I definitely can relate to this song.. My father used to do horrible things like that to me... This song made me cry. Reminds me of the pain. No one should go through that.
I can definatly relate to this song, my moms ex husband who was her husband at the time wasent a very good person, i felt like he would either try beating me or raping me, and he kept trying to touch me, i hate him and im glad hes gone now, and i was so young, this is some of the reason why im bi, and i love Otep, she is strong and independent :))))
Otep once stated that this song is extremely hard for her to perform because it is a representation of real events. She won't say who the song is about, but she does say that, thankfully the man doing the abuse was caught and put into prison.
love otep, this was the first song i had heard from them a long time ago. definitely a crazy song and kind of jacked up, is it weird it gets me rock hard?
This song reaches out to me. It is one of her very raw very emotional songs, i was absolutly stuned while and after heard this song. the rawness tho is a bold and clear swirls with her passion, talent, self expression...it is sickly Beautiful
its a terrible thing, but the infection of this song is so respectable to me. much respect and much honor to witness the raw naked power of these words.
the first time i heard this song, the first two lines hit me more than any other track by otep. and i knew that this was by far going to be the rawest, most intense track id ever heard across four albums. for me this is the epitome of otep, the culmination of everything shes ever tried to say, and the brutality of it blends with the beauty of her self expression to create the clearest image of all that has formed her as she is today.
I have been raped before, so the first time I heard this, it kinda weirded me out. Now it doesn't bother me. Otep is one of my few favorite female singers. Sorry for the alliteration. : ]
Whoa, Shamaya is an amazing woman and i can't believe that she was raped ): by her "father".. no one deserves it.. i wish i could protect every child in the world who is suffering. it's not fair, is a hell.
this song makes me want to cry but now i see how happy she is and i feel a little bit better,
The song.. absolutely amazing.. but the person who made the lyrics video.. HORRIBLE. you missed SOOOO many lines.. and spelled almost everything wrong. It's "come" not "cum".
I was raped as a child and I got beat and hearing this song makes me cry it bring back those memories of that son of a bitch fucking me as a little girl why me why me
i dont blame her for being lesbian, its quiet logic wen u refer it to her dad in this song, this song inspires me and man did hot tears run down my cheeks
all of her songs remind me of things really fuckeed up. and that place where all monsters come alive. it acctually exists. there are certain individuals that litteraly cannot go to heaven or hell. it's a place you go after you take that one step. after that one step you can't escape. darkness will envelope you. you'll never be able to escape. shit i think she is talking about that place :/
it's no coincidence that daddy is in the suggestions, since both of them are unbelievably dark and haunting. bravo to both korn and otep for sharing such personal songs with us
The way otep can sing a song and give you that feeling of suspense as to what she will say and make your heart turn at the same time is a gift. This isn't something you can just play in the back ground
omg... This is the first time I've ever heard this song but it is really gripping. I think it's a fitting representation of the kind of psychological torment and breakdown that comes with suffering sexual abuse and feeling like there's no way out. The way it draws on the Jonestown Tea incident to parallel the emotions is masterfully done. It's wonderful and awful and beautiful and ugly all at once and appropriately so. This is an amazing song and it's so incredibly raw and honest. Thanks.
@KamiYugure (pt)1 No prb =). Yeah the thing a really like about this song is its tempo. Allow me to explain, see in my opinion if this song was just 100% blast beats and pure insanity the listener could just admire the music portion and not really listen to the words, but just the way the music and played, slow and relaxing, it makes you listen to the message of the song. It forces it upon you in the nicest of ways. It doesnt scare you it makes you listen collect and analyze the songs meaning
@KamiYugure Its not like most songs dealing with this subject (@ least from the ones ive listened too) where its like "fear me" dont get me wrong this is a frightening song. But in my view its more aiming to get the listener to understand then fear. Which i think is an amazing way to go about a song with this much emotion. haha sorry for the rant.
@KamiYugure I wish I could like your status more than once. You put into words exactly what my brain was trying to process but couldn't. This song is so brutally honest in the consequences of sexual abuse/rape. Thank you for voicing what I, as a victim, still can't. (And of course to OTEP for this song! It's so amazing.. that's all I can say...)
this song has the same emotionaly devastating effect that daddy by korn had on me when i first heard it. it's not quite as poetic, but i recommend it to any fan of this song
I used to not like this song because it made me sick to my stomach, but then Otep said at one of her concerts that there was a girl whose dad was molesting her and her little sister and she couldn't figure out a way to tell her mom. So she played this song for her mom, and that fucker got put in jail. To think that it changed that girl's life and her sister's life, i feel a bit better about it.
This song is extremely honest... To think someone would do this to any child, let alone their child, it makes me want to kill them in the most brutal way possible...
I don't understand why murderers and rapists go to different jails. They shouldn't get any special treatment whatsoever. They need to be the 'bitches' in jail. See how they like it.
@Autumnazing94 Unfortunately what most rapists get in jail is not as bad as being ass-bitches for life. They are given the short route and are usually killed by other inmates. I wish the other inmates would be a little more imaginative...
@mayhem1030 the tea in the lyrics is a reference to the drink the put arsonic (I think) in to commit mass suicide in Jonestown, Guyana.
Also, some people were forced to drink the tea and otherwise killed. As a Caribbean person, I can say that this was probably the sickest thing in the history of the islands.
This song froze me in heartache that I didn't realize till the end that I had a tear run down my cheek and fall on my hand. The way she recite is brutal and brilliant.
A song that is VERY hard for me to listen to. This is something that NO child should ever have to go through. It makes my heart totally break to know she went through something like that. The reason why I fucking love this song is because it's not sugarcoated at all. It is all raw emotion pouring out. It always gets me, even when I don't think I am going to cry and get emotional, I just do, I can't help it. Otep forever!! <3
She is shameless... She doesn't sugarcoat anything...She tells it how it happend and doesn't leave out the gruesome deatils of anything. Thats....awesome!!!
Otep. Exactly like me, except she's strong, she can speak shamelessly. I was I could, too. I love these guys, the music. This song is so fucking real it's like she's just talking to us. I cried.
the thing is though this happens to a lot of people... i have gone through a similar expirience in my life and its true this does happen and its sad, but the people who do go through this learn to cope with it or they simply give up. i won't lie about the truth when it comes to this a topic that hits so close to home. its not right and the people it happens to hurt for a really long time inside because of it. but i know from expirience its possible to recover from it.
this song may be graphic but she gets her point across. Otep has years and years of pain and struggle in her music and when she screams u feel it. dont tell me u cant feel her hurt.
@CCRMusic it was a cult right? I mean the cult committed suicide, Heavens Gate, i believe (and please correct me if i got that wrong). They all drank poison, and i believe mixed it with Kool-Aid to give to the children. I think and if i got this wrong i will be disappointed in myself. And just to let you know im glad im not the only one that didnt get the reference.
@emptybliss2 a cult yes,but not Heaven's Gate.that was a different one.only a few people died in heaven's gate,at Jonestown..it was over 900...and,,i like the way she used the reference in relation to here abuse....
@emptybliss2 Not all of them commit suicide as well... Some of them didn't want to die so they were forced to drink the poison or injected with something. Parents killed their children and their own parents because they thought they were going to be better off even though the deaths were horrific. The leader who I think was called Jones didn't take the poison he had someone shoot him because he didn't want to die in the same way as his supporters.
@emptybliss2 a cult yes,but not Heaven's Gate.that was a different one.only a few people died in heaven's gate,at Jonestown..it was over 900...and,,i like the way she used the reference in relation to her abuse....
i think that this song refers to a point in otep's life where she gets raped by her father....and is describing in highly deep detail on how she felt and what the saw and what all he did to her...either that or someone close to her....but that is my opinion on this song. Because if you really listen to the actual lyrics....it gets really DEEP into detail and everything...
Much respects to Otep for creating this song cuz i seen shit like this go down in my house when i was a kid for about 5yrs and that bastard got sent to jail for what he did
Don't post here... If your going to profiles and calling people niggers. Your bringing shame to a great song. Just listen quietly and never say a word.
her dad used to rape her thats what this song is about so stop thinking that it's shamaya's fault and its nnot were you paying attention to the lyrics
@RmonSP Well yeah, they're both similar in more ways then one. They both consist of some kind of metal as their root of music , they both have a creepy ass theme, they both talk about sexual abuse, and lastly they both express their feelings in such severe ways, I can't even find the word to express the feeling I get just by hearing the agony they portray. I'm just glad you didn't clump em together :D cause they're both amazing and individually ear bleeding tracks.
Wow I just found out about this song o.O I didn't know she was raped by her father.. Poor woman =(. I think it's really something to write a song about it like this one. It shows us she's actually a very strong woman.
YES! this song is fucking brutal and awsome....i was at the concert when she played this and she started hitten her self and clawing her eyes...everyone in the pit just stared for a bit...then warpigs came on and it was like the most hardcore pit ive ever been in...
It makes me cry too, to me it's a son i listen to to remind myself that things could be worse. This song makes me appreciated everything good in my life, and i agree otep is amazing, they've saved me from myself a ton of times
when i heard this amazing artist song, i cried. wat other troubles she been through? idk. but now she lets these aching stories of pain out on paper o admire her work
I was baby sitting my nephew one time and he wanted to listen to my iPod, so I let him, but when Eet the Children played, he put it down and never asked again. Hate to imagine what';d happen to the poor thing if he heard this!!
You are the stupidest speller in the world. Great song.
xDIEx666 3 days ago
"we all die like cartoons"
so true!
bitchesNhoz 2 weeks ago
yes? yes.
Anophis 4 weeks ago
why?
TheAnonymousSkeptic 4 weeks ago
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ImmaDinosaurRawwwrr 1 month ago
@ImmaDinosaurRawwwrr I was 12 too ..
VeronicaGraceHylak 2 weeks ago
I definitely can relate to this song.. My father used to do horrible things like that to me... This song made me cry. Reminds me of the pain. No one should go through that.
aliceghostlover 2 months ago
@aliceghostlover That's so horrible D: I'm sorry this happened to you. Are you ok now? Do you need anyone to talk to?
CheetahBeem 2 months ago in playlist Starflower/Ponder's Trauma
@CheetahBeem I'll be ok. Thank you so much though
aliceghostlover 2 months ago
I can definatly relate to this song, my moms ex husband who was her husband at the time wasent a very good person, i felt like he would either try beating me or raping me, and he kept trying to touch me, i hate him and im glad hes gone now, and i was so young, this is some of the reason why im bi, and i love Otep, she is strong and independent :))))
degrassilover011 2 months ago
Otep once stated that this song is extremely hard for her to perform because it is a representation of real events. She won't say who the song is about, but she does say that, thankfully the man doing the abuse was caught and put into prison.
jadehawk116 3 months ago
love otep, this was the first song i had heard from them a long time ago. definitely a crazy song and kind of jacked up, is it weird it gets me rock hard?
Hozer81 3 months ago
@Hozer81 ...Umm...Yea actually, it is pretty weird that abuse and rape of a child gives you an erection.
MoanNoraForMe 2 months ago 2
This song reaches out to me. It is one of her very raw very emotional songs, i was absolutly stuned while and after heard this song. the rawness tho is a bold and clear swirls with her passion, talent, self expression...it is sickly Beautiful
xXNightDancerXx 3 months ago in playlist down
its a terrible thing, but the infection of this song is so respectable to me. much respect and much honor to witness the raw naked power of these words.
aMourningshadow 4 months ago
the first time i heard this song, the first two lines hit me more than any other track by otep. and i knew that this was by far going to be the rawest, most intense track id ever heard across four albums. for me this is the epitome of otep, the culmination of everything shes ever tried to say, and the brutality of it blends with the beauty of her self expression to create the clearest image of all that has formed her as she is today.
aMourningshadow 4 months ago
I have been raped before, so the first time I heard this, it kinda weirded me out. Now it doesn't bother me. Otep is one of my few favorite female singers. Sorry for the alliteration. : ]
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Very powerful and emotional song. [2]
gsbadbr 4 months ago
Very powerful and emotional song.
SIcKo0s 4 months ago
Whoa, Shamaya is an amazing woman and i can't believe that she was raped ): by her "father".. no one deserves it.. i wish i could protect every child in the world who is suffering. it's not fair, is a hell.
this song makes me want to cry but now i see how happy she is and i feel a little bit better,
modelkawaii 4 months ago
Yup good tune
ronaldprettyman 4 months ago
Beautifully haunting
BritishHorrorQueen 5 months ago
Did her mom do anything?!
A7X1HINDER1TDG 5 months ago
messed up song
davenportbecca69 5 months ago
Whew.....what a fucking song.
WishesSailorMoon 5 months ago
This song is when Otep was raped by her father as a child. he was religious too, aparently.
skullfry0420 7 months ago 2
The song.. absolutely amazing.. but the person who made the lyrics video.. HORRIBLE. you missed SOOOO many lines.. and spelled almost everything wrong. It's "come" not "cum".
97ihateladybugs 8 months ago 8
it might be sick but the second time i did like it. .-.
anaatabeela 8 months ago 6
I was raped as a child and I got beat and hearing this song makes me cry it bring back those memories of that son of a bitch fucking me as a little girl why me why me
coffmangirl33 8 months ago 2
this is the most intense song i have ever heard. brought back many hard memories. its so raw and emotional, made me cry. <3 otep
TheWaterbong 9 months ago 5
I sat through this entire song with my hand on my mouth, and totally speechless for a long time afterwards. This song shook me.
ismyeyeinfected 9 months ago 21
I was molested and this song made me cry...no wonder she became a lesbian.
DarkBeauty1989 9 months ago
Gives me goosebumps.
lonelygloomyday 9 months ago 9
Never said this about a song but scary 8|
LittleBigDood 10 months ago
well thank "god" Shamaya is a Lezzy.(:
SandeezyTheLezzy 11 months ago
i dont blame her for being lesbian, its quiet logic wen u refer it to her dad in this song, this song inspires me and man did hot tears run down my cheeks
shilzna 1 year ago
what the fuck this shit is twisted i want to punch infants now AHHHHH
lntrospective 1 year ago
@lntrospective A song about child abuse... makes you want to abuse children...
iheartfurryspiders 1 month ago
@lntrospective you are a sick son of a bitch for wanting to beat an infant i hope you die a long painful death u scum of the earth
Justin559Smith 1 month ago
lmao my speakers couldnt handle her screaming
DII117 1 year ago 2
sooooo saaaaad... it's make u cry
MsGhostflower 1 year ago 2
all of her songs remind me of things really fuckeed up. and that place where all monsters come alive. it acctually exists. there are certain individuals that litteraly cannot go to heaven or hell. it's a place you go after you take that one step. after that one step you can't escape. darkness will envelope you. you'll never be able to escape. shit i think she is talking about that place :/
darklord46 1 year ago
DUDE! i cry every time i hear this song :'(
REDX9SYSTEM 1 year ago
So horrifying... probably one of the most true, brutal, uncompromising portrayals of the horror and despair abuse I've ever seen.
CrownedWithLaurels 1 year ago 3
I cried..
voice5776 1 year ago
it's no coincidence that daddy is in the suggestions, since both of them are unbelievably dark and haunting. bravo to both korn and otep for sharing such personal songs with us
fbrdj 1 year ago
WOW this is one of the most disturbing songs I have ever heard. I LOVE IT!!! Talk about emotional. Disturbing yet beautiful
water32 1 year ago
love everything about otep
heretic0031 1 year ago 2
dudes
ikdsjOFFICIAL 1 year ago
This is the saddest song i've ever heard... you can just feel the pain.
monicameansfun247 1 year ago 5
0mfg i feel so strange with this song...i cant explain it oh!
ChristieDoesItBetter 1 year ago 3
The way otep can sing a song and give you that feeling of suspense as to what she will say and make your heart turn at the same time is a gift. This isn't something you can just play in the back ground
FFTLfreak4everBMD 1 year ago
omg... This is the first time I've ever heard this song but it is really gripping. I think it's a fitting representation of the kind of psychological torment and breakdown that comes with suffering sexual abuse and feeling like there's no way out. The way it draws on the Jonestown Tea incident to parallel the emotions is masterfully done. It's wonderful and awful and beautiful and ugly all at once and appropriately so. This is an amazing song and it's so incredibly raw and honest. Thanks.
KamiYugure 1 year ago 61
@KamiYugure (pt)1 No prb =). Yeah the thing a really like about this song is its tempo. Allow me to explain, see in my opinion if this song was just 100% blast beats and pure insanity the listener could just admire the music portion and not really listen to the words, but just the way the music and played, slow and relaxing, it makes you listen to the message of the song. It forces it upon you in the nicest of ways. It doesnt scare you it makes you listen collect and analyze the songs meaning
emptybliss2 1 year ago 7
@emptybliss2 I wouldn't say relaxing, I think "menacing" is more like it. Agreed with the rest though
YellYellRebel 1 month ago
@KamiYugure Its not like most songs dealing with this subject (@ least from the ones ive listened too) where its like "fear me" dont get me wrong this is a frightening song. But in my view its more aiming to get the listener to understand then fear. Which i think is an amazing way to go about a song with this much emotion. haha sorry for the rant.
emptybliss2 1 year ago 9
@KamiYugure I wish I could like your status more than once. You put into words exactly what my brain was trying to process but couldn't. This song is so brutally honest in the consequences of sexual abuse/rape. Thank you for voicing what I, as a victim, still can't. (And of course to OTEP for this song! It's so amazing.. that's all I can say...)
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KamiYugure 1 year ago
this song has the same emotionaly devastating effect that daddy by korn had on me when i first heard it. it's not quite as poetic, but i recommend it to any fan of this song
fbrdj 1 year ago
this song still gives me the shivers her voice is incredible
lordzouk 1 year ago
I used to not like this song because it made me sick to my stomach, but then Otep said at one of her concerts that there was a girl whose dad was molesting her and her little sister and she couldn't figure out a way to tell her mom. So she played this song for her mom, and that fucker got put in jail. To think that it changed that girl's life and her sister's life, i feel a bit better about it.
vampires18 1 year ago
Where can i download this song? want to cry everyday
Mrsperfectlyflawed 1 year ago
This song is so raw. It's amazing that she has the courage to share this with the world.
ElixirForExistence 1 year ago 2
This song was a bit... awkward to listen too....
LongTimeNoSwing 1 year ago 5
This song is extremely honest... To think someone would do this to any child, let alone their child, it makes me want to kill them in the most brutal way possible...
I don't understand why murderers and rapists go to different jails. They shouldn't get any special treatment whatsoever. They need to be the 'bitches' in jail. See how they like it.
Autumnazing94 1 year ago
@Autumnazing94 Unfortunately what most rapists get in jail is not as bad as being ass-bitches for life. They are given the short route and are usually killed by other inmates. I wish the other inmates would be a little more imaginative...
ddude2008 1 year ago
This song always sends chills up my spine.
RainbowXMadness 1 year ago
What does this have to do with Jonestown? lol
mayhem1030 1 year ago
@mayhem1030 the tea in the lyrics is a reference to the drink the put arsonic (I think) in to commit mass suicide in Jonestown, Guyana.
Also, some people were forced to drink the tea and otherwise killed. As a Caribbean person, I can say that this was probably the sickest thing in the history of the islands.
MissMalaise 1 year ago
this song was too horrible to listen to a long time ago because i got raped, i seriously love this song so much
lawlzxobriiiiful 1 year ago
This song froze me in heartache that I didn't realize till the end that I had a tear run down my cheek and fall on my hand. The way she recite is brutal and brilliant.
X0xSwitchx0X 1 year ago
A song that is VERY hard for me to listen to. This is something that NO child should ever have to go through. It makes my heart totally break to know she went through something like that. The reason why I fucking love this song is because it's not sugarcoated at all. It is all raw emotion pouring out. It always gets me, even when I don't think I am going to cry and get emotional, I just do, I can't help it. Otep forever!! <3
WishesSailorMoon 1 year ago 3
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truffles174 1 year ago
She is shameless... She doesn't sugarcoat anything...She tells it how it happend and doesn't leave out the gruesome deatils of anything. Thats....awesome!!!
ChrisandLisa4ever69 1 year ago
this song hurts o.o
pacmac93 1 year ago
HEY does anyone know that one where she talks about how she was 133 or something and someone came by her bed and said shhh or something like that?
yummy229100 1 year ago
@yummy229100 that song is called Tortured, I believe
imnotwatchingthis 11 months ago
@imnotwatchingthis
ok, thanks
yummy229100 11 months ago
no way ! this made me cry ! when did i become so soft-hearted ?
SuperOatmealCookie 1 year ago
@SuperOatmealCookie it's an extremely graphic and overwhelmingly emotional song, so don't worry, you're not too soft. i sobbed.
sonotquiet 1 year ago
I don't cry about stuff like this, but it just makes me want to beat the living shit out of people like that.
YouNeverKnewMe62 1 year ago 4
Didn't cry... sorry :/
LaUraTH1989 1 year ago
this song made me feel really nauseous... i dont have words.
najah1494 1 year ago
HAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nothing like some barb wire to faulse people and predatores!!
Fire999witch 1 year ago
Otep. Exactly like me, except she's strong, she can speak shamelessly. I was I could, too. I love these guys, the music. This song is so fucking real it's like she's just talking to us. I cried.
maddison31797 1 year ago
I guess i'm not human because I didn't cry from hearing this..
It made my stomach turn though and made me feel angry
People are fucking sick for doing things like this..
DropXDeadXGreenXEyes 1 year ago
You spelled Armageddon wrong (not unless its ment to sound like she says it)
ESTAndrew 1 year ago
i cry every single time
xiLucifer 1 year ago
Wow that's a powerful song. I can't believe I never heard it before.
DallasMavericksGuy 1 year ago
the thing is though this happens to a lot of people... i have gone through a similar expirience in my life and its true this does happen and its sad, but the people who do go through this learn to cope with it or they simply give up. i won't lie about the truth when it comes to this a topic that hits so close to home. its not right and the people it happens to hurt for a really long time inside because of it. but i know from expirience its possible to recover from it.
LifelessGreyEyes 1 year ago
i never knew what this song was truly about intill i saw this with the lyrics.....thats really sad.
kellzbellzinluv 1 year ago
First and last time with that song.
Ill stick to the rest of her shyt.Took me back where i did not need to go.
jbugs1000 1 year ago
this song may be graphic but she gets her point across. Otep has years and years of pain and struggle in her music and when she screams u feel it. dont tell me u cant feel her hurt.
butterflygirlmc 1 year ago
jonestown tea is a reference to the jonestown massacre in the 70's.
it was a mass suicide.
Just incase people wanted to know what the title is about
CCRMusic 1 year ago 16
@CCRMusic it was a cult right? I mean the cult committed suicide, Heavens Gate, i believe (and please correct me if i got that wrong). They all drank poison, and i believe mixed it with Kool-Aid to give to the children. I think and if i got this wrong i will be disappointed in myself. And just to let you know im glad im not the only one that didnt get the reference.
emptybliss2 1 year ago 2
@emptybliss2 a cult yes,but not Heaven's Gate.that was a different one.only a few people died in heaven's gate,at Jonestown..it was over 900...and,,i like the way she used the reference in relation to here abuse....
mlmh75 1 year ago
@mlmh75 Oh damn why did i say Heaven's Gate (facepalm) sorry i really mixed up my cults on that one
emptybliss2 1 year ago
@emptybliss2 My best friend's grandfather was one of the officers in Guyana who discovered the bodies. Chilling shit.
sonotquiet 1 year ago
@emptybliss2 Not all of them commit suicide as well... Some of them didn't want to die so they were forced to drink the poison or injected with something. Parents killed their children and their own parents because they thought they were going to be better off even though the deaths were horrific. The leader who I think was called Jones didn't take the poison he had someone shoot him because he didn't want to die in the same way as his supporters.
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@emptybliss2 a cult yes,but not Heaven's Gate.that was a different one.only a few people died in heaven's gate,at Jonestown..it was over 900...and,,i like the way she used the reference in relation to her abuse....
mlmh75 1 year ago
i think that this song refers to a point in otep's life where she gets raped by her father....and is describing in highly deep detail on how she felt and what the saw and what all he did to her...either that or someone close to her....but that is my opinion on this song. Because if you really listen to the actual lyrics....it gets really DEEP into detail and everything...
Crow2099 1 year ago
@Crow2099 it happened to her
EllaTheAmazing 1 year ago
@CCRMusic It was a mass suicide one man made what was it 100000 people kill them selves?
CrazyMaskMan 1 year ago
at 0:42 she saids confestions of the soul just so you know but its hard to hear unless your playing it with headphones or really loud
SamarRain 1 year ago
excellent...
SHE IS AWESOME!!
FEMALEJOCKER 1 year ago
shes hot
SICKOwiccan666 1 year ago
God, I don't know how to describe this song except for intese. I love it.
fkbtj8 1 year ago
Much respects to Otep for creating this song cuz i seen shit like this go down in my house when i was a kid for about 5yrs and that bastard got sent to jail for what he did
SS130T3P 1 year ago
....... I have goosebumps........
ogrecorps 2 years ago
what a song.....
SICKOwiccan666 1 year ago
Don't post here... If your going to profiles and calling people niggers. Your bringing shame to a great song. Just listen quietly and never say a word.
sarcasmandrage 1 year ago
love otep..but this...is fucked up
rockerD1717 2 years ago
her dad used to rape her thats what this song is about so stop thinking that it's shamaya's fault and its nnot were you paying attention to the lyrics
SICKOwiccan666 1 year ago
@SICKOwiccan666 no he didnt hoe she would have beat the fuck out of him
wiccability 1 year ago
Reminds me of Daddy by KoRn.
RmonSP 2 years ago 16
@RmonSP Well yeah, they're both similar in more ways then one. They both consist of some kind of metal as their root of music , they both have a creepy ass theme, they both talk about sexual abuse, and lastly they both express their feelings in such severe ways, I can't even find the word to express the feeling I get just by hearing the agony they portray. I'm just glad you didn't clump em together :D cause they're both amazing and individually ear bleeding tracks.
romanianpride1992 1 year ago
Wow I just found out about this song o.O I didn't know she was raped by her father.. Poor woman =(. I think it's really something to write a song about it like this one. It shows us she's actually a very strong woman.
XxXBleedingAngelXxXX 2 years ago 3
This is the first song by Otep I have ever heard and it has inspired me to write for the first time in years.
Holy god I love this song.
I cried.
ChoklitBizkit 2 years ago 28
I fuckin' love Otep.
This song gives me the chills & stirs up some memories...
BrainsickZombie 2 years ago 4
i didn't hear this song does it get heavy metal at the enD?
aberageddon 2 years ago
yes
emptybliss2 2 years ago
YES! this song is fucking brutal and awsome....i was at the concert when she played this and she started hitten her self and clawing her eyes...everyone in the pit just stared for a bit...then warpigs came on and it was like the most hardcore pit ive ever been in...
bigcountry405 2 years ago 2
Wow. That would be... yeah, fucking brutal.
ogrecorps 2 years ago
Holy fuck!! Cant finish... Death to all Chomos!!! I will find you!!!
PowellLuvr 2 years ago
i couldnt finish this song.... :(
Bashore132014 2 years ago
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xxEthsxx 2 years ago 6
@xxEthsxx God i was showing my best friend this song, and he said he wouldnt cry, i told him if you dont cry your not human....he cried
emptybliss2 2 years ago
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xxEthsxx 2 years ago
It makes me cry too, to me it's a son i listen to to remind myself that things could be worse. This song makes me appreciated everything good in my life, and i agree otep is amazing, they've saved me from myself a ton of times
emptybliss2 2 years ago
when i heard this amazing artist song, i cried. wat other troubles she been through? idk. but now she lets these aching stories of pain out on paper o admire her work
elmo11096 2 years ago
fuck the video,,,LISTEN!!!!!! kojak
tngrogan 2 years ago
such a fine example of art
Studio132 2 years ago
I never really paid attention to the lyrics till now. -_-' Wow...Otep is amazing....
sam316547 2 years ago
damn!
thats heavy!
when i was listening to this i started to cry, i couldn't finish listening to it.
:(
dumhamm 2 years ago 2
this song is in some kind of way a little sick, maybe that's why it's so pretty, i love the way she tells her story, Respect!
BUTTERFLYNIENIE 2 years ago 5
im glad u put this into words lol
butterflygirlmc 2 years ago
i agree its a good song but defin NOT for the kids! NO!NO!NO!
thrashthemic 2 years ago
y the hell would u have a kid lsiten 2 this?
thrashthemic 2 years ago
To tell you the truth i was baby sitting some little girl and i thought she was sleeping, she wasnt...she near everything...it was accident
emptybliss2 2 years ago
ooooh... thats freakin' harsh.
yamiko193 2 years ago
I was baby sitting my nephew one time and he wanted to listen to my iPod, so I let him, but when Eet the Children played, he put it down and never asked again. Hate to imagine what';d happen to the poor thing if he heard this!!
SnowWhiteQueen29 2 years ago
Yeah her mom won't let me watch her now, i feel soooooooooo bad
emptybliss2 2 years ago