Even thought you didn't finish your video,I still like it a lot.You really make good videos.The song was really pretty and well chosen.HOPE you regain optimism in life.Always step forward!
I wish the best for you, we all go through go through hard times, but things get better if we keep "hope" and I know many like to say there is nothing to hope for anymore, but that is because they lost hope, so may you see past their pain and be strong enough to carry the burdons of others doubt, and your own yet still stand tall enough to see the light through the dark, for no matter how many times you fall, all you need to keep moving is that little ray of hope you can only see while standing.
I started crying when I saw this. Sometimes I lie to the world, convincing them I'm okay, and in the end, I find that I'm trying to convince *myself* I'm okay. There are so many people I care about, and I'm so darn afraid that one day I'm going to wake up to find that they're gone. And that scares me, because things change, people leave, and we have no choice but to move on. I'm afraid I'll never have the chance to let them know I care. Thank you so much for the touching video.
@kiwi3163 LOL;; uhh he never left me in real life, and i hope he doesn't.. but it's just in the video i'm just providing examples of important people in my life who have left or that i'm afraid of leaving my life ouo but yeah he's not going anywhere~
beautiful, animation and song, Michelle you are an amazing person and just remember that when no one seems to care there will always be someone who you know does.
Wow, some pretty soulful stuff, yeah, i tend to feel that way often even right now, and you worked pretty hard on this to project this, and it turned out pretty great.
btw its okay sweetie!! i have had people leaving me my entire life just like you and in conclusion- the ones who stay by your side are the people worth knowing!!
; n ; i guess i feel that making people feel better makes up for my sorrow, so when i'm sad, i don't expect people to cheer me up, because i know that, like you said, finding people who actually give a crap are really hard to find, and i guess i am one, and none of my friends aren't. so, i really want to help, you, michelle ; u ;
i love it <3 i know what you mean, slowly losing everyone..... like me now. i'm losing both my family and friends.... i think my depression is getting dangerously high... i don't even go to school anymore, (As i am supposed to be there now) i've even considered to committ suicide,.... bt, you know.,... there's always a spark of hope for me, that tells me not to... i'm abusing the "." arent i? :P
A paradox..That makes a lot of sense, feeling nostalgic is common. Taking in feelings such as sadness, anger and frustration can be tolerated but when you add them all up they eventually brake you. False tears bring pain to those around a false smile brings pain to one's self. But if your ever feeling depressed look for what you have that is happy in your life because even if you don't usally notice it it's still definitly there you merely have to change your point of view slighty its like glass
But I know with my own experience that there are things who stay for a really long period. Also if you are in a hard time at the moment, You dont need to wait for long until you can laugh lovely again <3
Your videos are what I look forward to every time I open Youtube. Your fans with always be with you =D. Love and hope for a better tomorrow, cause even though life isn't fair, you'll always be who you are. So its okay to sit down and cry, or just laugh it out.
god im an idiot. i looked at this and thought, oh this was a nice animation. i guess i didnt look at what was really going on. orwhat this actually ment. i cant say anything tomake it feel better. to anyone, but i hope you will get through this. if i offended, please do feel free to attack
About when I hit 8th grade I stopped feeling, not physically but I just never let anything phase me then one day I just kinda broke and started sobbing and my mother came in and I hid from her, she told me "I understand but trust me feeling something and getting hurt Is a lot better than feeling nothing at all." then I just
Your animations and drawings are always so beautiful, and I can really feel the emotion in this video,
I hope you start feeling better soon, and don't worry,, one day you'll find someone who will never leave you :) But I can't tell you it will get better soon,because I can't prove that,, Though, I do hope you will find ways to let out your emotions and don't keep them bottled inside, I find I always end up doing that in my drawings,Anyways, I think I lost my point.Oh well, I hope it gets better
I'm passive agressive to, lucky I do happen to have a few friends who have stayed by my side I actually had a friend leave me quite recentIy. I miss her alot but if she doesn't want me as a friend then it's her problem.....
wow kind of glad i watched this people normally do not care I still care I went to pick up some meds for my father and the old lady before me just happen to be 5 bucks short she said she would return in 30 mins from a drive and I told her just save the gas and paid it for her. I was going to go to the movies that night but i seem to be 5 bucks short oh well maybe when pay day comes I will go
What program and song did you use for that?...... Just trollin. i know. Don't shoot me =[. Good work, keep it up. Hope to see the new version soon. =]
Very pretty. I know what you mean by always being left all alone in the end.... It's obvious no one really knows how to care that much, huh? They always SAY and PROMISE that they will stay with you, then they're gone when you need them the most. :(
@APTXx4869 in the society today the word 'care' BARELY exists. yeah there are people out there who do care, but they're the ones that are extremely hard to find; it's like trying to catch a legendary pokemon LOL;;
@mewDoubled Haha, but even I don't think that it's as easy as catching a legendary poke'mon.... It's even harder. ._. I've been thrown about by people too many times, I have serious trust issues. I think that sorta because of it I've been sorta an attention whore. I just want people to actually pay attention to me, because I feel like I'm so unimportant to people I could call my close friends before, but now, I'm at a far distance, ya know?
@mewDoubled Ya, it's nice to know at least one more person in the world understands you. :) I find it pretty annoying when these other people step in and say "OH WELL THAT ISN'T SO BAD." Like hell they know? Do they have to live with it? No. So they can fuck off and only wonder what the hell it feels like. Especially since I'm the type to bottle up my feelings too. Really bad depression and suicidal thoughts at age 14? Ya, that's not a good sign. :/ *shot again* I have serious problems... OTL
@APTXx4869 I tend to bottle in my feelings as well... but try to not think suicidally, because in the end the impact will be greater than just on one person... but yeah. a lot of people just don't give a crap anymore;
@mewDoubled I try not to think that way, but my thoughts are pretty much being controlled by my depression.... it sucks.... Dx Life sucks. Period. The end. :/ Father = Drama, Father's Bitchy Drunk Girlfriend = Drama, Two-Three Deaths in the family in the same year = sadness, Being bullied my whole life at school = sadness, being an otaku nerd that watches anime and reads manga as an escape from the real world = only makes everything seemingly worse OTL
The begining reminded me of angel beats
luckeyghm 2 weeks ago
its pretty how you made it :)
p.s: how did you draw the eyes?
p.p.s: this is about a real thing right? about the life where you''re in?
ladykate538 3 weeks ago
Thanks for posting!! This is great!! I love this song so much n I made an MMV bout this... It's titled "Hanatan - hope [ MMV ]" please watch!!
sqyrrup 1 month ago
Even thought you didn't finish your video,I still like it a lot.You really make good videos.The song was really pretty and well chosen.HOPE you regain optimism in life.Always step forward!
LadySerenityAsurey 1 month ago
Um, how do you download pHOTOshop CS4?
CaribbeanStreak 5 months ago
The world is full of lies. Which is why I barely believe anyone who tells me that
ZX242Productions 5 months ago
I wish the best for you, we all go through go through hard times, but things get better if we keep "hope" and I know many like to say there is nothing to hope for anymore, but that is because they lost hope, so may you see past their pain and be strong enough to carry the burdons of others doubt, and your own yet still stand tall enough to see the light through the dark, for no matter how many times you fall, all you need to keep moving is that little ray of hope you can only see while standing.
6WingedHydraPheonix3 6 months ago
Love the song!
EUR0BEAT 7 months ago
; A ; I'm crying so hard! OTL
SaveMeBarry0 7 months ago
i was like wow...then it just went blank......i was like wtf!? then i read its unfinished....
trevaughnl 7 months ago
I loved this! I think the gray scale and blacks and whites really brought out the emotion!
THEToastFairy 7 months ago
haha I read the description and immediatly remembered "Mary went to the bathroom and pulled down her pants." XD
PochiChan90 8 months ago
@tacticalkoshka err who are you ? ouo
mewDoubled 8 months ago
:D Your so good!! I love the song I know I heard it somewhere but idk where? Vocaloid? Clannad?
SuperBoogiex3 8 months ago
@SuperBoogiex3 i think a vocaloid sang this but this version was sung by a nico nico singer i believe
dog74586 8 months ago
@dog74586 Thanks! ^_^ Yeah I found it
SuperBoogiex3 8 months ago
@SuperBoogiex3 np am happy to help :D
dog74586 8 months ago
@SailorArtistic She did not, read the info box.
TomboydajuProduction 8 months ago
I would be overjoyed to see this when it's done C: Good work, we're all cheering for ya!
GryffenPuff 8 months ago
I started crying when I saw this. Sometimes I lie to the world, convincing them I'm okay, and in the end, I find that I'm trying to convince *myself* I'm okay. There are so many people I care about, and I'm so darn afraid that one day I'm going to wake up to find that they're gone. And that scares me, because things change, people leave, and we have no choice but to move on. I'm afraid I'll never have the chance to let them know I care. Thank you so much for the touching video.
vawliet 8 months ago
Aww so sweet
MsSkiya 8 months ago
Olivia disappears Q A Q
AlfieKun 8 months ago
@AlfieKun LOL that's ok XD (jk)
mewDoubled 8 months ago
this video reminds me of the anime angel beats -cries- this video is so cool ^_^)
iNinjeek 8 months ago
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iNinjeek 8 months ago
y does bobby disappear?!
kiwi3163 8 months ago
@kiwi3163 LOL;; uhh he never left me in real life, and i hope he doesn't.. but it's just in the video i'm just providing examples of important people in my life who have left or that i'm afraid of leaving my life ouo but yeah he's not going anywhere~
mewDoubled 8 months ago
@mewDoubled yay x)
kiwi3163 8 months ago
omg such an wonderfull song and wonderfull video ; A ;
TheKitsuneMuffin 8 months ago
i hope you feel better..! and i understand!! i have the same problem :/ i just dont think that they realize how much it actually matters too me..
iCOOKIEmischief 8 months ago
D: I wish you can feel better! The best I can do to you is give you a virtual hug! *Hug*
Ryu096 8 months ago
Same thing happened to me like you said in the description. My depression actually got really bad from that and now I have to take pills for it.
Mirumikodesu 8 months ago
beautiful, animation and song, Michelle you are an amazing person and just remember that when no one seems to care there will always be someone who you know does.
AlfieKun 8 months ago
=_= Fuck, I know how that feels, stupid people saying they will be there for you when they aren't there in the end
babytiara09 8 months ago
Very well done. I can really see your feelings in this. *Hugs*
ArcticOokami 8 months ago
this is really cute! i cant wait to see more.
bubbamax1990 8 months ago
;n; i love this ...i get it TTuTT
TheBrunetteLycan 8 months ago
Wow, some pretty soulful stuff, yeah, i tend to feel that way often even right now, and you worked pretty hard on this to project this, and it turned out pretty great.
xonythebillygoat 8 months ago
really...people say it is difficult to find these certain kinds of people, when I actually think that we've been looking in the wrong places...
Just my opinion,really...
MalisChan 8 months ago
AWWWWWWW THIS IS SOO AWSOME!! >:3 SORRY FOR SHOUTING!! ; u;
ILiekAnimeDESU 8 months ago
what name this music ?
kenzamekami 8 months ago
aww >.< you did a lovely job!!
btw its okay sweetie!! i have had people leaving me my entire life just like you and in conclusion- the ones who stay by your side are the people worth knowing!!
MomoTheNightmareNeko 8 months ago
; n ; i guess i feel that making people feel better makes up for my sorrow, so when i'm sad, i don't expect people to cheer me up, because i know that, like you said, finding people who actually give a crap are really hard to find, and i guess i am one, and none of my friends aren't. so, i really want to help, you, michelle ; u ;
MiaRira 8 months ago
I love this song so much and you did a wonderful job
SaysayAzenia 8 months ago
i like your video :) but if u r going to edit it or anything can you please add more drawings :D if you can ty. but yea ima like this, :)
iisweetdreambeliveri 8 months ago
Your drawings are great and you did a good job on this video.I look forward to your new videos and just saying.I know how you feel.
DoomoX23 8 months ago
i love it <3 i know what you mean, slowly losing everyone..... like me now. i'm losing both my family and friends.... i think my depression is getting dangerously high... i don't even go to school anymore, (As i am supposed to be there now) i've even considered to committ suicide,.... bt, you know.,... there's always a spark of hope for me, that tells me not to... i'm abusing the "." arent i? :P
beforeTHEmomentGIRL 8 months ago
love it, i cried T_T, I know how it feel to lose people who you love. tyvm for this video. love it :')
oma60plus 8 months ago
Very good job! :D
Imperialmoonlight 8 months ago
A paradox..That makes a lot of sense, feeling nostalgic is common. Taking in feelings such as sadness, anger and frustration can be tolerated but when you add them all up they eventually brake you. False tears bring pain to those around a false smile brings pain to one's self. But if your ever feeling depressed look for what you have that is happy in your life because even if you don't usally notice it it's still definitly there you merely have to change your point of view slighty its like glass
combatfigurealpha 8 months ago 6
I know what you mean
But I know with my own experience that there are things who stay for a really long period. Also if you are in a hard time at the moment, You dont need to wait for long until you can laugh lovely again <3
MaoTrustless 8 months ago
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JAMMJessica 8 months ago
Your really talented for your age i love all your artwork , and that avatar of yourself is really neat , keep it up ;)
DanteValentine16 8 months ago
Your videos are what I look forward to every time I open Youtube. Your fans with always be with you =D. Love and hope for a better tomorrow, cause even though life isn't fair, you'll always be who you are. So its okay to sit down and cry, or just laugh it out.
lifeofnothingness 8 months ago
god im an idiot. i looked at this and thought, oh this was a nice animation. i guess i didnt look at what was really going on. orwhat this actually ment. i cant say anything tomake it feel better. to anyone, but i hope you will get through this. if i offended, please do feel free to attack
rymaster106 8 months ago
i would like it very much if you said who these people were
Haruki0014 8 months ago
Personally, I don't like this version of HOPE but I do like the animation you did! I caught the feelings of this song very well.
TheGreatMillz 8 months ago
About when I hit 8th grade I stopped feeling, not physically but I just never let anything phase me then one day I just kinda broke and started sobbing and my mother came in and I hid from her, she told me "I understand but trust me feeling something and getting hurt Is a lot better than feeling nothing at all." then I just
Noablarenglish 8 months ago 69
Who's the person on the right of you?
Noablarenglish 8 months ago
@Noablarenglish an old friend
mewDoubled 8 months ago
Your animations and drawings are always so beautiful, and I can really feel the emotion in this video,
I hope you start feeling better soon, and don't worry,, one day you'll find someone who will never leave you :) But I can't tell you it will get better soon,because I can't prove that,, Though, I do hope you will find ways to let out your emotions and don't keep them bottled inside, I find I always end up doing that in my drawings,Anyways, I think I lost my point.Oh well, I hope it gets better
8049629 8 months ago
I hope you feel better we don't like to see you sad! *cyber hug*
SIlverlegster 8 months ago
I'm passive agressive to, lucky I do happen to have a few friends who have stayed by my side I actually had a friend leave me quite recentIy. I miss her alot but if she doesn't want me as a friend then it's her problem.....
Supertokyo15 8 months ago
wow kind of glad i watched this people normally do not care I still care I went to pick up some meds for my father and the old lady before me just happen to be 5 bucks short she said she would return in 30 mins from a drive and I told her just save the gas and paid it for her. I was going to go to the movies that night but i seem to be 5 bucks short oh well maybe when pay day comes I will go
GuyverXZ 8 months ago
I'm loving it already
sdot210 8 months ago
happens to everyone :P and now to gargle more salt water for this undying throat pain
Vahkahron 8 months ago
So good c:
AnimationWarehouse 8 months ago
QoQ poor girl! QoQ i waz about to cryz QAQ
MsBleachFan101 8 months ago
What program and song did you use for that?...... Just trollin. i know. Don't shoot me =[. Good work, keep it up. Hope to see the new version soon. =]
iApatilos 8 months ago
what is the song you used? :3 im just kidding, really good drawings and animations, sorry to hear your not feeling so reat
rymaster106 8 months ago
beautiful..:)))))
so cool
cherrysims1 8 months ago
<3 this is so beautiful
hawkpaththefirst123 8 months ago
Very pretty. I know what you mean by always being left all alone in the end.... It's obvious no one really knows how to care that much, huh? They always SAY and PROMISE that they will stay with you, then they're gone when you need them the most. :(
APTXx4869 8 months ago
@APTXx4869 in the society today the word 'care' BARELY exists. yeah there are people out there who do care, but they're the ones that are extremely hard to find; it's like trying to catch a legendary pokemon LOL;;
mewDoubled 8 months ago 88
@mewDoubled Haha, but even I don't think that it's as easy as catching a legendary poke'mon.... It's even harder. ._. I've been thrown about by people too many times, I have serious trust issues. I think that sorta because of it I've been sorta an attention whore. I just want people to actually pay attention to me, because I feel like I'm so unimportant to people I could call my close friends before, but now, I'm at a far distance, ya know?
APTXx4869 8 months ago
@APTXx4869 nice to know we're on the same boat
mewDoubled 8 months ago
@mewDoubled Ya, it's nice to know at least one more person in the world understands you. :) I find it pretty annoying when these other people step in and say "OH WELL THAT ISN'T SO BAD." Like hell they know? Do they have to live with it? No. So they can fuck off and only wonder what the hell it feels like. Especially since I'm the type to bottle up my feelings too. Really bad depression and suicidal thoughts at age 14? Ya, that's not a good sign. :/ *shot again* I have serious problems... OTL
APTXx4869 8 months ago
@APTXx4869 I tend to bottle in my feelings as well... but try to not think suicidally, because in the end the impact will be greater than just on one person... but yeah. a lot of people just don't give a crap anymore;
mewDoubled 8 months ago
@mewDoubled I try not to think that way, but my thoughts are pretty much being controlled by my depression.... it sucks.... Dx Life sucks. Period. The end. :/ Father = Drama, Father's Bitchy Drunk Girlfriend = Drama, Two-Three Deaths in the family in the same year = sadness, Being bullied my whole life at school = sadness, being an otaku nerd that watches anime and reads manga as an escape from the real world = only makes everything seemingly worse OTL
APTXx4869 8 months ago
@mewDoubled rofl i like you example dude XD
dog74586 8 months ago
>:D finish itttttt
xHideyox 8 months ago
This is how I feel right now :c
laurititah 8 months ago
I love this! this is so good gj!
wizardlover1998 8 months ago