Brenda or Brendan... the gender of the 2nd person doesn't matter, it is an honest way of talking of his feelings. Very nice video in times of hard messages and strong behaviour... if only more people were more honest to each other.
@fredericwille but look, sometimes we are scare about what reaction is goin to be when you tell your feelings to others(man/woman), and even more scary we are when that guy is straight. If only we had the courage that you have....
But becarefull they dont have to tolerate some bad behaviors that some of we have, so please be kind and respectful if we want to receive from them the same treatment ;) good luck
I have told someone I have known for six years over the internet I love him and he is so hard to make real contact with. He has been hurt so bad in the past. But he helped me become who I am and helped me understand my emotions. I can feel Anthony's pain and longing.
No one has responded to this in over a year... I have just run across it. I congratulate you on your honesty and for sharing the beauty of your first feelings of complete love for another. Glad you and Brandon reconnected, though in a renewed platonic friendship. I just hope your have had an opportunity to "flutter" once again. Your eyes are beautiful and I know that your soul is too.
Well I hope that feeling is reignited again soon. If the Anthony is checking out these posts, he can give me a hollar at oohay as hairilvrndaytn....HUGS ScottD
This video clip brought tremedous help, honest intergirty, as well as dignity to Gaymanity. I thank you for raising the torch. May the world understand that this LOVE!
Ever Warmly, Tyler Lord Hamilton, CIC, AASoc., BSCJ, BASoc./MA (forth-coming)
What a beautiful story made me smile I felt that way before and was thankful for it opened me up to a whole new level of awreness and selfless love... You are a really genuine guy =)
Jus fell in love. I LOVE GAY MEN and saw the title and was greatly.... seduced. Yet not how I expected. Thanks for these clips. Even as a straight gal they touched my heart. And I can relate to love not returned. WHO AMONG US HAS NOT HAD THAT?! We all have if we are honest. Also want to add the stories real ? or not are an eyeopener. Men gay or not really do think and feel like us women do. Same fears as well? I feel like I have discovered a secret!
i know the feeling !! i remember the first guy i was with in high school ! it was a magical night i will never forget im feeling kinda horney now even when i think about it
At the very end he says, "that's the last time I fluttered". I was fluttered through the whole thing. I came expecting to find porn and found someone speaking from the heart and was amazed at how sexy and sad the story was coming from an equally sexy and yet heartbroken man. If I were single, I would be all of this guy. Not just cause he is handsome. But because he has passion and can express it romantically. Wow.
This is probibly one of the saddest videos i have ever seen... But to tell you the truth i did "Flutter" when you smiled... You have a beautiful smile... Dont give up, youll flutter again :)
Hi, there. I guess I understand why u think that was the last time u fluttered. I went through a very similar experience. But I believe it's possible. Don't expect much. Just live your everyday life. Anything's possible. You didn't actually had the opportunity to be corresponded. Love can happen at anytime. Hang in there. Kisses. Sandro, Brazil
what a lovely a moveming story, so hoped it would have worked out for you, I think those emotions many of us have shared at somepoint or other in our lives and they are always there, just need the right key to unlock the heart. -))
Why does it say this video is not suitable for minors? Because of the gay thing? Sad and discriminating on the part of YouTube. The theme to this story is love, not homosexuality.
WOW i've been there! Its suuch a scene when a straight man is acts gay, and you being gay actually dont even act like that, and yet you go through all that and the bastard is straight...urgh....its one of those WTF moments... i feel for you man...big hug!
So just cos they have something wrong with them they should be shot ? How can u possibly justify that behaviour? Your just plain stupid. and what r u doing looking up naked men anyway if your straight, u must secretly be in the closet yourself . What about other people with things wrong with them, like disabled people etc where its just the way they happen to be too, should they b shot too??
You see how it's the same except that it's with another guy. We shouldn't limit our experiences to care, love, or respect depending on the sex of the person. If it's genuine and sincere then there's nothing to be ashamed of. Love is love.
my friend was'n't gay but after I show him some of gay vids he decided to gay now we have sex every time he have a big as$ its soo lovely I just love to fuck him i cant wait till tomorrow to fuck him again
I wish more mem could get in touch with their feelings as this guy did, so many denine love whether for a girl or a guy why is fear and hate is all that is known in our short lives. Very few straights are man enough to reach that deeply into themselves that mental illness and depression results. Eye candy is everywhere to be seen but true love is harder to find. I miss you Greg.
AMAZING, so glad you shared this. I've been there, he told me if he were gay, I would be the perfect guy, he just loved women. Boy did he! I was really sad one day and asked if I could crawl into bed with him and he said yes, but to behave. This happened a few times and we would even cuddle. One day we were cuddling and he said "I have another reason I'm not gay, facial hair" (my razor stubble was rubbing his shoulder), I laughed so hard! He really loved me, he just wasn't gay. Thanks
you say 1000 times "you know" here in Morocco, at the university there is an American teacher who keeps saying "you know" in each sentence, now they call him Mr. you know rather than Mr. Jim Long
Oh my God he is so cute. If he gave me his number I would have called. Love his smile. I had a really bad coming out period with trying to accept who I am. Is quite scary. Envy guys who just do it and find love so simply. I fell for my straight friend and ruined our friendship. Just became something else I had to deal with.
his honesty is incredible. watching his face he shines, becomes more beautiful as he talks. sad tale -one that has happened many times as I have revealed myself-then the other cannot go with me. my chest ached & my entire body mourned his loss - even tho he says 5 years later he wants just friendship and is glad he had that emotional experience, you can definitely tell that the longing to have his own love and feeling shared by that first man is still there. we all - never forget our first!
i want a boyfriend like him. he is so crazy cute! ive never been in love and have gave up many times but watching this makes me think that even though it may hurt, its totally worth even though it may not be reciprocated...That sound kind of lame ...LoL!
Dude Omg Its was as if you know me. Its exactly how i felt about my friend. I told him and all but he wasn't like that at all, He was cool with it and all but still it hurt. We are still friends though
Wow...that's a beautiful story and you're such a sentimental guy. Your story brought back a lot of memories that I had...made me cried and happy at the same time.
i met my love when we were 18, nearly 7 years later still going strong, its very challenging sometimes to find the one so young , but we know we can do it :)
Anthony, you are an amazing man. I, too, have felt that lovely flutter feeling...I'm 23 years old, so I've got plenty of time to experience it again, but I'm still slightly broken from it all. I fell in love with my straight best friend and when I told him, we tried to make it work...but the more time I spent with him, the more I noticed the tiniest things about him that were beautiful. I still love him...but you give me hope that I can grow and move on...maybe we can even be friends again.
Anthony, God bless you...I'm a young gay man, 23, and I know that I'm inexperienced, but I know exactly what you went through. Two years ago, I was friends with a guy that was my flutter...I still think about him and get that feeling in my heart that no one else can cause...but we, too, had to end our friendship because he was breaking me every time we were together because he just couldn't feel the same way for me...but your story brought it all back...you are beautiful and wonderful....
Good story but I think you mistook love for infatuation. Navigating between those two emotions is often confusing especially when you're young. True love as opposed to learned love is a very rare and beautiful thing. It's mutually instantaneous in nature without rhyme or reason.
Anthony. you are a beutiful, warm loving man and I can gauarntee you will feel that flutter again. I am a 52 year old gay man who has felt that flutter a few times but am affraid I will never feel it again. Time slips by so fast,,,,,,so please never forget that first love but don;t let another one slip by.......thank you for bringing a warm feeling to my heart with your story,,,,,,,,,,,
This reminded me a lot of "A crush on a straight friend" by r0sewhip137 ... watch and compare, it's really interesting and valuable to hear what other people think about this matter imo.
i still get flutters thinking about my last relationship. somehow i feel my heart will never let me look back and sigh. a sigh could never express whats in my heart nor will i allow a sigh to degrade the first time i fell in love. great now my minds in a million places. thanks anthony.
I've been an Anthony many times, but have never been a Brandon. One sided love affairs suck big time. You think that this flood of emotions and feelings for someone will cause you to explode, but then it usually fizzles out because the object of your affection either doesn't feel the same or is afraid to lose themselves in somebody else despite the rarity of such an experience. I hope Anthony finds what I haven't. This video really got to me.
I really loved your story. I have had that flutter many times and it has yet to work out for me. But I keep hoping. We have to keep our hands in the fire and eventually we will find what we are looking for...so Jordan Sparks says...WOW how gay am I, I am quoting Jordan Sparks...Maybe that is why I am still single?
How bizarre, I came across this video completely randomly, it's ironic though, because I just got back from a date with my boyfriend. I just told him I was really in love with him and he wasn't ready to take the step and join me in it. I said it's okay, but I'll need to hear it sometime if we want to carry on being lovers. It's weird but I understand that compassion thing, just loving someone so much despite wether or not they share the feelings. It's hard though, I'm embarrassed right now.
Anthony, little pup. I am so sorry you had to go through this! It was a glimpse into your eyes. It broke my heart a little to see you like that. Hopefully I can bring a smile and the "flutter" back, love!
Im touched... Im a sucker for romance..... My boyfriend makes fun of me when we I get sentimental watching a movie... I know how it feels to be around a special friend that makes you feel like you have butterflies in your stomach... I really admire you for being brave by expressing your emotions. You are really something to hold on to ... I hope the love of your life you find knows what how to keep you.......... dammmm....
At first, I felt like "I'm listening to one of my gf's from grade school" but then I was like, wait, I'm listening to "myself".. Sad, that the love you hoped for wasnt meant to be but the upside is, maybe the love you "needed" was what you ended up w/. .^_^. I'm glad you could still be Friends, I've found, that even if I dont have a romantic love, loving Family / Friendships, I cherish, Ty Anthony for sharing that story ☼☼☼☼☼
This is so pure! Thank you man, I hope you will have a long and happy life, must be, because you are so honest. Merci beaucoup, thank you, dank je wel. Belgium, Teun
(continued)That was a hard day. i cried so much that night. So i was back at home just depressed out of my mind, so im like thats it i have to tell him. so i logged on to face book and told him. i didnt hear back. So i emailed him again telling how i felt and how he could have replied. Then i get a email back and he said sorry and how he thought i had it bad for him. that was really the end of it. i still talk to him, but it eats me up big time in side. Its really hard some days
this is just so beautiful .same thing happened to me a couple of months ago. I had just moved in to a new town to work a ski season and my room mate was just this master peice. We became friends, and then one of the worst days in my life he gets a recruitment letter from the army. I was depressed and sad for the rest of the season. I just didnt want this guy that was my first love to go and get him self killed. so the end of the season came and we said our goodbyes. (olz see above post)
This is the kind of powerful, overwhelming surge of emotions, thoughts, and ideas you feel that come in the general package of love. It can flip one inside out. Nice story.
why is this video flagged? wtf is it because its a gay guy thats fed up... if it was a straight person they could do worses n it wouldnt be flagged and girls kissing isn't flagged wth he was just tlking about love which is the most beautiful thing ever. AH! ok im sorry that just made me angry...
i like the story...t'was great! but it is sad to say that there are people who are still close for same sex relationship. i admire the braveness in you! i hope i could also do the same..hahaha! Dont worry, i know people like u can still find a man meant for you. Good Luck!
To be honest, every single word of this story touches my inner feeling. I've been through this feeling, and unfortunately, I got the same answer. "Let's be friends." but I cannot stop thinking of him as a first love in my life.
i felt that to, i am falling with my friend for almost 2 years now and yet he don't have any clue that i am a gay. I am scared that this will be the reason of ending my friendship with him, that's why i hide my feelings hoping that someday i will have the courage of revealing what is the real me and the feeling i felt for him. I'll take my chances it's either he keep me or dump me. If this is the only way to stop this one-sided feelings.
i felt this before when i met someone at the bus station, the good thing is that we are best of friends now for almost two years and yet he don't have any clue that i am a gay, i'm scared of telling him about my feeling towards him, i don't want to loose him and ending our friendship and because of that i hide and kept my feeling hoping that someday i will have a courage of telling him what is the real me it's either he dump me or keep me.
you are an amazinqly honest and beautiful guy----inside and out. Wish I had someone like you in own world. All the best, Anthony, and I hope you will flutter again and forever.
SAD. It sucks that we have to deal with these situations. I totally understand this guy. I guess you just have to learn from these akward and painful moments.
I'm in love too... Well, I dont know, i havent felt this way before so i think it's "love". His name is tony and i'd like to tell him everything but i dont have the courage, i dont wanna get hurt.. i hope some day i'll tell him before he goes back to the states (i'm from mexico). Anyway, its a great story.
unfortunatly we all go thru this at one time or another, me especially, never been loved yet. Its what makes us human, our ability to pull our selves up out of the gutter after we had our hearts tramped on. But if it were to have happened it would have. That just means there is someone greater planned for you to meet. I love this story.
i just cried watching this video cos the same thing is happening in my life right now only i didn't tell him yet, and now i'm not going to cos i feel i would get the same answer, man i can't stop crying
Ugh. What is it about those Brandons.... Oblivious and heartbreakers.
treavioli 3 months ago 4
Brenda or Brendan... the gender of the 2nd person doesn't matter, it is an honest way of talking of his feelings. Very nice video in times of hard messages and strong behaviour... if only more people were more honest to each other.
fredericwille 6 months ago 7
@fredericwille but look, sometimes we are scare about what reaction is goin to be when you tell your feelings to others(man/woman), and even more scary we are when that guy is straight. If only we had the courage that you have....
But becarefull they dont have to tolerate some bad behaviors that some of we have, so please be kind and respectful if we want to receive from them the same treatment ;) good luck
juanpa9319 5 months ago 6
T_T
Mustafa2s 8 months ago
a beautiful story about love... told by a very sexy man
lifeisonehugedream 8 months ago 18
jjjjj
MegaMehmeh123 9 months ago
I love your history
20201963GT 9 months ago 3
Well done .
itisihere1966 10 months ago
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE
JoeyLovesGreenT 10 months ago 3
OMG! I feel the same way about a friend. I want to tell him but...i can't. I Really like this. because it's a story I'm leading through.
WeTalk09 11 months ago 38
I love the ballet dancer's dress. so diaphanous!
heelrunner 11 months ago
How the hell can this guy call someone a faggot?
tubebitch12 11 months ago 4
@tubebitch12 He said gay not faggot. Gay guys are people, too. People judge each other.
23ichaelmonkey 8 months ago 8
very nice ballet
flaviofenati100 11 months ago
this is an amazing story i was crying alittle mostly because i want that feeling but at least you are friends still x
Zacpritchard89 11 months ago
what a beautiful, yet painful story
jamieleehill2708 11 months ago 2
Brandon is lame! You are way to hot to turn down! lol
Dragoneyes15198 1 year ago 5
cool-- i like it-- true love -- unrequited and pure
andyabba76 1 year ago
i am in love with you, really can i please contact you, you are the man of my dreams
brianemc 1 year ago
can i have you email add or number?
calebmatt69 1 year ago
I have told someone I have known for six years over the internet I love him and he is so hard to make real contact with. He has been hurt so bad in the past. But he helped me become who I am and helped me understand my emotions. I can feel Anthony's pain and longing.
jimbonnie 1 year ago 2
No one has responded to this in over a year... I have just run across it. I congratulate you on your honesty and for sharing the beauty of your first feelings of complete love for another. Glad you and Brandon reconnected, though in a renewed platonic friendship. I just hope your have had an opportunity to "flutter" once again. Your eyes are beautiful and I know that your soul is too.
raouli2 1 year ago 10
Well I hope that feeling is reignited again soon. If the Anthony is checking out these posts, he can give me a hollar at oohay as hairilvrndaytn....HUGS ScottD
ScottD8N 1 year ago 3
Beautiful!
colinbrown1000 1 year ago
can i have your number?
MrKacak68 1 year ago 2
This video clip brought tremedous help, honest intergirty, as well as dignity to Gaymanity. I thank you for raising the torch. May the world understand that this LOVE!
Ever Warmly, Tyler Lord Hamilton, CIC, AASoc., BSCJ, BASoc./MA (forth-coming)
777Thinking 1 year ago 3
What a beautiful story made me smile I felt that way before and was thankful for it opened me up to a whole new level of awreness and selfless love... You are a really genuine guy =)
KyleManichoose 1 year ago 7
what a lovely guy... you are absolutly my type!
Pablo / Barcelon, Spain
raaaaaul 1 year ago 2
Jus fell in love. I LOVE GAY MEN and saw the title and was greatly.... seduced. Yet not how I expected. Thanks for these clips. Even as a straight gal they touched my heart. And I can relate to love not returned. WHO AMONG US HAS NOT HAD THAT?! We all have if we are honest. Also want to add the stories real ? or not are an eyeopener. Men gay or not really do think and feel like us women do. Same fears as well? I feel like I have discovered a secret!
CatpurrRobertaBobbi 1 year ago
Its beautiful but sad at the same freaking time i started to tear up a little
Darkphantom001 1 year ago
how beautiful...!
anike890 1 year ago 6
amazing
gudu93 1 year ago 2
what a beautiful story. I hope he finds true love someday...he deserves it.
tpjohns63 1 year ago 8
Beautiful.
EdM021 1 year ago
Wow. This is so touching. How could I get in contact with this amazingly sensitive man?
sanfed 2 years ago 7
is this a real interview or is this whole thing scripted?
latch78 2 years ago 4
Great video, Made me remember my 1st Love, in High school, 30 yrs ago.
mriverdance 2 years ago 5
i know the feeling !! i remember the first guy i was with in high school ! it was a magical night i will never forget im feeling kinda horney now even when i think about it
davidbyre 1 year ago
beautiful story
BAZHE 2 years ago 3
At the very end he says, "that's the last time I fluttered". I was fluttered through the whole thing. I came expecting to find porn and found someone speaking from the heart and was amazed at how sexy and sad the story was coming from an equally sexy and yet heartbroken man. If I were single, I would be all of this guy. Not just cause he is handsome. But because he has passion and can express it romantically. Wow.
aniceguy 2 years ago 8
ya sad 1
henceso 2 years ago 2
the story of my life,...to be in love with someone who doesn't see you the same way,....so sad.....
REIKYLICIOUS 2 years ago 5
why does he speak like that?
july071992 2 years ago
This is probibly one of the saddest videos i have ever seen... But to tell you the truth i did "Flutter" when you smiled... You have a beautiful smile... Dont give up, youll flutter again :)
ShakinYurBacon 2 years ago 2
Hi, there. I guess I understand why u think that was the last time u fluttered. I went through a very similar experience. But I believe it's possible. Don't expect much. Just live your everyday life. Anything's possible. You didn't actually had the opportunity to be corresponded. Love can happen at anytime. Hang in there. Kisses. Sandro, Brazil
sandrotopnotch 2 years ago
what a lovely a moveming story, so hoped it would have worked out for you, I think those emotions many of us have shared at somepoint or other in our lives and they are always there, just need the right key to unlock the heart. -))
pvcol6307 2 years ago 2
This was great ! A+++
BagoasThe1st 2 years ago 11
fagolicious
meeatfreshbabyhipi 2 years ago
Why does it say this video is not suitable for minors? Because of the gay thing? Sad and discriminating on the part of YouTube. The theme to this story is love, not homosexuality.
slavetoeducation 2 years ago 201
It's not YouTube's fault. Blame the homophobic jerks to flagged it.
BobsledRider 2 years ago 13
you have a beautiful smile my friend! i am in the same boat that you were in except i cant let him go
BroadwayRat 2 years ago 4
WOW i've been there! Its suuch a scene when a straight man is acts gay, and you being gay actually dont even act like that, and yet you go through all that and the bastard is straight...urgh....its one of those WTF moments... i feel for you man...big hug!
ximilixaca 2 years ago 9
What a beautiful but sad story. I wanted it to work out for you!
goodgolliemissmollie 2 years ago 15
aww
jazziegurlo 2 years ago 2
à chier !!!! c'est nulle...
sylviobolinio 2 years ago
Like Antelope Island in Utah?
575391 2 years ago
OMG I Love this. So real so honest. WOW
inLA535 2 years ago 7
AMAZING TOUCHING story. Thanks for sharing....
Jas6274 2 years ago 10
,hvjh
garylicious444 2 years ago 2
exceptionally touching. WIsh I were 35 years younger.. I would make you happy and we'd have a wonderful life together
deldunn 2 years ago 2
nice
alderems 2 years ago
Peace on you. I would love to meet you but i never will.
vilda567 2 years ago 9
No you won't ah ah ahah
konnekted 2 years ago
This video was beautiful. Enough said.
jamesinaustin 2 years ago 23
i've seen this guy before
Justin29150 2 years ago 6
where in ur bed?
dmc081 2 years ago
fags should be shot they have something wrong in there head
truckdrivergurl78 2 years ago
Try not to care too much. Makes you seem gay.
akronstud 2 years ago 47
So just cos they have something wrong with them they should be shot ? How can u possibly justify that behaviour? Your just plain stupid. and what r u doing looking up naked men anyway if your straight, u must secretly be in the closet yourself . What about other people with things wrong with them, like disabled people etc where its just the way they happen to be too, should they b shot too??
NATH268 2 years ago 18
We don't live in a perfect world, never have. Theres all sorts of people all around us, thats life
NATH268 2 years ago 8
what's the matter ... jealous?
thegayballet 2 years ago 6
Go for it twink! Get that bear!
zoetropez 2 years ago
You see how it's the same except that it's with another guy. We shouldn't limit our experiences to care, love, or respect depending on the sex of the person. If it's genuine and sincere then there's nothing to be ashamed of. Love is love.
123benny4 2 years ago 195
I agree!
gregamageg 2 years ago 7
this video is awesome!
dunstymcpants 2 years ago 8
Thank you for sharing this. It was very touching and beautiful. Love will find you again in a way that you need and desire.
lousiejana
louisejana 2 years ago 2
I agree. This was very touching and beautiful. I believe Anthony will find love again that will be reciprocated as he needs and desires.
louisejana
louisejana 2 years ago
Aww. That is so cute, hon.
andylineinkslinger 2 years ago
watching this just made me cum.
rayssonation 2 years ago
Wait a minute, "this video may not be suitable for minors?" Let's be real, here: "this video may not be suitable for raging homophobes."
jeduoos 2 years ago 17
How come its always "raging homophobes"? I feel us moderate homophobes are under represented.
punchamole 2 years ago
sorry am about to throwing out
that happens always if "gay" word comes
I'd cry if ur vid was about a girl
usedtobealone 2 years ago
my friend was'n't gay but after I show him some of gay vids he decided to gay now we have sex every time he have a big as$ its soo lovely I just love to fuck him i cant wait till tomorrow to fuck him again
zwinkplayer 2 years ago
omfg..
ur like so lucky..
were i live at the people dont like to come out of the closet..
so am stuck to my hand for a while..
sucks cuz am actually not ugly..
i could get ass if i wanted jajaj lol..
but all i can get lately are girls..
HELP ME GET THEM OUT! PLZ LOL
rogerm14 2 years ago
I wish more mem could get in touch with their feelings as this guy did, so many denine love whether for a girl or a guy why is fear and hate is all that is known in our short lives. Very few straights are man enough to reach that deeply into themselves that mental illness and depression results. Eye candy is everywhere to be seen but true love is harder to find. I miss you Greg.
barwanjonesgraham 2 years ago
What a beautiful guy this is. Really sweet. I wish I could have the opportunity to meet someone like this guy. Is this for real?
sanfed 2 years ago
i fucking hate nekked men! fuck naked men!!! fuck it!!
ps. i like turtles
rResurgam 2 years ago
rResurgam,
Dude, you are all about the man-booty.
That's why your on this video.
broadbent48 2 years ago 2
youch your so cute love 9:46 you biting ur lip hehe
zankou1991 2 years ago
my name is simon, and i love this
i love naked men
seamanstephens 2 years ago
this is very touching. anthony if you need a new friend or more, i'm just here. hugs!
eugenezaldarriaga 2 years ago 2
WoW I have never seen a man be so honest. What a wonderful video. I just want to hug you.
daize215 2 years ago
AMAZING, so glad you shared this. I've been there, he told me if he were gay, I would be the perfect guy, he just loved women. Boy did he! I was really sad one day and asked if I could crawl into bed with him and he said yes, but to behave. This happened a few times and we would even cuddle. One day we were cuddling and he said "I have another reason I'm not gay, facial hair" (my razor stubble was rubbing his shoulder), I laughed so hard! He really loved me, he just wasn't gay. Thanks
thesp467 2 years ago
you say 1000 times "you know" here in Morocco, at the university there is an American teacher who keeps saying "you know" in each sentence, now they call him Mr. you know rather than Mr. Jim Long
great vid
hicham1maroc 2 years ago
your so handsome with agreat smile - puppy eye
72ve17 2 years ago
Oh my God he is so cute. If he gave me his number I would have called. Love his smile. I had a really bad coming out period with trying to accept who I am. Is quite scary. Envy guys who just do it and find love so simply. I fell for my straight friend and ruined our friendship. Just became something else I had to deal with.
LEXMARKZ6 2 years ago
i think im in love with you
72ve17 2 years ago
his honesty is incredible. watching his face he shines, becomes more beautiful as he talks. sad tale -one that has happened many times as I have revealed myself-then the other cannot go with me. my chest ached & my entire body mourned his loss - even tho he says 5 years later he wants just friendship and is glad he had that emotional experience, you can definitely tell that the longing to have his own love and feeling shared by that first man is still there. we all - never forget our first!
PGHArtistGuy09 2 years ago
love your story very much ..u r very handsome ..sweet guy too
sebastiantd 2 years ago
my life is complete now
theyeeth1 2 years ago 2
i want a boyfriend like him. he is so crazy cute! ive never been in love and have gave up many times but watching this makes me think that even though it may hurt, its totally worth even though it may not be reciprocated...That sound kind of lame ...LoL!
bobdaewoo 2 years ago 2
Dude Omg Its was as if you know me. Its exactly how i felt about my friend. I told him and all but he wasn't like that at all, He was cool with it and all but still it hurt. We are still friends though
frankduke2 2 years ago
i think your sexy in every way im gay at 12
botty909 2 years ago
What an endearing story! Thank-you for sharing it with us.
strangerthree 2 years ago
Wow...that's a beautiful story and you're such a sentimental guy. Your story brought back a lot of memories that I had...made me cried and happy at the same time.
overthehedge 2 years ago
too cute = )
soraninja 2 years ago
i met my love when we were 18, nearly 7 years later still going strong, its very challenging sometimes to find the one so young , but we know we can do it :)
ukmaggot 2 years ago
i like this vidéo
habibou1990 2 years ago 3
Anthony, you are an amazing man. I, too, have felt that lovely flutter feeling...I'm 23 years old, so I've got plenty of time to experience it again, but I'm still slightly broken from it all. I fell in love with my straight best friend and when I told him, we tried to make it work...but the more time I spent with him, the more I noticed the tiniest things about him that were beautiful. I still love him...but you give me hope that I can grow and move on...maybe we can even be friends again.
gyllenhaalic105 2 years ago
i like this
shwoah 2 years ago
Anthony, God bless you...I'm a young gay man, 23, and I know that I'm inexperienced, but I know exactly what you went through. Two years ago, I was friends with a guy that was my flutter...I still think about him and get that feeling in my heart that no one else can cause...but we, too, had to end our friendship because he was breaking me every time we were together because he just couldn't feel the same way for me...but your story brought it all back...you are beautiful and wonderful....
gyllenhaalic105 2 years ago
nice story
flywithmeplease 2 years ago
Beautiful
ExplodingTJ 2 years ago
you should have just gone for the sex and kept your emotions in check....then brandon would have been yours...!
prajnasword 2 years ago
Aww... Your Granny is a fag hag! lol. Great story
hotngay22 2 years ago
yea any naked man
grossallthetime 2 years ago
hey baby im horny for fun
corybatty1 2 years ago
is there any pics of naked man?
bowlergirl20 2 years ago
love is a beautiful feeling even when it doesnt work out in the end...you will feel love again sweetie
angelwingfeathers 2 years ago
not bad
great story.
ghanisfav 2 years ago
AHY HOT MEN WANNA CHAT????
ciscorios22883 2 years ago
Good story but I think you mistook love for infatuation. Navigating between those two emotions is often confusing especially when you're young. True love as opposed to learned love is a very rare and beautiful thing. It's mutually instantaneous in nature without rhyme or reason.
riyah75 2 years ago
this is so true...i think especially gor gay men...its part of my life.
mnema 2 years ago
What a lovely story, thanks for sharing it, I had to wipe a tear from my eye! x
bobbyjoe12s 2 years ago 3
Anthony. you are a beutiful, warm loving man and I can gauarntee you will feel that flutter again. I am a 52 year old gay man who has felt that flutter a few times but am affraid I will never feel it again. Time slips by so fast,,,,,,so please never forget that first love but don;t let another one slip by.......thank you for bringing a warm feeling to my heart with your story,,,,,,,,,,,
eltonsfriend 2 years ago 2
Aww Anthony, for a few years I held a torch, but then he died and now I'll never know. Good you followed your heart! jp
bluecollarpastor 2 years ago
oh............so wet, get a live
haversham68 2 years ago
Oh.............so wet, get a life !!!!!!!!!!!!
haversham68 2 years ago
aw i got a boner
Masterman10101 2 years ago
This reminded me a lot of "A crush on a straight friend" by r0sewhip137 ... watch and compare, it's really interesting and valuable to hear what other people think about this matter imo.
jeromermod 2 years ago
i still get flutters thinking about my last relationship. somehow i feel my heart will never let me look back and sigh. a sigh could never express whats in my heart nor will i allow a sigh to degrade the first time i fell in love. great now my minds in a million places. thanks anthony.
trod53222 2 years ago
you were great
gaofucang 2 years ago
very nicee!!
pomozz 2 years ago
I've been an Anthony many times, but have never been a Brandon. One sided love affairs suck big time. You think that this flood of emotions and feelings for someone will cause you to explode, but then it usually fizzles out because the object of your affection either doesn't feel the same or is afraid to lose themselves in somebody else despite the rarity of such an experience. I hope Anthony finds what I haven't. This video really got to me.
jwsmith53 2 years ago 2
I really loved your story. I have had that flutter many times and it has yet to work out for me. But I keep hoping. We have to keep our hands in the fire and eventually we will find what we are looking for...so Jordan Sparks says...WOW how gay am I, I am quoting Jordan Sparks...Maybe that is why I am still single?
andante24 2 years ago
what a hottie
Zombiesatckyoass 2 years ago
oh, you poor thing
turtlelova44 2 years ago
How bizarre, I came across this video completely randomly, it's ironic though, because I just got back from a date with my boyfriend. I just told him I was really in love with him and he wasn't ready to take the step and join me in it. I said it's okay, but I'll need to hear it sometime if we want to carry on being lovers. It's weird but I understand that compassion thing, just loving someone so much despite wether or not they share the feelings. It's hard though, I'm embarrassed right now.
cliffgreene 2 years ago 2
great story!
labcsc 2 years ago 2
HOT!
kutitout200 2 years ago
Anthony, little pup. I am so sorry you had to go through this! It was a glimpse into your eyes. It broke my heart a little to see you like that. Hopefully I can bring a smile and the "flutter" back, love!
welshajw 3 years ago 2
Im touched... Im a sucker for romance..... My boyfriend makes fun of me when we I get sentimental watching a movie... I know how it feels to be around a special friend that makes you feel like you have butterflies in your stomach... I really admire you for being brave by expressing your emotions. You are really something to hold on to ... I hope the love of your life you find knows what how to keep you.......... dammmm....
wetoe1178 3 years ago
ummm, where are the naked men? That's why I quicklisted this video.
hernal5 3 years ago
lol
andante24 2 years ago
At first, I felt like "I'm listening to one of my gf's from grade school" but then I was like, wait, I'm listening to "myself".. Sad, that the love you hoped for wasnt meant to be but the upside is, maybe the love you "needed" was what you ended up w/. .^_^. I'm glad you could still be Friends, I've found, that even if I dont have a romantic love, loving Family / Friendships, I cherish, Ty Anthony for sharing that story ☼☼☼☼☼
Costar75 3 years ago 5
This is so pure! Thank you man, I hope you will have a long and happy life, must be, because you are so honest. Merci beaucoup, thank you, dank je wel. Belgium, Teun
Jozefien12 3 years ago 2
cool
iwantmoneymannow 3 years ago
(continued)That was a hard day. i cried so much that night. So i was back at home just depressed out of my mind, so im like thats it i have to tell him. so i logged on to face book and told him. i didnt hear back. So i emailed him again telling how i felt and how he could have replied. Then i get a email back and he said sorry and how he thought i had it bad for him. that was really the end of it. i still talk to him, but it eats me up big time in side. Its really hard some days
jindydude1 3 years ago
this is just so beautiful .same thing happened to me a couple of months ago. I had just moved in to a new town to work a ski season and my room mate was just this master peice. We became friends, and then one of the worst days in my life he gets a recruitment letter from the army. I was depressed and sad for the rest of the season. I just didnt want this guy that was my first love to go and get him self killed. so the end of the season came and we said our goodbyes. (olz see above post)
jindydude1 3 years ago
This was an amazing story, and you have an awesome heart, who are you hahaha because i would gladly get in line to date you ;) you are adorable
brdwyboy 3 years ago
How great that you were able to resume your friendship after 5 years. when you get older that feeling will make you feel young again.
mrapina 3 years ago
This is the kind of powerful, overwhelming surge of emotions, thoughts, and ideas you feel that come in the general package of love. It can flip one inside out. Nice story.
mastercricket101 3 years ago
beautiful boy and nice butt
mazda1979 3 years ago 2
why is this video flagged? wtf is it because its a gay guy thats fed up... if it was a straight person they could do worses n it wouldnt be flagged and girls kissing isn't flagged wth he was just tlking about love which is the most beautiful thing ever. AH! ok im sorry that just made me angry...
elizscorpio2love 3 years ago
i like the story...t'was great! but it is sad to say that there are people who are still close for same sex relationship. i admire the braveness in you! i hope i could also do the same..hahaha! Dont worry, i know people like u can still find a man meant for you. Good Luck!
jayjayjay0123 3 years ago
To be honest, every single word of this story touches my inner feeling. I've been through this feeling, and unfortunately, I got the same answer. "Let's be friends." but I cannot stop thinking of him as a first love in my life.
Thanks for posting this stunning video.
q8tyoral 3 years ago
ew wtf
MyNlGGA 3 years ago
Even though, I am an American citizen, yet, I can't understand American way of dealing with their emotions.
reich2k 3 years ago
i felt that to, i am falling with my friend for almost 2 years now and yet he don't have any clue that i am a gay. I am scared that this will be the reason of ending my friendship with him, that's why i hide my feelings hoping that someday i will have the courage of revealing what is the real me and the feeling i felt for him. I'll take my chances it's either he keep me or dump me. If this is the only way to stop this one-sided feelings.
mahalkita314 3 years ago
i felt this before when i met someone at the bus station, the good thing is that we are best of friends now for almost two years and yet he don't have any clue that i am a gay, i'm scared of telling him about my feeling towards him, i don't want to loose him and ending our friendship and because of that i hide and kept my feeling hoping that someday i will have a courage of telling him what is the real me it's either he dump me or keep me.
mahalkita314 3 years ago
is this even real?
leftbutthole 3 years ago
Dawling!
suunydarling 3 years ago
that was beautifull. I hope you have someone now.
secretosderene 3 years ago
Damn you're sexy!
bistro71 3 years ago
Beautiful..... This makes me glad "life" doesn't come with a script. Take it as it comes, one day at a time!
versailles1986 3 years ago
Athony
you are an amazinqly honest and beautiful guy----inside and out. Wish I had someone like you in own world. All the best, Anthony, and I hope you will flutter again and forever.
Ethan
EthanJude 3 years ago
SAD. It sucks that we have to deal with these situations. I totally understand this guy. I guess you just have to learn from these akward and painful moments.
schwuler69 3 years ago
I love your story. Thanks for sharing with us. You are a beautiful man --- I can't believe he couldn't go any farther .
KENinTN1 3 years ago
I'm in love too... Well, I dont know, i havent felt this way before so i think it's "love". His name is tony and i'd like to tell him everything but i dont have the courage, i dont wanna get hurt.. i hope some day i'll tell him before he goes back to the states (i'm from mexico). Anyway, its a great story.
J0nW4r 3 years ago
unfortunatly we all go thru this at one time or another, me especially, never been loved yet. Its what makes us human, our ability to pull our selves up out of the gutter after we had our hearts tramped on. But if it were to have happened it would have. That just means there is someone greater planned for you to meet. I love this story.
massagemiracle 3 years ago 6
Stunning Story! You are a real great man for letting that person you love so much how you feel! wish you all the best in life!
gerdboo 3 years ago 6
you are so kissssable
miamiero 3 years ago 6
I wish I can have a friend like you . I salute you for your bravery .
goodluckguys 3 years ago 6
i just cried watching this video cos the same thing is happening in my life right now only i didn't tell him yet, and now i'm not going to cos i feel i would get the same answer, man i can't stop crying
drghostorchid 3 years ago
Man this is beautiful and you are Hot
Nick9564 3 years ago 2
Sad, but, truth...
akakkios 3 years ago 3
You are such a gorgous man! Are you single?
carpe201 3 years ago 2