when theres literly no one that fucking cares and the one girl you truely care about did this to you and says youll be fine thats pretty much a fuck you i have no friends everyone hates me what prevents me from doing it is music but anyways we can live for nothing or die for somthing if im gonna die im gonna make it for somthing
truth is i would do it im not afraid and my life sucks rite now but i have so dreams and wants and thing i want to do with my i cant not rite now anyway
"I'll die without help... But I can't let anyone in... It's too hard to take down a wall I built... I feel lonely... And there's only one way to be free, I think... I need to die...suicide is the best way to go..." this is what I tell myself everyday because of depression. I need help. Please help me before it's too late!
''i rather be dreaming then living, living just to hard to do!!......its chances not chocies, noise is not vocies....a day is just a thing to get through, living just to hard to do!!..........dreams may be pretend, but at least dreams end......and i just cant stop thinking you'll see, thoughts of suicide comfort me'' ...........i sing this song to myself every night, when im crying myself to sleep, thinking why am i such a bad person.....????
the thing is about reaching out the second floor is waiting for me and i dont wont to go there and they got another thing comin if they think im goin willingly the second floor by the way is were they put mental subjects in the hospital by me
I have major deprssion and I have to go to the hospital every week for therapy I also get loads of suicidal thoughts as well and I'm scared to tak about them so for all of you out there who have the same thoughts friends are a very helpful they may not seem it but they are just trust them they dont want to lose you
@barbaricfer if you ever wanna talk to me you can.i know im just some random girl on youtube but ive been in your position before and i just really want to help people who are like me cause i feel the same way.but sorry if im just bothering you.
Im seriusly on the verge of commiting suicide i think about it all the time, and ive triedd to kill myself 2 times, the only thing that makes me barely cope is cutting. I dont wan to live anymore im not good enough i have a bad father and mother and i have no friends and the boy i love doesnt love me, im fat ugly, and useless no one woud care if i died
@JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER For what it's worth, even though I don't know you, I would care. You're a person. And I am willing to bet everything I own that you're a great person and would be wonderful to meet. You have to stick around for the day that the person you love loves you back, and when you know you're beautiful and wonderful. If you don't hold on, you'll never experience that happiness that will come to you. I know how hopeless it feels, but it will be worth it someday soon
It's true I put up walls to see who will break them down I tell them I'm fine but I'm not I try to give them signs hoping they'll see but they don't.... I feel worthless. I have no "friends" just acquaintances....
You guys take too much value in life. Kill yourself if you are suffering from life. No one will be there to say you have done something wrong and stupid. It's all over before you even know it.
I have severe manic depression. I usually cry myself till I am literally sick, no joke. The tears don't stop. I could easily spend all day crying in agony. But it doesn't solve my loneliness, my misery, all the times I've been rejected, how much I hate my body and my face, how I can't talk to people without turning into a nervous wreck.
Please help! I'm depressed and I was abused as a child and I've basically put up a wall and I don't let anyone get close to me. I feel so broken and misarable. But at school I'm fake and I pretend to be happy. I just don't see the point anymore :(
You know I don't know if I'm depressed or what but I've been thinking about suicide alot lately and the weird thing is it's not even like I want to die I just don't give a shit just kinda jaded idk if it's like this for anyone else but you feel like you can't hold conversations with people you've known for years Idk just feeling fucked up I kinda get what people are saying about being worthless but idk I've never really been all that expressive when it comes to that
I struggle a good deal with depression and suicidal thoughts. I'm going to get through this, but sometimes it doesn't feel that way. Feelings are liars though. One day I will be happy :)
i contemplate suicide,im not afraid of death.depression is the only thing i found sincere in life,loneliness,rejection all that ive accepted.somethings you just cant shake.i know what im worth,i know im worthless in others eyes.i ask myself everyday if its the last day ill wake up.why am i living if im just living to die,i say these thing knowing i sound like a bitch.nothing matters.all i have is a list to do before i die,and its just a check list before i do myself in
I kno some1..its me..but i have no1 to turn to. Even my boyfriend sed he duznt want to here it. No1 cares. They help the ppl who dont have problems an jus act like it but im left here alone...how is that fair?...
I for some, suicide is not the answer for those left behind, but what if..what IF..the person is hurting so badly for so long,there is no time, no strength left to "hold on"..to "talk".."hope". For me, I wish I had been successful killing myself in the past because I took the advice offered to me every single time: I held on..I talked..I hoped..I did all those things people tell you..and it was all lies. NOTHING HAS CHANGED>>>THINGS ARE ONLY WORSE!
I have tried 5 times..my first being at age 12. I ahve been in and out of counseling my whole life.
I entered this world single, and I dont want to spend the rest of my life alone like I have the 1st 41 years of my life. Nothing ever changes..I honestly dont know why I keep hoping they will.
20+ years...20 FING years!! Alone..heartbroken, full of self hatred! I am so numb..so empty inside..forcing myself not to care so I dont get hurt anymore. I am tired..and I just want it all to end.
I have heard the advice. I know people care. People have reached out and tried to pull up from this pit of despair and self loathing, but nothing help. No words, no counseling, nothing works. Everything they say seems to shallow. Words they are supposed to say in a situation like this. Suicide is a logical solution to those who seek its embrace. I am 41 years old..I have felt this way for over 20 yrs. I dont see anything changing now. Death is my only way out of this nightmarish existence.
I HAVE tried reaching out to people, those who call themselves my best friends and know me better than anyone else-even my family- but no matter how or what I tell them or how I act... they just stay quiet or their words are demotivational in the worst ways,even the counselora from my previous and actual school.They always say the fucking same.I'm tired of that. They KNOW something is WRONG but never say or do anything. I wish someone would do for me what I've done for others.They don't care.
It's hard but anyone thinking of suicide, stop. Think, if you die today you won't know what tomorrow will hold. Talk to someone, talk to me. Suicide raises more questions, to loved ones, than answers. Imagine how heartbroken they'll be, those you don't even think care. I've lost people to suicide, not even people that close to me; everyday I wonder if I could have saved them. I've attempted suicide many times. You are never alone, you think no-one cares, you're wrong... People do care
I never sought help or went to a hotline because I was afraid to try and afraid of the judgement. My first session of therapy was so frustrating to me that it only made me feel worse and I never went again. My friends were what kept me going and my boyfriend was what kept me wanting to stay alive. I'm not an expert or anything but sometimes all you need is a friend who truly cares about you. There's lots who care. If you ever wanna talk about anything. Relevant or not. You can always pm
@Yoshibear1998 you can deal with your depression. Just accept what's given/your situation, deal with it and fix your life. No complaints, no buts. Just have the willingness and do it.
Jeez! U made me cry :( I've been having this suicidal thoughts for a while now. And last weekend, I was there, razor in one hand, pills in the other. And I just thought bout my little sister, she's turning 8 this monday and I thought it would be so fucked up, and dont want to ruin her bday... But sometimes I just wish that someone TRULY care about me, and what im going through
@fercr31 I hope these thoughts leave you soon, as I hate to see someone in such a dark place. I also hope that your little sister indirectly keeps saving you from suicide whatever is causing it because you have so much potential and too valuable to loose especially at 17, and your sister will need you when she gets older, so let that be your motivation to keep on going. Peace and love from the UK, a brighter day will come soon
I've been feeling really bad for some time, I've been feeling like I don't want to live anymore but there is something that always me back from doing anything. I act happy and like nothing is wrong, but I wish that someone would notice how unhappy and broken I feel.
hey if anyone needs someone to talk to inbox me on here and ill give you my email or something dont let depression take over your life ill hellp neway i can
@rsantiago2221 dont end yourself, alot of people out there are going through the same thing. there are ALWAYS people you can talk to. I'm going through the same but if you want to ask me for advice then im willing to answer.:) smile!
@Airleena1 if you need someone to talk to message me on youtube and ill give you my email or number i really hope you get to feeling better deppression sucks i know but it will pass and ill try to help you if you want
@shock378 Thanks /: n its not going away idk ive had it ever since i wasnt able to see my brothers sisters and i miss my old life, its like ive lost 8 of friends do to scuicidal
To anyone dealing with difficult feelings and thoughts: Inbox me and I can talk to you to try and help! I'm studying psychology and I am experienced in cognitive behavioural therapy and ready to help anyone for free over inbox :)
I have been depressed for along time now and suicide come to thought from time to time. I would reach out to someone one but I have always had trust issues, my biological parents had beat me let me go hungry. Then I would go from foster home to foster home felt like I was not wanted. Finally get adopted my child hood was good after being adopted but once I got into middle school people who you think are friend would turn against you and talk bad about you, ever sence then i've thought of suicide
@069chevy Trust me, you'll be fine. There are A WHOLE LOT of people who care about you. More than you think. Middle School can be an awkward time for people because everyone is trying to act a certain way to fit in. Just be yourself and you will see that lots of people will like you for who you are. Hang in there bud, you'll be just fine!
I never thought I suffered from depression until recently. I've been reading up on it and a lot of the symptoms I can relate too. I think about death but I would never actually commit suicide but my life is not going in the direction I want it to go right now and time is just flying by. I feel like I'm running out of time to figure out what to do with the rest of my life. I just wish people would take me seriously. I feel like my own family doesn't take me seriously.
Nobody understands me, or how I'm feeling, nobody knows what's going on, not even my parents, and I can't tell anyone, people would just laugh, even my family.
the suicide hot line is a joke. i called and in 4 minutes or less we hung up..they never asked if i thought i would do it or how..and only said call somebody in your community for help..no help ever came.
@Yoshibear1998 I'm in the same position as you. I don't know how to handle myself and my depression but I have a few friends who suffer from depression and I help them out on a regular basis. Just know that there IS someone out there that will talk to you when you need them most. You're not alone
@EndoSmoke16 Really. You need a life. I, along with many, many people in this world, suffer from depression. Right there, what you just said.. could've made someone end their life. They could've been standing there, knife in hand, came across this video they thought would give them hope; then read your comment. Nice going, you could've ended a life.
@neonzebra56 lifE ain't meant 4 everyone it's like why suffer from deadly disease Or any other kind symptom When u can take tha eazy way out and commit suicide No worries after dat problems are solved
i've reached out to the person i love, she does not know how i feel, those arms are what mine look like right now because love hurts... this video truly touched me though.
Hey, I'm a freshman in high school and i've been battling depression for 4 years. I became suicidal last year, but forced my emotions away. I'm done hiding. I'm done fighting. I'm done with those horrible people that call you their friends. Once I find a way, I'm going to finally end it all. I just wanted to say goodbye to someone, and wanted to see if anyone would care enough to reply.
Whats bad about my life is i cut my self because im depressed and idk why im depressed i mean yes, i have a crapy life but i dont kno what to do either ive attempted suicide a lot people have tried to help me but no nothing will save me from the hell im in
why does no one care anymore? no one give a fuck anymore to ask a simple " are you ok" but as i expected. Its too late for me, so talk and i will listen. No one listen to me so may as well give someone else the help i never got. Again you talk i will listen.
I'm suicidal. I have been for the past year. I've tried to kill myself once before and I got immediate help but that didn't last. The help I got wasn't good enough it didn't last more than a week. Now they say if I want to see someone again it means i'll have to try suicide again. But what they don't realize is that if I do it again I will make sure I do it right. I will die.
i have been depressed for two months not alot think again ive self inguried myself i have sighned up for counsaling i am not going to give up on tring to get over my depression any one want to talk to someone i know how you feel message me talk to me
I come as a depressed person. I self injure sometimes, but I am not here about myself.
I'm really worried about one of my best friends. She has confided in me that she self injures, and that she attempted suicide when she was seven because her parents were going through a divorce. I don't know what to do, she tells me that she has been thinking about suicide and keeps talking about drowning herself. I don't want to break her trust unless I am positive that she is in real danger, and I want to
I have been depressed the last two years, and suicidal the last year and a half.
I go around everyday pretending to be happy. I hide out in my room all day, and sit there and sleep or cry. I hate my life, and I have contemplated killing myself. I have tried on two occasions. I'm writing this because i honestly don't know what to do with myself. I'm getting off of this computer, and go cry myself to sleep. Goodnight world and hopefully i wont see you again after this.
@BreakingInGrace Why? What makes you hate your life? I know a few years ago, Ihated my life, and it felt like I just went through the motions of living without feeling a thing. But having someone to turn to at this time makes it so much easier to cope.
I just got back from the hospital after 3 days why i was in the hospital i walked in on my friend putting a gun to his had i jumped at the gun the bullet missed him but hit me in the shoulder
People think that no one cares about them, but there is ALWAYS someone who does. That could be a mother a father a brother a sister a girlfriend a boyfriend a friend, anyone. And even if you think those people don't care about you, remember i do. I know I don't know you, but if i found out anyone didn't wake up tomorrow, it would hurt me. It would hurt me like I was a friend, because I am. I am a friend to all those in pain. That's the truth.
I have had some very, very dark moments in my life one just recently. If you are going through dark moments just stop and think for just one moment that it will be better even though it may not seem like it at the time. You are never, ever alone and you are wanted in this life, life is so much better with you here no matter what. Life will always get better I promise you that. I have been there before and I never thought that life would be different, but it is, I am proof. You are loved.
I've felt this way for about a month now. I've even tried to commit suicide with sleeping pills, all I did was pass out and wake up hours later with a very bad head and stomach ache. All of this is because of my self hatred for being gay. It's not being gay in itself, but it's being different. It's knowing that I'm going to crush my family when I come out. And it's knowing that because of this I could lose my best friend (a straight guy) who I love like a brother, all because of my sexuality.
What if the only person u can talk to is a teacher that hates u. If u got kicked out of her class bc she thought u were gonna hurt her? I have no one to tlk to except her and I'm scared to approach her please tell me what to do.
@blazelahuvsyooh There is always someone else to talk to other than a teacher, family friends?? therapists anyone....but it helps more to talk to a person who is feeling like you... im sure you could talk to your teacher though, when u feel depressed or low it helps just to talk to anyone really...x
3 of my friends commited suicide because of bullyinq...And i miss them terribly! They were the people that I felt comfotable talking to..But they took there life because people thought that it was funny to call them names , or push them to their limits..And one of my friends who commited suicide had problems of her own at home...And the people who bullyed her didnt know that , but they thought it was alright to bully them,,,I miss them so much <3 Listen if you thinking of commiting suicide dont!
Suicide is a horrible thing. I should know because I have planned it and i have also cut, it helps I know, but if you are planning suicide or are a cutter please do not hesitate to ask for help. There are people out there that Do care and DO want to help.
I am a 12 year old girl who has never been hugged by her parents. they yell and scream all the time at me or at my 2 little brothers 6 and 9. that leaves me to cook clean and teach them stuff and practically raise them. both my parents are bipolar and depressed and have sever ADHD. so do I. And when there friends r over they have the nerve to say they love me.
@gabbie23123 have you told anyone else? such as a teacher or a friend? Because you probably should. If you hold it in, it'll only harm you and your siblings more. Letting it out will let everyone help you. No one at your age should have to deal with what you dealing with now. I hope you get through this. You'll be in my prayers tonight.
my girlfriend told me over the phone that she wanted to commit suicide... she told me that her parents didn't love her and told her that she was a mistake. Her sister is at Harvard and her parents told her (in complete seriousness) that if she isn't as good as her sister she can't show her face to them anymore. She recently burned herself on purpose. And before that she cut herself sometimes... plus she also has a huge bottle of pills that she can take all at the same time. I love you Luz :(
I was saved by the one I loved. I tried to overdose in the hallway of a youth group event and he heard me hit the ground unconscious they called 911 and my parents told me he didn't leave my side the entire time I'm I was unconscious and he was there when I woke up -3 I love him so much
My friend overdosed on pills yesterday and i rushed over to her house to find her unconsious. I called 911 and they said they caught it just in time and if i hadnt called when i did she wouldve been dead. Im just happy shes getting the help she needs right now. God is good!
Don't give up? It's easy for you to say. Now I feel so alone again and all of those feelings are coming back. Talk to someone about my problem? I don't think someone would care. I'm just a garbage to you huh mom? Guess what fuck you for everything.
You think someone helped me? No, nobody gives a shit about me when all of those things happened to me. My sister knows about it. But she told me to be careful and not cut too deep. When my mom saw the fresh cuts on my wrist you guys want to know what she told me? "You better not fuck this up". What she meant by that was for me to not get in trouble until my sister and I become a US citizen. It fucking hurts thinking about it now.
There's a lot of truth to this video. People ask you all the time how you're doing. We know they're doing it out of courtesy, and not because they truly care or want to know. If one person, said, how are you really doing, after I said im fine or good, I'd probably break down on the spot. No one cares that much though. People are blind to the signs. I sleep a lot, oversleep, ive given things away that once meant something to me, and I've been losing wheight. Was 145lbs. Now im 128lbs. No1 see's
I was raped 2 weeks ago and I feel like I am losing everything and everyone. I barely have anyfriends and the guy that said he wanted to be with me forever is now dating someone else. What else can go wrong...
@broknheartedgrl1 ok hun, i dont know you and you dont know me but i have helped so many of my friends (girls) that have been raped get through the rough patch afterwards. if you ever need someone to talk to im a great listener. just like write back if you would like someone to listen. stay strog girl
my parents think i do it for attention.. that's it's all an 'act.' but what they don't know.. it's gone on for 3 years now. and it gets worse and worse each, and every day.
whats worse is that it was by a guy i grew up with and he told me he though i was fakeing it and that i just wanted him to take it slow. so basically he admits hearing me and ignoring my saying no. not every girl fights to get the person off of them, some freeze up and go along with it they are so scared. i just wish i had someone who could see past the mask which is my smile and hug me. not 1 of my "friends" has said nything along the lines of it will be ok or is there anything i can do
i was raped around 8 weeks ago i feel like im in a black hole i have a few friends that know and ya the one hugged me for like a full 2 minutes but thats it, its like they think they gave their sympathy and can move on with their lives...i have no one whose even seeing the scars on my arms or me crying as i walk around town. im just waiting for the day that i punch something to hard and end up with a broken hand. right now death is welcome. if i had easy acces to rope im sure id be dead by now
i was raped around 8 weeks ago i feel like im in a black hole i have a few friends that know and ya the one hugged me for like a full 2 minutes but thats it, its like they think they gave their sympathy and can move on with their lives...i have no one whose even seeing the scars on my arms or me crying as i walk around town. im just waiting for the day that i punch something to hard and end up with a broken hand. right now death is welcome. if i had easy acces to rope im sure id be dead by now.
Thank you, You have helped me convince a friend out of it. Now she can sleep safe, she is my girlfriend, and I will be with her for a lot longer. btw this happens to be her favourite song playing. Your a angel
I forgot for a second there that this can be a dangerous place (internet) you can call but if you're more comfortable just e-mail me at appollyion@yahoo.com
Last but not least if anyone wants to talk with me about ANYTHING day or night my #is 307-258-3857, if you just want me to listen then that's what I'll do, if you want advice you'll get the best I have (maybe not saying a whole lot there) ;) but PLEASE don't leave EVERY single one of you is a beautiful work of art unfolding and shining for others to see every day whether you know it or not, please don't leave us we need people who knows what this REALLY feels like so that we can reach others.
I know what it's like to feel like there's no escape and you feel like you can't stand one more second on this earth or in your own body, all I know is that the truth is in the Bible and that's the ONLY place that's ever helped me from stopping the many other times I wanted to off myself, if you feel like there's nothing left and life is just one day bleeding into another why not pick up a Bible, you just might find something worthwhile.
But from one person who sees almost everything in shades of black and grey, please try to hold on until tomorrow, or call someone I want so badly to get out of this space that I've been in emotionally for so long so that I can reach out to young people I'm an old man (31) maybe some of you young'uns can throw some wisdom my way or keep my head above water one more day, I can tell you that Jesus loves you and is always with you but sometimes I lose sight of that and there I am again in the E.R.
I know there's gonna be a LOT of rolled eyes at this and probably some hate thrown my way but since the age of 11 I've been a cutter it only got worse and worse, until eventually I tried to kill myself, since 14 I have had 4 suicide attempts the most recent just 3 months ago, but God has kept me through it all, this last one was driving my car off of casper mountain so believe me when I say that the attempts are not half hearted, I don't know why I'm still alive or what tomorrow will bring...
I've been down this road. The only thing is that I really didn't have someone to turn to...But I learned that if you look hard enough, you'll find something worth holding onto.
can you guys please look on my videos about my slit wrist story, i have 3 parts, making a 4th part soon.. im trying to help others stop cutting! so please comment, or message me about it.. i want my story to get across to people like me. so like this comment so others can see it, thankyou! <3
Guys, listen, you are not worthless, your worth so much than you can see!
the pain you are going through, will not last! although it feels like you have been going through this stuff for a long time, you don't have to kill or harm yourselves over it :) there is only one of you, and it cannot be replaced. Please!! If you are seriously wanting to commit suicide, and are doing things to harm yourself, call the suicide prevention hotline, or if you want you can inbox me whenever you want! Heretohelp
i was abused all my life im 14 5 of my best mates hav killed thm salf n 2 weeks ago my gf did im bipoler got split persnality n skitsafrena iv stoped taken med as i do wanna die to be with thm i was with my gf for 2 year n best mate were since i was 4 my dad rejected me for his gf n her kids n my mums older child who is not his he has picked over me i live with my mum life with her is betta thn my dads but i cnt cope much more i wanna be with thm so much its unreal i feel so alone
i was abused all my life im 14 5 of my best mates hav killed thm salf n 2 weeks ago my gf did im bipoler got split persnality n skitsafrena iv stoped taken med as i do wanna di to be with thm i was with my gf for 2 year n best mate were since i was 4 my dad rejected me for his gf n her kids n my mums older child who is not his he has picked over me i live with my mum life with her is betta thn my dads but i cnt cope much more i wanna be with thm so much its unreal i feel so alone n want death
you have no clue what ive been thru last week i was looking at the illustrious shine of my sharpest knife in the kitchen held it to my neck and felt the blut cold steel on my skin cried about what could have been realized i truely have nothing to live for... after i put the knife down i made a noose hung it from my roof and let the chair fall the rope wasnt strong enough no matter how hard i try i cant kill myself even though i have nothing...
there's noone to tell. my foster family would laugh and punish me even more and my friends dont know the truth about me. i dont want to tell them for fear of losing them or having it turn out like my old school were i was made fun of everyday. everybady that knows who i am or was just think of me as an emo a "freak". they dont even let their children near me. who's there to tell?
my brother and i argued again today and this time we got physical and i dont know how much longer i can take this, i sit in my room and cry, my mom doesnt even care im ready to give up my life, i can take it anymore ;-;
@KrissyKrossy92 pls dont.. God cares, he loves you.. more than you'll ever realize.. learn to open up to a friend, just let go all the hurt, learn to forgive and trust again.. and to love everyone around you even if you feel neglected.. don't give up on them, and don't give up on yourself.. Life is worth the living if you died loving, and being loved.. i can be your friend(,")..
Suicide kills, not only you but it tears apart everyone else around you. Don' t think for one moment that nobody loves you, or that you arn't hurting anyone else but yourself. That is selfish, but most importantly, would u rather die now and know you lived a crappy life all the way through? or would you rather live it the whole way through and see what comes next? If you want to talk message me, cause I have been where some of u have been, I know what It feels, msg me and I will get back asap:)
when theres literly no one that fucking cares and the one girl you truely care about did this to you and says youll be fine thats pretty much a fuck you i have no friends everyone hates me what prevents me from doing it is music but anyways we can live for nothing or die for somthing if im gonna die im gonna make it for somthing
MrAdambresette 2 days ago
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Whats the point in living if people are just gonna get let down. 👩🔫 (kill me please)
epotter006 3 days ago
truth is i would do it im not afraid and my life sucks rite now but i have so dreams and wants and thing i want to do with my i cant not rite now anyway
lovelylilyy100 3 days ago
Plus, I've given up on hope everywhere except YouTube. People on here can say what they need to without being criticized.
epotter006 5 days ago
"I'll die without help... But I can't let anyone in... It's too hard to take down a wall I built... I feel lonely... And there's only one way to be free, I think... I need to die...suicide is the best way to go..." this is what I tell myself everyday because of depression. I need help. Please help me before it's too late!
epotter006 5 days ago
''i rather be dreaming then living, living just to hard to do!!......its chances not chocies, noise is not vocies....a day is just a thing to get through, living just to hard to do!!..........dreams may be pretend, but at least dreams end......and i just cant stop thinking you'll see, thoughts of suicide comfort me'' ...........i sing this song to myself every night, when im crying myself to sleep, thinking why am i such a bad person.....????
XRay131313 5 days ago
the thing is about reaching out the second floor is waiting for me and i dont wont to go there and they got another thing comin if they think im goin willingly the second floor by the way is were they put mental subjects in the hospital by me
iGotGameDoU 1 week ago
I have major deprssion and I have to go to the hospital every week for therapy I also get loads of suicidal thoughts as well and I'm scared to tak about them so for all of you out there who have the same thoughts friends are a very helpful they may not seem it but they are just trust them they dont want to lose you
xcheermadx 1 week ago
Commit suicide and your enemies win, massacre them
D0OMZDAYZ 1 week ago
i don't want to suicide but i feel forced to live helpme?
barbaricfer 1 week ago
@barbaricfer if you ever wanna talk to me you can.i know im just some random girl on youtube but ive been in your position before and i just really want to help people who are like me cause i feel the same way.but sorry if im just bothering you.
crissangelfan54 1 week ago
@crissangelfan54 hey thanx girl i send you a message with my facebook link add me (:
barbaricfer 1 week ago
I'm brilliant at giving other people advice on how to help themselves... but I always seem lost when it comes to helping myself.
Liizardss 1 week ago
Im seriusly on the verge of commiting suicide i think about it all the time, and ive triedd to kill myself 2 times, the only thing that makes me barely cope is cutting. I dont wan to live anymore im not good enough i have a bad father and mother and i have no friends and the boy i love doesnt love me, im fat ugly, and useless no one woud care if i died
JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER 1 week ago
@JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER For what it's worth, even though I don't know you, I would care. You're a person. And I am willing to bet everything I own that you're a great person and would be wonderful to meet. You have to stick around for the day that the person you love loves you back, and when you know you're beautiful and wonderful. If you don't hold on, you'll never experience that happiness that will come to you. I know how hopeless it feels, but it will be worth it someday soon
xMissPuppetx 1 week ago
@JEDIBELIEBERPOTTER same know how you feel :(
amb500u8787uu 1 week ago
all that explains me wat do i do i dont want help it only makes it worse
stoeckel01 1 week ago
I'm dying inside.
FaiThN9ne 2 weeks ago
It's true I put up walls to see who will break them down I tell them I'm fine but I'm not I try to give them signs hoping they'll see but they don't.... I feel worthless. I have no "friends" just acquaintances....
Tiffany0761 2 weeks ago
You guys take too much value in life. Kill yourself if you are suffering from life. No one will be there to say you have done something wrong and stupid. It's all over before you even know it.
abortion4life666 2 weeks ago
we just wanna be save : / we dont really wanna commit suicide
jimmya2292 2 weeks ago
I have severe manic depression. I usually cry myself till I am literally sick, no joke. The tears don't stop. I could easily spend all day crying in agony. But it doesn't solve my loneliness, my misery, all the times I've been rejected, how much I hate my body and my face, how I can't talk to people without turning into a nervous wreck.
FlavourLikeIceCream 2 weeks ago
Please help! I'm depressed and I was abused as a child and I've basically put up a wall and I don't let anyone get close to me. I feel so broken and misarable. But at school I'm fake and I pretend to be happy. I just don't see the point anymore :(
starfire7474 3 weeks ago
@starfire7474 my friends and family helpt me when it was hard for me to be alive but thing wont get better if your dead
darksider320 3 weeks ago
@moocowpunk Stay strong man
angryasian2 3 weeks ago
You know I don't know if I'm depressed or what but I've been thinking about suicide alot lately and the weird thing is it's not even like I want to die I just don't give a shit just kinda jaded idk if it's like this for anyone else but you feel like you can't hold conversations with people you've known for years Idk just feeling fucked up I kinda get what people are saying about being worthless but idk I've never really been all that expressive when it comes to that
angryasian2 3 weeks ago
Thankyou
MsThehappyqueen24 3 weeks ago
I struggle a good deal with depression and suicidal thoughts. I'm going to get through this, but sometimes it doesn't feel that way. Feelings are liars though. One day I will be happy :)
SparkyFirecracker 3 weeks ago
To every single person that has wanted to die; I love you-3 stay strong
kennabeable 3 weeks ago
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BenForTheWin67 3 weeks ago
i contemplate suicide,im not afraid of death.depression is the only thing i found sincere in life,loneliness,rejection all that ive accepted.somethings you just cant shake.i know what im worth,i know im worthless in others eyes.i ask myself everyday if its the last day ill wake up.why am i living if im just living to die,i say these thing knowing i sound like a bitch.nothing matters.all i have is a list to do before i die,and its just a check list before i do myself in
moocowpunk 3 weeks ago
I kno some1..its me..but i have no1 to turn to. Even my boyfriend sed he duznt want to here it. No1 cares. They help the ppl who dont have problems an jus act like it but im left here alone...how is that fair?...
calliebug36 3 weeks ago
I for some, suicide is not the answer for those left behind, but what if..what IF..the person is hurting so badly for so long,there is no time, no strength left to "hold on"..to "talk".."hope". For me, I wish I had been successful killing myself in the past because I took the advice offered to me every single time: I held on..I talked..I hoped..I did all those things people tell you..and it was all lies. NOTHING HAS CHANGED>>>THINGS ARE ONLY WORSE!
PeopleWiseUp 3 weeks ago
I have tried 5 times..my first being at age 12. I ahve been in and out of counseling my whole life.
I entered this world single, and I dont want to spend the rest of my life alone like I have the 1st 41 years of my life. Nothing ever changes..I honestly dont know why I keep hoping they will.
20+ years...20 FING years!! Alone..heartbroken, full of self hatred! I am so numb..so empty inside..forcing myself not to care so I dont get hurt anymore. I am tired..and I just want it all to end.
PeopleWiseUp 3 weeks ago
I have heard the advice. I know people care. People have reached out and tried to pull up from this pit of despair and self loathing, but nothing help. No words, no counseling, nothing works. Everything they say seems to shallow. Words they are supposed to say in a situation like this. Suicide is a logical solution to those who seek its embrace. I am 41 years old..I have felt this way for over 20 yrs. I dont see anything changing now. Death is my only way out of this nightmarish existence.
PeopleWiseUp 3 weeks ago
I HAVE tried reaching out to people, those who call themselves my best friends and know me better than anyone else-even my family- but no matter how or what I tell them or how I act... they just stay quiet or their words are demotivational in the worst ways,even the counselora from my previous and actual school.They always say the fucking same.I'm tired of that. They KNOW something is WRONG but never say or do anything. I wish someone would do for me what I've done for others.They don't care.
twilightergirl4evr 3 weeks ago
It's all just a moment in time...
MrCaptainchronic99 1 month ago
I'm a 8yr suicide survivor. Even though I refuse to do it, it's very challenging not too.
SuperMike850 1 month ago
im on the sad side of youtube how did i get here
RISDENISACRACKER 1 month ago
I don't have 12 friends...I don't even have five...so yeah.
Sir473 1 month ago
It's hard but anyone thinking of suicide, stop. Think, if you die today you won't know what tomorrow will hold. Talk to someone, talk to me. Suicide raises more questions, to loved ones, than answers. Imagine how heartbroken they'll be, those you don't even think care. I've lost people to suicide, not even people that close to me; everyday I wonder if I could have saved them. I've attempted suicide many times. You are never alone, you think no-one cares, you're wrong... People do care
GreenOrangeBlack 1 month ago
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I never sought help or went to a hotline because I was afraid to try and afraid of the judgement. My first session of therapy was so frustrating to me that it only made me feel worse and I never went again. My friends were what kept me going and my boyfriend was what kept me wanting to stay alive. I'm not an expert or anything but sometimes all you need is a friend who truly cares about you. There's lots who care. If you ever wanna talk about anything. Relevant or not. You can always pm
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xXOatmealxRaisinsXx 1 month ago
I just fill like in worthless and I don't want to be here anymore I HATE life!!
JuicyCoutureGirl1213 1 month ago
thank you for saving me...
pinappleman1 1 month ago
@Yoshibear1998 you can deal with your depression. Just accept what's given/your situation, deal with it and fix your life. No complaints, no buts. Just have the willingness and do it.
vivawet 1 month ago
I hate to see people go through this. I have a friend who has attempted and cut and it kills me. And I don't want anyone to die because of suicide.
Crypticangel911 1 month ago
@fercr31 I care
Crypticangel911 1 month ago
Jeez! U made me cry :( I've been having this suicidal thoughts for a while now. And last weekend, I was there, razor in one hand, pills in the other. And I just thought bout my little sister, she's turning 8 this monday and I thought it would be so fucked up, and dont want to ruin her bday... But sometimes I just wish that someone TRULY care about me, and what im going through
fercr31 1 month ago
@fercr31 I hope these thoughts leave you soon, as I hate to see someone in such a dark place. I also hope that your little sister indirectly keeps saving you from suicide whatever is causing it because you have so much potential and too valuable to loose especially at 17, and your sister will need you when she gets older, so let that be your motivation to keep on going. Peace and love from the UK, a brighter day will come soon
the90sprince 4 weeks ago
I've been feeling really bad for some time, I've been feeling like I don't want to live anymore but there is something that always me back from doing anything. I act happy and like nothing is wrong, but I wish that someone would notice how unhappy and broken I feel.
KMontgomery817 1 month ago
hey if anyone needs someone to talk to inbox me on here and ill give you my email or something dont let depression take over your life ill hellp neway i can
shock378 1 month ago
The ones you should really care about are those that want to live and build a better society. I view suicide as natural selection.
iRSleepy 1 month ago
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This describes me so much /: my depression is really bad to were ive had so many nervous breakdowns and i crie my self to sleep almost every night
katieG855 1 month ago
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This describes me so much /: my depression is really bad to were ive had so many nervous breakdowns and i crie my self to sleep almost every night
katieG855 1 month ago
this helped me.. but i still ... i dont know how to stop wanting to end it.
rsantiago2221 1 month ago
@rsantiago2221 same it is soo hurt and i am 12 years old , live if you dont thinkabout your family they love you
katieG855 1 month ago
@rsantiago2221 dont end yourself, alot of people out there are going through the same thing. there are ALWAYS people you can talk to. I'm going through the same but if you want to ask me for advice then im willing to answer.:) smile!
UFO5009 1 month ago
lovely vid thanks x
adamball2056 1 month ago
This describes me so much /: my depression is really bad to were ive had so many nervous breakdowns and i crie my self to sleep almost every night
Airleena1 1 month ago
@Airleena1 if you need someone to talk to message me on youtube and ill give you my email or number i really hope you get to feeling better deppression sucks i know but it will pass and ill try to help you if you want
shock378 1 month ago
@shock378 Thanks /: n its not going away idk ive had it ever since i wasnt able to see my brothers sisters and i miss my old life, its like ive lost 8 of friends do to scuicidal
Airleena1 1 month ago
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My boyfriend suffers from depression... I'm the only thing keeping him from suicide :'(
x1xJAZZYx1x 1 month ago
To anyone dealing with difficult feelings and thoughts: Inbox me and I can talk to you to try and help! I'm studying psychology and I am experienced in cognitive behavioural therapy and ready to help anyone for free over inbox :)
Shygirl1647 1 month ago
I have been depressed for along time now and suicide come to thought from time to time. I would reach out to someone one but I have always had trust issues, my biological parents had beat me let me go hungry. Then I would go from foster home to foster home felt like I was not wanted. Finally get adopted my child hood was good after being adopted but once I got into middle school people who you think are friend would turn against you and talk bad about you, ever sence then i've thought of suicide
069chevy 1 month ago
@069chevy Trust me, you'll be fine. There are A WHOLE LOT of people who care about you. More than you think. Middle School can be an awkward time for people because everyone is trying to act a certain way to fit in. Just be yourself and you will see that lots of people will like you for who you are. Hang in there bud, you'll be just fine!
MrVolfan4life 1 month ago
@MrVolfan4life I'm glad to see there is still some good people in the harsh world, you would think people would grow up and stop acting like kids.
069chevy 1 month ago
I never thought I suffered from depression until recently. I've been reading up on it and a lot of the symptoms I can relate too. I think about death but I would never actually commit suicide but my life is not going in the direction I want it to go right now and time is just flying by. I feel like I'm running out of time to figure out what to do with the rest of my life. I just wish people would take me seriously. I feel like my own family doesn't take me seriously.
MrVolfan4life 1 month ago
Nobody understands me, or how I'm feeling, nobody knows what's going on, not even my parents, and I can't tell anyone, people would just laugh, even my family.
enragedmilk 1 month ago
I have wonderful parents. But it's all the fucking dick heads at school that make me want to end my life.
WaNkInGsQuIrReL 1 month ago
the suicide hot line is a joke. i called and in 4 minutes or less we hung up..they never asked if i thought i would do it or how..and only said call somebody in your community for help..no help ever came.
sweetkittytwine 1 month ago
i feel the same way i also think about what song will be played at my funeral. i also wonder who will be there. will they cry? would i be sad?
brown2009619 1 month ago
i think about my funeral everyday and what song i want played. it makes me cry.
evilblood1982 1 month ago
i deal with my depression by getting high on weed at 11 and iam NOT joking
thelorna11 1 month ago 12
@thelorna11 You`re just a stupid child. And no, it won`t get better.
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warren010h 1 month ago
I can help other people with that sort of stuff, talk them outa it... But I don't know how to deal with my OWN depression. :(
Yoshibear1998 1 month ago 22
@Yoshibear1998 I'm in the same position as you. I don't know how to handle myself and my depression but I have a few friends who suffer from depression and I help them out on a regular basis. Just know that there IS someone out there that will talk to you when you need them most. You're not alone
MrVolfan4life 1 month ago
@Yoshibear1998 i know how you feel cause i do the same thing
420DEAD763 1 month ago
Jus go commit suicide and then u ain't gotta deal wit shit
EndoSmoke16 1 month ago
@EndoSmoke16 Really. You need a life. I, along with many, many people in this world, suffer from depression. Right there, what you just said.. could've made someone end their life. They could've been standing there, knife in hand, came across this video they thought would give them hope; then read your comment. Nice going, you could've ended a life.
neonzebra56 1 month ago
@neonzebra56 lifE ain't meant 4 everyone it's like why suffer from deadly disease Or any other kind symptom When u can take tha eazy way out and commit suicide No worries after dat problems are solved
EndoSmoke16 1 month ago
the only way i deal witth my depression is alcohol and getting so drunk i forget why people hate me and why i hate myself
imprezaowner 1 month ago
i've reached out to the person i love, she does not know how i feel, those arms are what mine look like right now because love hurts... this video truly touched me though.
TripDaRipper 1 month ago
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Hey, I'm a freshman in high school and i've been battling depression for 4 years. I became suicidal last year, but forced my emotions away. I'm done hiding. I'm done fighting. I'm done with those horrible people that call you their friends. Once I find a way, I'm going to finally end it all. I just wanted to say goodbye to someone, and wanted to see if anyone would care enough to reply.
mrobinson03029 1 month ago
i was once considered brae for cutting myself, but those people were wrong. very wrong. im braver now than i ever was then.
ISuperClarexD 1 month ago
what if they don't understand?
what if you tell and nobody thinks you're telling the truth?
what if you can't tell the people around you?
totallyme34 2 months ago
Whats bad about my life is i cut my self because im depressed and idk why im depressed i mean yes, i have a crapy life but i dont kno what to do either ive attempted suicide a lot people have tried to help me but no nothing will save me from the hell im in
cheychey1111111111 2 months ago
im obsessed with death but i dont think im suicidal well maybe idk o_O
4568goodgirl 2 months ago
hint: none of these kids ever killed themselves and never will. they are pathetic attention whores that NEED and cant GET
runningcockroach 2 months ago
teenagers are so stupid.
runningcockroach 2 months ago
i think about just killing myself all the time would save alot of trouble
imacuter4life 2 months ago
My best friend commited suicide April 30, 2010. Pill overdose. And its been the worst year and a half of my life.
1996tayy 2 months ago
What's with everyone obsessing over TEEN suicide? My first attempt was when I was eleven!
jkseiden 2 months ago
@jkseiden same! i tried very young i guess eleven is anyway and i think about it all the time now!
RGViral 2 months ago
I dont show it but ive been planning ever since the start of high school :(
RandonStuff5665 2 months ago
i like this song...who is it
dupbr13 2 months ago
guess that makes me 1 out of 12 that have tryed it and 1 out of 5 that dont show it
imacuter4life 2 months ago
tried*
sze96random 2 months ago
ive trief reaching out to someone. NEVER doing that ever again.
sze96random 2 months ago
why does no one care anymore? no one give a fuck anymore to ask a simple " are you ok" but as i expected. Its too late for me, so talk and i will listen. No one listen to me so may as well give someone else the help i never got. Again you talk i will listen.
shadowninja463 2 months ago
I'm suicidal. I have been for the past year. I've tried to kill myself once before and I got immediate help but that didn't last. The help I got wasn't good enough it didn't last more than a week. Now they say if I want to see someone again it means i'll have to try suicide again. But what they don't realize is that if I do it again I will make sure I do it right. I will die.
OriginalGirlyGirl107 2 months ago
@OriginalGirlyGirl107 same
amb500u8787uu 2 months ago
i have been depressed for two months not alot think again ive self inguried myself i have sighned up for counsaling i am not going to give up on tring to get over my depression any one want to talk to someone i know how you feel message me talk to me
TheBrandee18 2 months ago
talk to my mom and get her advice but she will force me to tell her who. I really don't know what to do. Please give me any advice you have.
Also, to everyone else out there discouraged, or suicidal, or anyone at all, I love you. *hugs everyone*
KeiOfTheWolves 2 months ago
I come as a depressed person. I self injure sometimes, but I am not here about myself.
I'm really worried about one of my best friends. She has confided in me that she self injures, and that she attempted suicide when she was seven because her parents were going through a divorce. I don't know what to do, she tells me that she has been thinking about suicide and keeps talking about drowning herself. I don't want to break her trust unless I am positive that she is in real danger, and I want to
KeiOfTheWolves 2 months ago
i have tried. and i am the same position as @BreakingInGrace
i dnt know what to do anymore....
soccerchick2101 3 months ago
@soccerchick2101 me to :( i just want to die i cant cope with life anymore :/
amb500u8787uu 2 months ago
o.O
MonsterHollyRawwr 3 months ago
Confession:
I have been depressed the last two years, and suicidal the last year and a half.
I go around everyday pretending to be happy. I hide out in my room all day, and sit there and sleep or cry. I hate my life, and I have contemplated killing myself. I have tried on two occasions. I'm writing this because i honestly don't know what to do with myself. I'm getting off of this computer, and go cry myself to sleep. Goodnight world and hopefully i wont see you again after this.
BreakingInGrace 3 months ago
@BreakingInGrace Why? What makes you hate your life? I know a few years ago, Ihated my life, and it felt like I just went through the motions of living without feeling a thing. But having someone to turn to at this time makes it so much easier to cope.
suprememaz 2 months ago
I just got back from the hospital after 3 days why i was in the hospital i walked in on my friend putting a gun to his had i jumped at the gun the bullet missed him but hit me in the shoulder
TheBSR25 3 months ago
:'(
lisarocksalot18 3 months ago
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hey this is a shout out to anyone that needs a friend or wants someone to talk to, i am here and will listen to you. contact me
livelaughlove0113 3 months ago
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@9317Words I read this. And I'm 3 of the people on the list.
suprememaz 3 months ago
People think that no one cares about them, but there is ALWAYS someone who does. That could be a mother a father a brother a sister a girlfriend a boyfriend a friend, anyone. And even if you think those people don't care about you, remember i do. I know I don't know you, but if i found out anyone didn't wake up tomorrow, it would hurt me. It would hurt me like I was a friend, because I am. I am a friend to all those in pain. That's the truth.
TheCjg2000 3 months ago
I was just crying my eyes out cuz of a guy and now I am stuck I thought he was different but nooo....='(
Ninjas946 3 months ago
I have done what this video said I would've and no one has even tried to reach out to me
johann53100 3 months ago
The only person that seems to help me now ismy freind, the one who has also tried to kill himself like I have
TheBoyCalledSam 3 months ago
This is how i always feel, when will someone realze that i need help :(
TexanGirl102 3 months ago
@TexanGirl102 same:/
amb500u8787uu 3 months ago
I have had some very, very dark moments in my life one just recently. If you are going through dark moments just stop and think for just one moment that it will be better even though it may not seem like it at the time. You are never, ever alone and you are wanted in this life, life is so much better with you here no matter what. Life will always get better I promise you that. I have been there before and I never thought that life would be different, but it is, I am proof. You are loved.
21pperZ 3 months ago
I've felt this way for about a month now. I've even tried to commit suicide with sleeping pills, all I did was pass out and wake up hours later with a very bad head and stomach ache. All of this is because of my self hatred for being gay. It's not being gay in itself, but it's being different. It's knowing that I'm going to crush my family when I come out. And it's knowing that because of this I could lose my best friend (a straight guy) who I love like a brother, all because of my sexuality.
MrImagayguy 3 months ago
no 1 knows hw I feel :(
teople 3 months ago
What if the only person u can talk to is a teacher that hates u. If u got kicked out of her class bc she thought u were gonna hurt her? I have no one to tlk to except her and I'm scared to approach her please tell me what to do.
blazelahuvsyooh 3 months ago
@blazelahuvsyooh There is always someone else to talk to other than a teacher, family friends?? therapists anyone....but it helps more to talk to a person who is feeling like you... im sure you could talk to your teacher though, when u feel depressed or low it helps just to talk to anyone really...x
zzScottyGalzz 3 months ago
3 of my friends commited suicide because of bullyinq...And i miss them terribly! They were the people that I felt comfotable talking to..But they took there life because people thought that it was funny to call them names , or push them to their limits..And one of my friends who commited suicide had problems of her own at home...And the people who bullyed her didnt know that , but they thought it was alright to bully them,,,I miss them so much <3 Listen if you thinking of commiting suicide dont!
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SlyonBassDotCom 3 months ago
Suicide is a horrible thing. I should know because I have planned it and i have also cut, it helps I know, but if you are planning suicide or are a cutter please do not hesitate to ask for help. There are people out there that Do care and DO want to help.
Rock1on100 3 months ago
I am a 12 year old girl who has never been hugged by her parents. they yell and scream all the time at me or at my 2 little brothers 6 and 9. that leaves me to cook clean and teach them stuff and practically raise them. both my parents are bipolar and depressed and have sever ADHD. so do I. And when there friends r over they have the nerve to say they love me.
gabbie23123 3 months ago 2
@gabbie23123 omg ik how it feels thats what my mom does!
kileymstryker123 3 months ago
@gabbie23123 have you told anyone else? such as a teacher or a friend? Because you probably should. If you hold it in, it'll only harm you and your siblings more. Letting it out will let everyone help you. No one at your age should have to deal with what you dealing with now. I hope you get through this. You'll be in my prayers tonight.
The Best is Yet to Come
suprememaz 3 months ago
how did you do this video and post it?
The21Waffles 3 months ago
my girlfriend told me over the phone that she wanted to commit suicide... she told me that her parents didn't love her and told her that she was a mistake. Her sister is at Harvard and her parents told her (in complete seriousness) that if she isn't as good as her sister she can't show her face to them anymore. She recently burned herself on purpose. And before that she cut herself sometimes... plus she also has a huge bottle of pills that she can take all at the same time. I love you Luz :(
NaivePheonix 4 months ago
I was saved by the one I loved. I tried to overdose in the hallway of a youth group event and he heard me hit the ground unconscious they called 911 and my parents told me he didn't leave my side the entire time I'm I was unconscious and he was there when I woke up -3 I love him so much
h2ogurl1234 4 months ago
My friend overdosed on pills yesterday and i rushed over to her house to find her unconsious. I called 911 and they said they caught it just in time and if i hadnt called when i did she wouldve been dead. Im just happy shes getting the help she needs right now. God is good!
101Reaggyful 4 months ago
Don't give up? It's easy for you to say. Now I feel so alone again and all of those feelings are coming back. Talk to someone about my problem? I don't think someone would care. I'm just a garbage to you huh mom? Guess what fuck you for everything.
moniechuable 4 months ago
I died August 18, 2007.
And was reborn the next day.
You think someone helped me? No, nobody gives a shit about me when all of those things happened to me. My sister knows about it. But she told me to be careful and not cut too deep. When my mom saw the fresh cuts on my wrist you guys want to know what she told me? "You better not fuck this up". What she meant by that was for me to not get in trouble until my sister and I become a US citizen. It fucking hurts thinking about it now.
moniechuable 4 months ago
theres nothing left for me, i done.
iSnxpez 4 months ago
There's a lot of truth to this video. People ask you all the time how you're doing. We know they're doing it out of courtesy, and not because they truly care or want to know. If one person, said, how are you really doing, after I said im fine or good, I'd probably break down on the spot. No one cares that much though. People are blind to the signs. I sleep a lot, oversleep, ive given things away that once meant something to me, and I've been losing wheight. Was 145lbs. Now im 128lbs. No1 see's
mnetrucker 4 months ago
I was raped 2 weeks ago and I feel like I am losing everything and everyone. I barely have anyfriends and the guy that said he wanted to be with me forever is now dating someone else. What else can go wrong...
broknheartedgrl1 4 months ago
@broknheartedgrl1 ok hun, i dont know you and you dont know me but i have helped so many of my friends (girls) that have been raped get through the rough patch afterwards. if you ever need someone to talk to im a great listener. just like write back if you would like someone to listen. stay strog girl
koalabear1313 4 months ago
my parents think i do it for attention.. that's it's all an 'act.' but what they don't know.. it's gone on for 3 years now. and it gets worse and worse each, and every day.
smexykitten1234 4 months ago
whats worse is that it was by a guy i grew up with and he told me he though i was fakeing it and that i just wanted him to take it slow. so basically he admits hearing me and ignoring my saying no. not every girl fights to get the person off of them, some freeze up and go along with it they are so scared. i just wish i had someone who could see past the mask which is my smile and hug me. not 1 of my "friends" has said nything along the lines of it will be ok or is there anything i can do
megirl160 4 months ago
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i was raped around 8 weeks ago i feel like im in a black hole i have a few friends that know and ya the one hugged me for like a full 2 minutes but thats it, its like they think they gave their sympathy and can move on with their lives...i have no one whose even seeing the scars on my arms or me crying as i walk around town. im just waiting for the day that i punch something to hard and end up with a broken hand. right now death is welcome. if i had easy acces to rope im sure id be dead by now
megirl160 4 months ago
i was raped around 8 weeks ago i feel like im in a black hole i have a few friends that know and ya the one hugged me for like a full 2 minutes but thats it, its like they think they gave their sympathy and can move on with their lives...i have no one whose even seeing the scars on my arms or me crying as i walk around town. im just waiting for the day that i punch something to hard and end up with a broken hand. right now death is welcome. if i had easy acces to rope im sure id be dead by now.
megirl160 4 months ago
we all have our problems. . if anyone ever wants to talk i'm here: jayla95@yahoo.com
u4Change 4 months ago
My girlfriend left me almost a year ago, and I'm still depressed about it. Is there something wrong with me?
AzashValim 4 months ago
@AzashValim if you need some one to talk too you can talk too me i have been throw everying more then 2 times
Mr2001fordmustang 4 months ago
Thank you, You have helped me convince a friend out of it. Now she can sleep safe, she is my girlfriend, and I will be with her for a lot longer. btw this happens to be her favourite song playing. Your a angel
dl975s 4 months ago
is that what you get paid to do?
eyeambored1 4 months ago
I forgot for a second there that this can be a dangerous place (internet) you can call but if you're more comfortable just e-mail me at appollyion@yahoo.com
Appollyion 4 months ago
Last but not least if anyone wants to talk with me about ANYTHING day or night my #is 307-258-3857, if you just want me to listen then that's what I'll do, if you want advice you'll get the best I have (maybe not saying a whole lot there) ;) but PLEASE don't leave EVERY single one of you is a beautiful work of art unfolding and shining for others to see every day whether you know it or not, please don't leave us we need people who knows what this REALLY feels like so that we can reach others.
Appollyion 4 months ago
I know what it's like to feel like there's no escape and you feel like you can't stand one more second on this earth or in your own body, all I know is that the truth is in the Bible and that's the ONLY place that's ever helped me from stopping the many other times I wanted to off myself, if you feel like there's nothing left and life is just one day bleeding into another why not pick up a Bible, you just might find something worthwhile.
Appollyion 4 months ago
But from one person who sees almost everything in shades of black and grey, please try to hold on until tomorrow, or call someone I want so badly to get out of this space that I've been in emotionally for so long so that I can reach out to young people I'm an old man (31) maybe some of you young'uns can throw some wisdom my way or keep my head above water one more day, I can tell you that Jesus loves you and is always with you but sometimes I lose sight of that and there I am again in the E.R.
Appollyion 4 months ago
I know there's gonna be a LOT of rolled eyes at this and probably some hate thrown my way but since the age of 11 I've been a cutter it only got worse and worse, until eventually I tried to kill myself, since 14 I have had 4 suicide attempts the most recent just 3 months ago, but God has kept me through it all, this last one was driving my car off of casper mountain so believe me when I say that the attempts are not half hearted, I don't know why I'm still alive or what tomorrow will bring...
Appollyion 4 months ago
brb while i go get the knife
SWFexpert 4 months ago
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SWFexpert 4 months ago
I've been down this road. The only thing is that I really didn't have someone to turn to...But I learned that if you look hard enough, you'll find something worth holding onto.
tablergrl09 4 months ago
can you guys please look on my videos about my slit wrist story, i have 3 parts, making a 4th part soon.. im trying to help others stop cutting! so please comment, or message me about it.. i want my story to get across to people like me. so like this comment so others can see it, thankyou! <3
23AllTimeLow23 4 months ago
If any of you need someone to talk to im here!! Just message me:)!
lovePINK1117 5 months ago
Guys, listen, you are not worthless, your worth so much than you can see!
the pain you are going through, will not last! although it feels like you have been going through this stuff for a long time, you don't have to kill or harm yourselves over it :) there is only one of you, and it cannot be replaced. Please!! If you are seriously wanting to commit suicide, and are doing things to harm yourself, call the suicide prevention hotline, or if you want you can inbox me whenever you want! Heretohelp
pepperbunny14 5 months ago
i was abused all my life im 14 5 of my best mates hav killed thm salf n 2 weeks ago my gf did im bipoler got split persnality n skitsafrena iv stoped taken med as i do wanna die to be with thm i was with my gf for 2 year n best mate were since i was 4 my dad rejected me for his gf n her kids n my mums older child who is not his he has picked over me i live with my mum life with her is betta thn my dads but i cnt cope much more i wanna be with thm so much its unreal i feel so alone
mabey1997 5 months ago
i was abused all my life im 14 5 of my best mates hav killed thm salf n 2 weeks ago my gf did im bipoler got split persnality n skitsafrena iv stoped taken med as i do wanna di to be with thm i was with my gf for 2 year n best mate were since i was 4 my dad rejected me for his gf n her kids n my mums older child who is not his he has picked over me i live with my mum life with her is betta thn my dads but i cnt cope much more i wanna be with thm so much its unreal i feel so alone n want death
mabey1997 5 months ago
you have no clue what ive been thru last week i was looking at the illustrious shine of my sharpest knife in the kitchen held it to my neck and felt the blut cold steel on my skin cried about what could have been realized i truely have nothing to live for... after i put the knife down i made a noose hung it from my roof and let the chair fall the rope wasnt strong enough no matter how hard i try i cant kill myself even though i have nothing...
yuotubehero 5 months ago
there's noone to tell. my foster family would laugh and punish me even more and my friends dont know the truth about me. i dont want to tell them for fear of losing them or having it turn out like my old school were i was made fun of everyday. everybady that knows who i am or was just think of me as an emo a "freak". they dont even let their children near me. who's there to tell?
aokska 5 months ago
yeah, 2 of my best friends did.. one right infront of me.. (auicide)
OhuSolider 5 months ago in playlist sad playlist
I guess a lot of this is true, as much of it applies to what I do and say...
TSagaTrailers 6 months ago
no theres not you dont know how much ive tryed to talk to people know one wants to take the time to get to know me im just "that white kid"
64impalaboi 6 months ago
You saved my life.
Tobye94 6 months ago 4
Ok Basically Im Down Nothing Everything That Makes Me Happy Is Gonee:'[
Parents Hate Me Hell The Whole Universe Might Hate me
Everyone is labeling me !!!!Which I cant Even Stand!!!!!
All I Do Is Cut But Nothing Happens....:'[ When Will Someone Care
WolfNinja55 6 months ago
my brother and i argued again today and this time we got physical and i dont know how much longer i can take this, i sit in my room and cry, my mom doesnt even care im ready to give up my life, i can take it anymore ;-;
KrissyKrossy92 6 months ago
@KrissyKrossy92 pls dont.. God cares, he loves you.. more than you'll ever realize.. learn to open up to a friend, just let go all the hurt, learn to forgive and trust again.. and to love everyone around you even if you feel neglected.. don't give up on them, and don't give up on yourself.. Life is worth the living if you died loving, and being loved.. i can be your friend(,")..
gra0418 6 months ago
Suicide kills, not only you but it tears apart everyone else around you. Don' t think for one moment that nobody loves you, or that you arn't hurting anyone else but yourself. That is selfish, but most importantly, would u rather die now and know you lived a crappy life all the way through? or would you rather live it the whole way through and see what comes next? If you want to talk message me, cause I have been where some of u have been, I know what It feels, msg me and I will get back asap:)
pepperbunny14 6 months ago