You don't know who I am, what I have done... I am alone. Period. End of story. I'm a cutter. I love to carve the things people say to and about me on my body... No one cares... Never have, never will.........
i might sound like a crazy mother fudger (yes i sed fudger) but im 13 started cutting when i was 11 and dont really want to stop ): its like a release. its better to feel pain then feel nothing at all !?
im 14 i started to cut before my 10th b-day. ive tried to stop and i do for a month or 2 but then i breakdown and cut again and when that happens it always goes deeper. i really am 14 and i have over 200 scars on my wrist and ankles together. my parents found out and didnt do shit. my PARENTS are the main cause of my cutting!! idk what to do anymore D=
@ImNormalNot Fuck'em if you're parents can't help then find someone who can!! and if you're parents can't lookafter you properly go to places where there are alot of adults find one who will talk to you and let it all out dont even think that what you say might make you're parents look like bad parents cuz if they can't do fuck all when their child is cutting they don't deserve him/her!!! FUCK'EM ALL!!! every women has a womb every man has sperm but not everyone can be a gd parent!!
@ImNormalNot if you dont want to do it and your lazy parents are bing jerck offs then take wat ever you use to cut your self and get rid of it as best as you can
thats wat im ding to try to stop the butter fly thing realy helps to
and if you realy realy need help dont be afraid to tell some one because diong that might save your life
@Hailey51010 sorry to her about your freind but hay maby u will meat one who is ten times better :)
i know its hard to do sum times but trying to think optimisticly helps to give you enof time to clear your head and make you feel at least better enof not to want to cut your self.
just think of all the people who whold miss u if you cut to deep.
and if you cant by chance then even thought i dont know you very well id miss you ;)
My mom found out.. She ignores it. She practically hates me, calling me abusive names. And if i snap back, I get it worse. Cutting is my way of letting everything out, its bliss, and i'm trying to stop, but I cant help it. This video helped alot. I still have one butterfly, on each wrist. <3
It breaks my heart b/c som1said dey hav no1 to turn 2, evn tho u may not feel nobody cares, GOD cares&I care.I don’t know any of u but wat I do know is dat God isour Comforter.Wen I cry, HE listens& takes the pain&tears away.I tell u dat I was tortured for bout 11 years &if I can make a change& think better bout myself& view on life by developing a relationship with GOD,HE will do da same for u.Justsay God, I CANT do dis alone, please stepn2 my life&n2 my heart.Ur life will change, Just Believe.
I have emailed them but i didnt say anything, i dont want to say something and it be a sick joke that someone posts everywhere and i dont want to get into any more trouble, is it all confidential??
I am 16..I am a cutter..No one listens..They all say its a phase..Its NOT a phase..Wake up..My friends are dying and I am drowning...No one can help me.I am to far gone.I believe everyone is better off without me...But I know my friends would fall apart..If I was gone..My friends would die.My boyfriend.My family..I just don't know what to do.Don't tell me to see a prfessional I already have.It won't help..I'm not like you...
@TheIzziPop Hello I am going thru the same thing you have to keep you head up high I know its hard all you want to do is die you cant keep your head up but your just going to have to try. But, its always hard to do that. Thats why we cut. We have nothing else to trun to so we blam our selfs hurt our self. Its what makes us feel better no one ever understands "us". They cant judge they know our name not our life story.
I know exactly what you mean by having broken your mothers heart. I used to cut myself almost everynight. My emotions and anger from everything were so overwhelming. One night when I was cutting my mom had came right into the bathroom to see what I was doing since I was crying. She caught me dead in the act. Thanks to her I don't cut as much anymore. Im a lot happier, but every night whenever Im alone I feel just like I used to and sometimes I can't fight the urge. You're my inspiration to stop.
im 13 years old and i cut i tried to stop i but the pain remains and im addicted to the cut. everyday i hear my friends making fun of the people that cut and calling them emo when they dont know the courage it takes to lift the knife and end your life, i dont trust anyone not even family they got me to cut and now i cant stop. its an addiction i can never stop. i get scared that one day i'll cut my vain and bleed to death and my silent screams wont be heard but i cant stop xxxx
I'm A cutter im 14 years old.. I been one for two years.. After i found my friends body hung.. Only in the past month my cuts are getting deeper and deeper. . . im suicidal
Dont tell a teacher, And only tell the friends you can ACTUALLY trust. 2 of my friends dobbed me into my H.O.H & tutor and all they're doing is making my life a misery,:L
im 13 and i have been through so much . i had no way to deal with my emotions so i cut myself. thank you for making this video . i just got caught last month i was so dissapointed when my parents found out i thought they would be mad but they werent. anyolne with this problem should get help. i still have the urge to cut everyday.
thank you for making this video when you said "but you not alone i promise"
i started crying . its good to feel like ur not the only one. thankyou
I am still a cutter. I honestly believe that the knife is my best friend...it will always be there even when everyone else is turning their backs. No one seems to understand that. The knife is ALWAYS there. It always will be. I Love It. But It Is HORRIBLE.
I was a cutter. I was in the school locker room when my friend walked up to me and said "I saw ur leg." and gave me a hug. She talked to me a bit and told me i needed to tell someone the next week I told me school principle and he helped me tell my dad. I'm now getting treated for it and am doing a lot better :)
I told my teacher and he told me how to cover my cuts and scars and he told me I need to stop and he listened to all my promblems and the best thing is he hasnt told anybody hes the best teacher in the world thanks Mr.K and Im going to try the butterfly thing
that's a really beautiful idea with the butterfly =) maybe i'll try it when i'm ready to let go of my painkiller, right now i need the relief though..
I have a question. How deep should my cut be to warrant a hospital trip. I don't mean I want to cut deep enough to go to hospital, but I've sliceddeep enought to see my muscle a few times. Should I be going if it's that deep? This is on my bicep by the way.
With time, it'll get better in the sense that you wont do it as often. For it to be completely done w/, idk. Eventually, hopefully, that will happen, but for now, probably not. I'm almost 19, and and I've been doing this, on and off, since the day b4 my 13th b-day. And you know, it's been a while since I've done anything. So I guess, I'm doing better, but I'll always be a cutter, no matter what; that's just how it is.
how do u get over it i feel like i cant stop when im alone i feel like the world is crashin down and i start cutting and its like everythings better i know its bad but i cant stop most people dont understand or dont know about but i know and it hurts it hurts to know i cant stop
No worries, you're alright. Well no , you're not, but you will be... Hopefully. Honestly, I've been and still am in the same boat you are. All I can say is that it'll get better w/ time.
Hey, I like your video, i know its hard to stop cutting, thanks for giving others encouragement. if you ever need to talk just look me up---Take care of your self and keep smiling
Really inspirational Video... I gave up Self harm just over a year ago and sometimes struggle but im determined to stay strong. Good luck for the future :)
You don't know who I am, what I have done... I am alone. Period. End of story. I'm a cutter. I love to carve the things people say to and about me on my body... No one cares... Never have, never will.........
ArcticFrostDragon 2 weeks ago
i might sound like a crazy mother fudger (yes i sed fudger) but im 13 started cutting when i was 11 and dont really want to stop ): its like a release. its better to feel pain then feel nothing at all !?
AngryMonkiie 4 weeks ago
@AngryMonkiie i agree
pokemon13iloveit 1 week ago
how can ye start cutting??!! i mean dosent it hurt like craazyy?!
dontfuckwihtme 1 month ago
@dontfuckwihtme it depends how you do it.
devastroyed 3 weeks ago
@dontfuckwihtme thats wat i alwas thought then i did it and it hurt and didnt at the same time
DONT DO IT THOUGHT its a bitch to stop!!!
Hailey51010 2 weeks ago
im 14 i started to cut before my 10th b-day. ive tried to stop and i do for a month or 2 but then i breakdown and cut again and when that happens it always goes deeper. i really am 14 and i have over 200 scars on my wrist and ankles together. my parents found out and didnt do shit. my PARENTS are the main cause of my cutting!! idk what to do anymore D=
ImNormalNot 1 month ago
@ImNormalNot Fuck'em if you're parents can't help then find someone who can!! and if you're parents can't lookafter you properly go to places where there are alot of adults find one who will talk to you and let it all out dont even think that what you say might make you're parents look like bad parents cuz if they can't do fuck all when their child is cutting they don't deserve him/her!!! FUCK'EM ALL!!! every women has a womb every man has sperm but not everyone can be a gd parent!!
SX3xkyokox3XS 2 weeks ago
@ImNormalNot if you dont want to do it and your lazy parents are bing jerck offs then take wat ever you use to cut your self and get rid of it as best as you can
thats wat im ding to try to stop the butter fly thing realy helps to
and if you realy realy need help dont be afraid to tell some one because diong that might save your life
Hailey51010 2 weeks ago
@Hailey51010 sorry to her about your freind but hay maby u will meat one who is ten times better :)
i know its hard to do sum times but trying to think optimisticly helps to give you enof time to clear your head and make you feel at least better enof not to want to cut your self.
just think of all the people who whold miss u if you cut to deep.
and if you cant by chance then even thought i dont know you very well id miss you ;)
Hailey51010 2 weeks ago
WTF THIS SONG MAKES ME WANNA CRY
meowcatlive 1 month ago
My mom found out.. She ignores it. She practically hates me, calling me abusive names. And if i snap back, I get it worse. Cutting is my way of letting everything out, its bliss, and i'm trying to stop, but I cant help it. This video helped alot. I still have one butterfly, on each wrist. <3
TheNicoleAndRewShow 1 month ago
The demons never go away, I did to cleanse my soul, and I am 36 and it only seems to get worse... for me anyways.
4evermoongoddess 2 months ago
not to be rude, but did you use power point on this? becuase that'sa great idea
vem344 2 months ago
It breaks my heart b/c som1said dey hav no1 to turn 2, evn tho u may not feel nobody cares, GOD cares&I care.I don’t know any of u but wat I do know is dat God isour Comforter.Wen I cry, HE listens& takes the pain&tears away.I tell u dat I was tortured for bout 11 years &if I can make a change& think better bout myself& view on life by developing a relationship with GOD,HE will do da same for u.Justsay God, I CANT do dis alone, please stepn2 my life&n2 my heart.Ur life will change, Just Believe.
MsCherokeeBarbie 2 months ago 3
I have emailed them but i didnt say anything, i dont want to say something and it be a sick joke that someone posts everywhere and i dont want to get into any more trouble, is it all confidential??
MsBekka95 2 months ago
is this serj tankian (system of a down)?
great vid by the way.
DsWill719 2 months ago
@DsWill719 Whoring Streets~Scars On Broadway
corjax 1 month ago
I don't cut because i want to die.
I cut because i want to live..♥
TheDarkLil 2 months ago 8
@TheDarkLil SAME HERE~ <3
Trep711 2 months ago
I am 16..I am a cutter..No one listens..They all say its a phase..Its NOT a phase..Wake up..My friends are dying and I am drowning...No one can help me.I am to far gone.I believe everyone is better off without me...But I know my friends would fall apart..If I was gone..My friends would die.My boyfriend.My family..I just don't know what to do.Don't tell me to see a prfessional I already have.It won't help..I'm not like you...
TheIzziPop 3 months ago 2
@TheIzziPop Hello I am going thru the same thing you have to keep you head up high I know its hard all you want to do is die you cant keep your head up but your just going to have to try. But, its always hard to do that. Thats why we cut. We have nothing else to trun to so we blam our selfs hurt our self. Its what makes us feel better no one ever understands "us". They cant judge they know our name not our life story.
Yupthatsmeashley 2 months ago
@TheIzziPop You know im going thru the same thing :(
Trep711 2 months ago
I know exactly what you mean by having broken your mothers heart. I used to cut myself almost everynight. My emotions and anger from everything were so overwhelming. One night when I was cutting my mom had came right into the bathroom to see what I was doing since I was crying. She caught me dead in the act. Thanks to her I don't cut as much anymore. Im a lot happier, but every night whenever Im alone I feel just like I used to and sometimes I can't fight the urge. You're my inspiration to stop.
HugsXOXOkissesXOXO 3 months ago
Its funny how no one seeshow hurt or depressed i am
cant they see the scars
cant they see the tears fall from my eyes
people are blind, do they not care
can my friends not care anyless
can the ones i loved not see
im not alrite.
being alone is nothing new
the scars are the screams no one hears
zapmelove 3 months ago 3
im 13 years old and i cut i tried to stop i but the pain remains and im addicted to the cut. everyday i hear my friends making fun of the people that cut and calling them emo when they dont know the courage it takes to lift the knife and end your life, i dont trust anyone not even family they got me to cut and now i cant stop. its an addiction i can never stop. i get scared that one day i'll cut my vain and bleed to death and my silent screams wont be heard but i cant stop xxxx
zapmelove 3 months ago
song?
MrZipperfish 3 months ago
I tried. I really did. But all I did was kiil the butterfly. I will try again.
ImmaEvilMonkey 6 months ago
I'm A cutter im 14 years old.. I been one for two years.. After i found my friends body hung.. Only in the past month my cuts are getting deeper and deeper. . . im suicidal
BrokenHearted288 6 months ago
@BrokenHearted288 you need to get help tell someone who can get you help it really does help
julienicole100 6 months ago
@julienicole100 I tried to get help my ex helped me but i started again
BrokenHearted288 5 months ago
@julienicole100 have u told yur mom or dad thats what helped me she got me help
julienicole100 5 months ago
thank you for posting this i really like the butterfly idea i might try it when im ready
emogirlXXxxxx 6 months ago
Dont tell a teacher, And only tell the friends you can ACTUALLY trust. 2 of my friends dobbed me into my H.O.H & tutor and all they're doing is making my life a misery,:L
XcheekybeccaX 7 months ago
im 13 and i have been through so much . i had no way to deal with my emotions so i cut myself. thank you for making this video . i just got caught last month i was so dissapointed when my parents found out i thought they would be mad but they werent. anyolne with this problem should get help. i still have the urge to cut everyday.
thank you for making this video when you said "but you not alone i promise"
i started crying . its good to feel like ur not the only one. thankyou
stephxbabyxx 8 months ago
I am still a cutter. I honestly believe that the knife is my best friend...it will always be there even when everyone else is turning their backs. No one seems to understand that. The knife is ALWAYS there. It always will be. I Love It. But It Is HORRIBLE.
rainydaygurl97 9 months ago
@rainydaygurl97 ur right.people and there promises tend to dissapear.but iv chosen my companion.be careful tho
shnugz786 9 months ago
I was a cutter. I was in the school locker room when my friend walked up to me and said "I saw ur leg." and gave me a hug. She talked to me a bit and told me i needed to tell someone the next week I told me school principle and he helped me tell my dad. I'm now getting treated for it and am doing a lot better :)
RocKinGcHick246 10 months ago 3
I told my teacher and he told me how to cover my cuts and scars and he told me I need to stop and he listened to all my promblems and the best thing is he hasnt told anybody hes the best teacher in the world thanks Mr.K and Im going to try the butterfly thing
paigeren48 1 year ago
I really like the video and liked the butterfly idea. I love butterflies and April 11th was 9 mo of no self harm
seaseakala 1 year ago
that's a really beautiful idea with the butterfly =) maybe i'll try it when i'm ready to let go of my painkiller, right now i need the relief though..
Malin8909 2 years ago
I have a question. How deep should my cut be to warrant a hospital trip. I don't mean I want to cut deep enough to go to hospital, but I've sliceddeep enought to see my muscle a few times. Should I be going if it's that deep? This is on my bicep by the way.
SaltyBlackTears 2 years ago
@SaltyBlackTears If you bleed for more than 20 minutes you need stiches. Get your tetnus shot one every ten years.
emmettsgirl41 7 months ago
it ends so suddenly... i mean the song
NikaYume 2 years ago
what song is this?
GothmoBabeRay 2 years ago
With time, it'll get better in the sense that you wont do it as often. For it to be completely done w/, idk. Eventually, hopefully, that will happen, but for now, probably not. I'm almost 19, and and I've been doing this, on and off, since the day b4 my 13th b-day. And you know, it's been a while since I've done anything. So I guess, I'm doing better, but I'll always be a cutter, no matter what; that's just how it is.
DrEaMCaStErXx7 2 years ago 35
@DrEaMCaStErXx7
Your words are completely true.
I have been an on and off cutter since I was twelve.
I am now eighteen, almost nineteen, and I
have been clean of cutting for just about a year now.
I don't think I will ever really be done with it.
Like you said, I'll always be a cutter.
ScreamSilent1990 6 months ago
my smile is my mask the only time someone see through it is when i let them
sammyfangirl 2 years ago 87
how do u get over it i feel like i cant stop when im alone i feel like the world is crashin down and i start cutting and its like everythings better i know its bad but i cant stop most people dont understand or dont know about but i know and it hurts it hurts to know i cant stop
LauraStorm18 2 years ago
No worries, you're alright. Well no , you're not, but you will be... Hopefully. Honestly, I've been and still am in the same boat you are. All I can say is that it'll get better w/ time.
DrEaMCaStErXx7 2 years ago
does it ive lost hope of it gettin better ive learned to take what i got and deal wit it
LauraStorm18 2 years ago
what song is this???? <3
theunforgivenx6095x 2 years ago
Scars on Broadway - Whore Street
DarkWind1284 2 years ago
Wow...Just wow...This video is AMAZING.
Thank u so much!
firefairie94 2 years ago
Hey, I like your video, i know its hard to stop cutting, thanks for giving others encouragement. if you ever need to talk just look me up---Take care of your self and keep smiling
doorofhope4teens 3 years ago
Really inspirational Video... I gave up Self harm just over a year ago and sometimes struggle but im determined to stay strong. Good luck for the future :)
BookFreak26 3 years ago