it's not just me out there, so many people suffer from things like this. My life was almost taken, and you don't know what it's like. No one does. But I'm so happy that people can push through and figure out, you're not alone <3
simmysexymuffin 1 month ago
I have a panic anxiety disorder too and it used to control my life but now it doesnt.
MikaylaHaze 1 month ago
I used to have anxiety attacks all the time. I was in 6th grade at the time I was getting them and to the point where I was hallucinating and hearing things...out of curiosity did this happen to anyone else? It's all gotten better now, I didn't take any meds for it because I was on so many already... But yeah. I'm just curious really.
TheShinedOn 1 month ago
Last year I believe I got short term attacks. When I stopped being friends with one of the people i've trusted my whole life, it changed me. I would sit there, feeling like i didn't exist, like i meant nothing. Sometimes I would hyperventilate.I'm not sure though, my mother has a history of anxiety but I'm reluctant to get tested for a disorder. Either way, i did get better. New school,so I wasn't reminded and new friends.I'm actually glad it happened like that, because I became a better person.
tokiopanicfanx4y 1 month ago
I can't believe YOU would have anxiety! I have it and am currently taking medication and just started from a week ago. And am THANKFUL I'm finally on it and I've been wanting to be for the past 2 or 3 years! I can't really explain how hard it is because you and I can't live the regualar teenage life we want to! I'm only 13 which REALLY sucks. It affects me SO much, my friends and even parents don't understand that it's hard for me to go places. I now go to a therapist and she helps me alot! c:
Smileface5 1 month ago
thank you
hatersmadeusfamous 1 month ago
I have mild social anxiety and random bouts of depression. I have good days a bad days, but luckily, since I have been trying harder to hang out with people (in a healthy way that doesn't leave me stressed beyond belief) I have gotten a lot better.
MsMailbawx 1 month ago
:( right after my B-Day
DISTURBED2010st 1 month ago
Evanescence rules and I hope your struggle with anxiety is better now Love you Cristy!!!
arielleandresevil 1 month ago
Thank you all so much for commenting and sharing your stories. It just shows that you're not the only one. I wish everyone the best in life.
CristyCakes 1 month ago 46
We have this in common..i have panic and anxiety disorders and i managed to make a difference for myself years ago, but this year i plan to make even more difference :) this video is very inspiring!
KizzyKhaotic 1 month ago
i have the same problem every since i was little i used to take medicine for anxiety but dont anymore even though i should
peaceomg1234 1 month ago
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peaceomg1234 1 month ago
I realize everyone is saying this, but honestly, thank you from the bottom of my heart. This year I was diagnosed with severe depression and I'm only in middle school. I've been taking meds, but still no progress. This video made me cry, thanks so much. <3
AestheticBitch 1 month ago
I was diagnosed in 8th grade as well. I've seen a few therapists and psychologists, but i'm not in therapy anymore, and ive found the right antideppressent and i'm happier than ever :) it does get better.
RonnieRadkeSoldiers 1 month ago
Aww thats sad. But look where you are now, you're gorgeous and millions of people love you. Everyday is not a good day but theres good in every day
wondergirlsskittles 1 month ago
hello cristy, i know to conquer anxiety disorder you have to push yourself to do things, did you find it better to push your self with people who suffer with the same disorder, or do it by yourself? :3
DekuMushScrub 1 month ago 2
@DekuMushScrub I mainly did it on my own no one understood it because no one I knew could relate, my mom helps me so much. My old best friend got anxiety a year after I did, I was able to help her with it. It's so tough dealing with it alone, or even with help. People don't realize how hard the simplest things can be for others. I still have to push myself at times, but I'm better than I have ever been, I haven't gotten an attack in months now. I feel free.
CristyCakes 1 month ago 14
@CristyCakes thats fantastic! It's great that you feel free, and you havn't had an attack, i'm seeing a therepist to help me through my anxiety, but she thinks im fine, and yet ive told her how i have been feeling and it's not any better when i first went to see her, it's been on and off, thank you for replying.
DekuMushScrub 1 month ago
@DekuMushScrub Awh, to be honest I hated therapy, it only helps if you open up, and I guess it just wasn't for me. I wish you the best, just take baby steps, and remember a panic attack can't kill you.
CristyCakes 1 month ago
@CristyCakes i like talking, which is why i go to therepy, thank you cristy i wish all the best, take care, and stay strong :)
DekuMushScrub 1 month ago
thanks for making this video.its really emotional, and it made me cry...
...your a great person <3
olajakoja1212 1 month ago
Thank you so much for making this video cristy it means so much to me <3
fireemblem1231 1 month ago
ive been suffering the same thing for years. this video made me feel better. i always thought i was the only one because my friends didnt understand and they thought it was annoying. but thank you, your awesome((:
xoxosofffcandyxoxo 1 month ago
Thanks for making this video. I feel better that I'm not the only one who suffers from this disorder and that there are other people who do. I don't have too many people to talk to about this sort of thing and it's hard explaining it to people who don't know. It's hard to tell people why you can't do certain things without having a horrible anxiety attack. Lately however, I have found the strength to let go and try my best to fight against it. Best luck and wishes to you lovely Cristy. <3
Ryvvenrogue 1 month ago
whats the name of the song? please tell me
princessemobitch1 1 month ago
All of my sibbling have been to the hospital and had a hard time at the age 15. My oldest sister amber had a sis on her orvery. It could of killed her. And my dad(who is completely old fashioned and a major jerk) pushed her to be better because she was "emo". My middle sister ashlee is a transgender(shes a girl who WANTS to be a guy) and shes a lesbien. She went to the hospitap because she was diagnosted with SEVRE animia. Shes 15 and my dads homophobic. Im only 13 :/
AmiaRoseBolton 1 month ago
I LOVE this video! I know I'm not alone now, I have anxiety too /:
cashn100 1 month ago
i know how you feel, i have anxiety disorders, when i was younger i would get sevre panic attacks so bad i had to have a deal with my school i could leave class if i needed to and i would have like four a day and they could last hours. i still have panic attacks just not nearly as many. I have really bad ocd and i have hypocondria. i work on it though, and im a lot better with anxiety then i used to be, you just cant give in or give up <3
TheKillingofMandee 1 month ago
I have really bad social anxiety. It's gotten so bad that I don't even leave my house anymore unless I absolutely have too. All of the friends I was able to make have left me. I'm home alone a lot since my care taker works most of the time. Sometimes I'm glad I'm alone, but mostly, I'm not very happy. I really hope I can get over all of my anxiety and be able to make friends and not miss out on all those teenager things. You make me feel like it's possible to be normal again. Thank you♥
KristinSmilee 1 month ago
My sister has that ... :/
RainbowUnicorn500 1 month ago
Your awesome, I was feeling really down and I had to stay home from school cause if it.weird how stuff like this works out.
31thatkidagain 1 month ago
I have OCD, which most people don't know is actually an anxiety disorder. I was diagnosed when I only 12 and I'm 17 now, I know how hard it is living with anxiety. It does get better. <3
xchokethathoe 1 month ago
@xchokethathoe dude, me to and no one understands it, and people dont even know what ocd really is half the time :(
TheKillingofMandee 1 month ago
nooooooooo i haaaaaaate card videos!, feels better to just say it grrrl
JustToWatchvids1 1 month ago 3
@JustToWatchvids1 It's hard for me to explain myself when it comes to serious issues, I felt like this would be a better way. Sorry, I know they can be annoying.
CristyCakes 1 month ago 13
@CristyCakes :\
JustToWatchvids1 1 month ago
I know what its like to go through that. I have anxiety disorder and clinical depression, and about a month ago I finally admitted it to myself after about a year and a half of denying it over and over again. I got help for it and am doing alot better, and I've noticed vlogging on here gets my mind off of things and makes me alot less stressed.
SilenceTheDamned 1 month ago
Thank you so much for making this video Cristy<3 I can really relate to it. I was diagnosed with anxiety and panic disorder when I was 8 years old and I am now almost 16. After years of different medications and counseling, I have made a lot of progress and am still learning how to live with these issues.
slappingy0usilly 1 month ago
i know you feel, i got in first grade but one did not know why i act out like diffrent then the others, but i get it my self when i get older what is was, and i still get it some times, i don't have any medicine but i feel some times that i should have when it is the worst time, it's not easy, especially when know one get's it and can't undestan :/ big heart to you <3
virvel87puss 1 month ago
@virvel87puss i mean how in the bigging
virvel87puss 1 month ago
i love this video. its not just talking about your problems, but our own. thanks cristy! i love yo forever.
LELOLELELA 1 month ago
PLEASE READ THIS!!!!! I started to have anxiety attacks after a really bad triggered Panic attack. I know that get to quickly understand your anxiety and why it's there and happening works. Remember your anxiety has already done it's worse to you the next time you have one can't be as bad as the last attack. Let the anxiety consume you. It's very hard and scary but,it's the only REAL way to get rid of it. I've done it and my anxiety is starting to disappear and the symptoms are less often.:)
JaeYookChu 1 month ago
i have a criminal record, my family has never been good, but now im staying strong! :) or atleast try to!
SwedePelle 1 month ago
@YayItsNinaa wanna be my friend ?
fridafrida11 1 month ago
I really thank you for making this video. Although I suffer with more than one problem, this video really helped me. I'm 13, and I suffer with depressions, anxiety and many more because people already bully me since I was 3 (seriously). In fact I'm a confident person, but still I'm not dare to show the real me. And the message in this video made me realise that I don't need to be afraid. Thanks again.
YayItsNinaaa 1 month ago
Stay strong girl! I know its hard. My mom has horrible panic and anxiety attacks, but I'm one of her safeties. My friend also does and I try my best to calm her down. I don't have this disorder, but I have seen what can happen. I've also seen how it can start. To all of you out there that suffer from this, stay strong, find a safety in someone or something. Try your best to control it, Cristy is a perfect example that you CAN change it. Just believe in yourself
sassysarah6594 1 month ago
i have this and it lead to me haveing agrophobia and i still havent been abble to get over it in all honesty at times i do and its amazing i live life and simple things make me happy like studying and gameing but i havent got past the worst of it yet
SammyGamerBarbie 1 month ago
I have anxiety/panic disorder too & it's made my life HELL. I used to not be able to even leave my house & I would think about my life before, how I was so out-going & fearless.It felt like that life was gone & the old me was dead & replaced by this stranger who couldn't even go into a store! I was also very ashamed to tell people about my problem so I was always making up excuses to my friends/family why I couldn't go out with them but I've been on meds for 2 years & I've been a LOT better
devsox1 1 month ago
This was a really good way to start my day. It helped me a lot. You are such an inspiration and a truly beautiful person inside and out. Thank you for making this.
TyrahsaurusTakedown 1 month ago
I have anxiety and panic attacks too! Finally someone I can relate to
Enchacner20208 1 month ago
evanescence? :D
KikiXcupcake 1 month ago
Cristy you are an amazing person who inspires so many of us. thank you so much. you are truely incredible
julesthedinosour 1 month ago
Cristy u know i look up to u and find u an inspiration, ur amazing and so real which makes u an amazing human being
ScreamForMyLove 1 month ago
I used to have anorexia, bulimia, depression and a panic disorder.
I am fine now, If you fight for it, you can get better :3
Dumbleebe 1 month ago
Cristy, I love you and watching this video at the end I started tearing up. I myself has anxiety and I'm only 15.
You are truly and beautiful and inspiring person to me, thank you <3
KaylerhhBeKhaaotic 1 month ago
I've been diagnosed with ADHD, Social-phobia, Insomia, Anorexia, OCD, Detachment disorder, Anxiety Disorder, Depression and ODD and worst of all bipolar. When I take an anti depressant it makes my bipolar go haywire and get worse. It gets so bad I do things without realizing i did them. Like i stabbed myself and didnt realize until my boyfriend freaked out. I started to tear up at the end of this video :/ i really hope things get better.
OnyxAcidity 1 month ago
@OnyxAcidity That's awful my disorder is not that extreme but I do know how it feels :( it's like our brains are hard-wired differently than everyone else's and sometimes I just want to scream IT'S NOT FAIR but it seems like your boyfriend cares about you & that's great. I know it's tough but you just have to KNOW it will get better. I always think: I've already been at the bottom so the only place to go is up (even though I did spend a LONG time at the bottom!) I hope things get better for you
devsox1 1 month ago
i have cronic anxitey disorder, i've had it all my life. you're not alone.
GirlswithGunsxoxo 1 month ago
Hey, I know this is prolly a stupid question, but how did you start to like, try and stop your anxiety I guess? I donno.. I have social anxiety and it makes it really really hard to meet new people or anything at all >< I had to get pulled out of public school and do a half online thing cause it stressed me out to the point of refusing to go :/ I mean, I wanna be outgoing and stuff but I just cant seem to get myself to start talking to more people more often..
kakoe52 1 month ago
I have BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder) it gives me the WORST anxiety sometimes even lead to some panic attacks and depression basically BDD is when you think your ugly you see things apparently no one else sees and it stops you from going out cause you can't stand how you look because of it I had to quit regular school become home schooled and for a month and a half I went no where let not a single soul see me I've been to 9485394 psychologists I'm now on Prozac a anxiety pill hopefully it helps
XxMackenzieNicoleXx 1 month ago
This did come at a good time. I've been stressing about telling my dad about my tattoos and honestly, I just need to tell him. 2012 should be about change and I needed this to realize that change is hard but we all get through it if we're brave enough to fight our fears. I'm so thankful. You're a beautiful person, inside and out. :)
lorynhorror 1 month ago
oh, and i was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder in 4th grade, when were u diagnosed? did u ever take meds or see a therapist?
Mojk483 1 month ago 2
@Mojk483 In 8th grade, Yes, I've seen a few therapist and phycologists when I was younger, and I've been on several different anti-depressents, which all made me feel off, except for zoloft, I took that one the longest, but after everything I've been free of medicine for a year now and I'm very proud of myself. I hope your struggles with anxiety have gotten better since then!
CristyCakes 1 month ago 7
@CristyCakes oh yeah, ive heard of zoloft. alot of my aunts were on it, i guess this disorder runs in the fam. ive never been on meds, but i am required to check in weekly with my school counsler, and have my mom check my body every now and then. im proud of you! you're a big inspiration, and i look up to you now ^_^-
im doing my best, thank you!
Mojk483 1 month ago
@CristyCakes I was diagnosed with anxiety freshman year. It was so bad I could't even leave my house to go to school. I am now home schooled. But everything has gotten better since then. I can now go places and face my "fears." I'm glad I feel like i'm not alone :3 <3
RissaRapturee 1 month ago
@CristyCakes i take zoloft too.C:
i have anxiety, post- taumatic stress disorder and something else...
i was diagnosed last year.
its flipping hell, i almost killed myself. but i knew life would get so much better if i just toughened up, and carry on. i got medication and wow i feel so much better.<3
i still have anxiety attacks, but its not like everyday anymore.C:
i LOVE you cristy! <333
Sasukekitty221 1 month ago
@Sasukekitty221 zoloft is bad for you D: take a different depprestion medicine D:
ARClovesADL 1 month ago
please, everybody take my advice, and DO NOT turn to self harm to relieve stress/anger/anxiety, or any others. in the moment that youre doing it, u think it's working, but when you're done stand back and take a long look at yourself. ur not the same u any more, and it's living hell trying to get help to stop. instead of turning to that, find your strengths and talents, take ur time doing those things instead. "knives and pens" people, the song actually has a message, look up the lyrics <3
Mojk483 1 month ago
This is one of the most inspiring videos i have seen.
SuperBabyb00 1 month ago
I kinda get what u mean. I was bullied when I was younger, I started hating my family, and on my high school orientation day i was called an emo reject. I think it's obvious I'm gonna b picked on in high school. But this video is inspiring, and I will take those words 2 the grave with me. Thank u, Cristy!
Moonlar1001 1 month ago
<3
singsungsam 1 month ago
I had to hit the mute button.
oldVideoGamesChannel 1 month ago
Cristy that was beautiful, it really made me think about a lot of stuff i have been through the last few weeks of 2011 that i regret but because i did something, it's all lost and gone now, thank you for putting this video up c: <3
EaraneSeregon 1 month ago
My anxiety disorder caused me to drop out of sixth grade, in public school. I am currently preparing for college. And I am scared out of my mind, I havn't been in a real school in over six years! Still...I know I can do it and it's videos like this that give me even more confidence. One day this disorder will be part of past. Thank you for helping me and everyone else that's been affected by this video :) it means alot! :)
mcfiddlecakes 1 month ago
thank you, this made me cry in a good way <3
cutteyy221 1 month ago
Hey, I'm Chloe.
I used to suffer manic depression just over a year ago and lead me to taking a huge dose of pills that I luckily threw up because my body reacted to it horribly I'm glad I didn't die. I couldn't control my urges to self harm I had my friends say I was attention seeking and that only lead me to bigger issues.
Just know everyone out there, life gets better and you should be alive to see it. Don't think otherwise and please stay strong and positive. And thank you Cristy ♥
CaptainChloeMartini 1 month ago
@CaptainChloeMartini Well said. Life is amazing and definitely worth living. :)
mcfiddlecakes 1 month ago
you are strong and amazing cristy<3 :)
DarlaDinosaur 1 month ago
My gosh that was so beautiful (': put a tear in my eye.
parasitezombiexx 1 month ago
Thank you so much for this video, I'm in high school with this same problem. It's horrible being stuck in that "fear for your life" level of anxiety all the time, seeing that "I know first hand that it does get better" card was wonderful :) <3
EnergizerEmily 1 month ago
Lol my other comment is confusing l think I should go to sleep now
TyAvenged 1 month ago
This really just gave me hope and honestly i'm at my worst right now...Thank you Cristy.. Everything you just wrote on though's cards is true. This really opened my eyes, Thank you again<3
iSmackTrees 1 month ago
I understand where you're coming from. I had really bad anxiety for a long time... I was contemplating suicide at 10 years old. And then when I hit middle school it only got worse because I got picked on a lot. After I left public schools for homeschooling, I learned to deal with my anxiety. Took me 3 damn years to finally get over my anxiety, and now it's coming back because of all the school work I'm getting from this online course.
I'm hoping your disorder doesn't bother you anymore.
guitarlover654 1 month ago
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ColorfulRainbowxD 1 month ago
Thank you for making this-3 I go back to a normal school today (i was doing online) and I'm terrified! I have panic attacks and I didn't think I would be able to even go tomorrow. This video really helped me thank you-333
TyAvenged 1 month ago
Thanks so much, this came at the perfect time. I have severe depression and have been sobbing and shaking for an hour.
I hope it gets better :(
TGIRLP 1 month ago
Pure brilliance.
MaraSayonara 1 month ago
Cristy you are awesome and so beautiful:D i love you!
rubbyycruz 1 month ago
We support and love you Cristy -3 -3
ForeveRxNocturnaL 1 month ago
Thanks for sharing, Cristy! I always find the people who make these vids to be very brave. <3
hm4h3 1 month ago
You are so sweet <3
Sunsunsunny1 1 month ago
everything you have put there is true, thank you for being someone who finally said it. i suffer from this too it takes all that i am to be able to be around people, especially because i now to go university it is even harder. thank you
MissEmoSceneBabiee 1 month ago 11
@MissEmoSceneBabiee Thank you for your support, I can relate, middle school was hell for me, I haven't been to a public school since then, I'm going to collage soon, it's scary. I hope you find the strength to go, we both can make it through if we just don't give up. <3
CristyCakes 1 month ago 11
You should start making more serious videos like this, Cristy c:!
StephyxxD 1 month ago
YESSSSSS I've been waiting for this! :3
LoverGurl77983 1 month ago
I love you cristy.<3
UnicornismFTW 1 month ago