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  • I used to just enjoy this song until I heard him talk about why he wrote it and I read the lyrics now, after I heard his story... And I just cry.

  • this song makes me so sad i cry when i hear it!

  • ok i cant stop thinking about this.. idc if u give me hate!

    Was she a christian?!

    Bcuz if not my heart will nvr be the same.

    WHere she goes if she is not brings fear and tears to my eyes

  • @HannahZ1998 May I ask, why does it matter if she was Christian or not?

  • @dealingwithvilma Bcuz... heaven and Hell? If ur dont be;ieve In Jesus Christ than U'll go to hell. If u believe in jesus and believe that he died on the cross for us than u'll walk with God and wen u die go to heaven!

  • @HannahZ1998 Ahh, all right. Well that can be argued. Personally I think everyone can believe in what they believe in.

  • This is what TOP whispers in the middle ,its never on any lyrics-sites for some reason ):

    mom. My heart is burdened and heavy that she may die. Please protect her so that her laughters will not disappear.

    “Mom” is an extended metaphor throughout the whole song, the “mom” representing God.

  • the voice of war .....the voice of rock :D

  • choi seung hyun, you stole my heart <3

  • Yh @77 cool Justin ur right and this song makes me cry all the time couse of whar inspired him to song it ::(

  • this song is about a girl that was going to die so she wanted to meet t.o.p but top thought it was a lie intell he saw a letter with a dead girl so he wrote her this song

  • I hope he has more songs that are like this.. I love his voice! It was already incredible when he raps...but when he sings..it's equally as amazing!! T.O.P, you're the best. Love this song..and I'm sorry for the pain you've been thru..but on the bright side..I'm sure that girl would be really happy to know you wrote her a song : ') Proud to be a T.O.P fan and V.I.P!

  • A girl wanted to meet him before she died and she sent a letter and he thought it was fake until he got a video saying that she died and so he wrote a song just for her and this song made me cry badly like sobbing

  • TOP, WHY DO U HAVE TO BE SO HANDSOME AND HOT?!?! man, u're voice is just...loveeeeee it!

  • this is really sad...

    the sensitive of t.o.p..

    he must be very sorry for that girl><

  • dats a great freakin song!LUV IT!

  • I saw a top interview in hancinema..top say this song was written as like a letter to a ill friend of him...which he is dying to visit that friend...so y everyone say is a fan?? So is a fan or a friend?? Top I hope he can say it out loud..lol...I m so confuse...so many diff story..

  • I love the electric guitars!! them OMG his voice is just honey! love it

  • This is a true story and it makes me cry everytime....

  • it would be nice to know what the origin is but... whatever inspired himm..... led him to write a great song so lets enjoy it

  • I just cried! :'( .... such a beautiful song... love his voice.. and just LOVE HIM! :)

  • Basically, a girl third year in middle school was diagnosed with a terminal disease, and she really wanted to see TOP before she died. so she sent letters to him and stuff, but when TOP saw those letters, he didn’t think she was serious because so many fans fake things like that just to see him. Later, when she died, her relatives sent TOP a video of the dying/dead girl. TOP apparently cried after he watched the video of the dying/dead girl and composed a song dedicated to her.

  • @Godwars203 awwww. what a sad story :((((

  • Oh my god TOP.

  • This song broke my heart.

  • ah I can't not cry when I hear this...

  • this song is beautiful, it really comes from the heart <3 I love T.O.P and I bet we all do XD <3 <3 <3

  • When i first heard the title of the song i thought it was ganna be about T.O.P being annoyed with a nagging mum...boy was i wrong.

  • This is such a sad song, I feel TOP's pain, and the circumstances, make it even more heartbreaking, He has such a pure heart

  • ummm,,,, it should be SORRY, IM SORRY BYE TOP.... 1:09

  • oh my gosh!! the sweetest part was from 2:00 to 2:38. i wanted to cry.... TOP is amazing.....

  • This song has so much emotion in it, it makes me want to cry. I love TOP's voice, it's just so soothing. I'm not sure what made him write/compose this song but it's truly a work of art.

  • this isn't romanji but hangul ;)

  • a girl third year in middle school was diagnosed with a terminal disease, and she really wanted to see TOP before she died. so she sent letters to him. but when TOP saw those letters, he didn’t think she was serious because so many fans feign things like that just to see him.Then later, when she died, her relatives sent TOP a letter/video of the dead girl. TOP apparently cried after he read/saw/watched the letter/video of the dead girl and composed a song dedicated to her .

  • @WawaSanChyqaq are u serious? just reading that makes me cry.... aww, Seung Hyun .

  • @Zahina123 Yes , serious.

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  • this is so beautiful for so many reasons

  • Does anyone know the chords to this??

  • My friend made me listen to this song...I had no idea what it was about..anyone know?

  • @Hokairoable Well, someone says it's about a fanmail he received from a dying girl, that wanted to say goodbye (that could explain why he's singing "im sorry, bye top" in the first verse) but I don't know whether or not it's just rumors...

    Does anyone btw know the chords to this??

  • @BlueJulietXO ya i think so too and the chorus Oh! mom he jus put it there to go with the flow

    nice song though<3

  • I hope the fan that TOP wrote those for is doing well. =] I bet this made him/her willing to live because someone he/she wrote to actually wrote a song about his/her story. <3

  • I love him and his voice :)

    Nice !

    Love TOP :x

  • he sounds auto tuned -_-

  • i wish i had a friend that was as good and awesome as TOP.

  • this really makes me cry and even more coues ♥T.O.P♥ dies

  • his singing voice is hypnoticing me ...

    he should sing more songs like this...

    its really sad T__T

  • ATTENTION BIGBANG LOVERS: We must work to get the WORLD TOUR that we deserve! I know that YG wants to do the world tour, but they think that they won't sell as many tickets in other areas of the world as they would in Japan or Korea That's why I have a plan Copy and paste this message on as many BIGBANG videos as you can Also inculde where you are from so that YG KNOWS that BIGBANG has international fans Thanks guys! If all of us pitch in, we'll get what we want!

    HOUSTON

  • This is based on a letter given to by a girl who had lukemia, so he based this song on a sick girl. TOP is so nice. (:

  • SPAZZES FOREVER BECAUSE I LOVE TOP AND HIS SINGING VOICE AND THIS SONG AND EVERYTHING!

  • ATTENTION BIGBANG LOVERS: We must work to get the WORLD TOUR that we deserve! I know that YG wants to do the world tour, but they think that they won't sell as many tickets in other areas of the world as they would in Japan or Korea That's why I have a plan Copy and paste this message on as many BIGBANG videos as you can Also inculde where you are from so that YG KNOWS that BIGBANG has international fans Thanks guys! If all of us pitch in, we'll get what we want!

    HOUSTON

  • He preforms this song and dedicates in to someone, i think it's in KJE's Chocolate that he explains a little about it

  • this a song for his friend . he writes for his friend after knowing his friend's problem after received a letter .

  • @Heartsett i tought they said in an intervieuw that this is according to his friend who robbed hisself from his life?

  • @Exfolliator what do i type in the search box to see this interview?

  • @Exfolliator He said he wrote this for person who was seriously ill when he recieved the letter from her. It was a young girl who loved Big Bang and was dying of leukemia. She said her last wish was to meet them. Big Bang members met her and they say the little girl died just recently. I believe TOP wrote this song because he felt big pain after recieving the letter. Probably even turning to his mom for help, how is one supposed to behave in such a situation.

  • @IvonneMcGruder where did u hear this from? 

  • @IvonneMcGruder it's not her. the one you said is a fan of BB specially Daesung. with the help of JinuSean, they made that girl a lil stronger but yeah, she died.

    about Top's Oh Mom, it's about a letter from a japanese fan(about his/her mother) to Tabi. Top doesn't want to elaborate what the letter said coz it's private. Top said it's a friend story, but afterwards, they revealed actually that it's from a japanese fan.

    Top gets an inspiration from it. he said that he keep in touch w/ the fan.

  • @Exfolliator really? I heard it was a fan, who was really sick and wrote him that she really wanted to meet him, but he thought it was just another fan wanted to meet him so she faked a sickness, but then she died and the parents sent a letter saying she had died.. and he felt so bad he wrote this song.. maybe I'm wrong :/ idk

  • @squeakysquiddles yh i heard that i also heard that the parents of the child sent him a video of her last words i think? im not sure

  • @Exfolliator No, it wasn't. It was a fan who sent him a fan letter begging him to see her before she died. And TOP thought she was just feigning terminal illness as other fans do that so he just ignored it. But then the fan's family sent him a film of her dying (how cruel?) and so he dedicated this song for the fan (who passed away) and her mum. Poor T.O.P :''(

  • @KPOPplusLIFE Why is it "poor T.O.P."? I think he did the right thing. :)

  • @Heartsett

    what 0_O

    lool^^

  • I heard there was a real story behind this song? Is that true?

  • TOPP <3

    i love gd and top's albummm XDD so much talent, so many good songs

  • OMG! I love his voice!

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