I had an eating disorder and use to be just under 6 stone so 5 stone something, but i got through it and look at me now yh im still thin but im just naturally thin anyway, so if i can do it im sur u can to *hug*
at the begining of the video i looked at you and thought "my god, she's beautiful" and as the video went on i wanted to cry at what you were doing to yourself. thank whatever god anyone here prays to that you saw what was truely wrong and changed. good luck from the bottom of my heart.
That was absolutely beautiful, you're beautiful. I wish you all the best on your journey to becoming healthy and thanks for your inspiring video. I got goosebumps all over.<3
How are you doing now dear? I'm so proud of you for realizing this and trying to get better; I wish I had the courage. you are so strong and beautiful dear. <3
Wow. That was beautiful. This video suggests that you are strong & on a healing path and I hope this is the case. Have the courage to reach out for help if you need it.
omg. this video affected me greatly even tho im not ana quite opposite actually ...idk i jsut somehow feel i can relate to it almsot made me cry...thanks...seriously
Not to be insulting, but I can't understand why females feel that scrawny is hot. tis just sickly. Cheers to you for discovering the beautiful truth. I'd say you at 115 would be great! sorry to say but 88 just looked painful.
All these girls doing this need to take an example from you and start off on the path to healing. I have a buddy with a girlfriend doing this right now, and she's about 85 lbs and is 26 years old. If you don't do something about it yourself, it will kill you, and girls don't realize it. You have a lot going for you. Good luck, and great vid.
i hope you are doing well, i had to watch a loved one go through the same thing. she didnt make. i hope you are stronger then she was. god be with you.
the song goes perfect with your movie.... ur an inspiration... it gets scary to see the changes! and i dont think u were sick... a lot of ppl go through this, im just glad u were smart enough to know!
this video really hit home. spring of 2004 i began a 2 year battle with anorexia. i started off at 100 lbs on a 5'2" frame and by may 2006 i had hit 80 lbs. I've gone through rehab and am now at 120. I wish you the best of luck : )
touching video. i have a few friends with eating disorders and they dont realize thats its a real disease, not just what they see in the mirror. i'm glad you're healing and i think you're very pretty.
damn it, how is that song called!! great!¨I hope the best for your recovery and I'm realy glad that you made this, because it is real! what I didn't like though, is that you didn't write tha name of the song! :(
omg im so glad u realized sumthing wasn't rite. seriously when r ppl gonna realize skinny is never in wit any1!!! Y dont ppl try being fit and healthy, then just skinny. Also curves r good, most men would agree.
I love your clothes. And the Kumagoro plush, so cute! I really do wonder what you actually mean to accomplish by portraying yourself in such an appealing way, though... =_=;
...also looking it was only june... and then august of the same year...gosh you've lost weight so fast...I never thought it was possible to lose that fast...are you in recovery now?
You were slightly skinny at 100 pounds. You're very beautiful, and I love the way you dress. Good luck with the rest of your life as a healthy, beautiful woman.
wow this video was really good. the song brings back tough memories because it's the song i was listening to when i attempted suicide. but, im glad that you are on your way to recovery, even though i am far from it. stay strong
your a very pretty young girl, im glad that you see now how it was controlling your life and that you are back on track to leading a healthy good life. best of luck to you hope all goes well
this scares me. my best friend since the first grade is slim. so slim, in fact, that today we are ninth graders, he lives in a different state hundreds of miles away, and we're still in touch. but now he ways 84 pounds.
If we had everyone in the world watch this video half of them would feel sorrow half would feel bad for you , but me just seeing this video shows me that you can help yourself and change the way you feel :) and thats great i hope you get better
i can tell from the video that you are a beautiful colorful person with a great personality i hope that you beat this and i will keep you in my prayers!! love you!
you need a lot of courage to accept yourself, and to know when you need hlep. but the most important is to to be strong enought to make a change. as we say in Mexico "ánimo, tu puedes"(you can do it).
:( 'm suffering from it i was so sad and unhappy about my weight that i lose 3 stone i was 10 stone b4 i lost the weight but i look worst and cnt help it but thank u 4 making this video it's really inspiring thank u
Wow way way to thin and eat food is good for you my friend used to be anorexic and i was for a little (It wasnt my falt it was some medicine that made me never hungry)
good job girly! I am happy to see girls out there who realize this disorder is a problem instead of praising it. I wish you the best of luck, I hope you get better! *hugs*
I created an account just to leave you this comment. The movie is really emotional and touching. I hope you never go back to being like that. Eat a Big Mac for me. Love yourself. You're beautiful.
You were so beautiful before the weight loss (and even then you looked too thin). Do me a favor, and continue to make films to express yourself. You are an artist. And when an artist stops expressing themselves in positive, healing ways, we can self-destruct.
wow hun.. im glad that you've realized that things aren't right and that you have taken a step to try and help yourself. I hope things work out for you. You are indeed very pretty.
well done on making this video it is excellent! you really help others and make people aware
you're an amazing person good luck on the recovery
ive had problems with eating before but mum stopped me before i could go any further
xleanonmex 4 years ago 946
I had an eating disorder and use to be just under 6 stone so 5 stone something, but i got through it and look at me now yh im still thin but im just naturally thin anyway, so if i can do it im sur u can to *hug*
chrissy9419964 4 years ago 324
i want ur clothes! OMG u look SO cool!.... u looked best at like the very start... dont get any thinner:(
ZoMbIxOxO 4 years ago 655
wow, that's a beautiful video, and you are beautiful too. good luck in your recovery and thanks.
what's the song called btw?
AccioEmma 4 years ago 285
i hope you recover and i just notice most of the model look like that and its not healthy
lilmissdark 4 years ago 222
at the begining of the video i looked at you and thought "my god, she's beautiful" and as the video went on i wanted to cry at what you were doing to yourself. thank whatever god anyone here prays to that you saw what was truely wrong and changed. good luck from the bottom of my heart.
AliceLynn 4 years ago 320
Dear Kbonk18:
How are you doing now sweet heart?
Please let me know.
May your beautiful heart be at peace.
With much love from Elaine777
Elaine777 4 years ago 211
That was absolutely beautiful, you're beautiful. I wish you all the best on your journey to becoming healthy and thanks for your inspiring video. I got goosebumps all over.<3
OhSoLovelyxo 4 years ago 207
wow you are really pretty and strong
DanielaBustillos 4 years ago 179
I think you looked best at the 95 to 100 pounds.
Good luck with your recovery <33
How are you doing now?
Take care!!
Miyavismxdesux 4 years ago 166
You're so awesome to seek recovery. I hope you are well now! Beautiful message to your video.
WhatLiSaid 4 years ago 8
great video, and i love your bright, retro style of clothing. :)
but on a more serious note-recovery is tough, but you CAN make it. be strong, good luck.
rawritsellie 4 years ago 3
How are you doing now dear? I'm so proud of you for realizing this and trying to get better; I wish I had the courage. you are so strong and beautiful dear. <3
ThamesRelic 4 years ago 2
I hope you do well with yourself i truly truly do and good advice for others
ShiroSWE 4 years ago 3
Wow. That was beautiful. This video suggests that you are strong & on a healing path and I hope this is the case. Have the courage to reach out for help if you need it.
danielo303 4 years ago 2
I know this is going to sound really random, but I LOVE those rainbow tights!!! =D I want some.
unicorn66x 4 years ago 4
u makin me cry =[
QTwitabooty333 4 years ago 6
that's amazing...true strength :) to know when something just isn't right
ReDesignFate 4 years ago 3
omg. this video affected me greatly even tho im not ana quite opposite actually ...idk i jsut somehow feel i can relate to it almsot made me cry...thanks...seriously
myeternalways 4 years ago 2
Not to be insulting, but I can't understand why females feel that scrawny is hot. tis just sickly. Cheers to you for discovering the beautiful truth. I'd say you at 115 would be great! sorry to say but 88 just looked painful.
basslicker420 4 years ago 3
very touchy video..i'm glad you found help! thank you it showed many people the truth...
god bless
kuupuamaiole 4 years ago
All these girls doing this need to take an example from you and start off on the path to healing. I have a buddy with a girlfriend doing this right now, and she's about 85 lbs and is 26 years old. If you don't do something about it yourself, it will kill you, and girls don't realize it. You have a lot going for you. Good luck, and great vid.
methamphetaminedream 4 years ago 2
i hope you are doing well, i had to watch a loved one go through the same thing. she didnt make. i hope you are stronger then she was. god be with you.
SmellyMelly1985 4 years ago
i hope your doing better - its not a fun thing living with an ed. its a nightmare - this is a nice and to a point video x
Gymnastkat 4 years ago
beautiful you're an inspiration for young people who think superskinny is the only way to be accepted in society.
sweetjudaspriest 4 years ago
the song goes perfect with your movie.... ur an inspiration... it gets scary to see the changes! and i dont think u were sick... a lot of ppl go through this, im just glad u were smart enough to know!
VegetarianChick015 4 years ago
That was a beautiful message. <3
xstrwbrrykissez 4 years ago
gOOD THING YOU STOPPED, THAT SHOWS TRUE HONEST self.
Akane12345 4 years ago
Good luck!
amberSimms 4 years ago
i wish i had scene this 3 months ago
xoitscariox 4 years ago
whats the song? love the video, take care.
azulrojoanaranjado 4 years ago
your amazing!!!!
HopIEburger 4 years ago
this video really hit home. spring of 2004 i began a 2 year battle with anorexia. i started off at 100 lbs on a 5'2" frame and by may 2006 i had hit 80 lbs. I've gone through rehab and am now at 120. I wish you the best of luck : )
MeG114151852493 4 years ago
Well done... I hope it has worked for you.
I liked all of your outfits so much. It would be great if you looked all healthy in them. Good luck.
Butterdoesntfly 4 years ago
touching video. i have a few friends with eating disorders and they dont realize thats its a real disease, not just what they see in the mirror. i'm glad you're healing and i think you're very pretty.
bewareorangejuice 4 years ago
This video is so sad.
I hope you get better everyday!
I think I have something like this
but i like my body just not my face.
whats the name and artis of the ssong?
lovee emily.
sourfudge 4 years ago
I just have to say...you have the most beautiful face I have ever seen. Best wishes on your recovery.
hmklomhaus 4 years ago
You are beautiful! And I think that this video is very intense, and I hope you're better now.
pinkxvenom 4 years ago
very beautiful =]]
barbieisacunt 4 years ago
damn it, how is that song called!! great!¨I hope the best for your recovery and I'm realy glad that you made this, because it is real! what I didn't like though, is that you didn't write tha name of the song! :(
hihihoho94 4 years ago
i wish i was as thin as you
lilmissdark 4 years ago
omg im so glad u realized sumthing wasn't rite. seriously when r ppl gonna realize skinny is never in wit any1!!! Y dont ppl try being fit and healthy, then just skinny. Also curves r good, most men would agree.
MistressMy 4 years ago
Holy shit the pic at 0:29 is awesome. And you're really gorgeous. Great video.
losersalwayswin 4 years ago
Congratulations!!! i used to be sick as well as you but now im fine, hugs and kisses.
CHOOSE LIFE!!
babasonica33 4 years ago
I love your clothes. And the Kumagoro plush, so cute! I really do wonder what you actually mean to accomplish by portraying yourself in such an appealing way, though... =_=;
PlushieHeartless 4 years ago
...also looking it was only june... and then august of the same year...gosh you've lost weight so fast...I never thought it was possible to lose that fast...are you in recovery now?
fairyday 4 years ago
Thank you for being strong enough. I'm recovering too. The comment of Anorexia eats you is so true. I'm glad you've found something more.
oKatieHo 4 years ago
sweet vid.
reelsask 4 years ago
you are very beautiful and I hope you can heal before this disease can destroy you further.
deatiy 4 years ago
u r so deam beautiful
PrincesDelux 4 years ago
You were slightly skinny at 100 pounds. You're very beautiful, and I love the way you dress. Good luck with the rest of your life as a healthy, beautiful woman.
rupazer0 4 years ago
I loved this, it made me cry
Please don't take this down, and good luck in recovery
<3
CrushedIcecubes 4 years ago
You're a very cool person.
mathomasdesign 4 years ago
stay strong honey!and thanks for the inspiration
take care xx
kiscsiga 4 years ago
Love the video, loe the song. Take Care.
TeddyGirl300 4 years ago
eat ur dinner and feel better little girl
delboy30000001 4 years ago
wow this video was really good. the song brings back tough memories because it's the song i was listening to when i attempted suicide. but, im glad that you are on your way to recovery, even though i am far from it. stay strong
lauren234234 4 years ago
your a very pretty young girl, im glad that you see now how it was controlling your life and that you are back on track to leading a healthy good life. best of luck to you hope all goes well
MAX3007 4 years ago
uh oh... i must be *EMO*
i looked just like that, i was hospitalized..
i needed to go 2 theropy.. so do u.
hollisterbug22 4 years ago
are u better now?
longforgotten2 4 years ago
I had goosebumps while watching this.. :(
How are you doing now, girl?
*big hug*
broadcass 4 years ago
i hope you heal well. from pete
pi117 4 years ago
Excellent video! Good luck dealing with it i know how hard it can be :)
takemebabyorleaveme 4 years ago
wow. this video is inspiring. a quote from that song you've use is used a lot..."the dreams in which im dying are the best ive ever had"
could someone message me or something and let me know what song that is.
good luck with your recovery. i know its a long road.
madonna8807 4 years ago
i hope you're doing well
its a nice video--in a way that it makes me so sad..
what song is this?
angeltalks 4 years ago
you have good taste in clothing. help yourself and get better.
TheNewLowNewsShow 4 years ago
you are beautiful when you smile!!!
Whittles19 4 years ago
Great video! Very brave...hope you become healthy
Luthienmellon 4 years ago
what is the song called? its so fitting and very inspiring.
rus545 4 years ago
amazing. you are beautiful inside and out =]
thumpa182 4 years ago
you are so beautiful. take care!
tschoklait 4 years ago
Powerfull video Lady. x
pageeei 4 years ago
i love it
xoxo
virreerriv 4 years ago
you re so nice
Marilynnn91tr 4 years ago
I wish you happiness in your recovery. My memories now are more in dance than in picture (like "Under the Moonlight")... the sadness and the joy. M.
danceanywhere 4 years ago
Wow, those do bring back memories :( I was anorexic myself a few years ago...
Excellent video. All the best to you on your road to recovery!!
Sammy117 4 years ago
:) i wish you the best of luck hun u r beutiful and u have amazing strength :)
bobdfdy 4 years ago
this scares me. my best friend since the first grade is slim. so slim, in fact, that today we are ninth graders, he lives in a different state hundreds of miles away, and we're still in touch. but now he ways 84 pounds.
please let me know if you're okay.
Lizardthing 4 years ago
please don't let yourself fade away.
chandl85 4 years ago
*hugs* I'm Glad U've Realised That U Were right and now ur sortin it =]
poopyxxx 4 years ago
i want to give you a hug, i hope your better.
ExquisiteCorpus 4 years ago
on the bright side your fashion sense is kick ass
coolstream1 4 years ago
wow wot a video. truly beautiful. dont give up stay strong. u can beat it. I DID!
clarelouise1987 4 years ago
wow...impacting video..shame you had to go through that.your sucha pretty girl.
crazydogg34 4 years ago
you are very brave.
hyphenunderscore 4 years ago
If we had everyone in the world watch this video half of them would feel sorrow half would feel bad for you , but me just seeing this video shows me that you can help yourself and change the way you feel :) and thats great i hope you get better
bmw3451 4 years ago
great video... great song too
ale10m 4 years ago
I can only hope other people can see this and know that they are fine the way they are now. Great movie and good luck.
Messer6 4 years ago
You are so beautiful. It is sad that you had to hurt yourself to realize it.
scabberson 4 years ago
i can tell from the video that you are a beautiful colorful person with a great personality i hope that you beat this and i will keep you in my prayers!! love you!
amberlbrowning 4 years ago
after seeing this I just wanna hit up mcdee's right now and have me a bigmac
DRNKNHB 4 years ago
i hope you get better :) good vid hun
Skaface420tdot 4 years ago
You looked great at the beginning of the video. Hope everything is over now! Luck in the future
zakliuss 4 years ago
made me cry...
pixiebaby84 4 years ago
you need a lot of courage to accept yourself, and to know when you need hlep. but the most important is to to be strong enought to make a change. as we say in Mexico "ánimo, tu puedes"(you can do it).
KuroiRyuu 4 years ago
Honey, you're gorgeous you don't need to starve yourself like that. This is really inspirational, I am so glad you are better♥♥
lipglossXblack 4 years ago
you're suce a gorgeous girl, don't be afraid to eat sweetie! the biggest downfall from malnutrition is brain shrinkage/damage..
roeder181 4 years ago
Are you really happy with yourself????? Because i will not be really happy with my self..... But i would lke to be still skinny.......
kristyrose103 4 years ago
Props to you thats a lovely video i hope your doing better if not i support you keep trying hard to be well not super thin.
ParasiteRocket 4 years ago
I hop eyou have realized you were very beautyful and that you needed to stop, good luck on you recovery.
ncbreeze 4 years ago
Good luck
hhfku 4 years ago
This was really powerful. You're a great photagrapher by the way:)
bigworldlittlegirl 4 years ago
:( 'm suffering from it i was so sad and unhappy about my weight that i lose 3 stone i was 10 stone b4 i lost the weight but i look worst and cnt help it but thank u 4 making this video it's really inspiring thank u
Smile4Jacqi 4 years ago
Wow way way to thin and eat food is good for you my friend used to be anorexic and i was for a little (It wasnt my falt it was some medicine that made me never hungry)
Babsbunny29 4 years ago
I want that mask!
DarkFusi0n 4 years ago
good job girly! I am happy to see girls out there who realize this disorder is a problem instead of praising it. I wish you the best of luck, I hope you get better! *hugs*
indiedezz 5 years ago
love it.
unbreakbroken 5 years ago
amazing
mcrbaylie 5 years ago
that was an amazing video
great way to express what happened to you
mcrbaylie 5 years ago
this is a great video. i hope you're doing better. whats the name of the song used here?
angeltalks 5 years ago
Great vid!
XXxTearxXX 5 years ago
I created an account just to leave you this comment. The movie is really emotional and touching. I hope you never go back to being like that. Eat a Big Mac for me. Love yourself. You're beautiful.
livesinblack 5 years ago
Beautifully made. Good luck with your recovery! x
samilou87 5 years ago
You were so beautiful before the weight loss (and even then you looked too thin). Do me a favor, and continue to make films to express yourself. You are an artist. And when an artist stops expressing themselves in positive, healing ways, we can self-destruct.
shawncouzens 5 years ago 2
thank you, and good luck
xx
alittlehorse 5 years ago
Phenomenal video, how about a follow up on how you are doing now? Take care.
bringhomethebacon00 5 years ago
Good luck in your recovery.
UnderTheMidnightSun 5 years ago
You're beautiful and this is really inspiring!
carne1ian 5 years ago
that's a great vidoe very powerful!!
rainygirl7 5 years ago
*hugs*
circleoffire 5 years ago
wow hun.. im glad that you've realized that things aren't right and that you have taken a step to try and help yourself. I hope things work out for you. You are indeed very pretty.
adorableklutz 5 years ago
Thank you for such a transparent look into your life. Congratulations on realizing you were sick and are now on the path to self acceptance.
mcdlb234 5 years ago
indeed, 22 pounds lost in less than a summer it's great you did something before it was too late
Andrathaniel 4 years ago