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  • What song at around 05:00?

    I'm glad the sound is finally back on this vid!

  • Thank you for sharing this raw, honest emotional part of your life - your heart. You were so honest, it made me feel like I knew you. I have not struggled with the same symptoms as you, but with the same causes; I also posted a video on Youtube, it's called Frances Stone - A Reflection of Love. Its my story, I'd love to hear your feedback.

    God Bless your heart that is willing to share so much of yourself to help someone else...we have that in common.

    Frances

  • Thank you for sharing this raw, honest emotional part of your life - your heart. You were so honest, it made me feel like I knew you. I have not struggled with the same symptoms as you, but with the same causes; I also posted a video on Youtube, it's called Frances Stone - A Reflection of Love. Its my story, I'd love to hear your feedback.

    God Bless your heart that is willing to share so much of yourself to help someone else...we have that in common.

    Frances

  • Thank you for sharing this raw, honest emotional part of your life - your heart. You were so honest, it made me feel like I knew you. I have not struggled with the same symptoms as you, but with the same causes; I also posted a video on Youtube, it's called Frances Stone - A Reflection of Love. Its my story, I'd love to hear your feedback.

    God Bless your heart that is willing to share so much of yourself to help someone else...we have that in common.

    Frances

  • I watched this on myspace and I just wanted to say that you truly have given me hope. Your truthful words about the difficulties we all go through really makes me realize a lot about my own life, and how I want to be living it right now. I really hope your recovery has been successful.

  • I WATCHED THIS ON MYSPACE!

    amazing :) xx despite only being 13 years old, and suffering from an eating disorder since i was 9 this is really inspirational!

  • Wish I could resolve the copyright issue, not sure how to go about it. Apparently it's for one song used for approx 10 seconds, so it doesn't make a whole lot of sense. I have the same vid uploaded on myspace, which does still have sound.

  • Unable to put link here, it doesn't post the comment. Go to myspace's video section and search for either the title or use tags: "eating disorder documentary" It should be one of the first to come up. Hope its still able to offer help/inspiration to anyone struggling. Cheers!

  • jules if you want to i can let you know how to resolve it - message me if u want the thing to do it :) this vid keeps me going, thank you

  • AAAHH! Youtube just ruined one of my favorite videos.

    I was just needing to borrow some strength to keep fighting these stupid ED voices... and this video usually does the trick... :(

  • You are great in lifting spirits! keep it up girl! I feel your vibes

  • You look EXACTLY like my therapist, who has recovered from an eating disorder herself. I thought you were her for a sec! Anyways, keep on keepin on. I can see you've got it in you. Just remember -- and this is what I remind myself when I wonder if I'll ever get better -- openness and honesty with yourself and those that are trying to help you is the best predictor of recovery. If you want it enough to bring yourself to ask for help, you'll be just fine. Keep the faith. You are an inspiration.

  • simply.. you are just amazing :)

  • thanks for this!

  • wow... I'm not really sure what to say beyond that, but well, yeah... wow. You've blown me away & given me so much to think about.... thank you.

    P.S. Loving the Tori Amos song excerpts (sp?) too. Really well matched to what you're saying.

  • great video... What is the song starting 8:41 ?? ♥

  • haha wow, awesome that I'm at a place where this comment cannot affect me. I'm not fat, I'm Jules. ;)

  • I see I am not the only one with creativity!!!! LOL:-P My poems are mystical and deep, but nothing compared to the ability to affect others as you can. Keep it up girl, your head and your creativity! <3 Alyssa

  • that person was a jerk, you are nowhere near fat..but i know you know that :)

  • you so my INSPIRATION...u just dont know how much of an effect you can have on peoples lives! B Blessed

  • I watch this pretty often. Its so encouraging and has saved my life a few times, literally. Thank you so much. :)

  • what are the name of the songs or music u used in the first part of the video?

  • This video is amazing. It was so good of you to share this. On a bad day, this video has really cheered me up. Thanks.

  • Thank you!

    You are my inspiration.

    You have given me hope on my recovery.

  • nice video gr8 strenth..

    wish u all d best...

  • Sometimes when I feel really good about myself I won't look in the mirror because that simply act can change my entire day. I know I'm beautiful and I don't need a mirror to prove that. I know that smile I have is proof enough.

  • This video is soo inspirational. You are such an amazing person.

  • you really are inspirational. i hope you are still getting better. Youre beautiful. oh and you have an amazing singing voice. Recovery isnt impossible. The expectation of anorexia is impossible..

  • i saw this and just started to cry. It's really beautiful. All i wanted was to find out who I am. Thanks for making a difference for me in my life.

  • You are beautiful.

    You are a good person.

    You are an inspiration to me.

    Thankyou.

  • Your video is inspirational. You are strong. You will persevere. I hope you feel whole. I hope you have found who your true self is <3

    Your potential is baffles my mind.

  • Amazing!

  • wow- I havent quite come across someone who reminds myself of me like you.

    Very inspiring.

  • This is such a great video! You're inspiring! I'm struggeling with mental problems and have began to get help now.

    I think it helps a lot of people to see this video and keep going strong.

    Yes, we are that strong!

    Best thoughts from Linda =) *smiling*

  • in the title i see the word we. we who?ppl die alone.but i respect who wants to die.

  • @themolenga huh?

  • Oh, thank you so much, really. It's so hard... I'm struggling with this shit every single day. Your words are inspiring, they give me strengh.each time that I feel blue and need some sweet words I'll watch your video. We can do it, of course :).thank you again.

    Besos.

  • You are An Amazing Girl and a true inspiration! Keep up the Good job you are helping many girls out there much more than you know. You inspire me!!!! Thank you!

  • You rock my world, girl. I came onto Youtube tonight feeling like giving up, and this was so different from ANY eating disorder video I've ever seen. You're articulate, honest, passionate, funny, and beautiful. Keep on shining.

    "Thousands of dollars have been spent on me and all I can do is keep falling?" <--I got tears in my eyes because I feel like that's the story of my life.

    "Some people want to disappear to be seen." <-- so true. You tell it like it is.

  • YEAH! THIS ROCKS!

  • Two words:

    thank you

  • also in the midst of a relapse; came to this video for inspiration. thank you so much. you are beautiful.

  • Absolutely beautiful! You are a bright light.

    Thank you -

  • (I ran out of room in my last comment.)

    ..Thank you. So much. I wish I could burn this to a disc and watch it everyday. You are magical.

  • I watched this once when I was in recovery and favourite-ed it, just in case things started to slip.

    When things did start to slip.. I didn't think to do anything about it, I just let everything fall apart.

    But now after watching this.. While I am in a state of full and total relapse, I realize that I have to take a stand for myself, because I am that strong and I can get through this.

    And believe me, and trust me, and wait for me.. Because one day things will be good and I will be happy.

  • I admire you so much, seeing you smile and kissing your reflection in the mirror made me so so happy! All the best of luck and strength for the future, gorgeous!

  • you really inspire me to stop my ed and live. i am trying so hard and keep failing resorting to pro ana sites and idea's and for what? you are so right we need to be strong and seeing your vid has given me hope and given me a push to live and be happy for who i am. thank you for puttin the time in to help people like me. you are a great person and you could save lives with this video.

    keep up your hard work you should be a proud person. x

  • This is really inspirational =)

  • She's not being mean.. just saying that shes inspirational and happy.. she wishes she was happy.

  • amazing, keep trying.

  • this is amazing. thank you so much for posting this. i've been suffering from anorexia for two years, and although people have told me to change or that it's easy you're the only one who has ever made sense.

  • I idolize you. how much do you weigh? You look very muscular and happy. i wish i was like you. too bad this ED traps so many.

  • that was truly inspirational

    thank you

    =]

  • asshole!

  • I have been watching this video every few months since you posted it. It is one of the things I go to when I am having an especially bad day. I want to thank you for putting yourself out there and making me realize that I am not alone in this struggle.

  • Thank you.

    This helped me more than you know.

  • i love this video, it made me cry and it made me realize that i am good enough...

    and that im not the only one whos afraid of life itself... and i just need to figure out who i am, and thats what we all need... thanx for the video<3

  • This video has actually saved my life a few times when I was feeling suicidal...no joke. I can't thank you enough for this.

  • You are amazing. A definite inspiration and the kind of person the world could benefit from having more of. Your sincerity and determination to speak makes such a deep impression on me, and (as I can already see) so many others watching it. Thank you for making this video.

  • This Video Was...AWSOME!!! Need I say more? BRAVO!

  • WOW wat a strong video

    got a few tears from it

    stay strong huni

    u can beat this

    im struggling but i dont want to b like this 4eva...thats a huge step hey!?

    take care

  • WOW wat a strong video

    got a few tears from it

    tay strong huni

    u can beat this

    im struggling but i dont want to b like this 4eva...thats a huge step hey!?

    take care

  • wow! you are gorgeous! you are definetly my idol. i have a real problem that ppl may say about them selves and stuff like that but my problem is real.i am fat. i am told by my friends and kids at school. i feel so betrayed and have no way out but i think all i needed was inspiration. or thinspiration. THANKS>XOXO

  • omg uve really helped me sooooo much..thank u  xxxxxxx

  • omg uve really helped me sooooo much..thank u xxxxxxx

  • what's the song from 1:30?

  • It's actually a remix of Coldplay's "Clocks"

  • Whats the song at 7:54? xxxx

    still in love with this video xx

  • "Jackie's Strength", by Tori Amos

  • I've watched this video so many times. It's so so so inspirational.

  • Your comment does not make a single bit of sense to me. And disorders are your own mindset and way of thinking/behaving, disorders are not people or friends.

  • this was so inspiring! i can relate so much. we are not alone and we can beat this. thank you for making this video

  • Thank you so much for making this video! it is good to know that it is possible to get through this, and it is just what i needed to hear to help me through today. your message and doc of finding yourself is truly inspiring and encouraging. :)

  • You are absolutely beautuful and you helped me so much when I first went into recovery. But now I had a relapse and my weight is really low but I'm gonna fight....because you, your beauty (inside and out) inspire me to do the seemingly impossible.

    Thank you for being amazing!

  • you inspire to want to keep fighting against my disorder, and find the truth in myself...thankyou so much.<3

  • You are so beautiful and amazing !

    Thank you só much for making this video, you are an inspiration for all of us.

  • You're amazing!

  • Really amazing! I can so much recall to everything you say. I really hope that you stay strong and that you have a great life. But i can't understand when you said that you would cry to the mirror cause you are so beautiful ;) (Of course I understand what you mean, but I just wanted to say that :))

  • You are such an amazing person...

    I have struggled with self esteem problems and self image problems since i was 8 yrs old.

    I do want to find myself... I do want to get myself back and get out of this feeling.

    It's ruined my whole entire life. You are such a beautiful person. You are starting to look healthy and gorgeous! Don't stop fighting girl. You know you've got the strength.

  • Thank you so much for this amazing work. After three years of recovery I've begun my first serious backslide. Your words reminded me of my own recovery, the slow and painful but ultimately rewarding journey of self-discovery. I cannot even put into words how beautiful it is.

  • you are an inspiration. thank you for this video.

  • but i want you to know that just by looking at this video, you tapped into my soul. you'll get through this. i hope i will too. thanks a lot. you are my inspiration!

  • you are such a beautiful person... you are such an inspiration to me and I'm sure hundreds of other people out there. i didn't know this world contained of such an amazing person like you. i appreciate you for posting this. i appreciate you for being supportive, a mentor and once again such an inspiration. i wish i knew you personally.

  • Good document. Thanks for letting us inside.

  • oh my god where have you been my whole life!?! and i actually remember you from LJ and i've known OF you for a while but we never interacted. WHY NOT?!?! YOU ARE SO AWESOME!!! THANK YOU!!!

  • AMAZING you are a beautiful person....thank you so much for posting this...it makes me want to try hard to beat this!

  • What an amazing video. You might be the most beautiful person I have ever seen.. and it looks like it is both inside and out. Keep fighting and never lose hope.

    <3

  • incredible video. you're an amzing person

  • i love this video:)

    take care alright love

    xxx

  • see i have this practice SAT exam tomorrow and i have to go out into this spanish speaking place and i cant seem to speak the language and its really frustrating and basically i hate everyday of my life. um so i feeling stressed out about having to meet more new people who only speak spanish...or worse..speak english and then theyll see me and im so disgusting.....but this video helped becuase now i see not everyone is perfect at everything

  • you know its funny i was reasearching for videos of other people who are anorexic so i could get some tips...im having trouble with my wieght i mean before i had an ED *(no one knows duh) and i was 120 pounds and 5'7 but i felt so fat..adn now somehow im 135 adn iwant to die. really. um but this video kind of helped.

  • you are pretty

  • aww!! that video was amazing...youre so beautiful!! great job

  • this video seriously could not have come at a better time.

    this video is so incredibly amazing and inspiriational and it means so much to know that there are other people out there feeling the way i feel. i mean logically i know, but it is so easy to forget and do the whoa is me thing. this video is amazing and im going to be watching it frequently and just whenever im having a difficult time. thank you so much for you beautiful wisdom and insight! i hope you're doing great!

    xoxo erika

  • Aw, that was made my day. Thanks <3

  • that was a really inspirational video that was so different to the rest of the movies that try to achieve the same thing. you are an amazing person and you inspired me so much.

  • that was so amazing i cried so much.

  • ur an amazing, beautiful, inspirational person, u showed me that its worth recovering, ur whole jonrney is amazing but what really made me cry was when u were actually able to say "jules ur beautiful" ur wonderful. thankyou.

  • Wow! Thank you so much for putting together this video. It was truly amazing and I thank you. ED is so hard to overcome for me right now.He really just does not want to leave, but your video has given me some hope!

  • You are amazing! I love the video. Thanks for the uplift. I needed to kick ed in the head today!

  • you are an inspiration for me ,to go and fight for it and be recovered thank you SOOOO MUCH

  • i love this, thank you for making this. i really hit home with me. you've said everything i've never had the nerve to say. thank you so much <3

  • wow u are inspiring! and beautiful!! u look like the girl from one tree hill i always forget her name...but yeah very inspiring, thank u

  • This is amazing. This has really moved me, and I hope someday to feel about my body the way you do at the end. I am eating disordered, and you have really captured it :'(

  • Wow... This video is so great... I mean... You're reflexion about life and eating disorders are so true... and important. We DO have to FIGHT every single second of our life. And it's difficult because it is inside of us. Nobody can do it for us. we have to BELIEVE. Juste believe in ourselves. But for that we must love ourselve... vicious circle. But we can break it. We can get through this!!!

    Never give up...

    You're video is just... wow... thx

  • just a beautiful video in so many levels

  • hi! I'm 14 years old and I'm at that age were you start to wonder "who the hell am I?". And it is also an age of great distress. Like you said, you start to compare and judge yourself upon everyone eles.

    This video really made me cry coz I love dance too! and i absolutly love TORI AMOS!!!!!

    this was great

    -susie oxox

  • you remind me so much of my best friend. Looks and attitude.

    I love you!

  • This is beautiful

    thank you

    xx

  • I see a lot of potential. Not sure what your problem really is. Lots of video production talent. Glad to critique your next longer video. My pain journal is IamFightingCancer dot C.You remind me of the Sunchips girl. Brian Nelson

  • Wow, it's all I can say. You are really inspiring, I hope one day that I can get to the point where you are. I cried all the way through the documentary. Brilliant..

    ~kiki

  • you are amazing

  • I love your video! You are amazing for posting this!

    Love the fact you have tori amos in the background :]

  • Last time I kissed the mirror was 8 years ago, when I was 7 ;(

    I admire your strength. You're beautiful.

    My anorexia/bulimia makes me weak..

  • This vedeo was nothing but AMAZING!

    thank you very much!!

  • I think this is amazing what you have accomplished, this video is very inspiring, I wish more people could see it

  • I wish I could give this 6 stars instead of five. I'm very astonished at your insight in the midst of your battle and hope in the midst of despair. I know what it's like. I want to tell you that yeah, it's possible to recover, and yeah, you can, you CAN do it. Thank you so much for this video. Feel free to message me if you'd like.

  • Great vid! And you have a beautiful voice. Don't lose your passion!! ^_^

  • this video is amazing and beautifully done. itsveryispirational to me and prob to alot of others. i love it!!!

  • I did a good job! I like it

  • I just think that this video is so inspirational and so beautifully made. I'm feeling a lot like you at the moment and it feels so good to see this... Thank you!

  • this was an amazing video, and your so pretty and strong! and such an inspiration and motivater. i just loved it!

  • Jules- you are beautiful, and what I loooooove about this video is that you not only share your outer beauty with us, but you let us in to see your inner beauty. Your smile lights up the screen, and your powerful message is tangible. Keep up your search for strength and happiness...its in your grasp my dear, and YOU DESERVE IT! Love your smile!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • I really liked this doc. You did a great job on it. beautiful!

  • thank you

  • thank you hun. Trully speaking some sense. Stay strong.

  • :(((( that was beautiful. thank you :((((

  • this is very beautiful! you're truly an inspiration. thankyou for sharing your heart!

  • this is fantastic. im favourtiting it cos i know i'll need it again. you are an inspiration x

  • Thanks for sharing pieces of yourself. Becoming real is such a hard process, but well worth it!

  • Wow. amazing.

  • oh my god, you made me cry.

  • I think your GORGEOUS!!! What's your deal? Are you a perfectionist or something? 5+ stars for you.

    Jules, you're so SWEET!..

  • Heya wow thats a brilliant video wel dun =)

    xx xx xx

  • wow, that is so beautiful; thank you for taking the time to make that. i hope you're still doing well and staying strong because i definately see a light in you that can warm many others!

  • Amazing video¡ You are an artist girl!

  • I had to post this to my blog fantastic!

  • That was a beautiful video. Not only well put together, but so thought-provoking and inspiring. Thank you. It brought a shimmer of light in the darkness. You're a beautiful girl, from the inside out <3

  • Thank you so much. I really needed this today.I know I'll be watching it again.

  • thank you so much for that video...

    you are the inspiration everyone needs; i can relate and just this once time watching that made my day brighter....thank you so much again! <3

  • You are wonderful!!

  • Wow, thats one of the most inspirational things Ive seen in ages. Awesome video, very well done and the message behind it...amazing. *claps*

  • Oh my god, this never showed up in my subscribtions until today. But I'm glad I finally saw it! Fantastic job!!!

    Thanks for doing this and being honest! You rock! Great documentary! I wish you the best! 5 stars!

  • thankyou great job!

  • You're amazing. You made me realise that just because you have a low day it doesnt mean you should give in completely.

  • you rock girl! :D great video

  • YOU GO GIRL!!!! I am so proud of you for making this video - I am so proud of you for what you're doing - And I am behind you 110%!!! *hugs*

  • Thank you so much for making this documentary, i know i will watch it when i'm having a bad time of it. You are inspiring.

  • Thank you for posting this i feel like i can relate and this really helped me just now :)

  • fab, well worth the wait

  • I loved this! you did a great job and you are truely an inspiration to us all!

  • thanks for sharing this. i see a lot of strength in you.

  • you're so beautiful, intelligent & so strong...

    you put a lot of work and yourself into this, and it shows; it's amazing.

  • That was amazing... I feel like you were very honest in showing what its like to live with an ED day to day. Thank you for sharing this.

  • this video is amazing.

    and you are beautifull

  • "Jules, you're beautiful."

    Im glad you can say that, even if its just once or twice, because, in reality, its totally true.

    Keep fighting, hunny, because you are so worthwhile.

    You are insanely intelligent and lovely. Don't hold back. Keep going.

    And that's all I have to say.

  • Yay! That was great. I was waiting for you to post this, so thank you so much for doing so!!

  • amazing video!!

  • That was amazing...insightful, emotional, I love it!

  • This was beautiful. You are beautiful. Thank you for the effort you put into this. I'm sure it'll help many people, myself included.

  • i'm crying right now... maybe it's just the pms, maybe not... that was awesome though :)

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