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  • check out my postsecret video i just posted.. its about love ! THUMBS UP so others can also see.. thanks :)

  • I'm a master at seeking through our house quietly because I was starved as a child, I know the route to the fridge better then the back of my hand.

  • My secret: I lost my virginity 2 nights ago. Im 13. Someone save me from myself.... Before it gets worse.

  • @michythekid99 spend time with people who you KNOW Truly love you (love lasts forever not just afew minutes/hours/days/weeks/month­s of years). you are loved. x

  • the spider incident is sad

  • is the one that is in Morse code say SOS? if it does, i like that one.

  • @tneb1997 Yes It is Morse code for SOS

  • Every time I look in the mirror, I'm disgusted.

  • For 3 years i was anorexic. I told my boyfriend when i got really sick. He told me he'd leave me if i didn't start eating. Six months and 20 pounds later, I've never felt fatter. I love him.

  • Absolutely no way is that hobo spider secret a secret anymore. She had to have googled this and discovered this secret by now!

  • @emiynu I don't think so.

  • sometimes i pretend that i care about my friends.... because i'm afraid of the fact that i don't...

  • @MsStarburstChic I was exactly the same way in middle school. I had trouble making friends, felt utterly depressed, and people thought I was a snob and a lesbian. I cried alone...but I also learned how to survive. You won't miss these days, but you'll look back and be proud of yourself for not conforming to the norm. I promise. :)

  • Because everyones saying their secrets:I was depressed for about 11 months of last year & the people I told either didn't believe me or didn't care. I told a previously depressed friend & she didn't care, i told some of my best friends & they were like "eh". No one was there for me, now i'm being told that one of my best friends who didnt care about my depression is feeling depressed. I'll always be there for her, but for her to ask for my help after doing nothing with me.. Well it's annoying.

  • @bapsuniportantviews If it helps, I know EXACTLY how that feels. Depression should NEVER be ignored.

  • Hobo spiders can make you lose part of your leg?

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  • @Charity22296 that's.. really pathetic.

  • Three months ago, I found myself out of my seat and reaching for the pills before I even realized what I was doing. I actually had to stare at them for a couple seconds for me to understand my intent.

    That scared me more than my cutting ever did. I don't ever want to do that again.

  • my biggest secret is that i'm in love with my best friend. i realized this a year ago, and it's unrequited. i know it is, because we're both girls. and i'm too scared to tell her my feelings even though it's killing me because my greatest happiness comes from being by her side. i don't want her to be weirded out by me. i just want to stay with her forever, and that can't even happen...

  • @anikiani101 i hope you tell her...

  • I tell everyone I don't believe in God. But every night I pray that my mothers cancer doesn't come back because I don't think I'd be able to keep it together the second time round. I'm terrified.

  • the one about the spider is so sad!

  • blah venting time. i'm so fucking lonely (i know unnecessary swear word but i have trouble expressing what i mean sometimes) i'm only in middle school and my life is shit i have social anxiety and people think I'm a snob. I have friends but they depress me and never hang out with me. I try to make new friends but I never have anything interesting to say. I miss my old friends. I miss not caring what people think, being a wierdo and goofing off with my friends but now i'm too numb to laugh.

  • 2:02 made my eyes well up. I'm nearly 24, and my dad is my ultimate hero. I love both my parents and I'm so blessed to have them, but my dad is the rock of our family. He's what held us together after my brother was killed in a drunk driving accident. If it weren't for him, we'd be scattered, my older sister would be dead to suicide, and we'd be suffering even more so than we already are. I don't tell him enough that I love him, but I swear I love him with all my heart.

    Don't drink and drive.

  • Sometimes, when I've got free time, I just sit around and make PostSecrets. I must have a dozen or so... but I haven't sent any in yet.

  • when I think about the future or even tomorrow, I want to kill myself, I have no idea how to live my life

  • @AnniieJ Who does? All I do is live day by day, I've had so much taken from me, but I hide it from people. I stayed positive for years and nearly gave up over what I've loved and lost, but I'm finally doing better and I'm slowly getting to where I want to be. Keep your head up, you can see where you're going better that way. <3 There are people out there who care for you, even though you don't know who they are. I care. *hugs*

  • I'm slowly losing my will to live, but that's one of the things I've stopped caring about...

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  • I cry in the shower so that the water hides my sobs. I do not want to appear weak or vulnerable. I can't...

  • 4:06 made me cry. I am so sorry for whoever had to go through that...

  • @kendra95101 the sad part is.... so many share that secret.

  • I look at my mom as an example of exactly what I don't want to be.

    I have a hard time not resenting her, but at the same time I'm grateful that I could learn from her mistakes. I hope she grows up soon.

    I'm 17.

  • I lock myself in closet's , freeze outside in the cold , or anywhere to hide my crying , i dont want them to know im not as strong as they are.

  • There are so many days when I wish that they'd never end, because then I'd have to go home and listen to my parents talk trash about me and my friends again.

  • i don't want to exist.

  • I told my dad last summer i was going to move in fully with my mom to see if what i had feared about him not loving me wasn't true. he didn't try to stop me.

  • I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder & ADD at the age of 14. It was mostly because I either lied or exaggerated my symptoms so that I could get the medication I wanted. Now, 10 years later, I am almost completely off of one medication I became _physically_ addicted to. I still don't know for sure if I really had a disorder to begin with. I'm almost certain we could all get a diagnosis if we really needed to _think_ something was "wrong" with us. There is no "normal."

  • I can never ask a girl out because my entire life my friends have made it a point to tell me i'm useless, and i think i believe them and can never be good enough for anyone. No matter how many people tell me i'm good looking i can't get over the creeping thought that i am a horribly useless shell of a person

  • @pronkills I know the feeling. :( only, my family did it to me.

  • I try not to show people how much it hurts, but every night I think the same thing;

    I wish it had been me instead of you in that car.

  • i hate you because you left when i needed someone most

    and you never looked back.

  • I'm the only one going somewhere in life

    In my family... So why do I feel so lost? My mother hates me and I'm just tired of trying.

    I give up

  • I fear that I won't live a full length life.

    And I fear I will be taken away by gunshot.

    Like two of my heroes.

  • I try to be funny just to cover up how scared I am.

  • @annie10103

    Me too Annie. Me too.

  • @ShadowZezima

    :-)

  • I know the only way I'm ever going to die is by suicide, which might be sooner than I thought.

    I'm losing you, and I promised myself I would do it if you left.

  • @MaddieMcCartney1 Please do not kill yourself.

  • my secret, i dont tell people how sad i am in fear that theyll think im over reacting, and theyll think im stupid. so i keep it all in, i have no one to talk to, its killing me every day.

  • my secret, i dont tell people how sad i am in fear that theyll think im over reacting, and theyll think im stupid. so i keep it all in, i have no one to talk to, its killing me every day.

  • my secret, i dont tell people how sad i am in fear that theyll think im over reacting, and theyll think im stupid. so i keep it all in, i have no one to talk to, its killing me every day.

  • My parents were murdered when I was 9

    Yet I'm am a very outgoing, energetic, and happy person

  • I have so many secrets I can't decide which one to send in, or if anyone will even care

  • Every time I read a secret about heart break it makes me fall more in love with him. I just hope that all the people behind those secrets can find love.

  • I'm afraid my mom will chose me instead of my whole family

  • my mom chose my stepdad over me....

  • I can't tell my best friend I'm bi and love her...because she's homophobic.

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  • i envy people dying of cancer and other chronic diseases because i already feel so helpless, but im worried if i die,there wont be very many people to come to the funeral

  • I wonder what happened to me to make me feel so emotionless on the outside...I wish I could show others the emotion I have on the inside.

  • @deathrite2 me too

  • I wonder how many of these are made up.

  • @mikedamat If it sounds unbelievable it's probably true.

  • Dear @radiounactive - I'm 37 and thought the exact same thing 20 years ago...and I couldn't have been more wrong. The future is yours to shape and mold into anything you want. If things don't go according to plan - change your plan! You're gonna be ok :)

  • Sometimes when I meet new people I tell them a false name. I pretend it's to get a laugh when I'm around other people.

    But really it's because I don't feel comfortable being me.

  • I'm 17 and I feel like I've already destroyed my future. Any happiness, success or love that may have been.

  • @sophsaysroar wat u said is pretty much my life except for pretending im someone else...

  • You stopped being the father I thought I knew when I found out about all of them and how you felt that the one you married wasnt good enough.

  • the heater in my apartment is broken but im thinking about not getting it fixed just so I can hold onto him longer in the middle of the night

  • I tried to read every secret in the comments section, and liked each one I read, but I had to stop at one point because I can't stop crying.

    This is the beginning of the release I've been waiting for my entire life.

  • I wish I had the guts to let people know that I do have feelings and that I'm not just a joke.

    I wish was brave enough to tell people what I want to be.

    I find it easier to tell things about myself to strangers than to my friends and family.

    I worry that no one is ever going to fall in love with me.

    I often pretend to be a person who I have created, just because her life is better than me & whenever I feel low or have no confidence, I pretend to be her.

    I've never said those things before.

  • @sophsaysroar i am exactly the same, except for the fifth one and i'm a guy

  • Something about letting a secret out...feels relieving.

  • i like a boy i know im just little kid this isent breannaeggnog its her sisster when i was in third grade i like a boy he hated me and i always like him for three years and everyone know that i like him incept him and i asked him out he said yes and then we dated for a week intell my own friend took him away and dated him i feel like im rewend forever now hes in my class and i look at him i start to cry i was to sad to talk to my own best friend:(

  • 3:46

    Holy fuck.

  • @Natafett I know! That made me sick to think someone had to live with all that guilt....

  • I'm scared that I cant be the one giving the hugs and comfort to her, even just a secondary option.

  • The rest of you tell sad love stories or quirky secrets.

    I feel very little emotions.

    I don't understand morals or conscience.

    i am smart, funny, good looking, and empty on the inside.

    Sometimes I just wish i could feel. And sometimes i just don't care.

    Is this some sort of genetic thing?

  • @laallaal75 as strange as it sounds, nothing is a feeling too. there is probally something going on in your subcutaneous mind thats helping you avoid a painfull truth, or to soften the blow. im sorry you feel this way, i know what its like. just remember that there is always someone looking out for you, and rooting from the sidlines. even if you cant see them or know that they are there. they might even be you, but you just dont know it yet.

  • @boysingsjpop Lol, its nice of you to reply but no particularly bad thing has happened to me, i lead a relatively charmed life. But, i have recently found out that i am in fact a less violent and more controlled form of a sociopath, so at least i have a name for it.

    P.S-thanks for the hug

  • @laallaal75 ps *HHHUUUUUUGGGGG

  • I don't want your money or your fake freedom... I just want a bouquet of flowers.

    Like the one you gave to her.

  • I care to much

  • Everyone thinks their life is a tragedy. No one cares.

  • @norxcontacts I LOVE YOU! HAHA

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  • I'm so sick of being a respectful independent young man, and seeing all the women I fall in love with go running to some disrespectful asshole. I wonder with every day that goes by; will I ever find love? Or is this life not worth living anymore..

  • @StayGoldDallybear Kill them! Kill them all! Muahahahahhhh!

    And the disappointing thing is half the women will get prego and the other half will marry them, any that don't will become man haters and or lesbo. If your a decent young man then your screwed.

  • @StayGoldDallybear Stay decent! Stay respectful and independent! There are decent and respectful and independent girls in the world who are waiting for men like you; you're just hard to locate through the sea of douchebags! 

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  • i'm a straight girl, but there are some girls i know that just turn me on! :D

  • @ohn0shedidnt same here!!

  • I look in the mirror and don't know who the hell is there.

  • I think I'm going to tell the truth. And no, it will not set me free. Instead, it will crush my dreams, alienate me from my family, and put me on the verge of suicide with nowhere to turn. Ready. Set. Go.

  • I hate that finally caring about my health more than getting ahead has made people think I am lazy. I am not lazy. I am on medication that makes me tired all the time, so I don't feel like I am constantly being stabbed.

  • it's ridiculous how many different people I think of when I see 3:38

  • I don't think it's a lie.

    I just make it sound as bad as it feels.

  • The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I don't want to hurt my family and friends like that. I often wish I could just die without anyone knowing.

  • i hate my gf but i love her all i do is try but nothing back it sucks

  • Even though I've been told I'm a good kisser, I've never been satisfied.

  • A couple years ago, I rejected the few decent guys in my life simply because I didn't like them. I wish more than anything that I'd suffered through it and gone out with them so that they would be mine now, grown up. At this point, I could never ask them to trust me again.

  • Whenever I see verbally abusive comments on Youtube... I give them a thumbs-down. :)

  • I miss talking to him everyday

  • I lay on my side when I go to sleep just so I can imagine someone wrapping their arms around me...

  • I believe that everyone has someone they like in the same gender.

  • Even though it was almost four years ago, sometimes it seems like yesterday. 4:08

  • sometimes i wish that i could fake my own death, just so that i could see how many people would show up to my funeral.

  • sometimes, when it's late at night, i sit around, and try to think of someone i think i could talk to when i'm ready to cry. to just say my emotions, my thoughts, my feelings, and they wouldn't disagree or judge me or try to give me advice and just listen. no matter how hard i try, i can't think of anyone i can talk to. and then i just feel alone.

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  • I fell in love with someone that hates me. No matter what I always feel drawn to him. Even though he hates me and I haven't seen him in a year today. I will never be able to let my past go, I wish I could. :(

  • We used to be best friends, but now we haven't talked in months.

    I know you're the only person out there for me.

    And sometimes I cry myself to sleep, knowing I'll always be alone, or with someone I don't really love.

  • My secret: there were moments when I wanted to take my life so that he could just know that I never lied to him...that I loved him...and that he was the one for me

  • My friends joke that I'm a future alcoholic because I have problems sometimes. The trouble is, I think they're right.

  • The one about the hobo spider is so brutal..

  • My father died from a heart attack when I was 5. I think my mind blocked a lot of things from that time and back, because anything before the age of 6 is hazy for me. It kills me that the person I most want to remember is locked away in my mind, hidden against my will.

  • Sometimes, I hurt myself, because your love isn't enough.

  • It's been 7 months, and although the relationship didn't last long, I miss him.

    I feel like I loved him more than he could ever 'love' me.

    Now he's in a relationship with a girl much more pretty and sane than I.

    I'm mostly over him, but there's still something. Or it's just hope disappearing.

    I want to find someone who really does care for me, and will stay with me, even though I have all these mental problems...

    But, it's like I'm not even trying. I lock myself in my house....

  • I want to be a famous actress and I think I'm great. So does everyone else.

    I tell people that I go to a performing arts school over the summer, but the truth is...the only experience I've had is copying scenes from movies, books, and TV.

  • you promised me you would never break my heart like the last one. So you put it back together, piece by piece, and over a period of 12 months, I fell in love with you. It wasn't my heart anymore. It had been put back together by you. By your hands, your words, your kiss, your love. Yesterday, you took it back apart. You took away your hands, your words, your kisses, and your love. And left it that way for me to put back together. And I don't know if I can ever forgive you. Or trust another.

  • people say i look like my older brother...i fucking hate the way i look....

  • I cheated on you...from the moment I met you, to the moment my ex treated me like shit, and you said you where in love with me, and is aid i was in love with you. I cheated on you the whoel first week of our relaitonship, first year, and i plan on cheating on you again. After 8 years i'm a coward and a lier and if i lost you i'd never be whoel again. BUT even stil..all i want is for you to love me.

  • 2:03 i am envious of, because i have lived with my dad for my whole life and he feels like a stranger to me.

  • I've always wanted to find a huge group of people, stand in the middle of them and yell "Thundercats Are Go!!!" with my fist/sword in the air.

    .....or just watch someone else do it.

  • @25golfgirl I wish I'd recorded it, now. When my friends and I were waiting in line at an anime convention, we shouted this as loud as we could. Even at an anime convention, we got weird looks xD But it was so worth it, because I don't know if I'll ever have the courage to do it again.

  • you got in a car crash a few nights ago.you survived but i feel guilty cuz i was kinda mad that you didnt text me.im sorry.thats stupid.i love you

  • I have some very disturbing customs, I watch footage of peopel being killed in 3rd world countries and i get a thrill out of killing as many peoeple as i can in GTA.

    I really think i may be some sort of phsycopath and i am afraid that i may one day harm someone.

    

  • @eat4peace i think the fact that you worry about harming someone, shows you care far too much to do it. i hope you are ok!

  • @CrazeeCatrin

    Thanks. i think i'm alright i mean it's not a major thing :/

  • Every night on 11:11, I wish that I was beautiful.

  • I secretly hope to go completely insane and live the rest of my life in a mental hospital so I won't have to face the real world ever again.

    I tell people I don't believe in love, when secretly I'm afraid no one will love me.

  • I'm scared people would hate me if they could see who I really am. So I push them all away.

    Just wish they'd try harder.

  • I plan on sending one of these in, but I'm so confused on the format-

    I want to cut cardboard and the site says 4x6 but that would be kinda small in my opinion, so just one side would be the address and stamp, then the other side would be the secret?

    is that right? xD can someone explain

  • I wish I had never met you, then I would have never fallen in love with you

  • My secret is one thats sorta asad and its the reson why i HATE it when people say they hate green day i mean i get that everyone has their own opinions but here we go...when i was 4 or 5 i wouod hear my parents argueing in one room and i would be in mine crying because i hated to hear them argue i would be baled up in a corner crying but then i would listen to wake me up whne september ends and it would be like i was in another worldnjust me and music...my mom still dosent know about any of it.

  • @kc0012345 i used to listen to when sep ends and cry too.

  • @naaleyy good to know im not alone...

  • The day i stoped eating, was the best day of my life

  • I always wonder if the people around me are all really there. Alive, and not ghosts just wandering about. I always hug the poepl around me, just to make sure. How else can you really know?

  • I'm the one who wrote that anonymous love poem about her that everybody talked and wondered about.

    I don't love her.

    I don't even know her.

  • At this point, I have every reason in the world to kill myself.. but I could never do it. And I'm angry that I'm stuck living this life I hate.

  • i wish at 11:11 that i'm my best friend's best friend. knowing i'm never going to be. she always has someone more important.

  • 1:42

    this made me tear up. i have always wondered what everyone i know would regret if i died. i have thought about killing myself just to put people through what i feel everyday.

  • you're not giving credit for the music.. it's actually composed by Debussy, and called claire du lune. That beaing said: Great video:)

  • Wow. 4:06-4:09. My biggest nightmare would be to get an abortion. I lend my heart to all those women who have had to/chosen to get abortions. What pain/fear/embarrassment/relief­/terror that must have been for you.

  • @rocksnsocks i dont think it was abortion, i think she might have miscarried.

  • @TEHKiTTEHSOUP maybe you're right. i just thought because it was a "secret", maybe it was abortion.

  • @rocksnsocks pretty sure it's an abortion. if not she wouldnt have said this is the last / only pic

  • @naaleyy my mother had a child that died in her womb, not all pictures like that are of abortions if they put that caption on it....

  • I din't cry when my Grandma died I couldn't. I forced myself to just to be like the wrest of my family. I miss her...a lot

  • I wish I had the strength to let go of other peoples expectations for me, so that I can become the person who knows what's really important in life.

  • This is a beautiful collection. A great song for this montage is Every Heart by Sara Haze.

  • I wish my 'friends' would call ME instead of me calling THEM.

  • The walls thing made me cry :(

  • 3:24 I know how u feeI. should have told him

    i loved him...I was scared and now he's gone. I miss him everyday.

  • Great music choice and video.

  • wow, 1:05 - 1:07 is exactly me

  • college classes, goals, whatever. i can only get half way through. then i get so anxious and upset and scared that i literally claw at my own skin in an attempt to keep studying. in the end i just fall to the overwhelimg urge to run away. i feel like such a failure. such a failure.

  • I never seem to be good enough for myself

  • When I was pregnant, I secretly wished that I would have a miscarriage. So much so that I practically prayed for it. I wanted to be young and not tied down. Now that I am a Mother, I can't imagine life without her. She is the reason I do everything, and my whole world revolves around her. And I hate that I ever felt that way.

  • oh my gosh 3:24 is so sad

  • i pulled over to cry because my mom just passed away and you drove by with another girl in your car i watched you drop her off and kiss her ...i still havent told you because i thought it stopped after that night ...it didnt

  • 1:06

  • @kittenkraze13 that hit me hard, too. i've seen it before as well...

  • I am also terrifed of my mom dying. I have major depression now, I can't even imagine what losing her would do to me.