Call of Duty: Black Ops: Video Games Saved My life By xBLACKCAT215x (BO Gameplay/Commentary)

[Justcallmepeteryang]

i have a wedgie right now

[MeTheLittleBird]

I subscribed to you man. Respect ;)

[MrSpiritesdk]

one of the most sensitive commentary that Ive watched, hope your football cerear gets a kik start

[xenoncab]

Dude when I heard your speech it reminded me of my life :') is great having people like you in this world and never give up what you wanna do in life :) and I have a question do you play on xbox or ps3? :P If PS3 add me : deathcab98

[SchmeagTV]

@xenoncab he has both

[JumbieWinston]

****thats awsome hey were making a fast food fishing video and taking a poll to see what food we shall use for bait check my page for the video and post ur answer!!!!!!!!******

[2deeZproductions]

I <3 You

[TheLegalPirate]

man... thank you.

your story made me understand that all my life problems that i tought was huge are not that huge like yours and makes me happy.

Thank you.

[TheMightyDuke197]

You sir have fought the odds against many things and for that u deserve to have a freaking parade :)

[TheMightyDuke197]

@GameFreaksStudios tell that to hundreds of teenagers that killed themselves.......

[MsPickyPrincess]

Youtube Search: La Parkour =USrFjIXiSbQ

[tapout5888]

Dude that waz butifull I mean not the sueside part but u no man I'm the same lik u I don't care wat other people think a to hit me up and we can talk send me a friend request and a message

[sharedskitless]

Well done mate, it takes real guts to put yourself out there like that!

[SammyTheIdiot]

OK, this *might* be faked but even if it is, its still inspirational.

Thank you man ;D

[Joseph71798]

Thank You So Much. i'm 13 and i have dealt with major depression too. ive gone through some major problems and my whole world felt like it was crashing down. I have had much times when i felt like i should end it all. i have major teorette syndrom,adhd,ocd ,and had 2 seisures. i lost all my friends so i go to a new school now, i wanted a fresh strart. but i was very depressed again and had major suicidal thoughts... but today,i heard your story, and i felt, just...happy for once. Thank You. :)

[SammyTheIdiot]

@Joseph71798 oy my,, what a troll.. if u had Tourettes, it wud be painful enough to know how to spell it. dont troll about illnesses cuz thats just mean. ADHD and OCD? no. thats OTT ure thinking about

[Joseph71798]

@SammyTheIdiot dude, OCD=obsesive compolsive disorder ADHD=attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, and how i spelled tourettes wrong, it was a simple mistake, if you want to ask someone about it go to the childrens hostpital in philadelphia. i'm not a troll at all, so you dont have to be so mad.

[SammyTheIdiot]

@Joseph71798 OK. OK. i just thought that was a bit unbelievable. sorry.

[Joseph71798]

@SammyTheIdiot Its alright man

[RsPineapple]

@Joseph71798 u need help kid...

[Joseph71798]

@RsPineapple haha ya i went to the childrens hospital in philadelphia when i was 8 and ive gotten 2 seisures (sorry my - key doesnt work ) one in a soccer tournament in, vineland NJ and a birthday party at tabernacle NJ

[iMoofyy]

i remember seeing this a while back...was this re uploaded?

[Blinkytehtroll]

@iMoofyy Yeah this was reuploaded. Kinda annoying they have to sink to reuploading old stuff.

[xRingostar27x]

You sir just got you a subscriber

[MegaFulltiltpoker]

Takes a strong person to sit there and lay it all on the line, especially with what you shared,I'm happy your doing good, stay strong and keep up the killing, killer.

[BryannAwesome]

this is an old video

[UpRisingGaming]

best video on machinima. deserves a lot more views

[halosmallmac]

Oh goodie goodie yet ANOTHER call of duty video

[cincy909]

@halosmallmac Wow. your a dick. you obviously didn't watch the video before you posted that. get a life

[halosmallmac]

@cincy909 i didnt say anything about it being a commentary or not which is what im assuming you meant by that im saying that call of duty videos are 90% of the things on machinima now its annoying

[GameDoctor21]

you and me same bro

[rsgpt2]

/watch?v=nGNf3hAF_1U

[ErrectifiedPeePee]

@allaboutthejokes no not hating, hating is when you say something mean without reason, he decided to do drugs, yet he acts like there was nothing tht could have stopped it

[nezonic]

Good stuff

[GameFreaksStudios]

Idk why the hell anyone would want to kill themself!!! Atleast do something useful like join the military then It wouldn't be Suicide It would be serving your country.

[Halbert986]

@GameFreaksStudios did you really just say that? get off the internet you don't pass the minimum education requirement. Holy fucking shit kid...

[GameFreaksStudios]

@Halbert986 Oh my god shut the fuck up, suicide is stupid and crazy you dont know shit, you could never be so depressed that you wanna end your life on this earth thats like a little bullshit excuse... fuck you.

[Halbert986]

@GameFreaksStudios really you couldn't? then why do people do it? Ya fuckin dumbass. I'm guessing you're 8 and don't even begin to understand depression... Yeah people join the military just to do off and die. God seriously, this is the dumbest comment I've ever seen on youtube. Everything in it is wrong. Come back after you've lived through something more difficult than a math test. I'm being serious too this is the dumbest thing I have ever read.

[GameFreaksStudios]

@Halbert986 People do it because theyre fucking stupid. Now shut the flying fuck up and GTFO

[Halbert986]

@GameFreaksStudios you're 8, you know nothing, you lose good day sir. It's like trying to explain the color red to a blind guy arguing with someone as stupid as you.

[GameFreaksStudios]

@Halbert986 you wanna Join this arguement You low IQ Piece of shit? Suicide Is for retards. Fuck you, fuck your face, and fuck your family. PS. Im colorblind

[Wals141]

@GameFreaksStudios Oh my god, how are old you 6? The reason people consider suicide is because of depression you idiot. Grow up and try to be considerate

[GameFreaksStudios]

@Wals141 Oh my god shut the fuck up, suicide is stupid and crazy you dont know shit, you could never be so depressed that you wanna end your life on this earth thats like a little bullshit excuse... fuck you.

[Wals141]

@GameFreaksStudios And I'm sure you know all about the feeling of suicide, experienced are you? Have you heard of being sensitive towards other, stupid cunt.

[GameFreaksStudios]

@Wals141 Sensitive? More like being a pussy ass bitch!

[Wals141]

@GameFreaksStudios Hahahaha you don't even know the real definition of the word sensitive, how about you try empathize? Oh, sorry you wouldn't understand that either

[GameFreaksStudios]

@Wals141 Sensitive, Sen-si-tive Adjective

Quick to take offense; touchy.

Empathize, Em-path-ize Verb

to engage in or feel empathy.

Top that bitch.

[Wals141]

@GameFreaksStudios Sensitive can mean be considerate towards other feelings also, but yes some think 'Quick to take offense' is the only definition, and empathize is pretty much to put yourself in someone else's shoes. Now how about we end this silly argument? It's only youtube so no point for either of us getting angry

[GameFreaksStudios]

@Wals141 Thank you... I was waiting for a comment like this... This thread was pissing me off.

[PastaPresentFuture]

hey man, it takes a lot of courage to talk about the troubles in your life and i respect you for that, you are a true inspiration =). too bad whenever i play black ops i wanna kill myself thou...

[rsgpt2]

/watch?v=nGNf3hAF_1U



[chulo1990]

Hey man video games also save my life my life from the gang n drug n violence I would like to thank you for sharing ur story

[jordybordy007]

good story man, im glad u beat ur deppresion

[gaige8383]

u r write

[cornytheman]

Great video man be a 100% proud and not get knocked down , but still i am an athiest so cant be bothered with negativity and i see further so yeah it helps for depression :)

[MaxFlared]

good video

[BloodyEddie]

Great idea and I know it took alot of courage to be able to talk about your life, not only is it hard telling people, but you're exposing yourself in front of millions of viewers that you don't even know. And it just makes you look like you have a bright aura surrounding you and don't let anyone take away that happiness.

Peace & Love.

[ssaijan4goku]

L look at you merkin all over summit

[callofdutyaddict77]

If gamers could have their own country, we would elect you president.

[krypdikk420]

And as for soundofbnd, I'm not even gonna get started cuz like I said kid, I was all fucked up, and I have more than enough to help me out w. All tht shit and if having this many ppl care for him helps him, than all the more power to him

[krypdikk420]

Yo blackcat215, just so u know I feel bad cuz I was high on some otha shit when I wrote tht and just completely overlooked the fact that your still young and you need time to figure all tht shit out, but just so u know I retract any past comments, and I know what its like, and you may think u have it worked out but be careful man, u never know when its gonna sneek up and bite you in the ass, figurativly speaking that is, but be safe kid

[krypdikk420]

And before people start hating I just want you to know I delt with real problems growing up, depression by 10, drugs by 12, junkie by 15, I've done it all, and believe me when I say you can't shit a shitter, I hope my comments make you realize how mad you making this video makes me, I can't believe thses kids buy this.

[krypdikk420]

You are an immature little boy, and taking a pill that is legal cannot 'give' you a mental dissability, if you truely believe it did than you have every right to sue for compensation and damages. Don't worry though, if you try tht the companies experts will just PROVE you to be a liar, or just an idiot

[SoundOfDnB]

@krypdikk420 First of all, why are you doing this? He is clearly sad about this, And if you've listened he already had the dissability, but the pills activated it. Because of a wierd chemical they put in those kind of pills.

You are just butt hurt that no one helps you and supports you and he's got thousands of people supporting him, and he loves what he does!

leaving theses idiotic comments will get you hated you know.

[krypdikk420]

wow kid, your a clown, your 17 years old, your still in high school so stop actin like u got 'scholarships' and lost em, u dt lose scholarships from havinf mental dissabilities. Have you ever heard of equal opportunity? Also, you claim to be 'cured', depression and bipolar NEVER go away, they may go dorment, but you were clearly just a little brat who had an anger issue, stop acting like your someone these kids can look up too, your a loser looking for sympathy so tht u can get views and subs.

[michaelbryant21]

@krypdikk420 you right about some things.

a pretty large percentage of teenagers feel depressed/suicidal at some point in their life and this guy just felt sad for half a school year.

[TheYinDynasty]

@krypdikk420 Jesus christ dude. First, scholarships only last if grades and performance are still top notch, and obviously with the incoming mental issues and depression it was bound to happen. Also, the pill didn't give him a mental dissability, it was simply a genetic disorder in the family. The pill just triggered it. And yes, you may have had some issues as a kid, but that has nothing to do with him sending out a video about his own life. This was a message to other gamers.

[supersmartfood]

@krypdikk420 dont you have anything better to do than hate on videos by posting entire paragraphs of you ranting on and on about something that he will probably never read? and if that is truly your opinion and that we should not look up to him, then you sir, are no better than him.

[OnePieceNarutoFanxD]

sad story.... :( but OMG COD as a hoppy ? u  made me really cry

[TheReachGuy1]

@andwii don't belittle the plight of other people dude, because depression is depression,  and it is horrible no matter how long it lasts. Well, keep on trucking and try to find beauty in the world, because its there. Btw, have you tried believe in a power greater than yourself? It might help. Hope you get back on track and live life to the fullest, because you only get one shot; one chance to live and then your time is up, so I hope you live a long happy life with no regrets.

[VoicesInsideYourMind]

If your 'Real-life friends' called you losers, they aren't true friends. And you should see if you can get them on CoD and PWN THERE ASS!!!

[beakerox]

if CoD saved your life then i am a little worried about you son.

[ThePheonixKing32]

Lol, way to go! I had depresion as well and I was suisidel, but the way I got out of it was figuring out that life sucks, people are assholes, deal with it. Lol, I love my philosophy. And the sad part about this, is that now I want to study the mind when I grow up. Lol... Typing this message is fun!

[MrYashiBEAST]

@ThePheonixKing32

Lol doesn't mean "lots of love"...

[ThePheonixKing32]

@MrYashiBEAST I know.

[FutureShock713]

Way to go dude. You be the best at whatever you like to do.

[andwii]

sorry man, but thats well... a shitty story of depression. Compaired to that, well ive seen hell and back compared to this. Im sorry, but its true. Try lasting 2.5 years in depression, or my aunt who has for the past 6 years and going been depressed. Sorry to seem rude and assholeish, but that's nothing compared to people I have seen in depression. Its still nice to know that you made it out fine though, I just relapsed into my depression bout a few months ago, Im feelin a bit better myself.

[killspamjr]

Subscribed :) You inspired me Thumbs up people! And Fav =)

[callofdutymadness1]

You Know?

[bivek2000]

Dude i hear u

[ripsticker84]

I really have been inspired by you. I really want to congradulate you for having the courage to say this in a darker and worse part of yourlife. Thank you! Liked favorited commented subscribe!

[frozenreaper111]

I hate it when people comment on a video that has nothing to do with it. This guy is telling his life story and you guys are advertising or saying something inappropriate or even fighting. Everyone who gives encouragement or says something nice, those are the people with heart and those are the people who make this world a better place.

[dylan61912345678]

U NO?

[Robbieflyrob]

I'm glad this has helped you so much. Balance exercise with gaming and you're golden. I play sports semi-professionally and also skate semi-professionally. Make sure you enjoy the outdoors and keep active so that you can "Live long and play games!"

[captainbobey]

Deep...

[TheSoulSilver221]

@tomthedragonslayer you sir meet reality

[quilava7]

Fuck u ifayde go fuck ur self

[2010sk8erboy]

i almost cried d:

[LeSkoog]

@BetaMan1313 Lol dipshit I can still reply to your comment. Dumbass

[MrBanChinga]

@lFayde

Stop being a fucking cunt, jesus fucking christ, people like you piss off everyone, can't you be just fucking happy for the guy? Fucking prick hope you burn in hell.

[iDommmmmmmmmmmm]

@lFayde And you're ugly and gay. Why you ask? Cause you have no proof that you're not.

[rylando100]

@lFayde WOW I DONT HAVE ANY SUBS SO WAHT

[rylando100]

@IFayde shut up NO ONE likes u so get a life u fucking fag

[EssenceMusic14]

how much do you want to bet that the 92 dislikes are gingers

[TheLittleGinga]

@EssenceMusic14 not cool 

[EssenceMusic14]

@TheLittleGinga lmao, just playing. i'm a ginger too, brah.

[rylando100]

@lFayde sut up u fag



[rylando100]

for all u people that thinks that he is a fag he is not it takes a big man to confess this to the whole world so fuck u

[WesleyR2803]

We are not nerds for just playing war games, playing war games make us more capacibilty to the true War

[igotmage1]

must see black ops video! /watch?v=259EvHry6ho

[XxXBrendanXx]

@lFayde your a faggot fuck off

[IkxDVlogs]

@lFayde

How the F*CK would you be able to prove yourself in a BO video, you fucking dumbass.

And why would you lie about such a story? It's obviously the truth, you can hear the emotion in his voice. So shut the fuck up you heartless asshole.

[rb22123]

good for you man, this shows courage to share tht story

[IkanaLink98]

who could dislike this? you cold-hearted sons of bitches.

[decoLFC2011]

nice vid mate :D

[Demonator9090]

Just wondering what schools were offering you scholarships, because i

thought colleges/universities aren't allowed to even contact athletes until after their junior year, so I'm just wondering.

[xPaaDz]

92 people that dislike play minecraft or somthing

[GameFreaksStudios]

We are the few we are the proud we are the gamers

[1234cgonzalez]

My friends also make fun of me when I play cod: blackops. It makes me feel like I shouldn't play anymore.

[TheOnlyEagleAndy]

Thanks man, When I got my PS3 I played it too much and gained some weight (Not alot, im not fat just chubby.) and I stopped with football (Soccer) and Hockey and I became less energetic and most of my friends left me and I dont talk about much but games because it literally is most of my life and I feel that if it wasnt for my PS3 I would be a wreck right now and I have met such great friends online.

Thanks Video games!

[gerudgutierrez]

@futurerev21 Hey,tool,im not spreading my atheism or my "athiesism". You spreading your christianity is really annoying actually.Noone here cares what you believe...they just had the patience to ignore it.Your advice isnt helping at all...idiot. False hope is pathetic...now stop spreading christianity and get out of here.

[MrSuicidalidiot]

Feeding the trolls.

[ConzaBoy0503]

I'm so glad I watched this life changing video...oh wait.

[StephenDeise2point0]

Morals of the story : be proud of yourself and dont do drugs :)

[Jare6ear]

There are two level 3's, a level 4, a level 5, and two level 30's, all unprestiged, on the other team

[all1names2are3taken4]

I almost cry'd. good thing you are still here :).

[Miniminer205]

Good job! and keep gaming.

[FERGbeibah]

Amen

[iChrissyHD]

Great Stuff Bro <3

[xxXYoAriYoXxx]

very inspiring.

[istabyouinthefacenow]

this is really cool. Itd be a lot more touching if half of his words werent like and you know:/ great speech though.

[slomrs1]

we are not nerds .... we are not geeks .... we ARE GAMERS

[istabyouinthefacenow]

@slomrs1 very true dude!

[Thedanishhaterguy]

@slomrs1 nahh your defently nerds :D

[slomrs1]

@Thedanishhaterguy nahh we are not .... geeks are wow players

[Thedanishhaterguy]

@slomrs1 hell yea CoD Rocks! :)

[slomrs1]

i see, i see ... you just like to kill virtual peoples 

[slomrs1]

that's right ...COD fan, suck this bf

[slomrs1]

ur 16 y old ?!

[speedyspaz]

man...

if only people could admit things like you did.

im realy proud of you even though i've enver met you.

i really hope some kids watch these videos and this can really change there lives...

gaming is a hobby man. make it what you make it.

only one persons opinion matters at the day.

yours.

[MrHellSpaw]

@speedyspaz man you are a god

[MegaAxel34]

there should be a love button

[GreenJuiceBoxz]

:)

[BNSproductionsLTD]

90 people are nazi's :/

[jokerkillaO666]

touching story my fellow gamer



[1karnageish]

you my friend are very inspirational and i thank you youve made me see my life in a very different and i would like if you guys would subscribe to me  -1karnageish

[paparinos92]

dude ty for posting this!

[juju2]

that is cool finley some one some one who under stands

[TheUgandaSlurpeez]

Well thanks that was deffinatly an inspiring story... to bad every time i play cod blackops i want to kill myself.

[random0review0vlogs]

@TheUgandaSlurpeez lol

[goggari]

A file purpose.... WHOS FUCKING LIFE PURPOSE IS PLAYING GAMES!!!???

[Hudahudahu]

@goggari His purpose is playing them AND entertaining other people with his videos

[goggari]

@Hudahudahu No wonder hes a virgin. =P

[666MoMo88]

@goggari hell yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

[NeroGamers]

touching story man. toching story, :')

[1silversword]

awww haha :D so nice

[connorwilde97]

i didnt even watch the gameplay, i watched you the whole thing.

[connorwilde97]

ive never seen you before, but im glad i watched this video and recently ive changed all of my friends cause i game alot and they called me a nerd too, so i changed my friends and now im happy too :)

[isi100023]

that was sad i cry

[FO3Vatobreak]

I subscribed. 8'D

[UltimaStrife19]

You're pretty cool. I subscribed

[mythic456]

This made me subscribe

[Smiplayah]

this story actually touched me, great story bro

[Sagar2198]

i swear i have seen this video before ?

[TheGryoz]

@Sagar2198 well he said at the end of it that he uploaded the video some time ago but deleted it and reuploaded it just now to machinima

[Sagar2198]

@TheGryoz oh well i watched the first 2 mins and then thought to my self i have seen this so i comented to tuned out thanks for the heads up anyways ;)

[EPICDUCKMAN]

Great story man friend me please

[hourlongwolf85]

the 88 people are fucking douchbags

[Trooper51098]

thats very brave of u to do that

[xOfSoundAndFury]

This guy is an inspiration.