@Feedmelols It's an experiment in interactive storytelling, not an attempt to make an entertaining and commercially successful game. It entertains me, personally, because the writing and world immersion are interesting to me. If I want to have traditional gameplay, there are plenty of alternatives. We need innovative experiments like this to push the envelope and discover things that will make it into mainstream games. You can't have progress without risk and experimentation.
Dear Esther... When the hiss hisss hissss hiiizzz hisss over the water hisssss hisss his hissssssssss could not find the hissss hisss hisss blip! blip!
I guess the big twist in the remake will be that Esther was a Strider all along, and the narration was giving clues and hints on how Gordon Freeman killed her.
@beretta92fstactical you should play the Stanley Parable, it narrative driven just like this and has 6 different endings. IMO it the best mod that I'VE ever played.
@PerishableItem Those are mods made from the use of the source engine themselves. If you own Portal, Team Fortress 2, Left 4 Dead 1 and/or 2, or say... Half-Life 2 Episode 2, then you own the newest version of the Source SDK and things necessary to play Mods. I'm not sure if, by owning Half-Life 2, or Episode One you may get it, I know those games are updated, but, I can't say for sure, so don't want to lead on ya on. Hope that helps :D.
The markings on the cliffs are the electrical symbol for an induction coil, a diode or one-way diode, and the thing drawn on the beach is a 'divine proportion' spiral, with each of the lines in the 'golden ratio' to one another. Whatever all that means. The narrator appears to be going psychotic though, so it may be meaningless.
@HL2Life He doesn't mean that Insurgency and Zombie Panic Source are Valve Source Games but whether Dear Esther would work, if Insurgency and Zombie Panic Source work. So the question is: Is HL2 content used in Dear Ester or is only the Source SDK Base needed?
@HL2Life I don't think PerishableItem is implying that they are. He was asking "Does Dear Esther require Half-Life 2 specifically or is it compatible with all Source engine games developed by Valve in the same way that Insurgency and Zombie Panic: Source are?"
I think you misunderstood him and thought he was implying that Insurgency and Zombie Panic: Source were official Valve games. As far as I can tell at least.
Just thought I'd shed some light on the sentence structure.
I always thought that it's about some guy who was like andrew ryan and wantyed a place that would be free of "parasites", and what finally tipped him over the edge was his wife Esther being in a car accident. So he takes her to the island, and she thinks he's fucking crazy, so she gets a lifeboat from the run aground ship and gets the hell out of there, which is why he keeps saying "come back esther" and why he built that little boat on the lost beach and sank it.
Just take a few hours to make a random poor quality island map in you mother's basement, add in some recording you found on the net, and bam! you have an award winning mod!
Anyone know how to install a mod on Half Life 2 without Steam? I have a cracked pirated copy of HL2 that doesn't need steam to run, but I can't play any mods!
omg this soudn and this background makes me wait for a little girls appear and start crying with scary face liek in scary maze game xD im fuckign scared about that
@zalan26 thats the best part about this mod, it doesnt need obvious jump cares...to well...scare you, your own mind fills in the horror of this mod and the thought provoking mystery keeps you wondering and filling in those horrifying gaps
My only problem with this mod is that the music sometimes gets too loud for the speech to be audible and altering the music volume option doesn't seem to work.
from what i see if you turned off the sound to a game with no action and had a second guy read from a stephen king book it would be kinda the same but because this game has no action you pay attention to the finer details and notice things you would overlook completey playing through 4 times i guess i wouldnt like this mod since im looking for a mod thats a stealth game like splinter cell but also has stuff like- sorry getting off track XD this mod is good for guys who want a change of pace
Parts of the mod seem to be poorly constructed, there are parts where two different textures seem to clash without a third texture fuzzing the two together.
it's an awesome mod but it could have been better. I'm glad there a remake being produced, from the screen shots of it so far, the island looks more calming. It helps, in my opinion, give the message the dialogue was trying to give you.
Everyone should really have their own interpretation as to what the story told by this mod means (it also somewhat changes with each play-through though not drastically). I won't say mine as that would probably spoil it for others. :)
this is the best mod I have ever played. my only complaint is that the walking speed is slow, but thats only to get enough time for the narrator to talk. This mod is awesome, in a completely opposite way from any other game. there is no combat, but this game is a must have for ANYONE. get it, download it, make it work, it's worth it.
Vortigauntfan can you help me? i hearing so much talk about this and i really want to freaking play this. but i forgot how to use winzip. -_- can you just send me instructions? as a matter of fact can anyone help me? please!!!
all you have to do is highlight all of the files for dear esther, sometimes you have to double click on the first file to actually get to all of the files, but highlight them, click the extract button and that will bring you to a window that wants to know where the files go. send them to Cdrive/ Program Files/Steam/steamapps/sourcemods and then hit extract. sometimes the folder 'Steam' is under Program files.
Have fun with the mod, because I certainly did! also it's kind of creepy...
This is more of an interactive and graphical novelle, than an actual mod, which is why it's very interesting to some people, and rather boring to others. I had trouble with 2 sequences of speaking sometimes overlapping each other, and sometimes the music was too loud, which made the story a bit confusing, but overall this mod is worth the 30 minutes it takes to complete.
There is one thing I never quite understood though. What's with the diagrams on the walls? My knowledge about circuits is limited, so I couldn't make much sense of the diagrams, but most of them looked somewhat advanced. Anybody got an snwer?
Lol if you want to run just type "bind shift -walk" into the console. That will bind shift so that you run with a normal speed. Not sure what the command is for sprint though.
This mod.... its simply amazing.... im playing it right now, and so far im just awestruck with its wonderful and mysterious story. Its just like a great book, just in a first-person perspective, and the storyline alone is enough to make this one of my all-time favorites. i definitely reccommend this to anyone who loves a good mystery.
This mod... I can't begin to explain it. It's beautiful and haunting at the same time. It's poetic, mysterious, and thought-provoking. The tone is reflective, yet also bitter. It's a masterpiece which shows that video games can certainly become forms of art.
Dear Esther, I sometimes feel I have given birth to this island.
Somewhere between the longitude and latitude of the split opened up, and beached remotely here. No matter how long I corelate, it remains a singularity, an alpha point in my life that refuses hypothesis. I return each time leaving fresh markers that I hope and the full glare of my hopelessness will have blossomed into fresh insight. Great mod very mysterious one also.
Just finished playing this mod, its interesting to say the least. One of the most trippy, thought provoking experiences i've had in gaming for a long time, worth checking out (if you like guns and action avoid tho)
It's like Mirror's Edge, a new type of "fps", where the "s" is thrown away. All you do is walk around, listen to the narrator and try to understand the story. It's a type of mod that makes you think and gets you addicting to know what will you see later. It's a mysterious mod.
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MuFa5a 3 days ago
feb 14 2012 wtf. iv seen this forever ago.
comfortjjc 4 days ago
i was hoping for myst
SheepFreak2 6 days ago
is this a game or just a mod?
0polle 1 week ago
wtf this game looks so boring..
Feedmelols 1 week ago
@Feedmelols It's an experiment in interactive storytelling, not an attempt to make an entertaining and commercially successful game. It entertains me, personally, because the writing and world immersion are interesting to me. If I want to have traditional gameplay, there are plenty of alternatives. We need innovative experiments like this to push the envelope and discover things that will make it into mainstream games. You can't have progress without risk and experimentation.
Flubly 1 week ago 3
Dear Esther... When the hiss hisss hissss hiiizzz hisss over the water hisssss hisss his hissssssssss could not find the hissss hisss hisss blip! blip!
Elcosomalodelamuerte 2 weeks ago
so its on garrys mod cool
XxCade00xX 2 weeks ago
a walking simulator. okay.
gabba1gabba1hey 2 weeks ago
If I download the F2P Team Fortress 2... Can I play this game?
Zombies239 1 month ago
@Zombies239 No. It requires Halflife 2.
Ovenlord3 1 month ago
@Zombies239 I believe so, yes
DoctorNuriel 2 weeks ago
I guess the big twist in the remake will be that Esther was a Strider all along, and the narration was giving clues and hints on how Gordon Freeman killed her.
liberate29 5 months ago
@beretta92fstactical you should play the Stanley Parable, it narrative driven just like this and has 6 different endings. IMO it the best mod that I'VE ever played.
ffinfinity1 5 months ago
do you need half life2 to play or can you have half life 2 episode 2?
99blackhorse99 6 months ago
be a boss and view this in HD
antonio342100 7 months ago
so far it seems a lot like an H.P. Lovecraft novel
MrAustinGman 8 months ago
can someone tell me how to play it after downloading it?
gameaddicts1 8 months ago
Is anyone else getting a hissy/tinny/jingly quality to the sound?
Android2137 9 months ago 5
@Android2137 yep.
bretknoxx 6 months ago
@Android2137 I'm getting it, too.
romeedee 4 months ago
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@Android2137 I'm getting it, too.
romeedee 4 months ago
which is the goal of this mod?
calendarul2008 9 months ago
@calendarul2008 There is no goal. But some say it is to get to the beacon
Suka917 7 months ago
I think I just saw a symbol for an isolation transformer and a semiconductor diode.
caod27 9 months ago
6:00 was that a person in the distance?
Spartanz1170 10 months ago 2
what is the plot to this game ???
zePippin 10 months ago
You forgot to put "gameplay" in quotes.
theothercommentguy 10 months ago
2:00 headcrab jumps behind the rock GRAA-EEEEEEEEEEE!!!
SHIT BRICKS THEN SMACK IT WITH A CROW BAR!!!!
elemenz888 10 months ago
I love source engine
Burzhuy32 11 months ago
@PerishableItem Those are mods made from the use of the source engine themselves. If you own Portal, Team Fortress 2, Left 4 Dead 1 and/or 2, or say... Half-Life 2 Episode 2, then you own the newest version of the Source SDK and things necessary to play Mods. I'm not sure if, by owning Half-Life 2, or Episode One you may get it, I know those games are updated, but, I can't say for sure, so don't want to lead on ya on. Hope that helps :D.
mbe102 11 months ago
Can anybody tell me how much if any backtracking is there in this mod?
akim213 11 months ago
The markings on the cliffs are the electrical symbol for an induction coil, a diode or one-way diode, and the thing drawn on the beach is a 'divine proportion' spiral, with each of the lines in the 'golden ratio' to one another. Whatever all that means. The narrator appears to be going psychotic though, so it may be meaningless.
unimoggie 11 months ago
Were do I get this mod?
DeltaKLMPilot 11 months ago
Reminds me of the Myst series in some way. First-person puzzle adventure?
dessertmonkeyjk 11 months ago
C2H5OH at 1:11 = ethanol = alcohol = vodka.
Someone in this house is doing something for his own :D
We call it in Poland Bimber!! ;D
yestri 11 months ago
C2H5OH at 1:11 = ethanol = alcohol = vodka.
Someone in this house is doing something for his own :D
Bimber!!
yestri 11 months ago
CAn I get it on the xbox?
ThereOnceWasAGirl98 1 year ago
@ThereOnceWasAGirl98 No. Go get it on the pc.
westsidepride69 1 year ago
@ThereOnceWasAGirl98 Fuckoff console nub, just die.
MrBoBoTom 11 months ago
Can't wait to play the 2010 reboot on December 19!!!! It's going to be so gorgeous!
aaron5364 1 year ago
@PerishableItem Those are not Valve Source Games.
HL2Life 1 year ago 52
@HL2Life He doesn't mean that Insurgency and Zombie Panic Source are Valve Source Games but whether Dear Esther would work, if Insurgency and Zombie Panic Source work. So the question is: Is HL2 content used in Dear Ester or is only the Source SDK Base needed?
hjk105 1 year ago
@HL2Life I think he meant the same situation that Insurgency and ZPS have, i.e. not needing HL2 per se?
Escmymind 1 year ago
@HL2Life I don't think PerishableItem is implying that they are. He was asking "Does Dear Esther require Half-Life 2 specifically or is it compatible with all Source engine games developed by Valve in the same way that Insurgency and Zombie Panic: Source are?"
I think you misunderstood him and thought he was implying that Insurgency and Zombie Panic: Source were official Valve games. As far as I can tell at least.
Just thought I'd shed some light on the sentence structure.
Fun game.
ZedekOfLP101 1 year ago
@HL2Life
He meant that those games are compatible with all source games.
ThePewk 1 year ago
@HL2Life but, are they though?
higorfelipe97 6 months ago
@HL2Life You realize this is not what he meant, right ?
fromagelatin8 2 weeks ago
I always thought that it's about some guy who was like andrew ryan and wantyed a place that would be free of "parasites", and what finally tipped him over the edge was his wife Esther being in a car accident. So he takes her to the island, and she thinks he's fucking crazy, so she gets a lifeboat from the run aground ship and gets the hell out of there, which is why he keeps saying "come back esther" and why he built that little boat on the lost beach and sank it.
He also got syphilis from her.
2Fawkes 1 year ago
Is it better for me to wait for the december 2010 version or just get this one?
WoodenPotatoes 1 year ago
Just take a few hours to make a random poor quality island map in you mother's basement, add in some recording you found on the net, and bam! you have an award winning mod!
terminator847 1 year ago
Anyone know how to install a mod on Half Life 2 without Steam? I have a cracked pirated copy of HL2 that doesn't need steam to run, but I can't play any mods!
terminator847 1 year ago
@terminator847 lol serves you right asshole
schfiftyfivehundydoo 1 year ago
i wish there were more FPE games "first person experience"
conorlydon 1 year ago 3
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Th3DoodGuy 1 year ago
omg this soudn and this background makes me wait for a little girls appear and start crying with scary face liek in scary maze game xD im fuckign scared about that
zalan26 1 year ago
@zalan26 thats the best part about this mod, it doesnt need obvious jump cares...to well...scare you, your own mind fills in the horror of this mod and the thought provoking mystery keeps you wondering and filling in those horrifying gaps
superbad42 1 year ago
@superbad42 very true :D awsome game and everything awsome :D nice graf awsome sound awsome story :D
zalan26 1 year ago
You want to know what makes this mod creepier? The website is completely down...
banshee1231 1 year ago
Note: Don't bunny hop, it breaks the dialogue :)
imcrispywuuut 1 year ago 2
beautiful mod.
juxtapoz98 1 year ago
Can you download this on the 360?
DMonicProductions 1 year ago
@DMonicProductions
no.
Pc only. Sorry.
jaranu 1 year ago
do you need HL 2 for the mod to work?
reeb69doog 1 year ago
I converted these to Mp3 and made a big long track. It's nice listening to the storytelling :)
hax0rman101 1 year ago
Why does it keep telling me to go back!
mrplow321 1 year ago
@mrplow321 your walking along the beach? do you need to go up the side of the cliff to your right?
ownerwithaboner1 1 year ago
@ownerwithaboner1 I also find the "Go back!" sort of hauntingly part of the story. Makes me feel sort of sad..
Zlagie 1 year ago
This mod seriously is greate...
akku95 1 year ago
You guys. You can't watch this mod being played. you need to actually play it and got through by yourself to get the feel.
hax0rman101 1 year ago 15
This gives me the chills
RCT3FAN100 1 year ago
My only problem with this mod is that the music sometimes gets too loud for the speech to be audible and altering the music volume option doesn't seem to work.
eateroftheflame 1 year ago
Touching.
C0DZ0R 1 year ago
from what i see if you turned off the sound to a game with no action and had a second guy read from a stephen king book it would be kinda the same but because this game has no action you pay attention to the finer details and notice things you would overlook completey playing through 4 times i guess i wouldnt like this mod since im looking for a mod thats a stealth game like splinter cell but also has stuff like- sorry getting off track XD this mod is good for guys who want a change of pace
supersupermario765 1 year ago
A very impressive story and very good storytelling. I'm very excited for the remake!
Rambowjo2 2 years ago
have you seen how amazing the remake looks?It's surpassing Valve's standards by far.
SkyDiver17 1 year ago
turn Steam Friends offline when recording ;)
r0galik 2 years ago 9
Parts of the mod seem to be poorly constructed, there are parts where two different textures seem to clash without a third texture fuzzing the two together.
it's an awesome mod but it could have been better. I'm glad there a remake being produced, from the screen shots of it so far, the island looks more calming. It helps, in my opinion, give the message the dialogue was trying to give you.
mankyman6 2 years ago 13
@mankyman6 That's just the map, not the mod itself.
jancom777 2 years ago
@jancom777
I know that's the map...
mankyman6 2 years ago
@mankyman6 Then why comment on the looks and call it the mod.
jancom777 2 years ago
that was fixed
animakerdrag 2 years ago
Simply beautiful.
ColonelWatts23 2 years ago
2:50 or so....isn't that a Fibonacci circle?
Rohan2300 2 years ago
Everyone should really have their own interpretation as to what the story told by this mod means (it also somewhat changes with each play-through though not drastically). I won't say mine as that would probably spoil it for others. :)
StarongBahd 2 years ago
I fell in love with this mod.
FrozenSnake999 2 years ago 7
why chinese room? none of the devs are chinese. they're all middle aged brits.
zackhanscom 2 years ago
The "Chinese Room" is a philosophical argument having to do with artificial intelligence.
Pestoolio 2 years ago 6
i hate stupid people...
frumpy10182 2 years ago
Methyl-ethyl alcohol?
jackiechanrpm 2 years ago
ethanol.
cikamatko 2 years ago
I knew that. >:O
jackiechanrpm 2 years ago
haha :D
cikamatko 2 years ago
There is no such thing.
r0galik 2 years ago
this is the best mod I have ever played. my only complaint is that the walking speed is slow, but thats only to get enough time for the narrator to talk. This mod is awesome, in a completely opposite way from any other game. there is no combat, but this game is a must have for ANYONE. get it, download it, make it work, it's worth it.
vortigauntfan 2 years ago
Vortigauntfan can you help me? i hearing so much talk about this and i really want to freaking play this. but i forgot how to use winzip. -_- can you just send me instructions? as a matter of fact can anyone help me? please!!!
ugonnalikethis 2 years ago
yes.
all you have to do is highlight all of the files for dear esther, sometimes you have to double click on the first file to actually get to all of the files, but highlight them, click the extract button and that will bring you to a window that wants to know where the files go. send them to Cdrive/ Program Files/Steam/steamapps/sourcemods and then hit extract. sometimes the folder 'Steam' is under Program files.
Have fun with the mod, because I certainly did! also it's kind of creepy...
vortigauntfan 2 years ago
ime downloading it right now, and DAMN! it takes forever to download.
agentbaybob 2 years ago
i think there should be more.... maybe longer
frumpy10182 2 years ago
This is more of an interactive and graphical novelle, than an actual mod, which is why it's very interesting to some people, and rather boring to others. I had trouble with 2 sequences of speaking sometimes overlapping each other, and sometimes the music was too loud, which made the story a bit confusing, but overall this mod is worth the 30 minutes it takes to complete.
Rambowjo2 2 years ago
There is one thing I never quite understood though. What's with the diagrams on the walls? My knowledge about circuits is limited, so I couldn't make much sense of the diagrams, but most of them looked somewhat advanced. Anybody got an snwer?
Rambowjo2 2 years ago
They actually aren't supposed to mean anything.
FolstrimHori 2 years ago
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how do you put this into steam? Please help!!!!
mophead656 2 years ago
extract the file you download, put it into source mods after extracted
gahu101 2 years ago 3
Something Lovecraftian about this mod, and yet it stands entirely alone, unlike anything I've seen. Very beautiful.
Hawdkoah 2 years ago
best mod i have ever played.
great music
ewok100 2 years ago
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Id play it if it had a sprint button!
silvereye27 2 years ago
Lol if you want to run just type "bind shift -walk" into the console. That will bind shift so that you run with a normal speed. Not sure what the command is for sprint though.
StarongBahd 2 years ago
im playing this game and the narrator isnt speaking...
bankaikun94 2 years ago
damn you bad graphics card!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish i had gmod
gamefan1997 2 years ago
this mod is like a good book
kaheli100 2 years ago
This mod.... its simply amazing.... im playing it right now, and so far im just awestruck with its wonderful and mysterious story. Its just like a great book, just in a first-person perspective, and the storyline alone is enough to make this one of my all-time favorites. i definitely reccommend this to anyone who loves a good mystery.
pyro13guy 2 years ago 4
I know, tell me about it. I actually feel like using complete sentences now! :O
Tajarnia 2 years ago 6
This mod... I can't begin to explain it. It's beautiful and haunting at the same time. It's poetic, mysterious, and thought-provoking. The tone is reflective, yet also bitter. It's a masterpiece which shows that video games can certainly become forms of art.
Tajarnia 2 years ago 39
hey, you, shad up
jimjamrocks 2 years ago
Dear Esther, I sometimes feel I have given birth to this island.
Somewhere between the longitude and latitude of the split opened up, and beached remotely here. No matter how long I corelate, it remains a singularity, an alpha point in my life that refuses hypothesis. I return each time leaving fresh markers that I hope and the full glare of my hopelessness will have blossomed into fresh insight. Great mod very mysterious one also.
rilij55 2 years ago 7
Just finished playing this mod, its interesting to say the least. One of the most trippy, thought provoking experiences i've had in gaming for a long time, worth checking out (if you like guns and action avoid tho)
xyphious 2 years ago
It's absolutely awesome! I can recommend everyone to play it!!
Rotaermel 2 years ago
wow
20FlashAnDSpank00 3 years ago
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wtf?? what kind of mod is this?
zeplynrulz 3 years ago
Ok, here's what it is:
It's like Mirror's Edge, a new type of "fps", where the "s" is thrown away. All you do is walk around, listen to the narrator and try to understand the story. It's a type of mod that makes you think and gets you addicting to know what will you see later. It's a mysterious mod.
HL2Life 3 years ago 16
thats cool i guess
zeplynrulz 3 years ago 4
@HL2Life Now the funny thing is that it's being redeveloped by one of the mappers who worked on Mirror's Edge, Robert Briscoe.
unbrokenjack 1 year ago
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@HL2Life
It's like Mirror's Edge, a new type of "fps", where the "s" is thrown away
Except Mirror's Edge does have shooting and combat elements in it.
Shrewmy 11 months ago
@HL2Life ME was a fps just less shooting
xXxFireFox255xXx 10 months ago
@zeplynrulz It's a mystery Mod.
musicpimp2000 1 year ago