Yes i have, changed by a few near death experiances in the early ninties, why so few veiws......because many have not yet made this journey or even get it.
@paulcmuir i almost drowned in my early 20's, but i never passed out or saw any vision. But the reason i chose to to go for a swim because i was suffering from immense depression and didnt know if i wanted to live or die. I was running my mind into self destructive circles. So i thought i needed to clear my head and decided to go to the beach and try to swim around the boi and back. i made it to the boi, no worries, but as i turned around i saw how far away i was from the shore, but
@paulcmuir started to swin back in anyway, which to 3 times longer than the swim in. I was already completely worn out, one of my arms had no more strength, then one of my legs stopped working. It was like doggy paddle with one hand and leg. I was bobbing in and out of the water, in agony, but i just kept paddling until i eventually felt sand. I stumbled out and dropped in the sand. after a while i got up and stomped back home. more than a yr later, i realized that my that was an
@paulcmuir epic, symbolic event, wherein i decided that at all costs, i would live, or die trying.. I would like to proudly say, that less than 4 days ago, i reached the last card for the first time. Enlightenment, they call it. But thankfully, my cup is still empty.
@paulcmuir once emptied then it can be filled with truth. send me your skype addresss if you have one i will try to explain those spirals you feel, that is if you need explaination
Yes i have, changed by a few near death experiances in the early ninties, why so few veiws......because many have not yet made this journey or even get it.
paulcmuir 1 month ago
@paulcmuir i almost drowned in my early 20's, but i never passed out or saw any vision. But the reason i chose to to go for a swim because i was suffering from immense depression and didnt know if i wanted to live or die. I was running my mind into self destructive circles. So i thought i needed to clear my head and decided to go to the beach and try to swim around the boi and back. i made it to the boi, no worries, but as i turned around i saw how far away i was from the shore, but
jdogsful 1 month ago
@paulcmuir started to swin back in anyway, which to 3 times longer than the swim in. I was already completely worn out, one of my arms had no more strength, then one of my legs stopped working. It was like doggy paddle with one hand and leg. I was bobbing in and out of the water, in agony, but i just kept paddling until i eventually felt sand. I stumbled out and dropped in the sand. after a while i got up and stomped back home. more than a yr later, i realized that my that was an
jdogsful 1 month ago
@paulcmuir epic, symbolic event, wherein i decided that at all costs, i would live, or die trying.. I would like to proudly say, that less than 4 days ago, i reached the last card for the first time. Enlightenment, they call it. But thankfully, my cup is still empty.
jdogsful 1 month ago
@paulcmuir once emptied then it can be filled with truth. send me your skype addresss if you have one i will try to explain those spirals you feel, that is if you need explaination
paulcmuir 1 month ago