"I Feel Like A Woman"

[AlishaGill]

you look gorgeous as both a man and a woman, and this is very moving. and must i add... my gosh those legs!... i'm jealous

[Kal061606]

More or less how I feel.

I know I am mostly a woman on the inside, but I would also like things about being a man.

[EzrinJem2]

Ain't this the guy from Silence of the Lambs who was a crossdresser?

[yonosy]

Congratulations ! Ecxellent monologue very well made.

This should be shown in theaters.

Great takes, great camera, great edition, great script, great acting. Professional work.

No music because it is not needed, the whole space is full with the acting and the silences.

[thedantefontana]

A very special person shared this with me, and I wanted to share it with all of y'all. It is very beautiful and moving.

[rustrose]

You are beautiful. <3

[racheltg1986]

I have never felt such an emotional connection with one of these videos. U were so artistic so real. I have gone through some of what u have and it was so wonderful to hear it done so incredible. I would love to hear from u. Rachel

[p0ison1vy]

hes soo pretty.

at least be happy that you were born with a beautiful androgynous body/face, some people aren't so lucky!

[Nicaboli7]

Never change, never quit, never conform because someone says it is normal. Only you know what is right, who you are. Don't deny yourself your true feelings. Stand and be proud, setting a boundary pushing example for those of the next generation. Create your own identity. Become your true self.

Be happy.

[mjfanz23]

u should be happy for who u r not a woman be a man for real its cooler

[jennjelly]

Michael you got it! yes its so much what i feel you are truly amazing ...and you put into words much of what i want to say so much your words(ours)transgender people this is what we feel 24 /7 and it hurts and confuses ,thank you for putting together so well for others to see

[coeurdechoeur]

You make for a hot guy and a beautiful woman. Go you.

[davros28]

You are who you are and you should be who you want to be, there are always people out there who "won't agree" but at the end of the day what matters is how you feel inside yourself.

[figster1094]

you speak the truth and i respect u 4 being able 2 share this =]

[Walani15]

you are noooot a freak... you are one of the most beautiful creations of God... :)

[HarukiLaBaka]

I'm a girl and I wish I were a boy sometimes...Loved your video. You're hot as a woman and as a man! :P

But Porkalot is right: cuter with your short black hair than in blond!

[omgblahblahblahblah]

i completely understand how you feel and i love your outfit.

respect ~Fi

[Ally788]

I'm glad I watched this.

[VandalStork]

My...this was challenging. We've all been there, you know. Most won't say it out loud, but everyone's been in this situation before. As I said...this was challenging, and I'm glad I watched it. Profound and disturbing, but also sweet. Without anything 'gay' intended, I want to give you a hug.

[xXSheBldsQkMshnsXx]

Very good video... This is the best video to show people what it is really like to be trans.... How bad it hurts...

[ariheart]

This was really really well done.

[paulaugustinecalma12]

5:26

[Gopeno]

this is weird

[porkalot]

nonononono lovely BUT.. NOT BLONDE!!! for crying out loud.. my love is trans... why do they all go for the blonde curtain round the face look?!?!?! nononono!!!!! go closer to your natural colour.. and feathur round the face... males have angluar lines in the face.. SOFTEN THEM FFS!!!! god i could slap some people!!! feathered softens the jaw line and blurs the edges.. go for close to your natural colour... STOP WITH THE BLONDE CURTAIN THING!!!! IT DOESN'T SUIT YOU AND ISN'T IT!!! BE TOLD!!!!!

[Glitchei]

You my dear, are hot as both women and man...but it's just not right..=/

[kingbiff18]

how is it not right?!?!?

[FameisFuture]

mad creepy, but you were expressin' yourself so i give much respect.

[drowninglondon]

I love you.

[mayoillinois]

I love it, thats how we feel. very nice job and remarcable performance.

[ExtraChapstick]

That was amazing! Very deep!

[FherLorenz]

touched my heart!... made my eyes teary that's what's happening to me now, it's really hurt, painful, too hard to hide my being gay, stop discrimanating us.

[miromirt]

this is beautiful.

that's how i feel

[rileysabre6]

thanks to the gayness of this video everyone watching is now much more home, thanks man...you queer

...p.s. thanks for demostrating your homosexuality to the world

[Ditto787]

Beautiful everything this was. <3

[virtualblonde4747]

you were probably a woman in a past life...very touching video

[wickedisthemirror]

This is spectacular.. It was clearly made for a film festival and is amazingly well shot, but have you published the rights to the monologue?

[WindowOfProtest]

Embrace your identity!

[tgilbar]

That was very moving. Great job!

[xXPaytonXxVF]

That was an amazing video it was very touching and heart warming

[HeartlessLink7]

That was fantastic.

Beautiful and touching.

[SJolly1]

How can we fully honer our life if we can not fully understand where we come from. We all are truly in your shoes! Bravo~

[InnocenceItself]

This is very well done =)

[fiidaty]

beautiful

[ElizabettyS]

Wow! You are amazing! I wish you only the best that life has to offer!

[girlinterupted2u]

winge winge winge

[GotikGypsy]

tho i am not trans i cn honestly say that i went though exactly all that the monologue says...

and the make up part :D , i totally agree with peacelovemusic79 ;)

[peacelovemusic79]

Wow, that was so deep and so well done. And, as stupid as it sounds, I wish I could put on makeup as well as he can.

[courtneyact]

Great monologue!

[1highonyaoi1]

deep. thats the only way i can say it. deep

[eyelashstealer]

if you mean all that, well done. one of the best things i've seen on youtube

[ravenmcknight]

Bravo and brava, respectively.

[naomihotty]

Quite sexy in its own way!!

[bisundev]

good psychological vid..

[earthangel200us]

You are beautiful on either side.

[rebafanforlife84]

that was awesome! Bravo!!

[KAYDOTCOM]

bravo. =)

[breeze69lol]

i know how u fell dont fell a lone ok there s a lot of us out there its hard to find ur way just bee u and hell with the reast of the world th what help me hope it dos the same for u keep telling ur self to hell with the world im going to bee me ur feind bree

[krisscovers]

Wonderful video. I've never met you, but I feel less alone after watching you. I hope for the best for you.  Thanks.

[ModelaEst]

I feel just the same.

[ckopoc]

good vid

[humble332001]

nicely done- brave and creative. good job Michael.

[Sc6h12o6]

thank you for posting.

[filmwannabe2009]

I'm a guy, and I'm falling for both sides. You're hot man...woman.

[Coraldo1101]

Pride comes before a fall. (Response to his last line.)

[cavalosan]

Nossa! essa é tudo.

Nem precisa ser Ronaldinho para confundir.

Me amarrei loucamente, não sei mas o que faço com a minha namorada (eca mulher tenho nojo).

Você é linda. Peterson tem como você me apresentar ela?

Um beijo do Gigante Panteneiro

[JessicaFunlove]

I think there is not mistake being made. You are what you are, and in my view you are awesome. Be proud and embrace all you are. Be open and sweet to possible relationships and hopefully you will find a sweet loving person to enjoy life.

Hugz,

Jessica

[guerilla1985]

Fishnet stockings go very well with you :-)

don't be embarrassed or ashamed, were all human beings, great video btw VERY well made, I like the whole half woman half man visual, very creative. I think you look very convincing as a woman in makeup, have you ever considered hormone therapy? gender therapists can help also

anyways, feel better, take care

[KooHoo]

I do. :<

[Morphast]

Oh and by the way. If I call you dude. It's because your account is : *PHIL*intheblank SO...in theory , phil is a guy name. So Dude fits well. And by the way, if you don't thrust me for Platon, search it on google or Wiki.

Thanks...

Morphast the Mispeller, Dude, Wrong philosopher, problem.

Now have the decence to stop this Negging war once and for all...

I'm not mad at you, I just don't know why you don't accept that someone has different theory of life than you...( by the way im french )

[PirateKing1256]

U are gorgeous men and women. Love your hair.

[drankthemilkup2]

this video touched me.....

[fatbasturd69]

your not a freak you just have a complex of the gender set minds there is not true why to really fix it or understand it but in side you need to seek out what it is you really are male or female and go from there

[YXelaaleXY]

But, there are defects too to the extend of a gender confusion also in other words medical condition my friend!

[45654811g1239]

god created man and woman.

if he wanted to create you as a woman he would have done so,

stay yourself.

[Morphast]

God created nothing. God should create himself first. God is nothing, God is you, is me, is us and them. God is fear of not knowing. God was created by us, for us. Dude. Come on.

[PhilintheBlank0]

Morphast's New Philosophy:

1:God is nothing.

2:God is fear of not knowing.

3:Morphast is God.

4:Therefore, Morphast is nothing and fear of not knowing!

Dude. Come on.

[Morphast]

Dude, Philosophy is philosophy . You cant argue with what I think if what I think is right.

Dude. Come one. Was Platon crazy ? Was Nietchze crazy ?

It's my philosophy. maybe its not yours, but i don't care. =)

[PhilintheBlank0]

It's quite apparent you don't care when you mispell Plato. Once again, using your logic, if Philosophy is philosophy, then a man is a man and a woman is a woman. And there you go again stereotyping me as a 'Dude'. The problem is you.

[Morphast]

Haha you know what ??? I knew it lol... It was OBVIOUS LIKE HELL that you would tell me that I mispelled * Plato * You know what ? A name is a name and YOU,english people who mispell it ...This is from a Wikipedia Article : According to Diogenes Laertius, the philosopher was named Aristocles after his grandfather, but his wrestling coach,Ariston of Argos, dubbed him "Platon",meaning "broad" on account of his robust figure... Thank you... Mister the mispeller ;)

Try to think about it next time.

[neuromanser]

yes i feel the same

[jpfrlinguaphile]

Kudos!! Thanks for sharing your feelings so eloquently. I can certainly relate.

[been2200]

Excellent, amazing....its good to know that there is someone who feels the same.

[BloodyCholly]

This video is amazing.

You are an incredible person.

[RedSunChick]

Wow...truly this was an absolutely amazing video...Very well done. Very deep, heartfelt, and insightful all at once. Five stars and a favorite. Bravo...or is it Brava? ;)

[Ktronica]

Bravo, What a excellent and well dome video. Amazing.

The film and the messege is awesome.

Great production and performance. Excellent.

Bravo.

[Nikolette11]

What a great video! At the same time it made me shed a few tears because I could never imagine going through all of that pain and suffereing of having to pretend to be somone Im not and being a little girl in a boy's body and wanting to play with barbies but ending up upseting your parents for trying to be who you really are. At the same time it sort of cool to be able to understand both men and woman.

[alchemiekat]

Well done, that somes it up. Beauyfull.

[lisatgirl]

Fantastic film! Michael, for the first time, I have thought of my transgenderism as a gift! Thank you for opening my eyes.

[alaintje2]

good job! you are a beautiful woman! ^^ I'm a boy with a girls body. bud.. i'm 17 years old. Be yourself! :)

[RDraconis]

Same here. Same age, even. :)

[B3X12]

well done.

[AmyS77]

Yes.. That's it, exactly.

We are, both gifted and cursed. But we must be proud. Those of us that can rise above the curse, will know that there is no shame in being who and what we are.

We are.. A gift. And what we are, is the gift given to us.

[knight954]

very very well done so powerful

[Mattscatt]

Awesome vid!! beautiful :D

[sushimoon123]

A defective toy?

[klea91]

i can just smile while listening you

[solopaola]

in a lifetime of having male friends with similar issues, and hours, hours, hours of discussion on the subject, you're the one who "explained it to me" in the clearest and most lucid way. Great writing. You have talent (and guts).

[honeyd910]

powerful dam

[inkust]

I'd like to see you do a complete on both sides

[BootlegSam]

You are absolutely fucking amazing. Both your content and delivery are pure genius.

[BrianShaneRushton]

Oh hi, welcome to myth busters!

[DarkVegito666]

amazing. speaks the truth, every word

[1170OP]

So powerful, story of so many of us!!!!

[Tinay2k]

Omigod there's something wrong with me!

I only noticed the half facial hair 3 minutes into the video!!

[Angelmajora]

That was moving and sad.. i could love you

[Edenroc720]

Wow..  amazing.. brought tears to my eyes..

[lovelyphantomess]

i almost cried....because ..just yea

[TheManOfDecency]

Very good video. Well done.

[Yeshua9000]

I hear ya. Same here. I always thought it would be useful to "understand" both sides, but I tell ya - I wish I could just be one.

[moderntime101]

that was fantastic...thanks for posting.

xxx

[lngwstx]

Wow, that was an amazing insight into a place I've never been. I was born into the wrong body, yes, but the right gender. I feel like a thin person, but I never have been. Not at all the same thing, but until I saw your video, maybe the closest I could get to understanding how you feel.  You are pretty awesome, you and your partner in crime, Miss Nash.

[aire420]

i know how you fill this blog deep in my hart i fill your pane.

[SmileOnADog]

You're beautiful. Brava!

[candiFLA]

BRAVO. Awesome video.

[todiane4]

A gift, definitely, rather than a handicap. It's hard when those we grew up with--especially mom--don't mirror back our goodness because of their own limitations. Here's to life and love and finding out who we innately are rocks. And YOU, lovely girlie man, definitely rock. As a drag queen stuck in a woman's body, I am jealous. ;-)

[LookingGlassThecure]

You dont have to putt on so much makeup to be an attractive woman...not matter if your in a male or female body..

[ellenfar]

oops, there me assuming you're transsexual, sorry x

ellen

[ellenfar]

Thats a great way of expressing your transsexuality. You're a wonderful person.

ellen x

[EtherealKingdom]

That was amazing! I love it!

And this is the only video that I have ever seen that has a fill 5-Star rating!

[space2907]

Ich bin tief berührt.

[ellemueller]

I really enjoyed this very much.

[BichGODDESS]

I enjoyed this.....Very well done.

[gothique11]

Awesomeness! Thnx for making this vid, it's defiantly going into my favs.

[Zoospermo]

Very good... Very intelligent..

Genius!

[Zoospermo]

Very good... Very intelligent..

Genius!

[all1ca7]

Cool - well done.

[TheMichaelMullen]

Hi there. I'm Michael Mullen (the person in the video hehe). I want to thank every one from the bottom of my cheesy heart for taking time to watch this video and for all the wonderful kind words and support. It means the world to me. I wish all of you and your loved ones the best. Happy holidays and cheers to a prosperous and peaceful 2008 for us all!! Love, Michael :)

[twacorbies]

You're not a freak. You're beautiful.

[jmault23]

This is beautiful Michael =) You're going to make it big someday, I can def see it!

<3 your second cousin

Juli Ault

[massbear]

This was extremely touching. Thank you for sharing it.

[charlimelion]

Beautiful video. Well written and well shot.

Hands down, my favorite video on youtube.

[psychicbunny]

Great job, guys! That really looks great! Way to go.

[KDecanter]

How true this is briliant work.

[MoodyBlueEyes]

Well done! Thank you!

[Jarek12]

Thank you Michael for making this. Its thought provoking, sensitive, well written, gorgeous to watch, everything, and it captures the pain and confusion that so many of us face each day. I wish you the best for your future endevours, keep it up.

Dawn

[milescourt]

This guy is good...really good. I wasn't so interested in the topic at hand, but somehow I couldn't stop watching this guy. He has a charisma and presence that needs to be seen. This is the kind of person who should have his own show documenting his life and what its like on an everyday basis:the good the bad the ugly the funny. My only real criticism is that it's a bit long. If it was cut down it would be even better. Keep it up and great job!

[stephjonesuk]

Stunning monologue that combines transgender, narrative and performance.

[kookooboy]

You just said what a shitload of men feel and don't have the balls to admit!

[yurchardonnay]

Every "Curse" is just a "Gift" seen from the other side.

Thats the problem we are not all on the same side of things.

But Guess What???

I don't wnat to be on th same side as those who can't see me as one of their our... a friend a coworker, a neighbor.

[frankiefelix]

Stunning! And, yes, it is s gift. :-) Thankyou.

[Diana55lynn]

Brillian, Poignant, and True!!!

Thank you!