RIP David

[sexxiixbaybee]

why did he kill himself?? and to "dgdbg" why give that pointless comment?

[dgdbg]

you look 50.

[crystalclearvideopro]

So glad you reach out to people here on Ytube! you are so kind and a good friend... so sorry for your loss

[Chopinsnocturnes]

I don't have schizophrenia, but do have neuroses including dysthymia and gen. anxiety disorder. You said that you've never really had many friends in your life, and I totally know how that feels. I enjoy your videos. I learn something new all the time. Thank you.

[Julsinmaine101]

Yes I do know what your feeling,I have had 3 cousins of mine commite suicide and I have felt that same feelings you explained your feeling..I feel SUICIDE is a permament solution for temporary problems.They dont realize or just dont care at the time how many people it will affect...suicide to me is the most selfish act in the world..Sorry your hurting during this time of the holidays..

[PaulsBeesInTrees]

People often say that suicide is selfish but for some people its the only way for them to stop there pain and suffering. Its horrible for them family, obviously, but what about the person who suffers from it. If someone wants to die, chances are they will succeed. Its better to burn out than to fade away. Peace, Love, Empathy

[BellaChanson]

Sorry for your loss.......my uncle commited suicide and my mother threatens it constantly. It's tough to deal with.

[WelakaWombat]

I have not watched this for a few reasons.. Title was one. It is such a shame when these things happen. People often say suicide is the easy way out.. but it isn't it is a horrid way to go for someone in pain. I love ya and you are in my thoughts.. David still loves you! He is still watching.. he is still your friend.

[spycop79]

Condolences, Kristin. I hope you're doing ok.

[hell0hkitty]

i am sorry to hear of your loss. remember, it was his CHOICE, it is unfortunate that your friend didn't get help for his obvious depression, but when a person has lost hope we can no long intervene. its so sad that we have to destroy the whole person, when its usually just an issue that needs to be dealt with. what a shame....

[EllingsonHaley]

I'm sorry about your friend.

I recently found out an old classmate of mine was murdered, found dead in a ditch. Just shocking and sad. :(

[momoftwo99]

I'm very sorry about your friend

[KieliAnne]

Sorry to hear of your loss...

[Nicksblog]

I've attempted suicide. It's a scary place to be. Sorry about your friend. :(

[ojewel]

I am so sorry to hear about your friend!

[Maiyanna]

I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. So that explains your facebook post. That was a good reminder, the holidays can be especially hard for people.

[helloketty89]

condolences dear

[anjaf92]

You should know that you are not alone. for some years back my mom neese or something died, because he comited suicide. and that is amny years ago and i am still sad about it...

but ofcorse it is something different than loosing a good friend... i`m sorry for you.

i got tears in my eyes when i heard this story!!

[IChoseTheRedPill]

sorry for your loss...

[MacBookGuy91]

Very sorry about your friend.

Thats a very sad situation to be in sorry to hear.

Rest in peace David.

condolences

[ozjthomas]

This is so sad, condolences. Please know it isn't your fault. A lot of people who are depressed try to hide it very well and do not ask for help.

[BattlefieldDoktor]

This is always a shock ... But be sure it is not your fault. If someone wants the help then it will get the help. Otherwise these thoughts are mostlikely secret and the person is commiting suicide anyway - it is mostly a short moment when they feel like no one can help them.

Once I was shocked when I lived in a 12 floors high building and heard a scream the other morning and a pretty girl a few floors down was jumping out of her balcony into the death. I was shocked!

[MissJackassMeintJenn]

Rest in Peace, David.

[caseyburk]

Sorry to hear about that K. It's a true shame to know that people do this. Unfortunately, the best thing for you is to accept it and move past it. Remember the friend for who is was in your heart and understand that things would've been different if the world was different. Not much else to think about, really. Keep your chin up.

[MissAyela]

I'm so sorry about your friend, it's so sad. I hope you're ok x

[PuffyCatTail]

He sounded like a wonderful guy. It is very sad that this happened. When I took my last overdose, it just happend so fast that it surprised me. No one could have known what was going on in my head. So, there is a good chance that you could have never known what he was thinking or be able to help. I am glad that I am still here. I hope that I never do it again.

I hate funerals, too. When my dad died it was an open casket. When I got to the funeral home one of my aunts grabbed me and cont

[PuffyCatTail]

rushed me up to the casket to look at him. It was horrible. Mentally I was not ready for that. The funeral was just torture to go through. My dad and I did not get along but I still loved him. I felt like now he is dead and I will never receive his love or approval. I was very rebellious with a mind of my own.

If you can't handle it mentally it might be best not to go. You need to take care of yourself. You will be in my prayers.

Much love and great big hugs. :)

[bakuganrawesome]

aww thats sad, well i wish i could of prevented my mom from dying, she was snoring really weird the night before and my dad didnt do anything, the next day, my dad had to take my sister someware and said bye to her, that was his last bye. she was in the sunroom, it looked like she was sleeping, she always slept outthere. well i went to my friends house,went back home,saw police then got worried,when i walked in my dad was crying, he told me what happened, i will always miss her ;(

[Luv4Learning]

I'm sorry to hear about this. I'm sure that you have a lot of emotions related to this. It sounds like he touched a lot of people's lives while he was here--remember that. You both obviously have very good hearts <3

Hugs,

Colleen

[gabrielabrasil]

I am so sorry to hear about your friend... there is nothing you could have done... there is a quote from a Brazilian poet that goes like this "someone's heart is a land that no one sees", you never know what is on people's minds...

I know you must be sad and thinking about how you could prevent it, but really, there is nothing you or anyone could have done... Just remember him as a good friend and focus on the positive memories... as for the funeral, you don't have to go if you dont want to..

[grumpychuck]

Sorry to hear about your friend David...he sounds like a nice guy...and for you to feel guilty in any way is just a waste of energy.

[bigbear359]

Kirstin, i would recommend going out and buying a book of poetry and to write Davids name on the inside. Its some thing to keep to remind you of this gentle person who was kind to you.

[InvaderxxZim]

Oh my god, I am so sorry!

I know what you mean about not believing he is dead, I've been there. I just could NOT believe it. I refused to. I even wondered if I was dreaming cause it just COULDN'T be happening to ME.

I've been lucky enough to not have any relatives commit suicide, but my friend's mom has. It is very tragic. :(

Please don't blame yourself, hun!

I'll be praying for his family. <3

R.I.P. <3

[BigHippiePat]

God bless you all and also his family in this horrible tragedy.

I'm gonna keep you all in my prayers.

[realar]

I know grief myself, I keep on losing relationships.

It's hard to mourn a suicide, i pity more.

[realar]

Sucky! I'm sorry bud.