Im 14, I thought and tried this so many times, I Wanna lose 15pounds. i feel like im judged everyday in school. Im scared to dress like the girls in my school. My friends tell me im perfect weight im beautiful but for some reason I cant get that thought in my mind.
After watching this video I see that what i tried and was gonna start to do would ruin me and possibly kill me.
Its not worth it..theres other ways for me. im stupid for every thinking/trying to change me. im better then myself<3
im 13.... and im 122 pounds..... and u were 17 and u weighed 115 :o OMG but i look skinny so when ppl ask me how much i weigh and i tell them there like :o lol because im tall but im skinny but not TO skinny but normal i guess lol but im not ganna lie i wish i was skinnier just days ago i told my friend i wish i was skinnier and she stopped walking and looked at me and said "dont stop eating" and i laughed and told her i would never do that because i love food to much :)
@TheLamplighter4 - Actually, I'd prefer "happy". I would gladly sacrifice a few years at the end of my life if it means i can live my life just a little bit more free from rules and limitations.
@facepalmization I can't say I would completely agree with you, because I can't understand why anyone would want to sacrifice "a few years" just to look one way or another, but I support the "happy" :)
@TheLamplighter4 - My point is that a few calculated risks in the way you live your life can free you up to enjoy things that you otherwise would not be able to. And if that means there is a chance I might die sooner than if I did not experience those things, sometimes the risk is worth it for some of us :)
you are a beautiful person. i am so happy that you are healthy now. thank you for putting your story in the internet. i hope you know that you have probably saved lives in the process.
@eumeu44 thats not a solution! People who kill themselves leave there loved ones behind and there loved ones won't come over that!! It's just not a solution or a cure!!!!!
I am 37 and when i was in high school i had this,it is scary and hard to start eating again now i am healthy also and i am happy for you to.I'm glad you understand it is better to be healthy than be dead that is what i said also.
Thank you for this. And thank you for not including numerous photos of your condition too, because they could be used for thinspiration/pro-ana support. For those people who make rude comments, they obviously have never dealt with a disorder before. I have never starved myself, but i was mildly bulimic for some time and understand that feeling of compulsion, guilt, and the ongoing sense that they will never truly be gone. I'm glad you were forced to get help, and I hope you continue on that path
@ArielleAnonymous Than why mention that you have a disorder? If you dont than why are writing on here if only your "ribs show". Thats what an eating disorder is, when you restrict food or you think your fat, same as with bulimia. Most girls dont like themselves or think their not good enough, AS I ALREADY SAID! Anorexia is a mental disease( READ UP ABOUT IT). How the fuck am i stereotyping?! Obviously you have an eating disorder.
legalization of marijuana or even smoking it has nothing to do with the problems these girls have. First off its not them wanting to kill themselves, its a mental disease that makes them see their fat or not good enough and happens over years. Whether they were to smoke or not, or whether they wanted to eat something....something inside wont let them eat. Ive bin threw that and i still live it. Unless youve truly bin threw it, you dont have a goddamn clue! So quite being so arrogant
@702Relaps wow, my disorder is not like that at all. i see my body just the way it is, i'm aware that my ribs are visible, i just don't like myself. there are no ''hallusinations'' of fat on my body, it's just that i don't feal good enough. now, what you're doing, is that you're stereotyping eating disorders, saying that they ARE this and that, whereas they actually are different from person to person.
your story is that of thousands, my friend went through the same thing, she was too on the brink of death. Its just as scary for those you are close too as well as yourself.
>_< @OP: can someone explain to me why people stay anorexics, even when their loss of weight makes them look hideous? I mean there is a point when it just makes you wanna vomit. I've seen that in extreme cases. IF this is about vanity, then wouldn't vanity cue them to stop?
I've had anorexia. It almost killed me too. That being said, at 5'6", you're still very, very close to the edge. Although I appreciate the difficult time you had gaining weight, and I realize how hard you worked to get there, 115 lbs is not ideal for your height. Your BMI is only 18.6... 18.5 and below is underweight. That being said, you probably already know all of this.
If it is your choice to live, then live and have a great and full life. But forcing people to live, who want to die, has heinous social ramifications.
Anorexia and bulimia are both horrible diseases, I had both at one point for almost 8 months and i felt alot of pain in my chest and i was cold all the time and always binged at one point, Then i would purge almost 10 times a day... Some months i would just eat less to avoid purging. The lowest iv been is 98 pounds. It was the worst 8 months of my life. Now im doing better. The doctors gave me a reality check and now im doing sooo much better.
Ladies, if a guy can't accept what you look like or how you will look, you shouldn't accept him for being an ass. Yes he's an ass, since we all change appearance and weight thru out the years or months. I don't fall in love with someone before I'm sure I will love the person no matter how her appearance end up. It's her choices that makes me think, if she chooses to become unhealthy in any way. I would consider being with her after talking to her about it.
@McRaeNaayers I'm 5'8 and 110 lbs... and a guy, I am skinny, yes but I have muscle and tone, and no one ever says I look unhealthy... There is a difference between natural and unnatural thinness in my opinion and that's what makes the difference, my bone structer is just designed incredibly thin so it fits me
I know what it feels like I use to have it not as bad but it's not anyone's fault and it's not because we want to look good for guys..... It comes from the mind and you see yourself as too fat when you're really not. Anyways I'm glad you're better(:
Your story is amazing! Down to the lowest point. You had to learn about this dis-ease so that you could have empathy inorder to help others. Thank you for reaching out! You have come along ways, you are so brave to walk through all of that <3
I know what it felt like for me to not beable to eat when I left home at 18. I was so upset still over the deaths of my two brothers. I cried all the time. I faced depression too.
Talking about it was the best thing that helped me. (That was back in '75).
Your video is so moving, im 14 and have been suffering since i was 12? I havnt been through so bad as you, i cried when i watched this, im glad you pulled threw, its such a hard, horrible battle everyday and it dominates every part of your life, i wouldnt even wish it on my worst enemy xx
honestly.... all im thinking is "i wish i was that skinny". about a year ago i weighed 65.5kg and then i stopped eating and got down to 54.5kg just 2 months later, then 46.7kg at my lowest in about june/july but then i started gaining weight again and gained even more after i was comitted to a treatment home, then i lost some, now i gained again and today the scale said 55.2kg. im trying so hard to lose, but ppl keep pressuring me to eat and im such a pushover :(
@futurestar94britfan And how tall are you? I´m 172,5 cm tall and I weigh 58 kg. (I get very depressed when I gain only a little bit of weight .) I guess I´m not an expert but I would recommend eating lots of fruit and vegetables.
And they spend thousands of dollars on this idiot what they should have done is bought her a ticket to Somalia, you don't have to worrry about refusing food, there isn't any. Think about it, we could have brought a 1000 Somalis here and sent her there and everyone would be happy.
I'm 15 and I'm 4"11 and I weigh about 90 pounds. People are constantly calling me anorexic, but regardless, I have a very healthy diet and I AM healthy. Regardless of what people tell you, whether they say you're too fat or too skinny, only those close to you, only what they say should ever count. You're an amazing person for sharing this with us.
Ladies, if a guy can't accept you for who you are and what you look like, you shouldn't accept him. You don't need to change for him. I'm a guy, and I would never expect a girl to do something like this for me.
@jamie007pwnz I would think that the opposite applied as well, it's not just us men who tend to be focused on appearance. In fact, male egos are apparently more fragile to female rejection and/or insult. So ladies, keep that in mind as well.
@jamie007pwnz That's nice that you say that :) But girls don't become anorexic to make boys like them. For many (or for me, anyway), it's a futile search for happiness. I hated myself and everything I had ever heard told me that skinny would make me happy. It didn't, but I just kept chasing it.
@jamie007pwnz I'm not sure if anorexics are concerned with what people of the opposite sex think. It's more of a competition, if that. It's completely self centered. They don't see anyone else. All they are concerned about is the existence of fat on their body. It disgusts them.
@colourfulskies No it isn't all about guys but you can't factor them entirly out either. Many girls *do* feel pressure from boy friends or even random idoits out there. They simply hear them speak about "skinny" girls and the words pile up bit by bit with out realizing it.
@jamie007pwnz It's wonderful that you feel this way. Unfortunately, it isn't simply wanting to look good for a guy. Having battled eating disorders in high school, I've had a hard time explaining why. It's everything. It's looking in the mirror, seeing this distorted you, feeling disgusted. It's a need to control something. It's like if you could lose enough weight, your inner beauty would shine through more clearly. It's not realizing that it already does.
@jamie007pwnz Exactly. A lot of times I find girls that think they are ugly or fat, when they're really beautiful or skinny. The just need to stop caring about their looks, looks don't really matter to me.
That's a super sweet comment... <3 But we don't do this for you. We do it for ourselves, and for control. :/ Unfortunately. I wish it was that simple.
I'm 13. I don't really eat due to my ADHD meds, less then 400 calories on a school day, and about 1500 on weekends. I'm fine. It doesn't kill you, does it?
anorexi is not a sickness. its just a way of thinking, like u brainwash yourself and telling that u are fat. but u are not, there is no need for cure to it. its just that u have to open your mind, stop thinking negative, then u will not have anorexi.
@dmarvin100 it's a mental illness. You can't "just stop thinking you're fat". Especially if you have some sort of body dysmorphic disorder. That's almost like telling a depressed person "just cheer up and quit whining."
@dmarvin100 but sometimes the person thinks so negatively about their body for so long that they can't even see what they actually look like in the mirror. they need someone to kick start them into thinking positively about who they are and what they look like.
I am 13. I had a small case of anorexia. I weighed about 78 pounds. I was 130. I lost all that weight in 3 months. How? I didn't eat. I felt fat. I wouldn' admit what I was doing. I am now about 85 pounds, but that always changes. I still feel fat, yet I am the smallest in our grade. I don't like feeling like this. Fat, ugly, stupid. And for 13? I am in 8th grade. But there is hope for everyone.
I have a friend who's anorexic. I have been knowing for quite some time now. I have tried to help her over the years but it seems that there's nothing I can do for her...I've tried telling her mom but she always seems to ignore talking about the subject, and the people at school do nothing to help her. They always take her food out of her lunch, and of course she lets them. Any advice on what to do?? I certainly don't want her to die because of the disease.
Tell teachers or ur guidance counselor, confront her parents (mabye invite them to lunch?), tell your mom to tell talk to the girls parents. You need to get someone to back you up when u comfront her. And she will hate you for a while...but once she recovers she should be very grateful Do anything you can because i used to be anerexic, only for a year, and now i have so many problems health wise, do something before it is way too late to save her body
folllow sunsetjuliett or juliet thomason on twitter she's absolutely amazing. she's going to start videos in the near future of her stories of self harm, eating disorder, trauma, loss, bullying and more...she helped me. shes really nice. she gave me great advice & her stories are soo helpful..they're sad but powerful. she's a great help. just check her out. she also talks about stuff on stickam (Juliet Thomason) her videos are up go check her channel out julietthomason.love her!
An old friend of mine just died 'cause of Anorexia. I know her since she was 12 and now she died at age 25. The last time I saw her I had to look twice to know that it is really her. She was almost invisible. I immediately knew that I wont see her again. She died 1 1/2 month later. RIP Amelie.
I was doing research for my sociology class about this particular topic and came across this video and it complete scared me, I am not an anorexic but this will keep me from ever thinking of it. This girl is lucky to be alive and should be a lesson learned for whom may think that they are not alone. People do care about you, please reach out and get the help you deserve.
@msangie90210 You're right...I'm sorry and want to take time this time to apologize to anyone here who is overweight and was offended by my comment. That was wrong of me to make fun of this girl for being a little bit on the chubby side. I should be supportive and encourage her to eat less fat and engage in more physical activity...it's not her fault she is so fat. But seriously, try cutting back a little bit, i'd say you're about 10 pounds away from being morbidly obese.
You're one of those girls that inspire me. Because of your strength and courage, I am on my way to love my body and accept it. Thank you so much for being such an inspiration :)
anorexic people should smoke pot....
HazelCinderella 2 hours ago
Can someone pleeease tell me the name of the song??
TieDyeMirror 2 hours ago
This really touched me im happy that you are healthy now, and i will think of this story everytime that i think im not thin enough. thank u
yoceleste100 3 hours ago
when i get down to 115 or below that. THEN ill start eating. Until then...
swimmingkaola 6 hours ago
Im 14, I thought and tried this so many times, I Wanna lose 15pounds. i feel like im judged everyday in school. Im scared to dress like the girls in my school. My friends tell me im perfect weight im beautiful but for some reason I cant get that thought in my mind.
After watching this video I see that what i tried and was gonna start to do would ruin me and possibly kill me.
Its not worth it..theres other ways for me. im stupid for every thinking/trying to change me. im better then myself<3
jjintoxication 6 hours ago
@jjintoxication I'm so glad and proud of you.
Dehinina 3 hours ago
Wow
I know Anorexia can be hard :(
I am happy you are healthy now
The best for you
Jensenholic 1 day ago
Mam ochote dać jej frytki i kurczaczki z MCDONALDS !
Muzykownaxd 1 day ago
im on lsd even i dont starve i eat
DarlingLiza 1 day ago
@DarlingLiza I tried eating on acid, I couldn't figure out how to get the pizza in my mouth.
Donnerstag 1 day ago
People Being to skinny is a real problem but being to fat is a problem
wat r we sapossed to do we born super skinny we may be skinny for the rest of our life needing to gain weight but
we born fat we stay fat needing to lose weight
theres an end to both and that end is death
APersonProduction 2 days ago
the music kind of scared me...but the story was really sad :( so yeah im going to go eat all the food in my fridge now..
Nanzmeez1 2 days ago
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17 - 5' 6'' - 115lbs you're still very skinny...
PaintingHeartsBLACK 2 days ago
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PaintingHeartsBLACK 2 days ago
i cried .
SiteModelings 2 days ago
I was going to do this but I don't know now
10tumms 2 days ago
@10tumms going to do what?
wyghfrt01 2 days ago
im 13.... and im 122 pounds..... and u were 17 and u weighed 115 :o OMG but i look skinny so when ppl ask me how much i weigh and i tell them there like :o lol because im tall but im skinny but not TO skinny but normal i guess lol but im not ganna lie i wish i was skinnier just days ago i told my friend i wish i was skinnier and she stopped walking and looked at me and said "dont stop eating" and i laughed and told her i would never do that because i love food to much :)
UltraBieberFan 3 days ago
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anton12121988 3 days ago
No one should strive to be "skinny". We should all strive to be healthy!!
TheLamplighter4 4 days ago 4
@TheLamplighter4 - Actually, I'd prefer "happy". I would gladly sacrifice a few years at the end of my life if it means i can live my life just a little bit more free from rules and limitations.
facepalmization 3 days ago
@facepalmization I can't say I would completely agree with you, because I can't understand why anyone would want to sacrifice "a few years" just to look one way or another, but I support the "happy" :)
TheLamplighter4 3 days ago
@TheLamplighter4 - My point is that a few calculated risks in the way you live your life can free you up to enjoy things that you otherwise would not be able to. And if that means there is a chance I might die sooner than if I did not experience those things, sometimes the risk is worth it for some of us :)
facepalmization 3 days ago
@facepalmization I understand :)
TheLamplighter4 3 days ago
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Wat is the song
moocow6842 4 days ago
Wat is the song
moocow6842 4 days ago
on that note, I'm going to have another slice of pizza ^_^
anbeanceol 4 days ago 41
@anbeanceol and on that note, you're an ass.
theopiated 2 days ago
@Pt363q My Silent Undoing by Queen Adreena
THINSPIREDANA 4 days ago
@Marthyishot My Silent Undoing by Queen Adreena
THINSPIREDANA 4 days ago
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THINSPIREDANA 4 days ago
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THINSPIREDANA 4 days ago
Whow, thats a shockin' story. Gtg now. I hope it wont get that far with me :S
sukkeltjedukkeltje 4 days ago
the song is freakin' me out o.o
sukkeltjedukkeltje 4 days ago
Have you every been called huge? I was called that today....
Deliciocosss 5 days ago
And then what happened?
LordoftheKaty 5 days ago
creepy music o.O
MissApplicioussss 5 days ago
you are a beautiful person. i am so happy that you are healthy now. thank you for putting your story in the internet. i hope you know that you have probably saved lives in the process.
palisboycrazy101 1 week ago 43
whats the song called?
iHeartmusic425 1 week ago
@iHeartmusic425 The song is called " My silent " by Undoing
sillyoctopuss 1 week ago
@iHeartmusic425 Actually its My Silent Undoing by Queen Adreena
THINSPIREDANA 4 days ago
yes there is a cure. they call it suicide
eumeu44 1 week ago
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SonicRulesMyWorld 1 week ago
@eumeu44 thats not a solution! People who kill themselves leave there loved ones behind and there loved ones won't come over that!! It's just not a solution or a cure!!!!!
ms18L 1 week ago
I am 37 and when i was in high school i had this,it is scary and hard to start eating again now i am healthy also and i am happy for you to.I'm glad you understand it is better to be healthy than be dead that is what i said also.
TheFirestorm304 1 week ago
What's the name of the song?
AdrenalinDangerHear1 1 week ago
That was a really good video. I know that I do not know you, but I am very happy that you were able to beat anorexia. Thank you for sharing.
CrashingRainbow 1 week ago
@LegendBaal people like you like you sicken me.
justmedemi6 1 week ago
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attention seeking slut op.
LegendBaal 1 week ago
Thank you for this. And thank you for not including numerous photos of your condition too, because they could be used for thinspiration/pro-ana support. For those people who make rude comments, they obviously have never dealt with a disorder before. I have never starved myself, but i was mildly bulimic for some time and understand that feeling of compulsion, guilt, and the ongoing sense that they will never truly be gone. I'm glad you were forced to get help, and I hope you continue on that path
Veraldaline 1 week ago
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sophiathomas210 1 week ago
wow...these people are gay for letting themselves get like this. once again youtube as brought me to the wierd side of it.
EmilyVanneste829 1 week ago
@EmilyVanneste829 you are one ignorant person. a disease like this does not just happen over night. educate yourself.
jess33100 1 week ago
@EmilyVanneste829 Really? I thought being gay was about being attracted to members of the same sex, not starving yourself. Was I wrong?
missgracegallagher 1 week ago
My friend died when she went into her third coma...I miss her so much :'( I dont know why she was starving her self, she was so pretty :/
xXBethsaysHiXx 1 week ago
this is amazing i cant even tell u
Sk8addict28 1 week ago
@ArielleAnonymous you just havnt excepted it yet
702Relaps 1 week ago
@ArielleAnonymous Than why mention that you have a disorder? If you dont than why are writing on here if only your "ribs show". Thats what an eating disorder is, when you restrict food or you think your fat, same as with bulimia. Most girls dont like themselves or think their not good enough, AS I ALREADY SAID! Anorexia is a mental disease( READ UP ABOUT IT). How the fuck am i stereotyping?! Obviously you have an eating disorder.
702Relaps 1 week ago
My friend is 5'4 and 70 pounds
NizaMathers 1 week ago
music?
henkonloveyou 1 week ago
@zantig1
legalization of marijuana or even smoking it has nothing to do with the problems these girls have. First off its not them wanting to kill themselves, its a mental disease that makes them see their fat or not good enough and happens over years. Whether they were to smoke or not, or whether they wanted to eat something....something inside wont let them eat. Ive bin threw that and i still live it. Unless youve truly bin threw it, you dont have a goddamn clue! So quite being so arrogant
702Relaps 1 week ago
@702Relaps wow, my disorder is not like that at all. i see my body just the way it is, i'm aware that my ribs are visible, i just don't like myself. there are no ''hallusinations'' of fat on my body, it's just that i don't feal good enough. now, what you're doing, is that you're stereotyping eating disorders, saying that they ARE this and that, whereas they actually are different from person to person.
ArielleAnonymous 1 week ago
poor dear girl, I wish you the best
bealepoika1 1 week ago
your story is that of thousands, my friend went through the same thing, she was too on the brink of death. Its just as scary for those you are close too as well as yourself.
anyone know what this song is called?
andthebearwentrahh 1 week ago
the song kinda made me feel sad :/
Mellophonehhs 2 weeks ago
your very brave for sharing this
HaleighLuhve 2 weeks ago
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thedisbatcher 2 weeks ago
what i give to be 115
Zyeesheart 2 weeks ago
@rot in he'll!!! How could u even thim
puddingface11 2 weeks ago
song ?????
Lourasomrtier 2 weeks ago
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thedisbatcher 2 weeks ago
im in that wierd part of youtube again.../:
xxAlexisCaldwellxx 2 weeks ago
What is this song?
kiharatsu 2 weeks ago
@pengubaby What the fuck dont you understand?
russianroulletmpp 2 weeks ago
>_< @OP: can someone explain to me why people stay anorexics, even when their loss of weight makes them look hideous? I mean there is a point when it just makes you wanna vomit. I've seen that in extreme cases. IF this is about vanity, then wouldn't vanity cue them to stop?
pengubaby 2 weeks ago
anorexia nervosa child please show this!I make it by myself..Is my story..
aristoula1000 2 weeks ago
im 5'3. i used to be 97lbs (and boy do i miss that)..ur 5'6... 115lbs. now i know i need to get skinny again.
russianroulletmpp 2 weeks ago
@russianroulletmpp ?
pengubaby 2 weeks ago
This song sounds like some scary movie stuff!
NegaDriaa 2 weeks ago
Um....... WHat song is that?
MeganSingzz 2 weeks ago
I've had anorexia. It almost killed me too. That being said, at 5'6", you're still very, very close to the edge. Although I appreciate the difficult time you had gaining weight, and I realize how hard you worked to get there, 115 lbs is not ideal for your height. Your BMI is only 18.6... 18.5 and below is underweight. That being said, you probably already know all of this.
cocolicotcanada 2 weeks ago
They see me trollin, they hating
Robertjcksn40 2 weeks ago
@Charlxttte Plz inbox me
BabyEatM3 2 weeks ago
Bless your heart...and may you continue to regain the strength you lost when you were ill.
Yottabee 2 weeks ago 35
If it is your choice to live, then live and have a great and full life. But forcing people to live, who want to die, has heinous social ramifications.
p9jpd9 2 weeks ago
So sad, I am glad you are doing better your story made me cry, I reposted it on FB thank you
MsVitoU 2 weeks ago
Anorexia and bulimia are both horrible diseases, I had both at one point for almost 8 months and i felt alot of pain in my chest and i was cold all the time and always binged at one point, Then i would purge almost 10 times a day... Some months i would just eat less to avoid purging. The lowest iv been is 98 pounds. It was the worst 8 months of my life. Now im doing better. The doctors gave me a reality check and now im doing sooo much better.
kklloyd12345 3 weeks ago
I look over at My friend... Yuck Im in the wrong part of youtube again.. Ahhhgg! why a i watching Aneraxea Videos? I think Im a Chubby Chaser...
XxGoldenRagexX 3 weeks ago
Why does the first words say... "I used to be like you.. Anorexic"...
I'm not.
suzyy21 3 weeks ago
legalize marijuana and you won't see these teens trying to kill themselves
zantig1 3 weeks ago 76
@zantig1 you're fucking stupid.
CookieMonster8629 2 weeks ago
@zantig1 Are you FUCKING kidding me.
You really think years of depression, being bullied, and poor self image can be erased by smoking some pot? Wake the fuck up.
freepirateXD 1 week ago
@zantig1 What does that have to do with anything? A side effect of marijuana is depression! Adding drugs to problems does not help at all!
xoParfaitAmour 1 week ago
@zantig1 how the fuck would that help anything? Because a bunch of stoned teeenagers sounds so safe. Stoned=doing stupid shit
Lyssiegohsrawrrrr 6 days ago
@Lyssiegohsrawrrrr if you're super stoned you can't even move to perform stupid shit, so you getting stoned is good
Almahser 6 days ago
am 5'5 AND IS at 100 pound flAT
orgasmmakeyahcum 3 weeks ago
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Ladies, if a guy can't accept what you look like or how you will look, you shouldn't accept him for being an ass. Yes he's an ass, since we all change appearance and weight thru out the years or months. I don't fall in love with someone before I'm sure I will love the person no matter how her appearance end up. It's her choices that makes me think, if she chooses to become unhealthy in any way. I would consider being with her after talking to her about it.
Yes I'm also a guy, not the only one.
Browseerr 3 weeks ago
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Browseerr 3 weeks ago
@McRaeNaayers thats not underweight! im 5'7" and weigh that much. my doctor says thats normal.
asong034 3 weeks ago
She's still underweight.... 5'6" and 115pnds is still very underweight..
McRaeNaayers 3 weeks ago
@McRaeNaayers I'm 5'8 and 110 lbs... and a guy, I am skinny, yes but I have muscle and tone, and no one ever says I look unhealthy... There is a difference between natural and unnatural thinness in my opinion and that's what makes the difference, my bone structer is just designed incredibly thin so it fits me
JustinKwapich 3 weeks ago
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who let the jew out?who?who who who who?
semajsnikrep 3 weeks ago
I know what it feels like I use to have it not as bad but it's not anyone's fault and it's not because we want to look good for guys..... It comes from the mind and you see yourself as too fat when you're really not. Anyways I'm glad you're better(:
GlitzGirl321 4 weeks ago
lose some weight
SirJazz 4 weeks ago
The song is called "My Silent Undoing" by Queen Adreena
peckgia777 4 weeks ago
Your story is amazing! Down to the lowest point. You had to learn about this dis-ease so that you could have empathy inorder to help others. Thank you for reaching out! You have come along ways, you are so brave to walk through all of that <3
I know what it felt like for me to not beable to eat when I left home at 18. I was so upset still over the deaths of my two brothers. I cried all the time. I faced depression too.
Talking about it was the best thing that helped me. (That was back in '75).
Eddiegirll1 1 month ago
who ever the fuck dislike this fucking come talk to me i will find you if you dont .....
....... >.< grrrr
izzysohot100 1 month ago
Your video is so moving, im 14 and have been suffering since i was 12? I havnt been through so bad as you, i cried when i watched this, im glad you pulled threw, its such a hard, horrible battle everyday and it dominates every part of your life, i wouldnt even wish it on my worst enemy xx
zoek280 1 month ago 5
but she is still pretty.
HA0711pi 1 month ago
creepy song
msashland1rose 1 month ago 3
honestly.... all im thinking is "i wish i was that skinny". about a year ago i weighed 65.5kg and then i stopped eating and got down to 54.5kg just 2 months later, then 46.7kg at my lowest in about june/july but then i started gaining weight again and gained even more after i was comitted to a treatment home, then i lost some, now i gained again and today the scale said 55.2kg. im trying so hard to lose, but ppl keep pressuring me to eat and im such a pushover :(
futurestar94britfan 1 month ago
@futurestar94britfan And how tall are you? I´m 172,5 cm tall and I weigh 58 kg. (I get very depressed when I gain only a little bit of weight .) I guess I´m not an expert but I would recommend eating lots of fruit and vegetables.
lavenderladyXD 1 month ago
And they spend thousands of dollars on this idiot what they should have done is bought her a ticket to Somalia, you don't have to worrry about refusing food, there isn't any. Think about it, we could have brought a 1000 Somalis here and sent her there and everyone would be happy.
wiim2000 1 month ago
you never see any animals with anorexia... funny how stupid humans can be.
BeepimajeepBeep 1 month ago
Many people tell me I´m anorexic .....
lavenderladyXD 1 month ago
I used to be anorexic like you, but then i took a cheeseburger to the mouth
xXRECONLOVERXx 1 month ago
@xXRECONLOVERXx lol
shark1669661 1 month ago
your story is so sad you are a fighter
indecmi 1 month ago
I'm 15 and I'm 4"11 and I weigh about 90 pounds. People are constantly calling me anorexic, but regardless, I have a very healthy diet and I AM healthy. Regardless of what people tell you, whether they say you're too fat or too skinny, only those close to you, only what they say should ever count. You're an amazing person for sharing this with us.
simshigh 1 month ago
im 13 turning 14 in march and im 5'4 and im 120 pounds and i have an amzing body :)
garage5309 1 month ago
@garage5309 :/ I wish I was 120 again...
thesunsetwithyou 1 month ago
@thesunsetwithyou how tall are you?
lavenderladyXD 1 month ago
@lavenderladyXDalmost 5' 5"
thesunsetwithyou 1 month ago
@thesunsetwithyou ok. than 120 would be normal weight ^^ That´s a good goal.
lavenderladyXD 1 month ago
@lavenderladyXD I only have 3 more pounds til 120 but I think i'll go 115. It's still a healthy bmi.
thesunsetwithyou 4 days ago
Ladies, if a guy can't accept you for who you are and what you look like, you shouldn't accept him. You don't need to change for him. I'm a guy, and I would never expect a girl to do something like this for me.
jamie007pwnz 1 month ago 176
@jamie007pwnz Really encouraging comment, though I hope you don't think anorexia is about male acceptance. There's so much more to it.
SarinPancakes 1 month ago
@jamie007pwnz I would think that the opposite applied as well, it's not just us men who tend to be focused on appearance. In fact, male egos are apparently more fragile to female rejection and/or insult. So ladies, keep that in mind as well.
Banned4Life 1 month ago 2
@jamie007pwnz That's nice that you say that :) But girls don't become anorexic to make boys like them. For many (or for me, anyway), it's a futile search for happiness. I hated myself and everything I had ever heard told me that skinny would make me happy. It didn't, but I just kept chasing it.
vaksinebones 1 month ago 4
@jamie007pwnz wow thats amazing i've never heard or seen a guy type that . your wonderful.
violinlover543 4 weeks ago 75
@violinlover543 You can be who/what ever you want to be on the internet. 1/3 chance that people are just two faced.
Aaron7946 2 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz I'm not sure if anorexics are concerned with what people of the opposite sex think. It's more of a competition, if that. It's completely self centered. They don't see anyone else. All they are concerned about is the existence of fat on their body. It disgusts them.
danielhall67 4 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz guys can be anorexic to...
1248163264128256512 3 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz Do you honestly think this is about guys?
colourfulskies 3 weeks ago
@colourfulskies No it isn't all about guys but you can't factor them entirly out either. Many girls *do* feel pressure from boy friends or even random idoits out there. They simply hear them speak about "skinny" girls and the words pile up bit by bit with out realizing it.
Blacklilly22 3 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz It's wonderful that you feel this way. Unfortunately, it isn't simply wanting to look good for a guy. Having battled eating disorders in high school, I've had a hard time explaining why. It's everything. It's looking in the mirror, seeing this distorted you, feeling disgusted. It's a need to control something. It's like if you could lose enough weight, your inner beauty would shine through more clearly. It's not realizing that it already does.
yvonnejobin 3 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz Exactly. A lot of times I find girls that think they are ugly or fat, when they're really beautiful or skinny. The just need to stop caring about their looks, looks don't really matter to me.
xxTigersnakexx 3 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz marry me?? haha youre amazing!
abcdefg505714 2 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz
That's a super sweet comment... <3 But we don't do this for you. We do it for ourselves, and for control. :/ Unfortunately. I wish it was that simple.
SAB1991DP 2 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz I love you.
yourgrandfatherr 2 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz you're amazing
babyboys101 2 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz I think they do it for themselves, not guys.
pengubaby 2 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz there needs to be more guys like you in the world
noGAGAhatersclub 2 weeks ago
@noGAGAhatersclub There are. It's just some girls, like my ex, prefer douchey guys for some reason. I don't get it.
jamie007pwnz 2 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz well about 95% of guys were i live are "douchey" and the other 5% are gay =/
noGAGAhatersclub 2 weeks ago
@jamie007pwnz awee :) nicee
jennifer95321 2 weeks ago
All right people,
I'm 13. I don't really eat due to my ADHD meds, less then 400 calories on a school day, and about 1500 on weekends. I'm fine. It doesn't kill you, does it?
imaninjastork 1 month ago
anorexi is not a sickness. its just a way of thinking, like u brainwash yourself and telling that u are fat. but u are not, there is no need for cure to it. its just that u have to open your mind, stop thinking negative, then u will not have anorexi.
dmarvin100 1 month ago
@dmarvin100 it's a mental illness. You can't "just stop thinking you're fat". Especially if you have some sort of body dysmorphic disorder. That's almost like telling a depressed person "just cheer up and quit whining."
SarinPancakes 1 month ago
@dmarvin100 but sometimes the person thinks so negatively about their body for so long that they can't even see what they actually look like in the mirror. they need someone to kick start them into thinking positively about who they are and what they look like.
kaelazion 1 month ago
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ieatsomeponehs 1 month ago
I am 13. I had a small case of anorexia. I weighed about 78 pounds. I was 130. I lost all that weight in 3 months. How? I didn't eat. I felt fat. I wouldn' admit what I was doing. I am now about 85 pounds, but that always changes. I still feel fat, yet I am the smallest in our grade. I don't like feeling like this. Fat, ugly, stupid. And for 13? I am in 8th grade. But there is hope for everyone.
CassandraMichelle321 1 month ago 3
I have a friend who's anorexic. I have been knowing for quite some time now. I have tried to help her over the years but it seems that there's nothing I can do for her...I've tried telling her mom but she always seems to ignore talking about the subject, and the people at school do nothing to help her. They always take her food out of her lunch, and of course she lets them. Any advice on what to do?? I certainly don't want her to die because of the disease.
PianoMan53100 1 month ago
@PianoMan53100
Tell teachers or ur guidance counselor, confront her parents (mabye invite them to lunch?), tell your mom to tell talk to the girls parents. You need to get someone to back you up when u comfront her. And she will hate you for a while...but once she recovers she should be very grateful Do anything you can because i used to be anerexic, only for a year, and now i have so many problems health wise, do something before it is way too late to save her body
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thedagonfly1989 1 month ago
An old friend of mine just died 'cause of Anorexia. I know her since she was 12 and now she died at age 25. The last time I saw her I had to look twice to know that it is really her. She was almost invisible. I immediately knew that I wont see her again. She died 1 1/2 month later. RIP Amelie.
18whatever08 1 month ago
what song is that on the video
chris32030 1 month ago
115 pounds is still so small...
ThePeachGirl1 1 month ago
You guys @Robertjcksn40 was being sarcastic
Quincyq4 1 month ago
@Quincyq4
Time and a place for everything, and telling someone in recovery, or recovered from an ED that they're fat isn't something to joke about..
RhayvenBlood 1 month ago
the music creeps me out.
HeartX3Erin 1 month ago
I was doing research for my sociology class about this particular topic and came across this video and it complete scared me, I am not an anorexic but this will keep me from ever thinking of it. This girl is lucky to be alive and should be a lesson learned for whom may think that they are not alone. People do care about you, please reach out and get the help you deserve.
1985Shoes 1 month ago
really well done. this video will help so many people, its simple and straight to the point, really scary and sad. I think this could save lives
appleCori88 1 month ago
@Robertjcksn40 stfu r u serious y on earth make fun of someone seriously wow ur soo low
msangie90210 1 month ago
@msangie90210 You're right...I'm sorry and want to take time this time to apologize to anyone here who is overweight and was offended by my comment. That was wrong of me to make fun of this girl for being a little bit on the chubby side. I should be supportive and encourage her to eat less fat and engage in more physical activity...it's not her fault she is so fat. But seriously, try cutting back a little bit, i'd say you're about 10 pounds away from being morbidly obese.
Robertjcksn40 5 days ago
The song is "my silent undoing" by Queen Adreena
MeyerCassandre 1 month ago
What is this song?
valari27 1 month ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
Damn ur fat
Robertjcksn40 1 month ago
@Robertjcksn40 what the fuck is your problem. you are one of those people who make victims worse and push them even further.
HeartX3Erin 1 month ago
@HeartX3Erin Whoa did I say something wrong? I was just pointing out that Jenny Craig wouldn't be the worst idea for the big girl.
Robertjcksn40 1 month ago
@Robertjcksn40 lol
LILLYWAYNA 2 weeks ago
You're one of those girls that inspire me. Because of your strength and courage, I am on my way to love my body and accept it. Thank you so much for being such an inspiration :)
helenasmilez 1 month ago
Omg that song is freaken creapy as hell!!!!
mzcrystal11 1 month ago
all the Hs look like Rs.
FrozenXM898 1 month ago
Cool story sis.
GrudonX 1 month ago
i used to be anorexic, but then i took an arrow to the knee
fog657 1 month ago
why would people want to be really skinny?
TheTaters28 1 month ago
OMG What's This Song?
S3LFMAD399 1 month ago 43