Update Please! I hope things are looking up for you Naomi... your a pretty girl, please give your subscribers an update, we'd love to hear how things are going for you. Best thing is to just try and keep active an occupied, I metal detect and that is a great saviour for my depression, I feel like crap right now, mental illness is so awful. I am stuck in a horrible situation I am aching to get out of, I want to be free again, I travel around Oz, metal detecting, blogging about my adventures.
Hi Naomi I saw your vids & I guess I just wanted to relate my story like some others. I honestly don't know where you found the courage to do these.
I've been through hospitals & treatments since I was 14 & a variety of meds.My underline problems were enhanced by drug & alcohol addiction. Ppl who don't understand say things like"go do something to get your mind off it" what they don't know is that the weight of the depress/anxiety is so powerfull sometimes that you struggle to even ..CONT'd
CONT'D..breathe sometimes let alone function, or the lightning bolt of panic on some days to turn on a light. I admire them in the sense that they clearly don't suffer from any of it.
I've changed things now, but only after I brought myself to within an eyelash of death when I was so deflated & worn that I decided to die.I took a full bottle of my meds.(Haldol&zoloft) I was found & I only remember flashes of the ER & pumping my stomach.but the worst was the ...CONT'D
CONT'D...twitching & uncontrolable seizing my body went through because enough had disolved to do damage. I was angry, ashamed etc. those few days in the medical hospital before going into the last institution. The doctor said I was lucky I'd been found because it was almost too late & I thought lucky, are u serious?
I'm sorry for the length, but I just wanted you to know that it is possible to manage our "STUFF" & find a comfortable place in this world b/c I have & I wish you the best of luck.
I had a bad case of clinical depression in my early 30's. Just want to say....be tough. I know, what other say does not usually help since you can't seem get past the issue. My issue was focusing on a couple of negatives...replaying them over and over in my head like a loop. Constant worry led to near physical exhaustion and suicidal thoughts. I had a real abuse issue and a false health issue. I confronted and forgave. Went to doc, who said nothing was physically wrong. I recovered soon after.
Its nice to know i'm not alone thats one good thing about you tube you know you're the not the only one suffering with this illness, ive tried to add you on twitter , thanks for being there for everyone who feels alone x
was diagnosed with epilepsy as a child and on keppra and tegretol!
which seem to be making other symptoms worse :S
i dont think prescription mind benders are the answer!!
my neuro told me to fk off,when i told him i was feeling these types of symptoms... could the medication be doing this,, making it worse!! he told me to see a psyc lol!! that makes me angry :(
Hi Nayomee i've been watching nearly all your videos, anyway i've recently been diagnosed as having borderline personality disorder too, my psychiatrist wants to refer me for psychotherapy. I've really been very depressed and anxious lately and watching your vids had made me feel less alone, i can relate to lots of things you've talked about and i've also had problems with abusing prescription meds and had terrible withdrawals. i tried sending you a msg but i couldn't pls reply or friend add me
dear nayomee77, thank you for having the courage to do this. it has helped me a great deal to know that i`m not alone in this struggle. i`m sorry you suffer with this and i wish you the best.
I like you Nayomee, you sound like you're just keeping it real. I just ran into this video like 5 minutes ago..never seen you before on youtube. Just want you to be happy. Best wishes.
Photography huh? Kewl! That sounds awesome... So you seem to be doing a lot better, steps in the right direction is better than going backwards. So that's a great thing. Don't worry about replying to everyone, phew! That'd be way too much aggravation, ugh! We really care about you, seeing your videos is our response. We see you getting better, that's all we need to know. ;) Much love!
Hi Nayomee77 , So glad things are getting better and you look so better , the only way is up :-) . I first watched your video's and they made me cry .....took me back to a bad time . However now i see a difference and you look soo much better , good on you girl and it brought a smile to my face :-) . There will be ups and downs but i can see you've turned a corner , your on the road to recovery and thats good . Really hope all goes well .....regards nathan
hi beautiful friend...it'srobin. (new account) I haven't been on here in so long that I haven't seen this yet. I like your hair like this! I checked out your page. omg, I loooooove that Tracy Chapman vid. I can SO relate to the lyrics.
I love you sister!!! And sorry I've been such a shit and so out of touch. I never have time to sit down and write you the way I want, but I will make time soon.
I play guitar at church and am also in a Christian rock band. Still none of it takes away the pain or makes me optimistic. I hope you continue to improve and gain control of your BPD and depression. If you have faith in God and Jesus Christ that would be great. Also that doesn't mean it will take the pain and illness away. If you aren't a Christian it would be worth looking into. No pressure, I just genuinely felt your pain and totally empathize with you. My heart and prayers go out to you.
I wish I could give you a hug and take away all of your pain. You are very beautiful and have a good heart. I myself deal with bi polar disorder. I tried to commit suicide in February of 2006. It was quite a bit before I was able to see a psychiatrist for help. My wife of 5 years filed for divorce June 4th 2010. It is literally killing me. We have a 5 year old son and I have helped raise her 10 year old daughter. Everyday I have so much emotional pain I want to just die.
I love you Naomi. I'm Jeremy from America. I suffer from depression and have been as sad as you have been, heartbroken and hopelss. You are not alone. Keep fighting the good fight. I love you.
Nayomee, you say you're having problems posting comments?
I was to until I noticed next to comments on the top left, it says options. Click on it and change it to 'all comments' You may know this, but I thought I'd mention it. :)
@macroevolve Hey..thank u for ur comment. Tho I've only just figured out a few minutes ago that I somehow was blocked from my own account o_O lol. The new changes on youtube told me when i tried to comment that i had been blocked by the user of the video..which was myself. Took me a bit of searching to find out how to unblock myself..but i did it. So can finally comment on my own vids again..been over a year that i haven't been able to lol.
@nayomee77 Hooray! haha. No, i'm glad you worked out the bugs. ;)
P.S. I have depression, my Brother is Schitzophrenia, or he has severe depression....he lives abnout three hours away, so I don't keep up with his situation that much :(......I know how it feels. ;P
I'm sorry to hear u suffer with depression too. My brother also has schizophrenia along with depression. My dad and mum have also both battled with depression and anxiety on and off through their lives..and my sis does too a bit.
I hope ur gettin some help. Thank u and God Bless u too. Take care!
YOUR STRENGTH IS AMAZING ! I WATCHED ALL THE VIDEOS BACK TO BACK.
I HOPE TO SOMEDAY BE FREE OF THIS NITEMARE AS WELL OR AT LEAST GO BACK TO SOMETHING RESEMBLING NORMAL LIFE MANY YEARS AGO I KANNOT EVEN REMEMBER . IT LOOKS LIKE YOU ARE DOING MUCH BETTER.
I understand what your going through...stay strong...some days are better then others...and I think you look really good with the dark hair...I would keep it dark....I did the same thing added some blonde but I really like the brown hair color...looks amazing on you...:)
I really hope things are going better for you right now. I myself have been battling depression & anxiety for years. The pain that is felt during the grip of a major depressive episode is indescribable. To be plagued by such darkness and still fight on shows great strength. So keep fighting. I know from personal experience that this darkness, although tremendously overwhelming, can still be vanquished in the end. As John Lennon said: 'A Working Class Hero Is Something To Be'.
I wish we could meet, but i'm on the other side of the world. I can understand much of what your going thru, i had a panic disorder, benzodiazepine and codeïne addiction and bipolar disorder, social anxiety an feeling suicidal...
But i see your making progress and that makes me happy. :-) But please don't smoke weed, in my case my problems get even worse. And when i drink i'm really suicidal.
Reading about suicide calms me down and the thoughts go away. read "the peaceful pill"
I wanna hear you talk about something positive about yourself. As in... Seriously... You look GREAT. Your hair is amazing! Are you going for walks? Make new friends? Gotta boyfriend or guy in yer life?
I am going through a really bad point in my life right now. I wanted you to know that I watched your videos and you helped me see that it is possible to find the strength to rise above our problems. Thank you so much. You are a great inspiration. GOD bless you.
You are beautiful in many ways, your strength is amazing. I wish you wouldnt cut, i am sure you wish that too, but you are such a pretty girl I hate to see it.
You're a rare, vibrant beauty, Naomi, inside and out. Thank you for your vulnerability, your strength and your insight, and Godspeed on your continuing journey.
I'm going to go to a mentalisation based therapy thing pretty soon, a little bit like the therapy you've been doing.And I'm very ancious about it. Could I just ask you if you are pleased with that therapy..?
And what do you talk about in the groups for enstence, and are there arguments in the group?
I just ran across your vids, and I had tears just watching the pain u were in. I was there once(well,twice) but at the time u feel like the pain will never go away. But look at you now, you look gorgeous!! You sound really good, and I hope and pray for you, that you will continue getting the help you're offerred, and never ever give up the faith. Things happen for a reason-time will tell. God bless, you have a lot of people out here "pulling" for you. xoxo
I found you all by myself! I was wondering what the heck the FAB was, that was telling everyone about you! Now I know but don't know why he didn't say anything to me about you! Anyway, Keep up the good work! You look and sound awsome! I have followed you since your first video! You have been through hell! No where to go but up now! Reach for the stars Nayomme, you can do it!
I like you better in dark hair too, it's you. Sometimes mother nature plays tricks on us and gives us the wrong color hair. You look good, the make-up, hair, facial expressions. Next time tell us a joke...lol! I am dying to see that smile. ;) Keep up the good work...Yayyy! Nayomee!
You are looking good! I love your hair dark! I'm happy to hear you sounding so strong! Remember, one day at a time! I am so impressed by you! Keep up the good work!
I watched all your videos.The last one made me very happy, I am delighted to see You are much,much better.I will wait for your next video with good news about You.Good luck........ :-)
So love your hair color, you seem to be getting prettier the older you get, just beautiful. I've never written you, but wanted to say that you are an inspiration to alot of people, you are so brave. Thank you for your videos.
God bless what ever ya do sweet girl, I wonder how many people you've helped open up to their own private demons that might have otherwise prevailed!?!? Awesome and selfless! Greg in SC, USA
It's good to hear how things have been going since the last update on things, happy to hear that the DBT is helping you and that the self-injury has decreased even though you had that low period also to handle some time ago that you described here. You are strong in many ways and it seems you make lots of progress a bit at a time. Take good care over there!
Have you tried any of the meridian tapping techniques like EFT, TFT, or TAT? I've used them for my BPD symptoms, severe depression, anxiety, pure OCD. I have literally cured many of my problems. When i first heard about them i thought it was a load of BS. But they really work. Hope this is useful.
P.S. I studied language intonation at uni and an upswing in your words indicate confidence and honesty :) I heard at least 20 in 10 mins! Pot is great but not for us BPD sufferers you're right. bummer.
I have just literally stumbled by your page. I am struggling through with BPD too. As I'm a guy of 30 the stigma for me is really bad and there seems to be just endless lines of morons who seem to offer advice and help. I want to post a video maybe (until DBT kicks in at least). Did you get a lot of haters?
If you can't reply try using another Web Browser. Google Chrome is good.. also firefox. Happy to see you making a vid again.. I'm wondering what medicine you r getting? And have you changed medicine many times?
Hiya Nayomee...Nice to see you...Very happy that you are doing okay and that you are looking forward. Let us know if you do end up doing a photography course/volunteering. I would love to do a photog course too! And wud love to hear all about it if you do one! x x
I'm so glad you're doing better! I'm currently in my 4th year of DBT (even though a 4th year doesn't technically exist lol... I'm the longest patient they've ever had).
It'd be good to hear more about what you're upto these days and how you feel DBT is helping and all that. Also how you're handling relationship stuff. I know that was a big thing for you a while ago and you were pretty distraught over everything that had happened.
I hope you continue to do better and better! -hugs-
I watched a few of your earlier videos, Im amazed at how far you have come even from a couple of years ago. I wish you every success in your therapy, prayers are with you. It takes tremendous courage to be so public about your struggles. You are to be commended.
Hi and nice to meet you! I only just found your channel and I would really like to send youa personal message, but since you said that you can't, I guess I won't. I've only recently been diagnosed with BPD (hate that title) and been doing a 20 Week Skills group in DBT. (I have about 5 wks left). Also on a wait list for the year long program...but think it's too long. & I don't want to give up my personal therapist since he's the only 1 so far to help me in all these years.
....I was wondering if I could ask you some questions about the DBT and how well you actually think it has helped? Obviously ONLY when you are able to respond (or ready to respond). Let me know if you could?! Thanks and stay strong xo~a
PIG sad how you need to use insults like this to someone who is obviously feeling down. She has more spine than you will ever have you grub. I pity you,but then again i dont think you deserve it.
Hi again Naomi, just wanted to say thank you for letting me follow you on twitter :).. Also on your profile here on your list of traits, the ones that really stand out to me are right at the bottom: "honest, friendly,caring & empathic.. Do you realize how many so called "normal" people in the world do not have those qualities?.. One day I could see you heading your own group and helping people.. It's always so much more real relating to someone who has been there or still is there etc..
It's very good to see you back here! My first impression is: you are looking so much better than you were a year ago. You sound much more confident and together. I wish you good days, and I hope to see you again soon.
You are officially in my prayers EVERY night! I've watched a few of your videos, and I see the progression! Thats a beautiful thing to see... The Sky is much prettier than the ground, so keep your head up! I love you! FAITH OVER FEAR!
hey beautifull fab sent me over to get a lookie at ya i must say your lovely hon think i'll sub :)stand tall sweetie you are not alone i most times feel like u but guess i refuse to let it inside god bless peace and love
Great to hear from you Naomi! You sound so much better than before. Good work persisting with such intensive therapy, I hope it continues to help. From another Naomi :)
Yay, great to get an update from you. I wasn't online for a while but when I came back on I came here. I know you want to go back to blonde but the dark hair looks good too. Good for you slowing down on the SH. Sorry this is very random but this is the way my mind works. maybe you could do a video with Zeke again. Oh yeah thank you for adding me so I can follow you on twitter. How was the evening out to watch your sister sing?
Hi Naomi, It's good to see and hear that you are doing somewhat better and hanging in there etc.. I've watched you on here from time to time but have'nt commented till now.. Anyhow I'm a person who also suffers from anxiety and depression ,and I mostly just stay home when I can... I've just moved right across Canada and really feel displaced and quite alone. Thank you for your honesty and courage that you've shown in posting your story.. Also your a very beautiful woman and easy to listen too.
Im new to U-Tube but have just sat & watched almost all your videos. What a harrowing journey you've been on! An incredible record of the horrors that can suddenly fly up out of apparently nowhere in life! Thank you for finding the strength to make them & well done for getting this far. Pls keep updating when/if you can, & best of luck with your therapy and your next move!
After watching your video i felt that i can very much relate to what you are going through.I've been there.I don't have any advice except for keep your head up and your boxing gloves on and you will pull through strong and proud.Just keep up the good work treating yourself better because there is only "one" Nayomee and you seem such an open and honest person.Keep up the great work,stay strong and beautiful.
I forgot to mention sometimes I have problems posting too. Sometimes my comments get posted and sometimes they don't. I think the problem is a connection problem between my internet provider and youtube. What I do is I watch the [Post Comment] button if it changes to "Comment Posted!" I know the comment is posted; if not I try again. I'm not sure if this will help you.
Found your channel through the fat aussie barstard. Keep your chin up no matter what. Been down there for different reasons, but no therapy was required... I was fortunate enough to find someone to help me out. This video was seriously fucking insightful into this problem. Thank you
Oh Nayomnee....it is so good to see your lovely face and hear you sounding better! I can tell you that the great thing about DBT is that it gets even more helpful as you continue to practice these new found coping skills and will continue to affect your life in positive ways. Has your group considered going on to meet informally as a support group although you are officially graduated? It is good to always keep support of others who understand, in your life. Be well, Honey & all the blessings!
FAB sent me - and to my surprise he's right lol - you really are gorgeous! :) I am no stranger to depression (I know my happy pills aren't cough lollies but they work for me when I *** remember to take em lol). I wish you well in your program and I look forward to watching your other vids soon! Take care.
WOW...a lot of u guys came over for a visit.thanx Gang..yer all awsome...and i know Nayomee appreciates it...she,s having problems answering comments on this vid...DAM COMPUTERS......anyone know a good computer techie???...LOLOL...
yeah... didn't realise u made so much progress chick cos I talk to u everyday but when I look back on ur old vids its such a HUGE difference and its good that u show other sufferers out there that there IS hope. You're a very strong person to have hung in there all this time and I hope that things will only keep looking up for you, I know it will cos you've come this far. And u know I will always be here to help u with whatever I can =)
lol@ Zeke yelping in the background hehe....xxxooo
I have pretty much the same thing going on too,I have a lot of physical problems too but the Social anxiety and fear of people and life in general rule my life!
I cant deal with life and dont answer the phone,look at people or leave the house unless Im starving or my pet's need food.
I have my good days and bad days but more very bad days than good.
Your braver than I am,I will not do groups and am very funny about counslers.
Keep your chin up girl and just take it day by day and do your best :)......FAB sent a few of us here, you might have to buy him a beer....but make sure you buy him XXXX to piss him off lol
Hang in there! Doing videos takes the focus off of mountains and valleys of life sometimes. Great vid, excellent information to help others thank you, FAB sent me here nice to meet you! :)
Not long ago I did CBT similar sort of thing the problems don't go away but it gets easier to cope with things. Now looking at doing some voluntary work and going back to work at a later date. I wish you well your get to where you want to be just take your time and it will work it's self out.
it is nice to here from u again.........we here all that support u...need to c u as often as possable...........makes us feel good........to here from u.......i love all your vids good and bad......
next time u make a vidieo...i think.......u should......take some time and write on a pice of paper........what u would to talk about...this way u wont feel rushed.....loved....the video....your friend...B.Q.
You don't seem just a bit better darling you seem SO SO SO much better!!! So happy to see that, I have worried about you for years...now I feel like you are going to be okay! yeah!
Great vid, Nayomee :). I like your hair color. I wish that I had thicker hair like your's.
I'm so glad that you're doing better :). It sounds like your life right now is a bit of a challenge, but you're smart, you can handle it. That's how I feel in my life right now.
it sounds like your life is so hard you must have a real struggle im 14 ive got anxiety, depression and a little OCD my sister had it to she was adddmited to a mental hosmital when she was 13 so yer its hard s i know what your going through but im sure u have it alot worse with being evicted and all. u have great videos dont give up it will get better.
nayomee i have only just found you throygh FatAussieBarstard (pete) but i really hope things keep etting better for you and look forward to hearing about your progress :) I admire your courage and determinism :)
Naomi, you look wonderful, but I'm really sorry you had a setback. it's over now, but there is the move ahead. Bless your heart. I hope the future is nothing but bright for you. :)
I remember seeing your other videos about a year ago which is strange because coincidently FAB just sent me back here. Keep fighting beautiful, never give up : )
hi nayomee i was reading ur bio and i can relate some of the stuff its to see that ur doing well i hope everything will only get better to you, i sometimes have the feeling not live life anymore and i take things way to perosnally and i have very low self esteam but everything will only get better have a nice nite
Man, thats rough. I hope everything goes better for you. Keep up all the hard work and keep your chin up!
JaniceGhostHunter13 5 days ago
Update Please! I hope things are looking up for you Naomi... your a pretty girl, please give your subscribers an update, we'd love to hear how things are going for you. Best thing is to just try and keep active an occupied, I metal detect and that is a great saviour for my depression, I feel like crap right now, mental illness is so awful. I am stuck in a horrible situation I am aching to get out of, I want to be free again, I travel around Oz, metal detecting, blogging about my adventures.
LostTreasureComAU 3 weeks ago
Hi Naomi I saw your vids & I guess I just wanted to relate my story like some others. I honestly don't know where you found the courage to do these.
I've been through hospitals & treatments since I was 14 & a variety of meds.My underline problems were enhanced by drug & alcohol addiction. Ppl who don't understand say things like"go do something to get your mind off it" what they don't know is that the weight of the depress/anxiety is so powerfull sometimes that you struggle to even ..CONT'd
allulost 1 month ago
CONT'D..breathe sometimes let alone function, or the lightning bolt of panic on some days to turn on a light. I admire them in the sense that they clearly don't suffer from any of it.
I've changed things now, but only after I brought myself to within an eyelash of death when I was so deflated & worn that I decided to die.I took a full bottle of my meds.(Haldol&zoloft) I was found & I only remember flashes of the ER & pumping my stomach.but the worst was the ...CONT'D
allulost 1 month ago
CONT'D...twitching & uncontrolable seizing my body went through because enough had disolved to do damage. I was angry, ashamed etc. those few days in the medical hospital before going into the last institution. The doctor said I was lucky I'd been found because it was almost too late & I thought lucky, are u serious?
I'm sorry for the length, but I just wanted you to know that it is possible to manage our "STUFF" & find a comfortable place in this world b/c I have & I wish you the best of luck.
allulost 1 month ago
I had a bad case of clinical depression in my early 30's. Just want to say....be tough. I know, what other say does not usually help since you can't seem get past the issue. My issue was focusing on a couple of negatives...replaying them over and over in my head like a loop. Constant worry led to near physical exhaustion and suicidal thoughts. I had a real abuse issue and a false health issue. I confronted and forgave. Went to doc, who said nothing was physically wrong. I recovered soon after.
imamymay 2 months ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Its nice to know i'm not alone thats one good thing about you tube you know you're the not the only one suffering with this illness, ive tried to add you on twitter , thanks for being there for everyone who feels alone x
missdarkangelxxx 2 months ago
Naomi, it's been over 2 years. Seriously, what's going on?!
TheAgwoodliffe 2 months ago
was diagnosed with epilepsy as a child and on keppra and tegretol!
which seem to be making other symptoms worse :S
i dont think prescription mind benders are the answer!!
my neuro told me to fk off,when i told him i was feeling these types of symptoms... could the medication be doing this,, making it worse!! he told me to see a psyc lol!! that makes me angry :(
xxeu4riaxx 2 months ago in playlist More videos from nayomee77
hit us up with a 2011 update :)
dsyde10 4 months ago
ur sexy!!
dsyde10 4 months ago
Hi Nayomee i've been watching nearly all your videos, anyway i've recently been diagnosed as having borderline personality disorder too, my psychiatrist wants to refer me for psychotherapy. I've really been very depressed and anxious lately and watching your vids had made me feel less alone, i can relate to lots of things you've talked about and i've also had problems with abusing prescription meds and had terrible withdrawals. i tried sending you a msg but i couldn't pls reply or friend add me
Audiboyuk 6 months ago
dear nayomee77, thank you for having the courage to do this. it has helped me a great deal to know that i`m not alone in this struggle. i`m sorry you suffer with this and i wish you the best.
invisible250 8 months ago
You look great.
WeakestSoldier 9 months ago
I want to see a new update, goddammit!
TheAgwoodliffe 9 months ago
I like you Nayomee, you sound like you're just keeping it real. I just ran into this video like 5 minutes ago..never seen you before on youtube. Just want you to be happy. Best wishes.
whyeff21 10 months ago
I admire your courage to put this sort of stuff out in the public domain. thankyou.
liwymi 1 year ago
i saw one of your videos for the first time like 5 years ago. ben watchen them ever since. im glad to see you doing better. love ya
w186mo214 1 year ago
Photography huh? Kewl! That sounds awesome... So you seem to be doing a lot better, steps in the right direction is better than going backwards. So that's a great thing. Don't worry about replying to everyone, phew! That'd be way too much aggravation, ugh! We really care about you, seeing your videos is our response. We see you getting better, that's all we need to know. ;) Much love!
Pegbur 1 year ago
Hi Nayomee77 , So glad things are getting better and you look so better , the only way is up :-) . I first watched your video's and they made me cry .....took me back to a bad time . However now i see a difference and you look soo much better , good on you girl and it brought a smile to my face :-) . There will be ups and downs but i can see you've turned a corner , your on the road to recovery and thats good . Really hope all goes well .....regards nathan
zeberdee1972 1 year ago
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ImpatientGirl6 1 year ago
hi beautiful friend...it'srobin. (new account) I haven't been on here in so long that I haven't seen this yet. I like your hair like this! I checked out your page. omg, I loooooove that Tracy Chapman vid. I can SO relate to the lyrics.
I love you sister!!! And sorry I've been such a shit and so out of touch. I never have time to sit down and write you the way I want, but I will make time soon.
xoxoxoxoxoxox forever
ImpatientGirl6 1 year ago
I play guitar at church and am also in a Christian rock band. Still none of it takes away the pain or makes me optimistic. I hope you continue to improve and gain control of your BPD and depression. If you have faith in God and Jesus Christ that would be great. Also that doesn't mean it will take the pain and illness away. If you aren't a Christian it would be worth looking into. No pressure, I just genuinely felt your pain and totally empathize with you. My heart and prayers go out to you.
Markconley5150 1 year ago
I wish I could give you a hug and take away all of your pain. You are very beautiful and have a good heart. I myself deal with bi polar disorder. I tried to commit suicide in February of 2006. It was quite a bit before I was able to see a psychiatrist for help. My wife of 5 years filed for divorce June 4th 2010. It is literally killing me. We have a 5 year old son and I have helped raise her 10 year old daughter. Everyday I have so much emotional pain I want to just die.
Markconley5150 1 year ago
I love you Naomi. I'm Jeremy from America. I suffer from depression and have been as sad as you have been, heartbroken and hopelss. You are not alone. Keep fighting the good fight. I love you.
Blueraptor2012 1 year ago
Hey Naomi ... I will pray for you.. Dont worry... All u need is Lord Jesus
God Bless you
kannabhais 1 year ago
You are a strong woman, Naomi. Keep fighting the good fight. You are a shining star. Love, Jeremy from America
Blueraptor2012 1 year ago
hey its good to see ur still okay Naomi hope things are going well for u
TTBurger88 1 year ago
Nayomee, you say you're having problems posting comments?
I was to until I noticed next to comments on the top left, it says options. Click on it and change it to 'all comments' You may know this, but I thought I'd mention it. :)
macroevolve 1 year ago
@macroevolve Hey..thank u for ur comment. Tho I've only just figured out a few minutes ago that I somehow was blocked from my own account o_O lol. The new changes on youtube told me when i tried to comment that i had been blocked by the user of the video..which was myself. Took me a bit of searching to find out how to unblock myself..but i did it. So can finally comment on my own vids again..been over a year that i haven't been able to lol.
Thanks again tho :)
nayomee77 1 year ago
@nayomee77 Hooray! haha. No, i'm glad you worked out the bugs. ;)
P.S. I have depression, my Brother is Schitzophrenia, or he has severe depression....he lives abnout three hours away, so I don't keep up with his situation that much :(......I know how it feels. ;P
God Bless.
macroevolve 1 year ago
@macroevolve lol yeah all good now :)
I'm sorry to hear u suffer with depression too. My brother also has schizophrenia along with depression. My dad and mum have also both battled with depression and anxiety on and off through their lives..and my sis does too a bit.
I hope ur gettin some help. Thank u and God Bless u too. Take care!
nayomee77 1 year ago
@nayomee77
YOUR STRENGTH IS AMAZING ! I WATCHED ALL THE VIDEOS BACK TO BACK.
I HOPE TO SOMEDAY BE FREE OF THIS NITEMARE AS WELL OR AT LEAST GO BACK TO SOMETHING RESEMBLING NORMAL LIFE MANY YEARS AGO I KANNOT EVEN REMEMBER . IT LOOKS LIKE YOU ARE DOING MUCH BETTER.
YOU DESERVE A HAPPY LIFE. I WISH YOU WELL.
===>R
PHOENIX AZ UNITED STATES
IROCZ28PHOENIX 1 year ago
I understand what your going through...stay strong...some days are better then others...and I think you look really good with the dark hair...I would keep it dark....I did the same thing added some blonde but I really like the brown hair color...looks amazing on you...:)
TheGoobeee 1 year ago
You look like you're doing a lot better now :) I hope you continue to do well.
RhonnieRach 1 year ago
I really hope things are going better for you right now. I myself have been battling depression & anxiety for years. The pain that is felt during the grip of a major depressive episode is indescribable. To be plagued by such darkness and still fight on shows great strength. So keep fighting. I know from personal experience that this darkness, although tremendously overwhelming, can still be vanquished in the end. As John Lennon said: 'A Working Class Hero Is Something To Be'.
agwoodliffe 2 years ago
I wish we could meet, but i'm on the other side of the world. I can understand much of what your going thru, i had a panic disorder, benzodiazepine and codeïne addiction and bipolar disorder, social anxiety an feeling suicidal...
But i see your making progress and that makes me happy. :-) But please don't smoke weed, in my case my problems get even worse. And when i drink i'm really suicidal.
Reading about suicide calms me down and the thoughts go away. read "the peaceful pill"
dirtypaper 2 years ago
I wanna hear you talk about something positive about yourself. As in... Seriously... You look GREAT. Your hair is amazing! Are you going for walks? Make new friends? Gotta boyfriend or guy in yer life?
I know you can do it.
anabananafoefana 2 years ago
I am going through a really bad point in my life right now. I wanted you to know that I watched your videos and you helped me see that it is possible to find the strength to rise above our problems. Thank you so much. You are a great inspiration. GOD bless you.
brandijacksontaylor 2 years ago
You are beautiful in many ways, your strength is amazing. I wish you wouldnt cut, i am sure you wish that too, but you are such a pretty girl I hate to see it.
capierce 2 years ago
You're a rare, vibrant beauty, Naomi, inside and out. Thank you for your vulnerability, your strength and your insight, and Godspeed on your continuing journey.
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bpriley77 2 years ago
Im glad things are getting better :)
You look amazing with dark brown hair. it suits u way better. makes u look healthier.
I hope u make more videos. i would love to see ur progress :)
shygirl4eva1 2 years ago 3
You hav dark hair now !
Very nice !!!!!
raymondbuz 2 years ago 3
Wow. You are 10 times hotter as a brunette. Keep well.
CrazyDivvie 2 years ago 14
I'm going to go to a mentalisation based therapy thing pretty soon, a little bit like the therapy you've been doing.And I'm very ancious about it. Could I just ask you if you are pleased with that therapy..?
And what do you talk about in the groups for enstence, and are there arguments in the group?
Prissie28 2 years ago
I'm glad to see you're making progress.
dirtypaper 2 years ago 2
By the way, as a photographer, I say take that course!!! =)
illusions142 2 years ago
You sound and look so much better. You are a very strong woman.
Never give up.
God bless
<3
illusions142 2 years ago 3
I just ran across your vids, and I had tears just watching the pain u were in. I was there once(well,twice) but at the time u feel like the pain will never go away. But look at you now, you look gorgeous!! You sound really good, and I hope and pray for you, that you will continue getting the help you're offerred, and never ever give up the faith. Things happen for a reason-time will tell. God bless, you have a lot of people out here "pulling" for you. xoxo
TobyMcfarland 2 years ago
I found you all by myself! I was wondering what the heck the FAB was, that was telling everyone about you! Now I know but don't know why he didn't say anything to me about you! Anyway, Keep up the good work! You look and sound awsome! I have followed you since your first video! You have been through hell! No where to go but up now! Reach for the stars Nayomme, you can do it!
Terri6365 2 years ago
you're looking really well nayomee :)
mdekq007 2 years ago
I like you better in dark hair too, it's you. Sometimes mother nature plays tricks on us and gives us the wrong color hair. You look good, the make-up, hair, facial expressions. Next time tell us a joke...lol! I am dying to see that smile. ;) Keep up the good work...Yayyy! Nayomee!
Pegbur 2 years ago
I found your videos today. I'm glad you're doing better, I hope you continue to do well.
jorico 2 years ago
Post new video
MegaJoohn 2 years ago
You are looking good! I love your hair dark! I'm happy to hear you sounding so strong! Remember, one day at a time! I am so impressed by you! Keep up the good work!
Terri6365 2 years ago
I watched all your videos.The last one made me very happy, I am delighted to see You are much,much better.I will wait for your next video with good news about You.Good luck........ :-)
pavolkl 2 years ago
So love your hair color, you seem to be getting prettier the older you get, just beautiful. I've never written you, but wanted to say that you are an inspiration to alot of people, you are so brave. Thank you for your videos.
Call upon me in your day of trouble;
and I will deliver you,
and you will glorify me.
Psalm 50:15
8TBALL 2 years ago
great hair color. it gets better as you get older--hang in there.
fuah999 2 years ago
God bless what ever ya do sweet girl, I wonder how many people you've helped open up to their own private demons that might have otherwise prevailed!?!? Awesome and selfless! Greg in SC, USA
krabbeguy 2 years ago
I'm really happy you're doing better! I was worried since I didn't see a recent video. Still hang in there!
Donnyboy1984 2 years ago
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juhanssson 2 years ago
Ty for the update...you sound stronger than ever. Cheers.
gusanr1 2 years ago
You look beautiful with the dark hair! I am glad you decided to update, I love your postings, make me feel not as alone...
amahan1 2 years ago
It's good to hear how things have been going since the last update on things, happy to hear that the DBT is helping you and that the self-injury has decreased even though you had that low period also to handle some time ago that you described here. You are strong in many ways and it seems you make lots of progress a bit at a time. Take good care over there!
/J
AMoosemintandlament 2 years ago
You are so strong. Thank you!
luckymonkeygarage 2 years ago
Have you tried any of the meridian tapping techniques like EFT, TFT, or TAT? I've used them for my BPD symptoms, severe depression, anxiety, pure OCD. I have literally cured many of my problems. When i first heard about them i thought it was a load of BS. But they really work. Hope this is useful.
ThomasThompson 2 years ago
I'm glad to hear that your therapy is helping! I also love the brown hair on you! :-)
aparker22418 2 years ago
Hey girl! It's good to finally see another video from you. I miss you and i'm thinking of you.
jdpasino 2 years ago
oh and btw, i looked at some of your old videos, and you should stay brunette, you look more healthy, but thats my opinion!
DJTurboSolarium 2 years ago 3
you are awesome and brave to stick with your therapy, I know how hard it can be
mettabee 2 years ago
P.S. I studied language intonation at uni and an upswing in your words indicate confidence and honesty :) I heard at least 20 in 10 mins! Pot is great but not for us BPD sufferers you're right. bummer.
Alandiggers79 2 years ago
Hi Nayomee,
I have just literally stumbled by your page. I am struggling through with BPD too. As I'm a guy of 30 the stigma for me is really bad and there seems to be just endless lines of morons who seem to offer advice and help. I want to post a video maybe (until DBT kicks in at least). Did you get a lot of haters?
Alandiggers79 2 years ago
wow you look really pretty in this video!
gallowspole 2 years ago
If you can't reply try using another Web Browser. Google Chrome is good.. also firefox. Happy to see you making a vid again.. I'm wondering what medicine you r getting? And have you changed medicine many times?
baldur123 2 years ago
Hiya Nayomee...Nice to see you...Very happy that you are doing okay and that you are looking forward. Let us know if you do end up doing a photography course/volunteering. I would love to do a photog course too! And wud love to hear all about it if you do one! x x
ThePurplePalace 2 years ago
Peace and love to you. Stay strong and keep the faith. You have a lot of support out here. You've come a long way - best wishes for the future. Hugs
fabolishus 2 years ago
i am happy that you are getting through the hard times and not letting them get you down
monreaux123 2 years ago
Keep the faith Nayomee, you're beautiful and I'm so happy to see you are doing better. Don't lose your focus girlie!!!! :)
GoldenLove7474 2 years ago
Hey it's good to see you doing better.
pLANETmIKE06 2 years ago
I'm so glad you're doing better! I'm currently in my 4th year of DBT (even though a 4th year doesn't technically exist lol... I'm the longest patient they've ever had).
It'd be good to hear more about what you're upto these days and how you feel DBT is helping and all that. Also how you're handling relationship stuff. I know that was a big thing for you a while ago and you were pretty distraught over everything that had happened.
I hope you continue to do better and better! -hugs-
poisonedxveins 2 years ago
I watched a few of your earlier videos, Im amazed at how far you have come even from a couple of years ago. I wish you every success in your therapy, prayers are with you. It takes tremendous courage to be so public about your struggles. You are to be commended.
moniginmel 2 years ago
Keep your head up nayomee.
my thoughts and prayers are with you.
TripNDazy 2 years ago
Hi and nice to meet you! I only just found your channel and I would really like to send youa personal message, but since you said that you can't, I guess I won't. I've only recently been diagnosed with BPD (hate that title) and been doing a 20 Week Skills group in DBT. (I have about 5 wks left). Also on a wait list for the year long program...but think it's too long. & I don't want to give up my personal therapist since he's the only 1 so far to help me in all these years.
weaveamyweave08 2 years ago
....I was wondering if I could ask you some questions about the DBT and how well you actually think it has helped? Obviously ONLY when you are able to respond (or ready to respond). Let me know if you could?! Thanks and stay strong xo~a
weaveamyweave08 2 years ago
Very nice to meet you. I enjoy your videos. Keep it real. ;)
jaxkipi 2 years ago
FAB is a beast what you all know about him to say he is a good guy.
you are sad but you don't lose your hypocrisy.
sexoja23 2 years ago
PIG sad how you need to use insults like this to someone who is obviously feeling down. She has more spine than you will ever have you grub. I pity you,but then again i dont think you deserve it.
TheAnandaXX 2 years ago
just keep turning back.
thanks
sexoja23 2 years ago
and i don´t drink beers it a nasty idiot like the Fab nice guy.
sexoja23 2 years ago
drinking a beer it fab show the level she have
sexoja23 2 years ago
Your hair looks Awesome :) !!
ruby60 2 years ago
Hi again Naomi, just wanted to say thank you for letting me follow you on twitter :).. Also on your profile here on your list of traits, the ones that really stand out to me are right at the bottom: "honest, friendly,caring & empathic.. Do you realize how many so called "normal" people in the world do not have those qualities?.. One day I could see you heading your own group and helping people.. It's always so much more real relating to someone who has been there or still is there etc..
DaveCan3 2 years ago
It's very good to see you back here! My first impression is: you are looking so much better than you were a year ago. You sound much more confident and together. I wish you good days, and I hope to see you again soon.
CampyOnly 2 years ago
You are officially in my prayers EVERY night! I've watched a few of your videos, and I see the progression! Thats a beautiful thing to see... The Sky is much prettier than the ground, so keep your head up! I love you! FAITH OVER FEAR!
crashcourse86 2 years ago
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Trust me he left you for one simple reason, you did not give him enough slow wet blowjobs in the morning. You should be ashamed of yourself
fleischer123 2 years ago
hey beautifull fab sent me over to get a lookie at ya i must say your lovely hon think i'll sub :)stand tall sweetie you are not alone i most times feel like u but guess i refuse to let it inside god bless peace and love
justmy10cents 2 years ago
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DendrobiumOrchis 2 years ago
I'm so glad your improving! don't worry about leaving comments , you don't have to.
Your an inspiration to me. Perhaps I'll be able to get well like you are.
justme10111 2 years ago
Great to hear from you Naomi! You sound so much better than before. Good work persisting with such intensive therapy, I hope it continues to help. From another Naomi :)
gnomie49 2 years ago
I have avoidant personality disorder, dysthymia and occassionally clinical depression. So I know all about the social pobia etc.
I think you are so brave talking to your camera like that. And I'm glad the therapy is working out. Keep at it, it'll be really worth it in the end.
Take care and be strong.
PS, you suit the dark hair. Looks great.
vk2cjc 2 years ago
Yay, great to get an update from you. I wasn't online for a while but when I came back on I came here. I know you want to go back to blonde but the dark hair looks good too. Good for you slowing down on the SH. Sorry this is very random but this is the way my mind works. maybe you could do a video with Zeke again. Oh yeah thank you for adding me so I can follow you on twitter. How was the evening out to watch your sister sing?
Take care
napgit 2 years ago
hey FAB sent me over to have a look.
I think your really brave. looked at your other videos and your looking and sounding alot better. hang in there. subscribed.
PwnagePancake 2 years ago
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FAB WANT PUSSY GET ME?
sexoja23 2 years ago
I love you Nayomee! <3 So glad you've updated :)
ThawingOut85 2 years ago
Hi Naomi, It's good to see and hear that you are doing somewhat better and hanging in there etc.. I've watched you on here from time to time but have'nt commented till now.. Anyhow I'm a person who also suffers from anxiety and depression ,and I mostly just stay home when I can... I've just moved right across Canada and really feel displaced and quite alone. Thank you for your honesty and courage that you've shown in posting your story.. Also your a very beautiful woman and easy to listen too.
DaveCan3 2 years ago
you a great person ill definetly subscribe. On my part if you see or talk to FAB, thank him for me, for bringing me to this video.
HoratiuGuitar 2 years ago
the photography course would be a wonderful idea, would keep you focused and very busy, plus its great fun! =D
Good luck with the move, you will get somewhere im sure *ROOM AVAILABLE* =P
but seriously, try to relax take care, and ill see you next video =)
ace2alf 2 years ago
cool-just chill out girl
uRbZgUrL88 2 years ago
wake up and sell the coffee!
we all have issues
sexoja23 2 years ago
its smell retard, not sell
and you dont know what another person goes through internally so stfu and piss off!
gypsykatcher30 2 years ago
i said sell by mistake my friend and people like her going deep dont mean nothing to me when you are empy.
best wishes
sexoja23 2 years ago
Im new to U-Tube but have just sat & watched almost all your videos. What a harrowing journey you've been on! An incredible record of the horrors that can suddenly fly up out of apparently nowhere in life! Thank you for finding the strength to make them & well done for getting this far. Pls keep updating when/if you can, & best of luck with your therapy and your next move!
star1ism 2 years ago
After watching your video i felt that i can very much relate to what you are going through.I've been there.I don't have any advice except for keep your head up and your boxing gloves on and you will pull through strong and proud.Just keep up the good work treating yourself better because there is only "one" Nayomee and you seem such an open and honest person.Keep up the great work,stay strong and beautiful.
kemilove 2 years ago
I forgot to mention sometimes I have problems posting too. Sometimes my comments get posted and sometimes they don't. I think the problem is a connection problem between my internet provider and youtube. What I do is I watch the [Post Comment] button if it changes to "Comment Posted!" I know the comment is posted; if not I try again. I'm not sure if this will help you.
77tubuck 2 years ago
Found your channel through the fat aussie barstard. Keep your chin up no matter what. Been down there for different reasons, but no therapy was required... I was fortunate enough to find someone to help me out. This video was seriously fucking insightful into this problem. Thank you
glassfone 2 years ago
Oh Nayomnee....it is so good to see your lovely face and hear you sounding better! I can tell you that the great thing about DBT is that it gets even more helpful as you continue to practice these new found coping skills and will continue to affect your life in positive ways. Has your group considered going on to meet informally as a support group although you are officially graduated? It is good to always keep support of others who understand, in your life. Be well, Honey & all the blessings!
Fancyfeetz 2 years ago
thanks for the new video. love the new hair! cute=)
stefaniburns 2 years ago
Hi Nayomee
I am glad you did Not commit suicide because your such a wonderful person. I am also glad that your therapy is going well.
77tubuck 2 years ago
FAB sent me keep it up :)
allies2001 2 years ago
FAB sent me - and to my surprise he's right lol - you really are gorgeous! :) I am no stranger to depression (I know my happy pills aren't cough lollies but they work for me when I *** remember to take em lol). I wish you well in your program and I look forward to watching your other vids soon! Take care.
nmcvilly 2 years ago
WOW...a lot of u guys came over for a visit.thanx Gang..yer all awsome...and i know Nayomee appreciates it...she,s having problems answering comments on this vid...DAM COMPUTERS......anyone know a good computer techie???...LOLOL...
TheFatAussieBarstard 2 years ago 2
me.. but apparently.. me is to short
burningsociety 2 years ago
I'm really happy you made it through a few rough times. You look and sound really really well. It's nice to see you. Rick
novaapw 2 years ago
oh.. it wasn't Zeke it was one of my chooks on Farmville in another window LMAO!! XD
bobos07 2 years ago
yeah... didn't realise u made so much progress chick cos I talk to u everyday but when I look back on ur old vids its such a HUGE difference and its good that u show other sufferers out there that there IS hope. You're a very strong person to have hung in there all this time and I hope that things will only keep looking up for you, I know it will cos you've come this far. And u know I will always be here to help u with whatever I can =)
lol@ Zeke yelping in the background hehe....xxxooo
bobos07 2 years ago
FAB sent me but I was already Subed to you.
I have pretty much the same thing going on too,I have a lot of physical problems too but the Social anxiety and fear of people and life in general rule my life!
I cant deal with life and dont answer the phone,look at people or leave the house unless Im starving or my pet's need food.
I have my good days and bad days but more very bad days than good.
Your braver than I am,I will not do groups and am very funny about counslers.
Good Luck :0)
russell56443 2 years ago
Keep your chin up girl and just take it day by day and do your best :)......FAB sent a few of us here, you might have to buy him a beer....but make sure you buy him XXXX to piss him off lol
Thunder801 2 years ago
FAB sent me... It's nice to finally meet you. My sister went through a lot of the same things you're talking about...
phekwig 2 years ago
hang in there mate we all here 4 u and thanks fab 4 sending me here 2 watch 2 watch ur videos
ajbake73 2 years ago
great work ur a realy fighter and have done a very brave thing. shaun1912
shaun1912 2 years ago
Hang in there! Doing videos takes the focus off of mountains and valleys of life sometimes. Great vid, excellent information to help others thank you, FAB sent me here nice to meet you! :)
hucgirl8 2 years ago
Not long ago I did CBT similar sort of thing the problems don't go away but it gets easier to cope with things. Now looking at doing some voluntary work and going back to work at a later date. I wish you well your get to where you want to be just take your time and it will work it's self out.
ddrmegamixer 2 years ago
it is nice to here from u again.........we here all that support u...need to c u as often as possable...........makes us feel good........to here from u.......i love all your vids good and bad......
blackquiver 2 years ago
FAB sent me and now i am mad at him, i wish he would of told me of this channel a long time ago.
Hang in there Ma'am, hope all is well and be safe.
take care
xesiria
xesiria 2 years ago
Nayomee, youre a beautiful person inside and out. I know you will make it through this. Your strong. Concentrate on getting better.
StringfellowHawke71 2 years ago
hope ur doing okay
Maty31 2 years ago
Keep your head up, im sure you will do great. The best thing to do is keep yourself occupied I would think that would help alot. Take care Nayomee
acehydro06 2 years ago
glad you're better :)
rebeccarose92 2 years ago
keep chipping away at ya illness my gal
such a lovely person as yourself deserve to win and you will
p.s the fat man from oz sent me
wufwufwufwuf 2 years ago
FAB sent me =)
britishsazzy 2 years ago
Pete sent me:-)
1DRock37167 2 years ago
next time u make a vidieo...i think.......u should......take some time and write on a pice of paper........what u would to talk about...this way u wont feel rushed.....loved....the video....your friend...B.Q.
blackquiver 2 years ago
You don't seem just a bit better darling you seem SO SO SO much better!!! So happy to see that, I have worried about you for years...now I feel like you are going to be okay! yeah!
binsk 2 years ago
glad to hear you are still doing the dbt
Xaeravoq 2 years ago
I was sent from FAB and i found your video very interesting and your a strong woman and always have ya chin up cause ya a gorgeous girl.
I will subscribe to you cause i feel i should support ya : ) take care
satisfy247 2 years ago
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jfhgksjdhfk 2 years ago
Great vid, Nayomee :). I like your hair color. I wish that I had thicker hair like your's.
I'm so glad that you're doing better :). It sounds like your life right now is a bit of a challenge, but you're smart, you can handle it. That's how I feel in my life right now.
Keep us updated :)
Take Care,
Colleen
Luv4Learning 2 years ago
Another Arrested Development Fan!
berrymanthomas 2 years ago
FAB sent me, keep your chin up hun
JMorton2406 2 years ago
keep ur head up
trip1red 2 years ago
FAB sent me, keep it up.. if you need a friend.. I am here
TechPepsi 2 years ago
Thanks Nayomee. I understand.
I'm finding things difficult right now and seeing your video is a great help to me.
God bless and thanks again. Pete
petecockcroft 2 years ago
i seen your channel about a year ago! seeing you today i've noticed your making good steps, keep it going
AU043223 2 years ago
Hi nice to meet you. I hope u get better soon. Be strong and never give up.
Vinnela86 2 years ago 2
heyya
it sounds like your life is so hard you must have a real struggle im 14 ive got anxiety, depression and a little OCD my sister had it to she was adddmited to a mental hosmital when she was 13 so yer its hard s i know what your going through but im sure u have it alot worse with being evicted and all. u have great videos dont give up it will get better.
xoxo :) stay strong
ItsKaylaMiranda 2 years ago
Hi and thanks for sharing. The FAB sent me over to you and I have subscribed. You seem like a very strong person.
gocrazy4u 2 years ago
nayomee i have only just found you throygh FatAussieBarstard (pete) but i really hope things keep etting better for you and look forward to hearing about your progress :) I admire your courage and determinism :)
leesha666 2 years ago
Great to see you're doing better. Too bad you couldn't reply to your previous video.
SonicMountain 2 years ago
Good to see you again. You're looking really well.
maxal42 2 years ago
G'day nayomee. good to see your back, i was sent in by good old FAB, subbed ya too take care.
CommentsTheTruth 2 years ago
Naomi, you look wonderful, but I'm really sorry you had a setback. it's over now, but there is the move ahead. Bless your heart. I hope the future is nothing but bright for you. :)
kalacaw 2 years ago
I remember seeing your other videos about a year ago which is strange because coincidently FAB just sent me back here. Keep fighting beautiful, never give up : )
Keshen8 2 years ago
If u didn't say u had BDP i wouldn't have known, i just watched one of ur old videos, keep going up! FAB sent me
DJTurboSolarium 2 years ago
You are a strong, beautiful person. 5 stars!
FAB sent me :)
JAMMAN1701 2 years ago 2
glad to get to know you, FAB sent me :)
stonesfanatik 2 years ago 2
hi nayomee i was reading ur bio and i can relate some of the stuff its to see that ur doing well i hope everything will only get better to you, i sometimes have the feeling not live life anymore and i take things way to perosnally and i have very low self esteam but everything will only get better have a nice nite
XX brodie
swift750i 2 years ago
You look a lot better.
Nimnoms 2 years ago 2
Just tried to look at your Twitter page, and all I get is the following message- "This person has protected their updates." Oh well...
SirReptitious 2 years ago