I'm 12 and I cut with hot keys and such but my family doesn't know.I hide the cuts and whelps.I am very depressed and I mask it and put on a fake smile for everyone at school,I'm still a straight A student. But that doesn't change anything and I do what wagesofsin456 did.I cut because of the pain...and jealously but mostly out of self hatred.I am pathetic...I know. And I agree with laurenelliciafennell. And I have a </3 (broken heart)
;/ I was a straight A student. But for a while I stopped trying. I have low self esteem, and my parents will constantly put me down for no reason. They clearly favor my sister, and it hurts. My parents make me feel worthless pathetic and alone. It's because of what they say that I started cutting with scissors. Its a really bad addiction but i can't help it. I've started to try better in school and stop. But its hard. I dont know if i can do it.
i was in shock at how much your story related to me. i done everything you did. i carved the same words you did, i used the same tool as you did? this is scary
@XSchreiDienHeartAufX I started when i was 9 and im 14 and never have stopped i need help i have had 4attempted suicides in my life and all have failed i need someone who understands my pain
ive had this problem but i =v had no intention of doing it first then i relized the pain hurts more than the pain i go through every day my parents died when i was 8 and i had bein placed in a orphange i was adopted by 2 parents but my mom had died in a over dose of medacation my dad has been now letting out his lose of love towards my through abbuse but i have hope 4 him but iv cut my self so many time i end up over dosing in sleeping pills sadly the problems and pain is still there
Our stories are practically the same, I cut once on my wrist when i was depressed and it only drew a little blood, my mum came down and i just passed my shaking from fear as lack of sugar. I thought it would stop but a couple days later i accidently broke my mirror. Taking a sharp piece of glass i kept it with me at all times and would cut into my arm. I upgraded to a razor blade when i wouldn't bleed from the glass. After a suicide attempt i spent a month in a self harm hospital. I still cut..
i am 15 and i cut myself as well...i started cutting when i was 13...i find that it makes me feel better when im feeling sad,depressed,angry or when i feel sorry for myself...i dont like the way i look at all so cutting away all the pain i feel makes me feel as if weights have been lifted off of me.i dont care what people think abouT me if you think im trying to get people to look at me YOU ARE WRONG!!!ive been through a lot...you dont know what its like to be bully and called ugly....</3
I'm 16 and I cut myself for some time. I think a lot about what I've done, even now I think about life and death. You know when there's no luck in your life there'S no point to live then...But that's my destiny
i know how it is im emo and i never cut one day i did it and it became so bad i got were my wrist were always wrapped and there was no skin on them i have yet to stop
OK Guys when ever i feel betrayed, Sad ,Really angry ,stressed i go to the local gym (useing machines more away from people) and think about the anger and push weights hard as i can and when i get tired i feel that ive burned away that mad,sad,or jealous thought. It helps me to clear my mind and when i get angry at the right thing(pushing up the weight even tho i am a skinny person) i feel that ive made that thought burned away like trash. Thumbs up so i can share with everyone.
im 16 now and self harmed through out the school years 9 10 and 11, life just wasent going my way, as i grow up i got progresively better but i still feel the pain, the helplessnes, and depression, i still do it from time to time, i found something to escape into but life gets on top of me at times and all i wanna do is die, my advice is think of the peop,e out there in a worse situations and be thankful but it will always be there for me, that pain, i cut and burned, and then comes the shame
I cut for a 2 years but then I met a guy that did the samething I did and we got really close never dated he help me though my tough times when I want to cut but I knew he was there for me I would just go and talk to him and if he found out I cut he would take what ever I did it with and I never got them back me and him dont talk any more wish is sad I still have the times were I want to cut but I just look at my wall and see the photo of him and the qoutes and songs he worte for me.
Wow. We are exactly alike. Except I live in Columbus, Ohio, and I'll be 13 on January 1st. Now, I'm trying to starve myself rather than starving. And I'm addicted to cutting, but I don't want to stop. I like it. My guidance counselor doesn't. She thinks I have only done it on my wrist. Thaat was the first time I cut -- on my wrist -- and I cut on the same spot several times, but I stopped doing it there. Now there are countless open wounds and scars on my waist.. Where no one can see.
@BiggestLilMonster I don't think you should do any of that. Although it feels good and it's addicting do you really want to die in such a way. Because before long you're going to end up like me. And I'm 14. I have attempted suicide 5 times. Each time with cutting and hanging. None worked because I would wimp out after a while. But right now, I'm loonging to go ahead and try again. DONT DO ANYTHING THAT COULD HARM YOU!!! Or I may have to get my Unicorn Timmothy II to get you. :P
hate was the first thing i cut into my arm it gave me a sick power i will never forget that was when i was 11 now im 14 i just got outa the hospital for trying to kill myself ive been told my dark purple scars on my legs will never be erased i dont care it keeps me alive i think kids dont start cutting no madder what one time iss enough to screw u up for life
i know how you feel i feel the same way as you im 12 and stared cutting my self wen i was 10 but i dot know what o do i tried talking to my friend but she says just relax and dont cut ure self and some times i have loads of preasure on me when i talk to her
im in grade 12 and im going through some rough times right now and i have started to cut and idk what to do anymore it feels like no one wants to be near me or even talk to me and i have been pulling back on pple cause of my thoughts lately and just want some advice on what to do if anyone out there will help me and send me some advice
its hard I know been emo for a year my life is garbage barely survived.......last week i woke up in a hospital any i had lost 48% my blood i was told i was lucky i was alive and that if i dont stop cutting myself it would did but I still do because of the pain im caused i have nowhere else to go....so im here for you because i understand....... basically dont turn out like me im 12 and i already almost killed my self...be strong
Thank you for ur message(: I wish I never touched the scissors in 6th grade. My life was turning, i didnt know what to do and I got mad at my dad. In 7th grade I held myself back. Then I cut again bc life was falling down. Now im almost 14 and in 8th grade. First week b4 school, few small cuts. After Fall Break, everything fell apart and Im becoming addicted again. Last week, my mom said something that set me off and my gma, so when I got home I cut. I also feel ignored and as no one cares.
You're story really touched me!! I'm so proud of you, even though I don't know you, that you kept fighting against this addiction!! I hope many people will be touched by your story and will seek help when needed!! *hugs*
I've cut b4 and now I've started again because my best friend Andrew Nicholas Deshane died on 9/9/11 I havent cut for years and now im starting again I was even going to jump off the bridge my friend jumped off so I cood end the pain and be with him!! Ive been through shit all my fucked up life got made fun of since 6th grade n still continuing im in 12th now I just want to end it!!!! if u want u can im me on yahoo heres my email iloveandy123@yahoo.com
its the feeling of fire and ice on your skin..the blood rushes and your heart beats fast...your done with a master piece and no one likes it but you see the beauty in the pain that you let out.....this heart pumping addiction....
i understand what u mean. . . i have been cutting since i was 8. . .i hate it i want to stop but when i do it feels like my body is like craving more and more of the pain. i hate doing it but it relieves the pain inside the deprssion and everything. . .it kills me when i look down on my arms and see what i have done. . . X.X
this made me cry cause im emo and while i watched it im not blameing u at all but i was cutting mi self and writeing words like kill me and fuck me and i have tried to commit suicide several time and i am not going to stop
i used to take lexapro...it doesnt work...i was also sent to a mental hospital...they didnt know about my cutting tho...my mother sent me cuz i had behavior problems...well what do you expect a 12 year old depressed kid would act like? im 16 now tho...i wish i could talk to ppl here but all they will do is send me back to that horrible scary place again..i dont wanna go
Im 12 and i know wht u were going through i cut my self for 3 years staight i did it on my ,wrists,ankles,ams i did it every wheir i could i ust to sit in my bedroom at night i ust to get a razor blade and cut untill it got to a point wheir i at cut to deep and i was losing a lot of blood i had to tell someone cas if i dint i knew i would have died their i told my mum i was taken to the hospital and i got stiched up they told me if i dint stop i wasnt going to have an arm left just scar
@jadelouable yeah... I regret it.... I feel a lot better when I cut..... my friends try to help me.... my family.... they cant find out or theyll disown me.... i wish i could stop.... :( but it feels impossible
@nearnatericer My arms legs waist and any wheir els i can is coverd in them they started of small but now they are big and deeep and i just cant explain why i do it :L
thank you, i have been admited to hospitle a few times because of thins. i am greatfull of your shareing. it must be hard . x i feel like evrey day i want to die i have no friends now they have all betreyed me and i just dont know what to do? please help me
i honestly dont know what to do. i just moved and i dont know anybody. i gotta go to a new high school and it sucks. i feel like i dont belong. i just sit there and do nothing. i come home and do the same thing, nothing. im so miserable, my parents dont know the pain im in. ive gone back to cutting. i also take Prozac, but it doesnt seem to work well anymore. ive cut before, plenty of times, but i was able to stop. but now, i dont get the same pleasure i used to. i just wanna die now...
So.. What do I do then? I feel like my life is over. It was goin good for two months then my ex decided that we should part. After August 3, 2011 I started to cut. My mom and dad found out and I got grounded. I still cut now. What should I do? I want to die so bad.. </3
I know what its like to go through everyday .... One time i looked in the mirror and saw a little girl who wished to grow up with friends with a nice personality, not expecting anything bad ... then one day everything changed she lost all her friends cause she didnt wear makeup ..... she have had some things bad things happen to her i look at her now and all i see is a lost girl ... With no friends scared of the whole world .... Praying for recovery
i totally understand by wat u mean, when ppl say ur emo just cuz u cut urself but really its far from that. once u start u just keeep doin it over and over again when u need to and after a while u dont realize it but u have scars down ur arms that are most likely never gonna go away it sucks!! :/ toally agree with u its an addiction for most ppl. and for me. itll never stop....:(
stay strong<3 i know how you feel, and im in the same place, im still recovering and, im proud to say i havent cut in almost a year, this christmas, and im proud of you for being this strong, and getting the help you needed(: please keep pushing yourself to reach that light, to be happy, and all others who share the same pain as we do. keep heading twards that light and you soon will reach the end of the darkness<3
I completely understand all that you've gone through. Similar stuff has happened to me, my mum doesn't care about me cutting, just pretends nothings happened, i got referred by the doctor to a 'youth mental health service' where they referred me to a pyschologist, and now i've just been put on Prozac. ..It's taken me 2 years of depression, self harm and suicide attempts to get me here.
I'm only 14. and i'm scared that i can't beat it.
I understnad what you go too. It was an addiction for me as well and I pray for you my dear. I am still getting through it and it is the hardest thing.
If you're suffering from self-injury and want someone to talk to, you can annonomysly talk to someone and receive advice. just go to formspring.me and type in selfinjury101. there's help out there, & on that website, someone will listen and help you as much as they can.
the words "emo" "die" "suicide" "magic" "live" "LoL" "love" "No" are the words i use but i draw them with a pen on my neck, hands, wrist, and cheek .. i mostly use suicide
omg your just like me when i was younger i thought things like "emo" where stupid to want to hurt themselves, months later my dad lost his job and their relationship was pretty much over and i couldn't go to school anymore and my parents really had no time for me as if i wasn't their... to get attention i got a knife and their was a whole bunch of blood and my hand went numb and i had to go to the hospital my mom slapped me in the face for making her worry...
im still not over my cutting i have a cut thats says luv is a bitch and emo on my arm and chest i tryed to hang myself yesterday and it dint work the rope wasnt tied right :(
@dreamscometrue11112 y i cant take losing everything again it hurts it feels like hell im dieing and no one knows it im trying to stop but i cant it feels better when i do it it relaxes me the blood dripping down my arms it makes me forget i have no gf anymore my dad died i have no friends due to the cutting im no one its like im never there no on cares im just another shadow in hell nothing is helping
@mrxcal123 i know what your thinking, that the whole world hates you, but think about your dad would he want you to do this? life is fragile and you never know what tomorrow brings, i used to cut to but i stopped and so can you, i know death seems like the only option but its not please dont do this to yourself you dont deserve it
@dreamscometrue11112 but i cant it hurts how do i stop im nothing i have no power the devil already has me and my farther he dint love me he left us i still miss him im never going to have another farther my mom is dating but i hate the man shes dating the way he looks at me the way he feels around me it makes me worse he makes me ddo this hes going to die im not living with him he has kids a daughter i dont want a sister i want my farther i miss himso much
@mrxcal123 your not nothing, dont say that, and i know it hurts and you think theres nothing you can do about it but there is have hope have faith and the devil does not have you in controll god loves you and you have to trust that your dad is in a better place now he did love you he just had a tough way of showing it please dont do it please i am begging you, your better than that i believe in you
@dreamscometrue11112 i am nothing my dad dint even love he left he left us im going to kill this jary hes dead hes mine im going to hang him on my wall i dont love him i hate him hate him!!!! i know im nothing if no one wants to be my friends no one want to be my gf i hate my self ahhhhh!!!
@dreamscometrue11112 im in england it just turned daytime im coming for u jary u want live to see the night im sry i couldnt overcome it im so so sry it im trying to find ways to cheer me up i got a puppy and named him sammy he cheered me up im happier now im still not over the cutting how do i stop it plz help
@dreamscometrue11112 well ill stop cutting if i lose one more thing it will happen again i hate my life theres nothing else here for me i have nothing
i stopped at 8:06. i take lexapro and some other pill in the morning. :( i think this is my problem. i am drpressed and i go to a therapist. i just realized. my parents are trying to prevent me from cutting and sucide :( im 13 years old and my depression pain is not getting better but i still take lexapro
@emomonkey95 i just started cutting a few months ago. and people found out. u have no idea how many people cried. There are so many people other than ur parents that will be willing to help you. i dont even know you and im here for you. Never think that no one cares because thats not true. People care about you whether you know it or not. talk to someone your close to and ask for help. trust me someone will help you.
i just watched this and it made me cry...i feel the same way. i feel like i hav an adrenalyne rush when i cut..and i cant stop i have had cuts from my hand all the way up to my elbow and on my legs and on top of my hands...im on antidepressants cause supposedly i have some mental imbalance in me and im only 15.
i have been cutting for the last 2 years bcuz of stupidity. at first it was with a knife on my arm then i started using razor blades and guitar strings i wondered if this was the answer, i still cut & its such a rush tho. im a 15 year old female thats struggling to keep her family together i carved words like *-i miss u-* *-hate-* *-love-* *-i love you-* *-kill me-* *-end my suffering-my parents no and they do nothing but threaten me. idk what to do. *~i need help.~*
@emomonkey95 please go see your councelor at school and tell them about your cutting you will get the most help if you are hospitilized in a mental health facility it may suck but you will be happy you went in the long run you will learn coping skills and all sorts of other things. my cutting had gotten so bad that i now have nerve damage in my arms and i needed stitches 2 times i had attempted suicide atleast 5 times i was hospitilized 3 times so please get help before you reach that point.
this video made me really think why do i cut myself and i have my reaasons mine started in elementary school when i watched your video i cryied so much to a point i got sick.. it made m feel terrible i understand wht you had to go through.. i hope eeverything works out<3 even if mine cant :/ i really reallly hhope yurs does <3 <3 much lhuve
i almost cried because i started out the same way. I started with scissors my first time, just a small cut that no one would notice. and then it got worse, and worse, until i was slicing my arm open with a safety pin and writing "Hate" on my thigh. I havent been able to stop even after therapy. i've lied to everyone i care about saying that i've stopped. its amazing that people dont notice my arms or my thighs. good luck to you, i'll definitely be praying for you<3
@wagesofsin456 I'm sorry but i couldn't help but cry when i saw those 4 words,Kill,Hate,Fat,Ugly,i cried because those words are what i would need.I'm in middle school and i'm 13,middle school is kinda where tension builds up about who you are,but if your well,you,be happy with it,God made us all the way we are for a reason, it's not becuz he just doesn't love us,but if you and your parents don't make it,you know you always have God,and if you dont believe in god,then nvr mind, i was like tht b4
wow that gave me chills! I hope you find the light, and that I will too, I have also been on a mental ward or what you call it, twice, one for only 1 day, and the other time for friday, saturday and sunday.. I have got borderline behavior..
I was hospitalized 3 times within 2 weeks.. take care!
you can watch my video on my channel, if you want to read my story, but it's triggering so watch out, and keep safe :) !!
@Maddie1Cyrus dont. believe me self cutting IS an addiction like drugs. The first cut felt unbelievable to me. i thought it was amazing how i caused it & how i could control the amount of blood i draw out, begun with one and a week later it was at least 3 cuts a day. without noticing it i've been cutting for 2 yrs now on my 3rd. every time i cut i just think how preety the cut looks. now i spend my days wondering whats the sharpest thing i could find 2 use and when i can do it. be careful.
you are so inspirational and worship this video. the worst bit i find about self harm is that people who don't do it treat it as an attention-seeking mental disorder thing and they are like "just stop cutting yourself" but they don't understand that its not that simple and i find that the hardest bit because it is impossible to explain.
i know how u feel man i cut my self to cuz im helpless in this word i keep getting called an out cast cuz cuz i cut my self i rather hert my self then go hert some one els
god, this explains so much about me and everything. i'm so sorry for you. I hope you and I can learn to stop and forgive ourselves. Thank you for making this video
Cutting is a serious problem... I know... I do it....and im trying to stop.... People dont do it for attention....they do it cause they have a proble....so BE NICE!!!
I know how you feel I was bullied and called many things, and when I got home it just got worse everyday my parents would fight and shove eachother So I found cutting myself a relief and punishment towards me my brother kept saying I was the reason for my parents and he said he wouldnt care if i died which led to more and more cutting I felt no one cares and i still do it to myself I have no one to turn that I can trust or cares in my situation. Stay strong, for others who self harm god bless u
My friend is emo....but he has an addiction as well......i hope everything is alright, you can pull through it , i did and i feel sooo different now(: Gett better ill pray for youu!
i went from my left arm to my leg then my fingers it just makes me happy to do this the only people who know are my counseller's and friends (some) but i don't want to stop and i can't so what i say to most is either its my life or i say it makes me feel good
your right the video helped a bit but when you said there is people who love well i only have my dad and my dad's girlfriend and i cant stop because everyone is mean to me so there basicaly is no love it makes me feel good because i actually have people who understand me and wont be mean cause its hapend to them
im emo im 11 i have no friends no one cares about me im adicted to cuting myslef why i dont know i dont want help my school counsalers dont want me to be this way but emo peeps rock if yo not emo your still ok
fucking kids at school. i hate them! they cut there selfs, but they think if your emo, you find true love. were the fuck did they get that idea?! they fucking cut just so theyll find love?! fuck!!! at least some people have real problems -_-
My dear...I see many cutters=In PAIN! W/support&options,it CAN be +dealt with. U can't just promise/wish it away! It CAN be changed! I've seen + changes occur2often!!
PLEASE GET HELP, stop the HURT.
YOU DON"T have to be in PAIN FOREVER...but LIVE!! FIGHT!
If you/friend cuts/hurtsyourself, call the Self-Abuse Finally Ends (S.A.F.E.) 8hundred DONT-CUT or selfinjury ( dot) com
I myself have started cuting i told my mom it will never happen agian but i cant stop its just too hard i only use my left arm so far i try to draw blood so i can controll my own pain but even that is hard.
I liked the vid but one thing what if no one really cares for you my parents got me emancipated so I could gtfo they hate me. I have been self harming for 6 years. I truely hate life I don't know if I'm goanna make it through the next hour w/t cuttimg or burning myself. life just ain't worth living anymore.
two months is a long time to be strong, especially if you used to do it every day. i hope you're still doing well, this was uploaded a long time ago but hopefully you're still clean. remember you're not alone. much love! <3
same here. i cut myself today with my mom's small scissors... and this is my first time. at first i thought of the same thing. why do people hurt themselves? now i totally understand. i know it's wrong in a way but i can't help myself. i have no one to talk to but myself and it's not helping so i start cutting. i felt better but two hours later i went in the bathroom and did more cuts because i felt like i had to and i want to.
a couple minutes before watching this i burned myself... i knew i had a problem because i wanted to do it again. but after i saw it my burn pinched my skin as if it was yelling "dont u ever do this again" and i listened thank you alot for puting this up :) i relized that ur situation is much worse than having a really bad bulling problem once again thank you alot :)
i dont understand why some people do this sorta stuff to be honest.i mean i can understand truly wats happened and im really sorry to hear about your story,it sounds really terrible about wats happened to your life but self harming yourself wont help,ur just inflicting more pain on urself.cutting only makes things worse.ive learnt that over the previous years from friends who have nearly killed themeselves from doing this sorta stuff and at the end of the day,you just gotta have that bit of hope
Thank you for showing this video. I am struggling with stopping SI. I have been doing it for 5 years, and i just thought that i was going crazy. I didn't think that you could have an addiction to this. I just thought it was for people who were going through so much in their life. I started with problems, but then it just became a habit, and i couldn't quit. Thank you for sharing your video and what you have gone through♥
@xXSweetOverdoseXx i know what you mean! ive been doing it for 4 years i started because i was going thru a really rough time and just the cutting seemed to help granted it got worse after it happend but any time i was down i would do it now it is even worse idk what to do ive stopped it b4 but then it was only a month cuz then i went thru a really bad break up and now i do it all the time, i have scars everywhere and i just want them to go away i want to stop but i just cant seem to stop why?
@xXSweetOverdoseXx i know what you mean! ive been doing it for 4 years i started because i was going thru a really rough time and just the cutting seemed to help granted it got worse after it happend but any time i was down i would do it now it is even worse idk what to do ive stopped it b4 but then it was only a month cuz then i went thru a really bad break up and now i do it all the time, i have scars everywhere and i just want them to go away i want to stop but i just cant seem to stop why
i cut too i love the way my wrist look whenits bleedand the wormth of the blood rushing out of my wrist it feels great . all the people i told that i cut think that i'm crazy but ofcourse i tell them that i cut after i really trust them ! and now they'r telling me if i wont stop they'r gonna tell a teacher and the check my wrist so i cut on my legs now i mean why would they care if i cut or not if they dont even atleast listen to what i wanna say they interrupte me after every 3 words i say ;(
i cut myself tew! nd its nice tew know that there's ppl like me. others just tell me am crazy, nd some look at me like wt dha fuck is wrong witt yuh ?? at first, i used tew make the cut look like scratches, but then i started cutting myself more deep. i WANTED tew see blood! my parents never noticed, nd i ws relly stupid because i did it during the summer so i couldn't hide it! since then i haven't cut myself but i always feel like dying! i understand yuh nd i wish yuh luck witt yuhr life!
I honestly hate the emo bullshit. You don't cut, your a poser. It looks like fucking cat scratches on your arms. True cutters have a lot of problems like myself. I find it relieving, like I actually have control of something in my life without being judged because only I know about it.
@brandonslostangel Lol, you're funny. If I remember, I didn't post any pictures of my scars. So you don't know how dumb you just made yourself sound. And as you said in the last sentence you cut yourself too. So that would make you a hypocrite. I'd rather be "emo" and a "poser" than a hypocrite any day.
@wagesofsin456 No No No It wasn't towards you at all. I was pointing out the fact most people find it cool to do that sort of thing. At my most recent school, most of the kids I saw had scratches like that. I never meant what I was saying towards you, you just misunderstood my point here honey.
@wagesofsin456- ive tried to stop. ivve lost friends over it, tons of friends that ive known my entire life. but i feel so alone. so losing people doesnt even bother meh anymore. if you truly want to seek help from a "school" counselor, all they can truly do is report it. and tell you, stop hurting yourself. honestly the only person that can stop you, is you. and its always better to catch it in an early stage when you are still doing baby cuts; the ones that look like cat scratches,
@wagesofsin456- ive tried to stop. ivve lost friends over it, tons of friends that ive known my entire life. but i feel so alone. so losing people doesnt even bother meh anymore. if you truly want to seek help from a "school" counselor, all they can truly do is report it. and tell you, stop hurting yourself. honestly the only person that can stop you, is you. and its always better to catch it in an early stage when you are still doing baby cuts; the ones that look like cat scratches.
ive tried to stop. ivve lost friends over it, tons of friends that ive known my entire life. but i feel so alone. so losing people doesnt even bother meh anymore. if you truly want to seek help from a "school" counselor, all they can truly do is report it. and tell you, stop hurting yourself. honestly the only person that can stop you, is you. and its always better to catch it in an early stage when you are still doing baby cuts; the ones that look like cat scratches. bc ur aftr ur inr arm, ..
@DoogleLuvsUe You are not alone <3 if you ever need someone to talk to please message me; I will try to help. I use to be a cutter and I know how hard it is..
every1 if u have dis prob or any prob u just wanna talk come over 2 facebook my names freedom stewart just check it out if u want to talk add me if not check my pro out anyways i use to be a cutter addicted to blood tattoos plz come talk to me and plz dont give up u are worth it
Some People Go Emo Because They Thinks Itss Cool I Only Do It Becausee I Have Problems And I Hate Being Judged Ferr That Because I Do And I Wont Tell Them WHyy.
Please don't ever self injure again you are a good person and have a lot set for you. I feel really angry a lot too. I listen to metal to calm me down sometimes. It is the best music no question. No metalhead should ever suicide because we are the best people.
I watched the whole video and it is touching People always think that cutting yourself is stupid and why would anyone do it? It makes sense because when get hurt your body releases endorphines that take away emotional pain. I am happy you stopped self injuring because you are a really awesome person. Your good at keyboard, your a metalhead, and you are pretty. I hope you don't ever self injure again. I tried self injuring once with a paper clip in my arm and it felt good but I never did it again
I'm 12 and I cut with hot keys and such but my family doesn't know.I hide the cuts and whelps.I am very depressed and I mask it and put on a fake smile for everyone at school,I'm still a straight A student. But that doesn't change anything and I do what wagesofsin456 did.I cut because of the pain...and jealously but mostly out of self hatred.I am pathetic...I know. And I agree with laurenelliciafennell. And I have a </3 (broken heart)
DemiLoverKeesha1232 13 hours ago
;/ I was a straight A student. But for a while I stopped trying. I have low self esteem, and my parents will constantly put me down for no reason. They clearly favor my sister, and it hurts. My parents make me feel worthless pathetic and alone. It's because of what they say that I started cutting with scissors. Its a really bad addiction but i can't help it. I've started to try better in school and stop. But its hard. I dont know if i can do it.
Mikastoleyourpocky 1 day ago
i was in shock at how much your story related to me. i done everything you did. i carved the same words you did, i used the same tool as you did? this is scary
shannonreillypink 4 days ago
I skined the top of my leg 2 nights ago and now my scars will never go away.....my body has seen so much and it will see more..
arayablue 1 week ago
im still cutting, pretty bad infact, ergh fuck life </3
laurenelliciafennell 1 week ago
started when i was 10, im 15 now..gave up for a while but.. my life's turned shit again.. i'm here for anyone who needs to talk, i share your pain <3
XSchreiDienHeartAufX 2 weeks ago
@XSchreiDienHeartAufX I started when i was 9 and im 14 and never have stopped i need help i have had 4attempted suicides in my life and all have failed i need someone who understands my pain
demongirl4569 1 week ago
ive had this problem but i =v had no intention of doing it first then i relized the pain hurts more than the pain i go through every day my parents died when i was 8 and i had bein placed in a orphange i was adopted by 2 parents but my mom had died in a over dose of medacation my dad has been now letting out his lose of love towards my through abbuse but i have hope 4 him but iv cut my self so many time i end up over dosing in sleeping pills sadly the problems and pain is still there
babyblack08able 4 weeks ago
Our stories are practically the same, I cut once on my wrist when i was depressed and it only drew a little blood, my mum came down and i just passed my shaking from fear as lack of sugar. I thought it would stop but a couple days later i accidently broke my mirror. Taking a sharp piece of glass i kept it with me at all times and would cut into my arm. I upgraded to a razor blade when i wouldn't bleed from the glass. After a suicide attempt i spent a month in a self harm hospital. I still cut..
thestormofthenight 1 month ago
i am 15 and i cut myself as well...i started cutting when i was 13...i find that it makes me feel better when im feeling sad,depressed,angry or when i feel sorry for myself...i dont like the way i look at all so cutting away all the pain i feel makes me feel as if weights have been lifted off of me.i dont care what people think abouT me if you think im trying to get people to look at me YOU ARE WRONG!!!ive been through a lot...you dont know what its like to be bully and called ugly....</3
XxXLOVEHURTSx 1 month ago
I'm 16 and I cut myself for some time. I think a lot about what I've done, even now I think about life and death. You know when there's no luck in your life there'S no point to live then...But that's my destiny
90Myo 1 month ago
i know how it is im emo and i never cut one day i did it and it became so bad i got were my wrist were always wrapped and there was no skin on them i have yet to stop
3blackfang 1 month ago
Your cuts multiplied by using shadow clone jutsu
TensaMugetsu1 1 month ago
Wanna talk? well, if u want to i'm here... Anytime :))
TheBrukty 1 month ago
OK Guys when ever i feel betrayed, Sad ,Really angry ,stressed i go to the local gym (useing machines more away from people) and think about the anger and push weights hard as i can and when i get tired i feel that ive burned away that mad,sad,or jealous thought. It helps me to clear my mind and when i get angry at the right thing(pushing up the weight even tho i am a skinny person) i feel that ive made that thought burned away like trash. Thumbs up so i can share with everyone.
0329Mikey 1 month ago
@0329Mikey Yeah go dude, to solve all life's problems work out at the gym
TensaMugetsu1 1 month ago
I literrally thought I wrote this for a minute seeing as everything is the same how my story goes on. :O Prozac is shit.
EmoGirl12343LovesYou 1 month ago
Im 11 just started need a hug but no ones there
werewolfgirl223 2 months ago
@werewolfgirl223
*internet hug to you as of right now*
EmoGirl12343LovesYou 1 month ago
@EmoGirl12343LovesYou thanks :) made me feel a lot better! btw right back at you :)
werewolfgirl223 1 month ago
@werewolfgirl223 :)
EmoGirl12343LovesYou 1 month ago
im 16 now and self harmed through out the school years 9 10 and 11, life just wasent going my way, as i grow up i got progresively better but i still feel the pain, the helplessnes, and depression, i still do it from time to time, i found something to escape into but life gets on top of me at times and all i wanna do is die, my advice is think of the peop,e out there in a worse situations and be thankful but it will always be there for me, that pain, i cut and burned, and then comes the shame
MrJack1018 2 months ago
I cut for a 2 years but then I met a guy that did the samething I did and we got really close never dated he help me though my tough times when I want to cut but I knew he was there for me I would just go and talk to him and if he found out I cut he would take what ever I did it with and I never got them back me and him dont talk any more wish is sad I still have the times were I want to cut but I just look at my wall and see the photo of him and the qoutes and songs he worte for me.
ashleykline78 2 months ago
Wow. We are exactly alike. Except I live in Columbus, Ohio, and I'll be 13 on January 1st. Now, I'm trying to starve myself rather than starving. And I'm addicted to cutting, but I don't want to stop. I like it. My guidance counselor doesn't. She thinks I have only done it on my wrist. Thaat was the first time I cut -- on my wrist -- and I cut on the same spot several times, but I stopped doing it there. Now there are countless open wounds and scars on my waist.. Where no one can see.
BiggestLilMonster 2 months ago
@BiggestLilMonster I don't think you should do any of that. Although it feels good and it's addicting do you really want to die in such a way. Because before long you're going to end up like me. And I'm 14. I have attempted suicide 5 times. Each time with cutting and hanging. None worked because I would wimp out after a while. But right now, I'm loonging to go ahead and try again. DONT DO ANYTHING THAT COULD HARM YOU!!! Or I may have to get my Unicorn Timmothy II to get you. :P
EmoGirl12343LovesYou 1 month ago
hmmph interesting!
xxxAlyGator2xxx 2 months ago
hate was the first thing i cut into my arm it gave me a sick power i will never forget that was when i was 11 now im 14 i just got outa the hospital for trying to kill myself ive been told my dark purple scars on my legs will never be erased i dont care it keeps me alive i think kids dont start cutting no madder what one time iss enough to screw u up for life
giddydork 2 months ago
i know how you feel i feel the same way as you im 12 and stared cutting my self wen i was 10 but i dot know what o do i tried talking to my friend but she says just relax and dont cut ure self and some times i have loads of preasure on me when i talk to her
kamykill 2 months ago
im in grade 12 and im going through some rough times right now and i have started to cut and idk what to do anymore it feels like no one wants to be near me or even talk to me and i have been pulling back on pple cause of my thoughts lately and just want some advice on what to do if anyone out there will help me and send me some advice
mcdonald513 3 months ago
its hard I know been emo for a year my life is garbage barely survived.......last week i woke up in a hospital any i had lost 48% my blood i was told i was lucky i was alive and that if i dont stop cutting myself it would did but I still do because of the pain im caused i have nowhere else to go....so im here for you because i understand....... basically dont turn out like me im 12 and i already almost killed my self...be strong
kodynaylor1 3 months ago
Thank you for ur message(: I wish I never touched the scissors in 6th grade. My life was turning, i didnt know what to do and I got mad at my dad. In 7th grade I held myself back. Then I cut again bc life was falling down. Now im almost 14 and in 8th grade. First week b4 school, few small cuts. After Fall Break, everything fell apart and Im becoming addicted again. Last week, my mom said something that set me off and my gma, so when I got home I cut. I also feel ignored and as no one cares.
KellieTemplin 3 months ago
so if i cut myself that means i'am a emo?
luigi84684 3 months ago
@luigi84684 yes your one of us
kodynaylor1 3 months ago
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luigi84684 3 months ago
@kodynaylor1 what i know about emo is they dress all black and cut them self.i dont dress black, but i do cut myself.
luigi84684 3 months ago
@luigi84684 no
jori328 3 months ago
@jori328 thats what i thought. thanks
luigi84684 3 months ago
You're story really touched me!! I'm so proud of you, even though I don't know you, that you kept fighting against this addiction!! I hope many people will be touched by your story and will seek help when needed!! *hugs*
o0omaryo0o 3 months ago
I've cut b4 and now I've started again because my best friend Andrew Nicholas Deshane died on 9/9/11 I havent cut for years and now im starting again I was even going to jump off the bridge my friend jumped off so I cood end the pain and be with him!! Ive been through shit all my fucked up life got made fun of since 6th grade n still continuing im in 12th now I just want to end it!!!! if u want u can im me on yahoo heres my email iloveandy123@yahoo.com
xxboredxgirlx 4 months ago
@MyClyde14 Wht ?
jadelouable 4 months ago
its the feeling of fire and ice on your skin..the blood rushes and your heart beats fast...your done with a master piece and no one likes it but you see the beauty in the pain that you let out.....this heart pumping addiction....
44homelessbird 4 months ago
That's exactly how I did, and do feel at this moment :'(
HeartlessEmoBoy 4 months ago
i totally just cried so much my eyes fell on my keyboard ?-? - confused and lost
cherrylipsxoxo 4 months ago
i cried wen i saw this video xx <3
cutevamp99 4 months ago
I kno whow this feels i have many urges to cut myself asnd im trying so hard not to . Please help me i dont know what to do
JazzyJVevo 4 months ago
i understand what u mean. . . i have been cutting since i was 8. . .i hate it i want to stop but when i do it feels like my body is like craving more and more of the pain. i hate doing it but it relieves the pain inside the deprssion and everything. . .it kills me when i look down on my arms and see what i have done. . . X.X
InAlexsWonderLand 4 months ago
Oh, stupid me. I should have read the discription :P
CallMeMidnightAngel 5 months ago
what is the second song called???
CallMeMidnightAngel 5 months ago
what is the second son called?
CallMeMidnightAngel 5 months ago
this made me cry cause im emo and while i watched it im not blameing u at all but i was cutting mi self and writeing words like kill me and fuck me and i have tried to commit suicide several time and i am not going to stop
rickythechicken 5 months ago
Its so addicting. I want to do it aagian so bad... but i promised....
mikamongoose 5 months ago
i do the same!! im thirteen and strted last year and its getting worse!! i just cant stop!! :(
TheMsbear05 5 months ago
i used to take lexapro...it doesnt work...i was also sent to a mental hospital...they didnt know about my cutting tho...my mother sent me cuz i had behavior problems...well what do you expect a 12 year old depressed kid would act like? im 16 now tho...i wish i could talk to ppl here but all they will do is send me back to that horrible scary place again..i dont wanna go
daniellerenee26 5 months ago
i cried watching this .
ill be praying for you <3
JazzyJVevo 6 months ago
You know this just makes you think...
After I read this it made me think alot.. I also tired to kill myself but only twice. But then I got help and Im doing better...
Im also glad you are too <3
NikkieNichole1 6 months ago
Im 12 and i know wht u were going through i cut my self for 3 years staight i did it on my ,wrists,ankles,ams i did it every wheir i could i ust to sit in my bedroom at night i ust to get a razor blade and cut untill it got to a point wheir i at cut to deep and i was losing a lot of blood i had to tell someone cas if i dint i knew i would have died their i told my mum i was taken to the hospital and i got stiched up they told me if i dint stop i wasnt going to have an arm left just scar
jadelouable 6 months ago 26
@jadelouable same here. i hate it but it happens.
animaniac510 6 months ago
@animaniac510 True True
jadelouable 6 months ago
@jadelouable yeah... I regret it.... I feel a lot better when I cut..... my friends try to help me.... my family.... they cant find out or theyll disown me.... i wish i could stop.... :( but it feels impossible
animaniac510 4 months ago
@jadelouable im here for you
JazzyJVevo 4 months ago 9
@jadelouable Thats the same thing i do.......I cut i do what ever i can to take my pain but it dosent work soo ive been concdering do more
nearnatericer 3 months ago
@nearnatericer My arms legs waist and any wheir els i can is coverd in them they started of small but now they are big and deeep and i just cant explain why i do it :L
jadelouable 3 months ago
thank you, i have been admited to hospitle a few times because of thins. i am greatfull of your shareing. it must be hard . x i feel like evrey day i want to die i have no friends now they have all betreyed me and i just dont know what to do? please help me
trappedinalift 6 months ago
i honestly dont know what to do. i just moved and i dont know anybody. i gotta go to a new high school and it sucks. i feel like i dont belong. i just sit there and do nothing. i come home and do the same thing, nothing. im so miserable, my parents dont know the pain im in. ive gone back to cutting. i also take Prozac, but it doesnt seem to work well anymore. ive cut before, plenty of times, but i was able to stop. but now, i dont get the same pleasure i used to. i just wanna die now...
MiniMerdaaa 6 months ago
So.. What do I do then? I feel like my life is over. It was goin good for two months then my ex decided that we should part. After August 3, 2011 I started to cut. My mom and dad found out and I got grounded. I still cut now. What should I do? I want to die so bad.. </3
ROSESANDSTARZ 6 months ago
i have the same feeling i tryed 5 times to kill myself
msmissy39 6 months ago
I know what its like to go through everyday .... One time i looked in the mirror and saw a little girl who wished to grow up with friends with a nice personality, not expecting anything bad ... then one day everything changed she lost all her friends cause she didnt wear makeup ..... she have had some things bad things happen to her i look at her now and all i see is a lost girl ... With no friends scared of the whole world .... Praying for recovery
VividPoision 6 months ago
Wow..Your story really helped me. Thanksss. <3
GyspyJustinBieberFan 6 months ago
i totally understand by wat u mean, when ppl say ur emo just cuz u cut urself but really its far from that. once u start u just keeep doin it over and over again when u need to and after a while u dont realize it but u have scars down ur arms that are most likely never gonna go away it sucks!! :/ toally agree with u its an addiction for most ppl. and for me. itll never stop....:(
1996musicforlife 6 months ago
thank you so much for making this video i feel the same way you felt
sweety764 6 months ago
oh the story of this is ,is my story too...but i have no friends
EmoYujie 6 months ago
@EmoYujie i feel the same way
sweety764 6 months ago
stay strong<3 i know how you feel, and im in the same place, im still recovering and, im proud to say i havent cut in almost a year, this christmas, and im proud of you for being this strong, and getting the help you needed(: please keep pushing yourself to reach that light, to be happy, and all others who share the same pain as we do. keep heading twards that light and you soon will reach the end of the darkness<3
misslemonxoxo 7 months ago
I completely understand all that you've gone through. Similar stuff has happened to me, my mum doesn't care about me cutting, just pretends nothings happened, i got referred by the doctor to a 'youth mental health service' where they referred me to a pyschologist, and now i've just been put on Prozac. ..It's taken me 2 years of depression, self harm and suicide attempts to get me here.
I'm only 14. and i'm scared that i can't beat it.
LivingThisHell 7 months ago
.. one thing i cant understand is that you say its a "deep" cut but it dident bleed??? how do you do that???
PandaPandoraPain 7 months ago
O: Honey I pray for you <3
I hope you will beat being addicted to cutting :(
TimesRunningOutt 7 months ago
I understnad what you go too. It was an addiction for me as well and I pray for you my dear. I am still getting through it and it is the hardest thing.
kiradunlop14 7 months ago
i will pray for you too.
dracolovergirl78 7 months ago
I understand fully....
dracolovergirl78 7 months ago
If you're suffering from self-injury and want someone to talk to, you can annonomysly talk to someone and receive advice. just go to formspring.me and type in selfinjury101. there's help out there, & on that website, someone will listen and help you as much as they can.
birdiebeliever 7 months ago
when you said that you werent just hurting yourself i completely get it because thats the very only reason i didnt commit suicide
PandaPandoraPain 7 months ago
i get you when you say afraid of yourself, because no one can save me from myself, right?
PandaPandoraPain 7 months ago
i get you when u say faking happiness my motto "Did you know i'm crying? Yes i'm smiling but i'm just lying because inside i'm Dying.
PandaPandoraPain 7 months ago
the words "emo" "die" "suicide" "magic" "live" "LoL" "love" "No" are the words i use but i draw them with a pen on my neck, hands, wrist, and cheek .. i mostly use suicide
PandaPandoraPain 7 months ago
omg your just like me when i was younger i thought things like "emo" where stupid to want to hurt themselves, months later my dad lost his job and their relationship was pretty much over and i couldn't go to school anymore and my parents really had no time for me as if i wasn't their... to get attention i got a knife and their was a whole bunch of blood and my hand went numb and i had to go to the hospital my mom slapped me in the face for making her worry...
PandaPandoraPain 7 months ago
im still not over my cutting i have a cut thats says luv is a bitch and emo on my arm and chest i tryed to hang myself yesterday and it dint work the rope wasnt tied right :(
mrxcal123 7 months ago
@mrxcal123 please dont do it i know that you dont know me but i love you and other people do to someone out there loves you please dont do it
dreamscometrue11112 7 months ago
@dreamscometrue11112 y i cant take losing everything again it hurts it feels like hell im dieing and no one knows it im trying to stop but i cant it feels better when i do it it relaxes me the blood dripping down my arms it makes me forget i have no gf anymore my dad died i have no friends due to the cutting im no one its like im never there no on cares im just another shadow in hell nothing is helping
mrxcal123 7 months ago
@mrxcal123 i know what your thinking, that the whole world hates you, but think about your dad would he want you to do this? life is fragile and you never know what tomorrow brings, i used to cut to but i stopped and so can you, i know death seems like the only option but its not please dont do this to yourself you dont deserve it
dreamscometrue11112 7 months ago
@dreamscometrue11112 but i cant it hurts how do i stop im nothing i have no power the devil already has me and my farther he dint love me he left us i still miss him im never going to have another farther my mom is dating but i hate the man shes dating the way he looks at me the way he feels around me it makes me worse he makes me ddo this hes going to die im not living with him he has kids a daughter i dont want a sister i want my farther i miss himso much
mrxcal123 7 months ago
@mrxcal123 your not nothing, dont say that, and i know it hurts and you think theres nothing you can do about it but there is have hope have faith and the devil does not have you in controll god loves you and you have to trust that your dad is in a better place now he did love you he just had a tough way of showing it please dont do it please i am begging you, your better than that i believe in you
dreamscometrue11112 7 months ago
@dreamscometrue11112 i am nothing my dad dint even love he left he left us im going to kill this jary hes dead hes mine im going to hang him on my wall i dont love him i hate him hate him!!!! i know im nothing if no one wants to be my friends no one want to be my gf i hate my self ahhhhh!!!
im coming for you jary you dead
mrxcal123 7 months ago
@mrxcal123 your not nothing trust me and ill be your friend
dreamscometrue11112 7 months ago
@dreamscometrue11112 im in england it just turned daytime im coming for u jary u want live to see the night im sry i couldnt overcome it im so so sry it im trying to find ways to cheer me up i got a puppy and named him sammy he cheered me up im happier now im still not over the cutting how do i stop it plz help
mrxcal123 7 months ago
@mrxcal123 think about all the happy times in life but think about all the happy times you will have if u stop cutting
dreamscometrue11112 7 months ago
@dreamscometrue11112 happy im not happy i lost my dad i lost my girlfriend i lost my dog i lost my friends what is there to be happy about
mrxcal123 7 months ago
@mrxcal123 life and how it will get better so in other words the future
dreamscometrue11112 7 months ago
@dreamscometrue11112 well ill stop cutting if i lose one more thing it will happen again i hate my life theres nothing else here for me i have nothing
mrxcal123 7 months ago
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@mrxcal123 you only have nothing if you let yourself beleive that
dreamscometrue11112 7 months ago
This made me cry....):
BOTDFqueen215 7 months ago
i stopped at 8:06. i take lexapro and some other pill in the morning. :( i think this is my problem. i am drpressed and i go to a therapist. i just realized. my parents are trying to prevent me from cutting and sucide :( im 13 years old and my depression pain is not getting better but i still take lexapro
lovemaca111 8 months ago
@emomonkey95 i just started cutting a few months ago. and people found out. u have no idea how many people cried. There are so many people other than ur parents that will be willing to help you. i dont even know you and im here for you. Never think that no one cares because thats not true. People care about you whether you know it or not. talk to someone your close to and ask for help. trust me someone will help you.
XxPinkPoison13xX 8 months ago
i just watched this and it made me cry...i feel the same way. i feel like i hav an adrenalyne rush when i cut..and i cant stop i have had cuts from my hand all the way up to my elbow and on my legs and on top of my hands...im on antidepressants cause supposedly i have some mental imbalance in me and im only 15.
allieizme 8 months ago
i have been cutting for the last 2 years bcuz of stupidity. at first it was with a knife on my arm then i started using razor blades and guitar strings i wondered if this was the answer, i still cut & its such a rush tho. im a 15 year old female thats struggling to keep her family together i carved words like *-i miss u-* *-hate-* *-love-* *-i love you-* *-kill me-* *-end my suffering-my parents no and they do nothing but threaten me. idk what to do. *~i need help.~*
emomonkey95 8 months ago
@emomonkey95 please go see your councelor at school and tell them about your cutting you will get the most help if you are hospitilized in a mental health facility it may suck but you will be happy you went in the long run you will learn coping skills and all sorts of other things. my cutting had gotten so bad that i now have nerve damage in my arms and i needed stitches 2 times i had attempted suicide atleast 5 times i was hospitilized 3 times so please get help before you reach that point.
NewWind333 8 months ago
<3 I understand how you feel, I am currently struggling with my addiction to cutting as well...
YandereLolita 8 months ago
@YandereLolita I use to be a cutter.And yes it is VERY hard to quit.All it takes is 1 cut.You are not alone.There is hope.
marinedream1 8 months ago
4:17-4:31 <3..
d3thplzcom3 8 months ago
i feel bad 4 u and if u need help just message me k!!! :D
1203talklove 8 months ago
@Maddie1Cyrus ♥ If you ever need someone to talk to, message me; I will try to help...I use to be a cutter and I know how hard it is to quit.
notme1131 8 months ago
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To anyone struggling, please message/check out my channel. I want to help; message me if you need to talk ♥ Don't give up!
notme1131 8 months ago
you are in my prayers love <3 I understand your addiction every little part of it and you are in my prayers <3
KittehnkAt 8 months ago 9
@KittehnkAt thank you so much. <3
wagesofsin456 8 months ago
@wagesofsin456 No problem always here for someone if theyneed it even if I don't know them personally
KittehnkAt 8 months ago
this video made me really think why do i cut myself and i have my reaasons mine started in elementary school when i watched your video i cryied so much to a point i got sick.. it made m feel terrible i understand wht you had to go through.. i hope eeverything works out<3 even if mine cant :/ i really reallly hhope yurs does <3 <3 much lhuve
thedarkangelbby 8 months ago
i almost cried because i started out the same way. I started with scissors my first time, just a small cut that no one would notice. and then it got worse, and worse, until i was slicing my arm open with a safety pin and writing "Hate" on my thigh. I havent been able to stop even after therapy. i've lied to everyone i care about saying that i've stopped. its amazing that people dont notice my arms or my thighs. good luck to you, i'll definitely be praying for you<3
MexiNacho1020 9 months ago
@wagesofsin456 I'm sorry but i couldn't help but cry when i saw those 4 words,Kill,Hate,Fat,Ugly,i cried because those words are what i would need.I'm in middle school and i'm 13,middle school is kinda where tension builds up about who you are,but if your well,you,be happy with it,God made us all the way we are for a reason, it's not becuz he just doesn't love us,but if you and your parents don't make it,you know you always have God,and if you dont believe in god,then nvr mind, i was like tht b4
143emogrl 9 months ago
i use to cut mi self rele deep and i still see ti and have words in mi legs and shxt but i regret it
rachellovesbunny1123 9 months ago
wow that gave me chills! I hope you find the light, and that I will too, I have also been on a mental ward or what you call it, twice, one for only 1 day, and the other time for friday, saturday and sunday.. I have got borderline behavior..
I was hospitalized 3 times within 2 weeks.. take care!
you can watch my video on my channel, if you want to read my story, but it's triggering so watch out, and keep safe :) !!
mighehe 9 months ago
@mighehe Praying for you ♥ If you ever need someone to talk to, message me; I will try to help :)
notme1131 8 months ago
@notme1131 aaaw your so sweet, thank you! I will someday maybe <3
mighehe 8 months ago
@Maddie1Cyrus dont. believe me self cutting IS an addiction like drugs. The first cut felt unbelievable to me. i thought it was amazing how i caused it & how i could control the amount of blood i draw out, begun with one and a week later it was at least 3 cuts a day. without noticing it i've been cutting for 2 yrs now on my 3rd. every time i cut i just think how preety the cut looks. now i spend my days wondering whats the sharpest thing i could find 2 use and when i can do it. be careful.
XxloveanimexXYaoi 9 months ago
my cuts:
"C+P"
tic tac toe game
a cross design
"this one is for you" pointing to a deep cut
8 horizontal cuts running down my wrist
thewashcloth 10 months ago
you are so inspirational and worship this video. the worst bit i find about self harm is that people who don't do it treat it as an attention-seeking mental disorder thing and they are like "just stop cutting yourself" but they don't understand that its not that simple and i find that the hardest bit because it is impossible to explain.
TalentLadyPaige 10 months ago
i know how u feel man i cut my self to cuz im helpless in this word i keep getting called an out cast cuz cuz i cut my self i rather hert my self then go hert some one els
mastercoolmanHzt 10 months ago
god, this explains so much about me and everything. i'm so sorry for you. I hope you and I can learn to stop and forgive ourselves. Thank you for making this video
luckycharmgirl11 10 months ago
Cutting is a serious problem... I know... I do it....and im trying to stop.... People dont do it for attention....they do it cause they have a proble....so BE NICE!!!
thecountrygal911 10 months ago
I'm sorry to read all that but now I know... I'm not alone anymore.... <3 Thank you
Shotzzy9811 11 months ago
I know how you feel I was bullied and called many things, and when I got home it just got worse everyday my parents would fight and shove eachother So I found cutting myself a relief and punishment towards me my brother kept saying I was the reason for my parents and he said he wouldnt care if i died which led to more and more cutting I felt no one cares and i still do it to myself I have no one to turn that I can trust or cares in my situation. Stay strong, for others who self harm god bless u
SuperChristian4ever 11 months ago
My friend is emo....but he has an addiction as well......i hope everything is alright, you can pull through it , i did and i feel sooo different now(: Gett better ill pray for youu!
Openheart14 11 months ago
i went from my left arm to my leg then my fingers it just makes me happy to do this the only people who know are my counseller's and friends (some) but i don't want to stop and i can't so what i say to most is either its my life or i say it makes me feel good
SuperCydel 11 months ago
your right the video helped a bit but when you said there is people who love well i only have my dad and my dad's girlfriend and i cant stop because everyone is mean to me so there basicaly is no love it makes me feel good because i actually have people who understand me and wont be mean cause its hapend to them
SuperCydel 11 months ago
im emo im 11 i have no friends no one cares about me im adicted to cuting myslef why i dont know i dont want help my school counsalers dont want me to be this way but emo peeps rock if yo not emo your still ok
SuperCydel 11 months ago
fucking kids at school. i hate them! they cut there selfs, but they think if your emo, you find true love. were the fuck did they get that idea?! they fucking cut just so theyll find love?! fuck!!! at least some people have real problems -_-
thristdrinkblood 11 months ago
My dear...I see many cutters=In PAIN! W/support&options,it CAN be +dealt with. U can't just promise/wish it away! It CAN be changed! I've seen + changes occur2often!!
PLEASE GET HELP, stop the HURT.
YOU DON"T have to be in PAIN FOREVER...but LIVE!! FIGHT!
If you/friend cuts/hurtsyourself, call the Self-Abuse Finally Ends (S.A.F.E.) 8hundred DONT-CUT or selfinjury ( dot) com
U think about suicide? call 8hundred 273 TALK
suicidepreventionlifeline (dot) org
IN need immediate help, call 911
karamella365 1 year ago
I myself have started cuting i told my mom it will never happen agian but i cant stop its just too hard i only use my left arm so far i try to draw blood so i can controll my own pain but even that is hard.
Cliffayyy 1 year ago
I liked the vid but one thing what if no one really cares for you my parents got me emancipated so I could gtfo they hate me. I have been self harming for 6 years. I truely hate life I don't know if I'm goanna make it through the next hour w/t cuttimg or burning myself. life just ain't worth living anymore.
HappyIsFleeting 1 year ago
hey i self injury myself like 15 times a day! what to do? i have tried suicide 4 times.
SoulThrive 1 year ago
hey i self harm quite bad and i need help who do you recomend talking to x x thanks x
itchybitchygirlypant 1 year ago
two months is a long time to be strong, especially if you used to do it every day. i hope you're still doing well, this was uploaded a long time ago but hopefully you're still clean. remember you're not alone. much love! <3
youarethemovement 1 year ago
same here. i cut myself today with my mom's small scissors... and this is my first time. at first i thought of the same thing. why do people hurt themselves? now i totally understand. i know it's wrong in a way but i can't help myself. i have no one to talk to but myself and it's not helping so i start cutting. i felt better but two hours later i went in the bathroom and did more cuts because i felt like i had to and i want to.
15butterflies 1 year ago
a couple minutes before watching this i burned myself... i knew i had a problem because i wanted to do it again. but after i saw it my burn pinched my skin as if it was yelling "dont u ever do this again" and i listened thank you alot for puting this up :) i relized that ur situation is much worse than having a really bad bulling problem once again thank you alot :)
KeansburgKids 1 year ago
i dont understand why some people do this sorta stuff to be honest.i mean i can understand truly wats happened and im really sorry to hear about your story,it sounds really terrible about wats happened to your life but self harming yourself wont help,ur just inflicting more pain on urself.cutting only makes things worse.ive learnt that over the previous years from friends who have nearly killed themeselves from doing this sorta stuff and at the end of the day,you just gotta have that bit of hope
Mozzyeon 1 year ago
Thank you for showing this video. I am struggling with stopping SI. I have been doing it for 5 years, and i just thought that i was going crazy. I didn't think that you could have an addiction to this. I just thought it was for people who were going through so much in their life. I started with problems, but then it just became a habit, and i couldn't quit. Thank you for sharing your video and what you have gone through♥
xXSweetOverdoseXx 1 year ago 3
@xXSweetOverdoseXx i know what you mean! ive been doing it for 4 years i started because i was going thru a really rough time and just the cutting seemed to help granted it got worse after it happend but any time i was down i would do it now it is even worse idk what to do ive stopped it b4 but then it was only a month cuz then i went thru a really bad break up and now i do it all the time, i have scars everywhere and i just want them to go away i want to stop but i just cant seem to stop why?
daniellerenee26 5 months ago
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@xXSweetOverdoseXx i know what you mean! ive been doing it for 4 years i started because i was going thru a really rough time and just the cutting seemed to help granted it got worse after it happend but any time i was down i would do it now it is even worse idk what to do ive stopped it b4 but then it was only a month cuz then i went thru a really bad break up and now i do it all the time, i have scars everywhere and i just want them to go away i want to stop but i just cant seem to stop why
daniellerenee26 5 months ago
I can only pray for you-your story is incredibly sad and I hope that you will eventually beat the addiction for good.
tickedoffnow 1 year ago 5
@tickedoffnow Thank you so much. <3
wagesofsin456 1 year ago
i cut too i love the way my wrist look whenits bleedand the wormth of the blood rushing out of my wrist it feels great . all the people i told that i cut think that i'm crazy but ofcourse i tell them that i cut after i really trust them ! and now they'r telling me if i wont stop they'r gonna tell a teacher and the check my wrist so i cut on my legs now i mean why would they care if i cut or not if they dont even atleast listen to what i wanna say they interrupte me after every 3 words i say ;(
AnimalLover881 1 year ago
good video x
XpinkandsparkleyX 1 year ago
i cut myself tew! nd its nice tew know that there's ppl like me. others just tell me am crazy, nd some look at me like wt dha fuck is wrong witt yuh ?? at first, i used tew make the cut look like scratches, but then i started cutting myself more deep. i WANTED tew see blood! my parents never noticed, nd i ws relly stupid because i did it during the summer so i couldn't hide it! since then i haven't cut myself but i always feel like dying! i understand yuh nd i wish yuh luck witt yuhr life!
iluvjeffhardy001 1 year ago
I honestly hate the emo bullshit. You don't cut, your a poser. It looks like fucking cat scratches on your arms. True cutters have a lot of problems like myself. I find it relieving, like I actually have control of something in my life without being judged because only I know about it.
brandonslostangel 1 year ago
@brandonslostangel Lol, you're funny. If I remember, I didn't post any pictures of my scars. So you don't know how dumb you just made yourself sound. And as you said in the last sentence you cut yourself too. So that would make you a hypocrite. I'd rather be "emo" and a "poser" than a hypocrite any day.
wagesofsin456 1 year ago 10
@wagesofsin456 No No No It wasn't towards you at all. I was pointing out the fact most people find it cool to do that sort of thing. At my most recent school, most of the kids I saw had scratches like that. I never meant what I was saying towards you, you just misunderstood my point here honey.
brandonslostangel 1 year ago 4
@brandonslostangel Aw, I'm sorry. Big misunderstanding. Yeah, I hate it when people glamorize cutting, it's a real addiction.
wagesofsin456 1 year ago 7
@wagesofsin456- ive tried to stop. ivve lost friends over it, tons of friends that ive known my entire life. but i feel so alone. so losing people doesnt even bother meh anymore. if you truly want to seek help from a "school" counselor, all they can truly do is report it. and tell you, stop hurting yourself. honestly the only person that can stop you, is you. and its always better to catch it in an early stage when you are still doing baby cuts; the ones that look like cat scratches,
DoogleLuvsUe 11 months ago
@wagesofsin456- ive tried to stop. ivve lost friends over it, tons of friends that ive known my entire life. but i feel so alone. so losing people doesnt even bother meh anymore. if you truly want to seek help from a "school" counselor, all they can truly do is report it. and tell you, stop hurting yourself. honestly the only person that can stop you, is you. and its always better to catch it in an early stage when you are still doing baby cuts; the ones that look like cat scratches.
DoogleLuvsUe 11 months ago
ive tried to stop. ivve lost friends over it, tons of friends that ive known my entire life. but i feel so alone. so losing people doesnt even bother meh anymore. if you truly want to seek help from a "school" counselor, all they can truly do is report it. and tell you, stop hurting yourself. honestly the only person that can stop you, is you. and its always better to catch it in an early stage when you are still doing baby cuts; the ones that look like cat scratches. bc ur aftr ur inr arm, ..
DoogleLuvsUe 11 months ago
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@DoogleLuvsUe You are not alone <3 if you ever need someone to talk to please message me; I will try to help. I use to be a cutter and I know how hard it is..
notme1131 8 months ago
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every1 if u have dis prob or any prob u just wanna talk come over 2 facebook my names freedom stewart just check it out if u want to talk add me if not check my pro out anyways i use to be a cutter addicted to blood tattoos plz come talk to me and plz dont give up u are worth it
freedom22yeshuua 1 year ago
@wagesofsin456 Oohmygod.. youu don't have to be meab to her! geeze youu are terrible for saying thattt..
makayla83107 1 year ago
Some People Go Emo Because They Thinks Itss Cool I Only Do It Becausee I Have Problems And I Hate Being Judged Ferr That Because I Do And I Wont Tell Them WHyy.
Taylor9277 1 year ago
i cut for no reason in particular i just hate myself...
dannypro425 1 year ago
Self-Injury was nothing for me when i was depressed , just a bunch of Jack Daniels and go drinking till you go to sleep and never wake up
MetalSkater92 1 year ago
Please don't ever self injure again you are a good person and have a lot set for you. I feel really angry a lot too. I listen to metal to calm me down sometimes. It is the best music no question. No metalhead should ever suicide because we are the best people.
Scottland50 1 year ago
I watched the whole video and it is touching People always think that cutting yourself is stupid and why would anyone do it? It makes sense because when get hurt your body releases endorphines that take away emotional pain. I am happy you stopped self injuring because you are a really awesome person. Your good at keyboard, your a metalhead, and you are pretty. I hope you don't ever self injure again. I tried self injuring once with a paper clip in my arm and it felt good but I never did it again
Scottland50 1 year ago