I have had depression/anxiety since my early teens. I came off my meds in 2010, they werent making enough of difference and were more detrimental than helpful overall. Im happy your meds are working for you =) you come across as a really lovely person.
I'm 27 years old and I'm planning on seeing a psychologist to help me out. I've been suffering from social anxiety and depression for all my life and it's reached a point I can barely function. My meds aren't working and a prior psychiatrist didn't agree with me. Mine sounds more severe though as I never had a social life before.
@offwithurhead Honestly, I'm not sure. I don't know if doctor-patient confidentiality extends to people under the age of 18. I recommend asking your doctor. I think doctors usually won't tell your parents unless they feel you are a danger to yourself or others.
@lukeslobbies I would recommend speaking to your regular doctor and asking for a referral to a psychiatrist or counselor. That's how I did it, and I was very happy with who they recommended. Another option is using your health insurance provider's website to find a psychiatrist in your area that is covered under your insurance. That will keep the cost way down hopefully.
I have been depressed for about six years now and im 18... Its been very hard for me to deal with it.. Every year, I try to avoid more and more people even though I actually want to talk to them...Recently, Ive quit school and stayed home for 8 months... A lot of friends wanted to go out with me and have fun but i always made up excuses so i could stay at home and cry all day... It's like I really want to have a great life but i feel like i dont deserve it and i have bad social skillls..
@YoungJ99 Have you spoken to a therapist or counselor, or even your family physician? You really should find a professional to talk to about it. Someone you can confide in, and don't be afraid to ask for confidentiality up front, if you want it. I'd always had poor social skills and felt like I didn't deserve anything good in life too. It's a horrible feeling. Once you find a treatment that works for you, you will learn to love yourself and social situations will become MUCH easier. Believe me.
I was on medication but it was the worst experience of my life. I felt like a zombie I wasn't sad but I wasn't happy. It seems crazy but I prefer the way I was before. I'm in the process of withdrawing the medice and it's been hell. I hope it continues working for you forever because to stop taking it is very hard.
@TheJulianaps My doctor once prescribed me Depakote, which make me feel like a zombie too. I know exactly what you mean about not feeling sad or happy. It was an awful sort of limbo to be stuck in. After a few months I told him I couldn't stand being on it anymore. Shortly after that, he prescribed Wellbutrin, which worked wonders. It's important to not give up. Some medicines work better than others. Keep working with your doctor until you find a medicine that gives you the results you need.
@Jimplicit Thanks for answering and for your advices. Now I am so afraid of the medicines that I am trying natural alternatives. So far I feel much better without medicines. I will keep going to psicotherapy and I'll do everything I can to get out my off my mind my fears and troubled past.Wish you all the best.
hey there, I was wondering what medications you found that work. I have a lot of the same symptoms as you. I go through phases of depression, lack of energy, and social anxiety. I'm fine socializing with people but i have this feeling that everyone is looking at me and judging me. let me know (:
@devindolce Zoloft worked very well for treating my social anxiety, and Wellbutrin has been extremely effective at getting rid of my depression. Everyone's different though, so what worked for me may not work the same for you. I hope you find effective treatment soon, buddy!
I'm proud of you hun. I am currently suffering from social anxiety myself and I'm pregnant and I'm trying to hard to stay healthy for the sake of my baby by staying positive and strong but it's so hard because i feel alone like my voice or my presence doesn't exist. Honestly my baby is the only thing that I feel ls keeping me alive through all of what I'm dealing with because my baby will be the only person who genuinely loves me. But I'm doing my best to stay strong and thank you for this vlog
@Brivonn3 Thank you so much! It can be tough to find the motivation to endure what you're going through, and I'm so glad that your baby is a source of purpose in your life. You really should read "Man's Search for Meaning" by Viktor Frankl. It is an amazing book, and I think it will resonate with you.
I suspect there are others in your life other than your baby who truly love you. But sometimes it's difficult to see their love through the haze of emotional hardship.
I have to say that you couldn't be more right about not telling your friends about your depression. I actually told two of my close friends about it recently and neither of them believed me. I can't really blame them since I'm a master of pretending everythings just great. The sad thing is that this reaction just causes me to feel more reluctant about getting help. This shit sucks, its ridiculous. Don't tell your friends, tell a doctor.
@DennisBastian It's sad that we become so good at hiding our depression that we even fool the people closest to us. Please do not get discouraged by what your friends have said. You should definitely see a doctor. It also helps to connect with people who understand what you're dealing with. the internet is a great resource for this. You might find a support group in your area. It is important to have people with whom you can speak openly about what you're going through. Much love to you :)
I'm there now ...in my low. I feel so bad I can't look any one in the face. My husband asks me to describe what I feel but as soon ad I start talking I start sobbing. I feel bad that he feels bad that he can't help me. So I carry that guilt with me as well. Its time for me to go back for help. I know I shouldn't but I feel like I failed myself and my husband. I'm surrounded but the most wonderful people yet I feel completely alone. I'm calling my Dr. as soon as I wake up. Thank you for posting
@mozfan21 I am so sorry to hear that you're in a bad place. I can relate to how you're feeling with your husband. My boyfriend also had to witness some of my lowest points, and he felt helpless and frustrated too. The guilt is the last thing you need on top of everything else. Try to remember how much he loves you, and that he's in your corner rooting for you to get better. I'm glad you're getting in touch with your doctor. I wish you a speedy recovery.
Thank you so much for making this video! What you said sounds exactly like me. How you were feeling and everything! The only difference is that I had some things happen to me which is why I have depression and social anxiety. it went away for a while but is now coming back. I may message you since you have more experience with medicine than me!
@misskatiemarie18 I am so sorry to hear that they are coming back. I will definitely give you any advice I can, but I hope you will work with a psychiatrist too. It is important to have a qualified doctor guide your treatment. Everyone is different, so it may take a while for you to find the right combination of medicines and cognitive therapy. Be patient and persistent, never doubt your ability to overcome this, and you will succeed.
i drink every evening d last 2 r 3 years.im after goin 2 docs a phycos bt its not working,im after havin a messed up life wit drink and drugs bt i dont do drugs for years.ive tryed meds and its not working so wat do i do.ive stopped drinkin for months thinkin it would work bt im still at home every nite on my owne.scared and paranoid.u fix it
@mrraya555 I really do wish I could fix it for you. I can only give you the best advice I know. If your psychiatrist isn't helping, try to find one with whom you connect better. Look for support groups in your area, people who can relate to what you're going through. Talking to a counselor - cognitive behavioral therapy is extremely helpful too. Drinking every night will not help long-term. Work with your doctor to find a combo of meds that works for you. Try to be patient. There is a solution.
It really helped to hear you talk about all the extreme guilt, like feeling guilty to be eating food. It struck a chord because that's how I feel, and it gave me hope to know you felt this way once and are now feeling so much better. Thanks for posting this.
@crolaosi I'm so glad I was able to give you hope and helped you realize that you're not the only one to feel that way. It's a terrible and perplexing thing, to feel so much guilt just for being alive, consuming resources, taking up space. I truly hope you find effective treatment. You do not deserve to feel that way. If you ever need anyone to talk to, please reach out to me. I know how difficult it can be, and it's important to know that you have people who care and support you.
I can relate to all of this... I am 18, and have been depressed for like 4-5 years, but didn't know what depression was until 4 months ago. I feel like no one likes me, even though I have people that talks to me in my life, but it is like I can't express my real feelings towards anyone. 3 weeks ago, I told my parents about it and I started going to a psychologist. I have only spoken to her once so far, so I can't say if it is helping or not yet. Depression sucks and I want to be able to feel...
@animestyrer2 I am so glad you are getting treatment.That must have taken a lot of courage to tell your parents about what you are going through. You should be so proud of yourself! I was never brave enough to tell my parents until long after I sought treatment. With time and effort, you will find a treatment that works for you, and you will be so glad that you did. Keep up the good work! Progress is just around the corner :)
@Jimplicit It did take a lot of courage, and I am kind of proud of myself :) I hope to avoid taking medicin and solve my problem with my psychologist instead. I bet I can do it with the right attitude!
Very good. I also suffer from depression and its important to remember that there is not always a trigger. At the worst point of my depression I had just bought a home, I had a partner for 26 years, great job, friends and family. I wondered why in the world am I depressed? I was so lucky, had everything I wanted, people would love to be in a similar position and yet no joy at all, thats when I knew I had to seek help. It took years for the right med. but I'm better now, and do "Feel" again.
@coloradochinesecrest I am so glad you are feeling better now! Thank goodness. It's important for people like us to share our stories, so that other sufferers know there is hope. Depression is so complex and difficult to understand. I wish I could help more people overcome it.
@Jimplicit Thanks for the reply. Its important to remember it may take some time before you actually start feeling better, but don't give up! I actually had one Dr. tell me that all that was left for me was electric shock treatment, I found another Dr. I fianlly was put on the right medication and in a month felt so much better, I could really feel alive again, all my interests came back and I was happy to be alive. Just don't give up!
thanks for sharing your story im glad that everything worked out the way it did for you...im am 24 and im going through the same exact thing i dont want to talk to anyone or even look at anyone when i at least try to carry on a conversation...I meant I cant even go anywhere im constantly thinking o whats this person thinking about me or i wonder if they are talking about me...i know its messed up but thats just some of the few things i face everyday...
@MegaPolaris87 It sounds like what you are going through is very similar to what I went through. The social anxiety was almost suffocating at times. I was about your age when I finally decided to seek treatment. My only regret is that I did not do it sooner. It can be a long process, but definitely worth it. When you find a treatment that works, you will be amazed at how much better you feel, and how beautiful life can be without depression and anxiety casting shadows over it.
thank you sooo much for making this video, i understand a whole lot more now and right now i'm struggleing with knowing wether i'm truly depressed or it's just a stage but i feel that music and acting helps me feel and be a better person. i love my friends sometimes too much but if they're unhappy it makes me unhappy and i like to think i can comfort someone and make them feel better which in turn makes me feel better but sometimes i feel i forget myself and i just feel so scared of being alone
@terracottameGINGER I am glad to hear that you've got hobbies that give you fulfillment. That is really important. It sounds like you are a wonderful friend and you have a lot of empathy. Your friends are fortunate to have you in their lives. Always remember to take time out for yourself. Never sacrifice your own happiness. If you are unhappy, you will find it much more difficult to bring happiness in other people's lives.
@fmcg84 I am so glad I was able to help. It's sometimes difficult to feel hopeful because suicide is always in the news, and we don't often hear about the millions of people who find effective treatment.
To everyone suffering from social anxiety: there IS a cure. It's a groundbreaking psychological process called the Lefkoe Method. I understand that you have no reason to trust me, but I learned the method through Mr. Lefkoe's official training and I will be glad to help anyone with their issues for free (wether it's social anxiety or something else). Send me a PM to exchange Skype usernames. Why am I doing this? Because I want to hone my skills using the method and I like to help people.
@nonassumsit, shut the **** up. Everyone is only human. How come you don't nag to people who do drugs and drink alcohol. But when someone gets addicted to taking all those pills. And don't say "you fuckers". Who are you talking about? Ur no better. I know everyone's not going to be kind-hearted (ur one of the evil ones). What? You have a nasty attitude. And that doesnt mean anypme has to accept it.
YOUR "GOD" THE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES MAKE YOUR FAVORITE PILL CANDY ! ! !
YOU STUPID FUCKER WANTING TO BE ON THESE PILLS ARE GOING TO BECOME SLAVES TO THE CORPORATE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES ! !
THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU FUCKERS, ALL YOU JACKASSES WANT TO BE ON PILLS AND NOW YOU CAN'T GET OFF OF THOSE PILLS AND IF YOU TRY YOUR GOING TO SUFFER BIG TIME FOR IT ! ! !
I've always had a really weird and misleading way of treating my own feelings. I always blame myself. That's just wrong. It takes ages for me to realize that there are actually factors in my social life that cause my horrible feelings. I spent my whole teenage pretending to NOT be shy, and trying to prove that I'm strong and sociable - now that I'm 20, I can't pretend anymore. I finally admit I'm very much socially anxious, and I can't make myself to play a role for my whole life.
@SophisticatedLunatic I am glad you are more aware of yourself now. It never feels good to have to behave in a way that is contradictory to your sense of self. Now that you are aware of your social anxiety, you will be able to get to the root of it and find a way to effectively get rid of it, instead of pretending it doesn't exist. If you work hard at finding treatment, you can eliminate the anxiety, and become truly strong and sociable without having to pretend.
@tjm7757 I am so glad to hear you've had success with treatment! I hope others will be encouraged by our stories and seek treatment so that they too can lead lives free from impairment. Kudos to you :)
Such a great clip you made here Jim! It has inspired me to visit the doctor and seek treatment and hopefully I'm on the to a much happier life. Anxiety is such a horrible feeling!
I had no success with SSRI's like paxil, zoloft or citalopram. Mostly sexual side effects, zombie and increased anxiety that lasted for months. MIrtazapine caused me to eat better and sleep better so I hardly call those side effects. I feel though its not working the same since I been on it for about 4.5 years... so am curious that you mentioned you been well for 5 years and wondered what type of doc you saw and what meds you take. thanks :)
@Joe100284 I've never taken tricyclics before, and don't know much about them. I take a generic form of zoloft and a generic form of wellbutrin xl. I noticed the biggest improvement when I started taking welbutrin. I call it my magic bullet. A psychiatrist prescribed my medications, but I recently found out that my general practitioner could also prescribe them. Now that I've established my proper doses I just go to my regular doctor, because the psychiatrist was kind of an ass.
This video is really inspirational! I can fully relate to everything you say!
I also had all my friends and family telling me how bad medication is because of their experiences with certain ones. I ended up getting help and I was cured with mirtazapine. I was also persuaded to get off it which was possibly the worst thing I could have done...and recently gone back on but feel as though its not giving me the same effect. What are you thoughts on tolerance to certain medication?
@Joe100284 Hey Buddy, I'm so glad you didn't listen to the discouragement, and found effective treatment. I'm sorry to hear it is not as effective for you as it used to be. I have been fortunate enough to not have developed a tolerance for the medicines I take. It is one of my biggest fears though, because I don't have insurance anymore, so I can't see my doctor and ask him to increase the dosage. Have you spoken to your doctor about the possibility of a higher dose?
I felt so low and anxious that I couldn't even work. And I had to work or stay on benefits and apply, my parents didn't understand so they were forcing me to do so many things. Medication isn't something we administer as much in the UK, we have CBT and maybe Mirtazepine on the side. I'm on a lower than therapeutic dosage. 15mg, I feel great. But CBT is the more permenant cure. So we do get off our medication if we're on it. but they suggest after winter.
Thank you. I just started therapy last week for terrible anxiety and depression. You're feelings almost mirror mine. I may have to go the medicine route with cognitive. You inspired me. J
@jtnovaten Congratulations on starting therapy! It's such a wonderful empowering thing to take steps toward wellness. Medicine+cognitive therapy = a great combination.
@sooowatsup100 In the UK Depression is the most common cause of death. But we don't marginalise LGBT people near as much in the USA and in fact depression affects many of us including teen mums we see so commonly in the UK. I have experienced depression and anxiety, I'm not gay. I'm completely asexual (non-sexual). Don't be idiotic.
@Jimplicit Just realised you're gay, me either, but still in closet. We basically shared the same life, I have an Asian bf as well (as you can see from my youtube name), he's hot and all, but he tends to urge me on coming out to my family, and not to mention my family will probably disown me if I were to tell them I'm gay. He get pissed whenever I introduce him as a friend to my family or friends. How am I suppose to react? I'm lost.
@keithtae That is a really difficult situation. The decision to come out must be yours, not his. Are you financially dependent on your family? If you'd like to talk in a less public way, please email me at jimplicit1 at gmail.
@ValkyrieVegan2 Thanks Mary! I'd love it if this video gives strength to someone dealing with these problems. I agree that society is getting better educated about mental health issues, and I hope that trend will continue.
Beautiful Video Jim, My Partner suffers from severe depression. He has a chemical off balance and has dealt with it his whole life. Medication has helped. He still has issues with it but no longer suicidal. I have known him for 27 years and I just listen to his feelings, help in whatever way I can. It’s not easy for me sometimes as I take some of his depression personally even though I know better. Love is more powerful then his depression though and I’m proud of him for all he does.
@Rfritz09 Thank you, Russ. It sounds like you are a wonderful, supportive partner, and he is so very fortunate to have you in his life. My partner has been very supportive, just like you, and it means the world to me :) At first Charles took it personally too, and I certainly don't blame him. I am so thankful that he stood by me during the tough times.
Thanks for sharing. I don't tell this to a lot of people, but I have depression as well. I tried everything but nothing helped until I got the right meds. Since then I have been doing a lot better.
@ItsDianaSkye Thank you so much for telling me! I feel honored :) It makes me so glad to hear that you're receiving effective treatment. You absolutely deserve to be happy, dear. You're such a wonderful person.
I'm experiencing the exact same thing as yours, and I'm only 19. I feel depress especially when I know I cant disappoint my parents and lecturers about maintaining my studies. Yes, I'm an A-list student. HD, HD, HD, and HD for every single subject. I wrote how I feel in my phone as diary. Every single students in my class just expect me to get at least HD for all subjects, but deep down, I'm depressed.
@keithtae I felt the same way when I was in school. I always took the most advanced classes, earned excellent grades, and put so much pressure on myself to do well. Eventually I realized that I had no sense of self worth, and I was trying to validate my existence with academic achievements. I still think school is very important, but the root of the problem is not loving yourself enough. I strongly encourage you to talk to a doctor or counselor. You will be glad you did. Don't wait, like I did.
my medication is wellbutrin. started taking it 15 years ago, and I too would never dream of stopping it. I recall telling my dr after 2 months of being on it, that I would rather live to 50 on the meds, rather than to live to 90 without them. Thats how much of a diffference they made in my life. Just curious, what worked for you? I am new here, and I plan to comment and communicate with a bunch of you. I am just finding my way arounf right now. Thanks so much for your video, it was great!
@robsmily9 Thanks so much! I'm so glad you commented :) I am taking Wellbutrin and Zoloft (generic versions of both). The Wellbutrin is really what made the biggest difference for me. It's been incredible, almost unbelievably effective. I absolutely agree with you, and I've said the same thing: I don't care how much it might reduce my lifespan. It has made me feel like life is worth living, and I'll never stop taking it. Congrats on your many years of successful treatment! You are an inspiration
Thanks for sharing your story, I have felt the same way my whole life and have tried to combat it with St John's wort and other mood enhancing vitamins, self help books etc. and it seems to work for a little while or at least keep me somewhat stable. But if I didn't t have to get up and go to work everyday I could easily become one of those people who never leaves the house, the anxiety and depression can get that bad sometimes, Your story is encouraging:)
@lynx2cross I tried St John's Wort for a while too, but for me it wasn't effective. I hope it's working better for you. If not, I'd recommending seeing a psychiatrist, or talking to your regular doctor about it. Finding effective treatment will change your life in ways you'd never imagined.
Hey Jim, sorry for not commenting for a LONG time. Thanks for sharing your experience with depression. It was a similar story for me. I felt guilty because I had no reason to be depressed. I still have those waves of depression at times, and it just plain sucks.
@KindaGayBlog Thank you, and no worries about not commenting. If I had as many viewers and comments as you, I think I'd have trouble finding the time too. I'm sorry to hear that you still deal with depression sometimes. If you ever want to talk, I'm always available to lend an ear. And since you live in LA, I can even recommend a great counselor in the area. I hope all's well, buddy :)
@Jimplicit Fortunately, the bouts of depression have been fewer and far between. I'm starting to set goals for myself, and it keeps me on a good path. For a while there, I got lazy when it came to YouTube, but I forgot how therapeutic it is for me to interact with you all.
Jim,thank you so much for putting yourself out there like that. When I was first recovering from my drug addiction I went through terrible bouts of depression and also had to take medication because I had royally screwed my brain and the way it functioned. I can't say for certain, but I do believe that it saved me from myself and the suicidal thoughts I was entertaining. I'm glad that you took the right steps to get yourself right. Depression is no joke.
@bulldawg570 Thank you Robert! I can't imagine what it must have been like for you, overcoming your addiction and depression, and everything else that results from it. I am so glad you were able to get effective treatment. You're amazing, buddy :)
People who have never experienced depression don't understand it. You're right; we treat diabetes, why don't we treat depression? Good for you for knowing that you are worth the effort and take care of yourself. Wow; trying to talk someone out of saving their own life? Yeah, she was totally clueless. Now people know the real you? I think that's great. If you were my kid, I'd be beaming with pride. We need health care coverage in this country! Wow - you just compared it to diabetes too. :)
@thizizliz I love that you used the depression and diabetes metaphor too :) Great minds think alike! Thank you so much for being so supportive. It means a lot to me.
Deep video, glad you're feeling better nowadays :). People shouldn't feel embarrassed or ashamed that they are on the meds. Depression is a disorder and requires treatment. Watching a video like this makes me all hyperchondriacal and start to worry that I'm half way towards being depressed though, lol. I can sympathise on the whole social anxiety thing. I sometimes struggle with that, and it sucks.
@Fr4yTheStrings Thanks so much :) And thank you for being so understanding. Being uncomfortable in your own skin, especially the feeling that everyone is judging you is an awful feeling.
Wow Jim, didn't know you suffered with this. I know several people that suffered depression very seriously until they got their meds right. I think you will help many people seek help by making this video. It was very open and honest of you to do this. Glad you're doing well now!
@Fightdog Thanks so much Bob! I really hope this vid will inspire others to seek treatment if they need it. I am glad you know people who have also had success with medicines. So many people are so unwilling to try them.
@yosiberman I'm glad I was able to provide a different viewpoint. I do not doubt that medicines are sometimes overprescribed and used as a quick fix for some doctors, but I know they are an absolute necessity for many people. Thanks so much for watching, buddy :)
I finally started going to the doctors in June and now I'm in counselling but I haven't been diagnosed with anything :/ Literally everything you said, I feel the same. My Councillor knows about my suicidal thoughts but she's convinced it's just anxiety disorder but I really do feel like this feeling is following me around and won't leave me alone. Counselling has helped in certain aspects but I still feel so horribly depressed most of the time. I'm hoping the counselling alone will work...
@georgia795 I am so sorry to hear that you are dealing with those awful feelings. It can be so overwhelming. I am a huge believer in the necessity of medicinal treatments. Counseling is valuable too, but when suicide is a concern, I think medicines are a necessary compliment to therapy. I really hope you receive the treatment you need soon. Kudos to you for taking the initiative and seeking help.
Thanks for this video Jim. As someone who's dealt with bipolar disorder and social anxiety/awkwardness due to my autism it means a lot to hear someone else's story about their battles with depression. Glad to see you're doing well.
@shamidkpzd Thank you! I don't think I knew you had autism. It certainly doesn't show. You must have gotten some very effective treatment. I hope you are well, and if you ever want to talk, I'm here.
@Jimplicit I don't think I ever mentioned it. And I'm doing well. It took years of therapy and it's still something I have to work on everyday. Also I did edit quite a bit out of my videos (facial ticks things like that, I still get those sometimes quite a bit). Although I've still been told that I'm lacking a lot in facial expressions. Still after all these years I manage to not be all that aware of what my face is doing, lol. And thanks. :)
I'm bipolar, suffer from depression, anxiety and take like 800mg of psych meds just to keep me from killing myself and even then I have days that I wanna die and there is no reason for it. It just is. For someone to say that we can just snap out of it is just fucking stupid. Thank you for making this video.
@HotMissa I am so sorry to hear that you are dealing with so much, but glad you're receiving treatment, sweetheart. It's frustrating when others don't understand, but at least we can get support from those who do. I actually have cyclothymia, which is similar to bipolar. I decided trying to explain that was beyond the scope of this vid.
Great video, Jim! I'm impressed that you made it. If it's possible for me to have a version of "coming out," it's probably about my history of depression (or socialism, but I may stay in that closet forever.) Anyway, very brave of you to do this! I just have to question the last part based on personal experience. I was on Prozac from about 8th grade through 12th. I stayed on until I felt like it was controlling my thoughts. 11 SSRI-free years later, I've had only a couple minor "relapses."
@elazarn2 That is amazing that you've been able to get off SSRIs and not have any major relapses. I used to hope that my depression would go away when I was past my turbulent teenage years, but I think for me it's a lifelong thing. I'm glad to know that meds were only a temporary necessity for you.
This was a very well made video, Jim.Personally I can't relate much because I haven't had depression. After hearing all you had gone through with your depression, I feel grateful for the fact that I have never had it (and wonder where I put my journal). I am happy though to see that medication can indeed help with depression and that it was/is able to help you. I hope that through this video that you will be able to help people that struggle with getting help for their depression.
@SuzyQzyful Thanks so much. I'm glad you've never had to deal with depression. I am so thankful to have access to effective treatments. It would make me very happy to know that I've been able to inspire others to get help.
I am so glad you are the person you are today. medicine did not make you this person, it just lifted the veil off, that was hiding this person. I have general anxiety. It has been rough, real rough sometimes. We can talk about it. But I have come a long way. I am doing so much better. I still slide back and have tough times but nothing like I was. Keep it up baby, you're doing great! And of course looking great!
@garyjsimm Thank you so much! I am glad you've gotten effective treatment, and hope that your tough times are few and far between. Anxiety can be such a crippling thing. No one should have to experience it.
Thanks for making this video Jim, the stigma does need to be taken out of depression. I myself don't suffer form depression but I do get random panic attacks, and I was so against going on any medication for the longest time until i could barely do anything anymore without freaking out. Being calm is SOOOO much better then constantly trying to breath and avoid panic attacks....
@aggiepm I am so glad to hear that you got treated for your panic attacks. I've known others who suffer from them, and I understand they can be quite debilitating. It's great to hear that you're calm and healthy now :)
I'm bipolar and very proud of it! (on treatment of corse, and my shrink is taking some pills off, so it's going great!) :D ps: I'm still trying to get the engagment rings for our lovely ceremony!
@giovanniimperiale I'm glad your treatment is working. I actually have cyclothymia, which is similar to bipolar. It's wonderful to find an effective combination of medications.
I have had depression/anxiety since my early teens. I came off my meds in 2010, they werent making enough of difference and were more detrimental than helpful overall. Im happy your meds are working for you =) you come across as a really lovely person.
thisisnotmygherkin 13 hours ago
I'm 27 years old and I'm planning on seeing a psychologist to help me out. I've been suffering from social anxiety and depression for all my life and it's reached a point I can barely function. My meds aren't working and a prior psychiatrist didn't agree with me. Mine sounds more severe though as I never had a social life before.
markjames84 1 day ago
damn your life history is where I am right now i don't have any courage to get treatment...
ParabeII 5 days ago
@ParabeII I hope you find the courage soon. My only regret is that I didn't get it sooner. I spent so many years being unhappy when I didn't need to.
Jimplicit 4 days ago
If you're 16, is it possible to sort this antidepressant thing out without parents knowing?
offwithurhead 5 days ago
@offwithurhead Honestly, I'm not sure. I don't know if doctor-patient confidentiality extends to people under the age of 18. I recommend asking your doctor. I think doctors usually won't tell your parents unless they feel you are a danger to yourself or others.
Jimplicit 4 days ago
thanks for the vid
JackGrippa211 5 days ago
@JackGrippa211 You are very welcome :)
Jimplicit 5 days ago
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polok890 1 week ago
@polok890 I have never tried benzodiazepines. Is there a particular reason you do not want to take antidepressants?
Jimplicit 5 days ago
@Jimplicit thanks fr a reply. i worked my way thru. about the only positive is i know what other people go thru now with these disorders
polok890 4 days ago
@polok890 I'm glad you're feeling better :)
Jimplicit 4 days ago
Who should I go to
lukeslobbies 1 week ago
@lukeslobbies I would recommend speaking to your regular doctor and asking for a referral to a psychiatrist or counselor. That's how I did it, and I was very happy with who they recommended. Another option is using your health insurance provider's website to find a psychiatrist in your area that is covered under your insurance. That will keep the cost way down hopefully.
Jimplicit 1 week ago
I have been depressed for about six years now and im 18... Its been very hard for me to deal with it.. Every year, I try to avoid more and more people even though I actually want to talk to them...Recently, Ive quit school and stayed home for 8 months... A lot of friends wanted to go out with me and have fun but i always made up excuses so i could stay at home and cry all day... It's like I really want to have a great life but i feel like i dont deserve it and i have bad social skillls..
YoungJ99 2 weeks ago
@YoungJ99 Have you spoken to a therapist or counselor, or even your family physician? You really should find a professional to talk to about it. Someone you can confide in, and don't be afraid to ask for confidentiality up front, if you want it. I'd always had poor social skills and felt like I didn't deserve anything good in life too. It's a horrible feeling. Once you find a treatment that works for you, you will learn to love yourself and social situations will become MUCH easier. Believe me.
Jimplicit 1 week ago
I was on medication but it was the worst experience of my life. I felt like a zombie I wasn't sad but I wasn't happy. It seems crazy but I prefer the way I was before. I'm in the process of withdrawing the medice and it's been hell. I hope it continues working for you forever because to stop taking it is very hard.
TheJulianaps 3 weeks ago
@TheJulianaps My doctor once prescribed me Depakote, which make me feel like a zombie too. I know exactly what you mean about not feeling sad or happy. It was an awful sort of limbo to be stuck in. After a few months I told him I couldn't stand being on it anymore. Shortly after that, he prescribed Wellbutrin, which worked wonders. It's important to not give up. Some medicines work better than others. Keep working with your doctor until you find a medicine that gives you the results you need.
Jimplicit 2 weeks ago
@Jimplicit Thanks for answering and for your advices. Now I am so afraid of the medicines that I am trying natural alternatives. So far I feel much better without medicines. I will keep going to psicotherapy and I'll do everything I can to get out my off my mind my fears and troubled past.Wish you all the best.
TheJulianaps 2 weeks ago
hey there, I was wondering what medications you found that work. I have a lot of the same symptoms as you. I go through phases of depression, lack of energy, and social anxiety. I'm fine socializing with people but i have this feeling that everyone is looking at me and judging me. let me know (:
devindolce 3 weeks ago
@devindolce Zoloft worked very well for treating my social anxiety, and Wellbutrin has been extremely effective at getting rid of my depression. Everyone's different though, so what worked for me may not work the same for you. I hope you find effective treatment soon, buddy!
Jimplicit 3 weeks ago
I'm proud of you hun. I am currently suffering from social anxiety myself and I'm pregnant and I'm trying to hard to stay healthy for the sake of my baby by staying positive and strong but it's so hard because i feel alone like my voice or my presence doesn't exist. Honestly my baby is the only thing that I feel ls keeping me alive through all of what I'm dealing with because my baby will be the only person who genuinely loves me. But I'm doing my best to stay strong and thank you for this vlog
Brivonn3 3 weeks ago
@Brivonn3 Thank you so much! It can be tough to find the motivation to endure what you're going through, and I'm so glad that your baby is a source of purpose in your life. You really should read "Man's Search for Meaning" by Viktor Frankl. It is an amazing book, and I think it will resonate with you.
I suspect there are others in your life other than your baby who truly love you. But sometimes it's difficult to see their love through the haze of emotional hardship.
Jimplicit 3 weeks ago
I have to say that you couldn't be more right about not telling your friends about your depression. I actually told two of my close friends about it recently and neither of them believed me. I can't really blame them since I'm a master of pretending everythings just great. The sad thing is that this reaction just causes me to feel more reluctant about getting help. This shit sucks, its ridiculous. Don't tell your friends, tell a doctor.
DennisBastian 3 weeks ago
@DennisBastian It's sad that we become so good at hiding our depression that we even fool the people closest to us. Please do not get discouraged by what your friends have said. You should definitely see a doctor. It also helps to connect with people who understand what you're dealing with. the internet is a great resource for this. You might find a support group in your area. It is important to have people with whom you can speak openly about what you're going through. Much love to you :)
Jimplicit 3 weeks ago
I'm there now ...in my low. I feel so bad I can't look any one in the face. My husband asks me to describe what I feel but as soon ad I start talking I start sobbing. I feel bad that he feels bad that he can't help me. So I carry that guilt with me as well. Its time for me to go back for help. I know I shouldn't but I feel like I failed myself and my husband. I'm surrounded but the most wonderful people yet I feel completely alone. I'm calling my Dr. as soon as I wake up. Thank you for posting
mozfan21 1 month ago
@mozfan21 I am so sorry to hear that you're in a bad place. I can relate to how you're feeling with your husband. My boyfriend also had to witness some of my lowest points, and he felt helpless and frustrated too. The guilt is the last thing you need on top of everything else. Try to remember how much he loves you, and that he's in your corner rooting for you to get better. I'm glad you're getting in touch with your doctor. I wish you a speedy recovery.
Jimplicit 4 weeks ago
Thank you so much for making this video! What you said sounds exactly like me. How you were feeling and everything! The only difference is that I had some things happen to me which is why I have depression and social anxiety. it went away for a while but is now coming back. I may message you since you have more experience with medicine than me!
misskatiemarie18 1 month ago
@misskatiemarie18 I am so sorry to hear that they are coming back. I will definitely give you any advice I can, but I hope you will work with a psychiatrist too. It is important to have a qualified doctor guide your treatment. Everyone is different, so it may take a while for you to find the right combination of medicines and cognitive therapy. Be patient and persistent, never doubt your ability to overcome this, and you will succeed.
Jimplicit 1 month ago
i drink every evening d last 2 r 3 years.im after goin 2 docs a phycos bt its not working,im after havin a messed up life wit drink and drugs bt i dont do drugs for years.ive tryed meds and its not working so wat do i do.ive stopped drinkin for months thinkin it would work bt im still at home every nite on my owne.scared and paranoid.u fix it
mrraya555 1 month ago
@mrraya555 I really do wish I could fix it for you. I can only give you the best advice I know. If your psychiatrist isn't helping, try to find one with whom you connect better. Look for support groups in your area, people who can relate to what you're going through. Talking to a counselor - cognitive behavioral therapy is extremely helpful too. Drinking every night will not help long-term. Work with your doctor to find a combo of meds that works for you. Try to be patient. There is a solution.
Jimplicit 1 month ago
It really helped to hear you talk about all the extreme guilt, like feeling guilty to be eating food. It struck a chord because that's how I feel, and it gave me hope to know you felt this way once and are now feeling so much better. Thanks for posting this.
crolaosi 1 month ago
@crolaosi I'm so glad I was able to give you hope and helped you realize that you're not the only one to feel that way. It's a terrible and perplexing thing, to feel so much guilt just for being alive, consuming resources, taking up space. I truly hope you find effective treatment. You do not deserve to feel that way. If you ever need anyone to talk to, please reach out to me. I know how difficult it can be, and it's important to know that you have people who care and support you.
Jimplicit 1 month ago
I can relate to all of this... I am 18, and have been depressed for like 4-5 years, but didn't know what depression was until 4 months ago. I feel like no one likes me, even though I have people that talks to me in my life, but it is like I can't express my real feelings towards anyone. 3 weeks ago, I told my parents about it and I started going to a psychologist. I have only spoken to her once so far, so I can't say if it is helping or not yet. Depression sucks and I want to be able to feel...
animestyrer2 1 month ago
@animestyrer2 I am so glad you are getting treatment.That must have taken a lot of courage to tell your parents about what you are going through. You should be so proud of yourself! I was never brave enough to tell my parents until long after I sought treatment. With time and effort, you will find a treatment that works for you, and you will be so glad that you did. Keep up the good work! Progress is just around the corner :)
Jimplicit 1 month ago
@Jimplicit It did take a lot of courage, and I am kind of proud of myself :) I hope to avoid taking medicin and solve my problem with my psychologist instead. I bet I can do it with the right attitude!
animestyrer2 1 month ago
Very good. I also suffer from depression and its important to remember that there is not always a trigger. At the worst point of my depression I had just bought a home, I had a partner for 26 years, great job, friends and family. I wondered why in the world am I depressed? I was so lucky, had everything I wanted, people would love to be in a similar position and yet no joy at all, thats when I knew I had to seek help. It took years for the right med. but I'm better now, and do "Feel" again.
coloradochinesecrest 1 month ago
@coloradochinesecrest I am so glad you are feeling better now! Thank goodness. It's important for people like us to share our stories, so that other sufferers know there is hope. Depression is so complex and difficult to understand. I wish I could help more people overcome it.
Jimplicit 1 month ago
@Jimplicit Thanks for the reply. Its important to remember it may take some time before you actually start feeling better, but don't give up! I actually had one Dr. tell me that all that was left for me was electric shock treatment, I found another Dr. I fianlly was put on the right medication and in a month felt so much better, I could really feel alive again, all my interests came back and I was happy to be alive. Just don't give up!
coloradochinesecrest 1 month ago
@Jimplicit thanks, sometimes i need reminding of that :)
terracottameGINGER 1 month ago
thanks for sharing your story im glad that everything worked out the way it did for you...im am 24 and im going through the same exact thing i dont want to talk to anyone or even look at anyone when i at least try to carry on a conversation...I meant I cant even go anywhere im constantly thinking o whats this person thinking about me or i wonder if they are talking about me...i know its messed up but thats just some of the few things i face everyday...
MegaPolaris87 1 month ago
@MegaPolaris87 It sounds like what you are going through is very similar to what I went through. The social anxiety was almost suffocating at times. I was about your age when I finally decided to seek treatment. My only regret is that I did not do it sooner. It can be a long process, but definitely worth it. When you find a treatment that works, you will be amazed at how much better you feel, and how beautiful life can be without depression and anxiety casting shadows over it.
Jimplicit 1 month ago
thank you sooo much for making this video, i understand a whole lot more now and right now i'm struggleing with knowing wether i'm truly depressed or it's just a stage but i feel that music and acting helps me feel and be a better person. i love my friends sometimes too much but if they're unhappy it makes me unhappy and i like to think i can comfort someone and make them feel better which in turn makes me feel better but sometimes i feel i forget myself and i just feel so scared of being alone
terracottameGINGER 1 month ago
@terracottameGINGER I am glad to hear that you've got hobbies that give you fulfillment. That is really important. It sounds like you are a wonderful friend and you have a lot of empathy. Your friends are fortunate to have you in their lives. Always remember to take time out for yourself. Never sacrifice your own happiness. If you are unhappy, you will find it much more difficult to bring happiness in other people's lives.
Jimplicit 1 month ago
I really think this is an amazing video, very good at telling it how it is
stelliesdram2010 1 month ago
@stelliesdram2010 Thank you so much! And thanks for sharing my vid on your blog!!! You're awesome :D
Jimplicit 1 month ago
please visit my blog depressionsfordummies.blogspot.com
stelliesdram2010 1 month ago
thank you so much for this video
prettyinholland 1 month ago
@prettyinholland You are very welcome. And thank you for watching it :)
Jimplicit 1 month ago
if you suffer from depression and social anxiety because of low self esteem pills can only do so much
lockstockdub 1 month ago
Thanks for making this video it has helped listening to your story after a tough few days.
fmcg84 1 month ago
@fmcg84 I am so glad I was able to help. It's sometimes difficult to feel hopeful because suicide is always in the news, and we don't often hear about the millions of people who find effective treatment.
Jimplicit 1 month ago
To everyone suffering from social anxiety: there IS a cure. It's a groundbreaking psychological process called the Lefkoe Method. I understand that you have no reason to trust me, but I learned the method through Mr. Lefkoe's official training and I will be glad to help anyone with their issues for free (wether it's social anxiety or something else). Send me a PM to exchange Skype usernames. Why am I doing this? Because I want to hone my skills using the method and I like to help people.
dispacct1 2 months ago
@nonassumsit, shut the **** up. Everyone is only human. How come you don't nag to people who do drugs and drink alcohol. But when someone gets addicted to taking all those pills. And don't say "you fuckers". Who are you talking about? Ur no better. I know everyone's not going to be kind-hearted (ur one of the evil ones). What? You have a nasty attitude. And that doesnt mean anypme has to accept it.
xXxmisunderxstoodxXx 2 months ago
YOUR DOCTOR OR DEALER ? ? ?
THERE IS NOTHING FUCKIN WRONG WITH YOU ! !
YOU WANT TO BECOME A GAWD DAMN PILL JUNKIE ! !
YOUR "GOD" THE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES MAKE YOUR FAVORITE PILL CANDY ! ! !
YOU STUPID FUCKER WANTING TO BE ON THESE PILLS ARE GOING TO BECOME SLAVES TO THE CORPORATE PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES ! !
THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU FUCKERS, ALL YOU JACKASSES WANT TO BE ON PILLS AND NOW YOU CAN'T GET OFF OF THOSE PILLS AND IF YOU TRY YOUR GOING TO SUFFER BIG TIME FOR IT ! ! !
nonassumsit 2 months ago
GAWD DAMN PILL JUNKIES ! ! LOL LOL
YOUR ADDICTED YOU STUPID MUTHER FUCKER.....LOL...LOL
BIG PHARMACEUTICAL COMPANIES OWN YOUR FUCKIN ASS...LOL...LOL
nonassumsit 2 months ago
Your description is exactly how I feel. Good to know I'm not alone.
mindfullywaiting 2 months ago
@mindfullywaiting I'm sorry you're dealing with the same feelings, but glad I could give you some comfort in knowing that you are not alone, dear :)
Jimplicit 2 months ago
@Jimplicit That's very comforting. Just knowing that I'm not alone. That emptiness feeling can get bad.
mindfullywaiting 2 months ago
I've always had a really weird and misleading way of treating my own feelings. I always blame myself. That's just wrong. It takes ages for me to realize that there are actually factors in my social life that cause my horrible feelings. I spent my whole teenage pretending to NOT be shy, and trying to prove that I'm strong and sociable - now that I'm 20, I can't pretend anymore. I finally admit I'm very much socially anxious, and I can't make myself to play a role for my whole life.
SophisticatedLunatic 2 months ago
@SophisticatedLunatic I am glad you are more aware of yourself now. It never feels good to have to behave in a way that is contradictory to your sense of self. Now that you are aware of your social anxiety, you will be able to get to the root of it and find a way to effectively get rid of it, instead of pretending it doesn't exist. If you work hard at finding treatment, you can eliminate the anxiety, and become truly strong and sociable without having to pretend.
Jimplicit 2 months ago
@tjm7757 I am so glad to hear you've had success with treatment! I hope others will be encouraged by our stories and seek treatment so that they too can lead lives free from impairment. Kudos to you :)
Jimplicit 2 months ago
Such a great clip you made here Jim! It has inspired me to visit the doctor and seek treatment and hopefully I'm on the to a much happier life. Anxiety is such a horrible feeling!
TullochDaniel 3 months ago
@TullochDaniel I'm so happy for you, buddy :) You deserve peace of mind and a life free of anxiety.
Jimplicit 3 months ago
I had no success with SSRI's like paxil, zoloft or citalopram. Mostly sexual side effects, zombie and increased anxiety that lasted for months. MIrtazapine caused me to eat better and sleep better so I hardly call those side effects. I feel though its not working the same since I been on it for about 4.5 years... so am curious that you mentioned you been well for 5 years and wondered what type of doc you saw and what meds you take. thanks :)
Joe100284 4 months ago
@Joe100284 I've never taken tricyclics before, and don't know much about them. I take a generic form of zoloft and a generic form of wellbutrin xl. I noticed the biggest improvement when I started taking welbutrin. I call it my magic bullet. A psychiatrist prescribed my medications, but I recently found out that my general practitioner could also prescribe them. Now that I've established my proper doses I just go to my regular doctor, because the psychiatrist was kind of an ass.
Jimplicit 4 months ago
This video is really inspirational! I can fully relate to everything you say!
I also had all my friends and family telling me how bad medication is because of their experiences with certain ones. I ended up getting help and I was cured with mirtazapine. I was also persuaded to get off it which was possibly the worst thing I could have done...and recently gone back on but feel as though its not giving me the same effect. What are you thoughts on tolerance to certain medication?
Joe100284 4 months ago
@Joe100284 Hey Buddy, I'm so glad you didn't listen to the discouragement, and found effective treatment. I'm sorry to hear it is not as effective for you as it used to be. I have been fortunate enough to not have developed a tolerance for the medicines I take. It is one of my biggest fears though, because I don't have insurance anymore, so I can't see my doctor and ask him to increase the dosage. Have you spoken to your doctor about the possibility of a higher dose?
Jimplicit 4 months ago
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Joe100284 4 months ago
this was really reassuring to hear. I am on a SSRI and an anti-psychotic which, working together, have allowed me to lead an almost normal life.
LaDementedCookie 4 months ago in playlist Serious
@LaDementedCookie That's wonderful! I'm so glad the meds are working well for you!
Jimplicit 4 months ago
I felt so low and anxious that I couldn't even work. And I had to work or stay on benefits and apply, my parents didn't understand so they were forcing me to do so many things. Medication isn't something we administer as much in the UK, we have CBT and maybe Mirtazepine on the side. I'm on a lower than therapeutic dosage. 15mg, I feel great. But CBT is the more permenant cure. So we do get off our medication if we're on it. but they suggest after winter.
jeneshisugakuto 5 months ago
@jeneshisugakuto I'm so glad you're feeling better now! And I'm glad the CBT is working well for you. You are an inspiration :)
Jimplicit 5 months ago
hmm...
jerbearjerith 5 months ago
Thank you. I just started therapy last week for terrible anxiety and depression. You're feelings almost mirror mine. I may have to go the medicine route with cognitive. You inspired me. J
jtnovaten 5 months ago
@jtnovaten Congratulations on starting therapy! It's such a wonderful empowering thing to take steps toward wellness. Medicine+cognitive therapy = a great combination.
Kudos to you. I'm so glad I could inspire you :)
Jimplicit 5 months ago
90% of depressed people are gay
sooowatsup100 5 months ago
@sooowatsup100 100% of your comment is ridiculous.
Jimplicit 5 months ago 3
@sooowatsup100 In the UK Depression is the most common cause of death. But we don't marginalise LGBT people near as much in the USA and in fact depression affects many of us including teen mums we see so commonly in the UK. I have experienced depression and anxiety, I'm not gay. I'm completely asexual (non-sexual). Don't be idiotic.
jeneshisugakuto 5 months ago
@Jimplicit Just realised you're gay, me either, but still in closet. We basically shared the same life, I have an Asian bf as well (as you can see from my youtube name), he's hot and all, but he tends to urge me on coming out to my family, and not to mention my family will probably disown me if I were to tell them I'm gay. He get pissed whenever I introduce him as a friend to my family or friends. How am I suppose to react? I'm lost.
keithtae 5 months ago
@keithtae That is a really difficult situation. The decision to come out must be yours, not his. Are you financially dependent on your family? If you'd like to talk in a less public way, please email me at jimplicit1 at gmail.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
@ValkyrieVegan2 Thanks Mary! I'd love it if this video gives strength to someone dealing with these problems. I agree that society is getting better educated about mental health issues, and I hope that trend will continue.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
Beautiful Video Jim, My Partner suffers from severe depression. He has a chemical off balance and has dealt with it his whole life. Medication has helped. He still has issues with it but no longer suicidal. I have known him for 27 years and I just listen to his feelings, help in whatever way I can. It’s not easy for me sometimes as I take some of his depression personally even though I know better. Love is more powerful then his depression though and I’m proud of him for all he does.
~Russ
Rfritz09 5 months ago
@Rfritz09 Thank you, Russ. It sounds like you are a wonderful, supportive partner, and he is so very fortunate to have you in his life. My partner has been very supportive, just like you, and it means the world to me :) At first Charles took it personally too, and I certainly don't blame him. I am so thankful that he stood by me during the tough times.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
you are so brave for putting this on the web! And you are an amazing person. Good luck, and make more videos :)
Adam
ezthegoat 5 months ago
@ezthegoat Thank you so much, Adam! I really appreciate it :)
Jimplicit 5 months ago
Thanks for sharing. I don't tell this to a lot of people, but I have depression as well. I tried everything but nothing helped until I got the right meds. Since then I have been doing a lot better.
ItsDianaSkye 5 months ago
@ItsDianaSkye Thank you so much for telling me! I feel honored :) It makes me so glad to hear that you're receiving effective treatment. You absolutely deserve to be happy, dear. You're such a wonderful person.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
I'm experiencing the exact same thing as yours, and I'm only 19. I feel depress especially when I know I cant disappoint my parents and lecturers about maintaining my studies. Yes, I'm an A-list student. HD, HD, HD, and HD for every single subject. I wrote how I feel in my phone as diary. Every single students in my class just expect me to get at least HD for all subjects, but deep down, I'm depressed.
keithtae 5 months ago
@keithtae I felt the same way when I was in school. I always took the most advanced classes, earned excellent grades, and put so much pressure on myself to do well. Eventually I realized that I had no sense of self worth, and I was trying to validate my existence with academic achievements. I still think school is very important, but the root of the problem is not loving yourself enough. I strongly encourage you to talk to a doctor or counselor. You will be glad you did. Don't wait, like I did.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
my medication is wellbutrin. started taking it 15 years ago, and I too would never dream of stopping it. I recall telling my dr after 2 months of being on it, that I would rather live to 50 on the meds, rather than to live to 90 without them. Thats how much of a diffference they made in my life. Just curious, what worked for you? I am new here, and I plan to comment and communicate with a bunch of you. I am just finding my way arounf right now. Thanks so much for your video, it was great!
robsmily9 5 months ago
@robsmily9 Thanks so much! I'm so glad you commented :) I am taking Wellbutrin and Zoloft (generic versions of both). The Wellbutrin is really what made the biggest difference for me. It's been incredible, almost unbelievably effective. I absolutely agree with you, and I've said the same thing: I don't care how much it might reduce my lifespan. It has made me feel like life is worth living, and I'll never stop taking it. Congrats on your many years of successful treatment! You are an inspiration
Jimplicit 5 months ago
Thanks for sharing your story, I have felt the same way my whole life and have tried to combat it with St John's wort and other mood enhancing vitamins, self help books etc. and it seems to work for a little while or at least keep me somewhat stable. But if I didn't t have to get up and go to work everyday I could easily become one of those people who never leaves the house, the anxiety and depression can get that bad sometimes, Your story is encouraging:)
lynx2cross 5 months ago
@lynx2cross I tried St John's Wort for a while too, but for me it wasn't effective. I hope it's working better for you. If not, I'd recommending seeing a psychiatrist, or talking to your regular doctor about it. Finding effective treatment will change your life in ways you'd never imagined.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
I'm so glad you are able to manage your depression...too many people don't realize
that it's a chemical imbalance and often medication is the only way to manage it. By
the way your smile brightens my day!
davidoh2011 5 months ago
@davidoh2011 Thank you so much! Your comments brighten my day :)
Jimplicit 5 months ago
Hey Jim, sorry for not commenting for a LONG time. Thanks for sharing your experience with depression. It was a similar story for me. I felt guilty because I had no reason to be depressed. I still have those waves of depression at times, and it just plain sucks.
KindaGayBlog 5 months ago
@KindaGayBlog Thank you, and no worries about not commenting. If I had as many viewers and comments as you, I think I'd have trouble finding the time too. I'm sorry to hear that you still deal with depression sometimes. If you ever want to talk, I'm always available to lend an ear. And since you live in LA, I can even recommend a great counselor in the area. I hope all's well, buddy :)
Jimplicit 5 months ago
@Jimplicit Fortunately, the bouts of depression have been fewer and far between. I'm starting to set goals for myself, and it keeps me on a good path. For a while there, I got lazy when it came to YouTube, but I forgot how therapeutic it is for me to interact with you all.
KindaGayBlog 5 months ago
Jim,thank you so much for putting yourself out there like that. When I was first recovering from my drug addiction I went through terrible bouts of depression and also had to take medication because I had royally screwed my brain and the way it functioned. I can't say for certain, but I do believe that it saved me from myself and the suicidal thoughts I was entertaining. I'm glad that you took the right steps to get yourself right. Depression is no joke.
bulldawg570 5 months ago
@bulldawg570 Thank you Robert! I can't imagine what it must have been like for you, overcoming your addiction and depression, and everything else that results from it. I am so glad you were able to get effective treatment. You're amazing, buddy :)
Jimplicit 5 months ago
Great video Jim! It takes so much to really talk about something so personal like that. You are truly an inspiration sir!
COOLIKEDATAZIAN 5 months ago
@COOLIKEDATAZIAN Thanks, buddy :) I appreciate it.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
People who have never experienced depression don't understand it. You're right; we treat diabetes, why don't we treat depression? Good for you for knowing that you are worth the effort and take care of yourself. Wow; trying to talk someone out of saving their own life? Yeah, she was totally clueless. Now people know the real you? I think that's great. If you were my kid, I'd be beaming with pride. We need health care coverage in this country! Wow - you just compared it to diabetes too. :)
thizizliz 5 months ago
@thizizliz I love that you used the depression and diabetes metaphor too :) Great minds think alike! Thank you so much for being so supportive. It means a lot to me.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
@Jimplicit ((((Jim))))
thizizliz 5 months ago
Deep video, glad you're feeling better nowadays :). People shouldn't feel embarrassed or ashamed that they are on the meds. Depression is a disorder and requires treatment. Watching a video like this makes me all hyperchondriacal and start to worry that I'm half way towards being depressed though, lol. I can sympathise on the whole social anxiety thing. I sometimes struggle with that, and it sucks.
Fr4yTheStrings 5 months ago
@Fr4yTheStrings Thanks so much :) And thank you for being so understanding. Being uncomfortable in your own skin, especially the feeling that everyone is judging you is an awful feeling.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
Wow Jim, didn't know you suffered with this. I know several people that suffered depression very seriously until they got their meds right. I think you will help many people seek help by making this video. It was very open and honest of you to do this. Glad you're doing well now!
Fightdog 5 months ago
@Fightdog Thanks so much Bob! I really hope this vid will inspire others to seek treatment if they need it. I am glad you know people who have also had success with medicines. So many people are so unwilling to try them.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
i feel enlightened... the more you know :)
this isn't sarcasm, i was a "most people shouldn't use meds" person... thanks for sharing
yosiberman 5 months ago
@yosiberman I'm glad I was able to provide a different viewpoint. I do not doubt that medicines are sometimes overprescribed and used as a quick fix for some doctors, but I know they are an absolute necessity for many people. Thanks so much for watching, buddy :)
Jimplicit 5 months ago
I finally started going to the doctors in June and now I'm in counselling but I haven't been diagnosed with anything :/ Literally everything you said, I feel the same. My Councillor knows about my suicidal thoughts but she's convinced it's just anxiety disorder but I really do feel like this feeling is following me around and won't leave me alone. Counselling has helped in certain aspects but I still feel so horribly depressed most of the time. I'm hoping the counselling alone will work...
georgia795 5 months ago
@georgia795 I am so sorry to hear that you are dealing with those awful feelings. It can be so overwhelming. I am a huge believer in the necessity of medicinal treatments. Counseling is valuable too, but when suicide is a concern, I think medicines are a necessary compliment to therapy. I really hope you receive the treatment you need soon. Kudos to you for taking the initiative and seeking help.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
Thanks for this video Jim. As someone who's dealt with bipolar disorder and social anxiety/awkwardness due to my autism it means a lot to hear someone else's story about their battles with depression. Glad to see you're doing well.
shamidkpzd 5 months ago
@shamidkpzd Thank you! I don't think I knew you had autism. It certainly doesn't show. You must have gotten some very effective treatment. I hope you are well, and if you ever want to talk, I'm here.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
@Jimplicit I don't think I ever mentioned it. And I'm doing well. It took years of therapy and it's still something I have to work on everyday. Also I did edit quite a bit out of my videos (facial ticks things like that, I still get those sometimes quite a bit). Although I've still been told that I'm lacking a lot in facial expressions. Still after all these years I manage to not be all that aware of what my face is doing, lol. And thanks. :)
shamidkpzd 5 months ago
Glad you are healthy buddy, and thank you for sharing on this topic.
Kent aka Robbie K
xo
THEROBBIEKSHOW 5 months ago
@THEROBBIEKSHOW Thanks for watching, buddy :) Being happy and healthy is a wonderful feeling, one that I hope you know quite well :)
Jimplicit 5 months ago
I'm bipolar, suffer from depression, anxiety and take like 800mg of psych meds just to keep me from killing myself and even then I have days that I wanna die and there is no reason for it. It just is. For someone to say that we can just snap out of it is just fucking stupid. Thank you for making this video.
Stay sweet <3
HotMissa 5 months ago
@HotMissa I am so sorry to hear that you are dealing with so much, but glad you're receiving treatment, sweetheart. It's frustrating when others don't understand, but at least we can get support from those who do. I actually have cyclothymia, which is similar to bipolar. I decided trying to explain that was beyond the scope of this vid.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
Great video, Jim! I'm impressed that you made it. If it's possible for me to have a version of "coming out," it's probably about my history of depression (or socialism, but I may stay in that closet forever.) Anyway, very brave of you to do this! I just have to question the last part based on personal experience. I was on Prozac from about 8th grade through 12th. I stayed on until I felt like it was controlling my thoughts. 11 SSRI-free years later, I've had only a couple minor "relapses."
elazarn2 5 months ago
@elazarn2 That is amazing that you've been able to get off SSRIs and not have any major relapses. I used to hope that my depression would go away when I was past my turbulent teenage years, but I think for me it's a lifelong thing. I'm glad to know that meds were only a temporary necessity for you.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
This was a very well made video, Jim.Personally I can't relate much because I haven't had depression. After hearing all you had gone through with your depression, I feel grateful for the fact that I have never had it (and wonder where I put my journal). I am happy though to see that medication can indeed help with depression and that it was/is able to help you. I hope that through this video that you will be able to help people that struggle with getting help for their depression.
SuzyQzyful 5 months ago
@SuzyQzyful Thanks so much. I'm glad you've never had to deal with depression. I am so thankful to have access to effective treatments. It would make me very happy to know that I've been able to inspire others to get help.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
garyjsimm hey
112clowns 5 months ago
I am so glad you are the person you are today. medicine did not make you this person, it just lifted the veil off, that was hiding this person. I have general anxiety. It has been rough, real rough sometimes. We can talk about it. But I have come a long way. I am doing so much better. I still slide back and have tough times but nothing like I was. Keep it up baby, you're doing great! And of course looking great!
garyjsimm 5 months ago
@garyjsimm Thank you so much! I am glad you've gotten effective treatment, and hope that your tough times are few and far between. Anxiety can be such a crippling thing. No one should have to experience it.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
Thanks for making this video Jim, the stigma does need to be taken out of depression. I myself don't suffer form depression but I do get random panic attacks, and I was so against going on any medication for the longest time until i could barely do anything anymore without freaking out. Being calm is SOOOO much better then constantly trying to breath and avoid panic attacks....
cheers Jim
aggiepm 5 months ago
@aggiepm hey i am crying
112clowns 5 months ago
@aggiepm I am so glad to hear that you got treated for your panic attacks. I've known others who suffer from them, and I understand they can be quite debilitating. It's great to hear that you're calm and healthy now :)
Jimplicit 5 months ago
help
112clowns 5 months ago
@112clowns Feel free to message me if you'd like.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
You're such a great guy! I feel like I've spammed the hell out of ur comments LMAO! <3
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
@GoldenGuie Haha! A little spam never hurt anyone. I hope your treatment is working, Brad :)
Jimplicit 5 months ago
cognitive therapy doesn't work on me, because I'm far too analytical
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
I use my medicaid hahaha!
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
Ugh, I'm glad you didn't listen to your friend! No one understands it unless they themselves have it
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
I am so glad that you've gotten the help you needed 5 years ago! I am so so happy for you Jim!
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
Wow Jim, I had no idea that you suffered from depression. You're such a great guy, and I know that's not enough... But you really are so precious!~
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
I have written countless songs on depression! :(
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
So sad :( You seem like you're going to cry at this point in the video!
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
i HATE that people think i can just snap out of it!
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
I have clinical depression and anxiety
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
This is going to be a good one!
GoldenGuie 5 months ago
I'm bipolar and very proud of it! (on treatment of corse, and my shrink is taking some pills off, so it's going great!) :D ps: I'm still trying to get the engagment rings for our lovely ceremony!
giovanniimperiale 5 months ago
@giovanniimperiale I'm glad your treatment is working. I actually have cyclothymia, which is similar to bipolar. It's wonderful to find an effective combination of medications.
Jimplicit 5 months ago
i need to vent
112clowns 5 months ago
@112clowns please feel free.
Jimplicit 5 months ago