ladies !!!!!!!!!there is only one way to get pregnant...dicks dont go inside vaginas unless it is a rape get a fucking condon you promiscouis bitchees ....mmmm i dont know what to do do i kill the baby or keep the baby mmmmmm i dont know what to do mmmmm next t time come in your mouth...white peoples problems..what are you 14???
ladies !!!!!!!!!there is only one way to get pregnant...dicks dont go inside vaginas unless it is a rape get a fucking condon you promiscouis bitchees ....mmmm i dont know what to do do i kill the baby or keep the baby mmmmmm i dont know what to do mmmmm next t time come in your mouth...white peoples problems
You sound exactly like me when I was 18. My son is 9 now. I am still very pro-choice so it upsets me to hear all these praying to Jesus comments. Each woman does what's right for her. If you had the abortion, I would hope these commenters would support you just the same.
Nobody is perfect. Human beings made mistake, sometimes for the good and the better sometimes for worse. But this made us learn from life. Life is what we are going through, learning and experiencing. Give the baby a life, one day, he or she may help you find happiness.
Girl, I really don't know the whole thing about your problem, but please keep the baby. Say no to abortion. Give life to him or her. If you decide you don't want the baby, and that your life is still hectic with all the mess - adoption is another solution to give the baby a happy life. I'm sorry that you've to go through unhappiness when you're pregnant. Does your parent know about this? If they do, I hope they can accept you and the baby, if not, they should still try to understand you.
i didnt think you made it sound like your bf would be mad. i seemed like you didn't want to talk to him about what your feeling and didnt want him to know about what you feel yet.
oh the other kind is the worst lol
the first 3 months are the worse. the next 3 great and then the last 2 are horrible cause you can't move well. oh and peeing just wait until you pee when you laugh, or when you breathe, the good thing about being pregnant is feeling the baby. feels like gas bubbles at first
I'm sorry it has nothing to do with your topics or topics in general, but you are so beautiful. I wish I knew you in person, lol. That always sounds weird to tell people over the internet, but if we had met in person first, I would still feel the same. I think we could have been good friends, and helped each other even if just listening to each other. Sorry I don't video respond. I don't have a camera. I wish I did, but no one would watch me anyways.
you should take pictures of you belly but you don't have to post em :) they would just be cool to have. I just found your channel. I <3 watching you. You have so much honesty.
not sure if i posted, but i just watched this video for the 2nd time again...ughh sorry that i'm not making a video response ..cuz i look like crap right now -.- just want to tell u that i really do admire u and everything u are going thru....i got pregnant a few years back..my bf wanted me to get an abortion but i didnt want to...but i ended up having a miscarriage anyways..so sad..i hope that ur baby is healthy and i send lots of love to u <3
@Kaufmann08 i'm glad you are so positive, i't makes me feel good. i hope that you will be happy with whatever you do. you are going to be a great mom if you keep baby, and still a great person if you abort of put baby up for adoption!
@pylons2 I never really thought of the baby as being my inspiration. I know a lot of people have been commenting about that and sometimes making it sound like I mean for the baby to be my means of getting over my problems, but I never ever said that. I don't really know what I think about my kid getting my eating disorder problem. It may or may not happen. I just have to raise him/her right and to see their self through the eyes of God and not the world.
@pylons2 Plus I haven't had problems with an eating disorder anymore... not for a long time. Don't really feel it coming back either. It may, it may not though. Who is to say.
i really don't mean this be sound rude, and it is does, i am truly sorry, but aren't you ever scared that your baby might inherit your eating disorder? i'm scared mine will get my issues! :(
my opinion, which you obviously don't have to do: abort the baby. Reasoning: A. adoption : you don't know where the baby will end up and with what future since you can't watch that. B : keep: once you give birth, you may go back to your eating disorder which would be hard for the baby if for any reason the BED/ bulimia/ anorexia cause you to put baby second. C. abortion: you will want to have a family that you can support and love once you are recoverd. now is not the time when you are "ill" :)
Well you have to think. It's not the babies fault you got pregnant. Along with sex comes a risk of getting pregnant. When people even consider abortion, or adoption, it sickens me.
@Kaufmann08 I do. I would hate to find out I was adopted. You know, no matter what you tell the kid that was adopted, its never really enough. They'll assume they weren't wanted. Not to be crude, but you should really keep him/her, because you knew that there was a chance you'd get pregnant, and you shouldn't try and take the easy way out. I mean, it's not like your on the streets, or poor. Adoption not so much? I'm really annoyed by that comment.
@mnluver Well, I guess you have your own opinions then, like everybody does. I know plenty of adopted people who love their adopted parents and are really very happy. Yeah, they wonder about their real parents... when it's a closed adoption. And even then, it doesn't hinder them in life or anything. I've pretty much already decided to keep my baby, and even if I didn't, well I guess you would just stay annoyed then and life would go on.
@mnluver Alot of biological children were not wanted, were accidents. I was adopted and I loved my parents intensely and am so happy to have been adopted by them. My birthmother chose my parents from a pool of potential couples, so there is a degree of control over the life your child has. It is not easy to give up a child, I don't know how you can think that. Adoption is beautiful.
@mnluver how about you shut the fuck up and leave the girl alone everyone knows abortion is bad, but its her decision and none of your fucking business and she made the right choice to keep/give it up for adoption so i dont understand why the fuck you gonna comment period especially because if we all commented on something that sickened them a lot of ppl would mention you im sure
@IAmJohnzor Wtf? lmfao epiiiiic fail. That conversation was over a long time ago, go find someone else to fuck with dumbass. I left a comment with my thoughts, she replied, and that was it. If I wanted to argue with someone I would have argued with her. So, like I said, GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO FUCK WITH. Lmfao.
Hi, I have currently been watching ur videos and I'd like to say that I'm glad u decided to keep the baby... An I'd also like to say that u should think of this situation as a new beginning, not just for the baby but also for u, pls think of ur baby as an inspiration to change, for the new chapter of ur life.
Don't do it. Serioulsy ask yourself if your are ready to be someone's mother. You have your whole life ahead of you, a baby at your age is more likely to become a burden. Wait till your older when it can be a blessing.
Hi I got pregnant first time when i was 18 and has my baby when i was 19 , i think you should keep your baby , but that just my opinion and the last decision is always your , but when you start to feel the baby move inside , its the most amazing thing , even if you feel you can give it up for adoption after birth wile you are pregnant , don't decide until you meet you baby and hold it in your arms because after that i think you will not have any doubts about keeping it , keep us posted
I know what you mean by missing the eating disorder. I'm not going through the same thing pregnant-wise, but would make a video response if I had a working camera. I think it's awesome the way thinks worked out with the prenatal and cancelling the abortion. Keep updating. Things will all work out, just do what you feel is right. :)
um.. i had a baby when i was 19 and it was my turning point.. i had to change myself for the baby and i became totally new person..but u have to beleive in urself.after ur decision! never regret!! just stay positive and prepare for the future!! ^^
please don't listen to other people. please listen to yourself. what is best for you? do not have a child just because other people think you should. it's your life.
because it was so engrained into your lifestyle and became so habitual that now without it, you feel kinda empty? please i advise you..whilst it is easier..rid of this demon once and for all!!!!!!!!!
@jc4evatri3 Hey, sorry for answering back so late! I think I just missed the eating disorder because I missed the times when I actually did feel good about myself while I was eating healthy and exercising. I missed the morbid comfort that the eating disorder would give me (even though it always made me end up feeling like shit in the end).
I'm a little confused by your other question, though.. I was born in America?
this might sound crazy, but God has a plan for you and that child. Do not give up hope, and stay happy! There is such a beautiful and exciting thing growing inside of you!
by the look on your face when you said "so i'm keeping the baby.." haha shows that you wouldn't be too happy to keep it, haha. that couple on 16 & pregnant that gave their baby up, look how happy they are now, the experience of adoption brought them together & they were so cute! it'll be hard to give it up if that's what you deicide. but just do what you feel is right.
This little person will require almost a 100% of you, for almost the rest of you life, or for the biggest chunk of it. Don't have a child for your own self as a side project to re direct your attention from your food distortion, work on yourself, work on getting yourself in a healthy happy place where you can be wise and grounded and loving and functional...then consider bringing a child to the world.
... I would like to hand out words of support in regards to you being pregnant I have to be honest with my thoughts and express that bringing a human being into the world is an enormous responsibility.
You are 19 years old. You are a adult. Raise the child on your own. You don't need to adopt it out. I'm sure you will make a fine mother. You have to be a mother, be a mother that looks after her own child.
My condolences - eating disorders never leave you. to me, getting pregnant would probably be worse than a diagnosis of cancer. Given that you're carrying it to term, i (although i realise how futile my comments are) truly believe the baby would be better off with someone more prepared for motherhood. I hope you make the right choice for the baby, not for yourself.
wow....well of course not saying what you should do...but if it was me I'd keep it rather than adopting it...because if you give it up...there'll probably come a time when you want to meet the child and regret giving it up...plus the child will probably want to meet you...also..if you go through the experience of being pregnant and labour...why would you give it up?
Good for you! I'm so glad you made the right choice FOR YOU and I'm really glad, personally, that you felt comfortable enough to have the baby. That's gonna be one gorgeous baby! ED's never go away, but they can get better. I get what you mean about missing it. I miss starving myself... It was comforting, but yea I think that being pregnant will help a lot because you can allow yourself to eat and you are responsible to the baby to do the right thing as far as eating so ya! <3 lots of luck!
I feel like this baby could be the best thing for pushing aside the eating disorder for good. You're a smart girl; you'll be so busy making sure that he/she has the best life possible that I think you won't WANT the eating disorder problem around.
i'm glad you made the best decision for you! i know exactly what you mean about missing your ED. i'm trying to get better but sometimes I relapse for a day or two just because i miss the feeling of complete control. but then i shake it off and keep going. i'm glad you have pushed aside your ED for your little one.
you look gorgeous and no matter what everything will turn out great : )
Girl, I just always love your vids, so real & raw! I'm actually trying to get preg but with my bulimia my body is all wack the fuck out so I don't think I can! :o(
good for you! Im hoping for the best-- you will know what to do... i guess your prenatal appointment was a sort of sign, Its all going to work out- you will see!
I wish you the best. And i hope you keep it,not adopt it.. cus having a baby is an amazing gift. Just wait till you see his/her eyes and you know its a miracle. 9 months will go by fast,dont worry about the belly to much. you are so super sweet and fun! I bet you will be a good mom :)
hi. i'm glad that you are doing relatively ok...it must suck to feel so crappy, but i'm sure you'll feel better soon. i'd love to post a vid response to this, but my camera is sorta broke right now, so if i don't, just know that you are very strong for telling your dad and keeping the baby. keep us updated! ♥
I wonder what your baby will think when he is old enough and tell him u almost aborted him??? Um yeah he just might be upset.
purelypink1107 1 month ago
Abortion is selfish
theblondesillygirl2 1 month ago
Girls these days..
miZsCrZe3 2 months ago
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ladies !!!!!!!!!there is only one way to get pregnant...dicks dont go inside vaginas unless it is a rape get a fucking condon you promiscouis bitchees ....mmmm i dont know what to do do i kill the baby or keep the baby mmmmmm i dont know what to do mmmmm next t time come in your mouth...white peoples problems..what are you 14???
mendezfocus 4 months ago
ladies !!!!!!!!!there is only one way to get pregnant...dicks dont go inside vaginas unless it is a rape get a fucking condon you promiscouis bitchees ....mmmm i dont know what to do do i kill the baby or keep the baby mmmmmm i dont know what to do mmmmm next t time come in your mouth...white peoples problems
mendezfocus 4 months ago
you are diffrent than the others , my feeling about you is diffrent ,u are special forme
yosiadewa12 6 months ago
You sound exactly like me when I was 18. My son is 9 now. I am still very pro-choice so it upsets me to hear all these praying to Jesus comments. Each woman does what's right for her. If you had the abortion, I would hope these commenters would support you just the same.
deathbymessenger 7 months ago
Girl, m so proud of you for keeping the baby. He is ADORABLE and you truly are a beautiful mommy!
TheStarsprinkles 1 year ago
haha how old are u? and have u had the baby yettt
MAMAMAMAKEUP1 1 year ago
Nobody is perfect. Human beings made mistake, sometimes for the good and the better sometimes for worse. But this made us learn from life. Life is what we are going through, learning and experiencing. Give the baby a life, one day, he or she may help you find happiness.
sparkl1nwat3r 1 year ago
Girl, I really don't know the whole thing about your problem, but please keep the baby. Say no to abortion. Give life to him or her. If you decide you don't want the baby, and that your life is still hectic with all the mess - adoption is another solution to give the baby a happy life. I'm sorry that you've to go through unhappiness when you're pregnant. Does your parent know about this? If they do, I hope they can accept you and the baby, if not, they should still try to understand you.
sparkl1nwat3r 1 year ago
how old are you?
elisakimster 1 year ago
Yyyaaaayyyy my prayers worked!!!!! I'm soooooooo happy u kept ur cute cute baby, I wish all girls were like you :)
juicyjujubean14 1 year ago
how old r u
amaZingNess94 1 year ago
How did u get pregnant? Was it planned?
I'm sure your going to have a lovely baby
stellali89 1 year ago
@stellali89
I'm pretty sure she had sex...
IHateVeggies101 1 year ago
@stellali89 No, it was not planned.... if it were, I wouldn't have been feeling so bad about it.
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
Nooooo Keep the baby !! O_O abortion isnt good >.<
iiGhetszCrazii 1 year ago
mwahaha monster!
LoveLongDistance128 1 year ago
i didnt think you made it sound like your bf would be mad. i seemed like you didn't want to talk to him about what your feeling and didnt want him to know about what you feel yet.
oh the other kind is the worst lol
the first 3 months are the worse. the next 3 great and then the last 2 are horrible cause you can't move well. oh and peeing just wait until you pee when you laugh, or when you breathe, the good thing about being pregnant is feeling the baby. feels like gas bubbles at first
magdalena7 1 year ago
I'm sorry it has nothing to do with your topics or topics in general, but you are so beautiful. I wish I knew you in person, lol. That always sounds weird to tell people over the internet, but if we had met in person first, I would still feel the same. I think we could have been good friends, and helped each other even if just listening to each other. Sorry I don't video respond. I don't have a camera. I wish I did, but no one would watch me anyways.
VreiynStar 1 year ago
you are really beautiful and im sure the baby will be just as beautiful
TAKR888 1 year ago
you should take pictures of you belly but you don't have to post em :) they would just be cool to have. I just found your channel. I <3 watching you. You have so much honesty.
SerenityMellissa 1 year ago
are you going to make another update?
chriskim609 1 year ago
@chriskim609 Yes! I plan to soon.
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
@Kaufmann08 its been 3 weeks. just subscribed and look forward to an update.
SomethingForWomen 1 year ago
@SomethingForWomen I don't know if you have seen it yet, but I just posted an update a few days ago finally ^_^
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
i think you should take pictures of your belly as it gets bigger, so you can make a scrap book and place them all in there. it's a nice memory. =D
triciak1288 1 year ago
you are pretty. your child will be thrilled to have a great mother. i am here if you want a shoulder
12valvepower1 1 year ago
i hate hiccups too!
thegreenaura 1 year ago 2
not sure if i posted, but i just watched this video for the 2nd time again...ughh sorry that i'm not making a video response ..cuz i look like crap right now -.- just want to tell u that i really do admire u and everything u are going thru....i got pregnant a few years back..my bf wanted me to get an abortion but i didnt want to...but i ended up having a miscarriage anyways..so sad..i hope that ur baby is healthy and i send lots of love to u <3
ihunnieibee 1 year ago
@Kaufmann08 i'm glad you are so positive, i't makes me feel good. i hope that you will be happy with whatever you do. you are going to be a great mom if you keep baby, and still a great person if you abort of put baby up for adoption!
pylons2 1 year ago
ps. i don't think the baby should be your inspiration, i think you should be the baby's inspiration.
pylons2 1 year ago
@pylons2 I never really thought of the baby as being my inspiration. I know a lot of people have been commenting about that and sometimes making it sound like I mean for the baby to be my means of getting over my problems, but I never ever said that. I don't really know what I think about my kid getting my eating disorder problem. It may or may not happen. I just have to raise him/her right and to see their self through the eyes of God and not the world.
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
@pylons2 Plus I haven't had problems with an eating disorder anymore... not for a long time. Don't really feel it coming back either. It may, it may not though. Who is to say.
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
i really don't mean this be sound rude, and it is does, i am truly sorry, but aren't you ever scared that your baby might inherit your eating disorder? i'm scared mine will get my issues! :(
pylons2 1 year ago
my opinion, which you obviously don't have to do: abort the baby. Reasoning: A. adoption : you don't know where the baby will end up and with what future since you can't watch that. B : keep: once you give birth, you may go back to your eating disorder which would be hard for the baby if for any reason the BED/ bulimia/ anorexia cause you to put baby second. C. abortion: you will want to have a family that you can support and love once you are recoverd. now is not the time when you are "ill" :)
pylons2 1 year ago
I think you should keep it. I have a feeling that this baby is going to be the best thing that ever happens to you.
alishakeyes 1 year ago
@alishakeyes A life-changing event, that is for sure.
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
Well you have to think. It's not the babies fault you got pregnant. Along with sex comes a risk of getting pregnant. When people even consider abortion, or adoption, it sickens me.
mnluver 1 year ago
@mnluver I can understand being sickened by abortion, but adoption not so much.
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
@Kaufmann08 I do. I would hate to find out I was adopted. You know, no matter what you tell the kid that was adopted, its never really enough. They'll assume they weren't wanted. Not to be crude, but you should really keep him/her, because you knew that there was a chance you'd get pregnant, and you shouldn't try and take the easy way out. I mean, it's not like your on the streets, or poor. Adoption not so much? I'm really annoyed by that comment.
mnluver 1 year ago
@mnluver Well, I guess you have your own opinions then, like everybody does. I know plenty of adopted people who love their adopted parents and are really very happy. Yeah, they wonder about their real parents... when it's a closed adoption. And even then, it doesn't hinder them in life or anything. I've pretty much already decided to keep my baby, and even if I didn't, well I guess you would just stay annoyed then and life would go on.
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
@mnluver Alot of biological children were not wanted, were accidents. I was adopted and I loved my parents intensely and am so happy to have been adopted by them. My birthmother chose my parents from a pool of potential couples, so there is a degree of control over the life your child has. It is not easy to give up a child, I don't know how you can think that. Adoption is beautiful.
Venusfading 1 year ago
@mnluver how about you shut the fuck up and leave the girl alone everyone knows abortion is bad, but its her decision and none of your fucking business and she made the right choice to keep/give it up for adoption so i dont understand why the fuck you gonna comment period especially because if we all commented on something that sickened them a lot of ppl would mention you im sure
IAmJohnzor 1 year ago
@IAmJohnzor Wtf? lmfao epiiiiic fail. That conversation was over a long time ago, go find someone else to fuck with dumbass. I left a comment with my thoughts, she replied, and that was it. If I wanted to argue with someone I would have argued with her. So, like I said, GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO FUCK WITH. Lmfao.
mnluver 1 year ago
i hear some ppl find recovery easier after giving birth so hopefully this is the case for u. hopefulli this baby will motivate u. =)
blaqqirlwithaned 1 year ago
i hear some ppl find recovery easier after giving birth so hopefully this is the case for u. hopefulli this baby will motivate u. =)
blaqqirlwithaned 1 year ago
Hi, I have currently been watching ur videos and I'd like to say that I'm glad u decided to keep the baby... An I'd also like to say that u should think of this situation as a new beginning, not just for the baby but also for u, pls think of ur baby as an inspiration to change, for the new chapter of ur life.
sw33tkas 1 year ago
keep your baby- it will be a very cute baby!! :D
mellissakatarina 1 year ago
Don't do it. Serioulsy ask yourself if your are ready to be someone's mother. You have your whole life ahead of you, a baby at your age is more likely to become a burden. Wait till your older when it can be a blessing.
dharmayourkarma 1 year ago
this is not very funny??????????????
artistadiablo 1 year ago
@artistadiablo What's not funny?
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
, and as you said you will now have your dads option and support to keep you baby i guess
damawuk 1 year ago
Hi I got pregnant first time when i was 18 and has my baby when i was 19 , i think you should keep your baby , but that just my opinion and the last decision is always your , but when you start to feel the baby move inside , its the most amazing thing , even if you feel you can give it up for adoption after birth wile you are pregnant , don't decide until you meet you baby and hold it in your arms because after that i think you will not have any doubts about keeping it , keep us posted
damawuk 1 year ago
keep yur bby!
wwhitney30 1 year ago
I know what you mean by missing the eating disorder. I'm not going through the same thing pregnant-wise, but would make a video response if I had a working camera. I think it's awesome the way thinks worked out with the prenatal and cancelling the abortion. Keep updating. Things will all work out, just do what you feel is right. :)
myartisfashion 2 years ago
um.. i had a baby when i was 19 and it was my turning point.. i had to change myself for the baby and i became totally new person..but u have to beleive in urself.after ur decision! never regret!! just stay positive and prepare for the future!! ^^
kittythepoo 2 years ago
please don't listen to other people. please listen to yourself. what is best for you? do not have a child just because other people think you should. it's your life.
trixy776655 2 years ago 3
@trixy776655// I'm totally agree with trixy776655. It's your lifetime decision..you should hear voice inside of youself.
vivaras 2 years ago 5
yes post pictures!!
lilmztori1 2 years ago 2
oh and with such a pretty face like yours..your baby will be so beautiful
jc4evatri3 2 years ago
oh my word!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you have such a pretty face
you look like a living doll seriously..
where do you come from??
oh and do you think you miss your BED
because it was so engrained into your lifestyle and became so habitual that now without it, you feel kinda empty? please i advise you..whilst it is easier..rid of this demon once and for all!!!!!!!!!
jc4evatri3 2 years ago 3
@jc4evatri3 Hey, sorry for answering back so late! I think I just missed the eating disorder because I missed the times when I actually did feel good about myself while I was eating healthy and exercising. I missed the morbid comfort that the eating disorder would give me (even though it always made me end up feeling like shit in the end).
I'm a little confused by your other question, though.. I was born in America?
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
You are so cute!
I love how you make your videos... I'm going to have to take some lessons from a pro.
crystalAura 2 years ago
@crystalAura I really think I could make mine a lot better lol.
Kaufmann08 1 year ago
this might sound crazy, but God has a plan for you and that child. Do not give up hope, and stay happy! There is such a beautiful and exciting thing growing inside of you!
-love!
myfairladyxo 2 years ago
ohhh lord i know how you feel on missing the eating disorder. i went without it for like 2-3 weeks..now i'm back at it :/
thisisbrittanyparks 2 years ago
by the look on your face when you said "so i'm keeping the baby.." haha shows that you wouldn't be too happy to keep it, haha. that couple on 16 & pregnant that gave their baby up, look how happy they are now, the experience of adoption brought them together & they were so cute! it'll be hard to give it up if that's what you deicide. but just do what you feel is right.
thisisbrittanyparks 2 years ago
I miss mine, too, but then I remember that it never did anything good for me.
guaranteedgay 2 years ago
Feeling is good, but n this situation it's good to think. rationally, think....
Good Luck.
aliceramirez999 2 years ago
This little person will require almost a 100% of you, for almost the rest of you life, or for the biggest chunk of it. Don't have a child for your own self as a side project to re direct your attention from your food distortion, work on yourself, work on getting yourself in a healthy happy place where you can be wise and grounded and loving and functional...then consider bringing a child to the world.
aliceramirez999 2 years ago 2
... I would like to hand out words of support in regards to you being pregnant I have to be honest with my thoughts and express that bringing a human being into the world is an enormous responsibility.
aliceramirez999 2 years ago
the baby will be v beautiful :)
meeeeeert 2 years ago 3
yaaaaaaaaayyy! im so proud of you =] i just want to let you know that were all here for you.
Twilight0513 2 years ago
You are 19 years old. You are a adult. Raise the child on your own. You don't need to adopt it out. I'm sure you will make a fine mother. You have to be a mother, be a mother that looks after her own child.
ogrish84 2 years ago
My condolences - eating disorders never leave you. to me, getting pregnant would probably be worse than a diagnosis of cancer. Given that you're carrying it to term, i (although i realise how futile my comments are) truly believe the baby would be better off with someone more prepared for motherhood. I hope you make the right choice for the baby, not for yourself.
peevishpear 2 years ago
wow....well of course not saying what you should do...but if it was me I'd keep it rather than adopting it...because if you give it up...there'll probably come a time when you want to meet the child and regret giving it up...plus the child will probably want to meet you...also..if you go through the experience of being pregnant and labour...why would you give it up?
oliviajane91 2 years ago
Good for you! I'm so glad you made the right choice FOR YOU and I'm really glad, personally, that you felt comfortable enough to have the baby. That's gonna be one gorgeous baby! ED's never go away, but they can get better. I get what you mean about missing it. I miss starving myself... It was comforting, but yea I think that being pregnant will help a lot because you can allow yourself to eat and you are responsible to the baby to do the right thing as far as eating so ya! <3 lots of luck!
stephy198920011 2 years ago
I feel like this baby could be the best thing for pushing aside the eating disorder for good. You're a smart girl; you'll be so busy making sure that he/she has the best life possible that I think you won't WANT the eating disorder problem around.
JbMaun 2 years ago 9
@JbMaun i agree with you ..the baby was a blessing
MileyRocksz9 1 year ago
i'm glad you made the best decision for you! i know exactly what you mean about missing your ED. i'm trying to get better but sometimes I relapse for a day or two just because i miss the feeling of complete control. but then i shake it off and keep going. i'm glad you have pushed aside your ED for your little one.
you look gorgeous and no matter what everything will turn out great : )
thisiskate12 2 years ago
Girl, I just always love your vids, so real & raw! I'm actually trying to get preg but with my bulimia my body is all wack the fuck out so I don't think I can! :o(
p8anut 2 years ago
I have to say that im quite awed by you.well done!!!
lostlittlegirlygirl 2 years ago
good for you! Im hoping for the best-- you will know what to do... i guess your prenatal appointment was a sort of sign, Its all going to work out- you will see!
casketcrewchick 2 years ago
I wish you the best. And i hope you keep it,not adopt it.. cus having a baby is an amazing gift. Just wait till you see his/her eyes and you know its a miracle. 9 months will go by fast,dont worry about the belly to much. you are so super sweet and fun! I bet you will be a good mom :)
apeskatt 2 years ago
hi. i'm glad that you are doing relatively ok...it must suck to feel so crappy, but i'm sure you'll feel better soon. i'd love to post a vid response to this, but my camera is sorta broke right now, so if i don't, just know that you are very strong for telling your dad and keeping the baby. keep us updated! ♥
goodxbadxugly1 2 years ago