@Bestrong4 the only people in my life who understand my Bipolar is my family. I just lost another friend but they weren't good to me. I do still have a friend from junior high and that's nice.
I get a hand tremor from time to to time, i think its got to do with meds and also anxiety a bit of both. sorry i didn't comment sooner didn't know you had a video out.
@dave24ie Thanks for watching. I missed this reply from you so finding it now is great! I still shake but I get out of the house more now. Progress is wonderful even if it is little.
Feeling a bit anxious myself tonight. I have stumbled upon this sort of community of youtubers that have bipolar or other mental illnesses. I've watched a few of your videos and I must take the time to tell you that you inspire me to talk about my own feelings. I'd love to have a chat with you sometimes. I also suffer from Bipolar and I'm have one heck of a time accepting it.
I was hospitalized twice so any confusion as to my diagnosis is gone. Feel free to message me if you're at the point where you would like to talk about anything. I have been treated for mental illnesses for decades so I don't mind hearing you. Isolation is bad for me so communication is great!
i enjoy your videos. thx for the update. you sound like a wonderful person. one thing that does worry me a bit is you said you take benzos? i dont have bipolar but have anxiety/depression. i cant relate to a few things you said. running thoughts. i used to have that really bad and eventually it turned to all my thoughts being negative. i too take seroquel after detoxing from xanax. so i worry any time i hear of anyone taking a benzo. some side effects you have sound like something from benzo use
awesome! you are on the right track! im soo happy to hear you say this!!! i cannot express it enough :)
slow tappering off the benzos is the only way to go. when you get off them i swear to you alot of the things you are feeling will dispear over time after you stop using the benzos. of course you will still be bipolar as i am still anxiety/depression but all the problems i had on benzos i thought were part of my disorder. it wasnt it was highlighted from the benzo use.
Hello Denise :) good to see you back :) I'm frequently shaking when i get any kind of stress or when i didn't have enought sleep most of the time. And yeah i have a lot of running thoughts, and when they happen i definatly think about my life meaning and why whould i stay alive for? what is the main goal of me existing. sadly most of the time it lead to a downspiral of depression/suicidal tought. I really hope you'll keep doing better and take care ^-^ v Peace, Ken ^-^ v
It's always good to hear from you. I've been walking with a friend much more lately and I haven't forgot my goal of improving my fitness level.
I get low moods but they last days not years or months. I must admit I fear for my future though. One day at a time is a good mindset. Keep taking care of yourself. You and your family deserve it. :)
I shake Too , Espicaly my Leg's if im rely nervious i start to rock back & forth...i know it from my Anxity ..Im glad to see you back..I forget apointment all the time .. I know when i get Realy Anxity with Manic i can't stop cleaning ..nothing is clean enought..I can't eat when Depressed..just thinking about food makes me sick . Excellent Job With the cleaning ..good to see ya again !!
I really appriciate your compliment about the cleaning!!! It's hard for me to clean as you know but when I'm manic or really anxious I superclean beyond what is healthy. All or nothing!
Ive lost tons of friends due to Bipolar
it sucks
Bestrong4 2 years ago
@Bestrong4 the only people in my life who understand my Bipolar is my family. I just lost another friend but they weren't good to me. I do still have a friend from junior high and that's nice.
saltyeggs71 2 years ago
I get a hand tremor from time to to time, i think its got to do with meds and also anxiety a bit of both. sorry i didn't comment sooner didn't know you had a video out.
Thanks for posting
dave24ie 2 years ago
@dave24ie Thanks for watching. I missed this reply from you so finding it now is great! I still shake but I get out of the house more now. Progress is wonderful even if it is little.
saltyeggs71 2 years ago
Feeling a bit anxious myself tonight. I have stumbled upon this sort of community of youtubers that have bipolar or other mental illnesses. I've watched a few of your videos and I must take the time to tell you that you inspire me to talk about my own feelings. I'd love to have a chat with you sometimes. I also suffer from Bipolar and I'm have one heck of a time accepting it.
Eshimee 2 years ago
I was hospitalized twice so any confusion as to my diagnosis is gone. Feel free to message me if you're at the point where you would like to talk about anything. I have been treated for mental illnesses for decades so I don't mind hearing you. Isolation is bad for me so communication is great!
saltyeggs71 2 years ago
i enjoy your videos. thx for the update. you sound like a wonderful person. one thing that does worry me a bit is you said you take benzos? i dont have bipolar but have anxiety/depression. i cant relate to a few things you said. running thoughts. i used to have that really bad and eventually it turned to all my thoughts being negative. i too take seroquel after detoxing from xanax. so i worry any time i hear of anyone taking a benzo. some side effects you have sound like something from benzo use
EyeWonderOne 2 years ago
You hit the nail on the head about the benzo use. My psychiatrist is very slow to take me off. I'm not giving up!
saltyeggs71 2 years ago
awesome! you are on the right track! im soo happy to hear you say this!!! i cannot express it enough :)
slow tappering off the benzos is the only way to go. when you get off them i swear to you alot of the things you are feeling will dispear over time after you stop using the benzos. of course you will still be bipolar as i am still anxiety/depression but all the problems i had on benzos i thought were part of my disorder. it wasnt it was highlighted from the benzo use.
EyeWonderOne 2 years ago
Thanks for the caring. I hate benzos.
smithr2266 2 years ago
Hello Denise :) good to see you back :) I'm frequently shaking when i get any kind of stress or when i didn't have enought sleep most of the time. And yeah i have a lot of running thoughts, and when they happen i definatly think about my life meaning and why whould i stay alive for? what is the main goal of me existing. sadly most of the time it lead to a downspiral of depression/suicidal tought. I really hope you'll keep doing better and take care ^-^ v Peace, Ken ^-^ v
Elistios 2 years ago 2
It's always good to hear from you. I've been walking with a friend much more lately and I haven't forgot my goal of improving my fitness level.
I get low moods but they last days not years or months. I must admit I fear for my future though. One day at a time is a good mindset. Keep taking care of yourself. You and your family deserve it. :)
saltyeggs71 2 years ago
I can relate to you in so many levels im addicted to your videos :)
ThaliaCastanedaNow 2 years ago
Thanks for understanding. You're a doll!
saltyeggs71 2 years ago
I shake Too , Espicaly my Leg's if im rely nervious i start to rock back & forth...i know it from my Anxity ..Im glad to see you back..I forget apointment all the time .. I know when i get Realy Anxity with Manic i can't stop cleaning ..nothing is clean enought..I can't eat when Depressed..just thinking about food makes me sick . Excellent Job With the cleaning ..good to see ya again !!
FoxyNewfieBack 2 years ago
I really appriciate your compliment about the cleaning!!! It's hard for me to clean as you know but when I'm manic or really anxious I superclean beyond what is healthy. All or nothing!
saltyeggs71 2 years ago