You know suprisingly what I have found to be really theraputic? I make a lot of videos that people never see. When I am mad or upset it helps to talk about things and the camera is not judgemental. But most of them I don't post. Not because I don't want everyone to see, but because the simple act of talking it out and verbalizing made the problem go away, or not seem as important. I'm here too if you need to vent. We should be here for each other. You're in my thoughts JR. (((hugs)))
I hve thought about tht and like the idea of it. I think alot of us will make a vid soetimes but take it down afer an hour. From now on I'm pushing myself to find the truth, to be honest and real about things. I dcn't want to upset people or offend people, but I do need to speak my mind.
Thank you so much for reaching out. It means the world to me. THIS is what YT is to me and for me, the commnity. We all need to help one anoter.
By actins I'm a very simple person, and I like things like that, but it's time for me to not only put my foot down on probems going on in life, but RAELY be myslf for other people. I've gotten so much out of youtube I wouldn't even know how to descrie. Dare I say I might have given back, but it's time for me to be me. Honesty is one of the most potent drugs going these days.
Actually I sensed your starting to struggle in your last video and it's not clairvoyance just experience from being there. I relate...it's a difficult time for a lot of us right now and talking is definitely a start.
The last vdeo was a serious stran. The videos I'll be making won't be easy either, but it's the effort to help me. I've gtten a world from watching and listening and in turn feelng for other people. If I can help anyone then great, but I realy need to do this for myself.
One of the hardest things on here is to do vids that are open honest opinions. I'd say you've been better at that than I have. I'm trying to learn to edit since I don't even convert and render. I'm thinking this might allow me to just say what I want more honestly, I'm also getting beyond the point of caring about the judgment of others...if that just made any sense. (?)
It makes perfect sence. I do very litte cncernig editing or effects. I'm happy enough recrding with a decent enough camera as compared to the old web cam. I no longer give a shit wat petty litle judgments people will spew. I am concerned about people that have genually become like family and are frinds. I'll explain that in my next video, abeit in a heavy opiate cloud.
Try a give yourself more credit JR. You're highly intellegent and have alot to say. I get alot out of you vids.
JR..if you need to vent..just PM me. Having lived with panic disorder and depression for most of my adult life, I understand where you are coming from. I am here for you sweetie. hugs, Chris
I feel you man. I'm in a similar state of mind, atm, as well. So much I wanna do and so many unseen, unheard forces opposing my actions. JR, if you ever need to talk man, feel free to drop me a line bro!
Thank you vey much for reaching out. Things will get beter, but I need to start genualy woking on things or else I'll stay trapped and contine to decine.
Hi JR,
I know this video was posted a couple of years ago but I just wanted to see how you're doing now.
TryAndSaveMe 1 year ago
I sincerely hope that things start to get better for you soon JR.
TamHickey67 3 years ago
They will be my friend. My whole life is going to go through a whole "sifting" of sorts. Thank you for your support.
JRHulbret 3 years ago
You know suprisingly what I have found to be really theraputic? I make a lot of videos that people never see. When I am mad or upset it helps to talk about things and the camera is not judgemental. But most of them I don't post. Not because I don't want everyone to see, but because the simple act of talking it out and verbalizing made the problem go away, or not seem as important. I'm here too if you need to vent. We should be here for each other. You're in my thoughts JR. (((hugs)))
ravensky23 3 years ago
I hve thought about tht and like the idea of it. I think alot of us will make a vid soetimes but take it down afer an hour. From now on I'm pushing myself to find the truth, to be honest and real about things. I dcn't want to upset people or offend people, but I do need to speak my mind.
Thank you so much for reaching out. It means the world to me. THIS is what YT is to me and for me, the commnity. We all need to help one anoter.
*HUGS*
JRHulbret 3 years ago
The Nutters Club brought me to your channel, but the honesty and openness made me stay.
ravensky23 3 years ago
By actins I'm a very simple person, and I like things like that, but it's time for me to not only put my foot down on probems going on in life, but RAELY be myslf for other people. I've gotten so much out of youtube I wouldn't even know how to descrie. Dare I say I might have given back, but it's time for me to be me. Honesty is one of the most potent drugs going these days.
JRHulbret 3 years ago
You have my support on everything JR.
*hugs*
nowstartaband 3 years ago
So kind hearted. So caring.
I realy like your new hair cut btw.
*BIG HUGS*
JRHulbret 3 years ago
lol thanks glad you like it :)
hope everything gets easier for you real soon <3
nowstartaband 3 years ago
Hope you feel better soon. Looking forward to hearing more. I love your openness.
PragueVlogg 3 years ago
Thank you very much. I need to REALY let loose, or else things are going to go from bad to realy f%^&%d up.
JR
JRHulbret 3 years ago
Actually I sensed your starting to struggle in your last video and it's not clairvoyance just experience from being there. I relate...it's a difficult time for a lot of us right now and talking is definitely a start.
jrsnyderjr 3 years ago
The last vdeo was a serious stran. The videos I'll be making won't be easy either, but it's the effort to help me. I've gtten a world from watching and listening and in turn feelng for other people. If I can help anyone then great, but I realy need to do this for myself.
JRHulbret 3 years ago
One of the hardest things on here is to do vids that are open honest opinions. I'd say you've been better at that than I have. I'm trying to learn to edit since I don't even convert and render. I'm thinking this might allow me to just say what I want more honestly, I'm also getting beyond the point of caring about the judgment of others...if that just made any sense. (?)
jrsnyderjr 3 years ago
It makes perfect sence. I do very litte cncernig editing or effects. I'm happy enough recrding with a decent enough camera as compared to the old web cam. I no longer give a shit wat petty litle judgments people will spew. I am concerned about people that have genually become like family and are frinds. I'll explain that in my next video, abeit in a heavy opiate cloud.
Try a give yourself more credit JR. You're highly intellegent and have alot to say. I get alot out of you vids.
JRHulbret 3 years ago
JR..if you need to vent..just PM me. Having lived with panic disorder and depression for most of my adult life, I understand where you are coming from. I am here for you sweetie. hugs, Chris
bugsinrug 3 years ago
Thank you so much Chris. Yo're such a caring person.
*HUGS*
JR
JRHulbret 3 years ago
anxiety is crippling
it always helps to talk to someone
and you got lots of friends
MsOpheliaPayne 3 years ago
Its more then anxiety, but I think it's the root of other problems going on.
I know I have alot of good friend here. People that simply are family to me, and I don' want to let these problems take them away.
JRHulbret 3 years ago
Hey JR, I'm aleays here for you...
ellesse808 3 years ago
I know Aki. Love you.
JRHulbret 3 years ago
Love you too, JR.
ellesse808 3 years ago
I had noticed you where not around as much lately, I hope things work out.
DeltaNC 3 years ago
I'm in stage of making them work out.
Thanks bro.
JRHulbret 3 years ago
I feel you man. I'm in a similar state of mind, atm, as well. So much I wanna do and so many unseen, unheard forces opposing my actions. JR, if you ever need to talk man, feel free to drop me a line bro!
MeanBlackDude 3 years ago 2
oh man I feel on this also MBD...it's like gears are stuck. Same here to you as well as to JR., drop a line or maybe we should do Skype or Stickam.
jrsnyderjr 3 years ago
I'm tired and done with being resticted, holding back. We all have lives to live, and there's a big diffeence form living a life and being alive.
You've always been a great friend and sincerlly apprciate it. Sincere props to you bro.
JR
JRHulbret 3 years ago
Sorry stuff's tough right now. I hope it's getting better. I look forward to hearing more... if i can be helful, drop me a line.
cheers, Pete
clarkelane 3 years ago 2
I'm not sure if this wll come up as a repost.
Thank you vey much for reaching out. Things will get beter, but I need to start genualy woking on things or else I'll stay trapped and contine to decine.
JRHulbret 3 years ago