Whisper 121 - More drawing and rambling (Part 2)

[PadawanPaddy]

coo coo. i am off, but u r on another planet. too self aware.

[drummrgy]

Not a very deep question, but what is that surface you're drawing on?

[yeshuaYHVHechad]

You're right to concentrate on the "now" & not worry about the future! (Matthew 6:25-34) expresses, "Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they? And who of you by being worried can add a single hour to his life? "So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

[yeshuaYHVHechad]

I noticed U mentioned God & that U feel there must be a "higher power." Dont know where U stand on this but have U ever read the Bible? It is a book of LIGHT, LIFE, HOPE & TRUTH! (Jer 29:13) God says, "You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." (Psalm 55:2) says, "Cast your burden upon the LORD and He will sustain you; He will never allow the righteous to be shaken. (1 Peter 5:7) says, "casting all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you."

[thasrong]

I, as many who have commented here have already said, can relate so much to what you are saying. It feels so strange, at times, being presented with the fact that so many others have had this issue of overthinking when the actually feeling seems to breed a kind of loneliness that you feel no one deals with. At least that's how I feel. I hope you are feeling better.

[WhisperDreamehz]

I realize that it's been about a year now, and I have this strong feeling someone has already mentioned this song to you, but when you said you wanted all of your cells to work in harmony the first thing I thought of was "Beautiful Bride' by Flyleaf. If you haven't already heard it you may want to. It's quite the beautiful song itself. This was a great video, thanks for posting it!

[lemonpartyhellyeah]

@SmokingKiIIs1993 i once kicked a badgers face off its body,and it landed on jesus' face

[lemonpartyhellyeah]

@SmokingKiIIs1993 yeah totally dude thats so gnarly /:

[lemonpartyhellyeah]

@SmokingKiIIs1993 yh well the funny thing is i will never get old so ill call you when i plan on committing suicide.so you telling me to kill myself,well it doesnt bother me because i plan on doing it one day anyway lol.not yet though ;).i said i got that you were joking about the fake and gay.which is why i told you it wasnt funny.

[lemonpartyhellyeah]

@SmokingKiIIs1993 yeah.i got that lmao.and i said thats not funny.so i got that dickhead.and you tell me i have a tiny brain then you tell me to kill myself.hmmmm seems to me your the retarded one

[lemonpartyhellyeah]

@SmokingKiIIs1993 whats the joke?you never even made a joke.you're being ambiguous so it seems like you have meaning in what your saying.you dont,you are a massive twat lol

[lemonpartyhellyeah]

@SmokingKiIIs1993 some other guy mentioned how much of a tool you sounded too.your'e making your saying look like a twat.you are an obvious troll.you didnt even use fake and gay in the right context.if your going to do it do it right lmao

[lemonpartyhellyeah]

@SmokingKiIIs1993 sorry.thats not really funny really is it.even when people first started saying it it was never funny.

[jordana8899]

The devil is in the details

[PoopPowerLI]

dna molecule vagina

[SilentRegulator]

You seem very self aware, much like myself. That can be a good thing and a bad thing. Really enjoyed this and your drawing was great :)

[c1t1zensn1ps]

tried relaxing to the vid, but i got too caught up in what you were saying to mindlessly enjoy it like i do most everything else. Super familiar with your situation. At least i think i am. Basically thinking too much,  right? Im assuming theres also alot of indecision in there to. Well, id say you were on the right track with prayer. My thing was getting too caught up in thinking and not doing what i knew i should have been doing. Eventually i sorta alienated everyone i knew. Sucks.

[WhisperSister]

@c1t1zensn1ps I'm sorry to hear that... were you able to remedy the situation? When I made this video I was totally caught up in my thinking. Since then I've been able to get a bit of distance from it. To let my thoughts pass through my mind without necessarily engaging with them or being controlled by them in the same way. That's helped a lot. It allows me to take a more objective approach to things. I hope you're doing well with it :-)

[williamblakeism]

Sounds like you're trying to transcend to human ego to experience undiluted reality.

Very zen :)

You ought to check out Osho. He words this entire concept really simply.

All eastern philosophy is about this kind of awareness, zen, taoism, buddhism.

Hope you're well.

[Anemicnapalm]

infinite labia 

[Anemicnapalm]

i like this video, you speak very intelligently, unlink me , i still act like a ten year old

[isurelydontknow1]

We should talk lol

[WhisperSister]

@isurelydontknow1 Yeah? Can you relate? lol

[Anemicnapalm]

VVVVVAAAAGGGIIIINNNNAAA!

[WhisperSister]

@Anemicnapalm Hahaha best comment ever! I totally didn't see it until after I'd uploaded this but yep, there it is lol. It's kinda cute though, no? lol

[HitAltF4Please]

@WhisperSister So vaginas are cute, huh? lol ^_^

[DATRUTH6981]

@WhisperSister Your awesome! and so is that voice of yours!!!!! Brilliant!!!

[emmibebu]

@Anemicnapalm OMG this could have been so relaxing but because my mind is sick I was only able to look that vagina! :'D Ps. I'm not 14 year old horny boy ;)

[Skakavac524130]

I DO LIEK IT!

[MajorDuceXXL]

she`s fucking hight looooooooooool

[WhisperSister]

@MajorDuceXXL The scary thing is this is me stone cold sober. There's a reason I haven't made a whisper vid while high haha.

[BeardManTing]

@WhisperSister If you do a whisper high I'll reply with a whisper video off my face....gwann

!

[pjayala01]

Your voice is so sweet!

I use to overthink too!

I tried some meditation... I helps clearing your mind (and your soul if you're a believer, hehe) and I think it gave me great results...

You should try it too!

Greetings from Mexico!

[cctampa33617]

You are very insightful, this video was reassuring to me, thankyou

[Anemicnapalm]

Looks like a vag

[WhisperSister]

@Anemicnapalm I know, hey? I did not realize that until AFTER I uploaded it lol. But now it's all I can see. Oh well, it's pretty :-) Hahaha

[lakers1221369]

@Anemicnapalm with piercings

[sineadlouisa]

Hey there, i really like ur doodles,was so relaxed watching u do them..keep up the good work....

[rhcp4565]

Whenver you feel your mind "taking over," just be aware of them, just watch them. Dont judge them, just be aware of them. This will calm your mind, for u realize that they are JUST thoughts, just creations of the mind, examples of the minds infinite power....which can actually be reasuring. All the negatives thoughts we have are simply examples of the minds power....think of how much good we can do with our minds!!

[MrPredatoronline]

therapy

[feveryoucantsweat]

This is such a good relaxation idea. And I overthink just as much as you do :)

[RaeRae914]

I like this vid ,,i do a lot of the stuff u mentioned but u seem very smart and ur handling ur situation very very well,,word of advice i hope u dont mind me telling u this ,,but b4 u have kids (if u havent already) make sure ur very sure about it ,coz they make the whole thing way worse like ur future worries and such ok just gt way worse,,, and hey u dont sound crazy at all ,,not one bit :)

[darcprinston]

@WhisperSister i know how you feel with the overthinking to near insanity thing. according to my friends (and now myself) I do the exact same thing, and it's really a hassle. but, on a different note, your videos do help pit me to sleep. thank you :)

[DarrenFerguson1]

what the fuck are u talking about

[Sealzzzzzzzzz]

Check out Lateralus by the band Tool.

Read into its meaning and it really sounds similar to what your describing. ^_^

[bluehorse760]

i think that more like a doodle...but its really cool!

[WhisperSister]

@bluehorse760 Yeah it's totally a doodle. I don't claim to be an artist by any means lol. Thanks though!

[awhell666]

@WhisperSister you're totally good though. I was hoping you would tell me what kind of pencil you're using and what type of sketchbook that is. Is it a moleskin?

[WhisperSister]

@awhell666 Thank you :-) Yes it is a Moleskine. The sketchbook, with the heavy paper, light purple label if I remember correctly. The pencil is just a regular #2 I think. It was just lying around.

[theninkynonk]

just stay in the present enjoy life dont worry to much deal with one hurdle at a time :) thats what i did.

[kimkeyjong]

too much free time

[summerpl0x]

this is like the coolest song ive ever heard, even though its not a song at all, id ton knwo what im satying its christmas day at 2am and im commenting on this cool story bro niwo i may also be a bit drunk

[mrtretre100]

@summerpl0x cool story bro

[summerpl0x]

@mrtretre100 LOL i dont remember typing that at all

[stevencolt45]

who are u? i dont understand how u can logically explane my mind.

[stnkiwnkiwonkid]

do you realise that you are overthinking about your overthinking ??

[WhisperSister]

@stnkiwnkiwonkid Haha... VERY good point. You're totally right. It worked for what I needed at the time though. Thanks for your comment :-)

[igotnothin4]

that drawing rocks!

[WhisperSister]

@igotnothin4 Thanks!!

[Youngd2007]

I PROMISE you make so much sense, dont think you are alone ....its like you think so much you are in another world ...i say its the thoughts of an ambitious person looking for more. I always think ...the best way to keep from over thinking is to stay busy ...exercise and have friends you can talk to. The crazy thing about it is it comes out of NOWHERE and you just start thinking like you never did before, everything will be alright tho... keep the deep videos coming!

~ydbeatz~

[WhisperSister]

@Youngd2007 Thank you for your comment! I've been working pretty diligently at learning how to use my thinking as a tool instead of a weapon (against myself). I'm grateful for my mind and the way it works, but I definitely need to stay in control of it or it can be very dangerous. I really appreciate you sharing your perspective and encouragement :-)

[iloveskatinyo]

Amen, ill pray for you to whispersister

[blueberriesandcocoa]

It's like listening to myself! :) I do the exact same thing or thinking, but I feel all crazy when I explain it to others. Hope everything is well with you, great video ;-)

[PS3isbig100]

you make my day!

[welovepies]

You've helped me a lot tonight. Lately I've been letting my imagination take over thinking about the future and not taking notice of the present, which I should do to actually change the future instead of fantasising about it. Pretending won't get me the boy. =/

[prosopagnosia]

I have probably seen this clip about 20 times by now. You know what, you sound like an amazing human being, and I can not explain why I get that feeling about you. it may be because listening to your sound gives me a chill down my spine, in a positive manner, like an eargasm (urban dictionary). Sooo soothing, comfortable.

[ImpossiblePrincess7]

I listent to this when I study and I find it so relaxing. It really helps me focus, thank you.

[sjwatt]

In love with the sound of your voice. Thanks!

[sjwatt]

In love with the sound of your voice. Thanks!

[prosopagnosia]

I rly like your vids. Not that I have anything similar to OCD or anything (not labelling you), but I do tend to live in my own little reality, which is probably even worse than depression, since it gives me the feeling of belonging somewhere else. Your vids are soothing and relaxing though^^ lovely ^^

Anyway...thinking is a good sign of intelligence :D, AND you are multitasking ^^

Good luck girl ;) best regards from a norwegian boy

[BigTArmada]

I r teh confused... what you call your "thinking mind" is what CAN change things around you... but those have to be/aren't limited to your decisions.. and no you don't sound crazy. If you are unhappy, change things, you're thinking mind will help you do this... do not fear it. It is you.

[TalkinWTyler]

wow.. you are having the same problems as i am.. so happy to hear im not alone. (btw.. im a guy)

[SolidSnake3131]

Sounds like a case of "literal-thinking." My own made up definition of how one can worry about the smallest of things that can be believed to drastically influence the future...

[WhisperSister]

@SolidSnake3131 Good point... It's amazing how often we can catch ourselves running wild with assumptions about the future and not stopping to question whether or not they're actually going to happen. I've been doing it again lately lol. So re-reading your comment was timely and appreciated :-) Thank you!

[SolidSnake3131]

@WhisperSister No problem. I understand your situation completely. It sucks. haha. Sometimes I can not even go without worrying about something. Hard to chill out.

[blondiecec]

This video is exactly what I needed to hear...thank you!

[wasssup1990]

You can talk and draw at the same time! Oh that's right, girls can multitask. Hehe.

[WhisperSister]

@wasssup1990 lol I guess... :-)

[trodd1sox]

What you call rambling in the title I call pouring out your heart. Nothing wrong with that, love. You know what they say, "A problem shared....."

Cool drawings by the way!

[WhisperSister]

@trodd1sox Thank you... I have found these videos to be a great outlet for working through the things I struggle with. It's nice when people are so supportive and encouraging... I appreciate it :-)

[fing3rbang]

With your thoughts and such it sounds to me like a bit of OCD

I have it, it sounds like you have something similar...

just a thought 8]

[WhisperSister]

@fing3rbang Hmm.... could very well be. I'm trying to get away from labels like that these days though. I think OCD, anxiety, depression, etc are all different expressions of the same thing... out of control thinking. At least that's been my experience. I appreciate the suggestion though :-)

[GhostFLA]

haha this video is so awesome. i never knew there were videos like this. i have always had trouble falling asleep and listening to this makes me fall asleep so fast lol. so thanks!!

[WhisperSister]

@GhostFLA You're welcome! Glad it helps :-) Thanks for your comment!

[parkerbob99]

very beautiful artwork. I love the bold lines and the fact you barely ever make mistakes :) when I draw i pencil very light and often make a shit ton of errors xD

[AikoSaori]

GOD, I can relate.

[WhisperSister]

@AikoSaori It's a bitch, huh? Thanks for your comment :-)

[spice419]

the first shot kind of looked like.. emmm haha plz dont delete my comment

[WhisperSister]

@spice419 Hahahaha i was waiting for someone to catch that... Totally unintentional but once I noticed it... it's all I can see now lol.

[jachancellor]

wow i cant even draw a straight line lol

[enatomx]

im really glad your back, and really like the drawing videos, coz it mellows out your whisper, coz you whisper in harmony with the strokes,

[WhisperSister]

@enatomx Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed this. I'll probably make another one soon :-)

[cperk0507]

I love this video!!!!! I do love the sound of the pencil, so if you could talk a little less next time... haha... Thank you! :)

[WhisperSister]

@cperk0507 Haha I'll see what I can do. This may come as a shock, but I love to talk ;-) Although these days I find a little silence to be a good thing. I'll make another one of these soon.

[TheKurisu90]

What you said was actually v. important to me when I heard this video. Thank you :)

Whisper videos with drawing are so much more relaxing. We get to hear your lovely whispering voice, and also see a beautiful image take shape.

And no joke- you could go on to write a self-help book on emotional wellbeing later on in life. Going through what you've gone through, you realise its importance and you've also learnt a heck of a lot. :D

[WhisperSister]

@TheKurisu90 I'm glad you liked the drawing part & that you got something out of what I had to say. I am learning a lot at the moment and I like making these videos as a record of it all so I can look back at it later if I need a reminder. I put them up on YouTube because if there are other people out there struggling with similar issues who might benefit from hearing about my experience, then it's another way to find something positive in a painful situation. Thank you so much for your comment!

[MesmerEyes918]

You have the most relaxing voice ever. . .!

[WhisperSister]

@MesmerEyes918 Thank you :-) Glad you enjoyed this!

[flekhes]

thanks for another drawing video, i love these

[WhisperSister]

@flekhes My pleasure! Glad you liked it :-)