After much struggle, I found and downloaded the torrent. Enlightening, entertaining, mysterious. A great and rare treat, it really was a change from everything. We need more people making art, expressing themselves how they see fit, and distributing it how they wish. You may not want to come back to youtube, but never stop doing what you're good at. I've been inspired to pursue spoken word, I can't thank you enough John, nor convey how brilliant and surreal your ideas are. Don't change.
well John I watched your movie. It was hard concentrating for a full half hr cause yr style conspires to put thinking analytical mind to the back and the subconscious mind to the fore. Perhaps that is the intention? so i had to come back and watch it in two stages later. but it was worth it. let me know when yr new stuff is out. will look out for it
watched the rest of the torrent today. HaHAHaAAAHA!! GG Allin would be proud of the 'protest vid'. Amazing stuff and gave me new pwople to hate which is fun. Fuck Zadia and Kent in the throats with electric cutlery!
i hope you do, im having a difficult time working out how you can take what i said and make it something negative. i was just saying you would be missed, by me atleast. peace and love xx
Fucking Flags, they gain nothing from flagging. but, ya know, There are those of us in great numbers who enjoy your videos, including myself, but like every story, or anything, there has to be an end, So I bid you a final farewell, Farewell.
I'll cry myself to sleep tonight in ma huge pillay. It was nice watching your videos, i like your audio stuff as well on your site, but im not prepared to use torrents, we dont get along. Have fun.
I just put a very flaggable video up. Its my dickinasock. It was flagged and removed a couple of times from my old channels, figured I'd give it a shot again.
If you're not in the 'if-you-don't-enjoy-my-videos-you're-out' club, you can just search for 'ractalfece torrent'in google, or wait until someone uploads it in parts on youtube. Clearly a lot of work has gone into it, and its definitely worth watching, thanks
You just e mail him, see his e mail next to his video on the right in the info box? Then, you may get a reply with the Bit Torrent file to download it and watch it. If you dont' have it, then google Bit Torrent and download it.
If you have to wonder then fuck off. I mean why should I have to distribute my shit on youtube just to make it accessible to content consumers like yourself who want everything nice and easy?
BIG HUG to you... You seem different and sad and unhappy and shit. I love you John, I hope that you find some sort of peace. You are certainly in my top ten youtube motherfuckers and i'll remember you long after its gone. If this is goodbye, uhhhhh goodbye
John, I am concerned - you're gonna quit youtube and cut your number of fans at least in half by going underground because of a couple of narcs? Have you seen how many positive comments you get on your videos? Man, you're playing right into the hands of the narc. You have a small army of fans on your side, don't listen to the minority. Remember the old proverb: 'When you're sifting through the shit, gold may be lost'
I appreciate all the youtube fans. But I'm no longer going to bend over to make myself accessible. If the fans truly love me they won't have a problem sending me an email to get the torrent of my new video. It's a small hurdle. I'm not asking for very much.
Is there more than one program to choose from to get BitTorrented stuff? I have always steered clear due to fear of malware, but it will be worth the risk for my cynical soul to be edified.
i'll tell you why you're making these videos. it's coz you are wonderful delicious eyecandy. and you're funny as hell...or i'm just easily amused [tr00 fax]. *sad face*
Ah, John, you can't do this, y'know. You can't go all exclusive just because some f'ers weren't nice to you. Your vids made my day at least 132 times. Will TotalVom be still online? And if not, will you mail me the torrent? I would so thank you for that! Don't let me down, man.
Send me an email. And I have to do this. It just doesn't make sense for me to make videos for anonymous strangers. I'm not selling or advertising anything. I'm already famous and it sucks. So now I'm focusing on building myself a quality audience rather than just a quantitative one.
Here's the thing. I had to look up what you were talking about- I don't watch that show. There are hundreds of other media sources that have influenced me. When I get compared to crap I don't care about, it just makes me think my audience is stupid. But I'll send you the new video. Might give you an education. Email me.
I'm not gonna send it to that address. But maybe you know somebody who knows somebody who I sent the torrent. That's the way I'm running distribution angle of my serious underground shit from now on.
I tried to Email you, but my emailing-ness is not worthy enough, so John, its been a slice, your videos are quality things in life, and whenever I see a narc, I will destroy it!
Yes! I knew the time would come when the chosen few would be decided to ascend to heaven where they could promptly get some of your new shit. I'm a believer.
well, in my new video it'd probably be nudity. And then there's the copyright infringement claims I have to fight. Most people are great. But there's a certain threshold when too many turds have been dropped into the swimming pool.
I'm not sure, I think there was this one time when I may have done that...you can't really trust memories that far back, maybe it was someone else and I just _thought_ I'd done it. But there was definitely a turd in that pool, whoever it was.
I had to tell him that im gay to get it at the time
SmogFish 10 months ago
After much struggle, I found and downloaded the torrent. Enlightening, entertaining, mysterious. A great and rare treat, it really was a change from everything. We need more people making art, expressing themselves how they see fit, and distributing it how they wish. You may not want to come back to youtube, but never stop doing what you're good at. I've been inspired to pursue spoken word, I can't thank you enough John, nor convey how brilliant and surreal your ideas are. Don't change.
PolandAustinGunner 2 years ago 3
link?
supafly345 2 years ago
yay
-hero
fordieform 3 years ago
"all my new shit is gonnabedistributeddddddddd bit torrent only"
fucksatanism 3 years ago
you are the shiiiiit
toreadoroflove 3 years ago
I like your face shape.
bosspersonfighter 3 years ago
YEIAH!! total vom!!
klaudivino 3 years ago
why are there no comments on here about your penis ? i thought it was very nice indeed ... and made me forget what else i was going to say..
gloriousmaiden1 3 years ago
well John I watched your movie. It was hard concentrating for a full half hr cause yr style conspires to put thinking analytical mind to the back and the subconscious mind to the fore. Perhaps that is the intention? so i had to come back and watch it in two stages later. but it was worth it. let me know when yr new stuff is out. will look out for it
gloriousmaiden1 3 years ago
the new shit is awesome. information dystopia is great. i will seed the torrent for as long as i have the file on my computer (forever)
kyoobeh 3 years ago
oh yeah. and whoever doesn't use torrents.. i mean come on.. get with it.
kyoobeh 3 years ago
I'm sorry your friend talked you out of capturing the ninja. That would have been beautiful.
watnabe 3 years ago
watched the rest of the torrent today. HaHAHaAAAHA!! GG Allin would be proud of the 'protest vid'. Amazing stuff and gave me new pwople to hate which is fun. Fuck Zadia and Kent in the throats with electric cutlery!
weatherkop 3 years ago
i dont get this at all, you dont strike me as the kind to be concerned about anybody else, its a damn shame, i thought your videos made youtube.
usedfanatic1988 3 years ago
Why should I "make" youtube. I'm gonna fucking make myself.
ractalfece 3 years ago
i hope you do, im having a difficult time working out how you can take what i said and make it something negative. i was just saying you would be missed, by me atleast. peace and love xx
usedfanatic1988 3 years ago
Sorry.
But I'm sick of people who have brand loyalty to youtube. Not saying you do. But I sort of got that impression from your comment.
ractalfece 3 years ago
i see how u got that now. best of luck rectalface.
usedfanatic1988 3 years ago
Dude.
I don't know what torrent is...
I don't like change!!!
Baudacity 3 years ago
and now you shall suffer.
ractalfece 3 years ago
Thats kinda what I said too.
fucksatanism 3 years ago
Dude, you fucking rock, what dink on here is being a narc and a flagger? I will kick them in the privates!
kaddapatton 3 years ago
Fucking Flags, they gain nothing from flagging. but, ya know, There are those of us in great numbers who enjoy your videos, including myself, but like every story, or anything, there has to be an end, So I bid you a final farewell, Farewell.
KyleJS30 3 years ago
I've been to your website, john. in fact, i used a song in one of my videos. One of my favorite songs is by 433 erOs. I think you used them before.
And good idea!
dlongbeach 3 years ago
I've watched all of your videos within the last 24hours. I'm sad they wont be as easily available. I'll email you for sure.
GloFreak 3 years ago
Dude I gotta get your stuff, I'll message you my amazing email address. It'll knock your socks off.
mrzisme 3 years ago
Who's being a narc, I'll take care of 'em for you! *taps bat on palm*
hayyygurlhayyy 3 years ago
FINALLY <3
hayyygurlhayyy 3 years ago
Absolutely far out dude!
DoktorTakashiro 3 years ago
whats the point in making it only torrent? Oh poor john are you feeling disillusioned with youtube?
Apriltheses 3 years ago
Poor you. You ain't getting it.
ractalfece 3 years ago
I'll cry myself to sleep tonight in ma huge pillay. It was nice watching your videos, i like your audio stuff as well on your site, but im not prepared to use torrents, we dont get along. Have fun.
Apriltheses 3 years ago
2:07... I see now. This is the third time i've watched this.
fucksatanism 3 years ago
what is a narc?
lookoutbeeeelllooow 3 years ago
A narcotics agent... and an asshole
fucksatanism 3 years ago
and someone who flags videos.
ractalfece 3 years ago
I just put a very flaggable video up. Its my dickinasock. It was flagged and removed a couple of times from my old channels, figured I'd give it a shot again.
fucksatanism 3 years ago
You sir are talking to a narc. Karate chop!
bangthatdrumb 3 years ago
I'm sleepy
magila1 3 years ago
oh poor baby do you need someone to give you a binky and put you to beddy by?
ractalfece 3 years ago
yes please
magila1 3 years ago
Get your mom to do it. It ain't my job.
ractalfece 3 years ago
Hey everybody, I finally got to see the movie and he cuts through all the BS pretty quickly. I now know what he means by narks on Youtube.
truvelocity 3 years ago
If you're not in the 'if-you-don't-enjoy-my-videos-you're-out' club, you can just search for 'ractalfece torrent'in google, or wait until someone uploads it in parts on youtube. Clearly a lot of work has gone into it, and its definitely worth watching, thanks
mARK5000100 3 years ago
You just e mail him, see his e mail next to his video on the right in the info box? Then, you may get a reply with the Bit Torrent file to download it and watch it. If you dont' have it, then google Bit Torrent and download it.
truvelocity 3 years ago
thats bullcrap
Eeptog 3 years ago
what's bullcrap?
ractalfece 3 years ago
having to download your videos, im still wondering if its worth it
Eeptog 3 years ago
It really is, it's much longer than his youtube vids, much more anything goes type atmosphere, and it seems to be all for a noble cause.
Nimnoms 3 years ago
If you have to wonder then fuck off. I mean why should I have to distribute my shit on youtube just to make it accessible to content consumers like yourself who want everything nice and easy?
ractalfece 3 years ago
tell it man! tell it!
pietrosammarco 3 years ago 2
Information Dystopia is the best video yet.
Clockworkforest 3 years ago
Will you be leaving this channel up? Also how will we know when there are new torrents?
MsDiplodocus 3 years ago
Wondering the same, maybe he will use youtube for promos?
Nimnoms 3 years ago
I'll leave it up. I don't know what I'm going to do next. Information Dystopia was a huge project and I'm going to take a little break again.
ractalfece 3 years ago
wait i just subbed & you're gone? sigh. i am always too late or too early for good shit. be well.
dubaiedge 3 years ago
i'm not going to download videos. i want point click. my dad still doubleclicks everything. fucking old people
fucksatanism 3 years ago
That's good. You probably wouldn't like the new stuff.
ractalfece 3 years ago
omg ractalfece replied to me. I'll think about it.
fucksatanism 3 years ago
What are you gonna think about? My reply was two sentences. Shouldn't have to think too hard about it.
ractalfece 3 years ago
BIG HUG to you... You seem different and sad and unhappy and shit. I love you John, I hope that you find some sort of peace. You are certainly in my top ten youtube motherfuckers and i'll remember you long after its gone. If this is goodbye, uhhhhh goodbye
fucksatanism 3 years ago
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mattyohe 3 years ago
Dystopia - a society characterized by human misery, as squalor, oppression, disease, and overcrowding.
truvelocity 3 years ago
you are just so fucking cute!
incognighter 3 years ago
john, this video is just A+. so is your new underground shit. i anticipate greatly this new wave of john holden genius.
-an appreciative fan
ununhexium 3 years ago
why are you so sweaty....
ilove88888 3 years ago
Because my new video, the one that I'm distributing via bittorrent, is so fucking intense.
ractalfece 3 years ago
John, I am concerned - you're gonna quit youtube and cut your number of fans at least in half by going underground because of a couple of narcs? Have you seen how many positive comments you get on your videos? Man, you're playing right into the hands of the narc. You have a small army of fans on your side, don't listen to the minority. Remember the old proverb: 'When you're sifting through the shit, gold may be lost'
mARK5000100 3 years ago
I appreciate all the youtube fans. But I'm no longer going to bend over to make myself accessible. If the fans truly love me they won't have a problem sending me an email to get the torrent of my new video. It's a small hurdle. I'm not asking for very much.
ractalfece 3 years ago
John: Thanks, man! I'm downloading right now, and I intend to seed for, like, forever.
FritzDaDogg 3 years ago
uh, yeah!
angrynikki 3 years ago
You look as waisted as I am right now in this moment you captured of yourself.
truvelocity 3 years ago
great to see you again!
partyguy135 3 years ago
Is there more than one program to choose from to get BitTorrented stuff? I have always steered clear due to fear of malware, but it will be worth the risk for my cynical soul to be edified.
6Churches 3 years ago
I recommend uTorrent. IP Ban lists, all the options you need, and pretty minimalistic.
sylent123 3 years ago
I too seek edification, let us embark on the journey
chris3443 3 years ago
i'll tell you why you're making these videos. it's coz you are wonderful delicious eyecandy. and you're funny as hell...or i'm just easily amused [tr00 fax]. *sad face*
Collaboratory 3 years ago
Happily sucking on it until I receive an email response from you... and your future videos. ^_^
jolelikamgr 3 years ago
*trying to wait patiently for the download*
surrealisticpill 3 years ago
Just because I'm a tranny that gives footjobs doesnt mean I dont deserve to watch your videos.
cokeduphobit64 3 years ago
I'm very much enjoying this new stuff. You really don't hold back.
Nimnoms 3 years ago
Hey Nimnoms, nice to see you here heh
chris3443 3 years ago
Of course, Racatalfece is my favourite. You're a close 2nd.
Nimnoms 3 years ago
omfg ur mad cute ive had the biggest crush on u for a while now u cutie
LovelyLady718 3 years ago
Ah, John, you can't do this, y'know. You can't go all exclusive just because some f'ers weren't nice to you. Your vids made my day at least 132 times. Will TotalVom be still online? And if not, will you mail me the torrent? I would so thank you for that! Don't let me down, man.
FritzDaDogg 3 years ago
Send me an email. And I have to do this. It just doesn't make sense for me to make videos for anonymous strangers. I'm not selling or advertising anything. I'm already famous and it sucks. So now I'm focusing on building myself a quality audience rather than just a quantitative one.
ractalfece 3 years ago
How has the fame effected you?
MrSExperience 3 years ago
Horribly.
ractalfece 3 years ago
I missed you.
xcoldxtrashx 3 years ago
I have provided you with an email john.
There is no subject header. The juice is in the middle.
Bodobaas 3 years ago
I sent you the torrent.
ractalfece 3 years ago
righteous nutsack
spiritdrum235 3 years ago
reminds me of cartmanland
samsweda 3 years ago
well, you're not getting the torrent. Don't have the proper cultural references to understand it.
ractalfece 3 years ago
and now I want it even more
samsweda 3 years ago
an now i want it even more, that wasn't sposed to be narky
samsweda 3 years ago
Here's the thing. I had to look up what you were talking about- I don't watch that show. There are hundreds of other media sources that have influenced me. When I get compared to crap I don't care about, it just makes me think my audience is stupid. But I'll send you the new video. Might give you an education. Email me.
ractalfece 3 years ago
fuckin narcs! NARC NARC NARC!
blahshoe 3 years ago
Woohoo you're back
m620 3 years ago
You can just send me the videos to fuckedintheassforeternity12386602 at yahoo. I'll be waitin', Holden. I'll be waitin'.
memoryhero 3 years ago
I'm not gonna send it to that address. But maybe you know somebody who knows somebody who I sent the torrent. That's the way I'm running distribution angle of my serious underground shit from now on.
ractalfece 3 years ago
You have the voice of an angel.
GeniusRickyD 3 years ago
Where the FUCK have you been man? I missed you dood.
AustinPwndU 3 years ago
I tried to Email you, but my emailing-ness is not worthy enough, so John, its been a slice, your videos are quality things in life, and whenever I see a narc, I will destroy it!
KyleJS30 3 years ago
magic.
bangthatdrumb 3 years ago
I don't give a fuck where you post it...as long as it's there.
eire138 3 years ago 2
So, how are we going to know when there's new stuff out?
Nimnoms 3 years ago
I'm so glad you are back! And it really sucks that people who don't get it have to be such assholes. I'll email you!
Walawalacookie 3 years ago
YES!
my dreams have come true!!
another ractalfece video!!
kyoobeh 3 years ago 2
Your a great singer John!!
dacci123 3 years ago
lol I hope I'm still in time
umegoyomi 3 years ago
Yes! I knew the time would come when the chosen few would be decided to ascend to heaven where they could promptly get some of your new shit. I'm a believer.
Nimnoms 3 years ago
FUCKIN NARCS RUIN EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!
it's good to see your face on my computer again though. you're my favourite shirtless, underground comedian.
gibax 3 years ago
I emailed you, my address is lame but i've had it for years and am i lazy to change it.
what would anyone have to "narc" on you about?
jcrist 3 years ago
well, in my new video it'd probably be nudity. And then there's the copyright infringement claims I have to fight. Most people are great. But there's a certain threshold when too many turds have been dropped into the swimming pool.
ractalfece 3 years ago
How many turds in a swimming pool is too many?
I'm not sure, I think there was this one time when I may have done that...you can't really trust memories that far back, maybe it was someone else and I just _thought_ I'd done it. But there was definitely a turd in that pool, whoever it was.
graham6419 3 years ago
Demonoid
mattyohe 3 years ago
She's in the attic! She's in the attic!
jholcster 3 years ago
Hope I get it.
CampHazzard 3 years ago
Number 4
guidotnb 3 years ago
did you email me yet?
ractalfece 3 years ago
Yes.
guidotnb 3 years ago
Too bad, some of your vids were great. I don't think my e-mail address will be cool enough for you, we'll see.
tedhaggardly 3 years ago
If your email address is tedhaggardly@something, you'll get it.
ractalfece 3 years ago
Welcome back man! Hilarious man!
geroldkid 3 years ago
Fuck narcs. Can't trust anyone anymore.
But you can trust me, John.
matman125 3 years ago
Did you email me yet?
ractalfece 3 years ago
I'm so glad that you chose me first John :]
That's right kiddo's.
That's what the #1 fan gets.
whosniffedme 3 years ago
Hey maybe the #1 fan will get a kick in the balls if he brags too much. But thanks for your help with this.
ractalfece 3 years ago
Hahaha. I had to do it a little.
Anytime.
whosniffedme 3 years ago
I was smiling the entire video. Welcome back.
mattyohe 3 years ago
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss hissssss
fetusinthenude 3 years ago
w00t.
Nashtak5000 3 years ago
....but i love you!
xqxballx69x 3 years ago
hey, the narcs always say they're turning you in because they love you.
ractalfece 3 years ago
but I /really/ love you. They getcha with the promise of fake love, and then BAM. Those are the REAL narcs. But we've got something special.
xqxballx69x 3 years ago 2
I missed you so much.
AcidRaina 3 years ago 2
fuck yeah!....you're back!!
marshallsmith19 3 years ago
Let me make it clear. I'm not back on youtube. But I am laying down a gigantic turd of a video and this is a promo.
ractalfece 3 years ago
sounds good to me
marshallsmith19 3 years ago