Look I know we haven't talked in awhile but you look really bad in this video (no offense). Are you ok? I know the pain you feel. Trust me I know and I'm not just saying it! I will be praying for you.
we share some of the same experiences. I sit imagining the pain and hurt. But the truth is we need more people like to share what some will never be able to discuss until its our funeral. PLEASE continue to reach out and share your story. U can never forget but CAN and WILL get through. Your natural beauty alone is wonderful......nevermind the inspiration in your voice. LIVE for US (the unspoken) and your children....the world. NEVER give up
iloVe Yu SoOoO MuCh FoR diS BoO!!! iWaS MoleStd As A lil GuRl...eVeRYdAY iWaNNa die. EVeRYdAY iQueStioN My WoRtH. BUt liKe Yu...iFoUNd YoUtUbe. TO SoMe it MaY SoUND SillY & SiMPle...bUt iN diS PlACe iVe FoUND FolKs liKe Yu tO HelP Me thRu.....BeiN Me. I loVe Yu lAdY. *XoX*
I thank you for putting this video up and for telling us this part of you. You're so right about how people don't talk about sexual abuse- how can we show naked woman on tv everyday, but not teach people to stop rape or teach others about how damaging sexual assault is? It doesn't make sense. Your video is a step towards helping end this culture in America, one that jokes about rape and even teaches others to. You are a strong and beautiful woman. You shine so bright and are an inspiration.
1. You have no reason to feel shame. You are not the one who did something shameful. the person who took advantage of an innocent child (innocent child =you) is the one who carries the shame.
2. Embrace the hurt. Feel it. Accept it. And, in the words of my Grandmother, "Now, baby...build a bridge...and get over it." Go ahead and feel the pain, holler at God...cry...but realize, there is nothing in your past that can touch you or harm you because it is in the past...OVER...DONE...
@poppysfit 3. "If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you.
If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you." Jesus Christ
Whether you are religious or not, you have to admit Jesus knew something about how to deal with life on a spiritual level. I think his words meant even if the something you are bringing forth is a negative memory or part of your life, you have to "bring it forth" and deal with it. It is worth
@poppysfit the pain if it means being able to move forward and leave that part of your life behind. (I spent a week getting on my knees, crying, screaming, questioning and cursing God before I was finally able to get still enough in my mind to release the past and let go of my hurt. Not a pretty picture :>) but worth it... Good luck to you and God bless...
You're beautiful and you inspire me. You remind me of an aunt of mine that recently passed. Your spirit is free, you're a butterfly. I was molested as a child and I just try not to ever think about it. I guess suppressing it has not helped in my life as far as intimate relationships go thus far, but I feel as if I've been dealing OK. Maybe you're right that we should "talk about it" more but over the years I have created a habit of suppressing it way down just to go on with my life day to day.
What happened to you is Horrible, your brave and strong wow i'm just shocked coz I started watchin you recently and I didnt expect this 2 have happened to you in the past :o
Hi Sharika. You are a very special young lady. You are the only lady I have ever suscribed to. I even showed my wife. She wasn't too happy that I suscribed to a beautiful young lady's Video log, but I still suscribed. I like your videos and you ARE special! Todays world is insane. Everything is backwards. It is real easy to feel hopeless, depressed and all that. But you have something special. You shine brighter! So when you get depressed it hurts more. I pray that you stay strong!
it does get better! not to simplify your situation but my advice is to continue to redirect your thoughts when darkness creeps in.. many many people would like to erase the past and unfortunately it will never happen.. You're beautiful!! suicide is never an option because you will ALWAYS have a better day than the day you feel bad enough to consider it.. keep shrugging the devil off
this got me tearing up, it's so sad that there is disgusting people who do this to children and scar them for the rest of their lives, I have laughed so much with your videos and I never would've thought you had such a horrific past. I hope that you can get past this and try to heal your soul because you sure have made me smile on several occasions when I wasn't so happy and I hope that you just get what you deserve, happiness
Thank you for sharing this. It takes a tremendous amount of strength to tell your story when you feel the world couldn't possibly understand. Thank you. You always have an ear to talk to and a shoulder to cry on here
Forget about the past ! what happend happend ! most peeps come in this wor1d through some kind of crazyness its not your fau1t! when the time comes they wi11 pay for it and you wi11 know about it
got support for you! I love you to death and i struggle everyday too! Go to a therapist and find a solution to overcome the past. We all support you and we all love you and we hope you will be able to get past all the hurt you've been through
Thank you for sharing my sister. In letting go of the hurt, you will embrace happiness. You are love. You have nothing to be ashamed of. Let go of those who project this energy onto you. You have no shame. Divine happiness comes to you now. I love you sister for having the strength to share this. You are a better person than those who abused you. You are love. It gets better. You are needed. Your babies need you. You are worthy of all your abundant dreams. Claim them. U R <3
I am here and I am praying for you. I ask for you to be covered in a hedge of protection, and remove the spirit of sadness and frustration from you. I love you girl! I'll email you in a bit!
I can not put into words what I am thinking, I completely empathize with you and pray for for you. My cousin went through something similar and this video has bought me to tears. thank you for sharing this with us. God bless and be strong, and hopefully this too shall pass X
Girl your are not the only one. There are others who are in the pain you're in. We just wonder why we were put on this planet, but you need to realize that we are "meaningful" and put on this planet for a reason. We are needed. Love you and God bless.
You are a creative person stay honest and love yourself. I don't know you personally but I'm a fan of your wonderful talent. Don't let the shitheads win. You are god damn LADYSOAL!
Hi, I don't usually comment on youtube videos, but I just wanted you to know that I watched your video and I support you. Please don't give up. I have faith in you.
Don't freak out Sharika, tomorrow morning will always be better... (I've tried to die quite a few times)... plus, insane asylums are even more depressing and disgustingly sanitary than our outsider lives. I hope you smile after reading this.
Hey, I just wanted to let you know that you are an amazing and strong person. My father commited suicide when I was 12, i'm 15 now, so I know what suicide can do to a family. People love you and to at least one person, you are their whole world. You were put on this earth for a purpose. You have a great sense of humor and I love watching your videos, you make other people smile and get away from the world for a minute. It will get better; through prayer and faith. Keep your head up! (:
we're all here for you Girl!!!!!!!! You can do this!!!!! Don't turn to suicide it's not the answer. Just like you said your a mother, a daughter, a sister, a cousin, a friend etc. those people would be devastated if you were gone and so would we!! We all support you 1000000000000000%!! So just stay strong!!!
It does get better. My mother was in the same boat except it went from 1 until she married and moved out. It took her years to get over it. And i know at times she still thinks about it, but she found a way. You will too. Stay strong. I respect you so much for this video. Bless you. You're an inspiration.
Wow i think your are amazing for being able to talk about this. I know your asking for help, but truth is you are probably helping someone by speaking out without even knowning it. A lot of times in our community mental health is so taboo, but i think you should speak to a psychologist just to help deal with emotions and the pain. I think you should also get involved with an organization relating to abuse, i think you would inspire a lot of people and i think it would help you
Talking is the first step. You need to understand that you never did anything wrong. You should not be ashamed of what happened to you. Again I say that you did nothing wrong. When I feel bad I look around at the rest of the world and see other people that have gone thru more troubles then I have ever thought of and think to myself "There but for the grace of GOD go." "I could have been that person." One last thing "Never Give IN, Never Give Up!"
If you need prayer, honey inbox me your number and I will pray with you and we can tell Satan together that he has no power over your life and that we rebuke him in God's holy name!! Be bless my sister in Christ and May God keep his hedges of protection around you. Sweetie also remember to read Psalm 91 every morning, noon, and night... Its a prayer of protection
she was a girl until she was aroung 18 or 19, yet look how far God has brought her. Understand that God is a man of power, and he can help you, but you first have to want it. That mean turn away from your old life and turn to God for a new life. U need to know that when you commit suicide you are destine for hell, so that mean you will continue suffering for eternity, but if you turn to God, you will live forever and you life will begin. Satan has no power over you unless you let him.
Sweetie, suicide is not the key, I had tried numerous of time and understand that God is the only person that can help you. He said in his word that he will bless you double for your former shame. The first step is admitting that you want to God to come into your heart and that you want him to take over your life. Secondly, you need to learn to forgive and to let go. Don't get me wrong it will not be easy at first, but you will feel better. Joyce Myers was raped over 200 timed from the time
Wow, that was really powerful yet sad at the same time. Though you have been through terrible things in your life, remember, you've got a child who depends on you, so you have to pull through for him. No one will love him as you do.. I know your hurting hun, but know that there are people out there who care. Please take care. Hugs x
The healer of the broken hearted stands at the door of your heart. It is Jesus; the one who bore all this shame and pain upon Himself so you may be set free.
I don't know you but I love you. You are a beautiful girl with an amazing spirit. Use your hurt and the memories of the broken past and channel it into a positive outlet, whether it be through your music or a hobby (making more videos). Be proactive about your feelings and know that you are not a victim. And most importantly, TALK about it. Talk, talk, talk to us. Dont silence your pain. We are here for you always. Channel your sadness into happiness, talk to us and remember we love you! You
I have never subscribed to a YouTube feed ever...I subscribed to yours because you're real, exciting, truthful, funny and inspirational. Everyone hurts...end of story. But to be able to talk about it and ask for help, takes a big person. Know that you are special, you are loved, and you may never find the peace you seek, but the pain does dull over time. I'm so sorry you had to experience the hurt that you have, but your viewers care about you, your family and friends care about you, and you ha
Look I know we haven't talked in awhile but you look really bad in this video (no offense). Are you ok? I know the pain you feel. Trust me I know and I'm not just saying it! I will be praying for you.
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we share some of the same experiences. I sit imagining the pain and hurt. But the truth is we need more people like to share what some will never be able to discuss until its our funeral. PLEASE continue to reach out and share your story. U can never forget but CAN and WILL get through. Your natural beauty alone is wonderful......nevermind the inspiration in your voice. LIVE for US (the unspoken) and your children....the world. NEVER give up
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@miss2unique4u i love you ♥
ladysoal1 1 month ago
iloVe Yu SoOoO MuCh FoR diS BoO!!! iWaS MoleStd As A lil GuRl...eVeRYdAY iWaNNa die. EVeRYdAY iQueStioN My WoRtH. BUt liKe Yu...iFoUNd YoUtUbe. TO SoMe it MaY SoUND SillY & SiMPle...bUt iN diS PlACe iVe FoUND FolKs liKe Yu tO HelP Me thRu.....BeiN Me. I loVe Yu lAdY. *XoX*
MzGemiFly 1 month ago
@MzGemiFly thanx for the love and support gemi , you are god's grace ♥
ladysoal1 1 month ago
I thank you for putting this video up and for telling us this part of you. You're so right about how people don't talk about sexual abuse- how can we show naked woman on tv everyday, but not teach people to stop rape or teach others about how damaging sexual assault is? It doesn't make sense. Your video is a step towards helping end this culture in America, one that jokes about rape and even teaches others to. You are a strong and beautiful woman. You shine so bright and are an inspiration.
mishiellie77 1 month ago
1. You have no reason to feel shame. You are not the one who did something shameful. the person who took advantage of an innocent child (innocent child =you) is the one who carries the shame.
2. Embrace the hurt. Feel it. Accept it. And, in the words of my Grandmother, "Now, baby...build a bridge...and get over it." Go ahead and feel the pain, holler at God...cry...but realize, there is nothing in your past that can touch you or harm you because it is in the past...OVER...DONE...
poppysfit 2 months ago
@poppysfit 3. "If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you.
If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you." Jesus Christ
Whether you are religious or not, you have to admit Jesus knew something about how to deal with life on a spiritual level. I think his words meant even if the something you are bringing forth is a negative memory or part of your life, you have to "bring it forth" and deal with it. It is worth
poppysfit 2 months ago
@poppysfit the pain if it means being able to move forward and leave that part of your life behind. (I spent a week getting on my knees, crying, screaming, questioning and cursing God before I was finally able to get still enough in my mind to release the past and let go of my hurt. Not a pretty picture :>) but worth it... Good luck to you and God bless...
poppysfit 2 months ago
You're beautiful and you inspire me. You remind me of an aunt of mine that recently passed. Your spirit is free, you're a butterfly. I was molested as a child and I just try not to ever think about it. I guess suppressing it has not helped in my life as far as intimate relationships go thus far, but I feel as if I've been dealing OK. Maybe you're right that we should "talk about it" more but over the years I have created a habit of suppressing it way down just to go on with my life day to day.
blahblahblahman 2 months ago
What happened to you is Horrible, your brave and strong wow i'm just shocked coz I started watchin you recently and I didnt expect this 2 have happened to you in the past :o
Entaview12 2 months ago
wow you are brave..
xXTiramisuuuXx 2 months ago
But how can you know, remember that from those ages?
ChicaWolverina 2 months ago
@ChicaWolverina it was in my file when i got adopted , plus i have flash backs where i can feel the actual rape . THATS HOW I KNOW
ladysoal1 2 months ago
Hi Sharika. You are a very special young lady. You are the only lady I have ever suscribed to. I even showed my wife. She wasn't too happy that I suscribed to a beautiful young lady's Video log, but I still suscribed. I like your videos and you ARE special! Todays world is insane. Everything is backwards. It is real easy to feel hopeless, depressed and all that. But you have something special. You shine brighter! So when you get depressed it hurts more. I pray that you stay strong!
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it does get better! not to simplify your situation but my advice is to continue to redirect your thoughts when darkness creeps in.. many many people would like to erase the past and unfortunately it will never happen.. You're beautiful!! suicide is never an option because you will ALWAYS have a better day than the day you feel bad enough to consider it.. keep shrugging the devil off
buckyblends 2 months ago
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buckyblends 2 months ago
this got me tearing up, it's so sad that there is disgusting people who do this to children and scar them for the rest of their lives, I have laughed so much with your videos and I never would've thought you had such a horrific past. I hope that you can get past this and try to heal your soul because you sure have made me smile on several occasions when I wasn't so happy and I hope that you just get what you deserve, happiness
LatestPopeye 2 months ago
Thank you for sharing this. It takes a tremendous amount of strength to tell your story when you feel the world couldn't possibly understand. Thank you. You always have an ear to talk to and a shoulder to cry on here
zamyllion 2 months ago
Forget about the past ! what happend happend ! most peeps come in this wor1d through some kind of crazyness its not your fau1t! when the time comes they wi11 pay for it and you wi11 know about it
Interscope100 2 months ago
got support for you! I love you to death and i struggle everyday too! Go to a therapist and find a solution to overcome the past. We all support you and we all love you and we hope you will be able to get past all the hurt you've been through
ImaHotBananaSplit 2 months ago
you made me cry we never knew this and ill pray for you and support you!
SourCreamAndChiveDip 2 months ago
We will always love and support you.
TraurigeJunge 2 months ago
Thank you for sharing my sister. In letting go of the hurt, you will embrace happiness. You are love. You have nothing to be ashamed of. Let go of those who project this energy onto you. You have no shame. Divine happiness comes to you now. I love you sister for having the strength to share this. You are a better person than those who abused you. You are love. It gets better. You are needed. Your babies need you. You are worthy of all your abundant dreams. Claim them. U R <3
margeryehannah 2 months ago
I am here and I am praying for you. I ask for you to be covered in a hedge of protection, and remove the spirit of sadness and frustration from you. I love you girl! I'll email you in a bit!
lonibear 2 months ago
Bless you. May God continue to give you strength. And thank you for helping so many others by sharing your experience.
mastermystic1 2 months ago
I can not put into words what I am thinking, I completely empathize with you and pray for for you. My cousin went through something similar and this video has bought me to tears. thank you for sharing this with us. God bless and be strong, and hopefully this too shall pass X
fatimama7 2 months ago
Girl your are not the only one. There are others who are in the pain you're in. We just wonder why we were put on this planet, but you need to realize that we are "meaningful" and put on this planet for a reason. We are needed. Love you and God bless.
kaurgini05 2 months ago
Use your talent honey to give your message.... and through your healing through your talent you can also help someone else at the same time....
And bless you in your healing process
lovie2000 2 months ago
You are a creative person stay honest and love yourself. I don't know you personally but I'm a fan of your wonderful talent. Don't let the shitheads win. You are god damn LADYSOAL!
dentgregg 2 months ago
:-( I love you, Sharika.
lifeinterrupted 2 months ago
Hi, I don't usually comment on youtube videos, but I just wanted you to know that I watched your video and I support you. Please don't give up. I have faith in you.
Nichchic228 2 months ago
Don't freak out Sharika, tomorrow morning will always be better... (I've tried to die quite a few times)... plus, insane asylums are even more depressing and disgustingly sanitary than our outsider lives. I hope you smile after reading this.
soukupjosephdavid 2 months ago
Hey, I just wanted to let you know that you are an amazing and strong person. My father commited suicide when I was 12, i'm 15 now, so I know what suicide can do to a family. People love you and to at least one person, you are their whole world. You were put on this earth for a purpose. You have a great sense of humor and I love watching your videos, you make other people smile and get away from the world for a minute. It will get better; through prayer and faith. Keep your head up! (:
Blakzey 2 months ago
we're all here for you Girl!!!!!!!! You can do this!!!!! Don't turn to suicide it's not the answer. Just like you said your a mother, a daughter, a sister, a cousin, a friend etc. those people would be devastated if you were gone and so would we!! We all support you 1000000000000000%!! So just stay strong!!!
Peaorth 2 months ago
It does get better. My mother was in the same boat except it went from 1 until she married and moved out. It took her years to get over it. And i know at times she still thinks about it, but she found a way. You will too. Stay strong. I respect you so much for this video. Bless you. You're an inspiration.
xXBeeBeeXx 2 months ago
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tailynn82 2 months ago
Wow i think your are amazing for being able to talk about this. I know your asking for help, but truth is you are probably helping someone by speaking out without even knowning it. A lot of times in our community mental health is so taboo, but i think you should speak to a psychologist just to help deal with emotions and the pain. I think you should also get involved with an organization relating to abuse, i think you would inspire a lot of people and i think it would help you
MsCamilleB 2 months ago
Please don't. You should highly consider enrolling in a support group if more support is needed.
BlaccBoii 2 months ago
Talking is the first step. You need to understand that you never did anything wrong. You should not be ashamed of what happened to you. Again I say that you did nothing wrong. When I feel bad I look around at the rest of the world and see other people that have gone thru more troubles then I have ever thought of and think to myself "There but for the grace of GOD go." "I could have been that person." One last thing "Never Give IN, Never Give Up!"
johnnnyreb51 2 months ago
If you need prayer, honey inbox me your number and I will pray with you and we can tell Satan together that he has no power over your life and that we rebuke him in God's holy name!! Be bless my sister in Christ and May God keep his hedges of protection around you. Sweetie also remember to read Psalm 91 every morning, noon, and night... Its a prayer of protection
msfantasy2013 2 months ago 7
she was a girl until she was aroung 18 or 19, yet look how far God has brought her. Understand that God is a man of power, and he can help you, but you first have to want it. That mean turn away from your old life and turn to God for a new life. U need to know that when you commit suicide you are destine for hell, so that mean you will continue suffering for eternity, but if you turn to God, you will live forever and you life will begin. Satan has no power over you unless you let him.
msfantasy2013 2 months ago
You can beat this...I Support you!!
mekamalikah 2 months ago
Sweetie, suicide is not the key, I had tried numerous of time and understand that God is the only person that can help you. He said in his word that he will bless you double for your former shame. The first step is admitting that you want to God to come into your heart and that you want him to take over your life. Secondly, you need to learn to forgive and to let go. Don't get me wrong it will not be easy at first, but you will feel better. Joyce Myers was raped over 200 timed from the time
msfantasy2013 2 months ago
Wow, that was really powerful yet sad at the same time. Though you have been through terrible things in your life, remember, you've got a child who depends on you, so you have to pull through for him. No one will love him as you do.. I know your hurting hun, but know that there are people out there who care. Please take care. Hugs x
XXabercrombiedivaXX 2 months ago 4
The healer of the broken hearted stands at the door of your heart. It is Jesus; the one who bore all this shame and pain upon Himself so you may be set free.
QFuzzle 2 months ago
I don't know you but I love you. You are a beautiful girl with an amazing spirit. Use your hurt and the memories of the broken past and channel it into a positive outlet, whether it be through your music or a hobby (making more videos). Be proactive about your feelings and know that you are not a victim. And most importantly, TALK about it. Talk, talk, talk to us. Dont silence your pain. We are here for you always. Channel your sadness into happiness, talk to us and remember we love you! You
oxXTJRXxo 2 months ago
I have never subscribed to a YouTube feed ever...I subscribed to yours because you're real, exciting, truthful, funny and inspirational. Everyone hurts...end of story. But to be able to talk about it and ask for help, takes a big person. Know that you are special, you are loved, and you may never find the peace you seek, but the pain does dull over time. I'm so sorry you had to experience the hurt that you have, but your viewers care about you, your family and friends care about you, and you ha
thwarren88 2 months ago
YOU CAN BEAT IT... WITH YAH ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE, AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER.
Fearless2005 2 months ago
Don't!
trestudios 2 months ago