ok i cut for ovr 4 years and i just stoped i am only 14 so itsa lot and i have to many scares to count this song helpd me through a lot at one point in time i hade cuts covering both of my arms and legs and i stabbed myself in the stomach a few times but im not like that anymore and if anyone needs someone to talk to just know there r people that have been there and just listen to this song it helps me everyday! <3
Wow... her father runs to school and gets her? Lets see my parents yelled at me and threw a knife to me and said have at it. I'm 22 and still cutting today... been over 8 years now. This video, though I know it didn't intend to, has only pissed me off. Wish I had parents who cared that much. Not run to school but at least not yell at me.
some of these kids dont understand your soo young you still have the rest of your life to live yes ur gonna have hard times thats part of life and hows to overcome them you will always have people who love you suicide is most selfish thing you can do, you dont kno what will happen to the love ones youve heart by leaving them im still recovering form my friends sicide probly never will R.I.P. cassidy
uk some of us it does help though. the pain feels better than feeling unloved ugly thick everything wrong. Our parents would hurt us if they found out. We are the silent ones that cannot be taken.
i struggle at least every other day im not even sure why and i would love to explain it to somebody but i dont understand it myself like i tried to tell one of my friends but she just didnt know what to say or help. im just lost i have anxiety problems with panic attacks and stuff like that and its just stuff normal people dont understantd and ive been cutting for two years and it just feels like its the only thing that can calm me down if somebody could relate i would LOVE to hear it
@jellywigglz17 i have the same thing but i dont cut but what helps for me is not taling about it or expressing it because to me that makes it worse i guess it makes it more real in my eyes
This is the perfect song to promote my website on .. ( KeepThatSilverAway.Webstarts. Com ]
This site stated above ^ , is for people to go to and to go to let them know thar they are not alone and there is always somebody there for them , just to vent , or to get a sence of hope . You can contact me personaly or comment on the Blog , just read blog reviews , or read the whatever you please . Just know there is always somebody here for you ..<3
@redruner100 hey, I'm sorry I didn't get on youtube much at all this semester. I do care so don't worry about talking to me. Have you told her that you care about her? why don't you tell her how you're feeling? it might seem scary but its even worse to not try. the worst that could happen is that she's not interested. there's tons of great girls out there but sometimes you have to wait till the right moment to find the one <3 :)
This song Gave me strength to break my Razor and get my ex back tonight.. If i didn't break that razor id be in the same place I was a month ago.. I had a break up and more other ex drama , i listened to many other songs but this one saved me. <3
If i ever told my mother that i do and have had this problem before she wouldnt comfort me... shed call me phycotic and probably put me in a mental hospital... Shows how much she cares about how i feel...
not a day gose by where i dont think about it still i struggle this song has memorys altho no one was ever there for me i am always there for a friend
You ask me why I dislike this video... well, it honestly reminds me of how the pain used to be relieved so easily when I used to cut... and this video makes me want to do it more... :'/
Seems like this song goes on for an eternity... I am a "recovering self-harmer" and I believe in all of those who are struggling to end the habit! If you need anyone to talk to please message me, I would love to help you(: I promise, your pain ends now..
Please don't be afraid to speak out to me, I am here, I know how you feel I have been there before.. One day at time<3
@xam3liiax I'm so sorry I didn't mean to press like on this comment. D: and stay strong hun. i self-injured since 5th grade. i'm 20 and still have my relapses cuz i struggle a lot but there is hope!!!!! <3<3<3 much love.
uggh i can't decide if i should cut or not tonight.......i know it would hurt you chloe but the pain i feel is worse.....but i love you so i'm gonna try to be strong for you....some days its so hard....you being at central me being alone at east...i just want to see you so bad every day....i'm weak if a girl tried really hard to take me idk if i still hang on.....but i'm living on the hope that 2-3 years from now we can finally start dating :) and thats whats keeping me alive :) i love you chloe
@EvenDeathLies i saw her today :) but when we were hanging out before her band concert she paid more attention to her hotter guy friend.....and kept poking his abs and laughing :(( Just seems like hes better than me like more attractive and not super awkward and weird and hes cooler........i just hated how she looked at him sometimes.... ;( i'm sorry your reading this i doubt you care....just feel like telling someone
so my dad randomly went through my closet this morning cause he needed something and found my knife and then showed it to my mom, and they asked why i had it and i just said idk, but i know there going to ask again because they were just in a hurry at the moment,buys im desperate i need an excuse so badly i just know theyll ask me tonight, please any thoughts???!!!
No body! And i mean nobody deserves to go through as much pain as i bet a lot of you go through. Now, i havent had anything drastic or horrific happen in my life and i hope it never will, but for some it just never seems to stop. And for thoughs that need somebody there for them or somebody just to talk to, im here for you. I might be just some random kid on youtube, but i just want everybody to know that i love and care for all. Even if we did just meet and exchange a few words.
@MrDazzeed we could be friends :D my real name is Tiffany and i've been through a WHOLE MESS of crap, especially in the past eight months and i'm in nineth grade and i havent cut myself for about two and a half months now even though i started in the beginning of seventh grade when i wasnt even 13 yet. I'll be 15 in about a month from now.
When you feel the urge, listen to this song. It's not worth feeling the guilt of breaking promises that you wouldn't cut. It only hurts the ones close to you. It may be a short relief, but the more you cut, the worse everything gets. Listen. Its. Not. Worth. It. I know the feeling of not being able stop. But trust me. Its in you, to stop. Stay strong <3
so im on my second week of not cutting and nothing bad is going on in my life but i feel the urge so badly, i cry myself to sleep like everynight i feel beyond depressed fo no reason and i feel like the more you dont do it the worse i feel so each day just gets worse and worse for me, god i hate this so much i dont even feel like a person anymore, what the fuck is wrong with me?
@jellywigglz17 Nothing's wrong with you, you are just going through withdrawl. Trust me, I'm there, but only day 3. You can do it though. I recommend finding a great group of friends, and someone to trust to talk to when you feel like giving up. Also, find a new hobby, like painting! We can do this, praying for you :)
@UnveilingMyNightmare :) thank you and im trying but none of my friends understand, theyve never done that before, so im kind of alone but its so overwhelming i can literally feel the tension in my chest and sometimes i cant breathe and feel like im having a panic attack. and ive tried alot of different things like working out and writing but idk nothing i do feels much better, its just hard i think its more than just a habbit i think its an actual addiction
@jellywigglz17 It will be hard to break your habit, but I promise you it will be worth it. Your friends, if they are true friends, will be able to help you through this no matter if they have been through it before. My best friend has never been depressed or suicidal like I have, so it just took a little bit of courage to talk to her. Talk to a guidance counselor at school and see if they have some support group, or if you can just talk to the guidance counselor.I did this and it helped alot.
my parents found me cutting and i hated it. they took my knife and I believe they have no right..... I promised my boyfriend I wouldnt cut while he was away.... im on day three and already having a hard time.... 3 more months till he comes back but when he does i want to make sure there are no new cuts on my arm im done hurting him.... just not myself.
@Heyflyleaf I know how it feels... I promised mine I wouldnt, and 2 days later I broke it... Try as hard as you can not to break that promise. It's an awful feeling to break that kind of promise. You feel way worse when you break a promise and cut, than not cutting at all... trust me.
@angelajulie23 Thank you... but now i feel bad... I saw your reply right after i broke my promise.... your right it sucks it hurts so much but i will try harder to not do it again....
@Heyflyleaf I know how hard it is... But you can do it.. Imagine how happy he will be to know that you love him enough to not hate yourself... i am in a position much the same... I have made it a few weeks so far... It feels good to watch the scars fade. He and I have both made promise to eachother to not cut... So I know if I break it i hurt him twice... I break a promise and I hurt myself... Which would then make him feel like it is okay for him to do it and we end up back where we were...
I struggle with this issue, I have a lot of days where it's really hard to not cut and it's a day-to-day thing. I started my addiction when I was 13, and I'm 19 and I still have relapses. This song is so inspiring, I listen to it when I need the release, it's not worth it, it's really not worth the pain, blood and crying. @jellywigglz17 it'll be okay, my dad found out first but I kept it from my mom for a long time. It'll be fine, just get the help from someone, don't let it consume you.
I want one night that I don't hit a vein. That I don't stay up for hours stopping the bleeding. That I don't touch my knife. I'm so trapped in this addiction. I hate it, but can't stop. I'm too addicted. Self loathe and hateful people can really change you and not for good. The longer I keep this up the deeper the cuts are getting.
@jellywigglz17 i completely understand what your talking about, and i hate that i do. i started to cut about 4 years ago and its almost like its the only way out, the most recent time i did was 2 days ago, and i don't understand how my family still doesnt know
so i struggle with cutting almost everyday i started when things were tough and that was like a year and a half ago. i got so used to doing it that eventually every time i became even slightly upset it was the first thing i thought of. so now im trying to stop but dont think i can its so hard i feel like i need to see the blood and feel the pain to get over whats going on at the time does anybody else feel me?
@jellywigglz17 I know exactly how you feel. It sucks. It's the only thing I know to do anymore, though. Once you cut long enough it becomes a part of you. All I can do is hope I'll fix things. My parents are finding out this week. My youth pastor is going to tell them. i'm freaking out.
@tearstoroses317 i agree it definatly becomes apart of you like apart of your identity, but hey i go to a therapist and he told me that telling your parents might not be the best idea and mine are very caring, it could help you but at the same time it could make things worse. i seriously wouldnt do that i would find some other way to get better but again this is my opinion
@jellywigglz17 Not only that but it's like anytime you're the slightest bit upset it's what you want to do and even if i'm not upset I go and do it...it's just an addiction. And I don't want to tell my parents at allll..my youth pastor is making me. I hope it all ends up okay in the end haha.
@angelhart6598 You can do anything you put your mind to. But a friend of mine once told me to chew gum. Everytime you feel the urge to cut, chew some gum instead, and try to focus on the good things in life.
@SuperAshTheGeek just because you dont cut doesnt mean you can go saying all this. some people cut because its the only way to deal with it, and their friends and family should support them through it. leave them alone
im not gonna repeat what everyone else has already said,,, you can guess why im here, but i will say if anyone ever wants to talk, i know sometimes its easier to talk to people you dont know,, ill listen okay? just message me, i dont bite..,,id like to help people,, even if i cant help myself. xx
This song describes how I once felt but I'm happy to say I'm not that person anymore. To anyone struggling there is hope, you can put down the knife. Stay strong.
The last time I cut was in school and I carved the word HELP on my arm. I decided to get help. I told the school and they also agreed that I needed help so now I am going going to a hospital during the day to help me stop cutting. Sometimes its hard to admit that you need help. I'm glad that I did and i'm trying my best to stop! :)
@TheFishingElf the lyrics at that part are "she opens it there's nothing there is only left-over tears, mom and dad had no right she screams" and thats because (I'm guessing) that she cuts when she's feeling angry, and the blade reminds her of other times she's felt that way. therefore the lyrics would make sense... hope this helps.
Every song played form between the trees has a meaning. I think this one has true meaning towards anyone. even if you don't cut yourself. This is amazing.
This song brings me to tears everytime, I love how its not all glamourised and it is actually shown that cutting is not attention seeking but rather a way to deal with pain, and how they show that anyone can succomb to it, not just 'emos' which i hate stereotypes are disgustiong. Phenomenal song
after 9-10 years of attempted suicide and cuttin I was finally saved by tha most increadible guy I have eva met. tho he doesn't love me I am in love wit him and he still cares bout me. he has helped me through so much he is tha only guy that could eva keep me alive. when he got me ta stop cuttin and tryin ta kill myself I knew he would b tha most important guy in my life and he is witout him I would b dead or in a mental hospital. I love you Robert Levis.
@jesterinflames Then, obviously, you didn't have it that bad if you could simply bring yourself out of it with distractions. Or you're denying that you're over it. Cutting is like alcoholism- it's an addiction. You can't just stop- it doesn't work that way. Usually, cutting comes with depression, and you have to be happy in order to get into doing other things. Plus, people don't cut to kill themselves- some cut to make sure they're alive, others to punish themselves for living, etc.
@musicjunkie109 You don't have to be happy to do other things. Excerise/sport releases endorphins and endorphins relieve pain/make you happier. Anything can be fixed with the right mindset. If you deny that, then you're being pessimistic and stupid. Cutting isn't necessary, I find it a little extreme.
@jesterinflames yeah well some people are going through hard times and have no other way to deal with things. think before you say something that you dont even know about at all
@leaveMJalone I know it may feel like that, but if you try you can do it. I'm 26 days clean, and every day I want to... but life's so much easier and more enjoyable when you find the strength to stop.
You guys should look up "Brea's Song Mason Bellamy" if you liked this. It's about cutting and abuse. It's a song I wrote, but I assure you this is not some stunt to get more views. God gave me the song and I really think it can speak to people.
ive been cutting for 9 years nw and im trying to stay clean of if bc my boyfirend doesnt like it and i know every time i do it , it hurts him and then i do it more and when i have a child i dnt want them to see me cutting and then they cut bt its really hard to stop ive gotten better i only do it once a week nt 4 or 5 times a day and even more then that
My last cut was in February and I wear the scar as punishment, having to see it everyday and think about what I put my family through is enough to make me never want to do it again.
My sister however just cut about a week ago and I thought I was going to lose her for good this time.
What's worse is that she saved me from killing myself in February, but I wasn't able to help her when she needed me.
She's alive and well now, but I worry about her every single day.
@MrPineapple9900 You need to understand something. People who cut or hurt themselves in any other way are not always depressed. It could just be replacing an emotional pain with a physical one because more often than not, words hurt more than you can believe; like your own! So before you come here to judge us, open your own eyes to try to understand something. We ALL have problems, and EVERYONE expresses themselves differently. Also, I'm willing to bet someone close to you has hurt themselves.
Ive been one week.... It's so hard. I wish I had someone to care for me. I may be a guy, but once you start, its so hard to stop, and nobody gets it because I'm a guy. I really need someone.
This song makes me want to cut myself again.
Rixxamoth 18 hours ago
this song makes me cry SO much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bluehusky311 5 days ago
ok i cut for ovr 4 years and i just stoped i am only 14 so itsa lot and i have to many scares to count this song helpd me through a lot at one point in time i hade cuts covering both of my arms and legs and i stabbed myself in the stomach a few times but im not like that anymore and if anyone needs someone to talk to just know there r people that have been there and just listen to this song it helps me everyday! <3
JennieLynne55 5 days ago in playlist Liked videos
this song helps me to stop cutting when I want to do it again
cassherman94 1 week ago
Fuck i love this song<3
MyDarlingBeatrice 1 week ago
this makes me think of my friend:(
ikozioziemski 1 week ago
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andreasblog21 1 week ago
This band continues to help me through my depression.. I don't know what I would do without them.. :)
TheSameButDiffrent 1 week ago 2
Wow... her father runs to school and gets her? Lets see my parents yelled at me and threw a knife to me and said have at it. I'm 22 and still cutting today... been over 8 years now. This video, though I know it didn't intend to, has only pissed me off. Wish I had parents who cared that much. Not run to school but at least not yell at me.
talgie22890 2 weeks ago 3
@talgie22890 i know how you feel, my parents yell at me every day. they blame me for it and tell me its bullshit.
ThatDrummerKid2014 1 week ago
my favorite song
vodka73589 2 weeks ago
I JUST GOT OUT OF THE HOSPITAL YEASTERUDAY
vodka73589 2 weeks ago 2
I love this song+video, makes me cry ha :) but i dont think my parents would be as understanding as her dad.
randomizer654 2 weeks ago
If anyone needs someone to talk to, feel free to message me.
nace112 2 weeks ago
i love the noise youtube makes when you like a comment :D
rh3blonde 3 weeks ago
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rh3blonde 3 weeks ago
some of these kids dont understand your soo young you still have the rest of your life to live yes ur gonna have hard times thats part of life and hows to overcome them you will always have people who love you suicide is most selfish thing you can do, you dont kno what will happen to the love ones youve heart by leaving them im still recovering form my friends sicide probly never will R.I.P. cassidy
rh3blonde 3 weeks ago
I break down everytime i listen to this song. Basically explains my life.
AimeeeSmilees 3 weeks ago
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thecrazyredhead1997 1 month ago
uk some of us it does help though. the pain feels better than feeling unloved ugly thick everything wrong. Our parents would hurt us if they found out. We are the silent ones that cannot be taken.
luviceXandXyou 1 month ago
omg was that dad Grysome from csi :o
AtomicFart1000 1 month ago
i recently relapsed.. i'm ashamed. i hate it. my boyfriend is the only one who knows...
but I'm changing that. He's going to go with me to talk to my youth pastor. I want to stop, and I'm going to make it happen. Pray for me.
SingerLove17 1 month ago 2
i struggle at least every other day im not even sure why and i would love to explain it to somebody but i dont understand it myself like i tried to tell one of my friends but she just didnt know what to say or help. im just lost i have anxiety problems with panic attacks and stuff like that and its just stuff normal people dont understantd and ive been cutting for two years and it just feels like its the only thing that can calm me down if somebody could relate i would LOVE to hear it
jellywigglz17 1 month ago
@jellywigglz17 its okay, I know how it is with the panic attacks, message me if you want to talk :)
MakeupFiend2311 1 month ago
@jellywigglz17 i have the same thing but i dont cut but what helps for me is not taling about it or expressing it because to me that makes it worse i guess it makes it more real in my eyes
rh3blonde 3 weeks ago
@rh3blonde what do you mean expressing it ? like writing it down or something?
jellywigglz17 3 weeks ago
I cut myself to this song....I don't listen to the end, because the beginning is everything I feel.
FaithWillLead 1 month ago
@FaithWillLead recovery is possible but only if you yourself want to get better.
Browniethehamster139 1 month ago
@Browniethehamster139 I have wanted to, I've been trying since I was 14. I've been on many medications and seen a dozen therapists. It's not easy.
FaithWillLead 1 month ago
@FaithWillLead well you shouldn't. seriously, if you want to vent just email me. I can help, trust me.... I can help
TheIWSP 1 month ago
5 months strong,... its a struggle
but life has always been a battle
i'm not through with mine yet
hjoy232 1 month ago
This is the perfect song to promote my website on .. ( KeepThatSilverAway.Webstarts. Com ]
This site stated above ^ , is for people to go to and to go to let them know thar they are not alone and there is always somebody there for them , just to vent , or to get a sence of hope . You can contact me personaly or comment on the Blog , just read blog reviews , or read the whatever you please . Just know there is always somebody here for you ..<3
( KeepThatSilverAway.Webstarts. Com ]
IdeDieForYou69 1 month ago
3 weeks clean :) but still have horrible scars alll over my arms, but they are healing! NO more cutting for me!
TheMusicislife321 1 month ago
Must... find.. more songs... like... these...
BenGoesGrr 1 month ago 6
@redruner100 hey, I'm sorry I didn't get on youtube much at all this semester. I do care so don't worry about talking to me. Have you told her that you care about her? why don't you tell her how you're feeling? it might seem scary but its even worse to not try. the worst that could happen is that she's not interested. there's tons of great girls out there but sometimes you have to wait till the right moment to find the one <3 :)
EvenDeathLies 1 month ago
7 months clean:) i still struggle but my bf helps me through it all:)
JadeBeirsack 1 month ago
What kind of razor is that, like how do you get it, that was in the ring box? I need one to cut my hair.. o.o
kellycupcakekiller 1 month ago
It's been a while since I heard this. Can't believe I forgot this. =(
gohsam2001 1 month ago
I need somebody to talk to....
AmandaLouNicolePoole 1 month ago
This song Gave me strength to break my Razor and get my ex back tonight.. If i didn't break that razor id be in the same place I was a month ago.. I had a break up and more other ex drama , i listened to many other songs but this one saved me. <3
liesyboo 1 month ago 3
You're not alone .. None of you ..
Visit my site : KeepThatSilverAway.Webstarts. Com
It may help a little .. <3
Stay Strong , Beautifuls <3
IdeDieForYou69 1 month ago
If i ever told my mother that i do and have had this problem before she wouldnt comfort me... shed call me phycotic and probably put me in a mental hospital... Shows how much she cares about how i feel...
ToWriteOnHerArms 1 month ago 3
idk i have tryed to stop but it like im addicted ik it sounds stupid but it true ):
TheSasuke135 1 month ago
@TheSasuke135 i know how it feels.. me to
randomness551 1 month ago
not a day gose by where i dont think about it still i struggle this song has memorys altho no one was ever there for me i am always there for a friend
unzens 1 month ago
I'm on my 2nd day clean since I broke..who knows how long.../:
kellycupcakekiller 2 months ago
1:08 <3 scene bean :D
IKTHYIA 2 months ago
i cut less than an hour ago...
IKTHYIA 2 months ago
i dont cut all that deep...
IKTHYIA 2 months ago
To everyone watching this video stay strong <3
EstherF2509 2 months ago
love how he just appeared on the bus at 1:15
daymitzamelia 2 months ago
You ask me why I dislike this video... well, it honestly reminds me of how the pain used to be relieved so easily when I used to cut... and this video makes me want to do it more... :'/
hottblossom101 2 months ago
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Seems like this song goes on for an eternity... I am a "recovering self-harmer" and I believe in all of those who are struggling to end the habit! If you need anyone to talk to please message me, I would love to help you(: I promise, your pain ends now..
Please don't be afraid to speak out to me, I am here, I know how you feel I have been there before.. One day at time<3
hottblossom101 2 months ago
Trying to stop... One day at a time I suppose
bimboblonde123 2 months ago
Ryan is my cousin :) shame they broke up :(
BobbyRossRacing93 2 months ago
2 days clean. aha. Not much but it's the long for me.
GingerCewkiee 2 months ago
so close to being a month clean today, November 18.....but of course at midnight I failed and couldn't even do that right. </3
craz4rock 2 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
tried so hard to come clean... im 15 been a self injurer for about 6 years...
xam3liiax 2 months ago
@xam3liiax I'm so sorry I didn't mean to press like on this comment. D: and stay strong hun. i self-injured since 5th grade. i'm 20 and still have my relapses cuz i struggle a lot but there is hope!!!!! <3<3<3 much love.
EvenDeathLies 2 months ago
been clean since march 2nd... and struggling more and more lately to not fall back into it :(
JuggalettesRUs8D 2 months ago
I've been cutting for a year today :(
RockRevolution666 2 months ago
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InfernoMaster6 2 months ago
uggh i can't decide if i should cut or not tonight.......i know it would hurt you chloe but the pain i feel is worse.....but i love you so i'm gonna try to be strong for you....some days its so hard....you being at central me being alone at east...i just want to see you so bad every day....i'm weak if a girl tried really hard to take me idk if i still hang on.....but i'm living on the hope that 2-3 years from now we can finally start dating :) and thats whats keeping me alive :) i love you chloe
redruner100 2 months ago
@redruner100 there's hope <3 don't give up. instead of cutting, try painting, reading, writing, drawing, watching a movie, etc.
EvenDeathLies 2 months ago
@EvenDeathLies i saw her today :) but when we were hanging out before her band concert she paid more attention to her hotter guy friend.....and kept poking his abs and laughing :(( Just seems like hes better than me like more attractive and not super awkward and weird and hes cooler........i just hated how she looked at him sometimes.... ;( i'm sorry your reading this i doubt you care....just feel like telling someone
redruner100 2 months ago
so my dad randomly went through my closet this morning cause he needed something and found my knife and then showed it to my mom, and they asked why i had it and i just said idk, but i know there going to ask again because they were just in a hurry at the moment,buys im desperate i need an excuse so badly i just know theyll ask me tonight, please any thoughts???!!!
jellywigglz17 2 months ago
@jellywigglz17 You use it in case theres a robber in your house and you need to defend youself? Hope it helps :3
mermaidaqualover 2 months ago
i broke after 2 good months last night.
xx3m0kittehxx 2 months ago
Like if you support To Write Love On Her Arms.
KingSheamusCena 2 months ago 135
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Like!
soadfan1600 2 months ago
If anybodys just wants to talk and or need my help, message me and i will give you a link to my facebook.
MrDazzeed 2 months ago in playlist MrDazzeed's favorites
No body! And i mean nobody deserves to go through as much pain as i bet a lot of you go through. Now, i havent had anything drastic or horrific happen in my life and i hope it never will, but for some it just never seems to stop. And for thoughs that need somebody there for them or somebody just to talk to, im here for you. I might be just some random kid on youtube, but i just want everybody to know that i love and care for all. Even if we did just meet and exchange a few words.
MrDazzeed 2 months ago in playlist MrDazzeed's favorites 26
@MrDazzeed we could be friends :D my real name is Tiffany and i've been through a WHOLE MESS of crap, especially in the past eight months and i'm in nineth grade and i havent cut myself for about two and a half months now even though i started in the beginning of seventh grade when i wasnt even 13 yet. I'll be 15 in about a month from now.
xxsecretcelebxx 2 months ago
@xxsecretcelebxx I'm here for ya (: .
MrDazzeed 2 months ago
@MrDazzeed as someone who has struggled with self injury for almost 7 years...
thank you...
understanding and mercy mean alot...
blondestjohn 2 weeks ago
@blondestjohn I just want people to know i'm here for them in a time of need.
MrDazzeed 2 weeks ago
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angelajulie23 3 months ago
angelajulie23 3 months ago
so im on my second week of not cutting and nothing bad is going on in my life but i feel the urge so badly, i cry myself to sleep like everynight i feel beyond depressed fo no reason and i feel like the more you dont do it the worse i feel so each day just gets worse and worse for me, god i hate this so much i dont even feel like a person anymore, what the fuck is wrong with me?
jellywigglz17 3 months ago
@jellywigglz17 Nothing's wrong with you, you are just going through withdrawl. Trust me, I'm there, but only day 3. You can do it though. I recommend finding a great group of friends, and someone to trust to talk to when you feel like giving up. Also, find a new hobby, like painting! We can do this, praying for you :)
UnveilingMyNightmare 3 months ago
@UnveilingMyNightmare :) thank you and im trying but none of my friends understand, theyve never done that before, so im kind of alone but its so overwhelming i can literally feel the tension in my chest and sometimes i cant breathe and feel like im having a panic attack. and ive tried alot of different things like working out and writing but idk nothing i do feels much better, its just hard i think its more than just a habbit i think its an actual addiction
jellywigglz17 3 months ago
@jellywigglz17 It will be hard to break your habit, but I promise you it will be worth it. Your friends, if they are true friends, will be able to help you through this no matter if they have been through it before. My best friend has never been depressed or suicidal like I have, so it just took a little bit of courage to talk to her. Talk to a guidance counselor at school and see if they have some support group, or if you can just talk to the guidance counselor.I did this and it helped alot.
UnveilingMyNightmare 3 months ago
my parents found me cutting and i hated it. they took my knife and I believe they have no right..... I promised my boyfriend I wouldnt cut while he was away.... im on day three and already having a hard time.... 3 more months till he comes back but when he does i want to make sure there are no new cuts on my arm im done hurting him.... just not myself.
Heyflyleaf 3 months ago
@Heyflyleaf I know how it feels... I promised mine I wouldnt, and 2 days later I broke it... Try as hard as you can not to break that promise. It's an awful feeling to break that kind of promise. You feel way worse when you break a promise and cut, than not cutting at all... trust me.
angelajulie23 3 months ago
@angelajulie23 Thank you... but now i feel bad... I saw your reply right after i broke my promise.... your right it sucks it hurts so much but i will try harder to not do it again....
Heyflyleaf 3 months ago
@Heyflyleaf I know how hard it is... But you can do it.. Imagine how happy he will be to know that you love him enough to not hate yourself... i am in a position much the same... I have made it a few weeks so far... It feels good to watch the scars fade. He and I have both made promise to eachother to not cut... So I know if I break it i hurt him twice... I break a promise and I hurt myself... Which would then make him feel like it is okay for him to do it and we end up back where we were...
emoTeam95 3 months ago
@emoTeam95 thank you. I'll try my best and only wish the best for you :)
God Bless.
Heyflyleaf 2 months ago
I struggle with this issue, I have a lot of days where it's really hard to not cut and it's a day-to-day thing. I started my addiction when I was 13, and I'm 19 and I still have relapses. This song is so inspiring, I listen to it when I need the release, it's not worth it, it's really not worth the pain, blood and crying. @jellywigglz17 it'll be okay, my dad found out first but I kept it from my mom for a long time. It'll be fine, just get the help from someone, don't let it consume you.
MCRfangurl16 3 months ago in playlist MCRfangurl16's favorites
I want one night that I don't hit a vein. That I don't stay up for hours stopping the bleeding. That I don't touch my knife. I'm so trapped in this addiction. I hate it, but can't stop. I'm too addicted. Self loathe and hateful people can really change you and not for good. The longer I keep this up the deeper the cuts are getting.
tearstoroses317 3 months ago
has everyone been too distracted by the song to wonder: what the fuck was her dad doing in the girls bathroom at a school?!
isssues911 3 months ago in playlist quicklist
@jellywigglz17 i completely understand what your talking about, and i hate that i do. i started to cut about 4 years ago and its almost like its the only way out, the most recent time i did was 2 days ago, and i don't understand how my family still doesnt know
thelipsyncher13 3 months ago in playlist thelipsyncher13's favorites
so i struggle with cutting almost everyday i started when things were tough and that was like a year and a half ago. i got so used to doing it that eventually every time i became even slightly upset it was the first thing i thought of. so now im trying to stop but dont think i can its so hard i feel like i need to see the blood and feel the pain to get over whats going on at the time does anybody else feel me?
jellywigglz17 3 months ago
@jellywigglz17 I know exactly how you feel. It sucks. It's the only thing I know to do anymore, though. Once you cut long enough it becomes a part of you. All I can do is hope I'll fix things. My parents are finding out this week. My youth pastor is going to tell them. i'm freaking out.
tearstoroses317 3 months ago
@tearstoroses317 i agree it definatly becomes apart of you like apart of your identity, but hey i go to a therapist and he told me that telling your parents might not be the best idea and mine are very caring, it could help you but at the same time it could make things worse. i seriously wouldnt do that i would find some other way to get better but again this is my opinion
jellywigglz17 3 months ago
@jellywigglz17 Not only that but it's like anytime you're the slightest bit upset it's what you want to do and even if i'm not upset I go and do it...it's just an addiction. And I don't want to tell my parents at allll..my youth pastor is making me. I hope it all ends up okay in the end haha.
tearstoroses317 3 months ago
I cried at the end when I realized her dad died..
reilynnwins 3 months ago
oh my... i thought this was about a girl and a boy not her dad haha this almost made me cry T~T
Parrapette 3 months ago
5 years clean! still struggle everyday. One day at a time <3
Anarchick1319 3 months ago 55
♥2-3 years clean♥
teketekechan 3 months ago
My fucking life. My song.
IansAcousticCovers 3 months ago
This song gave me the strength to stop, that there is a reason to stop... ~3 months clean~
IFreakingHeartBvB 3 months ago 3
i freaking love this video with passion
sexiibiatch0401 3 months ago in playlist sexiibiatch0401's favorites
♥1 month clean♥
xElleVictoriax 3 months ago
@angelhart6598 You can do anything you put your mind to. But a friend of mine once told me to chew gum. Everytime you feel the urge to cut, chew some gum instead, and try to focus on the good things in life.
daisycutiebebe 3 months ago
@daisycutiebebe hmmm ill try that ive never heard of that one sound like it might accutally work for me thanx soo much
angelhart6598 3 months ago
@angelhart6598 You're welcome(:
daisycutiebebe 3 months ago
hey! check out my new video of us doing a snatch and grab prank at the jack in the box drive thru!
nikkibaby4evax33 3 months ago in playlist Liked
His eyes, are like, damn.
n00bcaekz 3 months ago
I Wish my dads was just like the girls . . . <|3
IndependentRidersBk 3 months ago 3
omfg his eyes are so cool
peacewolf99 3 months ago
They are really good live.. The lead singer's brother's band Through You is one of my favs...
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SuperAshTheGeek 4 months ago
@SuperAshTheGeek just because you dont cut doesnt mean you can go saying all this. some people cut because its the only way to deal with it, and their friends and family should support them through it. leave them alone
Haylee14315 4 months ago
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SuperAshTheGeek 4 months ago
@Haylee14315 Just don't do it. It's a bad way to coop. I do support them, but Im not gonna say it's okay.
SuperAshTheGeek 4 months ago 2
im not gonna repeat what everyone else has already said,,, you can guess why im here, but i will say if anyone ever wants to talk, i know sometimes its easier to talk to people you dont know,, ill listen okay? just message me, i dont bite..,,id like to help people,, even if i cant help myself. xx
whyxXbeLIEveXx 4 months ago
I was clean from cutting for 6 months...I broke it today
:/ fml
7venus13 4 months ago 4
I'VE WRITTEN "LOVE" on my arms many times just to see if people react to it..and guess what?
they don't! :(
axelx666 4 months ago
@axelx666 Not true, I'm reacting to it...i've been clean for a year and a half. People care, even if you haven't met them IRL.
ymmitproductions 4 months ago
@axelx666 Man,if I saw that written on your arms I would of nodded and said "Great song"
DawnRainWasHere 4 months ago
Cutters are just Darwinism at work. Learn how to handle stress, people!
Shawnaldo75 4 months ago
@Shawnaldo75 I'm workin on it..four and a half month self harm free :)
Browniethehamster139 4 months ago in playlist Browniethehamster139's Favorited Videos
i just cant stop......
XxjustmeaninglessxX 4 months ago
This song describes how I once felt but I'm happy to say I'm not that person anymore. To anyone struggling there is hope, you can put down the knife. Stay strong.
justiney29 4 months ago
The last time I cut was in school and I carved the word HELP on my arm. I decided to get help. I told the school and they also agreed that I needed help so now I am going going to a hospital during the day to help me stop cutting. Sometimes its hard to admit that you need help. I'm glad that I did and i'm trying my best to stop! :)
xElleVictoriax 4 months ago 2
I don't get why they go 'she opens it theres nothing there mum and dad had no right' when the blade was there?
TheFishingElf 4 months ago
@TheFishingElf the lyrics at that part are "she opens it there's nothing there is only left-over tears, mom and dad had no right she screams" and thats because (I'm guessing) that she cuts when she's feeling angry, and the blade reminds her of other times she's felt that way. therefore the lyrics would make sense... hope this helps.
isssues911 4 months ago
Amazing song. Better acoustic in my opinion, though.
jakeh1569 4 months ago
this song brought me to my knees in tears </3
JuggalettesRUs8D 4 months ago
Every song played form between the trees has a meaning. I think this one has true meaning towards anyone. even if you don't cut yourself. This is amazing.
livelifeCRA 4 months ago
:( god i needs help... im so fucked up ...
jewjew1991highest 4 months ago
i broke down last nite i cut my legs 28 times dear god i need help
ilovekurtcobain17 4 months ago
omg,
his eyes!
xiiomi311 4 months ago 36
This song brings me to tears everytime, I love how its not all glamourised and it is actually shown that cutting is not attention seeking but rather a way to deal with pain, and how they show that anyone can succomb to it, not just 'emos' which i hate stereotypes are disgustiong. Phenomenal song
RIPHumphrey 4 months ago
after 9-10 years of attempted suicide and cuttin I was finally saved by tha most increadible guy I have eva met. tho he doesn't love me I am in love wit him and he still cares bout me. he has helped me through so much he is tha only guy that could eva keep me alive. when he got me ta stop cuttin and tryin ta kill myself I knew he would b tha most important guy in my life and he is witout him I would b dead or in a mental hospital. I love you Robert Levis.
ICP929 4 months ago
this song has saved me so many times from cutting myself
ilovekurtcobain17 4 months ago
@jesterinflames Then, obviously, you didn't have it that bad if you could simply bring yourself out of it with distractions. Or you're denying that you're over it. Cutting is like alcoholism- it's an addiction. You can't just stop- it doesn't work that way. Usually, cutting comes with depression, and you have to be happy in order to get into doing other things. Plus, people don't cut to kill themselves- some cut to make sure they're alive, others to punish themselves for living, etc.
musicjunkie109 4 months ago
@musicjunkie109 You don't have to be happy to do other things. Excerise/sport releases endorphins and endorphins relieve pain/make you happier. Anything can be fixed with the right mindset. If you deny that, then you're being pessimistic and stupid. Cutting isn't necessary, I find it a little extreme.
TTMichael18 4 months ago
@jesterinflames yeah well some people are going through hard times and have no other way to deal with things. think before you say something that you dont even know about at all
Haylee14315 4 months ago
:/
JuddinBeeberLover 4 months ago
1 year today...so excited :D
mojojojo101202 5 months ago 14
@mojojojo101202 Congrats :D
Browniethehamster139 4 months ago
i dont cut but i use tooo. but now i feel empty and would love it if someone would return the love to me that i share with everyone else
sparks231317 5 months ago
He has the most gourgeous eyes :3
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olympianthief 5 months ago
Orlando brahh!:) i remember hanging out with these kids :)
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xElleVictoriax 5 months ago
♥Four Days Clean♥
xElleVictoriax 5 months ago
its been a couple of months now...everytime i look at a rozar i get sick ...i cant even look at my arms it feels like the scars will never fade
kkbabienumba1 5 months ago
not even a day clean :/ not even 3 hours clean... i dont know if i'll ever be able to stop...
leaveMJalone 5 months ago
@leaveMJalone I know what you mean.
imnanimeluvr 5 months ago
@leaveMJalone I know it may feel like that, but if you try you can do it. I'm 26 days clean, and every day I want to... but life's so much easier and more enjoyable when you find the strength to stop.
AmberAndEllie 5 months ago
23 years old, and haven't cut since i was 18. I promise everyone it gets better if you let it. ^_^
ArmyNomad88 5 months ago
wish my dad was actully like that..
christinaxoxox01 5 months ago
@TheSouljagirl2 Good job:) congrats :D
88moshpit 5 months ago
This video is so sad. Makes me think of my two best friends. I tried everything to help, nothing stopped them. I still won't give up.
conor1423 5 months ago
@conor1423 the same thing im going through.
FanProductsAlways 5 months ago
lol
Makuz0r 5 months ago
I went 4 weeks clean but couldn't stop myself last night :(
BeckyLouiseeStaines 5 months ago
When listening to the song, I accidently muted it....worst time of my life.....
CreativeShorty 5 months ago
i was clean for 5 months, but did it again a few weeks ago. i was so disappointed in myself.
God's love has really helped pull me out of this darkness and addiction.
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xx3m0kittehxx 5 months ago
@GloomyDucks Yeah, that every day reminder that you made a horrible mistake...I'm not one to brag, I hide them. I understand what you are saying.
cheyOATH 5 months ago
You guys should look up "Brea's Song Mason Bellamy" if you liked this. It's about cutting and abuse. It's a song I wrote, but I assure you this is not some stunt to get more views. God gave me the song and I really think it can speak to people.
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worldofdanks 5 months ago
ive been cutting for 9 years nw and im trying to stay clean of if bc my boyfirend doesnt like it and i know every time i do it , it hurts him and then i do it more and when i have a child i dnt want them to see me cutting and then they cut bt its really hard to stop ive gotten better i only do it once a week nt 4 or 5 times a day and even more then that
star20298 5 months ago
My last cut was in February and I wear the scar as punishment, having to see it everyday and think about what I put my family through is enough to make me never want to do it again.
My sister however just cut about a week ago and I thought I was going to lose her for good this time.
What's worse is that she saved me from killing myself in February, but I wasn't able to help her when she needed me.
She's alive and well now, but I worry about her every single day.
I'm never cutting again.
DearJaseyCountMeIn 5 months ago
I honestly only stopped because I made myself promise to never have more scars than I have birthdays...
Adicted2Anime777 5 months ago
66 people aren't depressed. lol
MrPineapple9900 5 months ago
@MrPineapple9900 Zip it, not everyone that cuts is depressed and not everyone that dislikes this song isn't depressed. So just shit it would ya?
xElleVictoriax 5 months ago
@MrPineapple9900 Dude, shut up, cutting and depression is serious shit, don't be joking about it.
SixxthIce 5 months ago
@MrPineapple9900 Dude, I don't do any of this stuff but it still gets to me because it's a serious matter. You're freaking heartless.
dmattfittysix 5 months ago
@dmattfittysix it's called growing a pair and sucking it up because there are people who have had it worse.
MrPineapple9900 5 months ago
@MrPineapple9900 You need to understand something. People who cut or hurt themselves in any other way are not always depressed. It could just be replacing an emotional pain with a physical one because more often than not, words hurt more than you can believe; like your own! So before you come here to judge us, open your own eyes to try to understand something. We ALL have problems, and EVERYONE expresses themselves differently. Also, I'm willing to bet someone close to you has hurt themselves.
conor1423 5 months ago
@conor1423 And now I feel like a dick.
MrPineapple9900 5 months ago
@MrPineapple9900 I didn't say it to make you feel like that, I just want you to be more open minded and accepting.
conor1423 5 months ago
Ive been one week.... It's so hard. I wish I had someone to care for me. I may be a guy, but once you start, its so hard to stop, and nobody gets it because I'm a guy. I really need someone.
ThatDrummerGuy95 6 months ago