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  • your very beautiful and it takes alot of courage to do this i hope all is well with ur recovery <3

  • I've considering straving myself then I think of all the food I like. Now I just don't eat snacks.

  • You're so beautiful, and so brave to video yourself this way - it's a challenge to many to show themselves as they are. Well done and thank you, it means a lot to many of us x

  • i know i wont be able to recover.

  • hugz. I too suffer. Very strong of u to put urself out there like that. hugz

  • anorexia isnt the healthiest its death but 57%to90 anorexians died i dont reali know but i know that isnt healthi:3

  • Everytime I eat, the only thing I think is "stop, you're fat already."....the world isn't fair.

  • @aznxnomnomnom It's not, but you can change that way of thinking. It might take a while, it might take a REALLY long time, but the more you reassure yourself that it's okay to eat, the easier it will be. Don't listen to that voice in your head, it only wants to destroy you.. Try to change that, remind yourself that food is a necessity to live, and you're only doing good by eating it. Hang in there okay?

  • My girlfriend has an eating disorder and im going to show this to her its amazing!

  • @AustinluvsLyndsey13 I hope it helps her. If you or her ever need to talk, don't hesitate!

  • Tank you for putting this up. I admire u so much for overcoming your eating problem i now know i not alone and i'm gonna try and get over my eating problems your such an inspiration hope u keep up eating XD

  • @Flabbergastedninja THanks, I'm still going strong. Hang in there! :)

  • What a powerful and touching video. I have watched it 2 days in a row and still cry. Every single thing you have pictured here is my struggle too. It is especially moving when you reach out your hand to the person watching, I feel like I am not alone. Thank you, I needed to see this.

  • @morrigue333 You're welcome! I hope you're okay. If you ever need to talk you can always write me. :)

  • you ARE beautiful dear

  • @BadWolfB Thank you. :)

  • Oh ! this is thinspO and is true what it say

  • powerful. i'm sending this to my friend who needs to see this video

  • @greatmusiclvr1 I hope it touches your friend and helps them on their journey!

  • this is the official video?? =s

  • @stephany989 Nop. It's pretty good though. Parece que no está el oficial en youtube; al menos yo no lo he podido encontrar.

  • @sociopataxco Thanks. No it isn't the official, I"m not sure they ever did one.

  • it hought i was alone with being ana i was just diagnosed with it 2 weeks ago i hid it thugh for almost 2 moths until i wentinto er i got iv and they asked me why i had low electrolytes i even recently had to quit school i could concentrate on thinking about food but no t work.now i am goin for my first ed therapy seession on the 26th my ed is a huge struggle now

  • @16bunnylover I hope that you're doing a bit better. Don't give up!

  • I'm so sorry you went through this. Seeing you like this, you look so fragile. I sincerely hope you get better. No, I will not call myself anorexic because I'm not. But I do want to lose weight and I'm eating less to do so. I think you're beautiful; you don't need to starve. I felt no longer alone in wanting to be skinny and hating myself and hating how I look. Thank you for having the courage to post this. Don't give up and get better, love <3

  • @MidnightKissesKadaj I am 100% better now! I hope you learn to lover yourself for the truly beautiful person that you are!

  • You're stunning. Please don't ever do that to yourself again. You're perfect as you are.

    And this video...it's SO inspirational!...And touching. Because I know how it feels to have your vision blacking out when you stand up fast, to hate yourself, to exercise compulsively, to exist with less than 500 calories a day...

    No, I'm not anorexic or bulimic. I used to have tendencies, and sometimes I still wake up hating how I look. But I know I did the right thing by seeking help.

    Stay strong <3

  • @andaskyee You did do the right thing! I'm so proud of you! :)

  • Beautiful video!! hope you were fine now or at least doing your best!!! Inspirational video!!!

  • @IandiieKz Definitely the best I can be! THank you :)

    

  • Is it you the girl in the video?? ur cute...you look good and you dont have to starve...get better x

  • @sugarbabe20 Yep, it's me! Thank you!

  • this video is amazing but it's so heartbreaking at the same time. i can somewhat relate to this and i know you don't need people keep telling you but you are so so beautiful and i really hope that you and everybody else on here and possibly even including me all get better and we all need to stay strong, don't give up! xo

  • @icantdothisonmyown I hope you get better too! I won't ever give up and will always encourage others to get help. I hope all is well. :)

  • i think you're beautiful. <3

  • @mzoinkers47 Thank you. :)

  • when you reached your hand out at the end i just wanted to take it and hop through the computer screen=( (tear)

  • @ezzyisedgy Are you okay? :(

  • @EmilyandNikki oh ya, thanks. Im what youde say fully recovered! :) its all good and im totally healthy now. i know for sure im probably NEVER going back to that phase becuase it sure felt like hell and well i do love food and myself for who i am!!! :) But geez, thanks for asking. That made me feel really nice. I hope you guys are doing good too. THnaks alot and stay strong!!!!!

  • I don't know how to beat it...mostly i don't want to beat anorexia

  • @silversuperchick Why not?

  • i have suffred from anorexia and now i am suffering from binge eating disorder.  binging is the toughest thing to fight

  • @lovetodrinkink It is very tough to fight! Please don't give up and keep trying to beat this. I have faith in you! You don't have to do it alone. :)

  • This song, it helps me whenever I feel I weigh too much, even thought I weigh less than my cousins who are 5 years younger than me.

  • @mermaidmelodyfan0000 You're perfect the way you are, don't forget that. I hope you're okay.

  • hang in there and never give up on yourselves...many people care about you and love you

    hope is never lost...keep fighting

    It cant be easy but dont give up because you have the power to pull through

    reach out to people...its just a roadblock, but one that can be passed!

    i feel for everyone going through this...i wish only the best

    i care

  • @xmf93x Exactly! I care too. :)

  • I just noticed you were wearing a red bracelet on your left wrist, is that an anorexia bracelet? Don't mean to be nosie, just wondering.

  • i would love to help with your videos if you ever come to kansas let me know... and btw i know eating disorders are bad. i am lucky i dont have one. i have considered it but so many guys have told me that they would never date someone super skinny, they want a girl with meat on their bones. i am 5'9 and 112 pounds. i honestly celebrated when i reached this weight because i hate being so skinny and i struggle with gaining weight... so everyone should be proud of what they have

  • @emoemuelmo It's so weird. Now that I'm recovered, I'm still skinny and I hate it! I can't wait to gain weight. :)

  • You are beautiful! Very nice video!

    I don't have an eating disorder, but this was still very touching because I feel so sorry for the people who do have one :'(

    I'm going to subscribe to you guys:)

  • @fracid1292 Thank you! :)

  • You are so beautiful! very touching video!

  • @xXAvrilAtHeartXx THanks!

  • @BlondexBabey94 Hang in there! I dont have an eating disorder but Ive started to call myself 'chubby' and i get negative btw i look. One of my bffs always calls herself fat and she doesnt listen when i say shes not. But, God thinks each and everyone of us is beautiful You're beautiful the way you are. What bothers me the most is my stomach and well pretty much everything almost. But we shouldn't worry about how we look. Eveyone is beautiful in God's eyes Sorry just wanted2 say something :)

  • yo se lo que es sufrir esto yo padesco anorexia y me comprendo tanto con esta cancion !

  • ='( Story of My Life!

  • @mystoriesandmusic hang in there. <3

  • You look as if your bones could easily snap off i hope you are better soon :) xxxx

  • @xWeirdxAndxCute I'm still really tiny, but I'm healthy. :)

  • i was crying at 3:06 . :'( .

  • ur really pretty i hope u get better fast

  • @ceceanrocky123 Thank you!! I am. :)

  • Sissyboo, this was inspirational. ilovechuuu <3

  • THat last bit when you extended your hand, I didn't feel alone. There is someone out there who understands me. THis movie has changed me so much. Thank you.

  • @Blacklilly22 You are welcome. If you ever need anything, let us know. <3

  • It's great news to know u are recovered (I don't know which one of u), i suffered for anorexia for more than 4 years, then i developed bulimia it was so hard to recover for the first one. I wasted so many years and it just left me a horrible pain in my stomach.Unfortunately I've been through so many bad things lately and my eating disorder has come back again, more than 10 years after just to prove my life can be worst.

  • @maniacminerva Don't give up! You can get through this, you just have to realize you have more control over your life than you think. If you need anything, let us know!

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  • Were you able to tell when it first started? I think a friend and I are starting to head down that road. Neither of us eat much, we both have had some unrelated emotional problems, we get cold easily, he's said he thinks he's fat before but he's also said he's a twig before, I know I'm underweight but do not want to gain any weight. I don't know him that well, so it's possible a medication he's on kills his appetite, but idk. I know the risks, but like being little :-/.

  • ..............

  • This is amazing. Glad you've found your way back

  • This video means alot to me because i can relate i used to struggle with anorexia but i have been recovered for 6 months now,even though there isnt one day i dont think about it, every day i get just a bit stronger.

    I hope you guys are doing well (:

  • This is such an incredible video and it makes me cry.

  • @CorneliaHaleReal4Eva I am so glad that Demi inspired you to get help! I know how easy it is to get lost in anorexia and how hard it is to get your life back... It's awesome that you see the right way! If you ever need any advice or support don't hesitate to let us know. We'd be more than happy to help. We're proud of you!! :)

  • wow... the scene when you "sing" and reach out your hand makes me cry «33 it's a beautiful vid

  • @flyingSkyflower Thank you. <3

  • It's good that you two are putting this out there cause I seen acquaintances go through some pain with this subject. Props.

  • @lekkerding469 Yeah this is a pretty painful disease. The most important thing is to support others who are dealing with it... it can definitely make a person feel really alone.

  • dios 

  • Really amazing video. it gave me chills. well done wow

  • @peacelovepeaches Thank you!

  • when you guys did that part where you put your hand out, you had no idea how much i wanted to take it. thanks for putting this up. keep up the good work. :)

  • @minativid *reaches hand to you* go ahead and take it. :)

  • thumbs up^^ 

  • @davan000 Thank you!

  • ='(

  • @KraziiKam21 Are you okay?

  • You..are..AWESOME! :)

  • @Katara55 Thank you. :)

  • this was amazing, I was crying, It gives everyone great hope.

  • @Sammiehahafilms I hope that it does give people hope!!

  • I couldn't help but to cry. This video is so sad. And I can believe you had to go threw all this. I didn't know that this is what people go threw when they have this disorder. You opened my eyes. I hope you get better hun. I wish you lots <3

  • I love your video, its very touching and supporting <3 ure amazing

  • @TheIndelible218 THank you!

  • I fill so sorry for you.... My friend has that problem.... Ill prey for you hope u recover.

  • @Sakura10195 I am recovered.... thank you!

  • This video is so touching.. Keep it up, i truly pray and hope you recover. Ever since I watched this video a few hours ago it's been on my mind. I'm not anorexic, but i have bulimia. I'm also trying my best with help to make it through, people always laugh at my eating style, my constant going to the bathroom. They think i'm some kind of weird girl with no life and such. After watching this video, it actually gave me the COURAGE to make it through this. To recover from the feeling of hell<3

  • @Juicespy22 YOu can make it through! How are you doing now??

  • @EmilyandNikki I'm better now. Thank you. :) <3 

  • i cry everytime i see this, because it somehow just relates to me:X

  • @thePROMISEDlovezxc Are you okay?

  • @EmilyandNikki Yeah, getting better :)

  • Hi, My names Chelsea and in in a class called Teacher for Tomorrow. Its a clas for students who want to become teacher in the future. Well, anyway, we are doing a lesson on learning barriers and we all have a different on. I have Eating Disorders. I was wondering if I could use this video of your in my power point leson. I found this very...i dont even have the words. It's amazing and gives a powerful message. i could send you a copy of the leason if youd like. my email is genispheonix@yahoo.com

  • please do not feed the models... :D great video ;)

  • @gjh07op00 Yeah that shirt is highly inappropriate haha.

  • you are so beautiful!! keep going...i hope you recover

  • @moonshinekiss Thank you!! I am recovered!!!

  • you see\ want see fat, pig, no body (and more)

    but die... it's not a normal life, but you can out of the dark, you can rid by obsescion...

    (sorry 4 my bad english: i'm italian)

  • thank u for having the courage to make this i hope you are  better now . this is such a silent epidemic .

  • omg your so pretty why would you starve yourself i would kill for your looks

  • sigh...story of my life...T-T

  • @myscarsareforlife Eating disorders are so hard to deal with..and they take so much from you. I've had one, so I know what it's like..If you ever need someone to talk to, message me anyime.

    I'm praying fo you :)

  • @sdclub100 i dont know how i can keep going on. im running miles every day and hardly eating..i cant go on. this is detroying me

  • I love your video. It makes me feel less alone. Thank you.

  • where did you get your 'don't feed the models top' from? i love it!

  • I absolutely love this video!! I struggle with Bulimia, and it always helps me have hope to get through another day!! Thank you so much!!

    Kat

  • I can relate to this song so much becouse i recetly became an Anorexic so im trying to get help but this is a great vidio and im glad that it spreads some kind of awaress

  • R U Anorexic in this vid? and R u still now? plz tell me u have some meat on those scary bones. When I was goin through my anorexia stage a year ago I looked just like u in this vid! It so scary to see this all again, but thanks for makin this vid, it shows me that I have a much happier life healthy.

  • i am strugggling with this right now. hav been for a few months. no one gets it.

  • @iheartsjonas Please get help now...and don't wait. You can be free from this. I know you can. So many days just feel like giving up, but Don't give up! I struggled with this for a long time, but God is the only one who can truly set us free. Trust in Him...He gave me so much peace in the midst of my eating disorder, and He can and will do the same for you if you ask.

    If you ever need someone to talk to, message me anytime. :)I'm praying for you .

  • Wow, I wish I was as thin: (

    I'm not fat and not skinny, so chubby: D

  • @xXUNT0UCHABLE ME TOO!!:D

  • tuched my heart

  • This is like really good! Are you still anorexic..?

  • Stunning :) Loved it, I want to make my own video on bulimia but I'm too scared, even though I'm still debating mine it's great to see this, and that its not just another 'thinspiration' video. <3

  • Wow.. Hope you guys will be okay. Its pretty sad to see girls like this.. :(

  • love love LOVE this song.. Its so sad but fits me quite well.. :/

  • I've started doing this even though I know I souldn't but yeah... I haven't really ate anything that's stayed in my stomach in about a week and i'm scared to eat. I'm losing weight and I need to so it's making me happy but it's just oi... And I haven't told anyone so it's just bleh.

    You're video makes me wanna stop but then it's like I just wish i could be as thin as you to manged to be I know it's horrible but yeah /:

  • @gabbylesna hey its all downhill. if you want support, i would love to help you. email me at hellokittee1414@aol.com

  • @AEG314 Thanks darling /:

  • @gabbylesna you mustn't do this. if you want to lose weight there are other ways. talk to a nutritionist. he'll help. but don't do that anymore. you'll eventually get yourself into the hospital...or even worse

  • this was so well done!! thank you so much for making it

  • This video was so inpirational! I think that what you made will give hope to many girls struggling with this disease!

  • This video is amazing...

  • your fucking tiny though ,

  • This was beautifully made. I went through something similar.

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    Someplace to talk. Because no one should ever feel alone.

  • This is an Amazing video and I just

    wanted to thank you because this

    video actually encouraged me to

    seek some help. I am really tired of hurting

    myself and doing this. You've helped me to see

    that risking my life actual isn't worth it

  • @BethanyIloveyouX thank you, you are too . :)

  • I wish i was as skinny as you...

    Im Anorexic btw

  • Be yourself. Im sure people will accept u

  • how much was ur lowest weight because you look very skinny?

  • Hope you get better.

  • how would you qualify someone as anorexic i am only 128 pounds male 20 years old about 5 10~11 i do miss some meals sometimes but i do seem to be quite feet i can accomplish more from the physical point of view per pound than most people

  • @arga400 that depends...are you missing your meals on purpose?

    just being underweight doesn't mean you're anorexic.its a state of mind too.

  • @randomLETTERSxxx idk if is on purpose sometimes i get hungry for a meal and i say meh i dont feel like eating

  • @randomLETTERSxxx then neither does being fairly big because im neither a healthy weight or underweight but i am not overweight but i am not eating for about 2 months i have not been eating...one time i lost 2 pounds in a day and i cry when i look in the mirror. or are you gonna be ike everyone else and doubt it because im not underweight. I dont think people actually get that it is a state of mind and not just about your weigt!

  • omg ur so skinny! And beautiful! I am also anorexic, but i'm early into it.

  • @101JacobBlack try to stop while you can, you don't want to go down the path. It's a life or death situation, find a way to love yourself <3

  • It reminds me of selective mutism. "I don't know the first time I felt afraid and scared, the day I chose not to speak. What I do know is how it changed my life forever. I know I should know better." I have selective mutism because one night I decided not to speak as a joke and the next day I really to struggle with it.

  • @prankisteen have you found a way to speak now?

  • @EmilyandNikki I have. It took a lot of prayer and patience.

  • I have one question when u looked in the mirror did u see your self with your bones showing or did u see something else like your self fat?

  • @EdwardCullenfan57864 In the beginning I didn't see myself for how i was. Toward the end, I saw my true self, but it didn't scare me. I'm still thin, and I see that now. I'm trying to gain weight, but I have a pretty healthy relationship with food now. :)

  • emily you were bulimic or anorexic?

  • I was diagnosed Anorexic, with bulimic tendencies.

  • you are recovering?

  • @XxestefisxX Yes I am. :)

  • @EmilyandNikki that's great :D

  • @EmilyandNikki was it hard to recover...? i was diagnosed the same..i dont know how to stop....or if i want t o...im so confused...it seems like controling food is the best way to deal with my past..dont feel obligated to answer..i was just curious..

  • @MusicIsMyLife992 It's definitely the hardest thing I've ever had to do, I still struggle with thoughts but I've found a way to push past them for the most part. The important thing is to feed your mind (and yourself) with good things. Food is good, it's necessary to stay alive, and this is ONE life we get. Don't jeapordize it for somethign that will only make things worse in the end. YOu can do it. :)

  • @EmilyandNikki thank you so much.. <3

  • @XxestefisxX I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa in the beginning, and then later on I developed bulimic tendacies as well.

  • good job on the video I cant fully understand because I have never gone through it but I'm 11 and I have recently done a report on anorexia and bulimia I just wanted to say that if u havent already gotten treatment and stopped that u r skinny and very pretty and if u have stopped then I'm proud because many people arent able to stop until its too late. But congrats 5* on the video just becausee of how I will remember it for a long time

  • @msloves2sing Thanks! I actually have stopped, I am getting better. :) I am still thin though, but that is actually something that runs in my family. My whole family is very thin naturally.

  • wow good job. You're so beautiful :)

  • @Lolliee2 Thank you, so are you!

  • my friend had/has an eating disorder now she is slowly getting back to normal,me and 6 other of my friends went to the store and spent money to find what she would eat cause we figured it was better than nothing

    Keep Fighting Nami

  • @VaMpSk8tEeRgIrL Keep supporting your friend! She'll need it. :) <3

  • This video was good; it got me thinking. my friend has gone through the same thing, but i'm always here to help her. Good job girls! <3 We are all here to help each other <3

  • @JacobBlackRenesmee Thank you! :)

  • this is a good video

    ur mega skinny

    ur not fat at all!!!

  • 810?? wow lol actually ur really skinny^_^ i love the video by the way its really good[:

  • @fadedlight12 it was 81.0 actually. I've gained since this video though :)

  • @EmilyandNikki ohh i see.

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