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  • good, now she won't be able to have ugly children:)

  • doesn't look like a kitchen

  • @newcomer9747 u sound like a fucking monkey LOL hahahahahahah!!!

  • @bellhairrat1 yeah and you sound like a buffon

  • The fact she got clocked in the temple with too much neck fat and not enough muscle is why her neck SNAPPED...maybe thats why they dont get fighters outta the stands anymore...

  • Did the girl who knocked her out got jailed?

  • @jayjoetube14 are you stupid? fighters don't go to jail when they kill someone bcs thats how the sport is played

  • think it was the pies not the punch that killed her

  • So the safety gear actually caused her dead? :( Sad...

  • i think it is fair to say she didn't have a very good chin

  • Really sad way to die...makes me worry about Pacquiao training against middle weights, just because you have the head gear on, doesn't keep your brains from getting scrambled.

  • 0:04 terrific left punch

  • they had on protective gear thats the crazy thing

  • making fun of this is really bad......but I understand...you only see this video and some people can't feel the drama that is behind this all.....because they have no compassion. Poor girl!

  • She should have stayed in the kitchen making sandwiches........would still be alive today.

  • @MrSHIZZLE4u hey we all like a joke but this girl died you prat,you were not funny !

  • @MrSHIZZLE4u ignorant fuck.

  • This is why girls shouldn't box

  • @Wartfacedfreak ...umm more men die in boxing than women so where's your point? you're fucking dumb.

  • @Lifter85 ummm alot more men box too....ummm what's the ratio of women to men boxers 100 to 1 maybe, umm fact of the matter is death in boxing is a freak occurrence and almost never happens, ummm my point was pretty clear in my first comment...ummm your not exactly a scholar

  • @Wartfacedfreak ...i'm more of a scholar than you'll ever be dumb fuck...ummmmmmmmmmm....ummmmmm­mmmm....ummmmmmmmmmmmmm, lmao

  • @Lifter85 those ummm's were me making fun of YOU dipshit! Guess that went over your head. If I was ever in a room alone with you, what happened in this video would happen to you-night night punk.

  • @Wartfacedfreak ...lol...okay tough...ummmmmmmmmmmmm...guy..­. ummmmmm ummmmmmmmm ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ummmmmmmmmmmmm

  • @vitanovagypsy Huh??

  • It looks like it didn't even land.

  • i still remember this well. i live in co

  • people may not think so.. but MMA is much safer

  • @killerneon302 y so is it brcause they are on the ground alot and most of them cant deliver punishing blows like in boxing

  • @chrismck100 no its because in MMA once your dazed your done. the ref calls it. in boxing, they count to ten and if you appear to not be a corpse, you can still fight

  • @chrismck100 mayby back in the 40s-60s yes but nowadys it is alot safer u have a standing 8 count most times in pro boxing and if u stand up and walk backwards the fight will be stoped

  • @chrismck100 tell that to Billy Collins' father...

  • it's the life they choose. they know the risks.

  • sus maldita madre están hablando de una tragedia y hablan de otros temas de racismo, es un ser humano mamaguebos.

  • sus maldita madre están hablando de una trajedia y hablan de otros temas de racismo, es un ser humanos mamaguebos.

  • Mexicans are dirty and make good slaves and bean pickers that's why we let you in to do jobs for cheap

  • @PlottRacing116 please die soon

  • what the fuck are yall talkin about??? did we watch the same video???

  • She was my algebra teacher at FRCC.

  • @bodraleadz she was a police officer dumbass

  • Oh, my bad. Must be her twin sister with the same exact name and face. Fuckin idiot.

  • @bodraleadz man quit fighting. respect the video pleASE

  • A women has no damn business boxing,that's why she kicked the bucket.

  • Sono passati 1800 anni, ma non abbiamo perso il romano vizio di competizioni primitive ed animalesche. Sport vuol dire premio, competizioni e impegno, ma il pugilato e tutti gli sport marziali devono essere usati solo in guerra, che sturassero i cessi o andassero al cepu invece di darsi in faccia senza motivo.

  • well this just goes to show that even a punch can be as deadly as a kick or a neck breaking suplex. i dont people watching fights when someone can get seriously hurt. Fucking savages.

  • @pochazet In principle, you have a referee, coach and matchmaking to ensure people don't get seriously hurt. Although in boxing, there's just so few targets, the head takes so much damage, that people get hurt or killed all the time.

    They really should consider bringing back the number of rounds in a boxing match and being far less strict about the height of the belt.

    In kickboxing, 3x3 including legs as targets, nobody's been killed to my knowledge, and people can do 300+ fights in a career.

  • awww poor girl :((( I had to watch the hit several times to get an idea of what happened. It was a glancing right hook that grazed the head gear but caused a sharp whip lash snapping her head to the right very quickly and violently... As unfortunate as it may be I still love Martial arts and proper fighting sports. I pray for the safety of the fighters and the intelligence of the Refs and corner men. Live to Fight another Day!

  • @Brahmanfire Sport marziale è quello che si pratica in palestra. L'arte marziale è invece uno stile di vita dove si mangia e si vive in un certo modo, ci sono accademie che sono vere università delle arti marziali e si praticano gli studi filosofici, l'arte delle erbe, studi di anatomia e forme di addestramento che in occidente sono sconosciute. Cortesemente non confondiamo questa barbaria con l'arte marziale di kyoto, o il kung-fu del tibet.

  • Sad stuff,seeing all these comments is even sadder..

  • SHE'S DIE CAUSE SHE WAS TOO FAT!!!!!!! JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA TOO MANY BURGERS!!! JAJAJAJAJ

  • @tiaolimpia YOU COLD-HEARTED, STUPID LITTLE ASSHOLE!!!!

  • @publicatdamagnificen jajajajajajjajaajaj ONE FAT ASS LESS!!!! I'M FEEL SORRY FOR MCDONALDS JJAJAJJAJAJ THEY LOOSE A GOOD COSTUMER!!

  • @tiaolimpia yoo nigga have you heard of ESL

  • @MegaGb1990 JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJJA JAJAJJJAAJAJAJ NIGGA?? JAJAJAJAJ

  • @tiaolimpia hahaha pendejo hijo de la puta jajajajaja

  • @tiaolimpia hahahahahaha... I wish same to your mother, daughter, wife...whoever you want...

    Lot of kisses my love...

  • @sseguro AJAJJAJAJAJ OK!! BUT MY FAMILY HAS ENOUGH MONEY SO WE DO NOT NEED DO THAT SHIT TO GET SOME MONEY!!! SORRY MEN JAJJAJAJAJAJAJAJJA MEN!!! AMERICAN NEEDS TO QUIT ALL THAT FUCKING FAST FOOD,YOU SEE THE RESULTS THAT FUCKING FAT GIRL DIE JAJAJAJAJAJAJA I HOPE ALL THE AMERICANS GET THE SAME END JAJAJAJJA

  • @tiaolimpia Ok, for one, you need to shut the fuck up. You're the kind of person who gives foriegners a bad name. Oh, and by the way in America it's spelled hahahaha. If you are going to insult us at least use proper grammar so you don't look like a dumbass... and a piece of shit. Also, what country are you even from? Because whatever country it is, obviously has a terrible education progam if everyone speaks like you.

  • @hettee JAJAJAJJAAJ AND JAJAJAJAJAJA I DONT GIVE A FUCK HOW AMERICA SPELL JAJAJJAJA CAUSE I LIVE IN MEXICO CITY!!!! AND BY THE WAY  ONE FAT LESS ON USA AND MILLIONS STILL ALIVE!! JAJAJAJAJ

  • @tiaolimpia Just shows how stupid you really are. Mexico's obesity rate passed the United States in 2006. Which means there is a higher percentage of people in Mexico than the United States. Oh, and by the way... HAVE FUN WITH THE DRUG WARS DIRTY SPICK!!

  • @hettee JAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJ YEAHHHH RIGHT...............JAJAJAJAJA­JAJAJ JAJAJAJAJAJ ITS WHATS THE USA TV NEWS SHOWS ON I¿USA?? AJJAJAJAJAJAJAJ WHAT STUPID JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJJJJJJJJJ­JAJJAAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJAAJA­JAJAJJAJJJAJAJAAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA­J AND ABOUT THE DURGS YOU ARE FUCK TO UP JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJJJAJ FUCKING COUNTRY FULL OF LAYZY PEOPPLE VIOLENCE AS WELL JAJAJAJAJAJAJ A ANNAANNA FUCK USA FUCK USA FUCK USA JAJAJAJAJAJJAAJAJAJJAJAJAJAJAJ­A

  • @tiaolimpia OBESITY IS A WORLD PROBLEM> OH AND IF AMERICA IS SO BAD WHY DO WE HAvE SO MANY ILLEGAL MEXICAN IMMIGRANTS? MEXICAN CITIZENS ARE DYING TO GET TO MY COUNTRY SO YOUr COUNTRY IS OBVIOUSLY ALOT WORSE. LMAO ONE STATE (TEXAS) CAN BEAT YOU IN A WAR OUR WHOLE COUNTRY COULD WIPE YOU OUT

  • @hettee OK?? I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IMMIGRANTS!!! IM NOT ONE OF THEM SO FUCK EM TOO!!!!

    JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA OOOOOHHH YOUR GRATEST COUNTRY YOU CANT EVEN CANT CAUGH OSAMA JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAA WHAT ABOUT VIETNAM YOUR GRATEST COUNTRY CANT BEAT A RICE EATER JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA SO SHUT TO FUCK UP STUPID AMERICAN YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT YOUR HISTORY!!!! OR TELL ME DID YOU??? JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJJA I SHIT IN USA JAJAJAJAAJJAJAJA

  • @tiaolimpia ya actually i did we werent prepared for the vietnam war we were dumb to go there in the first place AMERICA IS DEFINETLY NOT PERFECT BUT WE ARE a HELL OF A LOT BETTER THAN YOU NON PROFIT ORGANIZATIONS IN AMERICA GO TO MEXICO TO HELP UR FUCKIN POVERTY STRICKIN COUNTRY DUMBASS OH AND BY THE WAY I HAVE BEEN TO MEXICO... THE POOR AREAS AND TRUST ME THEY WOULD KILL TO LIVE IN AMERICA

  • @hettee SO YOU CAME UP TO VISIT US!!! AND YOU VE BEEN AT THE POOR AREA.

    THATS MEAN YOU DOES NOT HAVE A ENOUGH MONEY TO VISIT CANCUN,MAZATLAN AND ALL THAT EXPENSIVE PLACES THATS A SHAME PROUDLY AMERICAN JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAAJAJA IF YOU NEED SOME MONEY AT YOUR NEXT VISIT CALLME I LL GIVE YOU SOME!!! CAUSE I DONT EVEN KNOW THAT KIND A PLACES MY FAMILI HAS ENOUGH MONEY TO LIVE A GOOD PLACE!!!! JAAJAJJAJAJA PEOPLE WE HAVE A POOR AMERCIAN! NOW WHATS ITS GONNA BE YOUR EXCUSE??? POOR AMERICAN

  • @tiaolimpia I visited the poor part with my ex girlfriend who is part of a non profit organization that helps poor pieces of shit in your country I have been t cancun on 7 different occasions and cozumel once I stayed with the Park royal and the crown paradise so I am not poor dumbass

  • @tiaolimpia I visited the poor part with my ex girlfriend who is part of a non profit organization that helps poor pieces of shit in your country I have been to cancun on 7 different occasions and cozumel once I stayed with the Park royal grand caribe and the crown paradise hotels so I am not poor dumbass

  • @hettee JAJAJAJAJAJAJA OK GOOD EXCUSE!!! JAJAJAJAAJAJJAJA HAVE A GOOD DAY!!! MISTER HELPER!!! JAJJAAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJJAAJA JAJAJAJAAJAJAJJAAJAJAJ JAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJJAAJAJAJAJAAJA­JAJAJAJAAJAJAJAJAJAJAAJAJAJAJA­JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA­JAAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAAJJ­AJAJAJAJAJAJAAJJAJAJAAJJAJAJAJ­AJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAAJAJJAAJAJ­AJAJAJJAAJAJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAAJJA­JAAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJ­AJAJAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJAAJAJAJAJAJ­AJJAAJAJAJAJJAAJJAJAJAJA

  • @tiaolimpia excuse? HAHAHA i dont think so dirty mexican spick

  • @hettee OF COURSE ITS A EXCUSE!!! JAJAJAJAJJAJAJAJJAJAJAJA A RACIST HELPER???? JAJAJAJAJJAJAJA I CANT BELIVE THIS SHIT YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU AND HAVE A GOOD DAY FARMER!!!! AJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAAJJAJAJ­AJAJAJJAAJAJJAAJAJAJAJAJAJAJ

  • @tiaolimpia im not a racist only to you. you are obnoxious and annoying and immature and obviously uneducated

  • @tiaolimpia man, mexicans like you make all us mexicans look bad. fucking loser.

  • @NiggaPopzJ HEY STUPID MONKEY!! I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MEXICANS ON USA. I REPRESENT REAL MEXICANS NOT STUPIDS WETBACKS!!! SO FUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKER!!! AND THAT STUPID FAT ASS ON THE VIDEO TOO!!! AJJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJJJAJAJA

  • @tiaolimpia hurr di durr

  • @tiaolimpia chill out homeboy. 

  • @tiaolimpia

    Bullshit. She was an ex-war vet and a police officer. You have no empathy towards others, you don't grasp the truth, and you're full of so much damn shit.

    And I was so interested in boxing.. if these events happen often, I'm off boxing now. =(

  • @Kraakable OK??? SO I THINK SHE WASNT A GOOD OFFICIER!!

  • im an 8th degree black belt in boxing.. don't fuck with me!

  • @fyte4luv808 Tough guy over the Internet......how scary!

  • @fyte4luv808 hahaha no belt on boxing son, and i am a 17 th degree black belt fuckin your mom

  • @ninjacleaner 17th degree black belt? that's new

  • @gabduraz2 you pretty smart dude,duh

  • The video there was not of the Golden Gloves.

  • Ok boneheads get educated this was a Toughman type of contest and it is the Refs job to keep the combatants safe because you get mismatches. The refs are put in there and paid 50$ most of the time and are not boxing sanctioned refs. This should have been stopped according to those people there long b4 it got to this. The lady was not in good shape and her opponent had boxing regimes in her past. A real ref would have stopped it at 8 to 10 unanswered blows. She got hit over 100X in head shots.

  • STOP WOMEN BOXING NOW.WE HAD COUCH BEATING THIS SIMONE BIRD SENSELESS.STOP THEM BOXING NOW.

  • trying to be like men

    this is what happens when weak women

    try to behave like men..

  • @SNOOOOOO8 Men have died in the ring too you idiot

  • @POTATER1228 so it adds extra amunition for the boxing abolishinists

  • @peaceman1234567 You may as well outlaw football then because it causes concussions, or hockey, because of fights, or baseball because steroids damages quality of life. tis a sport, injury and possible death are in the waiver.Virtually all sports have risk of injury or death. Look at 40 year old football players. Thats a risk you trake when you play a sport, your not gonna abolish a sport thats been around for a century.

  • @POTATER1228 Boxing is on its knees at the moment without women getting involved.Other than mma its probably because of them that boxing is dying.

  • @peaceman1234567 Oh MMA is killing martial arts competition with their superstars inviting posers into MMA and churning out next generation duds. After the Lidells and the Silvas retire, there's no good prospects. and UFC 118 was probably the most damn boring sporting even I;ve ever seen. Couldnt watch half of it, and a lot of UFC fans agree

  • @POTATER1228 MMA has taken off over in Britain so it must be massive in the USA.I reckon in boxing too many world titles and too much money has made it worthless.Too many of us Brit and Euro fighters are coming through now with Germany becoming the money spinner.

  • @peaceman1234567 The Europeans are excelling at boxing, MMA, and BASKETBALL. And you know why? Because they're hungry. And I think its sad in a sport when one their greatest heavyweight champs is 5-1

  • @irafenian shut up u asswipe

  • that woman doesnt deserve such brainless moronic comments as this. why dont you all resume your lives you boring tossers

  • @irafenian There are dikes that could end your life with a bitchslap pal. No offence, just saying....

  • Why do feminist pigs feel the need to try and be men? Idiots!

  • @pshinspections because they some fuckin hoessssss. NAH MEAN CUZ? you better know.

  • Poor girl.

  • @SimonHenrichsen says the cock sucking nigger piece of shit. lick my asshole and suck my farts you fag bag.

  • @icedout24x I'm sorry, do I know you? What's up with the hostility?

  • @icedout24x AHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAHA you are a fucked up individual

  • @boombapswag92 joe maaaaaaaamz

  • @boombapswag92 tht was my fucking aunt so i hope tht happens to sum1 tht u luv

  • pwned,

  • mel gibson???

  • the poor woman didn't even look like she could box

  • I've seen people take way harder punches, even kicks to the head without headgear without even falling. She must have had some kind of medical condition.

  • do you guys not understand that what caused the punch to have the impact it did was the fact that the woman was throwing a punch in the opposite direction of the punch she was hit with? so the momentum of the opponent's punch was doubled by her own momentum as she was throwing her punch.

  • @idster7 some dudes don't understand physics

  • @idster7 AAAND the way she landed she was on her back meaning she hit her head on the back of it which is dangerous. That plus the fact that her head was moving in and the punch came in the opposite direction probably cause the death.

  • @MrStefan94 I highly, highly doubt that the way she fell had anything to do with her death. this was not an accumulation. one moment she was fine, and then next she was dead, and that only comes with a special case impact. she was already flopping around like a chicken without its head on before she hit the ground. it's because she threw a punch at the same time she was hit, so her head was moving into a punch.

  • @idster7 hey nigger. shut the fuck up and stop spreading your niggerdom. i dont like your kind and i dont like coon. so git boy, fo sumtin baaaaaaaad happen

  • And it was such a candy ass punch...

  • it looked more like the fall to the ground would do more damage. shame though

  • I wonder how would the opponent who had knocked her dead would feel after the even?

    Will she dream of her spirit every 9t she sleeps?

  • Thats shocking, poor girl :(

  • Thats sad, that punch with the head gear on as well looked so unpunishing.

  • it was probably from her head bouncing off the canvas

  • i remember seeing this on espn

  • for all u ppl that go all crazy on people making "online rude remark" on this video. This video is two female boxer, one of them who taken a shot , goes down. and die. seriously. what did u expect? respect? because acordingly to u she haev a heart of gold , etc, etc etc. Do u really think people care about someone they dont even know. ? be realistic.

  • it's called empathy, an emotion produced through humanity. if you dont feel it, go live with monkeys that laugh when other monkeys fall outa tree and get impalled on a branch

  • oh really, this female boxer have a condition that cause the brain to swell when impacted, all boxer in develop country will check their body for condition and you woudlnt be able to get a license if you haev this sickness. This would mean that the PHD female boxer either ignore it or NEVER ever have a trainning match where anyone hit her head before. Do you feel empathy for a suicidal? I for one feel empathy for the boxer whose hand is blooded by someone`s stupidity

  • how the hell that kill someone

  • Right amount of pressure in the right spot.. Even though she was wearing a head protector. Maybe she's been hit in that spot before repetedly and it was weakend. I dont know but a death of any fighter is painful to witness.

  • i just read throuhg the comments, apparently she have a case that cause her brain to swell from concussion much more easily, . that mean...she shoudltn even be in boxing to begin with.

  • Well.. how does one find out such knowledge about youreself, was she aware of this?

  • i assume she wasnt aware of this because its some sort of a declaration by the doctor. Well i guess if she have actually been practising a mediocore boxing trainign she would experience some sort of concussion and , by then she should feel something is wrong. its hard to tell. I kinda feel bad for the other party who have to live wif the guilt

  • very good point. I do believe this is determined before professional bouts, quite how I don't know.

  • It's supposed to be determined long before any bout. It should have been diagnosed before she ever stepped in the ring.

  • how the fuck could that bitchslap kill someone?

  • It doesn't take much to kill someone. Just being hit in the right place can kill you. A few months ago someone was hit in the knee cap and collapsed and died around the corner because of a bloodclot caused by being hit in the knee.

  • to reecey, wow that really sucks.

  • yeah

  • supersonic41, you're obviously socially maladjusted...I echo Wompier's comments....

  • you sicken me. You sit behind your computer and laugh and start using phrases like "owned!" like a fucking sheep copying your peers trying to fit in. You are so easily influenced by TV, your friends. You are one of those scared insecure people who have no character, no ideas of your own. You just sit there laughing at people's death because you think your cool and desperately want people to like you.

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  • @wompier You're such a mom.

  • Your an impressionable fool son.

  • ok ok im sorry about my previous comment. i know it was wrong of me NOW,but at the time i was pissed off. ok? im sorry. please accept my apology.

  • boxing is a hard sport and she accepted the risks each and every time she entered the ring

  • Darn.

  • .... shit happens

  • she musta had an arm like mike tyson for that shit to happen..thatz sadd =[

  • women cant box. theyre just too weak for this type of thing

  • I bet any female boxer can kick your ass dude.

  • It looks like the blows cause accumulated damage and did significant damage over the rounds.

  • Becky was a woman with dignity and pride in what she was doing she is more than just a boxer she had a heart of gold and a beautiful soul RIP your spirit will go on in all of us

  • krakkin are you stupid you gotta understand that she ofcours have something wrong in her body it wasent just for the punch

  • Very unfortunate. Peace and Blessings to her Family.

  • Very unfortunate

  • Really bad taste. Show a little more respect in the future.

  • oh my... didnt even look that bad.

  • i know, it's weird that a knock out, like that killed her.

  • aww. RIP.

  • fuck u asshole, dont u dare call a dead boxer a cunt. where are u in life huh?? i'm sure ur a far better person than this "fat cunt" i'm sure ur more successful than a college proffesor w/ a phd, especially with your vocab.. I'm sure many ppl love u n when your funeral comes i'm sure there will b ppl there from around the world tht adored u as a teacher and a good friend..don't ever say tht again u miserable sack of shit..

  • @RambunctiousRahl fuck your mother and everything your family stands for. you fucking nigger

  • u hav a point but u coodve been a bit more respectful...

  • Now that was a "KILLER BLOW"...LMAO...thats rite im joking on it WHAT............

  • wheres the punch if its the right hook then i dont see how she could die from that it hardly hit her but then again anything can happen right!??!?!?!?

  • wow punch didn't even look that hard

  • Becky could fight

  • First of all, this is Golden Gloves, NOT a professional bout...Also, watch Discovery Channel this month to see Lucia Rijker's left hook beat a man's in a scientific test!

  • im sorry, scientists and other wizards are banned from sports

  • It was in reference to a woman not being able to hit as hard as a man

  • wow your bright. thanks for the explanation...

  • why would you even put a middle aged women in the ring?!!!!! the coach, and doctors at ringside should be punished for such an act... shes had kids and wants to box, dumb bitch!!!!

  • calling this recently deceased woman a "dumb bitch" sort of makes you a monstrous asshole. She had the desire to compete as many others do. Boxing is a dangerous sport with a very high fatality rate, many doctors have called for it to be abolished. I say this as a chicago golden gloves competitor myself... and am beginning to rethink my sport altogether..

  • Agreed man!

  • @violindave1979 no you shut the fuck up you piece of shit. you have no say in this world you fucking nigger. now im gonna go to your moms bedroom and drag my sack across her face i expect you to stand there and watch as i befoul that gargantuan beast of a woman you call your mom

  • @icedout24x U r callin me a "N" and yet all of your videos are of black people! That's pretty funny. But seriously though grow up and stay black bro.....

  • bossudude420 I'm with you on that, I always feel I never did excel the best as an amateur before a shoulder injury as I always had doubts about brain injuries in the back of my mind