Hi Paige, thank you for being honest. There's a lot of young woman who don't know and this is definitely one way of getting the truth out there. Also, God loves you and if you come to Him through His Son, Jesus, there is real and true forgiveness for us, that sets us free.
Hi Paige <3 Thank you so much for sharing your story... Have you seen the new 180 Movie? Check them out and try to get the word out... Love you soo much Paige and thanks again... ***bigg hugs and kisses****
This video made me cry,you are such a strong person<3I never watched you videos before but I seen on a teen mom website your profile and thought Id check it out and clicked on that video and now im sitting here crying because it takes one strong person to have to go though that and to talk about it in front of people.Your a good person and probally helping alot of teenagers who need someone to talk to about this situation(:
Never abort. Spread that message as a witness of the pain. It's murder, you can always give a baby up for adoption and a family can be found. Most of the time god will help sort your problems out if you keep one of his creations alive. Life is hard for everyone, stay strong girl.
You are an inspiration to me....you have done more for me than you know i wanna thank you for saving me from making a bad desicion. Your the reason my daughter is here today(: She is amazing... Her name is Autumn Nicole Smith born on October 2ed 2011..There are two videos of her on my page and a video showing my journery throughout my pregnancy... Once again, Thanks you!<3
You are amazing. And as a Christian let me reminded you that God forgives us when we ask for it, and yes you will meet your Angel one day. God bless you, Justice, and Angel
your very strong young woman! just think that if you would hav had your angel you would have had your wonderfull sonn. you still have your lil girl at heart.
You are so brave Paige, People can say what they want about being young and a mother, but you are doing a great job, and even though you are young, you are more mature than most girls your age. I wish the best for your little family, I hope you are always blessed, and Learn to forgive yourself sweetie, We all make mistakes we regret, but everything happens for a reason.
I cried as I watched your video, So far I have watched almost all of them, and you are one of the bravest people I have seen on here.
Other people just say mean stuff and rude things about this stuff, Personally I don't believe in them, But You had a reason to do it and you are just so brave. <3
Hi i am 18 and my girlfriend is 17 she still in school and wants to be a model she a great person her parents are horrible and so demanding and expect so much i'd never kill a child but she want's an abortion and she'd have to get one whether she told her parents or not because thats what they believe in and it's hurt because idk what to do i don't want to do this what am i suppose to do ...this really fucking sucks if i could carry my child i wouldn't do it
@tezepremillz Don't just tell her, but show her that her child is a human being. Use youtube, google, anything. One who doesn't know their unborn cild is alive, is ignorant. She wouldn't kill a child if it were in a stroller would she? So how is it anuy different in the womb? It's not. Adoption is a wonderful gift for so many that can't bear children themselves. To kill your child is a selfish act. Do whatever you can to save that child's life. It will be a blessing to someone.
i put my son up for adoption.. sorry about your story...if u need to talk to someone i'll listen.... it was 10 years ago that i put my son up for adoption. it still hurts... i made the choice and it was a good choice...
thank you for doing this video i know it was already about a year ago but i really appreciate it. It gave me a chance to find your video by mistake but im glad i did. i did a search to c if anyone had posted videos about how they looked or felt each week. currently in 6 weeks pregnant almost 7 an i dont know what to do. i got a lil teary eyed wit ur story becuz im stil tryin to decide if i should keep it or not. if i do keep it ill b a single mother and im just really scared right now.
your amazing for making this video. I don't agree with abortion but when got as young as you were, sometimes that's the best decision. but now you have your beautiful baby boy.
this video was very inspiring im considering making one of my own but it takes so much courage and idk if im ready yet.. that decision was the hardest choice i ever made and the only regret i have i sit here and think how could i have done that.. it happened nov 14th 2008 really close to yours and i was 19 and pressured into it by family.. and was scared to tell the father i never thought in a million years he'd believe me and the hardest part was after it was all done i told him and he did =[
I completely understand how you're feeling. My story's a little different, I had a miscarriage last year but I've had friends who have had abortions and I have considered one before.
Thank you for being so honest. You're a beautiful, amazing girl. :]]
I just wanted to thank you so much for making this video, i just recently had the procedure and it was the hardest thing thats happened to me in my whole life, i regret it everyday. You're a very brave, and i hope that one day I can be the same and see my little boy in Heaven <3
I recommend the book "Forbidden Grief" by Theresa Burke Ph.D. Replacement pregnancies after abortion are extremely common. This book "Forbidden Grief" talks all about post-abortion syndrome. It is non-judgemental and I know it will help you. I have never had an abortion though I did have an unplanned pregnancy. But I have many friends who have aborted and this book helped me understand where they are coming from.
wow thats crzy i had no idea....my mom had an abortiion 5 years ago she thought she had kept it a secret but i over heard hear late one night one the phone crying and talking about it i was so devasted when i found the paper work and the ultra sound pictures of the baby.
i don't know you. and i have never had an abortion. but i have suffered miscarriage. in a way i know how you feel. and i just wanted to say that i am proud of you for being able to share this story with total strangers. my heart goes out to you ♥
While I am Pro-Choice, and I did have an abortion before, I have to say that you are a strong person for posting this, and you cannot take any shit from anyone. It took some balls to post this, and I really hope that you feel better about the issue, because it is hard. Thank you for reaching out to the other women.
omg..youre really brave for sharing this!!! i have to say the same thing happn to me except that my second baby was of the same father as the first...i had an abortion cuz my bf convinced me it was the best for both but it turned out when i got preggers again and didn´t abort it he just walk away from us... i honestly feel that my son came back to me..he has a purpose that´s why he came back to me.. if u ever want to talk send me a mmsg ok ? bye
We need more women like you to come forward and tell it like it really is. I understand that some women do see it as a way to "fix" their "situation" and never see it as anything more than that, they use it as a form of birth control. But I think most girls come away feeling exactly as you did (and do). My mother had no one to talk to, saw no other option and has regretted it every day of the last 30 years and she never wanted me to feel that pain and guilt so she made sure I understood
My friend Becky was a prochoice ten days after this video was posted I envited her to a sleepover and I convinced her to watch it after it was done she said she was pro-life and that night accepted Christ into her heart and ever sence she's been a christian Paige you saved her you did truely thankyou for me being twelve that changed my heart thank you thank you
I am pro life and I do not agree with your choice. But I know you were scared and girls dont know what they are doing. I hope that more girls are educated about how bad abortion is and how it doesnt make you "unpregnant." I hope you know you have 2 kids, darling. I hope you forgive yourself and start to feel ok again. God will forgive you and you will see your little girl again. If you ever need to talk to me, email me if you want
I am an avid pro-lifer, but I am a REAL pro-lifer. I am not only pro-life because of my religion and the baby. I am also pro-life for women. Abortion is not and never will be a women's health issue. Abortion hurts women more than the media wants people to know. It is the biggest exploitation of women there ever was. women are often left damaged emotionally or physically. Keep reaching out to other girls. Help those who have not made decisions yet. You are strong. Bravo!
wow, im so sorry, i know exactly what you are going through. I just had an abortion a week ago and ive been crying every day. God bless you and your child.
you have to forgive yourself completely. if u have faith in christ jesus then u know you will see her again in heaven. she wouldn't want u to be sad or have all those nasty flashbacks. trust me, shes stoked shes in heaven. i had an abortion to at 16. partying, into drugs ect. even waited till i was 11 weeks to get it. i had horrible regrets for a while but now i even almost envy that baby.it's in heaven and i'll meet it soon!!! <33 i ask god to tell my baby how much i love it!! <333
Excellent vid, I'm glad you had the courage to speak out about this horrific mistake you make. This will help others no doubt. Keep your head up & smile cuz there is light at the end of that dark tunnel
Thank you for sharing your story w/us. Please ladies.If you have had an abortion,speak up to save other’s from having to go through the same grief you have experienced.You can save them &their babies,be brave&courageous,we need you,the mothers need you,the babies need your voice!You speak from 1st hand experience,they will listen to you.
@angelshoulders People going through this don't need anyone whispering in their ear either way. They need to make the choice for themselves. If you are not emotionally, physically or financially ready or if you're in an unstable/abusive relationship then you're not in the right state to have a child and that could lead to the child having a miserable life. The person that is going to be most devastated though will always be the mother and they need support both ways; for abortion or against.
I know it took courage to share your story it makes me wonder how many others share the pain you have experienced?I pray that you will touch many other lives with your story&possibly keep someone from this terrible pain&loss.I have talked to others that share that same deep sorrow. My prayer for you is that you will follow the higher road and walk in the path of righteousness who is Jesus who forgives all our iniquity's&sins.
it is sad you were pressured into committing this terrible sin , i don't have all the answers ,I'm just some idiot ... only advice i can give is turn it over to god he is the answer... abortion is murder dont let any one fool you to think it isnt... hope you can get thru this
Hello, I just listened to 300 and I have to say: Thankyou for being so brave and letting this not only your unborn baby, but the rather unlucky boyfriend go... you have really made the best decision in my opinion because when I was 16, I made a girl Pregenant..I was 16, rubbish job and no qualifications.had we have had the kid, it would have been a financial disaster...That we didn't meant tha teventually in my life I got to see the world...It could have been so different...Well done. No offence
i know this has been said plenty of times but your video helped me soo much. your story is the same as mine and now im 7 months pregnant with my baby boy. it still hurts but things happen all for a reason. even though i never met him he changed my whole life around he did so much for me in such little time he made grow up and made me look around at what i took advantage of and what i needed to do. now i know ill be the best mother i can be to bentley.
I still feel so guilty and its been 19 years. I am not able to have children now and I feel that I'm being punished. I felt like you did so alone I had no one to turn to. Back then there wasn't the knowledge that there is now or the resources. I'm thankful for women like you, who have the courage to talk openly about your experience. Young women aren't alone anymore, complete strangers are here to help them, by sharing their stories and giving good advice. Thank you.
@LaNaeNae2 What a beautiful prolife statement you have made here. Please continue to share your story. Abortion hurts women, contrary to what the pro choice would have you believe. You need to share your story, in remembrance of your little one, you can prevent others from having the grief you are now experiencing! Please, please, please, share your story where ever you can! xoxoxo
I'm glad you were able build up the strength to talk about what you went through. Your story is the story that often goes untold, or not publicized. I hope this reach out to a lot girls and women that are considering abortion.
Wow, i've been through almost the same thing but some stuff are different. I got pregnant at 15 also and my mom made me get an abortion. I feel that the baby was a boy, it still brings tears to my eyes when i think about it. I got pregnant again and now i have my beautiful little girl at the age of 17 :] I'm happy that i found someone that's been through the same thing that i could relate to.
@azncutie1627 Please share your story where ever, when ever you can. This post abortion regret needs to be known! Prochoicers don't believe abortion hurts women, that women suffer grief! You are so awesome to share your story. Give that baby boy some love for all of us! xo
bless you! people think "abortion is a way of getting rid of a mistake" u are very brave for getting on here and telling ur story. u can help girls before they make a mistake. dont beat urself up hunn. i am the most prolife person ever, but i know people make mistakes. we all make mistakes! u show in this video that there are problems after, its a blessing. u shld NEVER feel guilty if u want to take something back, cause that means u regret it. but u can move on, and ask god for forgivness.<3
i'v watched your video's and i applaud you for having the courage to come out and say what you did, a lot of girls keep it hidden and it's one of those things like you said that never happened but it does and it still does everyday
Paige, I am enamored with how gracefully and courageously you share your life. I KNOW you have helped so many girls and I am glad there are people like you sharing their hope and knowledge. Thank you for your honesty and bravery.
Thank you so so much for your courage! This is one of the most touching videos I've seen on youtube. This video will not only help those considering abortion, but also those who are trying to heal from it's after affects. You have a beautiful soul. Thank you!
Wow, that was so utterly amazing yet so so sad. I don't understand what it's like, but I just love that you were able to tell your story. I'm sure it really did take alot. I think you did the right thing in the end. You were too young, and you were thinking about what was best for her. You seem so much older than you are. Very mature.
You have been so strong. No one can take away that guilt. Keep your chin up and It must help to talk about your pain. You are a fantastic mother and it has nothing to do with age. I was 22 when i had my son (he's 5.5 months old now). I always believe in whats meant to be is meant to be. You have a beautiful son and a beautiful daughter. u will meet her one day and I am sure that she is with u always. Justin loves you so much and you can just be the best mum you can be. Take it one day at a time
wow this was a great video i don't know exactly what you went through..but i know what it feels like to go there and almost get an abortion i had to sit there and watch the video and then sit in a room in silence they told me i should get an abortion i was almost 9 weeks when i went there...but you know what everything happens for a reason and now you have 1 beautiful angel on earth and one up in heaven watching over you all
@BrittneyElmore: WTF is a clean bill of slate? I've heard of a clean bill of health, but not a clean bill of slate. You should make more of a conscious effort to avoid making yourself look like a fool before you judge somebody else.
@cameronsmomm I felt that Justin was a boy long before I knew he was a boy, and I felt like it was a little girl. I didn't know for sure, but I don't just want to call her an 'it'
I respect you for making this video, I can see the courage it must've taken. It's sad how many people would call you a slut or whore or whatever names they would, because most every 15 year old girl I know has sex. And just because one girl is very fertile doesn't make her any worse than those girls.
It's wonderful how open you are about your abortion, and I know it must've been the worst time in your life. Blessings to you & your family.
Paige! i think your so amazing & strong to do this video! for you to come out and make this video was amazing!
i got a little teary eyed but it wasn't bad tears. i think it's great that you have a journal where you can talk to your babygirl! your one hell of an AMAZiNG PERSON! & now you have an amazing little boy and a great guy!& ignore all these stupid bitches on here! your so brave paige.
thank you so much for this! you have no idea how much you're helping other girls out. i highly admire you for telling us your story (: that really took a lot of courage.
hey there i recently checked out ur vlogs and i can connect with you so much. i had an abortion at 17 for the same reasons. im now 18 and im 9 weeks pregnant, my due date is oct 19th which was around the same time as when u had justin last yr :) ur sucha brave girl to reach out to other girls dw about the hate mail they dont know anything!!!! ur a great inspiration!! xxxx
Look at you now!!! You are a GREAT momand Justin is so lucky to have you! Think about that! You're a good person. Don't let anyone tell you anything different.
@BrittneyElmore wtf is up with your comment you ditzy girl?......silly little girls like yourself should stay clear of PSA type video's like this if you have nothing nice to say or contribute!
As for the author of this video. i don't think i could work up any more respect for you. i'm just so glad that your able to talk about it now...that your able to share your story to help other in need.
Hope life works out exactly the way you want it...xx
you did what u thought was right at the time. to be honest with ui wish i could back. im not ready to have a kid yet.... its hard to really to talk about. but i feel what u went through...
Wow That really must have been tough. I couldnt imagine having everyday to feel what u feel very brave & strong girl. Justin is ur 2nd chance & yeah its sad she didnt get a chance but she is 2 be considered an angel cuz she lets u c everyday what a miracle Justin is & you love them both cuz of ur experiance. All girls that are thinking abortion should watch "the silent cry" here on youtube, its sad but it shows the act & tells u the side affects. Ur a good mom :-) dont let others tell u ur not
@boomhower23 it's called the silent scream and anyone who is even semi sceptical will tell you that it is a load of propoganda and totally crap (yes i am one of these people)
She clearly feels bad enough, and obviously cant change the fact that it happened, I am pro life and dont believe in abortions, but you dont need to be a reminder of her "bad decision" she has to live with it everyday and asked for no neagative comments.
I didnt say she would get one, but you arent going to change th fact that it happened, nor bring the baby back by saying "you shouldn't have done it" she ovbiously knows that now. If she even changes 1 persons mind of getting an abortion by doing this video it will save a life. Its sad that it happened but you arent God and your judging isnt doing any good. I agree with you that she shouldnt have but saying it is just re hashing what she already knows.
@BrittneyElmore The uy was an asshole, major, and she didn't even know that. You do not know howit happened or what went on, so why do you have the right to say sh knew this and that? DO you really think if she knew she would of put herself through all of this emotional pain?
It must really suck being you. You must have the lowest self esteem in the world if all you can do with your time is bash STRANGERS because you don't have to do it to their faces. Grow a pair of balls and act like a decent human being.
I finished it and was crying when u started crying. <3
Don't regret anything you haven't learned from. Guilt is not enough to repent what you think are your misdeeds. You talk to your little girl every day, and it is so apparent that you love her so much; she couldnt ask for a better mom than you.
btw this is coming from a pro-life person just so you know, because i know ur gonna get a load of bullshit christians posting mean comments. we arent all assholes i swear...
I respect you so much for doing this video. If it helps, try understanding the fact that the people who hate-comment on this video do NOT understand what you are going through or went through. They aren't to be hated in return, instead you should pity them because they lack the u derstanding you have and they aren't even trying to understand. they will go thorugh life ignorant and you wont. okay ima finish the vid now :)
It's so easy for someone to post a hateful comment or judge you because you had an abortion but it shows great character to be as brave as you are and post this video for the sake of helping others.
I don't know you and I've only seen this video, but based on what I've seen you seem like an amazing person who's going to help sooo many people! Thanks for being brave and making this video :)
Wow I wouldn't have had the guts to speak out about this. The guy may have not been there to help, so it was your decision. Your strong, and your are a great mom. and btw Justin is sooo adorable
Thank you for sharing your story, this was an amazing video. You are a strong, beautiful girl & a great mom! If anyone has anything negative to say, just ignore it, you are way above all that. Keep up the good work =D
Your a strong person for putting this vid. up. Don't blame yourself you made the only decision you could at that time. It's nice how you still notice she was something and you talk to her, Your a great person! :D
you are so strong paige . this too alot of courage and guts . your an amazing person , and your a great mom , and i think what you did was best for you at the time . your a great person paige ! <3 lovee youu girll !
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So instead of quiting drugs, u decided to kill ur unborn child. I had a miscarriage bf and I know how u are feeling w the emotional part. but couldn't atleast have considered giving the baby up for an adoption. It saddens me that there are sick people in the world who would only think of themselves.
Did you not listen to her WHOLE video ? If you had, you would have heard that she was 15 and didn't know what she was doing, nor did she have anyone to point her in the right direction. You have a very young strong girl having the courage to help other girls by making this video and you'd rather insult and judge her. The past is the past and she can't change it. She can only learn from it.
it saddens me that there are idiotic people like you in the world who spend their time criticising other peoples personal decisions on fucking youtube..
I wasn't fucking thinking just about myself, I couldn't have given her the life she deserves and she would have suffered from my drug/alcohol use because I was still doing it long before I knew I was pregnant. In a way I saved her from not having a good life, the good life that she deserved. Don't talk shit about my child, or me. Asshole.
sorry to just keep talking...and talking... but i forgot to say that you're right, it really is like you just go and wait and then it's done within a few minutes, like it's there then its gone and then you just sit and 'recover' and then go home like nothing has even happened. that's weird and really hard when all you want is for it to be acknowledged. well done for getting through it though and as i said justin is very lucky to have you as a mum :)x
carrying on,i was 11wks when i had it done, so pretty late, and altho i wasnt showing (i cant believe the bump u had even in your first vids!) and i didnt even feel pregnant, just ill really...i do still feel guilty about it cos at the end of the day that was a growing baby. so i understand your pain, a little bit anyway. but you did it and you learned from it and at the end of the day thats all you can do, learn from it and move on.just remember you did right with justin and you'rea great mum:)
its v. brave of you to make this considering the amount of hate you probably got from it. it's so great of you to do it though, i had an abortion 3weeks ago and i know it would have helped me to have seen a personal experience vid or something. anyway- i'm not going to sit here and say i had the same experience as you, because i dont regret my abortion.. even though i am 4/5 yrs older than you, i am in nooo way ready for a baby and i know i did the right thing for me. i still feel guilty though.
I'm sorry but I'm not going to say that I'm proud of you or that you were brave. It would have been brave for you to give that little girl up for adoption, I understand that you weren't "grown up" enough to raise her because of the drugs and the drinking but there are so many that pray for a baby every night. But I guess everything happens for a reason and now that little girl is God's.
Adoption should have been considered, but you were young and selfish. After the first baby died, it would have been "grown up" of you to get birth control, quit the drugs&alcohol, and go to therapy.
I'm not trying to be rude, I admire the fact that you could get through this pregnancy at such a young age and raise him. I'm almost 18 and don't think I could do it yet.
I admire you for having enough courage to stand up and talk and talk about this in front of everyone, Paige! I pray that God will bring peace over you!
you are such a strong person. I admire you a lot for that. I'm sure it was a hard decision and I know it still is hard for you to talk about, but thank you so much for sharing your story. It really will reach out to so many of us girls that just need to hear that they arent alone when it comes to these things.
Wow. Such strength from someone so young. Wheras i dont support abortion you did what u thought you had to do at the time. However u are helping others thru your experience, Bravo,
Thanks so much for sharing your story and being so open and honest. You are a great mother and you did what you felt was best at the time like you said. Everything happens for a reason and now you are in the position to help other girls going through similar situations.
thanx paige fer making this video, that must have taken a lot of courage & i really look up to you for that!! <3 your amazing & you have my best wishes fer you, justin & george! once again, thanx fer this video & all the other ones you have made!
Your amazing!!! The fact that you had an abortion and it still affects you shows how compassionate you are about the things in your life. You may be young but your more mature than i am and im 18. Thank you for this because they dont tell you how it will affect you after, emotionally. Your videos greatly affect many people including myself.
wow you area great mom to justin. its not an easy thing to do. but sometimes its for the best thing. you are very mature for your age. i have a 2 year old son and i could have never had an abortion but if his father would have walked out i mostley would have had one. but you have justin and can move on with your life
When I got pregnant the first time, my friend kept on telling me to get an abortion. But I refused, and after watching this video I am so glad that I did. Unfortunately, they day that I went in to find out the gender of my child was the day that I found out he had anencephaly. I had to terminate the pregnancy because he would have not lived outside the womb. But I am so glad that I did not abort before that.
in their life that you wish you could take back, but can't. You have done the best possible thing you could have done from your situation by learning from the past. That's the best we can do is learn from past mistakes. We are only human. We are now expecting our first birth, (Karlee) in just 6 weeks. We are very excited and I can only hope she is as mature as you are at 16. Congratulations on little Justin.
I had to have a D & C in January of 09 because I went for my 11 week ultrasound and the baby had died. They totally put me under for the surgery. Did you not get put under? When I woke up it was as if nothing had happened, so I know what you mean there. It's a hard thing to have done even knowing the baby isn't alive anymore. I'm really sorry for your loss, and I know it's out of your control now and there is nothing you can do to take it back. I think everyone has that one "big thing"
Your wonderful , Your a wonderful mother , Everything happens for a reason , And you are blessed with Justin now. Your always have her in your heart. My 2 sisters had to get one because of pretty much the Same thing and I know how hard it was for them. This took a lot and It really will help a lot of people.
at such a young age, were these both pregnances planned? im 100 percent on your side dont get me wrong, but why not use protection and the pill so it wouldnt happend again after this horribly sad expierence? im 22 with a 7 month old and its hard, and im married for 3 years, i couldnt imagine having to grow up so soon at your age, your very strong
I'm sure you've read the inside leaflet that comes in the box for the pill and condoms, you can still get pregnant when you're careful. Nothing is 100 %.
@chall1011 I have managed to fall pregnant 3 times while using 2 different forms of contraceptives at the same time (twice on the pill and using condoms and once with a contraceptive implant and using condoms) nothing is 100%, accidents happen.
its ok honey you are a sweet person and i know its hard for you but you was blessed with a baby boy so look at it like this, you was given another chance and thats good so thanks for this great video
love, you are insanely, unbelievably brave. i'm eight years older than you are and there is no way i could have had the strength to make this video. i can't even come up for wirds for how in awe i am of the strength of yoru character.
You are so brave to share your story. :) I watch every video you make, and it's so inspireing* to see that you are such a great person and mom~ If I could I would give you a hug. Thank you for being who you are, giving support to girls and sharing yourself with us.
Im so proud of you for getting on here & telling this story. You have to be careful on here like you said especially on this topic, so many people out there with different opinions on the subject, you just know your going to get negative feedback. It is a hard thing to do & some of us have our reasons behind it & without first knowing our story they have no right juding us for it. Did your parents know about the first time?
I have so much respect for you. Your story is not an easy one to tell and I commend you for it. I hope this helps more girls in the future. Everything happens for a reason though we might not know what that reason is. Trust in yourself. Your little girl is watching over you and I'm sure she's very proud of the woman your becoming. Keep up the good work. We love the videos. xox
I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks and I was absolutely beside myself and heartbroken. It made me so upset to think that I considered abortion at one stage. So I sorta know how you'd be feeling. It's hard :( -hugs-
Thank you for making this video. <3 You're amazing.
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Hi Paige, thank you for being honest. There's a lot of young woman who don't know and this is definitely one way of getting the truth out there. Also, God loves you and if you come to Him through His Son, Jesus, there is real and true forgiveness for us, that sets us free.
God bless
madeira7london 1 month ago
Hi Paige <3 Thank you so much for sharing your story... Have you seen the new 180 Movie? Check them out and try to get the word out... Love you soo much Paige and thanks again... ***bigg hugs and kisses****
1001myplaylist 3 months ago
This video made me cry,you are such a strong person<3I never watched you videos before but I seen on a teen mom website your profile and thought Id check it out and clicked on that video and now im sitting here crying because it takes one strong person to have to go though that and to talk about it in front of people.Your a good person and probally helping alot of teenagers who need someone to talk to about this situation(:
ShaeBabyx 3 months ago
Never abort. Spread that message as a witness of the pain. It's murder, you can always give a baby up for adoption and a family can be found. Most of the time god will help sort your problems out if you keep one of his creations alive. Life is hard for everyone, stay strong girl.
exploittruth 4 months ago
You are an inspiration to me....you have done more for me than you know i wanna thank you for saving me from making a bad desicion. Your the reason my daughter is here today(: She is amazing... Her name is Autumn Nicole Smith born on October 2ed 2011..There are two videos of her on my page and a video showing my journery throughout my pregnancy... Once again, Thanks you!<3
<3 Heather
Daisy8207 4 months ago
You are amazing. And as a Christian let me reminded you that God forgives us when we ask for it, and yes you will meet your Angel one day. God bless you, Justice, and Angel
InTheVampyForest 6 months ago
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213mija 7 months ago
your very strong young woman! just think that if you would hav had your angel you would have had your wonderfull sonn. you still have your lil girl at heart.
ITSbeekillaa 7 months ago
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You are so brave Paige, People can say what they want about being young and a mother, but you are doing a great job, and even though you are young, you are more mature than most girls your age. I wish the best for your little family, I hope you are always blessed, and Learn to forgive yourself sweetie, We all make mistakes we regret, but everything happens for a reason.
sara134100 7 months ago
You are so brave... ♥
I cried as I watched your video, So far I have watched almost all of them, and you are one of the bravest people I have seen on here.
Other people just say mean stuff and rude things about this stuff, Personally I don't believe in them, But You had a reason to do it and you are just so brave. <3
BubbiieeCatherine 9 months ago 6
Hi i am 18 and my girlfriend is 17 she still in school and wants to be a model she a great person her parents are horrible and so demanding and expect so much i'd never kill a child but she want's an abortion and she'd have to get one whether she told her parents or not because thats what they believe in and it's hurt because idk what to do i don't want to do this what am i suppose to do ...this really fucking sucks if i could carry my child i wouldn't do it
tezepremillz 9 months ago
@tezepremillz Don't just tell her, but show her that her child is a human being. Use youtube, google, anything. One who doesn't know their unborn cild is alive, is ignorant. She wouldn't kill a child if it were in a stroller would she? So how is it anuy different in the womb? It's not. Adoption is a wonderful gift for so many that can't bear children themselves. To kill your child is a selfish act. Do whatever you can to save that child's life. It will be a blessing to someone.
gracearmstrong239 9 months ago
i put my son up for adoption.. sorry about your story...if u need to talk to someone i'll listen.... it was 10 years ago that i put my son up for adoption. it still hurts... i made the choice and it was a good choice...
iheartmac2010 10 months ago
thank you for doing this video i know it was already about a year ago but i really appreciate it. It gave me a chance to find your video by mistake but im glad i did. i did a search to c if anyone had posted videos about how they looked or felt each week. currently in 6 weeks pregnant almost 7 an i dont know what to do. i got a lil teary eyed wit ur story becuz im stil tryin to decide if i should keep it or not. if i do keep it ill b a single mother and im just really scared right now.
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19bluehusky91 10 months ago
Very inspirational. Stay strong. You are a great person. Your regrets, your mistakes - all these things helped carved you into what you are now.
I think that it's great that you are letting people that are in need of help to go to you - it is really wonderful.
:) God bless you and your family.
twiikimchi 10 months ago
your amazing for making this video. I don't agree with abortion but when got as young as you were, sometimes that's the best decision. but now you have your beautiful baby boy.
MsLizzard17 11 months ago
this video was very inspiring im considering making one of my own but it takes so much courage and idk if im ready yet.. that decision was the hardest choice i ever made and the only regret i have i sit here and think how could i have done that.. it happened nov 14th 2008 really close to yours and i was 19 and pressured into it by family.. and was scared to tell the father i never thought in a million years he'd believe me and the hardest part was after it was all done i told him and he did =[
itsanikkibxtch 11 months ago
You should definately make more videos!
mirandaloveschad 11 months ago
Hey Paige-
I completely understand how you're feeling. My story's a little different, I had a miscarriage last year but I've had friends who have had abortions and I have considered one before.
Thank you for being so honest. You're a beautiful, amazing girl. :]]
woundedhandsband 11 months ago
Very sad story, I admire you so much for making this video. Your doing a great job speaking out . Your a wonderful person and mom. :)
michele13XD 1 year ago
I just wanted to thank you so much for making this video, i just recently had the procedure and it was the hardest thing thats happened to me in my whole life, i regret it everyday. You're a very brave, and i hope that one day I can be the same and see my little boy in Heaven <3
KatrinaBaileyLeach 1 year ago
You are awesome<3
SalemLynn58 1 year ago
I recommend the book "Forbidden Grief" by Theresa Burke Ph.D. Replacement pregnancies after abortion are extremely common. This book "Forbidden Grief" talks all about post-abortion syndrome. It is non-judgemental and I know it will help you. I have never had an abortion though I did have an unplanned pregnancy. But I have many friends who have aborted and this book helped me understand where they are coming from.
Graciethemom 1 year ago
Thank you for sharing your story
kittingirl22 1 year ago
God bless you for your courage. You have a precious heart.
thislisa 1 year ago
wow thats crzy i had no idea....my mom had an abortiion 5 years ago she thought she had kept it a secret but i over heard hear late one night one the phone crying and talking about it i was so devasted when i found the paper work and the ultra sound pictures of the baby.
madi264 1 year ago
Your an amazing woman. thankyou for making this video.
joshannahshows 1 year ago
i don't know you. and i have never had an abortion. but i have suffered miscarriage. in a way i know how you feel. and i just wanted to say that i am proud of you for being able to share this story with total strangers. my heart goes out to you ♥
rebekahrupture 1 year ago
While I am Pro-Choice, and I did have an abortion before, I have to say that you are a strong person for posting this, and you cannot take any shit from anyone. It took some balls to post this, and I really hope that you feel better about the issue, because it is hard. Thank you for reaching out to the other women.
missXbuchanan 1 year ago 2
omg..youre really brave for sharing this!!! i have to say the same thing happn to me except that my second baby was of the same father as the first...i had an abortion cuz my bf convinced me it was the best for both but it turned out when i got preggers again and didn´t abort it he just walk away from us... i honestly feel that my son came back to me..he has a purpose that´s why he came back to me.. if u ever want to talk send me a mmsg ok ? bye
XoandreaXoable 1 year ago
We need more women like you to come forward and tell it like it really is. I understand that some women do see it as a way to "fix" their "situation" and never see it as anything more than that, they use it as a form of birth control. But I think most girls come away feeling exactly as you did (and do). My mother had no one to talk to, saw no other option and has regretted it every day of the last 30 years and she never wanted me to feel that pain and guilt so she made sure I understood
livin4lyfe 1 year ago
My friend Becky was a prochoice ten days after this video was posted I envited her to a sleepover and I convinced her to watch it after it was done she said she was pro-life and that night accepted Christ into her heart and ever sence she's been a christian Paige you saved her you did truely thankyou for me being twelve that changed my heart thank you thank you
decogirl102 1 year ago
I am pro life and I do not agree with your choice. But I know you were scared and girls dont know what they are doing. I hope that more girls are educated about how bad abortion is and how it doesnt make you "unpregnant." I hope you know you have 2 kids, darling. I hope you forgive yourself and start to feel ok again. God will forgive you and you will see your little girl again. If you ever need to talk to me, email me if you want
yourlostlittlegirl 1 year ago
I am an avid pro-lifer, but I am a REAL pro-lifer. I am not only pro-life because of my religion and the baby. I am also pro-life for women. Abortion is not and never will be a women's health issue. Abortion hurts women more than the media wants people to know. It is the biggest exploitation of women there ever was. women are often left damaged emotionally or physically. Keep reaching out to other girls. Help those who have not made decisions yet. You are strong. Bravo!
tpfastback 1 year ago
wow, im so sorry, i know exactly what you are going through. I just had an abortion a week ago and ive been crying every day. God bless you and your child.
motoxrider6848 1 year ago
did your parents know about the first pregnancy?
pinkpigie12 1 year ago
i just want to hug u
eire1984 1 year ago
wow, you are so strong.
having her as an angel is an awesome way to think of it!
i wish the best for you and your family :)
lanemc16 1 year ago
you have to forgive yourself completely. if u have faith in christ jesus then u know you will see her again in heaven. she wouldn't want u to be sad or have all those nasty flashbacks. trust me, shes stoked shes in heaven. i had an abortion to at 16. partying, into drugs ect. even waited till i was 11 weeks to get it. i had horrible regrets for a while but now i even almost envy that baby.it's in heaven and i'll meet it soon!!! <33 i ask god to tell my baby how much i love it!! <333
MicahsMommy1234 1 year ago
Excellent vid, I'm glad you had the courage to speak out about this horrific mistake you make. This will help others no doubt. Keep your head up & smile cuz there is light at the end of that dark tunnel
Y2Rob 1 year ago
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Thank you for sharing your story w/us. Please ladies.If you have had an abortion,speak up to save other’s from having to go through the same grief you have experienced.You can save them &their babies,be brave&courageous,we need you,the mothers need you,the babies need your voice!You speak from 1st hand experience,they will listen to you.
angelshoulders 1 year ago
@angelshoulders People going through this don't need anyone whispering in their ear either way. They need to make the choice for themselves. If you are not emotionally, physically or financially ready or if you're in an unstable/abusive relationship then you're not in the right state to have a child and that could lead to the child having a miserable life. The person that is going to be most devastated though will always be the mother and they need support both ways; for abortion or against.
Nikita7307 1 year ago
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I know it took courage to share your story it makes me wonder how many others share the pain you have experienced?I pray that you will touch many other lives with your story&possibly keep someone from this terrible pain&loss.I have talked to others that share that same deep sorrow. My prayer for you is that you will follow the higher road and walk in the path of righteousness who is Jesus who forgives all our iniquity's&sins.
angelshoulders 1 year ago
it is sad you were pressured into committing this terrible sin , i don't have all the answers ,I'm just some idiot ... only advice i can give is turn it over to god he is the answer... abortion is murder dont let any one fool you to think it isnt... hope you can get thru this
demorris766126 1 year ago
Awe.. this brought tears to my eyes..
Things happen in our lives that we sometimes cannot change..
I hope all is well, and you are taking care of yourself, and that things are getting better.
felsobsesssion 1 year ago 2
Thanks for sharing this.
ChooseLifeIreland 1 year ago
Hello, I just listened to 300 and I have to say: Thankyou for being so brave and letting this not only your unborn baby, but the rather unlucky boyfriend go... you have really made the best decision in my opinion because when I was 16, I made a girl Pregenant..I was 16, rubbish job and no qualifications.had we have had the kid, it would have been a financial disaster...That we didn't meant tha teventually in my life I got to see the world...It could have been so different...Well done. No offence
afterdavit 1 year ago
ha! anyone who calls you ugly is retarded
sorry...
you could have kept her
z0mbieliever 1 year ago
i know this has been said plenty of times but your video helped me soo much. your story is the same as mine and now im 7 months pregnant with my baby boy. it still hurts but things happen all for a reason. even though i never met him he changed my whole life around he did so much for me in such little time he made grow up and made me look around at what i took advantage of and what i needed to do. now i know ill be the best mother i can be to bentley.
kekistler 1 year ago
@kekistler Please share you story with as many as you can. Ppl need to know how abortion hurts women!!
angelshoulders 1 year ago
you are very brave :) <3
crazyorangezebra 1 year ago
wow...
that's so sad.
i can't get over how pretty you are
freeb00ze 1 year ago 2
I still feel so guilty and its been 19 years. I am not able to have children now and I feel that I'm being punished. I felt like you did so alone I had no one to turn to. Back then there wasn't the knowledge that there is now or the resources. I'm thankful for women like you, who have the courage to talk openly about your experience. Young women aren't alone anymore, complete strangers are here to help them, by sharing their stories and giving good advice. Thank you.
LaNaeNae2 1 year ago 2
@LaNaeNae2 What a beautiful prolife statement you have made here. Please continue to share your story. Abortion hurts women, contrary to what the pro choice would have you believe. You need to share your story, in remembrance of your little one, you can prevent others from having the grief you are now experiencing! Please, please, please, share your story where ever you can! xoxoxo
angelshoulders 1 year ago
aww hugs :) you're a sweet girl.
altaira06 1 year ago
I was thinking about abortion and then one of my friends told me to watch this and I think I've changed my mind. Thank you.
VampirexLoverxx 1 year ago
@VampirexLoverxx THANK YOU! Pro life 100%
angelshoulders 1 year ago
I'm glad you were able build up the strength to talk about what you went through. Your story is the story that often goes untold, or not publicized. I hope this reach out to a lot girls and women that are considering abortion.
Yawmarie87 1 year ago
Wow, i've been through almost the same thing but some stuff are different. I got pregnant at 15 also and my mom made me get an abortion. I feel that the baby was a boy, it still brings tears to my eyes when i think about it. I got pregnant again and now i have my beautiful little girl at the age of 17 :] I'm happy that i found someone that's been through the same thing that i could relate to.
azncutie1627 1 year ago
@azncutie1627 Please share your story where ever, when ever you can. This post abortion regret needs to be known! Prochoicers don't believe abortion hurts women, that women suffer grief! You are so awesome to share your story. Give that baby boy some love for all of us! xo
angelshoulders 1 year ago
bless you! people think "abortion is a way of getting rid of a mistake" u are very brave for getting on here and telling ur story. u can help girls before they make a mistake. dont beat urself up hunn. i am the most prolife person ever, but i know people make mistakes. we all make mistakes! u show in this video that there are problems after, its a blessing. u shld NEVER feel guilty if u want to take something back, cause that means u regret it. but u can move on, and ask god for forgivness.<3
becrazybabyy 1 year ago
i'v watched your video's and i applaud you for having the courage to come out and say what you did, a lot of girls keep it hidden and it's one of those things like you said that never happened but it does and it still does everyday
angelfire2angelfire 1 year ago
Paige, I am enamored with how gracefully and courageously you share your life. I KNOW you have helped so many girls and I am glad there are people like you sharing their hope and knowledge. Thank you for your honesty and bravery.
FameLeech 1 year ago 3
Paige you are an amazing girl, I have a son at 19 and this just really touched my heart (: your a great girl.
babybonesxxx 1 year ago
You are such a girl to look up to. I enjoy listening to your videos. Very inspirational, your son is adorable. :)
EasyBakeSmiles 1 year ago
for ppl who posted comments recently, she cant see them, sub to her new pro. everything is explained paigeandbabyj
marisol5loves5dave 1 year ago
get ur ultrasound lamandaded
pattKJReddie 1 year ago
Thank you so so much for your courage! This is one of the most touching videos I've seen on youtube. This video will not only help those considering abortion, but also those who are trying to heal from it's after affects. You have a beautiful soul. Thank you!
Starlitshores 1 year ago
You are very mature for your age.
Muslimah33 1 year ago
<333
Secretlifeexx3 1 year ago
Wow, that was so utterly amazing yet so so sad. I don't understand what it's like, but I just love that you were able to tell your story. I'm sure it really did take alot. I think you did the right thing in the end. You were too young, and you were thinking about what was best for her. You seem so much older than you are. Very mature.
missymousee 1 year ago
You have been so strong. No one can take away that guilt. Keep your chin up and It must help to talk about your pain. You are a fantastic mother and it has nothing to do with age. I was 22 when i had my son (he's 5.5 months old now). I always believe in whats meant to be is meant to be. You have a beautiful son and a beautiful daughter. u will meet her one day and I am sure that she is with u always. Justin loves you so much and you can just be the best mum you can be. Take it one day at a time
jadejussy 1 year ago
wow this was a great video i don't know exactly what you went through..but i know what it feels like to go there and almost get an abortion i had to sit there and watch the video and then sit in a room in silence they told me i should get an abortion i was almost 9 weeks when i went there...but you know what everything happens for a reason and now you have 1 beautiful angel on earth and one up in heaven watching over you all
taylorrenee251 1 year ago
@BrittneyElmore: WTF is a clean bill of slate? I've heard of a clean bill of health, but not a clean bill of slate. You should make more of a conscious effort to avoid making yourself look like a fool before you judge somebody else.
MandieRenee07 1 year ago
God forgives you, no matter what, hope you have forgiven yourself.
Noeygrl 1 year ago 11
@Noeygrl I'm still trying to, but thank you <3
PAIGExCORE 1 year ago 3
@Noeygrl God? What's God?
Taarable 1 year ago
I'm just curious as to how you knew it was a girl ?
cameronsmomm 1 year ago
@cameronsmomm I felt that Justin was a boy long before I knew he was a boy, and I felt like it was a little girl. I didn't know for sure, but I don't just want to call her an 'it'
PAIGExCORE 1 year ago 5
@PAIGExCORE Oh ok. I see.
cameronsmomm 1 year ago
I respect you for making this video, I can see the courage it must've taken. It's sad how many people would call you a slut or whore or whatever names they would, because most every 15 year old girl I know has sex. And just because one girl is very fertile doesn't make her any worse than those girls.
It's wonderful how open you are about your abortion, and I know it must've been the worst time in your life. Blessings to you & your family.
toughxlovex 2 years ago 2
Paige! i think your so amazing & strong to do this video! for you to come out and make this video was amazing!
i got a little teary eyed but it wasn't bad tears. i think it's great that you have a journal where you can talk to your babygirl! your one hell of an AMAZiNG PERSON! & now you have an amazing little boy and a great guy!& ignore all these stupid bitches on here! your so brave paige.
this touched my heart & i'll never forget it (:
Much love to your family.
-Robynn.
BabyKakes4265 2 years ago
that must have been soooo hard for you and im so sorry that you had to go through with that
ducky120082 2 years ago
thank you so much for this! you have no idea how much you're helping other girls out. i highly admire you for telling us your story (: that really took a lot of courage.
lilyelaine 2 years ago
hey there i recently checked out ur vlogs and i can connect with you so much. i had an abortion at 17 for the same reasons. im now 18 and im 9 weeks pregnant, my due date is oct 19th which was around the same time as when u had justin last yr :) ur sucha brave girl to reach out to other girls dw about the hate mail they dont know anything!!!! ur a great inspiration!! xxxx
bbyboo8 2 years ago
Look at you now!!! You are a GREAT momand Justin is so lucky to have you! Think about that! You're a good person. Don't let anyone tell you anything different.
AnayaWintersMommy 2 years ago
This took a ton of courage to make, it shouldn't be these people's business anyways but I guess it might feel better to get it off your chest?
Now you have your baby Justin :) he's your blessing
Hope you two have a great happy life :D
Morgan
sparklesparkleglitz 2 years ago
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Where did I say I was god?? I'm the stupid bitch?? Haha funny girl.
BrittneyElmore 2 years ago
I never said you were god, you're just an asshole.
PAIGExCORE 2 years ago
@BrittneyElmore wtf is up with your comment you ditzy girl?......silly little girls like yourself should stay clear of PSA type video's like this if you have nothing nice to say or contribute!
As for the author of this video. i don't think i could work up any more respect for you. i'm just so glad that your able to talk about it now...that your able to share your story to help other in need.
Hope life works out exactly the way you want it...xx
beccamacs 1 year ago
you did what u thought was right at the time. to be honest with ui wish i could back. im not ready to have a kid yet.... its hard to really to talk about. but i feel what u went through...
mil89 2 years ago
Wow That really must have been tough. I couldnt imagine having everyday to feel what u feel very brave & strong girl. Justin is ur 2nd chance & yeah its sad she didnt get a chance but she is 2 be considered an angel cuz she lets u c everyday what a miracle Justin is & you love them both cuz of ur experiance. All girls that are thinking abortion should watch "the silent cry" here on youtube, its sad but it shows the act & tells u the side affects. Ur a good mom :-) dont let others tell u ur not
boomhower23 2 years ago
@boomhower23 it's called the silent scream and anyone who is even semi sceptical will tell you that it is a load of propoganda and totally crap (yes i am one of these people)
edaj84 2 years ago
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You knew what you were in for...you shouldn't have let her "father" keep you from keeping her. you shouldn't have done it
BrittneyElmore 2 years ago
She clearly feels bad enough, and obviously cant change the fact that it happened, I am pro life and dont believe in abortions, but you dont need to be a reminder of her "bad decision" she has to live with it everyday and asked for no neagative comments.
boomhower23 2 years ago 2
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if she didn't want negative comments she shouldn't have posted it. just by posting this doesn't mean she gets a clean bill of slate.
BrittneyElmore 2 years ago
I didnt say she would get one, but you arent going to change th fact that it happened, nor bring the baby back by saying "you shouldn't have done it" she ovbiously knows that now. If she even changes 1 persons mind of getting an abortion by doing this video it will save a life. Its sad that it happened but you arent God and your judging isnt doing any good. I agree with you that she shouldnt have but saying it is just re hashing what she already knows.
boomhower23 2 years ago
Obviously you stupid bitch
PAIGExCORE 2 years ago
@BrittneyElmore The uy was an asshole, major, and she didn't even know that. You do not know howit happened or what went on, so why do you have the right to say sh knew this and that? DO you really think if she knew she would of put herself through all of this emotional pain?
bfs7999766 2 years ago
@ BrittneyElmore.
It must really suck being you. You must have the lowest self esteem in the world if all you can do with your time is bash STRANGERS because you don't have to do it to their faces. Grow a pair of balls and act like a decent human being.
emptyeyes00 2 years ago
No, I had no idea what I was in for, who the fuck are you to say that?
PAIGExCORE 2 years ago
I finished it and was crying when u started crying. <3
Don't regret anything you haven't learned from. Guilt is not enough to repent what you think are your misdeeds. You talk to your little girl every day, and it is so apparent that you love her so much; she couldnt ask for a better mom than you.
btw this is coming from a pro-life person just so you know, because i know ur gonna get a load of bullshit christians posting mean comments. we arent all assholes i swear...
iLyHannahhhx 2 years ago
Im only at 3:30 but I have to intervene:
I respect you so much for doing this video. If it helps, try understanding the fact that the people who hate-comment on this video do NOT understand what you are going through or went through. They aren't to be hated in return, instead you should pity them because they lack the u derstanding you have and they aren't even trying to understand. they will go thorugh life ignorant and you wont. okay ima finish the vid now :)
iLyHannahhhx 2 years ago
good for sharing your story!! I hope u , no I know u will help others by doing so!! Be blessed!
Kinkycurlycoil 2 years ago 2
It's so easy for someone to post a hateful comment or judge you because you had an abortion but it shows great character to be as brave as you are and post this video for the sake of helping others.
I don't know you and I've only seen this video, but based on what I've seen you seem like an amazing person who's going to help sooo many people! Thanks for being brave and making this video :)
Jerzygurl807 2 years ago 17
don't worry about stupid people on here.
bfs7999766 2 years ago
Wow I wouldn't have had the guts to speak out about this. The guy may have not been there to help, so it was your decision. Your strong, and your are a great mom. and btw Justin is sooo adorable
cutepuppy510 2 years ago 2
Hun,
It was brave of you to make a video like this. Just because you made some bad decisions doesn't mean you are a bad person :-)
CostaRicaGirl17 2 years ago
Thank you for sharing your story, this was an amazing video. You are a strong, beautiful girl & a great mom! If anyone has anything negative to say, just ignore it, you are way above all that. Keep up the good work =D
kellyleigh9188 2 years ago 2
Aww hun, you're a great mom and just ignore the haters.
xoxoLoveToReadxoxo 2 years ago
dont worry and dont listen to negative assholes. your not the only one whose been through it...it really hurts
:/
iiMYNII 2 years ago 2
Your a strong person for putting this vid. up. Don't blame yourself you made the only decision you could at that time. It's nice how you still notice she was something and you talk to her, Your a great person! :D
Mandies420 2 years ago 2
one of my fam member uses abortion as brith control she as had i think 7 of them and she has 3kids its fuckin stupid
theoneheloves2008 2 years ago
you are so strong paige . this too alot of courage and guts . your an amazing person , and your a great mom , and i think what you did was best for you at the time . your a great person paige ! <3 lovee youu girll !
jackievengeancee 2 years ago
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So instead of quiting drugs, u decided to kill ur unborn child. I had a miscarriage bf and I know how u are feeling w the emotional part. but couldn't atleast have considered giving the baby up for an adoption. It saddens me that there are sick people in the world who would only think of themselves.
trajikd13 2 years ago
Did you not listen to her WHOLE video ? If you had, you would have heard that she was 15 and didn't know what she was doing, nor did she have anyone to point her in the right direction. You have a very young strong girl having the courage to help other girls by making this video and you'd rather insult and judge her. The past is the past and she can't change it. She can only learn from it.
emptyeyes00 2 years ago 15
it saddens me that there are idiotic people like you in the world who spend their time criticising other peoples personal decisions on fucking youtube..
aitothemai 2 years ago
I wasn't fucking thinking just about myself, I couldn't have given her the life she deserves and she would have suffered from my drug/alcohol use because I was still doing it long before I knew I was pregnant. In a way I saved her from not having a good life, the good life that she deserved. Don't talk shit about my child, or me. Asshole.
PAIGExCORE 2 years ago
did you have to go to the place alone? that would be so hard to do.
bfs7999766 2 years ago
Yeah.. "/
PAIGExCORE 2 years ago
sorry to just keep talking...and talking... but i forgot to say that you're right, it really is like you just go and wait and then it's done within a few minutes, like it's there then its gone and then you just sit and 'recover' and then go home like nothing has even happened. that's weird and really hard when all you want is for it to be acknowledged. well done for getting through it though and as i said justin is very lucky to have you as a mum :)x
aitothemai 2 years ago
carrying on,i was 11wks when i had it done, so pretty late, and altho i wasnt showing (i cant believe the bump u had even in your first vids!) and i didnt even feel pregnant, just ill really...i do still feel guilty about it cos at the end of the day that was a growing baby. so i understand your pain, a little bit anyway. but you did it and you learned from it and at the end of the day thats all you can do, learn from it and move on.just remember you did right with justin and you'rea great mum:)
aitothemai 2 years ago
its v. brave of you to make this considering the amount of hate you probably got from it. it's so great of you to do it though, i had an abortion 3weeks ago and i know it would have helped me to have seen a personal experience vid or something. anyway- i'm not going to sit here and say i had the same experience as you, because i dont regret my abortion.. even though i am 4/5 yrs older than you, i am in nooo way ready for a baby and i know i did the right thing for me. i still feel guilty though.
aitothemai 2 years ago
I'm sorry but I'm not going to say that I'm proud of you or that you were brave. It would have been brave for you to give that little girl up for adoption, I understand that you weren't "grown up" enough to raise her because of the drugs and the drinking but there are so many that pray for a baby every night. But I guess everything happens for a reason and now that little girl is God's.
hotmomma9117 2 years ago
I agree with you...
Adoption should have been considered, but you were young and selfish. After the first baby died, it would have been "grown up" of you to get birth control, quit the drugs&alcohol, and go to therapy.
I'm not trying to be rude, I admire the fact that you could get through this pregnancy at such a young age and raise him. I'm almost 18 and don't think I could do it yet.
ThenYouStand 2 years ago
I admire you for having enough courage to stand up and talk and talk about this in front of everyone, Paige! I pray that God will bring peace over you!
horseylover123 2 years ago
you are such a strong person. I admire you a lot for that. I'm sure it was a hard decision and I know it still is hard for you to talk about, but thank you so much for sharing your story. It really will reach out to so many of us girls that just need to hear that they arent alone when it comes to these things.
ilovedandy2 2 years ago
ha ha ha ha ha I still have your IP address, I wouldn't start.
PAIGExCORE 2 years ago
Wow. Such strength from someone so young. Wheras i dont support abortion you did what u thought you had to do at the time. However u are helping others thru your experience, Bravo,
bigchaz63401 2 years ago
@tormentorsioux your stupid.go away.
ShalayaWearsPrada 2 years ago 2
Thanks so much for sharing your story and being so open and honest. You are a great mother and you did what you felt was best at the time like you said. Everything happens for a reason and now you are in the position to help other girls going through similar situations.
mszxmelli 2 years ago 2
thanx paige fer making this video, that must have taken a lot of courage & i really look up to you for that!! <3 your amazing & you have my best wishes fer you, justin & george! once again, thanx fer this video & all the other ones you have made!
344bri 2 years ago 2
paige your amazing <3
xoxpinkbabyxox 2 years ago 3
oh wow u had an abortion but it was the right choice u made u know or u would have been with 2 kids by now just remember you are young and smart
xstrawberry86x 2 years ago
If I had decided to keep her, I wouldn't have became pregnant with Justin.
PAIGExCORE 2 years ago
ohh still sad to hear but u have changed my views on abortion just so u know that :)
xstrawberry86x 2 years ago 3
Your amazing!!! The fact that you had an abortion and it still affects you shows how compassionate you are about the things in your life. You may be young but your more mature than i am and im 18. Thank you for this because they dont tell you how it will affect you after, emotionally. Your videos greatly affect many people including myself.
Thank You!!!
12juicygirl06 2 years ago
<3 aww paige
viviennovak 2 years ago
wow you area great mom to justin. its not an easy thing to do. but sometimes its for the best thing. you are very mature for your age. i have a 2 year old son and i could have never had an abortion but if his father would have walked out i mostley would have had one. but you have justin and can move on with your life
tinalovesbob2 2 years ago
think of it this way... she forgave u and made sure her little brother made it safely into yours arms :o)
AudriMarie07 2 years ago 4
Thank you :) <3
PAIGExCORE 2 years ago
When I got pregnant the first time, my friend kept on telling me to get an abortion. But I refused, and after watching this video I am so glad that I did. Unfortunately, they day that I went in to find out the gender of my child was the day that I found out he had anencephaly. I had to terminate the pregnancy because he would have not lived outside the womb. But I am so glad that I did not abort before that.
ThankUJonathanLarson 2 years ago
I'm so sorry to hear that :(
PAIGExCORE 2 years ago
Thank you very much. It's been tough. The son that I lost has become my angel.
There is nothing worse than the loss of a child. You are so brave for sharing your story. I know your angel is proud of you.
ThankUJonathanLarson 2 years ago 2
in their life that you wish you could take back, but can't. You have done the best possible thing you could have done from your situation by learning from the past. That's the best we can do is learn from past mistakes. We are only human. We are now expecting our first birth, (Karlee) in just 6 weeks. We are very excited and I can only hope she is as mature as you are at 16. Congratulations on little Justin.
MandyLuvzBlankys 2 years ago
They didn't put me under, I had the option but I would have had to wait for an appointment.
PAIGExCORE 2 years ago
I had to have a D & C in January of 09 because I went for my 11 week ultrasound and the baby had died. They totally put me under for the surgery. Did you not get put under? When I woke up it was as if nothing had happened, so I know what you mean there. It's a hard thing to have done even knowing the baby isn't alive anymore. I'm really sorry for your loss, and I know it's out of your control now and there is nothing you can do to take it back. I think everyone has that one "big thing"
MandyLuvzBlankys 2 years ago
@MandyLuvzBlankys you don't generally have to go under for an early abortion.
edaj84 2 years ago
I've had one too. I know how your feeling. Its the worst feeling in the world.
TheShortjackie 2 years ago
Your wonderful , Your a wonderful mother , Everything happens for a reason , And you are blessed with Justin now. Your always have her in your heart. My 2 sisters had to get one because of pretty much the Same thing and I know how hard it was for them. This took a lot and It really will help a lot of people.
Your Amazing Paige <3
ChelleNjoey32408 2 years ago 2
at such a young age, were these both pregnances planned? im 100 percent on your side dont get me wrong, but why not use protection and the pill so it wouldnt happend again after this horribly sad expierence? im 22 with a 7 month old and its hard, and im married for 3 years, i couldnt imagine having to grow up so soon at your age, your very strong
chall1011 2 years ago
she said in the video they were not planned.
flowingover 2 years ago
I'm sure you've read the inside leaflet that comes in the box for the pill and condoms, you can still get pregnant when you're careful. Nothing is 100 %.
emptyeyes00 2 years ago
@chall1011 I have managed to fall pregnant 3 times while using 2 different forms of contraceptives at the same time (twice on the pill and using condoms and once with a contraceptive implant and using condoms) nothing is 100%, accidents happen.
edaj84 2 years ago
its ok honey you are a sweet person and i know its hard for you but you was blessed with a baby boy so look at it like this, you was given another chance and thats good so thanks for this great video
wilson2010HD 2 years ago
love, you are insanely, unbelievably brave. i'm eight years older than you are and there is no way i could have had the strength to make this video. i can't even come up for wirds for how in awe i am of the strength of yoru character.
leavecommentsonly 2 years ago
You are so brave to share your story. :) I watch every video you make, and it's so inspireing* to see that you are such a great person and mom~ If I could I would give you a hug. Thank you for being who you are, giving support to girls and sharing yourself with us.
Hugs from Lina in Sweden!
sweetlinaa 2 years ago
Im so proud of you for getting on here & telling this story. You have to be careful on here like you said especially on this topic, so many people out there with different opinions on the subject, you just know your going to get negative feedback. It is a hard thing to do & some of us have our reasons behind it & without first knowing our story they have no right juding us for it. Did your parents know about the first time?
kookaiiz 2 years ago
I have so much respect for you. Your story is not an easy one to tell and I commend you for it. I hope this helps more girls in the future. Everything happens for a reason though we might not know what that reason is. Trust in yourself. Your little girl is watching over you and I'm sure she's very proud of the woman your becoming. Keep up the good work. We love the videos. xox
emptyeyes00 2 years ago
You are totally amazing, I understand how hard this is from experience, So brave of you to share this. :)
christinaannex 2 years ago 2
I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks and I was absolutely beside myself and heartbroken. It made me so upset to think that I considered abortion at one stage. So I sorta know how you'd be feeling. It's hard :( -hugs-
xExanimate 2 years ago