The Return Of BayAreaLen

[MrPoonhappy]

2:35 "some of them call it da weed"

[TheAviation2009]

Hey Len

I can say that you are  not a pussy !...

You have the courage to say your story...then it is something... man!

Stop with drugs...now drugs must be your girlfriend...

Don't forget, you are very nice and handsome person.

Didier from the Netherlands...Enjoy life...

Take care...

Group from theAvition2009 Channel.

[riikarouge]

This was very touching Len. Glad you're on a path back toward loving life and yourself. Thanks also for your comment.

[jjlucash]

A few things:

1) GREAT to see you back.

2) I twice chickened out on pulling the plug for the same reasons. However, I'm glad I didn't.

3) I'm glad that you've found someone to be there for you as much as you need them.

[darrylpoe24]

Hey Lenny Boy,

I just watched this video. Its kinda kool.

I been looking for you for a long time.

Look me up on facebook. Or if u still got my # call me

[KalyaHarmony]

yea LEN im so happy for you, wish i could say my lifes been looking up, soon enough tho i guess... im sorry we bumped into each other when i was just hitting the fan and i couldnt have been a better friend.. your awesome and deserve an awesome love.

[mr570]

It you Lenoin!

[meistermell]

It you Lenoin

[aolmonkey]

:D welcome back my friend :D

[djgrooveline]

you came back on my birthday bro. congrats on the new girl... i too met a lady on Yt. its tits man.

[XXTheRealMcCoyXX]

u'r the most depressing bastard to watch, honestly = /

[BayAreaLen]

@XXTheRealMcCoyXX Shouldn't there be some kind of award for that?

[XXTheRealMcCoyXX]

@BayAreaLen

You need to take a walk through the desert, take a tent, couple gallons of clean un-fluoridated water and some mushrooms... Come back with a new perspective, what do you want? not what society tells you to want?

Sounds like this girl has your serotonin levels all messed up, don't fall for it again dude...Girls ain't nothing but trouble, you need to take care of yourself first...

[MrNewshuffler]

Glad to see that you are back! You are definitely my favorite ytbr!!

[shallowbasterd]

yo friend, welcome back!

[BayAreaLen]

@functionalist972 I very much appreciate your comment. Words like that make this entire YouTube hobby of mine going. Thank you!

[djgrooveline]

@BayAreaLen it sounds like you achieved a sort of new maturity if you well that has allowed you a moment of clarity.

[BayAreaMisterE]

Hey Len - I guess I don't have to tell you how glad I am to see "U" back from the edge!!!

Love You - Oh yeah and thanks for the favor...

E.

[vaughnaiono]

awesome bro, great to have you back champ~!

[TheKerryzzz]

Welcome back. I have favorited one of your videos. I can relate to you. Thanks.

[BayAreaLen]

@TheKerryzzz Thank you. Those like you who can relate, make this entire hobby as fulfilling as it is.

[BayAreaLen]

@WhitesWhitesWhites Thank you. I've always had many ideas for the book. I just need to muster up the patience that it would require.

[BayAreaLen]

@jlweather1 Paige and I often ponder together how it is that we found each other with such impeccable timing. I will admit, it does have us thinking. There is no telling where either of us would be today otherwise. Life gives quite a bit to ponder I guess, but whether we figure it out or not, we will cherish our time together for as long as we can make it last.

[simonthesinner]

What is awesome with your videos are your clear mind and eloquent rethoric. I have showed some people your darker videos and they can relate. Now with the journey coming full circle it's really a beatiful saga of strife, depression and redemption that is modern and real and will no doubt help other people because of it. Many people make this journey, but only a precious few can put it into words as you can, you have a real gift.

[BayAreaLen]

@simonthesinner Reinforcement like this is why I like to make these videos. Thank you!

[Nagneto]

Welcome back! X3



[ghawk15]

It is GREAT to see you back, man. Glad things are looking up. Looking forward to new videos. Congrats on your new relationship :)

[JOKERSFREAK]

I'd like to think I was one of the people who helped you through your hard times :)

It's so good to see you back, and I can't fucking wait for more videos! Take care.

[BayAreaLen]

@JOKERSFREAK You'd be thinking correctly. Thanks for still being around.

[JOKERSFREAK]

@BayAreaLen

Oh hell yes, I'm not going anywhere! Your videos have also helped me through shit times in my life, and even though I don't know you personally, I feel like we've bonded through a common interest. The way you speak, it's just so pure and true and I like that. You don't beat around the bush and I generally feel compassion.

This place needs more people like you, who aren't afraid to put their problems on public view and make a stand for change.

[DoubleODude]

Welcome back. One of the most honest video's Ive seen. Great job.

[centervilletn]

i know my way out.....if the time comes...150 mph on a motorcycle, no helmet and concrete bridge abutment.....but hopefully ill just go stand in front of a mirror naked and laugh at myself...

[BayAreaLen]

@centervilletn I always have to look into that mirror and laugh, seeing as how Paige has mirrored closet doors parallel to her bed. Haha!

[centervilletn]

your one of the few assholes i actually enjoy ...for some reason your vid didnt show up....anyhow glad you are back.....do as i do....expect the worst and you will always be pleasently suprised ...lol..peace len

[issuesissues]

Oh Len so glad you're back my Friend.

Enjoy your gifts

;)

<3 u



[BayAreaLen]

@issuesissues Oh believe me. Been "enjoying my gifts" in some pretty intense ways. ;-)

<3 u too

[Hankdrive]

Now let's hope you guys don't break up and spiral back into the depths of depression again.

[BayAreaLen]

@Hankdrive Believe me, we hope that with each passing day!

[jrnault77]

Great to see you back Len.. I myself am now blessed with a wonderful woman in my life. I do not know what she sees in me now.. I was better in the past and had no solid long term relationships. I am glad for you. She has helped me get over my own addiction and we balance each other..

[BayAreaLen]

@jasonx8254 Yeah, I know. Depressive procrastinator, guilty as charged.

[MegaSuperUberMe]

Welcome back! I just was thinking to my self today "I wonder if Len would make videos anymore" and now here you are, feels good man. =)

[BayAreaLen]

@MegaSuperUberMe I've been wondering that very same thing for awhile. Great to hear from you!

[deathweaselx86]

Welcome back, bro. Nice to see a smile on your face. Looking forward to your interesting stories.

[BayAreaLen]

@deathweaselx86 Cool because I feel like revealing all kinds of crazy shit.

[networkingman]

Good to see you back and well!

[zezt]

Real glad you found your soulmate ;)

[l0nelykitty]

so so happy for you Len.... and really glad you had the strength to keep existing....always enjoy your videos... :) welcome back.

[bloodstone1445]

You're more afraid of being embarrassed or injured than dead, this for an unknown reason makes me happy.

[thoriswar]

hey man so happy for you talk soon bro



[kla631]

Yeah unemployment sucks big time. Glad you're ok but you had a cat in your first videos. So what happened to your cat.

[katiefershadybaby]

Awesome. Hope things continue to go well for both of you!

[TheWALOS]

Really glad you're OK, bro.  Love is great, eh?

[BayAreaLen]

@TheWALOS It's super fucking great! How long it remains great is where the sarcastic "eh?" comes in. Haha!

[Floydthefuckbag]

@BayAreaLen I thought thats just because walos is canadian, eh?

[BayAreaLen]

@Floydthefuckbag I freakin' love canadians. That country gave us Rush!

[TheBiggestWolf]

Glad to have you back friend!

[LollL6ngusEST]

So glad you are out of the shit you were in. My regards to this special woman. Take care!

[BayAreaLen]

@LollL6ngusEST Thank you friend. Comments like this always help.

[NibblezMastacraft]

welcome back, glad things are lookin up. stay strong, talk hard

[JapanUSACoalition]

yeah love life...literally. i think we all struggle. it's hard to break out of downward momentum spirals if you don't know where to find the elusive remedy. you don't have to worry so much about tomorrow or next week or next year if today is good. BayAreaLen, i know the feeling that you describe. it's the feeling that you get when the day is going by and you're able to actually enjoy the day and appreciate what you have. it's gotta be somewhere in the middle between optimism and pessimism.

[BayAreaLen]

@JapanUSACoalition Totally agreed friend, it's always "somewhere in the middle." I want so bad to ride this train of optimism for awhile though, that's for sure.

[Jannabelle126]

I hope that you two can stay connected forever. :) Life can be beautiful when the right people surround us. I've missed you. I'm so happy to see that you're well.

[takeeoutee]

Each of us, a cell of awareness

Imperfect and incomplete.

Genetic blends, with uncertain ends

On a fortune hunt that's far too fleet :)

[BayAreaLen]

@takeeoutee I will choose freewill!

[faunflynn]

You have guns ? How quaint.

I am really really glad that you are happier than you were you deserve it .

look after yourself. all the best to you and yours kiddo.

[Lastnerdonearth]

It is just a little strange to see ya happy. but Hey, that's good for you BayAreaLen! :D .

[faunflynn]

I'm glad you are still about.