Our Grandma died late last year and before that happened she lost quite a bitof weight and it was really hard to get her interested in eating. she did however have this fantasy going on about being on vacation in Mexico, her dad had worked down there when he was young (around 1890-1910) and I think she wanted to be in a happy place that she best remembered. It is hard to go through the feelings of our loss. As far as the other, what you do that makes you happy is your life and your choice! Peace
Enter on Google THE COMPLETE HANDBOOK OF NATURE CURE
I really now feel I was so stupid before reading that book, and now I am smart, also I see how little people are worrying about their health around me, I think I am the only one in my school. Actually the book is true, everything that todays doctors do is bad.........You don't have to beleive me. It's so logical, even ask doctor..... Also you can learn good things for life from howcast, wikihow, ehow which helped me LOT!!!! That's all.
The book is so logical, not complicated. Simply everything is true. I learned from it skills whaich i would learn from 100 other books. At first it will be weird, but later you will know everything what is in book. For example I am not active person, shy, sensitive to diseases(hay fever), have acne.... And after reading book on summer holiday I now know much about life. I have no more acne, shyness dissolves (with sounds from selftherapy org), I am not wrongly sleeping, i am doing Yoga :) BETTER
Hi, sorry to say you this but I don't like to see you in glasses. Especially, because you are still young. Look, before 3 months i started worrying about my health, not because was spacially sick, but simply to be smarter. And I found best book I have ever seen in my life, I readed it for one full month on my mobile, even that screen was small it was not boring! So simply i want to transfer some experience from my life to you. Simply, whatever book have said is true, i saw on me.
I would suggest getting an industrial type job, like a warehouse or an assembly plant. Its not scary... just boring. But you will be left alone, so it can be easier in that respect. Plus the pay and hours tend to be reasonable.
Finally, there is no such thing as normal: Its a myth. So don't let anybody put you down for your interests! You aren't hurting anybody, unlike those who feel its necissary to be critical of others. You are just fine.
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Words do nothing in situations like this, it just takes time and an allowance for your heart to grieve. I really hope you can come to a place of Peace with this painful transition.
I don't think I've ever commented your videos before but I've watched a few of them and they have really helped me, so thanks for that :) I'm definitely not freaked out by furries, I honestly think its really helpful to have creative outlets to turn to, especially for introverts who can't always express what they want to the world. Take care and thanks again for your videos.
I can't comprehend how I'd feel if I went to sleep next to my gf only to find her dead the next morning. I don't think many young people think about this, but I think about it all the time. I often check closely to make sure she is still breathing for no real reason.
I'm sorry about your loss but it seems that you're handling well so I'm glad. I couldn't imagine losing my mom. About the furry thing, I think that if you like doing that then it shouldn't be a problem. There will always be people who don't understand but who cares about them.
you made me lmao darlin'....yes it does get hot in there Manda....hot & sweaty furries!!....i agree, i would have wanted to remember her from a better time,not when she was sick all the time..dont sweat it babygirl, you've had a shock to the heart over this past year and you just need to take care of Manda,let everything else take care of itself...three midgets in thongs ,a beautiful woman in a nurses uniform carrying a tray of twinkies,and a donkey...now thats pervert territory..I LUV U MANDA<3
i think being a furrie could be a great thing for you Manda honey,maybe you need a safe place from which to organize the world around you.....im sooo sorry to hear about your mom sweety,let it heal though it may take years to work things out,you eventually will....i bet you are the snowiest fierce snow leopard in the world....maybe we need time when we take a hit across the bow,to pull the ship into port and take some downtime, if this is what you need then do it child....""sex in a fur suit"
@bishi4me ...i love your fursona honey,i went over and checked it out..."Kirinafa"....thats a pretty name for a leopardess, i love your cute little ears and that wicked smile,kind of makes you wonder what lurks back behind that smile....oh golly...a video when she gets her furrie head...this could be controversial,Manda with a license to play....you're not running away babe,this could be what you need to get out of your head and just let Manda be Manda,i understand it child.....oh about your SSI
@bishi4me dont worry about that sweety, just make sure that when you get the notice in the mail to be there and the earlier the better they like that ,if you can , take boyfriend with you ,but just be prompt.....fricking walmart didnt even give my favorite kid a christmas bonus gift package before dumping her?....im pissed, and im going to kmart......be good baby,dont be a stranger.....I LUV MY MANDA !!!!!!!!!!
@bishi4me If you're talking about CSI:New York, there's two guys on there that are obnoxious. Every single crime scene they walk in on they have this, "how weird are THESE people" and making faces about everything. No matter what it is. "So like, these people WANT to shoot at each other with paint ball guns? I don't get it."
For people who live in New York, you'd think they'd get used to the 'oddballs' that make up the very city they live in. I imagine the other two shows are similar.
I had the same thing happened to me when I first started working at a grocery store when everyone would ask where everything was. I just told them I was new and MOST people were polite about it, but one group were all like, we'll that's what they pay him to know. No, they don't pay me minimum wage to psychically know where the milk is in a store. Although at their age I don't know how they couldn't have collectively figured out it would be in the cold section.
omg i am soo sorry. i lost my baby brother a year ago (he was only 7 years old) so i know how devastating a family loss is. i stopped going to counseling for a while but went back because it does help alot to talk to someone and let it all out. i hope you can heal well through this. it does get a bit easier over time.
Wow, I´ve never thought about furries as a non sexual thing, I guess you only hear about the messed up aspects of things. I suppose it´s no weirder than cosplay... :)
Sorry about your mom, I had kind of a similar experience when my grandma passed away, the mixed emotions, feeling sad but also relieved in a way.
A majority of furs are not in it for the sexual aspects (or if there were, i'm not one of them!) :P its just kinda like another cosplay or a "avatar" you have when on the internet.
I understand amanda, I recently had a cousin and a co worker commit suicide just 6 months apart. Its good that you express yourself though, its the best way to heal.
............................ "Loneliness is not a phase, field of pain is where I graze" - Layne Staley
im sorry :/ if i lost my mum i dunno what i would do. my depression has been really high recently.. and without her i dont think i would feel happy..... im glad to see u back x
Hey, it's understandable if You're a little depressed about Your Mother dying. I don't know how many days that walmart would let You have off though if You get depressed and miss some time. But Cheer Up. Furryness, Not really My thing, but it's not hurting any one else, Enjoy YourSelf.
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stupotgorilla 4 months ago
Our Grandma died late last year and before that happened she lost quite a bitof weight and it was really hard to get her interested in eating. she did however have this fantasy going on about being on vacation in Mexico, her dad had worked down there when he was young (around 1890-1910) and I think she wanted to be in a happy place that she best remembered. It is hard to go through the feelings of our loss. As far as the other, what you do that makes you happy is your life and your choice! Peace
lisarayone 4 months ago
Enter on Google THE COMPLETE HANDBOOK OF NATURE CURE
I really now feel I was so stupid before reading that book, and now I am smart, also I see how little people are worrying about their health around me, I think I am the only one in my school. Actually the book is true, everything that todays doctors do is bad.........You don't have to beleive me. It's so logical, even ask doctor..... Also you can learn good things for life from howcast, wikihow, ehow which helped me LOT!!!! That's all.
ThePhDChemist 4 months ago
The book is so logical, not complicated. Simply everything is true. I learned from it skills whaich i would learn from 100 other books. At first it will be weird, but later you will know everything what is in book. For example I am not active person, shy, sensitive to diseases(hay fever), have acne.... And after reading book on summer holiday I now know much about life. I have no more acne, shyness dissolves (with sounds from selftherapy org), I am not wrongly sleeping, i am doing Yoga :) BETTER
ThePhDChemist 4 months ago
Hi, sorry to say you this but I don't like to see you in glasses. Especially, because you are still young. Look, before 3 months i started worrying about my health, not because was spacially sick, but simply to be smarter. And I found best book I have ever seen in my life, I readed it for one full month on my mobile, even that screen was small it was not boring! So simply i want to transfer some experience from my life to you. Simply, whatever book have said is true, i saw on me.
ThePhDChemist 4 months ago
I think you where at RF? I was in the spoted pony suit in the headless lounge
bondedlevity 5 months ago
@bondedlevity
Yep, i think i saw you once or twice.
bishi4me 5 months ago
why don't you check out derek prince: how to overcome depression
jkdxtr321 9 months ago
wow u grown into a beautiful women
jkdxtr321 9 months ago
I've said it before, but I'm sorry for your loss. I know we don't really talk much anymore, but I just hope things will only get better from here on
Floofytail 10 months ago
My deepest condolences go out to you.
dandanalbert 1 year ago
I'm sorry for your loss, i know what its like.
I would suggest getting an industrial type job, like a warehouse or an assembly plant. Its not scary... just boring. But you will be left alone, so it can be easier in that respect. Plus the pay and hours tend to be reasonable.
Finally, there is no such thing as normal: Its a myth. So don't let anybody put you down for your interests! You aren't hurting anybody, unlike those who feel its necissary to be critical of others. You are just fine.
elov66 1 year ago
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Words do nothing in situations like this, it just takes time and an allowance for your heart to grieve. I really hope you can come to a place of Peace with this painful transition.
phemohilia 1 year ago
@phemohilia
Thank you for all the comments, i know you truly care :)
bishi4me 1 year ago
I'm so sorry about your mom.
I don't think I've ever commented your videos before but I've watched a few of them and they have really helped me, so thanks for that :) I'm definitely not freaked out by furries, I honestly think its really helpful to have creative outlets to turn to, especially for introverts who can't always express what they want to the world. Take care and thanks again for your videos.
wasteofpaint92 1 year ago
I'm sorry about your mum. Be strong and may God help with your life.
KaKaGaNu 1 year ago
I can't comprehend how I'd feel if I went to sleep next to my gf only to find her dead the next morning. I don't think many young people think about this, but I think about it all the time. I often check closely to make sure she is still breathing for no real reason.
Nimnoms 1 year ago
I'm sorry about your loss but it seems that you're handling well so I'm glad. I couldn't imagine losing my mom. About the furry thing, I think that if you like doing that then it shouldn't be a problem. There will always be people who don't understand but who cares about them.
mavs2147 1 year ago
you made me lmao darlin'....yes it does get hot in there Manda....hot & sweaty furries!!....i agree, i would have wanted to remember her from a better time,not when she was sick all the time..dont sweat it babygirl, you've had a shock to the heart over this past year and you just need to take care of Manda,let everything else take care of itself...three midgets in thongs ,a beautiful woman in a nurses uniform carrying a tray of twinkies,and a donkey...now thats pervert territory..I LUV U MANDA<3
777Marlene 1 year ago
Sorry that happened to you. I really do hope you feel better soon.
Also I like your fursona too. Very cute! And have tons of fun at the conventions!
Suisei 1 year ago
i think being a furrie could be a great thing for you Manda honey,maybe you need a safe place from which to organize the world around you.....im sooo sorry to hear about your mom sweety,let it heal though it may take years to work things out,you eventually will....i bet you are the snowiest fierce snow leopard in the world....maybe we need time when we take a hit across the bow,to pull the ship into port and take some downtime, if this is what you need then do it child....""sex in a fur suit"
777Marlene 1 year ago
@777Marlene
Thank you for the kind words :) I love my fursona. I may even post a video when i get my head in april :D
bishi4me 1 year ago
@bishi4me ...i love your fursona honey,i went over and checked it out..."Kirinafa"....thats a pretty name for a leopardess, i love your cute little ears and that wicked smile,kind of makes you wonder what lurks back behind that smile....oh golly...a video when she gets her furrie head...this could be controversial,Manda with a license to play....you're not running away babe,this could be what you need to get out of your head and just let Manda be Manda,i understand it child.....oh about your SSI
777Marlene 1 year ago
@bishi4me dont worry about that sweety, just make sure that when you get the notice in the mail to be there and the earlier the better they like that ,if you can , take boyfriend with you ,but just be prompt.....fricking walmart didnt even give my favorite kid a christmas bonus gift package before dumping her?....im pissed, and im going to kmart......be good baby,dont be a stranger.....I LUV MY MANDA !!!!!!!!!!
777Marlene 1 year ago
I don't see how furries are seen as perverts. Maybe the guys who do it? But to me it's seems like just an offshoot of cosplay that you already do.
Lithium102 1 year ago
@Lithium102
Its kind of a taboo thing i think.. lots of people saw the csi episode of furs having sex in suits and i think lots of people base it off that.
bishi4me 1 year ago
@bishi4me If you're talking about CSI:New York, there's two guys on there that are obnoxious. Every single crime scene they walk in on they have this, "how weird are THESE people" and making faces about everything. No matter what it is. "So like, these people WANT to shoot at each other with paint ball guns? I don't get it."
For people who live in New York, you'd think they'd get used to the 'oddballs' that make up the very city they live in. I imagine the other two shows are similar.
Lithium102 1 year ago
I had the same thing happened to me when I first started working at a grocery store when everyone would ask where everything was. I just told them I was new and MOST people were polite about it, but one group were all like, we'll that's what they pay him to know. No, they don't pay me minimum wage to psychically know where the milk is in a store. Although at their age I don't know how they couldn't have collectively figured out it would be in the cold section.
Hated working there.
Lithium102 1 year ago
Makes sense. Whatever works for you and make you happy.
PYSCOPOMP 1 year ago
omg i am soo sorry. i lost my baby brother a year ago (he was only 7 years old) so i know how devastating a family loss is. i stopped going to counseling for a while but went back because it does help alot to talk to someone and let it all out. i hope you can heal well through this. it does get a bit easier over time.
NegritaTanRica 1 year ago
Wow, I´ve never thought about furries as a non sexual thing, I guess you only hear about the messed up aspects of things. I suppose it´s no weirder than cosplay... :)
Sorry about your mom, I had kind of a similar experience when my grandma passed away, the mixed emotions, feeling sad but also relieved in a way.
danielstx1820 1 year ago
@danielstx1820
A majority of furs are not in it for the sexual aspects (or if there were, i'm not one of them!) :P its just kinda like another cosplay or a "avatar" you have when on the internet.
bishi4me 1 year ago
I understand amanda, I recently had a cousin and a co worker commit suicide just 6 months apart. Its good that you express yourself though, its the best way to heal.
............................ "Loneliness is not a phase, field of pain is where I graze" - Layne Staley
istayaway1 1 year ago
You snow leopardy vixen you :]
WeAllJuggleKnives 1 year ago
im sorry :/ if i lost my mum i dunno what i would do. my depression has been really high recently.. and without her i dont think i would feel happy..... im glad to see u back x
4evaAShygurl 1 year ago
I like your Fursona!
PixieDraconian 1 year ago
Hey, it's understandable if You're a little depressed about Your Mother dying. I don't know how many days that walmart would let You have off though if You get depressed and miss some time. But Cheer Up. Furryness, Not really My thing, but it's not hurting any one else, Enjoy YourSelf.
akai454 1 year ago